[Published on 5/24/2022 by Digital Imaging Lab (1142)] It is the responsibility of the researcher to obtain any copyright clearances. Permission to publish material from this/these transcript(s) must be obtained from the Supervisor of Reference Services and/or the L. Tom Perry Special Collection Coordinating Committee. [Notes added by transcribers are in square brackets. Dashes in square brackets indicate unclear words or letters. indicate words the author inserted to a previously written line.] VMSS 792 Box 11 - Kane Collection Papers Number of Pages: 766 ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I10_p001.jpg) March 26th Are you not astonished, Cousin Tom? I am the first to infringe upon the regulations in this case, of writing, made and provided. As it is a first offence, look leniently upon it. You know that your father wrote me a very kind note? I received it yesterday evening, and might have had the courage, in my excitement of delight, to thank him for it, myself, but I had to go out, and my courage ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I10_p002.jpg) has vanished so rapidly that by this time, I have hardly enough left to write to you, and beg you to thank him for me. Tell him that I shall try to deserve the love he has promised me, in the house= hold's name; and that I hope some day I shall hold a place in their love, only second to "his other Bessie's." And now, Cousin Tom, why do you not tell your mother, what you told the Judge? Surely she has a right to know, especially if since ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I10_p003.jpg) Cousin Margaret does. My father agrees with me in this, and so, I see, does yours. If you have no particular objection, I wish you would not keep her in ignorance much longer. When you come here in April I shall be so glad to see you; but that, not what I intended to say, — when you come here in April, I want to discuss the propriety of telling Charlotte and Walter and your sister Bessie. I suppose you will have a whole host of objections, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I10_p004.jpg) and I have a whole host of reasons for doing so, which I shall leave till then. I had so much difficulty in making a beginning to this note that I left it out. Now that I have come to the end I am in a still greater dilemma. There, I remember now what the Judge signed himself, I shall "go and do likewise," "Your friend and cousin," EDW. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I11_p001.jpg) Philadelphia, Mar. 21, . 1852. My dear friend, You are no better than Bessie! Such want of common cunning and pru- dence is unworthy your Scoth extraction. Not to accept my offer! You will not soon get such another from any one else – certainly you will not have it again from me! So, giving up, etc., I have imparted, etc. to my Father. Last night, I had a chance of telling my Mother and Bessie Kane. They behaved very ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I11_p002.jpg) well, as I could show. It has given me a most marvelous relief of mind – and I am sure it will cost nothing. I am sure I can trust them to keep it strictly to themselves. Taken on connexion with this expansion of feeling, it is refreshing to know I am not a suitable person to visit at your house and make morning calls. Unfortunately, I think you are right, or else I would tell you as my offended dignity demands, that this is none of your affair, and a matter only within the province of cousin - Margaret ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I11_p003.jpg) Margaret. — (Which please tell her principle's sake). — But I am not only obedient but good humored; and, if you write me word not to come on till New Year, will be as good as your word. So you shall write, when you do want to see me. Thank you for saying you are sorry poor Renssclaer (she was Grandmother, so don't abuse her again) is sold. As I said, I have given up some trees and kickshaws, but expect to be well paid when Bessie comes to count them over. I am practising ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I11_p004.jpg) with success a variety of dutiful sub missions – and among these you will please place my betaking myself to business now, instead of indulging in a good long letter to you. — It was alright the leaving Renssclaer. You know. I suppose we remain till next cold. Weather Season I dont think I sent the answer to my Riddle Letter. The solution. less the details was: An acquaintance of mine had a contagious disorder which they chose to think infected me. But they, not I, were the fools. My time for going ill is over term; but I remain faithfully and affectionately as ever Yours Thomas L. Kane Mr. Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I12_p001.jpg) Miss Bessie Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I12_p002.jpg) [Biblical image of St. Francis Xavier baptising an angel and a prayerful man & woman titled: ST FRANCOIS XAVIER. ST FRANCISCO XAVIER.] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I12_p003.jpg) Saint Apotre, fidele imitateur de Jesus, obtenez-nous cette charite ardente qui v.s fit aban- donner tout pour aller dans les pays barbares evangeliser les sauvages. Grand Saint, faites que nous soyons detaches de tout ce qui est terrestre, afin que nous ne pensions plus qu'au Ciel. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I13_p001.jpg) My dear friend, I have the enclosed from my Mother to enclose to your Care, and so have a right to enclose with it an enclosure which if you are a gentleman you will not read though I am gentleman enough to leave it unsealed. I ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I13_p002.jpg) have thought every body was cooking over me of the crowd in my office this morning. You must not tell Bessie that Bessie Kanes letter to her has been in Judge Kanes Bench Drawer since Friday. I will tell Bessie Kane first, and she shall mend matters. Remember me to cousin Margaret and believe me Even yours affectionately (by letter, till next New Year (!) Mr. Wood. Thomas L. Kane Philadelphia Mar 29. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I14_p001.jpg) Independence Hall, March.22.'52 My own dear darling, I am more embarassed than you could be to have to send my first letter from this low crowded business den, and write upon a lettered office table how much I love you and how dearly. — And what else have I to say, or how can I temper it with vile thing stuff from the out= side world? — I gave my Father your Message: And I love you. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I14_p002.jpg) And he is content: And I love you. And I have told my Mother: And She loves you. And Bessie: And She loves you. But I shall not send to letters I have already written Walter & Charlotte: For I love you. You are a very silly child: And I love you. And should not write to single gentlemen: And I love you Mrs. Ellis says so: And I love you. And I am sorry thats all: For I love you, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I14_p003.jpg) And, And I love you so much that I begrudge every line of all this that does not tell you only and simply how much and how dearly I love you, my own dear darling, and will love you now, and hereafter, evermore, forever and ever. I am - your Cousin no longer I shall never again be your friend I am your sweetheart. Thomas L. Kane (By me in 22 minutes less 30 seconds more or less.) ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p001.jpg) Philadelphia, April 5. My dear friend, I have delayed answering your last kind letter until, as I hoped, I could say with certainty that I would have a ten day vacation on the 15th. But I have not yet been able so to arrange matters, Mr. Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p002.jpg) and can now only declare with a certainty that even this snow storm cannot maker surer; that I shall not be in New York on the 5th. A pity the season is so backward: Mother and Co. have settled it that Cousin Margaret and Bessie shall not pay their visit till the leaves are on the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p003.jpg) trees; and our grass is not yet green. Between us; am I to bring on, and you to escort back, or are you to bring on and am I to escort back? I am agreeable to either, but would find it very pleasant, if I am detained here till May, to return in ladies' company. But- confidentially now, no advantage to be taken of an ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p004.jpg) unconsidered admission here= after- couldn't you live out two or three weeks in the country? Partner Daw- son's return with an abligation to perform his evaded half of business duty, give you such a capital chance. And, I am confident, he will find you utterly worn out with heavy work. But when you need change of air as much as he, the difference ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p005.jpg) between you is, that you will not take it. — I cannot tell you how anxious I am about this, &c. I wrote you a letter on the subject, last week; and, literally, found it too discouraging and gloomy to send. There must be truth where I am afraid to tell you my alarms. – I trust Walter may see it is his duty to come into the business ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p006.jpg) with you. What I deprecate most is not the more general wear and tear of body, but the constant strain when the nervous system, of your undivideed, unfrightened, al- most unappreciated care and responsibility. —This time you have beaten off the Blackfeet? - Well, that was the very tribe the trapper lived among I have told you of, who fought the nation by himself ten years; once firing off seventeen charges of his rifle, according to the story, and repulsing them when he had only the 18th. shot left. But, one day it rained, and he had the Rheumatiz or his powder was damped – and a friend of mine in 1846 saw a Blackfoot wearing a tanned capote made of that whiteman's skin! ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p007.jpg) I understand what sets my thoughts thus running, so. Ten weeks ago, I was a Monk, married or unmar= ried, thought I was always to be one. I was your friend then on equal terms, be= cause I was worse off than you are. But now I am it no longer. I have deserted the Grim Riderhood altogether, and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p008.jpg) and I must feel like a traitor, unless you too will leave the standard. Do you understand? My Frock is thrown the Nettles. I am renegate to all my sham vows- the whole of them; and am sworn in full now, only to try for a life of humble ease and quiet, and happiness. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p009.jpg) The Providence you believe in is no dispenser of divided blessings. And this one can hardly be so ill ordered that to mend up one mere mutilated being, one half of its mission is to rob a father (you see I have found it out) of his favorite child. Indeed I am fatally mistaken if its end be not to bring comfort to both of us. To bring you (if Bessie helps me conquer my own Blackfeet) to bring you through your dear other children into the society of their and your equals; to discover the secret of letting in air as well as sunshine through the dark stained windows of your sweet religious home; to cheer you and without wrong enliven you, and make the rest of your life as joyous as it is just and pure. — ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I15_p010.jpg) Dear friend, would it not shame me to think I could be happy else? I am sorry to have writ- ten to you shacklingly on this topic. — But, when I do come on, talk to me upon it; and see if I have not thoughts of my own. I hope you will be able to make a good stay with us. It will be in dullness, I confess; but call this Calm, Repose, or some other synonym, and you will find it the active principle itself of a County Cure. Faithfully yours ever Thomas L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I16_p001.jpg) Thursday Night My own dear Tom I am very sleepy, tired and with shopping and in a great hurry to go to bed, so you must "excuse haste and a bad pen." Why do you write on Tuesday that the letter I was to write on Monday has not arrived. You told me that it could not come before Wednesday yourself. So now, you owe me a kiss of apology, and one for gratitude, and you must pay me when you come, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I16_p002.jpg) My greatest hurries will be over by the middle of next week. Don't come on Monday therefore but later, please. It will divide the time better. Of course I don't love you any more. That is the reason. Isn't your watch fast, or don't you go into the parlor, before right? - You don't tell me how you are. Telegraph, that, and also if we shall order Clisha's cake, and whether if it is to be packed in any particular way. (Say simply yes or no, I know the order of the questions.) Goodnight darling, I cannot stay awake any longer. - I wear L.H. constantly. Ever your own Loving wife. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I17_p001.jpg) Friday Evening My dear Cousin Tom I promised Maria Winthrop that I would forward her invitation to you to a "Cousin Party," given I believe, for M. I was quite anxious that you should come, at first, on Maria seemed to want you so very much. Indeed I was willing to give up the pleasure of seeing you during the evening, and enjoying those snatches of interviews while the family have mysteriously absented themselves. But Tot announced that, on the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I17_p002.jpg) same Wednesday, but earlier, she intended to have Mary Phoenix a dinner. Now I do not see you often enough to give up both afternoon and evenings, and see you tired out. If you want to come particularly I will sacrific[-] them, but otherwise, we could have. Thursday to ourselves. And will you send a refusal for Wednesday, one to be reported to Maria, and say something kind of her! To show you how much I want you to be kind to her, I will promise in return, to tease you no more for your daguerreotype, and you know how much I wanted that. And I will lock Louis Napoleon ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I17_p003.jpg) -up, for the present at least. I want to show you my "fine clothes." You have no idea how funny I look with my breakfas[-] -caps on. I have two, bought more for a joke than anything else. – But what will be the use of them if you choose not to be in love withme, after we are married. I'm going to keep in love with you, Mr Tom, but I suppose I must bottle up my love, and then perhaps you'll love me again in two years, and then mine will be quite fresh having been hermetically sealed. – Now don't forget the cards. Bring them with you if you can. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I17_p004.jpg) We must have a talk about German Town, when you come. I think its a very bad plan, for people to be constantly together when they are first married, because they ought not to think only of themselves. So when you lie down to rest yourself, I shall amuse myself with some - - thing that will divert my thoughts from you. I wish I had something useful to do them. I daresay that some of the cases of dis-illusioning rise from people being so selfishly occupied with themselves. I wonder if we shall be so very miserable. I was driven out of the store room the other day, by the two servants beginning to cry, and then upstairs, Cousin Margaret cried and finally poor old Elizabeth came with Henry to my room ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I17_p005.jpg) to speak about something or other, and the first thing I knew, she was crying too. So I made myself very miserable, and took the first opportunity of taking a good cry, which cleared up my mental sky a good deal. To[-] cannot come with us though I think that if we go to Newport in the summer she may possibly come. But do let us take the cheerful side if we can. One comfort is, we can't be married twice over, and if you marry after I'm dead (which I forbid, by the way) you will be accustomed to it. Oh Cousin Tom. Next Thursday, week! I don't believe it, I can't. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I17_p006.jpg) Will you come on Thursday? How do things go on at "Home." – And how is Elisha. You don't say how he is. – Now am I not a perfect Griselda writing you such long letters without expecting an answer. Still I don't think that, as a merchants daughter, I should do anything except for a "con-si-der-a-tion." How much shall I charge? Five kisses a letter? And two owed me before? I ought to be off to bed, and so I must say, Goodnight. God bless you, darling. Your own Bessie ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I18_p001.jpg) Saturday Morning My darling Cousin Tom, Maria Windthrop and [---] having had a discussion have resolved to alter the day of Maria's party to Tuesday, and Maria has just asked me to tell you. Will you come? Bess ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I19_p001.jpg) My dear friend, Having Ten Minutes to spare is it possible that I wrote to Bessie and not you? — ! – It does seem mighty like it; but then, you see, — x x x and so forth , — — you understand; as, when I have my next Ten Minutes, I can fully explain, if you require me to. — But I have no time now for more than ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I19_p002.jpg) writing myself Faithfully as ever. Yours affectionately Thomas L. Kane Mr. Wood. April 15. 1852 ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p001.jpg) Philadelphia, November 15. 1854. My dear friend, I am glad to know you are all well. I began to have a want of hearing from you, and had commissioned Elisha to bring me news. I prefer your letter. You were right in supposing he had not sent me any Report of the Dinner.—But it would not have made much difference. It is the penalty of a man's once being in the public way that these sort of things come to take an air of unreal= ity, and make up upon them; and I have remarked of my friends in the newspaper line particularly, that they get their substantial good or ill of public praise or blame from a very small circle indeed of immediate associates and friends. In my case, no one knows better than you, how—owing to the ill run,— if I choose to call it so—of affairs with me—how narrowed down is my circle of friendship and= ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p002.jpg) care and counsel taking, and how it has come to pass that out of our family, I have no one next yourself. It had an effect then altogether of its own, when you, who were William Wood in old Hall Stree[-], when I began to be Tom Kane, when you, in the dignity of old times, came to hand to authenticate this American transaction.—Your writing to me and sending on the newspaper scrap – that was the reality of the thing. I might have read it a hundred times myself in the Herald or Tribune, and not have believed their Report? But here was Bootle, Old Hall Street, Everton, 5 - 10th St. West,—It had found its own way into Sixteenth Street—You yourself were there—spontaneous—and you thought—it—what I have too much modesty (for self and craggs) to repeat. - And I have had to believe it – I might as well set up to disbelieve little Helen - our little Helen, - at once. Perhaps you may have heard me say that, so far from believing of England and Ameri= ca that we are the people and wisdom will dies with us; I think France had been, as much ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p003.jpg) as a full century, 'the only lanthorn of the nations',—that I despise the whole system of check and balance doctrines,—that I know the British are the nation of snobs, and think their social influence upon Americans must, in every respect, act prejudicially. Still, I con= fess I have to be impressed by the many signs appearing of the will of Providence that the two countries shall be drawn together and their ancient ties renewed again; and, in the matter of this dinner, there was something about it had a significancy of its own. The fraternization of the buntings, et catera, et catera, might have happened in any place; but this was managed by the British Residents of Our old New York: they were the men who had a right that day to put up in that room, the same St. George's Red Cross Flag that, on Evacuation Day, poor old John Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p004.jpg) saw pulled down from Trinity Church Steeple as he got into his little boat at the Battery stairs and was pulled off to the sloop that was waiting to carry him an exile to England. Butter bread the old dog had to eat before he got back, and hard times had his poor family in Nova Scotia. —I remember telling you what sermons our old Priest Kent preached into the French. His grandmother, Sibyl Whiting, was the sister, if I have it just right - the sister of the famous Colonel Whiting who commanded the New England men at the siege of Louisbourg, and, if I am not wrong too, he has some hand in the ex pulsion of the Neutrals that followed, whereof you read so well in Evangeline.We might say there was a savor of retribution in the fact, that they and the other LoyalistYankees found a sort of blight would rest upon the land of which they and their British allies might be said to have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p005.jpg) II had robbed the poor Acadians. But, be this as it may, they made great exertions to manufacture them= selves such a thriving country as the rebels had approp= riated. Brother John, with Charles, and Elisha Kane, sowed corn and planted potatoes in the Old French fields as did all the daintiest of their refugee friends around them. And, only the last time I was in New York, Aunt Morris was describing to me how soot and smoke begrimed with burning up the trees of his own clearing, she remembers a man to whom they gave drink at his work in his shirt sleeves, because he was her Father's intimate of better days. It was no go, their dilettante, gentleman agriculture, and the best of them soon straggled back to the States. Elisha Kent Kane, Harries great Uncle, was little enough at home in Albany after his Dutch wife's death, to like to move to Phila= delphia ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p006.jpg) adelphia where his son John found a place to plant himself and strike root. It is his son Elisha (Elisha Johnson(!)!) his son Elisha, I say, then, goes back to the Old Home of the Family, New York, to be feted there by British citizens for exertions to relieve an Explorer of the Northern Seas of his own continent. They greet him with open arms. Hail, Brother Refugee or Loyalist; as it?— Hail Brother Outlaw for our Tory throne!— Hail thou of Hudson's River's Skinners sprung! Scion of Nol DeLancey's CowBoy Green Brigade! Hail whose ancestral blood has flowed red like our own for the Purple and Orange!—[---] No Sir! - The head of the entertainers, their chairman and toast giver, is a native born New Yorker, an old established tax payer of the City of New York, and the nephew, son, or grandson (as far (as they can tell me here, but you know well what yourself) and successor in an important office of another ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p007.jpg) native born New Yorker; and he compliments my brother in behalf of the country in which he does not live, calling that his country, and Elisha returns to conplement in behalf of the country in which he has never lived a year together since he came to years of discretion, and in which his entertainer has lived something like two of his life= times; and they then hope, in harmonious duet, that their duties to their respective flags above their heads may not compel them to rob, mutilate, or murder one another, or burn each other's houses down; and all the people say Amen to such wand rows magnamimity. —And the sole difference between the two foreigners was, that the entertainer had lived all his days upon the soil on which his ancestors had lived generations before him, while the guest was the son of an emigrant, the son of an emigr[---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p008.jpg) the son of an Irishman forced to turn refugee ?—Wrong again sir! The Irishman indeed died as he lived, (sworn bully for Church & Crown) but his son Elisha acquiesced when his son John, down in Penn- sylvania, gave a cordial adherence to the Yankee's government. Wherefore John's offspring are Ameri- can citizens. But the Irishmans intimate friend and fellow refugee, the same whom old Sibyl his wife and her daughter Sally saw, logging on Annapolis River side, he returned to New York to be Colonel Barclay. His British Majestys Consul at his Old Home, become a Foreign Port: he became a foreigner there; and his son, (?) Anthony, under our discussion, as he too accepted this office, he accepted also with it all the duties and penalties together of an alien — an alien in his own birth place! Does this strike you as it does me? ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p009.jpg) — Fully as I recognize the duty of regard- ing all British subjects as "our natural enemies," I declare to you that, thinking of these things, and forgetting the grievous "geographical differences" between us, I am almost ready to shrink from the idea of the Glory of my Father springing a mine—in your coal cellar-, while Willie Kane- with his drawn sword - puts to flight-, yea, coward miscreants, to easy flight, Harrie and Helen and your whole nursery - which trusty Mrs. Hamilton Palace in vain endeavored to defend against our Coachman! N.B. No slur on Scotch Courage. Before the sack, you fell in fight, with Mr. Philo Mills.—!!!.. Do you know there are quantities of old Grg[-]father's friends in the yard of old St. Pauls below the Astor House; and inside the Church, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p010.jpg) in the Chanell, I think, is CC: Barclay himself and several other Tories: Bishop Inglis of Nova Scotia, and Mr. Randam who died in London, and Mrs. Elizabeth Franklin wife of William Franklin the east Royal Governor of New Jersey who died in July 1778, "compelled by the adverse circumstances of the times" to lose her husband and break her heart, poor lady! Sir [--]o. Temple is there too, the "Consul General to the United States of America from his Britannic Majesty" before Barclay, and "the first appointment to this country after its Indpendence." - I saw the tablets as late as last summer. I like to look at them: they have an air of half out aristocratic English pretension about them that smacks so strongly of the colonial times when the only gentility of the country hung from the Throne, and had no communion with the Democracy. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p011.jpg) A rough harrow has been over the ground since! What a thing it is for a man to get astraddle of his hobby! I really think I will some day write down all I know of our family history and be done with it, since what encourag es me in my grandmother talk is the notion of getting other people to remember for me what would otherwise hurry to be forgotten. - It is demoralizing too to have in you such a good listener: the next time I hook your button hole you must shake me off - for my own good. The important item of my letter - when I in- tended it a letter to be - was to have been the news of my brother Willie's complete recovery. He has had no recurrence of his Typhas or whatever the Fever was, and has only to get back his strength and spirits. We do ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I1_p012.jpg) not grieve as much as we should, to see his poor little shadow dragging about the house, as we know it secures him the longer exemption from the High School and its Yankee machiner[-] for compelling mental labor. You may defend upon it the rules for bodily and mental cultivation approved in the temperate countries of Europe, obtain to great prejudice in our America with its dry fierce climate that seems to dry up and spindle every animal imported into it, and renders us all as physiologists discover, so excitable - our tissues to irritable, so liable in short to all kinds of disease and derangement of the nervous system. But, if you remark, instead of being more kindly dealt with - than under the sedative sky of England for instance, our children are more generally victims to the forcing system than in any other curlized country known. That matron Mrs. Jefferson Brick is sure to send her Dombey, like Willie, to begin his University course at the age of 10 years! - Oxford and Cambridge, as far as we can have it - 5 years after his milk teeth! Be thankful,- the Mail is closing. Elisha is nearly well again, and hard at work at his Book. Robert has plenty to do, and so have I, yours always Thomas L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I20_p001.jpg) Good Friday Morning Now, if you have opened this in your office please to put it back in the envelope, and wait till you are quietly settled at home to read it. There is nothing interesting enough in it, to interfere with graver business. I hope you will receive this in time to read it on Saturday evening or Sunday. if you dont object to reading this on Sunday. and so I intended to rise early to send it in time. I have added my time away till it is now half-past six. but I must try to finish this before the bell rings. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I20_p002.jpg) Mrs Ellis may say what she please, but unless you confirm her, it would take several Mrs Ellises to convince me there was anything wrong in writing to you; so, dearest Single Gentleman, I have written again. Don't you write to me when I am away. I think I shall grow home-sick for the first time in my life, then. Now to the reason for my disobedience to Mrs. E. I had hope to see you before this, that I might tell you, but you did not come, and I cannot wait till I do see you. I have committed a fault, I have not told you the exact trust, and it is this I want to tell you of, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I20_p003.jpg) that when we do meet, there may not be the cloud of an unacknowledged fault, to dim my happiness. I have repented this sincerely I hope, and prayed to be forgiven, but it was easy to say I repented, what is more difficult is to prove it, by making the only reparation in my power – to tell you, and beg you to forgive me. One day when you were here last you asked me if I had told To[-] what you said to me at Fort Hamilton. I replied, No, without thinking. But a minute afterwards I remembered, that though I had ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I20_p004.jpg) not told her all, yet one day she had cross-questioned me, till I told her, part of what you had said the evening before. I had been sorry for letting her, and told her nothing more afterwards, which had occasioned a little coldness between us when she first left Fort H. I remembered this, but you were speaking of something else, and I had not courage to tell you, and so was silent. — Now I have told you truly, and have made no defense I throw myself on your mercy. If you are angry, I know I deserve it, and will bear it patiently. But a reproving word or even look, from ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I20_p005.jpg) you whom I love so dearly, so very very dearly, would be harder than bitter reproaches from any one else. It has been hard to write out my fault, and dread losing your esteem, ah do forgive me. Will you not write to me, and say so? I ventured into your heart, and now I dread to be shut out. Let me stay there, let it be my home all my life long, and my resting place in the troubles of life! I shall not be able to spend the happy hour I had anticipated in church with you, today, but I can go there and remember you. It is so ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I20_p006.jpg) delightful to think I have a right now, to name your name oftenest in my prayers and join it with my own. God bless you all your life, dearest Cousin Tom, and teach me to be a blessing to you! Did you ever hear of that chapter in Proverbs where there is a verse for every day in the month, and of some superstition of your fate being predicted in you birth-verse? I am almost tempted to believe it, on account of the pleasant promise it holds out "She shall do him good and not evil, all the days of her life." I shall try to make it true ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I20_p007.jpg) I wanted to write to Bessie this morning, and shall try to do so, but I must stop writing now, though I have a great deal to say. What has become of "My scallop-shell of quiet, My staff of peace to rest upon?" And when did you last see poor Mary Humphreys? And I wish I could see the letters you did not send Walter and Tot, for I can't tell them. I tried over and over again. I don't think I will tell them till they come back, if I can keep silence. Now, goodbye. Write to me, and call me your own Bessie. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I21_p001.jpg) Miss Bessie D. Wood Care (Dennistown Wood & Co.) to all Street New York A letter } Enclosed } New York } ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I21_p003.jpg) ame cherie, ne te laisse pas dominer par les sentiments d'une crainte servile, entre courageusement dans la voie de la Croix, et le Dieu de toute bonte, qui m'a envoye pour etre ton soutien et ton consolateur, permettra que je decharge qualquefois tes epau- les de ce fardeau salu- taire, pour le porter devant toi, comme l'etendart de ton salut. [-]aison [-] Bouasse-rebel paris. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I21_p005.jpg) Le Sei- gneur presse ses brebis dans ses bras; il re- chauffe ses agneaux dans son sein et les comble de ses ea resses. (Isaie, 40.) Mon Vve Bouasse-Lebel Paris 531b ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I21_p007.jpg) Je marche souvent au mi- lieu des périls et des écueils, Vierge sainte, vous voyez combien j'ai besoin de votre secours; dirigez ma cour- se, indiquez-moi la route que je [-]ois suivre; préservez-moi du dan- ger sur cette mer orageuse: ne permettez pas que je périsse avant de m'avoir pardonné; éclairez mon [-]ur et que l'œil de votre pruden- veille sur moi. Mille fois vo- [-]e divine bonté est venue me uver en me dirigeant par- [-]i les écueils de la vie; daignez m'accorder [the above has a large X written over it] touj[-]urs votre sain- e protection: No. 101 ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I22_p001.jpg) Independent Hall Philada. April 15, 1852. My own dear Bessie, All this time, have I been hoping to answer your dear letter in person. I still have a chance of getting off Saturday or Monday. Bessie darling, the words of Pardon you want, I cannot write you. And it isn't only be- cause I can't clearly see what it is so heinous you have said or done. I never could understand in any shape the doctrine of the forgiveness of sins. — If I love ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I22_p002.jpg) my friend for the character I attribute to him, and an act of his lets me per- ceive in him qualities that I did not know he possessed, and I change my opinion of his character. Can I forget what I have seen or deny what I know? And isn't Forgiveness thus far a mere impossibility? But if my friend, doing that which is not unworthy of himself, is only untrue to me only does me wrong-and is my friend that I love,- what on earth should make me more happy than his offering me the God's own pleasure of from the heart for- giving and absolving him? Go you ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I22_p003.jpg) and commit some crime, Bessie Wood; if you want to find out if I love you or not. You have my free leave, now, or when you list. Remember this against me; if you understand. Seriously, – if you would really oblige me, get the Small Pox, take a casualty and wear wooden legs with or without stockings at option _ do something of the kind to leave me some merit for loving you. — With regret I disclose to you in strictest confidence that your looks were improving when I saw you last. I am so afraid (as you say) that I may find you grown prettier since I left. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I22_p004.jpg) Keep homely at all events you silly silly child, or I vow I not to love you any more, in earnest. And now I have regained the inexorable tone, let me repeat that you have asked of me, Miss, a thing impossible. I cannot think of foregoing the luxury of keeping on hand something I can think is something I have to forgive you for. Bessie Wood; No: I feel it, I never can forgive you; never, no never! And it is in token of my implacable temper, my own dear blessed hope, I send you what I have vowed you should have, since —; the first flower I could find of this my new year, which as you see turns out to be the veritable Spring Lover itself. I shall gather for you, if I live so long, the latest flower of the Autumn. First flower or last flower, dear Bessie; May I never want to give flowers any more to any one in the world but you! Bessie, dear one; I have only my ten freed minutes now, because I am working for my holiday. But if I cannot escape, I will write you a long long Sunday's letter – with sorrows in it for an hour. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I23_p001.jpg) Miss Bessie Wood ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p001.jpg) [written in portrait direction] Sunday Evening May 2nd My own dearest best Cousin Tom, I really intended to wait for at least a week, before I wrote to you But although you have only been away three days, I am seated here writing. Perhaps the reason is that it seems to me, as if you had been away three weeks, already. I will keep this till near the end of the week, before I send it, so as to make it arrive after a more respectable time. My father says that I should wait till I have a letter from you. He won't let me write oftener than you do, so the frequency of our correspondence depends on you. Now Mr Kane, I am going to scold you. [written in landscape direction] Should I not feel as if I were living on the "price of blood?" But whatever you decide to be best, shall be best for me. My duty will be to give you a cheerful "Wee Wifie" (as Papa used call me) and to try to make your home happy, wherever it be; and to do right in whatever position you place me. I am neither beautiful nor talented as Mamma was, but I can try to make you as happy as she made Papa, and she could not love him, more than I do you. Rich or poor, if we do our duty faithfully, and love each other, we will be happy.—I believe I should not cross this, for it is too long already, for your patience I fear. Yet I can't find it in ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p002.jpg) [written in portrait direction] On Thursday evening, my father went out with you, "to walk to the hotel." I hear that you and he walked for some time, out in the cold night-air. It was late before he left you, and you were to be off the next morning, by five o'clock. You were tired and sick that day, I remember and yet you persisted in wearying yourself more. You bad fellow! Papa was punished with a cold, and a lecture from Cousin M. Your lecture, you see, was reserved till now. If you really love me, you will take care in future, of what is dearest to me on earth. And if you don't take care of my treasure I must come and take the keeping of it, into my own hands. There now I shall not threaten in vain. You had better take care! [written in landscape direction] my heart, to say Goodbye. I really must leave it open to write more before it goes. That Diary is chiefly useful as an escape- valve for the warmth of my feelings. Think what would best express Farewell dearest, in the Unwritten Language, and believe me till I grow up Your loving Child-Wife Tuesday Morning I have been very good indeed, today. By half-past-six I was at my table drawing!! and stayed there a whole hour. If I can manage to wake early enough, I shall try to work an hour every morning about that time, till I go away, as it is the coolest, and pleasantest time of the day, I think.—There are two things I want to know, Cousin Tom. One is, about these Mormons. In Mayhew's book, I see no ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p003.jpg) [written in landscape direction] I spoke to Papa about my daguerreotype. He laughed but said "Oh, of course. Get Mag to go with you. But have you got his?" "No, I haven't." Well then, if I were you I wouldn't give him mine, till I had his. He ought to give it to you." This advice was so contrary to what I expected from him that I laughed, and told him so. He looked quite astonished, and replied, "Why what harm could there be? You are engaged, and if I allowed you to have him, you certainly can have his likeness. I wonder you haven't it already." So, on Wednesday if it is fine I am going to have it taken for you. I wish you would "humor" Papa, by giving me yours. It would be so pleasant to me to have it with me, when I am away from you. [written in the portrait direction] account of the reason why you went with them, and I never heard you say, either. Will you tell me?—And Papa says you "want to be a literary man." Did he mean in the way of writing books? How much I should like to read them! When will you have made up your mind, what to be? You have decided against the Governorship of Utah, haven't you? Deseret, in the engraving, doesn't look very inviting. I shall put this letter, inside the daguerreotype, I think. But I am almost ashamed to send such a long rigmarole. When will you write to me? If you knew how happy it makes me to receive a note from you, I am sure you would reply soon to this. I wish I could send myself, in the place of that daguerreotype. I would beg very hard for yours. Now, I resolve not to say another word, but to close this letter immediately. I must go out, and buy myself a ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p004.jpg) [written in landscape direction] He wants our engagement to be known, when I return. And I see no reason for concealing it, except that you might think it more complimentary to you, if I waited till I had more sense, before I announced the choice "that my heart and my judgment dictated," to quote your own words. You need not think I shall ever praise your generosity, in leaving me, what you call free. You know perfectly well that it would take a great deal more than two years, to find any one I could es- teem so well, and my life would not be long enough to find any one I could love so much, even if I were to look for such a person, which I am not going to do. And, if you know my character, as you say you [written in portrait direction] stick of sealing wax. I am afraid you would be horrified at my seal—a button from Cousins M's dress, so I shall persuade Papa to seal this, if I don't send it inside the daguerreotype. Think as affectionately as you can of Your Bessie Wednesday Morning This letter is certainly going to be the most extraordinary concoction written in such a straggling way! I did not think I should add any more to it, yesterday, yet here I am! My daguerreotype will, I hope reach you before my birthday. But you need not look at it till then. Two more birthdays and instead of writing you a letter, I hope I shall be with you, to receive a birth-day kiss. Shall I not, and will you not give it to me? If you don't, I shall take it. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p005.jpg) [written in landscape direction] do, then you know that I love very few persons; to my shame be it spoken, out of my own family. And I suppose it is from the coldness of my nature, that when it is roused, I my love doesn't burn itself out soon. "Trust me, cousin, all the current of my being sets to thee," and it would take a great deal to turn the current back. So you knew you were safe, and that though you would pretend to put conditions on me, I look upon myself as your betrothed wife, and that I know that "Whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge; thy people shall be my people; and my God thy God; where thou diest I will die, and there will I be buried; [written in the portrait direction] Next Sunday afternoon, I take my First Communion. I suppose the day is the same in all Presbyterian Churches. Will you ask Bessie to remember me, then? Do not do it, if it is disagreeable to you. I shall not ask you to remember me. I am sure you will. Isn't it a custom among the Roman Catholics, on the occasion to ask their friends to pardon any faults they have committed? If I have ever unintentionally hurt your feelings, or offended you (I know that I have never done it, intentionally) forgive me now. I am rather frightened at the idea of having my name read out, and standing up before the congregation. But, I daresay I will be able to forget myself, in listening to the address. I hope so, at least. And now, my dear dear cousin, my Tom, may the peace of God rest upon us both, till we meet. May He bless you, and keep you, and make you happy. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p006.jpg) God do so to me, and more also, if aught but death part thee and me." My marriage-vow cannot be a more solemn one than this. I have said it, and I cannot go back, if I would. Monday Morning. I have been trying to keep a diary, as you told me to do, but I find it will be impossible to copy any of it for you. I have so much to say to you, when I write, that I have no time, nor any room on the paper for it. Besides I had no idea, that I thought so much, till I tried to write down at night, what I had been thinking during the day. And I don't think it would interest you, for "Variety is the spice of Life," and there is no ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p007.jpg) variety in my thoughts. No matter what subject I think upon, there seems to be a magnetic influence, that draws it into the "current of my being," and as that sets in one direction all the time, of course it would have a wearying sameness that would tire you. There is one thing, that I have been thinking about about, that I will mention (You must excuse crossings-out, please, for I was writing too fast.) It is about your profession. I wearied myself with thinking of reasons for, and against, your being a lawyer, to no purpose. Just as I was going to bed on Saturday, I began walking up and down my room, in a brown study. In answer, as I believe, to my prayer for guidance, these ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p008.jpg) words flashed into my mind, "Trust in the Lord, and do good, so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be fed." "Commit thy way unto the Lord, trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass." I can leave it in His hands now, dearest Cousin Tom, and when you decide what to do, I shall be sure it is best. Only, don't do anything against your conscience—it must be your guide; and be sure that you can ask Our Father's blessing on our way. Remember, too, that all the riches in the world, would be nothing to me, if I saw you unhappy, from the thought that you had sinned against conscience for me, Or if I saw you dying from overwork? ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p009.jpg) [written in landscape direction] Should I not feel as if I were living on the "price of blood?" But whatever you decide to be best shall be best for me. My duty will be to give you a cheerful "Wee Wifie" as Papa used call me) and to try to make your home happy, wherever it be; and to do right in whatever position you place me. I am neither beautiful nor talented as Mamma was, but I can try to make you as happy as she made Papa, and she could not love him, more than I do you. Rich or poor, if we do our duty faithfully, and love each other, we will be happy.—I believe I should not cross this, for it is too long already, for your patience I fear. Yet I can't find it in [written in portrait direction] Sunday Evening May 2nd My own dearest Cousin Tom, I really intended to wait for at least a week, before I wrote to you But although you have only been away three days, I am seated here writing. Perhaps the reason is, that it seems to me, as if you had been away three weeks, already. I will keep this till near the end of the week, before I send it so as to make it arrive after a more respectable time. My father says, that I should wait till I have a letter from you. He won't let me write oftener than you do, so the frequency of our correspondence depends on you. Now, Mr Kane, I am going to scold you. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p010.jpg) [written in landscape direction] my heart, to say Goodbye. I really must leave it open to write more before it goes. That Diary is chiefly useful as an escape- valve, for the warmth of my feelings. Think what would best express Farewell dearest, in the Unwritten Language, and believe me till I grow up Your loving Child-Wife, Tuesday Morning I have been very good indeed, today. By half-past-six I was at my table drawing!! and stayed there a whole hour. If I can manage to wake early enough, I shall try to work an hour every morning about that time, till I go away, as it is the coolest, and pleasantest time of the day, I think. There are two things I want to know, Cousin Tom. One is, about these Mormons. In Mayhew's book, I see no account of the reason why you went with them, and I never heard you say either. Will you tell me?—And Papa says you "want to be a literary man." Did he mean in the way of writing books? How much I should like to read them! When will you have made up your mind, what to be? You have decided against the Governorship of Utah, haven't you? Deseret, in the engraving, doesn't look very inviting. I shall put this letter, inside the daguerreotype, I think. But I am almost ashamed to send such a long rigmarole. When will you write to me? If you knew how happy it makes me to receive a note from you, I am sure you would reply soon to this. I wish I could send myself, in the place of that daguerreotype. I would beg very hard for yours. Now, I resolve not to say another word, but to close this letter immediately. I must go out, and buy myself a [written in portrait direction] [Column 1] On Thursday evening, my father went out with you, "to walk to the hotel." I hear that you and he walked for some time, out in the cold night-air. It was late before he left you, and you were to be off the next morning, by five o'clock. You were tired and sick that day, I remember and yet you persisted in wearying yourself more. You bad fellow! Papa was punished with a cold, and a lecture from Cousin M. Your lecture, you see, was reserved till now. If you really love me, you will take care in future, of what is dearest to me on earth. And if you don't take care of my treasure I must come and take the keeping of it into my own hands. There now I shall not threaten in vain. You had better take care! [Column 2] I spoke to Papa about my daguerreotype. He laughed but said "Oh, of course. Get Mag to go with you. But have you got his?" "No, I haven't." "Well then, if I were you I wouldn't give him mine, till I had his. He ought to give it to you." This advice was so contrary to what I expected from him that I laughed, and told him so. He looked quite astonished, and replied, "Why what harm could there be? You are engaged, and if I allowed you to have him, you certainly can have his likeness. I wonder you haven't it already." So, on Wednesday, if it is fine, I am going to have it taken for you. I wish you would "humor" Papa, by giving me yours. It would be so pleasant to me to have it with me, when I am away from ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p011.jpg) [written in landscape direction] stick of sealing-wax. I am afraid you would be horrified at my seal—a button from Cousin M's dress, so I shall persuade Papa to seal this, if I don't send it inside the daguerreotype. Think as affectionately as you can of Your Bessie Wednesday Morning This letter is certainly going to be the most extraordinary concoction, written in such a straggling way! I did not think I should add any more to it, yesterday, yet here I am! My daguerreotype will, I hope reach you before my birthday. But you need not look at it till then. Two more birthdays, and, instead of writing you a letter, I hope I shall be with you, to receive a birth-day kiss. Shall I not, and will you not give it to me? If you don't, I shall take it. [written in portrait direction] He wants our engagement to be known, when I return. And I see no reason for concealing it, except that you might think it more complimentary to you, if I waited till I had more sense, before I announced the choice "that my heart and my judgement dictated," to quote your own words. You need not think I shall ever praise your generosity, in leaving me, what you call free. You know perfectly well that it would take a great deal more than two years, to find any one I could es- teem so well, and my life would not be long enough to find any one I could love so much, even if I were to look for such a person, which I am not going to do. And, if you know my character, as you say you ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I24_p012.jpg) [written in landscape direction] Next Sunday afternoon, I take my First Communion. I suppose the day is the same in all Presbyterian Churches. Will you ask Bessie to remember me, then? Do not do it, if it is disagreeable to you. I shall not ask you to remember me. I am sure you will. Isn't it a custom among the Roman Catholics, on this occasion to ask their friends to pardon any faults they have committed? If I have ever unintentionally hurt your feelings, or offended you (I know that I have never done it, intentionally) forgive me now. I am rather frightened at the idea of having my name read out, and standing up before the congregation. But, I daresay I will be able to forget myself, in listening to the address. I hope so, at least. And now, my dear dear cousin, my Tom, may the peace of God rest upon us both, till we meet. May He bless you, and keep you, and make [written in portrait direction] do, then you know that I love very few persons; to any shame be it spoken, out of my own family. And I suppose it is from the coldness of my nature, that when it is roused, I my love doesn't burn itself out soon. "Trust me, cousin, the current of my being sets to thee," and it would take a great deal to turn the current back. So you knew you were safe, and that though you would pretend to put conditions on me, I look upon myself as your betrothed wife, and that I know that "Whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge; thy people shall be my people; and my God thy God; where thou diest I will die; and there will I be buried; ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I25_p001.jpg) My dear friend, 'Enclosed please find' $15. owing by me (less 25 cts) for a Bonnet and Cap, and a Note which contains the as- surance that all round Rensselaer keep their good humor. Indeed ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I25_p002.jpg) I alone probably find my regrets troublesome. I recal all my assurances of acquiescence. I think Bessie, and Cousin Margaret, and the Baby, should be here enjoying the beautiful season with me. I never have seen such a gay profusion of flowers in the Country; ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I25_p003.jpg) soon we will have too a pleasant house—a bevy [-]s probably of light young ladies. The roads, the riding nags, the visitors; everything seems in special- ly excellent order to prom- ise—I will promise— any amount of health- ful frolic.—Is it too late yet; or will ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I25_p004.jpg) you continue an obdurate Mede and Persian, till the end of your kingdom. I will not be then Your very obedient servant. Thomas L. Kane Mr. Wood. Rensselaer, May 5. 1852. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I26_p001.jpg) My dear Bessie, Your Passage is taken for the 26., and I shall have few more chances to write to you before you go; but this week has not been thrown away if it has taught me the right use of those that remain. I must answer your letters the moment I receive them, or as ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I26_p002.jpg) soon after as I can make the chance, be it from my office table or my Court Desk. Delays are dangerous; at least to letters written when has sense enough the writer thereof to find out when he has made a fool of himself. Determined you should have a letter long enough in all conscience to put an end to your excuse for not writing to me fully, I have kept my pages long enough on hand to be able to take them up and look them over. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I26_p003.jpg) I have looked them over; ~ And all my three last sheets (nearly) (7½ – 4½ = 3) have to go to the fire instead of you. ~ They were so silly, although so sincerely loving. ~ But please don't you make "excuse this scrawle" talk unless you want me not to write to you at all. ~ No doubt, if I did but know it, the reason why I have written now so shabbily was—to furnish you your ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I26_p004.jpg) proper model! Forgive me for breaking up your flowers on my way in from Rensselaer this morning. One of them was to say for me: Forget me not.—I should be ashamed to say so. For- get me as much as you please, darling, and I will forgive and never forget you. Whatever your bonds, whatever my fortunes, in health or sickness, poverty or riches, I shall be, for the rest of my life, Ever faithfully yours Thomas L. Kane Bessie Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p001.jpg) 1 Rensselaer Saturday, May 8., 1852 My dear Bessie, It is sad to me to have to say this: you do not know me. How do I meet the noble proffer of your Letter?—With tears of grateful pride in you, humbly receiving what you tender as something sacredly precious as a direct gift of God, which in a mortal it would be sinful arrogance not to accept? No, listen to me,—No!—I refuse it. The vow is null that is not accepted. And I do not accept your Vow. I refuse it. I refuse you. I say this now; I write it: ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p002.jpg) Go, you are still free!—It is said: it is written. And please Heaven grant that I myself be not called on to revoke my own pledge, and myself be the one forced to refuse my consent to our Union.—Can I say more? Own, dearest, darling, Bessie; my pride and heart's own honor, would you then have me so much your inferior? Shall I so forget the duties I owe you? Shall your Unselfishness not make me love you more, or if it make me love you more, then prompt me to treat you worse? Shall not all these proofs you give me of the nobility and com- pleteness of your Nature, remind me of the broken character of mine?—I cannot now ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p003.jpg) attain what—(perhaps!)—I was intended for. But you, may. And if any fragments of good impulse survive in me, they will teach me that it is my duty, to make my own being tributary to yours, and to contemn it where it does not add to yours strength and honor. Bessie, I cannot tell you what I think of your Moral Nature, lest praise should harm it, and it is not yet what it may be. Still less can I tell you what I think it may be. But, I am resolved, never to consent to the Union that shall make you a Minister to me, and not I to you!—You have it now. If my lot in life can still be such that I may af- ford you kind soil sweet air and sunshine ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p004.jpg) that you would not have without me, it shall be yours. But if not, we part; for you shall never share with me the shadow and poverty of broken fortunes!—See, dear, maybe I have to give you unpleasing news. My Health does not promise what it should. It used to be that, sick however I might be, still rest would always restore me and repose and idleness was the sure purchase for me of ac- tivity and strength. Perhaps I have postponed this too long. For some time, lately, I have been idling to no purpose, the Ague or something else being too hard set to be shaken off. Suppose now an alternative we have not counted upon: Suppose me, not a Lawyer nor an Editor or writer, nor comfortably buried, as rubbish ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p005.jpg) ought to be, out of the way: Suppose me a mere listless invalid, compelled to indolence and obscurity, because my lamp of life burns feebly and I may not perhaps think it right to stir it swiftly through the air that will put it out entirely;—do you think I will ever consent to have You—I have no heart to furnish out the details—bound unto the body of this death? No, dear one, sorrow for me; the day that sees this sorrow sees also our last embrace. I may be un- happy enough to live long after to cherish its remembrance, but my last it will be.— —There, this is my rejoinder to your homily upon my health. Do you think now, with this before me, I am not in earnest now in taking care of it?—Never till now has it been for me the Question: Life, or Death! ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p006.jpg) I wrote this last night before I went to bed; for I really believe the having it to say was delaying my writing to you. Now to day it is only pleasure to me to write, and work that suits the day.—You talk of the Spring that has strayed in among your brick walls; you cannot fancy even the lovely season we have here. The cold seems to have kept back the flowers early and late alike till they were all ready for a start together, and now we have them at the same time, in their fresh toilets, as if the Lady Spring had but this one reception morning for them to sport their new bonnets in, and robes, and scarfs, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p007.jpg) and precious laces. The effect was the same at our Mrs. Rush's grand party of 800 the other night where the whole 12 different sets of Philadelphia were invited together, and were, it was hard to say which, most delighted or surprised to meet each other. But, after a long walk botanizing, I must declare to day's fête surpasses that one. Not only the whites blues and yellows of the early growths but the late reds even—for I send you a black dried blossom of Painted Cup, (Euchroma)—are out in splendor and, oh!, the whole company; scent- ed to kill! It would be too warm, but for the soft breath of South West that comes ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p008.jpg) up the valley here and is just strong enough to flutter the silk leaves of the shy anemones and rustle the May Apple's flaunting green parasols. So; just as I am trying to write here, above the hum of the bees in the cherry trees, it floats up the song of the Church Bells from the far off city.—And to those too distant to obey their summons they seem to intend no reproach. But only bid them find delight in the beauty that lies in the worship of others. In this mood, darling, till an hour after noon is passed, I shall think of your presence in the House of God to day. And though no God opens a temple for me, I shall not think you leave me to join the brotherhood in his ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p009.jpg) praise, or seek to separate yourself from me with them; but, assured that your Communion is not with such only, but with the great Heart of Love of the whole earth, will know you are only better entitled to my homage because of the presence in which you have lately dwelt. Yet, Bessie blessing, still pray that your today's act may be to you a vow of confinement with- in no four walls, but the registry of your admission into the mighty congregation of Human- ity, the one and only Holy Catholic Church which Christ has founded. Then you will ever not disdain to ask Me to meet you at the holy ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p010.jpg) board; since, though I may never think to obey your invitation, I will still listen to you sing it, as sweet and saintly music, like the kind though preaching bells of this dear Sabbath morn- ing. Shall I or shall I not write you a long letter about my profession? I wish I could write it with my complete purpose establish- ed. You must not think me of a feeble will because I waver. It is a great thing to have a good theory of life instead of a bad one, but it is essential to have some theory or other. And you know how astray I am, and how far out at sea. You remember the Latin Book I talked of giving you? ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p011.jpg) It was The Imitation, that contained the whole system of my moral conduct as long as I thought in old times I had a life worth living. It did not serve, it is true, even for my day of celibacy and secret priest- hood—for I had come to resolve to die under it soul and body—in fact before you came to me, in my spirit, had substantially commit- ted suicide. But now I am born to this queer new life with the mark of the rope blue around my neck, I cannot tell you the malign pleasure I have had in having the Book bound and fastened up to be sent away a gift for you. I have put cares ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p012.jpg) upon its poor Body that have been the most dreadful marks of slight a once loved feeling creature could endure.—The feeling with which I ordered the Green, that I hate, for those inside facings!, so as to forbid it ever to be mine again with pleasure!!—When I say now, with a grand air: Take , it is yours, and you try to laugh over what you take to be a poor joke, you will never guess with how much meaning I give up to you what I think worthy your best acceptance, or how great a burden I ask you to sustain that I refuse henceforth to bear. Indeed, Bessie, I have not lived altogether so inconsistently ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p013.jpg) under this Philosophy. It is perhaps easy gain to invest an Estate in Poverty, light labor to labor for obscurity. But this has been my not unfaithful study for years. And you must forgive me if, for a while, strange repulsive or treacherous thoughts connect themselves with ef- fort for the prizes of riches or worldly honor— even to be laid at the feet of my Guardian Angel! What a fault it was not to have talked all this over with you after seeing your dear Father!—I thought to do so on your visit here—I can't get over your not ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p014.jpg) making your visit here.—I had so many thoughts that associated you with the Spring; dear life giving young God sent blessing—and after such a long bitter winter! And the Lilacs, the white lilacs, are out, the flower that we were to greet together. When I came home too, they were so glad to have me—Every thing looked its best. The Lawn was the very finest velvet— I could see the White Magnolias round the house nearly half a mile before I got there. Then everybody welcomed me, the servants, the dogs included fawned on me as if no one else ever fed them.—I was ready to conceit the big gold fish in the pond that we call Mother's because she brought it 20 leagues to us on her ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p015.jpg) lap, played off special antics for my benefit. The children had arrayed my room in its best. The air was sleepy with the perfume of the rich flowers with which they had filled the hearth, and covered the mantel and window sills. Jon- quils Tulips, purple magnolias, iris, hyacinths and fragrant violets they had in by baskets, and all the constituency of refined Wood Flowers. Father mother and brothers, above all, showed so famously their peculiarity that most impresses me when I come home among them after absence, a certain brave absence of mean- ness and cowardice, which is their character- istic:—Everything in short was so prosperous, everything so arranged to compel contentment, that I was ashamed to feel that my happiness ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p016.jpg) was incomplete, because you were away, and could not share it with me.—Now let me tell you what I propose. You see that though I have considered it my duty to raise the strong fortification for self sacrifice on page 1., I do not consider it not my duty to undermine it in the interest of your party by all the independent thoughts and schemings at my command. But if I really believed in my own evil forecast, how could I live on with hope of gaining health!—You must take me in earnest though I say the ill thing but once, and remember me bound by it, however I seem to wander free in my rejoicing ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p017.jpg) 7 dreams.—Child Wife, I must know before a year is out what are to be my fortunes. Shall I wait long after that for the Birth Day Kiss that it thrills through me to have you speak of, when to each of us the others whole life shall be revealed? Nothing strikes me me more in your portrait than your expression of contented power, such indeed as is not often found in complete womanhood. You are more than you should be now; Will it be long before you are all ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I27_p018.jpg) they say you ought to be? Don't be bashful, Bessie, you know you have fixed the time. Tell me when it is to be.—I will tell you. You say your Father in- tends publishing the Engagement next fall, (He does so under my Protest of course; God bless him!) and you know he does not approve of long engage- ments. Now once upon a time, there was a little girl, a ruddy little thing with brown hair and English neck, and who, I remember now, for I did not think so then, had a sweet smile of her own; a little girl I say in a pink frock and pantalettes too long for her ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I28_p001.jpg) My dear friend, I never knew before Mr. John Dennistoun's part in your early history; ex- cept, always, by reflection. For it is queer what a paltry penumbra of moonshine is enough to let a man read some accounts open for good deeds unrecompensed.— Probably my notion of him came to me at scant second hand from your dear wife; yet I have always felt that I was bound to take an interest in what befel him, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I28_p002.jpg) had a right to be pleased when he met good fortune. I shall write to you, probably, before you answer me again. But do not stint your letters. I am nursing my health, that is, idling systematically; and otherwise am doing what is right; and I have a fancy I deserve encouragement.—I send by Adams and Co. to day a Book which I hope you will look at before obliging me by handing it to Bessie on her Birth Day. It is the Orleans Barbou Imitation, and the Prints in it which you will despise are nevertheless decidedly virtuous. The proof by ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I28_p003.jpg) Toschi is of Andrea del Sarto's Christ which has been called the Holy Carpenter, be- cause the effort of the painter to give him the countenance of a cheerful practical reformer, has represented some of the traits usually at- tributed to inventors and persons of much mechanical ingenuity.—And whatever London may do, you cannot find so well in New York. I wish I were good enough to think I could give weight to what I do not say as form: God bless you—now and ever! Thomas L. Kane Mr. Wood. Phil. May 10. 1852. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I29_p001.jpg) Mail Closing, May 11. '/52. Bessie dear, a long unfinished letter of mine to you is at Rens- selaer, but if I cannot mail a line to you now, I shall miss being by you on your Birth Day. Bessie dearest, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I29_p002.jpg) my hope is my life may prove to you what words can not—how truly I love you; but for my own sake, darling, not yours, I cannot help telling you now, that I am become what the world calls in love with you, foolishly, —that is, gloriously, being happy and great with the burden of the one grand and happy thought which ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I29_p003.jpg) I carry about me, sleeping, waking and in dreams, that you love me as I love you, and one day will be mine. Bessie, darling, who are now my dear beautiful Bessie lovely in form as in spirit, pray only to day that I be Ever worthy of you; that thus I may be as I am now, name- ly, in perfect happiness, Yours For Ever Thomas L. Kane Miss Bessie Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I29_p004.jpg) Be kind to the poor Book I send you: it was mine once. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I2_p001.jpg) My dear friend, Anything wrong?- The time goes crowded with me now, with events and troubles, and it does seem a great while since I have heard from you. Bessie writes from Baltimore that she has "letters from Charlotte and Bessie who seem in good spirits," but gives no dates. Are you all well? This Treason Prosecution has been a miserable Persecution in its way. I send you a newspaper to show you the end, in case you have heard of the beginning, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I2_p002.jpg) of a foolish liberty taken, by mistake (wrong passenger, [---]) with Yours always faithfully Thomas L. Kane Ms. Wood. Philadelphia, Decem. 8. 1857 The Jury is with us - Court charge or no Court charge; or I am much mistaken. 2nd P.S. Am I to wish Cotton up, or down? ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I30_p001.jpg) [written in portrait direction] May 12th 1852 Don't forget my verse. My dear Cousin Tom I shall leave the long letter I have by me, until the one I am to hope for from you, comes, as an excuse for sending it at all. Are you aware that you have unwittingly intruded a rival, in my thoughts, in the shape of Carlo Dolci's Magdalen. I have been haunted ever since I saw it, with her picture, and her beautiful history, always a favorite of mine. Last night I dreamed of her, and then of a picture, I think in your room, [written in landscape direction] love me! I wish she would think of me as her daughter, and not her daughter-in-law. For I long to have a Mother again, I loved mine so. You seemed to think that I did not often remember her. Some day, when I shall have no secrets from you, you will know better. Goodnight. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I30_p002.jpg) of "Neither do I condemn thee, go, and sin no more." Then I was away in Fairy-Land (I am not answerable for dreams) I was Una, you, the Red-cross Knight, and Duessa, was Madame Dudevant. Cousin Tom, what does the last engraving represent? That, and the Magdalen, are my favorites, and next the "Holy Car- penter."— My father gave me your note to him, on the boat, as we went to Bath. I had no opportunity to read it then, and when we were in the carriage, I was fully occupied in pretending to listen to what the others were saying, and secretly taking note, of the different ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I30_p003.jpg) places we passed, when we went to Greenwood. It was quite late in the afternoon when we reached Bath, so I stole out of the house, and walked along the beach till I came in sight of the termination of our walk at Fort Hamilton, when I drew your letter out, and commenced reading it. But William Neilson came out after me, and would walk along the sands with me, so I turned back, and contented myself with trying to fancy that I could see the place on Coney Island, where your hat blew off, and you jumped into the water after it. I enjoyed W. N's conversation so much, that ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I30_p004.jpg) I haven't the least idea what he said. Your note to me, came about two hours ago. It was unnecessary, if it were to remind me of you, and I am quite sure, it was unnecessary to ask me to pray that I might grow more worthy of you As if it were not my daily prayer! How many more birth-days am I to spend at No 5? There is the tea-bell. Goodbye dearest Your loving Bessie Oh poor Cousin Tom! How did you hurt your eyes so much? I wish you would keep so blinded.—Do you really ever dream of me? I wish I had sufficient command of language to tell you, how very dear you are to me. It is bed-time, and so I must stop writing. I am going to pray for both now and for dear Bess. Did you see her note to me? I think Bess and I will be friends, and oh, if your Mother would only try to ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I30_p005.jpg) [written in landscape direction] love me! I wish she would think of me as her daughter, and not her daughter-in-law. For I long to have a Mother again, I loved mine so. You seemed to think that I did not often remember her. Some day, when I shall have no secrets from you, you will know better. Goodnight. [written in portrait direction] May 12th 1852 Don't forget my verse. My dear Cousin Tom I shall leave the long letter I have by me, until the one I am to hope for from you, comes, as an excuse for sending it at all. Are you aware that you have unwittingly intruded a rival, in my thoughts, in the shape of Carlo Dolci's Magdalen. I have been haunted ever since I saw it, with her picture, and her beautiful history, always a favorite of mine. Last night I dreamed of her, and then of a picture, I think in your room, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p001.jpg) 1 May 15th 1852 My own dear promised Husband You cannot cast me off, you know you cannot. Did not you tell me that when we were solemnly engaged, should I ever marry any one else, I would still seem to be your affianced wife; and that to you, the engagement was what the marriage seemed to me? The day you went away you kissed these rings I wear; in token of our engagement, and that I might always remember while you were away from me, that you would be faithful to me. It would seem as strangely unnatural to me, as to you, to marry any one else. Indeed, I feel as much your wife now, as if I were married to you, already. And I remember no history of any one, who would marry only for times of riches and health. The promise I made you in my heart before God, when we were first engaged, was the same that I shall make one day in the sight of men, I am yours for better for worse, for richer for poorer, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p002.jpg) in sickness and in health, to love, cherish and obey, according to God's holy ordinance; and thereto I gave thee my troth. When I said that, I knew you did not enjoy good health. Would you condemn us both to be lonely and miserable all our days for that? If in his wisdom Our Father sees fit to afflict you with ill-health, I am sure He means that your wife should be your comfort, and help-meet. There are dark days in every life, but there are sunshiny ones too. For one gloomy winter, have we not spring, summer and autumn. And I mean that your wife shall bring sunshine with her. I know we will be happy, our pleasures will be doubled by enjoying them together, and our cares divided. "Bear ye one another's burdens," and we know upon whom we can cast all our cares "for he careth for us." So let us be full of hope and trust for the future, it is in God's hands; and be thankful for present happiness.—As to your refusing to accept my vow, I refuse your refusal. I am yours for all my life. Now, I shall dismiss that gloomy part of your letter, and with the Sunday letter, I shall spend the rest of my time. God bless you, and me, and give us a happy life. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p003.jpg) It grieves me to think of the suffering you have to bear, which I can do nothing to alleviate. I wish I were by you to hold your poor head when it aches, and imagine at least, that there was some comfort to you in my presence and sympathy. My own, I love you so much! Let us hope for the best, and remember the words that were marked in the little Testament, you gave Charlotte (how I envied her!) when you brought us back from Rensselaer, "In your patience possess ye your souls." I am going to copy one of my favorite hymns for you tomorrow. Mamma loved it, too. Remember, if you chance to hear it sung while I am away, that we often repeated it, and love it for our sakes. Cousin Tom, if you are growing worse, instead of better, how can I bear to go from you? What enjoyment am I to derive from my journey, if I have the fear before me, that it is only the prelude to a longer separation, should you refuse to make me your wife; and shall I have to think that I am idling away the precious hours, I might be spending beside you. Do promise me not to think of it again. It makes me so ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p004.jpg) unhappy even to think of it, I can scarcely see the paper as I write for the tears will come although I try to keep them back. You say that you "may be unhappy enough to live long after if you that have only loved me so short a time, will be unhappy what should I do, who loved you so long? If I had never had any hope, I might have crushed my love, or concealed it as women can, they say, but that is too late, now. It would break my heart to lose you. I wish it were possible, that I could go away, your wife. But since that cannot be, don't be so cruel to both of us, mayn't I say—both?—as to speak again, ever, of a life-long separation. I shall not have the courage to say goodbye to you, if I think of it. Oh, have mercy on me, Cousin Tom dearest please never hint at such a thing again. (I see I must give up trying to write more, now. God bless you). Sunday Morning I don't know whether I should send you this blotted sheet. My tears shall wash out the remembrance of your threat; it shall not make me sob myself to sleep again, as it did last night. I flattered myself at one time, upon governing my feelings, and never showing that I had any. So people thought I had none, such a reserved, insensible child, and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p005.jpg) 2 and sometimes touched me to the quick, while I prided myself on not seeming to care. I don't think Papa ever knew I had any feelings at all; till one day at the New York Hotel, when I startled him and Mamma too, excessively. One of these days I will tell you, how. But you see, as you found me out so long ago, in what I thought, such a well-kept secret; it was no use to pretend don't careing. But really, though appearances are against me, to you, I don't often cry.— I am just going to church now, and as I suppose the sermon will be dull, I have copied some verses, that I may preach myself a sermon upon. And I have sent them to you, that you may know the heads of my discourse; in fact that you may be my "dearly beloved Roger." And if my sermon does me good, I can write you a cheerful letter, to take away the gloominess of what I have already written. Cousin Tom when I live in Philadelphia, am I to go alone to church, always? There are the bells ringing. Isn't that a pretty description of a Sabbath Morning, in Tennyson's, the "Two Forces." And Longfellow's "Gleam of Sunshine." I always associated it with your sister Bessie, but I think Bessie's brother will be in mind, pretty often, when I think of it, especially as Longfellow's allusion to Ruth, will ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p006.jpg) bring you into my remembrance, though in a different way, from what he intended. Do you remember it? "Long was the good man's sermon, Yet it seemed not so to me, For he spake of Ruth, the beautiful, And still I thought of thee. Long was the prayer he uttered Yet it seemed not so to me, For in my heart I prayed with him, And still I thought of thee." I have returned from the morning-service in renewed cheerfulness, but my last night tears have given me a little headache. I want to see your face again so much, and yet, if it is only to bid me farewell! When are you coming? You have said nothing of your daguerreotype. Are you not going to give it to me? Are you going to wait till Charlotte and Walter come, before you come to New York? If they are with us, as I suppose they will be, do ask me to walk with you in the evening. We generally spend the greater past of the summer evenings in the open air, so that I shall certainly be able to go. And then you will tell me what I am to do, while I am away. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p007.jpg) I am going to forget you, yes, just as much as I like. But I haven't a particle of generosity. I would not have you forget me for the world. I want to have a long, long talk with you, for I have so much to say, and, when I do see you, I suppose I shall grow bashful, and forget, till you are gone, what I intended to say. One day there will be no—when you are gone— to speak of. I may come then, and take your hand in mine, and ask your counsel and guidance in everything. Have you read this No 3. of Bleak House? If you have not begun the book, wait till it is all published, that will be, a year from next October, and then perhaps we can read it together, in our own home. Oh, how delightful it will be, to have you always near, for constant reference. There are so many things that I want to ask you about, every day, and which I forget, because I don't see you. And Mr Tom Kane, since you prevent me from acquiring the Okill-education, I hope you will not keep me long in want of a teacher, of the right kind. See, if you will take a Child-Wife, you will have to educate her for a Woman-Wife. And therefore, the sooner my education ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p008.jpg) begins, the better for me. Now, is not that speaking plainly without bashfulness? I think I deserve to consider myself kissed Truly and honestly, I think that the sooner we are married, the better for both of us. I don't believe that this unsettled life is good for you, or for me. So, darling Cousin Tom, when you make up your mind to tell me, what was written on the torn-off page, I, for my own part, shall not make any objections. I have the persuasion of Papa, Judge Kane, and every one else concerned to you, though. I won't descend from my dignity to any one else, but you. Why do you tantalise me so? Yes, I fear you are a coquet. I wanted so much to hear what became of the little girl in pink, and when "Once upon a time" was. But you tore it off. I suppose your rules of composition are like Sam Weller's. "She'll wish there was more of it; that's the great art of letter-writing." I wish I could write you interesting letters, but I can't. I had such a long letter (longer even than this!) for you, telling you a whole host of remembrances, that I had forgotten, till they were revived, by some of your old letters, which Papa gave me. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p009.jpg) 3 But since you provoked me, I shall not tell you what they were. I find so many things recurring to my mind, that I am half-inclined to write them down. It would be such a curious thing to read, if I live to grow old, would it not. Your letter speaks of so many country pleasures, that it makes me half-wild. This detestable brick place! Among other things, you will give me lessons in Botany, won't you? I like to be indebted to you, and I like especially to be taught by you, I don't grieve in the least to think that when I become an American Citizeness, I shall not be an independent one, And I am glad to be my husband's inferior that he may raise me up to him, glad, that it is my duty to honour and obey him. And as to Woman's Rights, if my husband treats me as his equal, and his friend, I cannot see what more I could desire. Shall I tell you one of my Castles in the Air? Yes? Well, I'm going to church now, and I will tell you, afterwards. I build so many, with you as Lord of them all, but as soon as I want to remember them, they fly away. Goodbye for a while, dear precious Cousin Tom. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p010.jpg) There now, I have been to church, to hear a stupid sermon from a Mr Smith, and it has driven my castle from my head. Not much of a loss to be sure. Papa is out walking this fine evening, and I shall imagine I am only waiting for you Such nice walks we will have, one day, and then in the evenings, Mr Kane shall support the dignity of the Household, by sitting in a great arm-chair, and Mrs Kane, (oh how funny that looks!) having relinquished dignity, shall have her own especial footstool at his feet, and tell him what else has been doing to-day, and he will talk over, the books she has been reading, and perhaps he will sometimes sing for her. (Don't you? You cannot imagine how much I love to hear you, or Charlotte sing. The sound seems to answer to something in my heart, that cannot find utterance. Sometimes it makes me very unhappy, that want of mine. If I could but sing, it would be so delightful. But, you remember the Canary you told me about? Its "wife" could no more sing than I can, but for all that, he sang to her; and I can love the song, as much as she.) And Cousin Tom's wife will be ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p011.jpg) a very happy little thing, I know.—I want you to receive this soon, that I may have the answer soon, so I shall only write till the bell rings. Will you remind me, when I see you, or else when I come back, to tell you what I have been thinking, about my Education? It is too long to write now, besides, my ideas are not yet quite determined. Oh, I know I had something else to ask you. What put it into your head, to ask me to be your wife? My good fortune, I know. And when did it come into your head? Do tell me! How glad I am that you did, instead of Mary Humphreys! I remember hearing that once, her father, said to Charlotte some nonsense about George and me, which I was secretly rejoiced to hear, had not pleased you (Papa and Charlotte thought that my conscious laugh and blush, were for him!) Now, why didn't you take Mary, and then perhaps George might have deigned to take me. Their ages were far better suited to us!—I must stop. I wish I had not wasted my scrap of room, on that nonsense. My darling, my own dearest husband, mine For Ever, nothing but Death shall separate us. I will never free you, and, God grant it, I am resolved to be Your faithful, loving happy wife Bessie. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p012.jpg) Sunday Night I have re-opened my letter, to tell you what Papa says, The children, with Walter and Charlotte, are perhaps going to Glencove, on Long Island Sound. It is a delightful place, I hear, and he thinks that if you were able to get away from Philadelphia, it would do you good to stay there. And if Bess could come too! Poor Tot, will be so lonely.—Newport did you good, didn't it? Could you not go to either place? Papa asked me why I looked so "down"—i.e. down-hearted. I told him my head ached, and then he said, that I must take care of myself for your sake, etc. Had I been greeting about you? Now it so happened that I wanted to know very much what he would think, so I told him (You will not be vexed with me for it, will you? "It's only the Child- Wife!") what you wrote about not being better. The tears came into his eyes, and saying "Poor dear Tom, poor fellow," he kissed me, and said "You must not let him worry himself so, Bess, or else you'll fret yourselves to death. Suppose his ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p013.jpg) health should be bad, suppose in fact that he should be what he describes, what would you say?" "That I was very sorry Sir." "Have you answered him yet?" "Yes." "And told him that you loved him sick or well, and would not abandon him, but would have him at any rate." He said this in a tone that seemed to say "You ought to have said it, if you didn't," which lightened my heart amazingly. For it is he, to whom the casting vote belongs by night, so, I refer you to my Father, Mr Kane. He said that he thought you had gone through so much, that he did not fear for you if you were careful, but that you were dreadfully imprudent, and that I must take care of you, if you would not do so. And then he gave me a very good Lecture, which I intend to profit by, on what a wife should be. He finished by saying "Now, write and try to cheer him up, and I'll be penny-postman tomorrow morning." He evidently considers me more than half-married, for he always asks about everything concerning me "What would Tom like," "What would Tom ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I31_p014.jpg) say?" He is so proud of you, that it is a great constraint which he puts upon himself, in not telling, Aunt Eliza, and Aunts Maria, Anna, Mary and [intelligible deletion] , and old Aunt Helen. And I do love to hear him speak of you. He will go on for half an hour, and then say "But I daresay you have learned to think that already?" I must stop. P.S. Don't call your brothers and sister, "The children." I am not so very much older than Willie! God watch over you, and keep you, and restore your health, my own dearest love. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p001.jpg) Rensselaer, May 19. 1852. My own dear Bessie, I cannot reply to your let- ter:—God forbid I should attempt it! But you shall yet read it over with me. You are a woman, I know: but, how dare you?—speaking all that the more deeply I feel the more powerless I am to find words for. What drives you to do such things? tell me what next you will not do;—only to make me happy! And what do you mean by breaking up ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p002.jpg) up my intrenched Camps in this disorder- ly manner? Yes, you are a child, a very reckless obstinate and silly child, and I am humiliated to be defeated by you—who haven't the least notion of regular tactics! And all this, before I had time to write to you the grave conclusion to which after much exercise I had arrived; that it was not the thing for you to send me your miniature! Nor does it make the least speck of difference, that I forget myself far enough to be grateful to you for it, and to love you more and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p003.jpg) more and better and better every time I look upon it. Miss E. D. Wood, 'Papa' has no more worldly earthy know- ledge than you have; or else, what is worse, likes me better than he does you, and is all the while playing into my hands. Yes!—there is no help for it; and I see I must take care of you both myself. But, how long do you expect I am to do this?—You have answered it yourself. And I knew you would. I have thought over divers expedients to keep me out of dulcamarous twaddle, and one of them is to take up the Topical Questions of your letters and answer them in ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p004.jpg) in regular succession. The cutting up of the track by the items will hinder me from getting en train—when, I remark, the accident is most likely to occur. You must not praise me as you do. Because one day you will be wiser; and then I will only be worse, than now. The few flowers I ever bore were swamp flowers —grew out of the fen. Perhaps I have a little drained it—but the flowers no longer appear. And it is painful to think that you must be undeceived. You talk of my teaching you this and that: You have to find out not only the surface culture of my brain, but my graver faults of heart and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p005.jpg) 9 except at my instance. It was thus,— after wasting no more time than was absolutely necessary to ingratiate myself with some Mor- mons in Philadelphia and procure my purposes to be misrepresented; invested with amusingly plenipotential powers civil and military, I "went among the Mormons" Bessie, this is a little State Secret. Mr. Polk knew it. General Kearney knew it. One Col. Allen detailed by Kearney to march off a Battalion knew it. But probably no one else. And they are all dead, and can tell no tales. [intelligible deletion]. And I shall tell none; for I tell it to you, only because it is a secret, and can show you that I already ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p006.jpg) look upon you as my wife. Dear Bessie;—If I gain strong life again, you must help me burn all my biography before January 1852. And lest I should feel the want of some past life, you must let me look in upon all of yours. Give it to me all. As for the Letter you talk of, 'I don't believe there never was no such person'. If there was, I know you have kept it. Send it to me and you shall have the torn off pages. Do you believe I shall one day dress you up in the pink, &c. just to kiss you in?—Or can you explain why it is I take such delight in going back with you over your old ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p007.jpg) recollections? Be a good girl now and let me have been in love with you all the time. The days since January are not enough to persuade me of the reality of my blessing, — —! Drawing. As I was saying, I had so little chance of speaking to you the last evening, that I was unable to say to you, that the books I left were good for little. I had gone out at the last moment to a shop in the neighborhood of the Hotel and picked up what the man had on hand. Neither Perspective nor 'Human Figure' are at all subjects for you just now, and the two numbers on those same of Mr. Chapman, went merely to show you that there was a third, on Drawing in general or ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p008.jpg) Landscape or something of the kind, that you should procure. You must do your best with this until I can receive the right book from England. At the end of the No. on Perspective, I think, is the Theory of the ruled Writing Books, which, if I were you, I would use freely. There are but Three things to remind you of: 1. Your Lines: freedom in forming them &c.; & that they involve all out line 2 That the eye sees only plane surfaces and judges that objects are round concave &c. only by variations of light and shade, which it is accustom= ed to associate with the roundness or concavity, or etcetera, of objects. On which account I ob= tained that poor book of familiar figures, in order, namely, that you might train your eye to associate the proper measures of light and shade with their ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p009.jpg) [Stamp:] RHOADS&SONS – LONDON – SA[--]N divers appearances. 3. That outline lines and shadows both are modified by distance. Wherefore I would persuade you it is good practice when you are out walking to keep your eyes open to observe this, and other effects of atmosphere of which I know you are informed. But to come back to your Letter again:— What, 'about your Education'? Don't forget, please. I can't talk about your Daguerreotype I have spoiled a sheet of paper again, trying it. One thing. I know you by your face to be my Lord and Ruler that is to be, and see through all your mild ways. You have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p010.jpg) perfected all your plans and you don't ask to hold my hands in yours &c., because you think you can dispense with the ceremonies of feudal investiture being insured your substan- tial Sovereignty. So none of your nonsense any more about 'obedience', 'graceful consort' &c., and those disclaimers of 'Woman's Rights'. I can behave myself submissively and keep myself in my proper place, my dear, without being cheated into it. I want very much to see Charlotte and Walter, but you are mistaken as to the temper in which they, (as perhaps your Father is with regard to some others), will receive the news of our engagement. It is too much in the house. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p011.jpg) For that secret give me a key at least, by letter, that I may know what I am to remind you of. No, I will read no Bleak House, till then. Friday May 21. I have kept back these miserable sheets thinking it might please you to speak cheerfully of my health. I have been annoyed with various symptoms, difficulty of respiration above all, that I have infinite satisfaction in referring to nothing more nor less than my old enemy the Ague. They grew worse and worse after I left New York; but, the day before yesterday, all united as avant coureurs of a chill. I ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I32_p012.jpg) had a little fit, have taken Bark accordingly and now am better of it and them all.—I shall give this whole summer to idleness, perhaps at the seaside, perhaps in the Mountains, per- haps with Charlotte & Walter sometime, at Glen Cove;— and, let no devil persuade you there is no virtue in your prayers! Now, Good night!—Do I dream of you? Not always,—which is the reason why my nights are not as happy as my days. With every morning that I wake I am forced to rouse myself to really believe that I am as blessed as I am, with one that I love loving me as I love her. Such indulgence is it to muse on this till night again, that I sometimes think it must [illegible deletion] . But then I look at your portrait and see how pure you are; and when I would think it sinful see that you are holy above me as a God above a Pariah. This makes me dream; both night, and day, of what I can do, to make you feel that it is no longer you who seek my affection, but I who ask yours, as a favor without which I cannot live. God ever bless you, my own only hope and trust and blessing. Maybe yet he may make Me yours. Thomas L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I33_p001.jpg) [Stamp depicting an arm holding a sword. The following is in the stamp, below the arm] kane (from—p. [-].) Friday May 21. I wrote this as Cover to a Letter for one to Bessie. But I must add one more line to it, and send it to morrow. Thomas L. Kane My dear friend, I have a letter from Bessie that I wish she would not think it indeli= cate in me to send you; that you might see what kind of a daughter you have.—I was struck with your remark upon the daguerreo= type. I pique myself on my physiognomic skill; and, what do you think I see in it? The portrait, not of my Mistress, but my Master! One of my Uncles had an Irish servant whose pride it was to say: I can= ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I33_p002.jpg) to say: I can tell who's my betters[--]— I can tell mine too when I meet them. And, though there is a lack of artistic perceptiveness about the face there that may happily make her tolerant of my foibles, I see in that little girl one that can rule me in everything just as absolutely as she pleases. It's no use talking— Let us only hope that the Despotism will be tempered with liberal institutions. I think it will:—but so much less the hope for Revolution!—It is a fact that I have looked at my phiz a dozen times in the glass to see how Celtic I am alongside of so much Saxon. But railery apart, Bessie's letters with her portrait are effecting a strong impression on me, convincing me of the importance of the responsi- bility I have assumed by forcing me to estimate properly the relative value of our two existences. A Aly A= ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I33_p003.jpg) A constant subject of my thoughts is what is the career for which she is best fitted, and what are the circumstances needed for her developement. And I think the thought of these and of the best manner of providing them is exercising a good influence upon my mind. I am disposed at present dates, not only to accept but to accept with cheerfulness the course which we last talked over with favor when I left you. For the Career which I have in view for Bessie[-] I must have an income; not perhaps greater than I might probably enjoy under other plans discussed, for I am satisfied of Bessies contentment with little, but fixed and assured and to continue the same through her life time. The extreme importance of securing this, disposes at once for me of a host of individual personal selfish squeamishnesses. And ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I33_p004.jpg) I am satisfied that for the small sum I will need to earn annually, with the watchfulness of apprehension that I might keep under the influence of such a woman as Bessie will be, I can follow the Law without throwing conscience overboard. I would propose to take up severely the Study of the departments of our Law that depend entirely upon the Civil Law, and which our uneducated smatterers practise in a very slovenly and imperfect manner. I would hope a little for health enough, of lungs at least, to speak without hemorrhage, because I would aim to try fairly the Question whether a Law- yer could not get along without stating any fact, opinion or conclusion that he could not upon his honor as a gentleman declare to be strictly and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I33_p005.jpg) fairly true. But I think there is a living to be made at our Bar, as at your English one, by the mere drawing up of Chancery pleadings and other pieces of practice of the Office Practice kind. And if disappointed in both these expectations, my labor will not be thrown away if I have prepared myself faithfully in my course. My old Latin and hackwriting both will help me to be a Book maker. And the opening is fine for an American Chitty who is not too busy to be learned, and too crowded with clients to afford to be a scholar. All I ask is health; health for unremitting steady, spirited application; and if you will pray for me for this, I will promise you all the rest. My brother Elisha has been ill. The Book was advancing bravely. Notes, tables, everything of bulk was having the Soul sweated out of ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I33_p006.jpg) it, and flowing off, condensed, nutritious, and palatable. But his Steam was too high The 16 hours a day was too much for such battered machinery. So, the other night, I was woken by a cry, and running up with my Father and Mother, found my gentleman on the floor of an upstairs, entry the blood running from both nostrils; nearly insensible, but bravely jagging his arm in the dark with a penknife, for purposes of venesection. & bleeding or something else re lieved him: the Doctors now say it was Gout in the Head only: but for the time things looked un- promising: and he is still too weak to sit at his writing table. You note my gain of a Judge for atta[--]— a curious ending for an affair that promised ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I33_p007.jpg) a Proconsul, and at least one Regiment of Dragoons or Mounted Rifles. I am glad of it, not so much for the labor I bestowed; but because I consider it my last last labor of the kind. The carving of it was done by certain Letters which had a success near the White House that I have hardly seen equalled, and which as they are to go before the public in pamphlet form, I was putting through the press when I was at New York. I remember telling you that I had made a mark somewhere to show myself that it was to be my last job as I promised. You will see I was as good as my word by the enclosed upon which I think the mark is apparent. After my work was done, I took up a proof sheet at hazard and stuck it in. Be careful not to ask after the other sheets, and above all do not let Bessie see it ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I33_p008.jpg) as she will easily be able to track out the whole affair. It would grieve me sincerely for you to know how bitter a blackguard I can be; and would do no good besides, now that I am going to 'do so no more.' By the way I remark the whole of this letter is to yourself, not Bessie. The noble child is prepared to be contented with the most moderate fortune that can befal me, and what lies merely in hope and expectation may merely introduce her to disappointment. — But, indeed, if my health will only return, I do feel a fine confidence to renew a struggle with the world, and hope if not strength to live with her a just and simple life. — I shall devote nearly this whole summer to hygiene, and against you return next fall at least, will know what I am to expect. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I34_p001.jpg) Willie continues to mend; if you will say so to Bessie! June 12. 1852 My dear friend, I have barely time to enclose you two letters for Wal- ter and Charlotte, who, Bessie says, may arrive tomorrow. I fear I shall not get off to bid you good bye even: it depends entirely on the strength of a poor phthisical patient at St Louis, (my best Clerk's brother), and whether ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I34_p002.jpg) whether he have spirit enough to make an effort to come and die among his kindred. His case is that of the eldest son of an orphan family, who did his duty by Mother and Sisters left dependent, bravely. As a sort of Professor or School Teacher, he was just getting ahead of the world, and thinking of marrying a person that would have made him happy;—so his lungs gave ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I34_p003.jpg) way from over work, the Doctor found a Cavity in his lungs a few weeks ago, and now he lies at the point of death, in his little cheap Boarding House 1500 miles away from home. My Clerk, Charles, has done his part for the family too, but always ap- preciated the devotion of his brother, and loved him as he deserved. It has been one of my pleasures to bring the two fellows together, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I34_p004.jpg) and I had promised them a gay bout this summer. But here comes a despatch by Tele= graph—a whole housefull are set crying in Spring Garden Street a draft is made for funeral expenses and transportation of remains if ne- cessary—and thus Charles and James take their trip together for the last time. I hope yet to answer your Regicide Letter at length; but meantime I remain, with felicitations on the Children's return and Dennistoun's recovery,—in arcto duritie here, tied down to my office, Yours—(all of you)—Yours faithfully Thomas L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I35_p001.jpg) Plymouth 13 May /52 I love you too much dearest Bessie to hear without pain of your intended flight from "the bosom of your family" (This doesn't concern me, dear, so don't try to make it out.) [The original text] Why [illegible deletion] [illegible deletion] for the [---] in which you risk your lifelong happiness or misery)— Yet I must say that if you are ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I35_p002.jpg) to be married so soon, there is us one to whom I would rather trust my dear little Sister – As regards Tom, my truest & long my only friend, I can wish him no greater happiness than the affection of the loving little wife you will make him — I do believe that on the whole face of the Earth there is not ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I35_p003.jpg) a man who has as bright a prospect of a happy home as he has— God grant that it may prove so, & bless your influence over each other— Ever your most affectionate brother Walter— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I35_p004.jpg) [written in the portrait direction] Unbeliever! What do you say now? Who is right? If I weren't very sorry for your sickness, I should be affronted at your writing to Papa, and not to me. He desires me to acknowledge Oliver's arrival, to you. Cousin Margaret sends you her kindest love, and with tears in her eyes, says "Tell him how much I think of his kindness in remembering little Denny." I think nothing of you, and, especially since reading "Uncle Tom's Cabin," am very much ashamed of you. Giving up your Commissionership, and disobeying the Fugitive Slave Law! You are not fit to be a citizen of these United States, where such things take place. How I sobbed over that book like a great baby. I never do cry over books, I always lay them down if I come to anything that touches me, but I was quite unconscious of what I was doing, till Cousin M— called me, and I started up, very much surprised. When you favor me with a letter, I will send you one, I have written already if I don't destroy it first. When are you coming? Goodbye dear. Believe me, I will be Your "loving little wife" Bessie Your silence to me, and your not even mentioning me in your letter to Papa, alarm me. I am afraid I have done, or written something to vex you. Have I? Do, please write. [written in the landscape direction] Don't tell I shared you these I fear they were intended for my private edification, but I cannot help letting you see them. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p001.jpg) Sunday May 23rd I have just discovered your mark on the envelope of your letter. That shows that you did intend me to see it, so I need not ask pardon for doing so. My dearest Cousin Tom There is a gentle rain falling, which will I think prevent me from going to church this afternoon. I shall not be sorry, for I would rather spend the time in writing to you. And yet I don't know whether the rain ought to prevent me from going, for I did not hear much of the sermon this morning. You interfered with poor Dr Potts' finest flight of eloquence, in a most provoking manner. I could not preserve the least control over my thoughts. Instead of poor Dr Potts' venerated but decidedly ugly face, and elephantine ears, a vision of quite a different appearance occupied my eyes eyes, and while he was talking about railways and steam engines, I could not help fancying I heard the intrusive vision, calling me its "own dear darling." Which though interesting was not instructive [Contains an imprint with the following in the top left corner.] SUPERFINE H.B PARIS CREAM LAID ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p002.jpg) I tried to listen to the sermon, but could not make head or tail of it. So I ought to go to church this afternoon and try to listen, at least. Why will you come into my head, when I ought to be doing something else? I don't come into yours I'm sure. You are a provoking creature. I want to be delighted to go away, and then you come into my head, and make me think I would rather stay here all summer with the chance of seeing you for an hour, than go away to see the places I have so often longed to visit. I wish you would tell me the names of some of your favorites among them, that I may have some excuse to give to my outraged Common Sense for thinking of you. You will talk to me of them when I come back to you, I shall think. I advise you to keep Mrs Ellis (for fear she should be shocked to death, poor woman) out of sight then, for I shall be perfectly wild with delight to see you. It will be impossible to persuade me to go away to any distant place again, unless you take me. Ah well, for Mrs Ellis' sake ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p003.jpg) I won't say that I should be delighted if I were left on the quay here, by accident. Mind, Cousin Tom, I haven't said it. And if I knew any way to express to you how dearly I love you, perhaps for her sake, I would not do it. So for that concession on my part, perhaps she will overlook my past delinquencies.—There is Ida Thorn at her window, I wish I had such a pretty face for your sake. Papa has gone to church without me, but "I'll have church by myself," as the children say. Was it only for the style, and for the imagery that you wanted me to read Spenser's Faery Queene? I will be honest, if I cannot show good taste. I don't like it at all. I have fancied that you had another reason, but I daresay I was mistaken. I generally read more books than one at a time. I have finished as much as I care to read of that book of Mayhew's; The Faery Queene, I am not reading through, and before you answer this, I shall have finished Mrs Norton's Child of the Islands (Aunt Eliza gave it to me, some time ago, but I never read it before) Now, I wish you would ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p004.jpg) tell me something to read. You see I have never had a guide in my reading, and I have such a queer memory, that my mind is full of odds and ends, of no earthly use; especially as regards poetry. I tried to go to work steadily at one subject—The French Revolution, reading everything I could find about it, but it did me no good, for I had no one to talk it over, with, who knew about it. I understand what I read, no better than Queen Candaces treasurer. Won't you act Philip's part? Dr Potts wants me to read Theological books, but I don't want to do so. I never had any doubts, and I think they would confuse me while they raised these doubts to allay them. Tot used to make herself miserable over a long five-volume book about Moses, that she read. It was abstruse enough to puzzle her as to the sense, even without considering the tiresomeness. And I don't think it did her any good at all. I would rather keep my simple child's faith, if I can, because after all "the toil and storm" it comes to the same end at last. But I'll read anything you tell me, dearest Cousin Tom. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p005.jpg) I took Papa's letter away from him yesterday, because you know I'm not bound to obey your wishes yet, till you say you will take my Vow, (as I hope to-morrow's letter will say.) And that should make you more ready to do so. I should really be hurt, if you showed Papa my letters. He is too much inclined to think his goose a swan already, but that letter would show him the sad reality. And you, too, you have created a being out of your imagination, while I am out of your sight, to whom you have given attributes certainly not mine. And when you do see me, what you dreaded before, will come to pass, you "will fall out of love" with me. You will make me afraid to see you, or even to write to you. And yet, you ought to know my real character, and how faulty and imperfect my nature is, while there is time for you to draw back. If you will take me with my faults, I shall try with your help to correct them. I owe everything that is good in me, to you for I remember I used to think whenever I got rid of a fault, that if I had been your child it would have pleased you. How ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p006.jpg) I used to wish you would adopt me! I did not know you had guessed my secret, and I thought (if you did not marry poor Mary) that I would be perfectly happy in listening to you, or caring for you if you were ill, and that perhaps I really might grow to feel a daughter's affection for you. Now, I would not relinquish the hope of being your wife, for anything in the wide world. I shall be prouder of that title, than I could be of the greatest earthly distinction, whatever that may be. And I can give you nothing in return, except deeper love, as the years roll on. I don't wonder your father and the rest, were disappointed but perhaps God will bless me and let me make you happier, than perhaps Mary Humphreys, Sarah Butler, or any other pretty, or rich, or intelligent lady would have done. For they would not have had cause for gratitude to you because you loved them. And they have not grown up loving you, for years, before you loved them, as I have done. The rain has stopped, and the sky is clear. It is a most beautiful evening. I wish you were here, to walk with me. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p007.jpg) I must leave the rest of this sheet unwritten, till I recieve receive your letter.—Poor Cousin Elisha! We are so sorry for him here, the more so that we have sickness here too. Poor baby has been sick, a week, but he is a little better to-day. His mother is in readiness to take him away from town should the physician recommend it, to the Hudson Highlands. Isn't it hard for her? She has so many many trials. I hope that Denny will not die! Tot is rather vexed at me, I fear. She had not received our letters, but writes that she is in a very disagreeable state of suspense. Bessie had written to her, about it, though without saying positively that we were engaged, and poor Tot did not know what to make of it. I hope our notes will calm her uneasiness. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p008.jpg) Monday Afternoon I have just received your letter, and am holding it in one hand while I write. What foolishness! Isn't it? I am so glad to have it that I have hardly "taken in" the sense yet. And indeed you contradict yourself strangely. First, you say I'm a woman, and then two or three lines after you send me back to childhood again.—You say I must not praise you, and that I shall be undecieved in you, and so on. Why Cousin Tom. I did not expect you to be perfect, by any means! And I have been saying the same of myself to you. Let us make an agreement then to overlook each other's faults, remembering each our own. I am afraid that the advantage in our compact will be all on my side. Please, darling Cousin Tom, don't let your charity to my faults fail! It will be exercised!—See, I am going to make you a promise. People say that Curiosity is the besetting sin of Women. and I daresay I have my fair share of it, so you must not let me forget that I have promised—Not to ask to see your "Biography, previous to January 1852," but to let it burn, since you wish it. Good child! Pat myself on my head! ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p009.jpg) I find it is a bad plan to commence writing to you before I receive your letters. I have a great mind to destroy what I wrote yesterday, for it grows out of date already. As to the other letter, I confess that I have it? Send it to you? No, I won't, for you cannot send me the "Torn-off pages." You have burnt them, you told me so before. No, I will tell you, let me see when? The evening after we finish Bleak House? Will that do? And about the "Education." I must wait till I come back. I am going to give you a good scolding for something you said to me once. That may wait too. There is one thing, that this showery evening recals to me, that I cannot help telling you about. At Newport, on an evening like this, we were at the Tea House. You began walking up and down the piazza with me, and informed me that it was your opinion that I would marry some handsome creature without brains, etc. (I remember I dropped a step behind you as we passed the windows, that I might see a certain person with brains who was talking away, quite unconscious I suppose, that the light shining from the windows showed his face.) Now if ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p010.jpg) you were so much shocked at the idea of simple, little Me, being in love with you, why were you always bringing in the subject of Love, with me for the text. Little things of my then age, are not accustomed to it. And what made you say, what you did, the day you returned from Newport? Do you remember? If you don't I will tell you, someday.—You speak of a "secret." I have forgotten what I said. You can tell me.— Why won't you give me your likeness? You persist in saying nothing about it. And mine! If your scruples are so great, why don't you rub it out? Why did you ask me for it? You ought to take more care of your wife, Mr Tom Kane. You could not have seen what you pretend to perceive in that likeness. There never was such a submissive wife as I shall be! You aren't a Mr Dombey, and I don't think you will try to break my spirit, so I am quite safe in saying that. But on the principle of being contented with what I have, I have always exulted in my "total want of expression" (as Tot used to say to tease me) because no one knew ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p011.jpg) what I thought or felt. And here you pretend to say that my unfortunate countenance not contented with being ugly, has an expression; a kind of Mrs Caudle expression too. So you persevere in a course of Ellis-ian treatment. I must not write what I think? Very well. Shall I say I don't love you, I don't wish I were beside you, I don't wish wish to be your wife, I don't expect any happy days with you, I don't think of you, or dream of you; neverdid. Does that please you better. Only, I'd rather tell the truth. I shall buy all Mrs Ellis' "Women" books when I am in England, and after studying them diligently will return to America, give a single finger to you, "How do you do, Mr Kane? I am convinced that happiness is to be found only in a single life. I shall spend a more blameless life by my fireside, with my cat, than I could otherwise." Shall I say all that humbug? I wonder if fifteen perusals of Mrs E—'s works could make me think it! Will you be terribly shocked if I forget myself, or rather forget her, and embrace you with all my heart? Oh how glad I shall be! Dear Cousin Tom. (Excuse me. I forgot.) ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I36_p012.jpg) Indeed you were right. I am very thankful for your improved health. Was it not strange? That very day I fancied there was something the matter with you. I worried myself sick with anxiety (Please Mrs Ellis, it is only this time. I care if he's sick or well! Of course not) I was attacked with a Legion of Blue-devils, and instead of enjoying my day at Glen Cove, I was miserable. When your letter came I supposed my Telegraph–wires had made a mistake, as it was poor Cousin Elisha who was ill, not you. But they were right, after all.—Now I must have one nice reading of your letter, before tea. See if I won't write you a "strictly proper" note, next time! As this isn't the "strictly proper" one, you must excuse my signing myself anything but Your loving Child-Wife Bessie. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I37_p001.jpg) Post Number 28th May 1852 My dear friend, I am grieved to hear of your sickness which makes me wish you safe off upon the Seas, with Partner Dawson at least in his place if not in a worse one. I should have answered your kind letter on its receipt but myself have been a little under the weather. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I37_p002.jpg) Now about Dennistoun. I propose to you on behalf of Mother and Father that he and Cousin Margaret be brought promptly to Rensselaer. I do so without words, to keep as near as maybe to my promise not to speak again on that subject. But I cannot forbear reminding you that it will be dreary as well as comfortless for them ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I37_p003.jpg) to inhabit any hired house, and that none of the applian- ces or even affectionatenesses of a real home will be too many to help through the little patient. Come then, till the Evil is dead that seeks the young child's life. Telegraph if you need escort, and what and when. We will restore you when you want the health to spend ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I37_p004.jpg) upon The Voyage. I send you a trifle I sent for for you, a print of the head of your Hero as exposed for Hero Worship. With it also came the others on the roll: the same man collect- ed them. Give my warm Love to Cousin Margaret, and your- self believe me more than ever Truly Yours affectionately Thomas L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p001.jpg) State House Jun. 2. 1852. Dearest Bessie, I am so afraid, on reading over your Note, that you may really think you "have done or written something to vex" me. Indeed, I know I am no ill tempered despot, least of all one of those who discreetly tyrannize only over persons bound to them by affection, and thus escape retribution in just ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p002.jpg) the proportion that they deserve it more. But in Mr. Haw- thorne's Scarlet Letter is found a character that I am con- scious I need deeply to sym- pathize with. She is Hepzibah Pyncheon, who had queer ways on her from living long by herself, and among other things had a trick of looking ugliest when she was disposed to be most amiable, scowling easily enough at those she loved, to ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p003.jpg) throw little children into fits a hundred yards off. I am sure you would not have me think I, in any meaning, resemble Hepzibah; but I know others have to make allowance for me; and it has occurred to me how easy it might be for you to misunderstand any part of the beginning of my letter where I endeavored to reply to what I myself had not understood of yours. And I remember ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p004.jpg) on reading over what I had written, before sealing, I thought it was sorrowfully dull and cold. And I will tell you why this was. I am well again, and therefore need not pretend that I was not right sick. I was weak a bed all the while that I was writing, and my head ached horridly— and after all, the head has more to do with the best words than the heart. You said ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p005.jpg) 5 you wished you were by me when, etc.—I kept the letter that contained this, and your portrait, un- der my pillow all the time, to look at when my yellow eyes would let me. But I did not tell you so: Why should I? In fact why should words any longer be cur- rent money between us? I have said: I love you. I might say less, but I cannot say more. If you ask it, I will say it ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p006.jpg) again: I love you—Then you must either disbelieve me, or banish entirely from your mind those miserable doubts that the mere name to love excludes. Indeed, dear Bessie, take my word for it: I have never yet in anything done you any wrong; and, as you would say, its quite too late to begin now. As a mere bit of reputation, it is worth some- thing to one to know he has always dealt fairly by another! ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p007.jpg) One thing;—of one thing your letters do succeed in per- suading me, that, in spite of all arrears, it is yet in my power with you, most beloved partner, to lead a life that though less elevated or less princely than those I have thought of in other times, need want for no essentially one essential of the intrinsically great and honorable. We must live modest- ly: we will live wisely: we can live nobly. It is kind in you saying, my darling, that you ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p008.jpg) owe me something: it is my joy to feel how much I owe you. You convince me I have influence over you: keep yours over me. And let us both so accept our double responsibility that not only ourselves but the world may be with every passing season, a little better for our having lived. (Mem. Two drawing Room Mirrors, opposite, down endless space multiplying beautiful images &c. Thus two souls &c. pellucid &c. J. all.) What your Father tells me of Dennistoun, makes me ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p009.jpg) very uneasy about him. I am clear he should have come to Rens- selaer; and, if West Point does not answer, must rely upon you to be ready with the suggestion of trying Rensselaer before the voyage. Nota Bene I will be a couple of hundred miles off; as I start for Bedford and the Alleghenies as soon as Willie gets rid of a vile fever ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p010.jpg) that is on him. My brother Elisha is recovering, and he and Bessie will also leave a clear coast for you after next week. Say for me to your Father, I must hunt up more prints if I can so extract another such good letter from him. I shall write to Charlotte and Walter as soon as I reach the Mountains and a decent ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I38_p011.jpg) dwelling place. I hope you will take this for my answer to your Letter now no doubt on the road; and not make me lose too much by my trip. You can write only two or three times more before you go. God knows as much as you would have me be, my own only darling, faithfully yours and Thomas L. Kane Bessie Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p001.jpg) My dear Bessie, I am not sure that I understand the burden of your letter, and hope you will be content to accept as the probable solution of your difficulty that not you but I have had the merit of loving first. But if you have anything seriously to except to, my memory not being charged with the incidents to which you refer, I respond in the terms of the Law Rule, that the Verdict cures the defects in the Pleadings, and the Result in our case ought to satisfy us both as to all that went before it. If you will be more explicit, however, I will more fully explain. I must of course deeply regret that my Sister's ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p002.jpg) indiscretion should wound the feelings of Charlotte, to whom every instinct I have, would prompt me to show the highest respect and friendship. But I could not do otherwise than I have done; and am not responsible for accidents of detail. Perhaps circumstances may shape themselves so as to acquaint her fully with my course toward you; one feature of which has, or may be considered to have given rise to your course toward her. And if she is your affectionate sister—she will be content with it. I can, or will—say no more than this. Let me ask you a question: when do you expect Charlotte and Walter home, and what was the last news of Walter's intention to become a merchant or a Lawyer. Few Questions interest me more; not for your Father's sake merely, but for Walters own. He, at least, need not tell lies for a living. Do write me a girl's letter too, about the baby. Mother is in great hopes we may see you all in a day or two ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p003.jpg) You may depend I was right in fearing the red brick walls. Write me word how they are using you, poor child. Headaches, what does that mean? Are you attending to your Riding School and Gymnase, and Desir de Manger, as you should? I doubt it. My little finger says...! I shall have enough to do now, to finish all my answers to your letter. It was my promise to answer as much as you should write, you know. I wish I could direct you what to read, but really I do not know a more ill read person than myself. Willie Kane, John, sightless Bessie even, are more "familiar with the current literature of the day". I used to admire Mr. Morrison, who restricted himself to Boswell's Johnson, the Book of Common Prayer, and Sir Thomas Brown's Urn Burial; but I do declare to you that I have not read as much as is in any one of these works, since I left Eaton Hall.—At your Father's suggestion, I have been looking through a volume of Lord Cockburn's manly life of Lord Jeffrey, and found such enjoyment in the indulg- ence, that it is now among the great pleasures I look forward to, reading reading and reading with you in the great big holiday we are to take together.—But, Bessie, intentionally at first, now no doubt by habit, I am a very slow reader; and, if I were to have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p004.jpg) time to spend upon Books, should probably devote it to a very few. I am a great believer, for reasons I think I will be able to explain to you, in the 'Man of One Book' in the right understanding of the term. And, as yet at least, the Bibles of Earth are not numerous.—As for the Fairy Queen, I commended it to you that it might influence your style, having a notion of my own as to its effect, combined in even doses with the old Italian Poets, which I suppose you are now trying to swallow by the quantity.—But if I had you in some of our sylvan retreats, not many miles from here, with Spenser under the other arm, I think I could show you the Creator-Spirit was in him. More important a thousand fold to me, is it, to be sure what are your habits—habits of reading, habits of thought. Consider yourself at present in an unsettled interregnal state, with it your one and only end and duty to gain your health and growth and strength. Still what is your Routine—for this. What is the order of your Day? Not in the Field, in Garrison, with no foe before the Castle, some think good troops must still adhere strictly to the Roster, and, like the Puritans in the Opera, prepare by day break drum to kneel in rank upon the ramparts and sing their hymn to the rising Sun.—All about this, is what I want to know. Give me it all: you cannot tell one too much. Nothing in fact can give me greater pleasure to hear—except, details of your past life, and the Story of how long you have loved me teaching me how long I must love you.—But indeed and indeed you are writ righht about the Theological Books—the Big ones you speak of,— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p005.jpg) or the little that are decanted and diluted from them. It cannot be that any flame you may exhibit of true Religion can anything but draw me nearer to you; but this wretched stuff so called, which, wherever it is not the coldness and lifelessness of nothing Death itself, is the merest faggotry of Superstition's Auto da Fés—I have no patience to speak of it— Whenever you are tempted to throw yourself into such hands, do, I pray you, first counsel with me, as one who has gone through the Inquis- ition. Have I not told you my lamentable experience, first with the Theologians, and then (they are the same evil brood precisely under another name) with the Metaphysicians.—These are they that indeed beset the Valley of the Shadow. The 'Secret' you have forgotten the subject of, con- nected itself with your Mother.—Do you know I have one to tell you of mine. You hope she will love you: It will show you why she will love you a great deal better than me, and why it will please me that she so should nearly as much as anything in the world. But I ought not to call it a Secret. For it is a mere family Story—of the cutting out of a cancer that grew over the heart &c. &c.—This will serve you for one CatchWord certainly—the other may ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p006.jpg) be "Osbaldistone Hall". Don't go on talking in the Lovehonor&obey strain. That's not, the thing, either.~Until the reign of Love the Conqueror over the whole world draws much more near, the Married Life will offer probably the only complete example of his unfettered Rule. The Woman's superiority to Man (that of Feeling &c.) which will appear so glori= ously in the general sphere, is bound to show itself meantime in the circumscribed one of married life. And as, in the day of the Blessed Empire, all men will recognize Virtue to consist in the utter forgetfulness of self, the abne= gation humiliation even of each individuality, and a willingness, nay desire, to merge it in the great superior common life of Humanity; so, already, we find Woman (the Man, of Christ, in so many respects) cheerful to shake off natal, baptismal, habitual attributes of her personality to augment become part of him whose being she augments with her own.—(but to who[--], mina, she just so far shews her superiority; to wit, in this style ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p007.jpg) of excellence. Now I am sure you will not think I depreciate your footstool practice. It is not only Virtue which is wisdom and Wisdom, which is Virtue; but I think it our first earnest of the Great Virtue hoped for, harbinger of the Future when all separate existences are to be more and more merged in their common great and glorious one. But, my dear child, you whose philosophy is so snugly enclosed by Scripture, certainly believe right and wrong are in- convertible terms, and therefore have to admit that Sauce for Goose is sauce for Gander; that is, that if patience, humility, self denial, surrend- er of will, and the long catalogue of duties of a Wife are virtue in Woman, they are equally virtue in Man. And, maybe, if He find them harder than She, He has on that precise account the more need to practise them. Therefore I say, let the Wife go her ways and practise her virtues—they will be none too many of themselves—but let her not dissuade her Husband from his part or excuse him from it by arrogating this and that as her particular province. Besides, Bessie, for I find I am growing lengthy, and of course tedious, real virtue of anykind is too unappreciated yet awhile to expose itself unnecessarily. And language like yours, (though I know well enough how little it truly means)(!) is easily mistaken for the customary slang in favor of Old Bondmaidenhood. And falls so much too much like it on my ear even, through the habit I have of hearing such from the female—colored persons—of polite Society, that I could ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p008.jpg) easily inbibe false ideas and myself grow spoiled by it, in a manner anything in the end to your gain or mine. You still differ with me? Then write your argument on the other side, and I will answer it by return of mail. Same you places to look at it where I have been! When I think of it, my travelling seems as much at fault as my reading, as meagre and as incomplete. But your request is in such good taste, as to merit a more careful answer. I beg you then to not forget the old home at Bootle, the look out across the Mersey, and the walk along the Sands. I never was at home at Everton, and never have loved to think of it. But of course you will go to Bootle, and the Old Church at Sefton, and all the rest—and will write me a long Pilgrim's Journal Extract for Easter and Sunday reading. After this, unless you can forget your Anti-Socialism enough to look with some sort of discomfort at the marks of the Battering of the Cannon Balls in the Fauboury St. Antoine where they murdered the poor people I once sympathised with, I would rather you should put all my European experiences on the wrong side of the Slate, and sponge them off as things prior to the year of grace 1852.— But do keep your Father up to visiting Fifeshire and hunting up Grandparents, especially in that Parish, I forget the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p009.jpg) name of it, that lies near Largo, and holds other woods. This is what they call a great Fruit Year. Every seven or eight years (the better average would be 8 years but their Old Testament Education teaches our farmers a respect for the more hebdomary period) we have one, when not only the trees in the orchards, but every stick of fruit tree wood that has been set in around, in the farm house garden, before the door, or out in the fence row, bears plentifully something or other after its kind. They tell you great Apple stories always of such years - how many cart loads of cart houses (chartreuses) such a one has gathered from a single standard,—how many rows of Seeknofurthers such a man owns that are bent down like weeping willows—how many wine saps, in your own orchard perhaps, which grieves you, after bending as far down as their pliant nature permitted (victims to their own zeal) have succumbed at last under the heavy garlanding of their fruitful branches and are falling with them broken upon the ground. These are the years for the Back Country of famous Cider Vintage, to be remembered and dated from by rustic fanciers like the '24s and '32s of Rudesheimer and other -ers upon the Rhine. We have little to do with the Fruit Crop here, and though to be sure we like well to see our pet nectarines and choicer peartrees exhibiting good promise, it is more to us to be ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p010.jpg) cheered by the aspect of the fruit blossoms. Two weeks ago, the whole face of the Country was lightened by their abounding beauty. There seemed as many white trees as green trees wherever you went; and from the house top, where you may re- member we look off in every direction to the horizon, their effect in masses was often so striking that in many points of the distance they appeared like clouds of morning vapor, rising up the hill slopes, but that the wind could not waft away. The wind—the winds,—and the Rains have wafted them away: the last day I was out, the millions of little white leaves from our old cherry tree avenue avenue were snowing on the ground all the way up to the house steps; and now that I look about me again, I find them all gone. There lies fruitfulness now under the sheeted green, but the fair young girlhood flowers have fallen. They are all gone; gone the Cherry blossoms, and the peach, and the pear, and the apple, and plum blossoms; gone too the violets and cowslips and tulips and lilacs in the garden; and, I suppose, if I could wander there, all my dear Erythraeas and hepaticas and houstonias and the rest of their contemporaries of the woods and fields.—You have lost it, Bessie, this loveliest Spring; and never, can never look upon the beautiful scene with me again!—My dear one, I could join with you in your true regret that the best days of our youth are ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I39_p011.jpg) passing away without our counting them together, did I not only too much fear to lose the new content that I have gained. I should be sorry to leave the Earth as it now smiles upon me. I see that I have many blessings and if just now I have not that of having you by my side, I have at least this of writing to you, which surely I find a great one. How do you like the Business Form? I have had quite a holiday lately, and have written quite deliberately for once. Monday Morning May 31. And, I am ready to add, for your sake, that I will never write so much in prose again. But to confess the truth if I must, my blood has not been too red for a day or two. It grieved me much to hear from your Father that you have received from Bessie an exaggerated account of my recent indisposition. I rode out Saturday and to day am in my office again. I shall be well and shall do great things yet. If I do not, believe me not Yours affectionately Thomas L. Kane Miss Bessie Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I3_p001.jpg) Decem 23. 12. MNight My dear friend, Tell me if you too have been over passed this fortnight past. I have been so borne down by constant heavy hard work and vexation and yet somehow have found so much leisure to think of you through it all, that I want to know if the magnetics have been run- ning along the underground wires between 16th Street and Rensselaer to tell of your status sympatheticus etc. — Ooh! I have been wearied and wearied and wearied again till my very heart has ached as much as my limbs; and half pined away, longing for ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I3_p002.jpg) the sweet con[-] Sundays rest of Eternity. Its holiday will be none too long for some restless lives. This time however, you should approve yourself of what I have been doing - my first departure from the course of prudence and mock world wisdom I laid down for myself and mine when I last saw you. But it has been to help our friend Kossuth to start a quiet political movement in country Pennsylvania, without which all our Philadelphia effervescence will be the merest froth on champagne. I am too busy to tell you about it now, though I would like to much. I have much to talk of besides, most of all of the working of the practical- -result etc.= system, applied to my I should say ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I3_p003.jpg) our family affairs. It does show itself, as you promised, by its effect upon the boys. The Lawyer's future now is only contingent upon his life and health: the Doctor's first fruits appear in the Lectures (v. Tribune of yesterday) which he delivers next week before the Smithsonian Institute at Washington, and is already invited to repeat in New York. He sees the Harpers to conclude a bargain for the Book, in a fortnight, when I shall try to set on with him and take my Christmas in the shape of a 12th night week at the Clarendon Hotel. All this grows out of my finding a letter on my table this morning, which went to meet my Mother this afternoon, and which perhaps complains of, what I need to apologize for, a delay in mailing a letter of Mrs. Woods. I did not know it carried an invitation, or I might have been more careful. I hope your answer says, Bessie Wood is ready ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I3_p004.jpg) to follow in its wake. Being so busy these times and living in town, over Sunday, I am not able to attend to our Bessie as I should. And your Bessie's company will be a Godsend to her winter beleaguered solitude. When I come back from seeing you at New York, I will bring your word when she is to return home. And now to you of 16th Street, we of Reasselaer wish a merry Christmas as merry and I hope as thankful hearted, as we shall keep ourselves. We are all gathered together this once - And the Big Venison Turkeys and Markets- you should see! To Mrs. [---] Cousin Margaret first and first and foremost; to Bessie, to Willie, to Harrie, to Bessie, Helen; and to all others that I have no time to write the names of here remember me, remember all of us as Yours faithfully Thomas L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p001.jpg) New York June 4th 1852 What a wee bit note! My own dearest Cousin Tom, Frank Dawson brought your letter to me this morning. I was so delighted to have it; it will be such a pleasant companion for me, now that I have so much time to myself. You say that I must take it, as an answer to my letter, "now no doubt on the road." No, there is no letter on the road. I did not receive yours till Tuesday, and then my chance of replying to it, was gone. I am glad of that now, because I answer both at once, and then, I can write another letter, without transgressing my Ellis code of regulations.—I did think, at first, that your letter was rather cold, and it pained me to think so. But not because I doubted your love for me, I am quite sure of that; only because I took it as evidence that you were suffering, and were not in good spirits. And I thought you were concealing from me, that you were really ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p002.jpg) so sick, lest I should be uneasy, which of course made me all the more so. I don't know what I should have done, in the way of dispiriting myself, but fortunately I have had Minnie Morris staying with me, and I I had to entertain her, which took my thoughts off myself, and now that she has gone, I have your welcome note. I have so much to say that I don't know where to begin. Let me see. Denny! That young gentleman with his father and mother, and Elizabeth left us, about six o'clock on Wednesday morning for West Point. Papa will, I hope return this evening, and tell us all about him, and how long Cousin Margaret will stay. I wrote that I hoped he would come, but I rather would have him stay for it may do him good, and I can manage quite well without him for some time. You must know I am housekeeper. It is excellent practice, isn't it? You would be amused, if you could see me, with a basket full of keys, inspecting ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p003.jpg) bills, and giving things out of the storeroom. I look as wise as an owl, and understand the proceedings, as well as any owl would. To see me make tea, and such tea! I finish my cup, with the utmost resolution. But it has so chanced that some one has "dropped in" to tea, each evening. Poor things, their politeness was sorely tried.—I have just had the last load of wood chopped, and put in the wood-room, for the summer, and as Helen says "feel quite grand." It is very easy for me to keep house now, for Cousin Margaret has it in such excellent order that everything "goes on like clockwork." It will be different in a week or two, perhaps. The only thing that is not very easy, is to read prayers in the morning. There are nine persons in the house, and I am so frightened every morning that my voice trembles at first, like an old man's. I find it easier, however as I go on, so that I could spare Papa, if he wanted to stay. I hope to see Tot and Walter, in a week from to-day. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p004.jpg) Isn't that pleasant? There is only one person I would rather see, in the world, than those two. I have been counting the days till we go away, thinking that before the day came, I should see you. And now it seems that you are going away, and I shall not see you. It is such a disappointment. I shall turn it over in my mind, till I find the bright side, and not think how much I miss, if I can help it. You will come, when I return, won't you? I must look forward to that, I suppose, and skip all the weary days till then in my imagination. I hope you, and dear wee Willie will grow strong, in the mountain air. You must take better care of him, than you did of yourself in your youth. "When you were young, ah woeful when!" My dear, dear old gentleman. Papa insists upon my admitting that you are a companion of his, a friend of his early youth. By the bye, I remember asking you your age, one day when we were examining the Convent of St Catharine, on Mount Sinai. You told me ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p005.jpg) 2 that you were twenty-nine, in January, but that your birth-day was on the twenty-seventh day, of some month which you did not tell me. I did not think till afterwards, that I asked you on the twenty-seventh of April. Was that the month, and are you thirty now? Why what an old man you will be, when you are married. Old, grey haired, and venerable. Thirty—what? It is curious to me, to find how very much younger than myself, I consider all the young men, I know, about six or seven years older than myself. I consider Walter a mere baby. I wonder if we shall see Bessie, as she goes past us. I hope so, for if I didn't already love her for herself, I should love to see her and bid her goodbye, as something connected with you. I am going to ask a favour at your hands, your majesty. When I am gone, not before, but before any one else more, knows of our engagement, tell the Doctor. That is, of course, if my Lord and Master pleases. I like Cousin Elisha excessively. "Praise from Sir Hubert Stanley"? I don't know him, to be sure, but I know ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p006.jpg) Cousin Pat, less. You told him to please yourself, and now I want you to tell the Doctor to please me. Perhaps you have some particular reason for not doing so. Of course, I withdraw my petition. If, in the first burst of disappointment, he says anything particularly uncomplimentary to me, don't tell me. It is one of the blissful ignorance cases. I was too young to remember much of Bootle, and I don't think I ever saw Sefton, but now, they will be sure to interest me, since you have spoken of them. Yet I am not sure that I shall see them. If Papa says nothing of them, I cannot ask to go. He might not like to take Cousin Margaret, and it would be painful to her, for us to go, and leave her, knowing where we were. So, I think I would stay with her. I can remember you anywhere, and dear Mamma would know that it was from no forgetfulness or disrespect for her memory, that I left left her old home unvisited. If our fortune should chance to take us to Italy, we can go to Bootle, together, on our way. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p007.jpg) And those steps of Saint-Roch! Why, Cousin Tom, I should certainly have thought of you there. You told me how Bonaparte fired on the people, assembled there. But cruel as it was, there were many things just as hateful, done in that Revolution. Why do you mention it, particularly? Because it terminated the Revolution? Can you be sorry for that? It seems to me that when the people had the power, there was more misery and wickedness than before. I cannot forget all the poor women and girls, and young innocent children who perished so miserably. More than were murdered at Saint-Roch. And the people turned on themselves, like that man in the Inferno out of whose brain serpents sprung, that gnawed him constantly. What good did the Revolution do? I cannot help pitying those people too. Some seemed so earnest, "ever seeking but never able to come at the knowledge of the truth." The American Revolution was a grand thing, but France goes on like a sea, either heaving with rough waves, or else calm before a storm. When she ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p008.jpg) got rid of Louis XV, and poor good useless Louis XVI, she fell into the hands of those creatures of evil in the Reign of Terror, and then into those of Napoleon, and when she was free from him, and the Bourbous, and after her grand storm of a Revolution, she goes right into Louis Napoleon's open mouth. And then there will be more storms, and shipwrecks, and after all, what is done? Well, all will be right in the "good time coming." Did you ever read that poem beginning "When wilt Thou save the People, Oh God of mercy, when?" I think you would like it, even more than I do. Now do you know why I wrote all this about the Revolution? I want to like the French people, because you do, and I must be prejudiced against them. Now, you tell me rightly how to consider their history; either now, or when you can tell me by word of mouth. I wish I were going to stay in America. I wonder if Millie would not like to go to Europe instead of me, and let me go to Bedford with you. I like mountains, and I think that kind of air suits me ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p009.jpg) better than sea air, and we shall only be travelling in a guide-book way. (I must go to Pittenweem, after your repeated inquiries about the dear deceased who are reposing there. I'll try to find out all about them. I wonder if our friend Meg lies in the church yard there?) I can fancy where I would like better to be, than travelling. I envy Willie his journey with you. Poor boy, how delicate he is. I remember his face perfectly when he was in good health at Rensselaer. and I should think he would look peculiarly wan and pitiful when he is sick. I am glad I cannot see him now, and I am glad he has you with him. I know how tender and kind you are, as well as Walter does although he has told me so often, as if I did not know! And with all your tenderness, I have an idea, that when you choose you are determined as Death. So I hope we shall never grate against each other's obstinacy. I must limit this letter to three sheets, especially if it is to go to Bedford: on account of postage my dear Mr Kane. One must be economical.—You want to know what my "habits of reading—habits of thought" are. You could not have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p010.jpg) asked a more difficult question for me to answer. I don't think I quite understand it, but if you mean to tell you the way in which I habitually read or think, I can only answer—I don't know. I know that I often do think but it is always unconsciously. I read nearly all the time, and when I think, it is either when I am in bed, and so can't get at a book, when people are talking in the room, not to me, or, when I am out walking. I think most then, but I really don't know what I think about. Generally some line of poetry comes into my head that serves as a subject for my thoughts to dwell upon. As to reading, I read without any method (I am telling you my faults plainly, that you may know how to cure them) I "gobble up" every book I lay my hands on, and I read terribly fast. I can't help it, and the only thing I have ever found effective, is to read while I sew. The sewing serves as a drag, and is quite useful. This is in reading prose. In poetry, I generally read short pieces slowly, once over, if I want to read only, two or three times when ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p011.jpg) I want to learn it. Long things like the Fairy Queen quickly at first, to get the story in my head. Afterwards I take it up, to find out its grace and beauty. I like Spenser a little better now, so I daresay when you do take him up to shew me "that the Creator-spirit was in him;" I shall be ready to admit it. To tell the truth, I believe that my early impressions are so strong that they have led me to prefer things that I might perhaps not admire so much now, but which have fixed themselves tenaciously in my memory. Long ago (my "long ago" when I was six or seven years old) I had a governess who was trying to induce me to learn some lesson or other which I refused to do, unless she would let me read three "little thick books with pictures," which she possessed. We made the agreement, and I went home with my prize, climbed into my usual reading-place, a shelf in a large bookcase high up, where no one could see me, and fell to work. My books were (Translations of course) Jerusalem ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p012.jpg) Delivered, Ovid's Metamorphoses, and the Iliad and Odyssey. I pored over them till I had whole cantos by heart of the Jerusalem, and several long pieces of the Iliad. I grew half-tired of the Odyssey, and I think that the Metamorphoses bewildered me completely. I could not understand having so many people in the poem, and I don't think I learned any of it, for I don't remember anything of it, although I know the two first quite well. Then I read Scott's Novels, hundreds of fairy stories, learned quantities of Scott's poetry, and of Campbell's, and finding a translation that Walter had of a book called I think The Anabasis of Xenophon I took an immense fancy to it, and to a prose translation (Perhaps the original is prose too, I don't remember the book well) of Ovid's Fasti. Then came Cook's Voyages and some books of history and travels. They are the only books I remember reading, before I came here. Had my memory been well trained I might have something useful stored there, instead of lumber, but I am fortunately not to old to learn. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p013.jpg) 4 I shall not have time to read much this summer which is perhaps all the better. My present habits lead one also to taking favorite authors, and reading all their works. I have read a great great many books good, bad and indifferent, and have gained nothing from them, I fear. There, I have written a tiresome account I know, but I tell you everything I can, about myself. — Do you know that I am also very obtuse? I could not understand your catchwords about that Story. — I took a ride round the riding-school yesterday, but to tell the truth have not taken one for months before. My term at the Gymnasium is over, so I could not go there, and I do attend to my Désir de Manger. Do you? "Headaches, what does that mean?" Headaches mean crying, and crying means "I fear poor Cousin Tom is more sick than he tells me." Cousin Tom being better, he writes, headaches go and Papa ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p014.jpg) says he thinks I look better even during the days he has been away. For he has returned while I write and brings good news of baby. I daresay he will write to you, so I shall say no more of them. His letter, which you speak of, was in course of preparation in his head, last Sunday, for he told me "that fellow Tom Kane gets between me and my wits. Instead of listening to Dr Potts, I was thinking of writing to him all the time." I gave him your message, which made him blush, and say you flattered him. Taking upon myself therefore to represent you, as your nearest relation, I told him that you were in earnest. I hope, for my credits sake, you were. If Bedford is a pleasant place, I wish I could associate myself with it, in your mind. I see, on the map, that there are plenty of mountains round it, and I suppose there are delightful walks to take. Now if I were there, we might read Spenser, and have nice long conversations. We shall do so, one day. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I40_p015.jpg) Since I am not to see you, you might send me your likeness. You know how much I would value it. When you asked for mine, I gave it you at once, though I had to ask Papa if I might, and of course was laughed at, a little. Is it really against your principles (what principles?) Ah, if it is not, do give it to me. — This letter contains so little of what I want to say, and so much that is irrelevant to the subject, that I would not send it, if I had time to write another. I won't say "excuse this scrawl." When do you go to Bedford, that I may know when to leave off thinking of you as at Rensselaer. You repeat to me that you love me. You don't need that assurance from me, do you? Vain man! And you fancy that I love you with my whole heart and soul? Perhaps that I always keep your last letter under my pillow when I sleep? Dear me, what has the world come to in these days? Such conceit!— Goodnight my own dear Cousin. I send you a whole volume of unwritten language. I am your own Bess. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p001.jpg) Rensselaer, June 11. 1852 Dear, dearest Bessie, Do not grieve me by letting me think my ill health is giving you pain. Believe it, this bodily infirmity is—cannot but be a Lie. A Lie, for I am strong, as strong as ever I was in my life. And when, as now, I have risen from the reading of your letters, as hopeful and as proud and happy and brave- hearted. And, if your mere writings with the recollection of you, so inspirit me, what may I not look for to gain from your— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p002.jpg) Bodily Presence abiding with, and so, to match the word, dwelling in me continually. When I have been reading what you have written, I despise my own fears and doubts for your future, I am rich;—thank God no one on earth richer or more superior to Fortune. And when I shall have you by my side, ever know- ing you dearer, more precious than any paltry golden image I might set up for less sincere idolatry—will you not then divide this subjective wealth of the Spirit—of the real being—with me? Or, leaving a meagre figure, to speak out—would you by believe that I by a life, feeble often, it is true, but ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p003.jpg) never impious, have so offended the Fates, if you choose so to call the inexorable laws of Nature, as to draw down upon me their avenging Furies? Could you believe that—after so long a life, (for I measure age by life lived not the nativity Score) of sorrows that I have to refuse to shadow your heart by remember- ing, disappointments that put me in love with my promise of an early Rest—I am restored to gladness, only that it may bring me crowning affliction, only that it may rob me of the hope that remained to me, and rendering life dear make it my last grief to leave it? Let God and all that ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p004.jpg) aside; and say, what craft of devils could contrive such a dreadful judgment? You can see it would be their trap, set for me. I never weakly sought you out for my gratification, nor desired you as a sinful indulgence. You were sent to me: you came to me where my best and most pious memories had left the door open for your entrance—as when I sit here of evenings, languid, work over, in the hall, having a right to believe no poison in the breezes that set in at the close of the day. For the sake of all good memories, no less than aided by them, I taught my self to love you as I do;—and what, are you a demon haunting & haunted,— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p005.jpg) you, the Helen Abbess, to guide me to my last crime, and force me curse God before I die? No, you good Bessie— Bessie Wood, sober flesh=and=blood= and=Sunday=and=WeekDay Blessing; long with you I shall eat, long we will eat together, the plain bread of real life sweetened honest= ly by the blessing, mis called Curse, of Adam, and with the strong oak of wholesome serious labor shall build our house to last a mansion through the Forever!~I have grown superstitious about this union of ours that is already knitting us graft and stock in one life together. Nature ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p006.jpg) is cruel, the gardeners will tell you, to bearing wood that the blight has checked— wantonly cruel ; but to the growth that has her own godbreathed youth in it, is love, milk, and all fond Motherness. And she is willing one shall lend its favor to the other, and both be blessed. You wont believe in my decrepitude and Thirty Nine Years—You wont understand me—I want to, I must, feel that I owe you something . Whether I ask you to believe in them or no, I must believe in them myself, because I can then believe I owe you all the youth and life that I may, that I shall have, when hope blossoms—clematis, jessamine, glycine, honey suckle, trumpet creeper, and all the rest— round our humblest; yea, and town housiest porch. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p007.jpg) 5 None of this high fly, any more,—No, But I have earned a right to a fine despatch of it from you! It is a weakness, no question of it, and I ought to be content with the unwritten language—but I do like a little of the written—a little, and in each letter. Of course, for the general tenor, there is nothing like history poetry politics and literature—"pictures taste Shakspeare and the musical glasses"—and of course, I was delighted with your last Letter. This in earnest. And if I cannot answer you on the French Revolu- tion, in person, orally; I will give you my first letter on as much of it as a dozen pages can care for. But I never had any notion of taking holiday ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p008.jpg) and being free to go a pleasuring in the mountains, and not coming on to see you off. On the contrary I was full of the better purpose. I am quite likely to miss you now; but it is because I have not my liberty. You know I have the luck of Rainy Sundays., and Picnics can't come off at all if they do not leave me out of the question. This time, it was, that I wanted our dear Willie to go with me, and he was to have been equipped for a start Thursday, the Third, morning. On Tuesday Evening however, he showed a slight flush of fever which, returning for two or three days following, detained us. On Friday, when I was in attendance on my business at the Office, a Telegraphic despatch came announcing to my first Clerk the dangerous illness ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p009.jpg) of his brother at St Louis. It was a hard case, for the two brothers were much attached to each other; and the best that could be made of it was to send Charles, my boy, off, to act as sick nurse or undertaker as the case might be. I hope he may return before the 26th; and if he does, by a single day, and if yourself and Company want to see me, I certainly shall not remain in Philadelphia. I have been marvelously pleased to hear of the housekeeping, and have a great deal to say to you about it and the reading. How is it with the Drawing, too? It seems to me I have the whereof to keep me writing all night. But, mind, I shall not write you again before I write by Steamer. Your No. 2. has never come; and you owe me two Letters. You who have promised ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p010.jpg) so much, I who have so much horrid business to attend to.—But I will condescend to speak to you in person, if I only get the chance; and if, as I said, you really want to see me the ghost of me (i.e) attenuated to a horror by sickness, with work, and anxiety about Willie. He is decidedly better to day; but has been seriously ill, and is now barely out of danger. Remember though, when you write, not to edit any more mock modest confessions, of Ugliness &c. For others,—well and good; but for Me, what is it to me, pray, while I love you? I want to have wealth, power, vulgar reputation, if they are requisite to make you love me; but they may go to the—Prince of the Power of the Air, to whom they belong, if you can go on loving me without them. The Externals are ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p011.jpg) important enough so far as they add to or diminish Love, but Love, real Love,—you will insist on not understand- ing it, appropriates and includes them all. I know I do care, about your walk, the arrangement of your hair, your frock, your chaussure, cuffs and collars, more than you think consistent with this; but it is only that I may see they rightly decorate the you I love, and so keep me loving it that I may never see it not the beautiful one I think it to be.— They really think you are not pretty? They tell you so?—Maybe they are right, for it is an old bit of theory of mine, that, loving me—from the mere fact of your loving me, you gain the power of being for me a hundred times lovelier than you can be, to all the world besides.—And this gives me the assurance with which I say to you that you not only seem to me beautiful, but that you are. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I41_p012.jpg) And all I ask of you is not to undeceive me:— and so long as you maintain the brightness of your angel's-heart, and highborn soul, I will never know you but as far too beautiful, for your humble lover Thomas S. Kane Bessie Wood. If Willie is worse, of course I will write. Congratulate Cousin Margaret for me on Dennistoun's Restoration. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I42_p001.jpg) Jn. 15. 1852 My dear friend, I would have written you yesterday, but we thought Willie better. His state is critical; though perhaps my fears are exaggerated. I will write to you again tomorrow. Remember me to Bessie, Cousin Margaret; and Charlotte and Walter, who are frequently in my ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I42_p002.jpg) thoughts.—Not hearing from you or Bessie, I presume the child is well. Thomas S. Kane Mr. Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I43_p001.jpg) June 15th 1852 My own, dearest, Cousin Tom I have stolen away from the drawing-room to write to you, this evening. Walter and Charlotte are there, the latter singing all Papa's favorite songs (I wish I could sing for him!) and he sits there looking so happy, and proud of his woman-daughter. Walter looks the same as ever, gayer-hearted, and-almost bald! Tot, the funniest round, healthy little woman you ever saw. She sends her love to you, by the way. I was so happy to see them, and yet I missed you strangely. I wanted to be able to tell you what I thought of them, and to know what you would think. They came on Thursday afternoon. The children had asked me to let them go out, to buy flowers to place in ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I43_p002.jpg) their rooms. I did not know when to expect them, for Papa was away at West Point, and no one else could tell me. Dr Ruyter had come in at breakfast time, and said he thought they would arrive every minute. This put me in a great state of perturbation. Cousin M— had not left the rooms in order, thinking she would be home in time, so I, fortunately, had something to occupy me, till nearly two. Then I went off to bring the children home from school, and when I came home, Willie wanted me to "dandify" him, and then I had to dress, so that I had no time to weary for them. The children had hardly left the house, when a carriage drove up, and Walter jumped out. I ran to the door, and admitted him, and poor Tot, who jumped, and laughed, and cried all at once. Then the children came home, and soon after Papa arrived. Such a scene! Charlotte and I fell asleep about one! (Very late for me. I generally go to bed at nine) I woke at half-past-four ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I43_p003.jpg) and found the old watch in my hand, which I must have been holding all night. I heard Willie singing in his room, so I rose and began dressing. Tot woke up, and we chattered so fast that it took me some time to dress. Suddenly there was a noise, and then some one hurried to Walter's room, and spoke to him. Walter said something, and then knocked at my door to know where the doctor lived. I told him, and he dressed, and went off. Poor Willie had been too much in the sun the day before, and having risen early in the morning began chasing the kitten round the yard, without having his cap on. One of the servants coming down early, suddenly saw him throw up his arms in the air, and then fall. Running out, she found his poor face distorted and his limbs quivering in a fit. He was carried upstairs, and, was it not fortunate? I was dressed and could watch him. When his senses returned, he knew nothing about it. We kept him quiet for some hours, but as he would talk, I told him that ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I43_p004.jpg) I should stop fanning him, and go away; he might call me if he wanted anything. Soon as I reached the door he said, Bessie, come fan me again, and then laughed heartily. As soon as he was left alone he rose, opened the blinds and began to read "Nineveh." When that was taken away he whooped, shouted, sang, would not be still; and finally sent down a request to me, for a very large slice of bread-and-butter with molasses. It was evident that nothing was to be done with such a patient, so he was allowed to rise, and is as well as ever again. He considers himself a hero, and tells people that he fell into a trance like Peter.—On Saturday Papa stayed in town with Willie, and the rest of us went to West Point. Cousin Margaret cried with joy, poor thing, and Denny was on his best behavior. He will live, I hope, dear little pet. Poor Cousin Margaret is sorely tried, isn't she? I think her whole soul was wrapped up in Maggie, and the loss was terrible. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I43_p005.jpg) She is to be pitied, and your poor Clerk too, but there is a sadder house next to us, than ours has ever been. One daughter, returned to her home a widow, with one child dead, and four living. Her oldest boy, St George, was a fine little fellow, the stay of her life. Her sister died, some weeks ago, and all the family but herself went away to the country. On Monday news was brought, that poor little St George had shot himself accidentally. The mother could not believe it, and is quite frantic now. Does it not seem as if she could "curse God and die", if any one could? And yet, I am sure that this is intended to bring her nearer to him. But his hand will not be lifted from her, till she is brought to his feet, in mercy.— I have a great deal to say, which I will not write now. I hope I may see you. I want to talk about your last letter, and about everything. But if you cannot come, I can know that you are thinking of me. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I43_p006.jpg) I have been marvelously Ellisian, but I cannot keep to it. I will not either. Dearest, dearest Cousin Tom, I pray that we may both gain what we hope for, from our Union. I love to think, and hope that God has sent us to each other. I wish I could come sooner, it is so long a time till then. However, it isn't much longer than I waited for your love, so you must remember that my patience will be doubly exercised.—Perhaps I may see you in less than a fortnight! Oh how delightful my own dear one, I am so glad. Goodbye now. God bless us both. I know He will! I am, with my whole heart, Yours devotedly Bessie ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I44_p001.jpg) June 16. 1852. My dear friend, Willie is better, decided- ly, I think. He was free from flush even, (of fever), this morning early; and, at about a quarter before three, turned on his side and slept even on till breakfast time. He is very weak of course, but we hope for his recovery. If I ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I44_p002.jpg) can once get him up among the Mountains with me, I will answer for his complete restoration. I have a letter before me too from my missing Clerk's brother.— It is to one of the poor fellow's Sisters,—says that he is, he hopes, recovering from the effects of profuse hemorrhage, but if not, is pre- pared, et cætera; Only, he wants to see Charles and bid him good bye, et cætera, before, et cætera, et cætera. This, for the rest, is the burden of ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I44_p003.jpg) the whole letter.—And 'Charles' must have arrived the day only after it was written! Which is certainly very pleasant. I am so very busy now, night and day, and shall probably find myself so slack twisted when the present stress is over, that I shall probably never worthily answer your Letter. I will be sadly disappointed if I cannot see you, one hour, before you go, to bid you Goodbye. I suppose the troubles of getting ready are already crowd- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I44_p004.jpg) ing upon you. But I will be the more obliged if you can spare a moment from them and from your joys of welcoming Walter and Char- lotte, to write me in a word, how Dennistoun is. My last news you know left it doubtful. Yours in the bonds of hard work and Partner Dawsonship, Thomas L. Kane Mr. Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I45_p001.jpg) Friday Morning June 18. 1852 (Hurried, flurried; at last just in time for the Mail.) My own dearest, only dearest Bessie, I must write to you again, notwithstanding my promise; for fear you should not write to me. Don't write to me however, if it withdraw you from any of your happy moments with Charlotte or Walter—or anybody else. Your Father says you are thin—very thin. Surely you are not sick without my knowing it, or discontented, or unhappy— Have you anything, to make you unhappy? Time of Self Denial must not disappoint itself, Bess. You must tell me all: I have a right to know all. All my news is, that our Willie continues better; though we have still reason to be anxious about him. His fever I hope has left him entirely but his strength had very nearly gone with it, poor ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I45_p002.jpg) child. As for your Willie's attack, I trust we have heard the first and last of it. Had you been here you would have believed what I told you of my strength. After one of my severest flings of ague and fever, including the hottest article of the latter, in one spell, without a break for near a week,—I got about as soon as possible, in order to set my house, i.e. office, to rights, before fleeing to the mountains. I was therefore specially exhausted when I had to take the place of my Dawson, and encounter Willies illness. My days therefore have been all hard work, and my nights,—the less said about them the better—Sleeplessness would have been refreshment to them! Yet here am I now; clearly good for an other fortnight's business, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I45_p003.jpg) active, well sprung; perhaps as lifely a person as any in our household.—You are sure God will bless us. Of course he will. For I will just go to work, and get my health; and then we will do nothing but what is right, and then—what kind of life will you have?—and how much money? As for that, its a poor use I think to make of a man's life, getting money; but you shall have just as much of it as you like,—and of everything else. Only ask for it, thats all.—And don't be downhearted, for that will kill me. Well, the chances are after all, that I can run away next week to see you off. But don't expect me before you can write and satisfy me of two things. First, I don't think your Father ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I45_p004.jpg) [written in portrait direction] expects me (!) And you must, as my next friend, having my honor in your keeping, find out daintily how this is, and let me know. And Secondly, I am —afraid to let you see me. I am in appearance just as when I left my sickbed;—as haggard and as yellow and as emaciated and odious. And what if I should render you the immense service of curing you of your infatuation! I can't bear to think of it, even under cover of jest. And you must honestly and plainly tell me whether I am to dare meeting you, or whether I had not better let you go on your way alone. I can easily live without seeing you; but live without your loving me; that, please Providence, I must henceforth very respectfully decline to do.—It has become simply ridiculous to think of. I have a good hearted and clever letter from Walter. Say to Charlotte something that will say, how much I love her; and tell Cousin Margaret that my Mother feels deeply with her about the Baby and has rejoiced with me over [--]s recovery. But yourself, my own dear darling, thank God indeed for that glorious mercy, you I do love indeed beyond the power of words to— But will you write <(one line)> as soon as you get this, that I may have your answer out of the Post Office, Monday Morning.—Why should I have anything to do with words when there is a chance of my seeing you myself [written in landscape direction] Claim or no Claim' Forever yours Thomas L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p001.jpg) New York 19th June 1852 My dear Tom Kane, I wrote to you a few lines some day this much but I forget when & since then I have another note from you mentioning that your Willie was better, but the note is at home in Bessie's keeping & I forget its date, a note from you to Bessie I received this morning but until I get home I shall not know how you & Willie are. My object in writing to you today is to tell you that [-]Walter has found in Taits Edinburgh Magazine for April & May last ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p002.jpg) a most interesting Memoir of Sir Andrew Wood of Laig[-] You must get these 2 Numbers of Taits Magazine, which probably you will find at your Library no Philadellphia, if not you can see them here at the Society Library, a great deal respecting the family chimes in very well with the Fra[--] here in my family & I suspect, that I am lineally descended from the old Admirals' &d Tom ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p003.jpg) Alexander. the Ancestor of the Woods of Grange near Elie Grange hill a part of the Grange Estate is at present held by the Revd Walter Wood whose Mother was a Miss Mary Wood sole surviving child of Alexander Wood my Father's Cousin said Alexander was only son of my Grandfathers eldest Brother James Wood therefore the Revd. Walter Wood would have him chief of the Clan had his Mother been his Father, but that ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p004.jpg) not being the case, the Chieftain [---] of the Clan goes to the eldest Male descendant of my Gt Grandfather which I am, the Revd. Walter Wood's Mother, Mary Wood Married her Cousin Dr James Wood a Physician in Edinburgh, but altho' of the same name, he is of a different family of Woods, I believe of the Woods of Bonay town not of Largo—By the way the old Admiral's name was originally spelt "Wod." There is an old ball all about ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p005.jpg) B. him & the fight with the English Admiral of which the Memoir in Tait quotes & Verses the Concluding one [---] thus "This battle fiercely it was fought "Near to the Craig of Basse "When next we fight the English loons "May ne'er worse come to pass" He seems to have been a very brave old fellow & is not inappropriately called by the Riv[---] [---] "Scottish Nelson" his great battle with Sir Stephen Ball appears to have been fought ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p006.jpg) about the end of July 1490 He (Sir Andreu) was a great personal friend of the 2 Scottish Kings James 3 & James 4th & his eldest son also Sir Andreu was by the bedside of James 5th when he died, The Genealogical Tree so far as [---] in Tait runs thus [Column 1] Sir Andreu Wood the Admiral = El[--]d[-]ttid[--]d[--] 2nd Sir Andreu = Alson Gourlay 3d Sir Andreu = Egidi[-] Gourlay 4th Sir Andru = Saint Balfou[-] James = John [Column 2] John Wood of Tell[--]dou [Column 3] Alexander Wood of Grange my ansestor [---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p007.jpg) John Wood of T[---] was a churchman but afterwards a Scottish Judge as a Churchman he could leave no legitimate descendants Consequently on the failure of the line of the 2nd—Sir Andreu the descendants of Alexander the 3d Son of the first Sir Andreu would represent the old Admiral. John the Son of the 4th Sir Andreu was the founder of the Hospital at Largo, the Memoir States that it was founded 1659, but that John himself subsequently died in great poverty in London ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p008.jpg) in 1661. This body was brought by Sea to Elie. & buried in Largo Church, where I have seen the Fourb[---], Now you may recollect this John was a friend of Oliver Cromwell & was send by him as Ambassador to some of the German Courts & also was given an Estate in the North of Fife (probably some Cavalier Malignant's) with w[---]h I have it in my notes he endowed the Hospital—now mark after building & endowing an Hospital ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p009.jpg) he himself does in London in 1661 in great poverty, that is immediately after the restoration of "our most religious King "Charles 2" No doubt the worthy old Roundhead was despoiled of all his property except what was irrevocably settled on the Hospital. It is odd how the memoir Chimes in with isolated facts I have about the family & mentions [--]ter marriages in the Gourlays & Balfou[--] with both which families I know ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p010.jpg) we are connected, it also speaks of a brother of the Admiral [-]eny of "Pittenweem" at which place some of my ancestors were once settled, [--]rsh I had You with me in Fife (& time & money) for 10 days & we could get to the root of the matter I have a great mind to try & find out the Writer of the Memoir in Tait & starting where he has left off ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I46_p011.jpg) then, he might perhaps for "a consideration" of [---] a professional man, trace down the line of the & [-]on of the Admiral to Yours ever affectionately William Wood [---]W & Den. are home, [---]alter much better—Walter Charlotte Harry, Willie & Helen go to Gle[---] on Tuesday next WW. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I47_p001.jpg) Saturday Evening I have only just now received your letter, dear Cousin Tom. I am afraid that, even if I contrive to put my answer in the Post Office this evening, you will not receive it on Monday Morning. Are you really coming? And perhaps before Saturday; I am so glad. Of course you will be unwelcome! Your saying that you are looking "odious" reminds me of what I had forgotten—I look frightful. I shall not even have any ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I47_p002.jpg) of my new dresses to wear when you come; they are all packed up. So, unless you will promise to overlook me altogether, I don't know whether my vanity will allow you to come here to see us off. As to you, I do not fear. I am sorry you have been sick, but I should not care if you had taken small-pox, "casualties", and would be rather pleased than otherwise if you were blind. How funny that is of you, to make such an objection to coming here! I am thankful to hear of Willie's improved health.—I am in a hurry to send this off, before the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I47_p003.jpg) daylight fails. If I do not see you, I must try to write again before we go, to earn a letter by the first steamer from you.—Don't be alarmed about my health; nothing earthly is the matter with me; if I knew of anything, I would tell you certainly.—The Glen-Cove party leave us on Tuesday afternoon. I should be sorry that you will not see them immediately, if I were not so selfish as to remember that I shall have you all to myself. Cousin M— and Papa will be glad enough to be spared my company, even if they lose ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I47_p004.jpg) yours. So tiresome a time we shall have in Europe, we three. Ugh! I hate to think of it. I have another reason for being delighted to see you; that I shall not miss Charlotte and Walter so much. I have plenty of reasons, and if I had none I should be just as delighted. Infatuation, I suppose! So be it, I am quite resigned. Goodbye now, dear.—I see no use in saying "I am" so and so, you know what I am, so I shall leave off signing myself I think in future, anything but Bessie. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I48_p001.jpg) (Private) Rensselaer Thursday June 24. 1852. My dear friend, I was most anxious to see you, if only for a few moments, to hear from yourself your purposes and schemes, to acquaint you with my own, and to make you know with how much heart I wished you a happy and prosperous voyage. But I could not stick it out. I left Willie—as now—not expecting serious change immediately, but, very dangerously ill! And though I thought it necessary to come on and bid you and Bessie goodbye, I ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I48_p002.jpg) could not succeed in keeping him out of my thoughts more than a few moments at a time. I might have staid in New York over last night, subject to the call of the Telegraph; but, the night before, having lost my rest entirely through mental discomfort, I was unfitted for my day's work. I easily got through my visit to dear Bessie; but, soon after leaving your door step, found my nervous energies so much debilitated that—neither you nor myself would have had profit of my visit in the Evening. I still think it important for Bessie to be kept ignorant of our trouble, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I48_p003.jpg) that she may enter upon her health-seeking jour- ney with a light heart; but I disclose the truth to you, to explain why we did not meet, and also to engage you to do me a favor. Find out if Bessie thought there was anything meas- ured, or cold—or perhaps artificial, in my demean- or, yesterday, and if she did, explain it off for me, as you easily can. I shall then write to her without reserve when she is happy across the water enjoying herself among the new sights and changing faces. I too, by that time, will more surely be under just self control. So God bless you, my true 'dear friend'. I often turn my thoughts now, upon the comfort of ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I48_p004.jpg) your friendship, and rejoice in the affectionate warmth with which I find—like my own blood—I wish you and Cousin Margaret and Bessie Fare Well.—Fare you all well! Thomas L. Kane Mr. Wood ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I49_p001.jpg) Office, State House Philada. Friday Afternoon, June 25. 1852 My dear Bessie, I think the chances are against this letter reaching you, but I must tell you that Mother and all of them bid you good bye. Willie too, he bids you good bye. I gave him a little watch charm yesterday as from you, with a farewell message, and he made me promise I would write to your Father in time to say to ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I49_p002.jpg) you how beautiful he thought it, how much he loved you, and the like. He was always very fond of you.—Mother was much pleased with Cousin Margaret's note, and said so.—My Father and Brother have both asked me since my return if I explained to you why they were unable to call on you. I had not the satisfaction of feeling that I spoke my farewell to you in New York; nor, it seems, can I write the words of it here. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I49_p003.jpg) I am cold or dull now, but indeed I will long after regret you after you are gone.—Do you, Bessie, think out, and act out what you think should be my parting wishes for you, believing it a mere form of Self-Worship, for me to wish or pray for you who are my only cherished self, my own only love and life and light and dearest being. T. L. K. The Saxifrage I send you is the one we missed from Greenwood. I had it with me to give you in N. Y. but forgot it, as Unhappily everything else I wished to remember. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I49_p004.jpg) When you look at the Saxifrage, remember the verses of Longfellow that you remembered when we there, and think of me repeating them to you as I do now: " " Again—Yours forever Thomas L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I4_p001.jpg) My dear friend, You must believe I have indeed been busy when I have not said a word, to show I was sorry for Cousin Margarets illness, to wish you a happy New Year, or answer your last and most capital letter. I think however, it was in part that letters fault that I have been averaging 16 hours a day work for Governor Louis and Company, and now come out of it all, with my eyes blue ringed and bloodshot, my nails grown long — yellow, hag= gard nervous, sick, weak, and odious generally, to a disgusting extent. One day last week, I was taking time to erase a four days stubble, when a man came for me and hurried me off ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I4_p002.jpg) with one side of my face shaved. From that I went so for the rest of the week; and, by the Saturday following, found myself walking about - right side 7 days beard,-left side, 3. - You may judge if I was hard driven. You see what a victory it was! Well, now its over, let me tell you that, a little over one week ago, there seemed to be hardly a hope of success. At one time we were so low that we could count, all told, Five Men in Philadelphia faithful to Kossuth! Five, including one news= paper editor a poor devil named Cummings; Five counting either of two men named Small and Benner, looking to a personall accomodation; and adding them to William Elder, the Judge, and myself. And now we have secured the Four Districts of our City & County, have gone into the country from Wayne to Greene, are in the Legis= lature - both houses; have probably a majority of ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I4_p003.jpg) our Democratic delegation in Congress; and shall most certainly give the apostle a welcome when he returns to us, that will make his heart choke with satisfaction. ~ We, I say, now that I can say we. It has been I; but, yesterday, I laid down my dictatorship and returned to private life. I want you, Reverend Father, to enjoin me from Politics. You can save me while it is time. Tempt- ation vulgarly speaking, there is none for me; but the excitement of contest -(any contest involving rivalry would do it I suppose)-carries me just as far. - Pah, I have been so tricky, so successful in appeals to mean motives, have disguised so much if not perverted the truth, have gained so much at my Bar, as it were, by sharp practice ! - If I have been successful, if the verdict has cured the defects of my pleadings; if in the result I now find it easier than ever I did before, to remem- ber the end and forget to weigh the means; my friend, in my own heart, I feel how little right I have to a Christian man's triumph. I should rather fear, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I4_p004.jpg) and try to pray I may keep the resolve so often made by me before, to shun public life and reject it utterly. I am by nature unscrupulous: a low animal cunning, a natural proneness to even unnecessary intrigue and artifice, are among the inherent defects of my character; and, when what I can conceit the advocacy of a great fact, diminishes to my view the apparent in- portance of details, what you call Jesuitry takes complete possession of me. I am a citizen of no Religious Republic that compels one to observe the specific precepts of a writ- ten Law: I am guided by no Faith that con- tinually orders me to be mindful of punishment waiting on transgression. I can only fly Tempt ation to keep my soul white and conscience clean. And soon I will not be strong enough to do this. The Campaign of 1852 will be one of the vilest in our History, from present appearances. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I4_p005.jpg) I have written to you lengthely, prosely, egotistically. - the secret of it lies in the fact that I am disappoint ed of my Twelfth night visit to New York, when I thought I should speak to you of so many things. But I must see the Kossuth organization perfected here before there is any holiday for me. - I want to tell you about all my affairs, my private affairs, and take counsel with you, that is, of you, for the future. You see my conceit is now, that by experiment I have proved myself fitted for a practical and common sense life. You may yourself see that the past year has been a year of results to my family: it has been, as far as I ever consented in conversing with you, a year not wasted for me. Such an accident as the loss of my Prothonotary= ship tomorrow, would not find me without other employment sufficient to secure my independence. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I4_p006.jpg) I have not even neglected my petty saving promised; and, now that my $3000 is put by out of harms way, am, as you predicted, much more inclined to add the three of this year, than if it were not in existence. Indeed I sometimes have half a mind to put by two thirds of my yearly income .- two thirds I have said, but I honestly mean three fourths. More egotism – and, after my excuse made! – But I do sometimes think of others than myself – I often, very often, think of dear Charlotte and Walter, who now have all the watching they used to share with my brother Elisha. Walter I always knew would have the utmost profit of his journey; but I could hardly have hoped for Charlotte as much benefit as I know she has received. You will see she will come home the woman grown, and ready ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I4_p007.jpg) to greet all the happiness she deserves. They have appreciated her in Scotland; yet I do not believe she will forget her old friends. Does Walter write anything to show his mind upon the question of his profession? I have hardly a doubt he has made up his mind before this, though he may not confess as much to himself. - It will be good for him to decide where he is out of hearing of the price of cotton and last Steamer's news. These so vacillate. I have been to Mrs. Humphreys lately where a very nice old Grandmother is staying, and am glad to report them all well. We are more of us sick, excluding the Influenza. But my sister's eyes are paining her more than usual. She has bidden me thank Bessie (Wood) for writing to her without claiming answers. Please ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I4_p008.jpg) bear the Message, since it is in good earnest; and present me most respectfully and affection ately to Mrs. Wood with an expression of Mother's sincere regret at her indisposition. Thomas L. Kane Mr. Wood. Dont answer this. I only write for my own satis= faction. Two late nights I have been at it, ending sleepy tired and stupid, this Saturday far gone into Sunday Morning, Jan 10-11. 1852. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I50_p001.jpg) [written in the portrait direction] Thursday Morning My darling Cousin You asked me to write to Willie, that you might take the note. You did not come, so I send the enclosed to you, to show that I tried to do what you asked. Don't give it to Willie, it is too complete a failure. Give him my love instead and say that you were to have been the bearer of a note, but that you left us too soon. Will you deliver the messages I send in Willie's note?—Papa is very sorry [written in the landscape direction] since you wish it, but I will not promise not to think of you. It is my greatest pleasure. I love you dearly, Cousin Tom, and you are never out of my thoughts, and I mean to keep you always in them, so you need not try to dissuade me. I love you now, and I will love you all my life here, and afterwards in heaven, whatever you may say of dis-illusioning. Blanche Amory was a heartless coquette, and if other people say the same, I say I intend to keep my eyes shut, and be in love ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I50_p002.jpg) [written in portrait direction] that he did not see you, and your O'Hara letter. Now see if I do not prove to be your best friend at Pittenweem. I will keep Papa in mind of going there, and go with him. It will be a pleasure to me, thinking that I am doing something for you.—I forgot to ask you yesterday if you ever received a letter I wrote you, asking you to tell the Doctor, our news when I am gone? Does Willie know? Poor Willie, how is he? If he dies I shall be so sorry for you all, but not for him. I can [written in landscape direction] with you all my life. There, it is prayer-time, I must say Goodbye. Dear, dear Cousin Tom, dearer every day, goodbye. God be with you, watch over you, and bless you till we meet again. With my whole heart, dearest, I am Yours Bessie ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I50_p003.jpg) Bal[---] Goodbye dear. God bless you. Steamer's just going. Your Bess I have your note, but the Saxifrage is gone. I'll remember the verses. Don't let Bess forget me. I'll write to your Mother if I can. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I50_p004.jpg) Thomas L. Kane Esq Philadelphia ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I50_p005.jpg) know how hard it would be to say God's will be done, but yet for him I could say it. The sorrow would be "to see his face no more," but he would be spared from so much sorrow and trouble, that it seems almost wrong to wish to keep him here. I pray for him always, that he may live if his life is to be a noble and useful one, good in the sight of God, but that he may be taken if it will spare him from evil to come. And God's will be done whatever it be, for he knows what is best. And I pray that [-]ou may all feel it, and be [--]signed to his death, if you cannot ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I50_p006.jpg) be thankful for his life. But may God in mercy spare him if it be for good—Dear little fellow, I was reading yesterday, a letter he wrote to me, when he first entered the High School. He wrote that he was "at the height of earthly bliss."— Let me know how he is, before I go, and please write to me by the first steamer, and tell [-]e of him. I am going, if the weather clears up, to Glen Cove to day, and I shall return tomorrow. I will promise you to be cheerful and make myself as happy as I ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I50_p007.jpg) [written in the landscape direction] since you wish it, but I will not promise not to think of you. It is my greatest pleasure. I love you dearly, Cousin Tom, and you are never out of my thoughts, and I mean to keep you always in them, so you need not try to dissuade me. I love you now, and I will love you all my life here, and afterwards in heaven, whatever you may say of dis-illusioning. Blanche Amory was a heartless coquette, and if other people say the same, I say I intend to keep my eyes shut, and be in love [written in the portrait direction] Thursday Morning My darling Cousin You asked me to write to Willie, that you might take the note. You did not come, so I send the enclosed to you, to show that I tried to do what you asked. Don't give it to Willie, it is too complete a failure. Give him my love instead and say that you were to have been the bearer of a note, but that you left us too soon. Will you deliver the messages I send in Willie's note?—Papa is very sorry ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I50_p008.jpg) [written in landscape format] with you all my life. There, it is prayer-time, I must say Goodbye. Dear, dear Cousin Tom, dearer every day, goodbye. God be with you, watch over you, and bless you till we meet again. With my whole heart, dearest, I am Yours Bessie [written in portrait format] that he did not see you, and your O'Hara letter. Now see if I do not prove to be your best friend at Pittenweem. I will keep Papa in mind of going there, and go with him. It will be a pleasure to me, thinking that I am doing something for you.—I forgot to ask you yesterday if you ever received a letter I wrote you, asking you to tell the Doctor, our news, when I am gone? Does Willie know? Poor Willie, how is he? If he dies I shall be so sorry for you all, but not for him. I can ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I5_p001.jpg) Philada,. Feb.12. 1852. My dear friend, That Box was the childrens Christmas Box, which, because of Dr. Kane did not go on to New York as he intended, I, out of patience, packed off by Adams and Co. – as a man of common sense would have done six weeks before. And I should have pursued it with a letter explaining all the cir- cumstances - not omitting wherefore Cousin Margarets print, promised was not therein contained, - but, the next day I was sick, and the next day worse; and I was not better again till the next day after the next — so was forced to stay at home and do nothing at all till this morning ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I5_p002.jpg) Thursday the 12th when I first find myself again leaning earth quakily over my writing table[-] The fact is, on my return from New York, I was taken with an acute inflammatory attack of good intentions, which resulted in a determination of work to the head that, combined with the recasting of my ways views purposes plans dreams and schemings, and general universal confusion of all thoughts and ideas, caused by The Surprise, might have worked serious prejudice to that organ, had not my strength of body happily soon given way. — I have now to set down Idleness in the first rank of my Desideranda of Virtues. [illegible deletion] [illegible deletion] [illegible deletion] [illegible deletion] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I5_p003.jpg) [illegible deletion] [illegible deletion] [illegible deletion] The eldest daughter of your family at present at home satisfied me my only course to maintain the real character of my correspondence with you was to ignore entirely our changed relations. Still I have been under constraint of thought in what I have written above; and, though trying to feel I have well ended, my embarassment increases as I come to the sending my messages, particularly to Cousin Margaret whom I feel as if I have now the right of loving very dearly. So be it: but say to Bessie for me that I find in the Catholic Calendar the 25th of January was the day of the Conversion of St. Saul. Thank you from my heart for your letter. I am faithfully yours. Thomas S. Kane Ms. Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I6_p001.jpg) My dear friend, I had my harum scarum brother Elishas promise that he would be attentive to west Sixteenth Street House, and bring me back all he could collect of its news. A long letter that I must write to you I have kept decorously waiting for his Bulletin as its nominal occasion. But the nom= adic relative, after leaving New York, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I6_p002.jpg) ran through Philadelphia in the night, was next heard of in Richmond Virginia; and, after disappointing an illustrous ex= pectant in Washington, and doing and leaving undone other things too numerous to mention; places me most particularly in the lurch who had reason to count upon seeing him at latest this morning. Trifles! — But this trifling happens to be anything but a trifle to me whose thoughts are all growing in toward one centre. I cannot get along without hearing from you now, and take ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I6_p003.jpg) up a very discontented pen to say, as the maid is closing, that I shall write to you, my first easy morning, fully and with details; but, meanwhile, have to by enough of yout hand- writing at least to carry about in my pocket and look at — till the next time. Heaven bless you all! – I am sure I may believe I do pray. Thomas L. Kane P.S. All well on our side: I have been a little more busy, and a little more ailing, but very well, being - growing happy, a delightful novelty, and restorative unequalled. Mar. 8. 1852. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I7_p001.jpg) Monday Morning, Mar. 15. 1852. If I do not mail the enclosed awkward manufacture which has lain by me rejected these four days, I am like to go without half as much made up, some four days more. It is my first, perhaps my last, volunteer to put such matters on paper for a third person. It don't do, and you and myself must return to writing on our own affairs. I hope at least you have my meaning. If not, I can soon talk it with you. The time is nearly out of my ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I7_p002.jpg) quarantine here. I find I have Memoranda of 5 visits to New York last year; and, at that rate have a right, counting from the 23d. of January to make my next the 5th of April. I want to be exact - but if Dame Oakhill gives Easter Holidays wish you would send me word for good gover= ment accordingly. I shall need to write to you soon again; but this time about practical affairs. I have been mending my ways. This and not any ism white or black, has been the pursuit of my latter labors. Nor be dis= quitted for my health. I do not wish ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I7_p003.jpg) to die; and shall not, but remain Yours faithfully always Thomas L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I8_p001.jpg) My dear friend, I suppose you will be very little pleased to hear I have been delighted with your letter, and particularly with that part of it which censures me for not writing – informing me of consequences I should with more propriety declare I could not hear of with anything but intense pain. Indeed I most thank you for entering so much upon what "sounds or rather reads absurdly", and thus relieving me of my chief embarass= ment for the long letter I am now to begin, and to all of which I anticipate this criticism will appropriately be applied. – I would find it hard to give you an idea with what immense comfort I have thought over your behavior in all this matter. I do believe it ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I8_p002.jpg) is the only case I know of, in which some airs and graces at least were not assumed or played off on one side or the other. You have forgotten entirely to behave toward me as Bessie's father, in the vulgar ac= ceptance of a third person dealing for a ward; and seem to have remembered throughout you were my friend before anything else. I admit I do not think this was unwise. Still it was generous enough - as the world goes - to render, it more than before, my duty to re= member I am your friend and endeavor to show it by acting more than you as Bessie's. – Instead of a pain it is a pleasure to me to write to you freely, and carelessly and without reserve. I have to answer the point in your letter next before the last; and, by your leave, now enter upon it without further waste of words of introduction In this Question of the Publication of my relations, you must know I was influenced, not only by your own desire of not interfering with the Education ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I8_p003.jpg) and the rest; but mainly that I might leave Bessie free, and feeling herself free, of all trannels whatever. There exists, thank fortune, but one inequality between us- that of relative age and experience; but it seems to me a great one. Bessie is in experience as well as years a mere child, utterly unselfish, and in this matter I know has never had a thought of her interest. I have been in the world, and in the matter of women am afraid I must say I have had an experience beyond my years ever. I know Bessie's value- high as it is. But she does not know mine, She must not take me for what I am not. She must not value me for qualities or attributes that do not belong to me. She must when she is of age to go into Society, then look around her and make the choice which her heart and judgment dictate. It is her right to do so, utterly unfettered and uninfluenced by previous engagement ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I8_p004.jpg) or agreement of any kind. If I am still fortunate enough to merit her preference, I can feel I have my right to it; hardly otherwise. — Should Elisha's threatening conceit be verified, should I turn out a shattered invalid or be the subject of a reverse of fortune – or, for any other reason, come to occupy a position materially (and unfavorably) different from my present one, would I be willing to have fastened to my to share my pinings or adversity, a person I loved? to whom the thought might come of cloudy days: – "I do "not see this brave Earth as rich and happy others do. "One who had almost the sole privilege of visiting at my "Father's quiet house took me up a young sire. I might "have done better, but I saw no others, before I became "bound."! — On the contrary, I should feel I had acted wrongfully, if such a one were not then as free as if she had never met me. Thus I spoke to myself, and my = ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I8_p005.jpg) action accordingly was more consistent than you would think for. I have not only observed a total secrecy at home, regarding every one's know= ledge (even confidential) as equivalent to a certain corresponding restriction and interference with Bessie's absolute liberty; I have taken no promise from Bessie; I have not her likeness; I have given her no engagement ring; We do not correspond; I did not allow myself the day of my departure to speak to Cousin Margaret on the subject, though I knew she was both in your own and Bessie's confidence:- I even went so far as to attempt (it was the morning of the night I spoke to you) to persuade Bessie that there was no engagement on the part of either of us; and only gave that up because it caused her trouble which gave me more than I was able to withstand. ~ In fact, I was clear and resolute upon it all, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I8_p006.jpg) while I had to think your views were my own. But your letter has all unsettled one. I think to be sure that the course you and Bessie have pursued toward me imposes upon me the duty of watching over your own interests before my own; but I do feel I am bound only to a certain quote of responsibility. With stating to you thus fully my views against myself, I must hold you thus fully my views against myself, I must hold my duty ended. There may well be two side to the Question. I know my own intentions; but Bessie may assume to doubt them. Or, without doubting the guarantee of my honor by itself, Bessie may still be anxious about the endurance of my affection, and thus from the mere suspicion of my want of feeling or true pride in her, sus- tain more harm than any future chance or hope of match making can compensate for. — So you must really decide for yourself. If you do not see the thing as I do, then I am clear that my wishes (and= ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I8_p007.jpg) (I suppose I may add, albeit censes temporary) Bes= sie's should be consulted. I am sensibly growing- I have no reason to deny what I should esteem a direct divine blessing - growing to be what you have called absurd, the surest sign whereof is that they don't at all so for nothing the small privations. — Be= sides I hate all doubtful or mixed relations. They are fruitful breeders of unconsidered evils. And I can hardly tell you how it wounds my pride to know and feel that there is one whom, whatever others not, I have chosen to be my wife and equal, while I have to live on in my home without a single of its inmates being acquainted with the claim she has upon me. For the mass of people, I dont care; the vulgar - near home or remote; but I hate to keep that which ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I8_p008.jpg) I have no reason to bear shame for nor can admit even needs to be regarded with grace or favor, a secret from my Father who is my intimate friend and counsel= lor in everything. How he will regard it I have hardly a doubt, nor need I say to you that this will not the least vary my own course. But after he has once recognized my engagement and given his consent to it, how- ever privately, I shall be spared an infinite wear and tear of feeling. There is this about my Father too, that besides that he is used to keeping counsel, he is the very soul of honor and, once enlisted, would be foremost to protect Bessie's rights-surpassing either of us in an overnice estimate and assertion of them. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I9_p001.jpg) Philada. Mar. 14. 1852 My dear friend, Reading over your letters, I fear you may have some false notion about my health. I had a promise Elisha that he would be everything amiable at west 16th. St. House, and I should be sorry if he has abused your good nature so far as to persuade you that I am worse than the reality. In the first place, no one knows less of my real state of ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I9_p002.jpg) health and habits of life than he. He fidgets so about work on my part, especially for objects which meet his qualified approval, that I have to keep him ignorant both of the amount and nature of my daily employments; while he is so much, as I do believe, attached to me too, and so distressed with almost any crooked symptom (hemorrhage, for instance) that he is the very last person I care to ac- quaint with such. It is to my advantage that my ailments have more of the acute and much less of the Chronic than he has a notion of. W[--]thering a froward affection or two - mere ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I9_p003.jpg) storm swell leavings of my gone by Western Fever) I am a much fresher man than he would allow me, and on the other hand I have all the dead weight of a quantity of night= [-]oo[-]k &c. that he knows nothing of the in case of need, to throw over as sand ballast to almost any extent. Moreover, as to this matter of labor, keep well in mind that Elisha does not use the same weights and scales as you and myself. Such a life as yours of labor responsible, undivided, unvaried, un- remitting, -day after day, week with week, month upon month, fast pace and heavy pull, he will tell you should kill any man in 5 years! Shall I read you a Chapter? — or is your ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I9_p004.jpg) life, father of a family, of less value than is mine? —But let me tell you once and again for all: I am not going to die, and, for the reason special, that I do not want to. My Buddhist [---] sweet nothingness, I have taken into dead contempt. I want to live now, maybe as an idler, as Elisha wd. have me. – maybe as a man an honor to you and myself, but rest assured live I will. I told you I was not dealing latterly among the bondages. I can conceit myself as fair as match in some res- pects, as Bessie is like to meet, but she might do better maybe in the matter of fortune. What I have been at work at lately is to make myself a better catch in this respect. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I9_p005.jpg) I am trying to make money and trying to grow mean. I lost $600 not long ago, and found I thought mighty little of the unworthiness of the party through whom I lost it, and a most marvelous deal of the sum itself. You would have lost a hundred times the amount with less annoy= ance. I told you I would look into my Father's affairs. My single man's notion was that things might take their chance there, since, however much it could be dissipated, there would be more than enough for my Mother and Bess (K. to whom I always intended, should I survive my Father, resigning my distributive share. In view of my change, I have examined into all my ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I9_p006.jpg) Fathers and Mother's accounts of income and expenditure for several years back and have determined what should be the requisite degree of curtail= ment. So Rensselaer is to be-is sold. And for only $ 5000 more than I gave for it: and it is not pleasant in some respects to leave the mountain air there and my growing trees. But this brings us all into town together and provides a domestic home and real for the boys growing up of more value than vegetables. My horse is not sold, but I have done everything else including the offering of him for sale. You tell me good news of Walter for whom my affection has not abated. I wish I could tally it with the same for my brother Elisha. As sure as he can raise ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F1_I9_p007.jpg) a few thousand dollars and enlist a crew that will follow him - in open spite of the cautions of the Whalers & Icemen of this country andyours, he will try and reach Baffins Islands in May and with a couple of small larch boats endeavor to cross the great Bay upon the Ice. He may get the money, but it is thought next to impossible to get the right men. And this only, will detain him. Mail closing. God bless you all! Thomas L. Kane Mr. Wood. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I1_p001.jpg) New York 9th Oct 1850 My dear Tom Kane, Knowing the deep interest that you take in the negro race & willed I may say without flattery in all that "are in anywise “distressed, in mind body or estate” I feel that you will not grudge the trouble which it will give you to read the enclosed & to send me such information as you possess on the subject matter of it. The enquiry comes ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I1_p002.jpg) to me from one Glasgow House (I[---]mstown) and the West Indies Committee is a body representing the West Indies Proprietors, once a most powerful body, but now like Samson shorn of their locks and grinding in the Prison House, with the free made Philistines rather inclined to laugh at their misfortunes. The one want in the West Indies Islands is labour. Land they have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I1_p003.jpg) plenty of and Capital they can command, but Labour of the right sort they can't get, unless indeed labourers from Africa can be brought over in the shape of 5 years apprentices. You probably know that the W. Indies proprietors have imported Chinese, [-]ooley, & Madeira labourers, but nothing will answer but the "gennwine "Nigger" and you will see by the enclosed that to get a ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I1_p004.jpg) supply of our black brethren they hint at bounties of acres of Land & free passages to free niggers & even Compensation to Owners if slaves were sent. There is something [---] particularly interesting in this movement on the part of the W Indies body, strange of England which introduced slavery into this Country should afford at least one means of getting rid of it Would not any such movement as that indicated by the enclosed document on the part of England excite jealousy here? "Per[---]d "pronounce". What does the Judge think? ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I1_p005.jpg) When Bessie received your Essay on the Mormons, according to her use and won't when any new book comes, she ran off with it that she might have the first read, then she went off with it to have it bound & the Binder took to [-]ovy to finish his work that I did not get hold of it till last Thursday evening When I sat down to it ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I1_p006.jpg) & finally rose with the Tears in my eyes, and like the Ancient Mariner "I blest him (the Writer) unawares" Your style is delightful just an occasional touch of mannerism to shew that it is you. A great deal of true poetry in your descriptions. The impression on the feelings is like that left by silvery moonlight ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I1_p007.jpg) or sunlight falling through green foliage that "Clear—obscure, which Heaven to gaudy day denies" Did you ever read any of Beckford's (the Author of Vathek) Works? His Portugal and Italy & his Visit to the Monasteries of Alcobaça and Batalha are written with much of your style, by the way he was the father of your friend the Duke of Hamilton's Wife. I wish you would ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I1_p008.jpg) write a book on the besetting sins of these Cities of the U States Extravagance & Frivolity, an elegant Satire might be made to cut to the quick, where Sermons & advice would have no effect With kind regards to your Father & Mother, Bessie & R. P. (who I hope is not killing himself with these intricate legal cares he has on him) I am yours very truly Walter has just got at Columbia College 14 prize in Latin 1st — Mathematical Ac[---]y & 2d in L[-]ger ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I2_p001.jpg) Confidential New York 16th Nov 1850 My dear Tom Kane, After you left yesterday I had a long conversation with Walter, and I am truly glad to say that I am perfectly satisfied that there has been an entire and even ludicrous misapprehension and playing at Cross purposes on both sides, that all that has passed may with perfect credit to both parties, [-]e as utterly forgotten as if ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I2_p002.jpg) it had never happened. I do not return to you Walter's last letter (which however contained nothing offensive) because if I did it would require me to enter into a long written explanation of the whole affair, which I know that you will consider unnecessary after the above expression of my opinion. Among ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I2_p003.jpg) the things I forgot to speak about to you yesterday was the fate of my West Indies queries. Have you heard anything definite on the subject of them? A Southern Man told me two days ago that he believed within the last year that no less than 10.000 able bodied Negroes had been sent from the Northern Slave States ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I2_p004.jpg) to the Southern, principally for Cotton Cultivation, and another person told me that he knew for a fact that between August 1849 & August 1850 nearer 5000 than 4000 slaves had passed through only 2 slave depots in Central Georgia, So that as in Ancient Lyne there seems to be in those U. States, no small traffic in "bodies and souls of men". Ever My dear Tom Kane Very [-]uty your friend T L Kane Esq William Wood ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I3_p001.jpg) [written on the inside flap of the envelope] N.Y. 8 Nov. 1855. I saw [--]ttle [---] waited this morning, she is the dearest little soul so bright & [---] & healthy Your Fathers eyes & a general resemblance to [---] name [---] Mo[---] Bessie well & delightful WmW. [written diagonally along the edge of the envelope] She (Bessie) wants her opera cloak when you come next week— W[---]r ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I3_p002.jpg) Thos. L. Kane Esq Philadelphia [on a stamp] NEW YORK NOV 8 PAID 3 CTS ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I4_p001.jpg) 4 West 18th Street New York 8th Sept 1876 My dear Sir, Yours of 6th inst. received last evening, with its enclosures. His Eminence the Cardinal, is out of Town, but will return early next week, when I will call upon him, and ask for such a Letter Missive as you desire. <1> I fancy that the "vis a tergo," which is going to project you over "the American line into Mexico," is in the Nature of a Coronary drawn by some of your friends, from the Master's in junction, "when "ye are persecuted in one city, "flee ye unto another" Present my respectful ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I4_p002.jpg) Compliments, to my Daughter (your Wife) and to your four descendants, & not only yours, but of the O'Haras, O'Neils, Chal[---]s Carstairs, Scrymgeours Auchiulecks Woods, Fuilays, Buchanans Dennistouns, "that noble princely "& Royal House," whose proud Motto it was, "Kings "Come of us not We of Kings." Yours Sincerely William Wood ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I5_p001_EmS5utr.jpg) [written in portrait direction] Dates Smethport May 11 date of Letter to W. W. offering property [-] 9.832 JW W. can consult the Copy which was Made[-] [---]er cover to JW. Wood Saturday July. 14. 3h. 40 P. M. J. Walter Wood arrived 4 July 11 K'o Offer in Letter Accepted! K. b[---] When [--] 'c none, [-] settle. W. W. Cla[---] &c ([three tally marks crossed out]) Modifications of Contract as follows: (A) July 15 Date of K's Deed for H[---] Property JWW.'s Claim of interest [---] all wood at [---] up to $ See [---] of EDW. revised by J. Walter. (B.) Makes T. [---] 2 D[---] ow[-] $ 14 00 (C.) (A) J. W. Wood pays hands employed.—except [---]'s Act. $ Bal. $ [written in landscape direction] K's mem[---]. (An essential feature of all this [---] action is that W. W. [illegible deletion] those who come after him are to be merciful to my [---] settlers and that they are to [---] as far as they can the [---] [---] which [---] [---] but [---] and) [---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I5_p002_NVDLpJH.jpg) 48 [-] (5 Offer [--]ker to W. W. not [---] ac[---] July 11. Concluded to delay final offer until consultation with E. D. W. arrived at K. Summit July 11. 8. P. M, (3 ho. 20 ms on the road) E. D. W. too sick to counsel July 12. E. D. W. Aye! But wait until arrival of mail, if no better prospect of funds, from Philada. Clear as to the inadvisibility as well as under present circumstances (St. R.) the impropriety of dealings with State Road contractor. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I5_p003_SlCF4mb.jpg) July 12th. Letter mailed to W. W. from Kane I offer you the following property including as you will observe a number of farms on the Main Road from Kane to the Cru[-]ty Deat. (which are incumbered by [-]nelu[-]h arr[---] of [---]ts on Village, [--]ts [illegible deletion] Note Put in M[---] including [illegible deletion] Hotel also that har[--]ls—will he [---] to no Liquor for $21.000 21.000 12.170 9.799 including 11.207 880 or deducting your advances correction either ($8811) or 11.201 through Bessie $9.832. If you want me to say so in writing. I repeat my assurance that this ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I5_p004_3obyTD3.jpg) will be a good investment. and you are perfectly welcome to provide in will But if it turns out badly your [intelligible deletion] daughter shall be made to suffer for it. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS4_B11_F2_I5_p005_rsZyqPp.jpg) [written in portrait direction] Dates [-]melhport May July 11 date of Letter to W. W. offering property [-] 9.832 JW.W. can consult the Copy [---] Copy him (for date see post mark which was mailed under cover to JW. Wood Saturday July. 14. 3h. 40 P. M. J. Walter Wood arrived 4 July 11 K'o Offer in Letter Accepted! K. bo[---]d When m K 'c none, t settle. W. W (—) Modifications of Contract as follows: (A) July 15 Date of K's Deed for House Property JWW's Claim of interest [---] allowed at runs up to $ See Figures of E.D.W. revised by J. Walter. (B.) Makes T. [---] 2 Dents [---] $1400 (?) (A) J. W. Wood pays hands employed.—except daughter's act. Bal. [written in landscape direction] K's memorandum. An essential feature of all this transaction is that W.W [illegible deletion] those who came after him are to be merciful to my poor S[---] settlers and that they are to [---] as far as they can the bounds [--]ther which [---]th[---] may [---] and [---]ed. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I10_p001.jpg) I have received Tom's letter, [-]nd will answer his law [-]uestions in time for his [-]eturn from the woods. For the present; thermo- meter outside at 30.°, and all windows and doors shut to keep out the ghost of a breeze that we suppose to be among the treetops, writing is an impossibility. We have begun, and only be- gun the building. It was too hot for work. Good night, to all of you, J. K. K. 11 P. M. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I11_p001.jpg) Monda Tuesday 25 Aug. 1857 Dear Tom, Your letter of Monday, the 17th comes to hand eight days after date. I can add nothing to my letter of last night however, except to enclose the Jones letter which J. P. G. omitted to put under the envelope. Of partnerships beware! Especially of partnership with those who living near the ground have better means of knowledge than yourself. A hundred for one, your partner will be inte- rested secretly in every good bargain that is made by the dealers with the firm. The news of the morning from Europe is infavourable to financial recuperation or even repose. A Ten Million ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I11_p002.jpg) Government Loan for the acting of the East India Co. seems seems to say, that the expenses of the war are to be borne from the Home Exchequer, at least in the first instance. The hope has been on change that the campaign was to pay for it- self by plunder and squee- zings, and that the export of silver which has been con- tributing to keep money dear would stop with the stop- ping of trade.—Add to this that the Atlantic tele- graph is about to make Lon- don and New York vibrate like the nodes of a monochord, and you understand the effect of the news of the proposed loan. Yet our crops are pro- mising; and if our importers could learn wisdom without graduating in the school of bankruptcy, two years would pay off our balances. Eighteen months or two years more would swell the tide of specula ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I11_p003.jpg) tion, as it always swells when money is worth six per cent and no more. But it is well worth 12 now. The best ground rents and the very best mort- gages can be bought at 10 p. c. discount. Wilcox's mortgage to Jones ought not to be sale- able, if the land were in Dela- ware county, for more than principal $3600. less 15 p. c. 540. $3060 supposing the property ade- quate to pay the debt.— I have been selling groundrents for Mr. Greig at that rate.— Now in calculating the cost of your investments this high value of money must be an important element. First; it makes it more difficult for you to carry a debt, for you will in the end have to pay for your money what it is really worth. Second; it fixes the standard of relative values. A debt at 6 p. c. compounds itself in something over 12 years: one at 12 p. c. in six. Add to this your taxes, supervision, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I11_p004.jpg) journeyings &c., and you have your real outlay, which you have to compare with the cost of other investments that are accessible.— Goodbye— J. K. K[--]e ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I12_p001.jpg) Dear Tom, The Gale seems to have lulled in New York, or at least the newspapers say so,— but it is clear to me that the credit of railroad and land speculations has received a staggering, almost a death- blow. In the present aspect of the market, purchases to any further extent would be madness.— I have avoided seeing Mr. Mercer; for I did not wish to embarass you by my conversations with him. As a sane man, I know he would be glad to draw back while it may be your policy to prevent him. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I12_p002.jpg) [written in portrait direction] Pat & Ben left us y[-] terday for Wenton Falls a[-] passing a night with u[-] They will be back within ten days.— Cave! Cave! et Vale! J. K. K. Friday night 28 Aug. [written in landscape direction] Mos. L. Kane Esq. Mrs. Bessie, Many thanks for the foreman. It would delight the fellow-members of the Schuyl- kill Rose. I mailed the Gallic acid on Wed- [bottom line cut off] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I12_p003.jpg) [written in landscape direction] Mos. L. Kane Esq. Mrs. Bessie, Many thanks for the foreman. It would delight the fellow-members of the Schuyl- kill Rose. I mailed the Gallic acid on Wed- [bottom line cut off] [written in portrait direction] Pat & Ben left us y[-] terday for Wenton Falls a[-] passing a night with u[-] They will be back within ten days.— Cave! Cave! et Vale! J. K. K. Friday night 28 Aug. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I13_p001.jpg) Dear Tom I know you are as anxious to hear from me a- bout the policy of doing as I am to hear from you what you have done. But I have been kept out of town today by the cares of the building and a dose of physick, and I have nothing therefore to add but conjectures. I do not put faith in the modified tone of the Herald and the sedate tone of the other N. Y. papers. The blow has come before its time, I think; owing to the excessive indiscretion of some at the West and others who trusted them. It has approaching, sometimes almost impending, for years; and prudence might to some [-]xtent have averted it alto- gether, that is to say, have limited its range. But it has been pre- cipitated by mad speculations and its offspring what of integrity; and we have it. The New York ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I13_p002.jpg) Editors,—even Bennett, who for some reason or other was wishing for the crisis,—are seated. The Tribune is emba- rassed,—Mc. Elrath has broke and nominally sold out,—; The Times is a stock concern; —and so is the Express;—and no doubt, all who do not feel for themselves fear to some extent the reproaches of others. This I understand to be the explana- tion of the N. Y. paper writers. But the thing is not over. Philad. np to last night had not begun to yield to the break- ing process; and may not be forced to, for some time to come at least. Yet her day can hardly be averted altogether. Profits, [--]ch slow pay from customers, will not stand 18 p.c. interest a year. Our banks will as matter of course curtail more than ever, with a view of keeping clear of whatever may come to N. Y., —Money in the street will go up still higher.—[--]ilares must follow. All this however is secon- dary. From this hour, the spirit ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I13_p003.jpg) of speculation investment sleeps. It gives way before any thing else. No man speculates on a falling market: the sagacious only when the market has fallen: the mass when it is rising. S. [-]E., E. &[---], go into a five years repose.— So I think:—I may be mistaken:—but so I think; and so I counsel.— Laying or beginning to lay the first floor or joists today. Your little room half plastered, first coat: tow coats to follow: painters, paperers, & finishing carpenters, after all that. Mother well— God bless you all. J. K. K. Saturday P. M. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I14_p001.jpg) Monday night 10 o'clock My dear Bessie, Thanks for the joint let- ter [-]rom you & Tom. Letters are so long [-]n reaching you, that it seems playing at cross purposes to make any a[--]angement by mail—so I am glad I went to day and resigned Mrs. Picots rooms, & shall now wait patient- ly for your decision as to Miss Davy for I see no prospect of your getting in [--] Fern Rock, and according to my notion Mrs. Davy's is far preferable to staying any longer in Mc. Kean County—but you & Tom must decide that question yourselves. My plan would be to come here 'bag & baggage" deposit superfluous clothing & have your rooms engaged with Miss Davy ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I14_p002.jpg) and ride over taking one servant to attend to the children & leaving the other at work on the luggage here. You can come over daily to take over necessary garments, bringing your soiled clothes &—& as soon as you can be received with safety come home. I hope the above is intelligible but I have a sad headache the result of a worrying day in town. Saturday & yesterday I could not get in to see Aunt Julia—I found things just as Sister described—Beckie really ill in bed, Bessie with convulsions and faintings, and Julia overwhelm- ed by the morning's intelligence of Ms. Smith's death. I had some dif- ficulty in persuading her to come out with Julia & Eddy (Tom goes home tomorrow) to dine with me tomorrow and I should despair of seeing her if Sister Helen was not to bring her by Laurel Hill. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I14_p003.jpg) Dear Tom, Your half sheet of Wed- nesday, that was enveloped with Bessie's, has relieved my mind a good deal. The 800 acres can be carried well enough till times brighten; but it is well not to do more while things are as they are. New York has suffered heavily: so has Cincinnati: so Buffalo, Rochester, and some of the Yankee towns, Philadelphia stands firm, with no failures, and but little increase of pressure on the Mar- ket. Our people indeed have been taking in their light sails for now some three years, and profess to be snug in consequence. Yet we have a large outstanding capital in unproductive investments, and with all our professions are suf- fering in consequence. We must have our failures too before things begin to be prosperous again, but they do not seem to be coming just now. Our last letter from dear John sorrows us. He has over- tasked his eyes, and has suffer- ed so much that Be[-]lard has made him give up books h[--]- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I14_p004.jpg) pitals and the pen. He spea[-] of being better soon, but ad- mits that it has already been on him more than a week, a[-] he is evidently downhearted. J. K. K. Tuesday Morng 1 Sept. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I15_p001.jpg) Fern Rock, Saturday morng. Sept. 1, 1857. I carried your letter, dear [-]om, to Mr. Mercer. It gratified in much. Indeed it was well one of you, and he appreciated all the more as it came to him the darkest day that commer- ial credit has known in Philadel- [-]hia for many years. The fai- [-]ures among the railroad iron, [-]nd railroad bond operators, Reeves Buck, Stephen Colwell, the Balsto [-]ichards, Odenheimer, Spangler &c., [-]ll of which were directly referrable the same causes which have [-]esolated so many elsewhere,— [-]hese, it was said yesterday, were be followed at 3 o'clock by a [-]oupe of others more remotely con- [-]ected with their operations. A [-]ery large Silk house was spoken [-] in that wretchedly mysterious [---] not designating an individual [---] therefore harming a whole [---] that must almost ensure [---] truth of the story in reference somebody, Morris Hallowell per- [-]aps, or the Davises. Tucker Camp- [-]ll told me, he had laboured [-]ssiduously to raise $20,000 for ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I15_p002.jpg) a client on unencumbered real estate worth $250, to $300,000., and without suc- cess, though he proferred any rate of interest that a lender might choose to ask. John A. Brown, he said, had assisted him in the work, but said at last he did not believe there was that much money in Phila- delphia. People seemed to me frantic with fear. No man was willing to cash his own note on any terms of discount, lest he might want the means of averting some possible peril, possible though unforeseen. Childs had cashed the note you left with me, soon after you went back to Elk Co., and I had paid Fisher and taken the deed in your name: You hold the land as trustee. The balance, something less than $1000., goes to the Building fund. Childs' other notes will be unavailable till they mature.—Things look dark, and they will be darker yet; but the crisis is not to be a protracted one like those I have been heretofore, and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I15_p003.jpg) confidence will not be so slow in returning. Then the Banks, ei- ther sympathizing or sharing or both in the weakness of the trading commu- nity, suspended payments, and so enabled people to discharge debts in the vitiated and more abundant curren- cy that followed. I remember what a relief it was as money (for so it was still called,) became more plenty. But the more plentiful it became, the greater and more diffused was the disposi- tion to speculate; and this reacting on the banks, they lent more and more largely, and their paper became more and more depreciated. At last came the necessity of preparing to resume specie payments. Men began to refuse banknotes that were 10 & 15 & 20 p. c. below par, and to claim coin,—suits were multiplied on banknotes before Justices of the Peace and constables insisted on silver and gold,—the more staunch banks and the more jealous began to refuse the notes of the weaker on deposit, or else to pay them out at the counter in lieu of their own. The necessity of contracting discounts and withdraw- ing currency in anticipation of a resumption was apparent every where. Money became scarcer than ever. Debts contracted in depreciated pa- per were to be paid in a better cur- rency: and long before we reached a specie standard, failures began ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I15_p004.jpg) to abound. Week after week, and month after month, and even year after year, the screwing process went on. Enterprize and Credit and even Hope died out by inches; and long after it was over, and we had spe- cie times and prices back again, capi- tal was afraid to trust itself out of doors. Distrust had become the nor- mal state.—But not so now. The Banks will not break. Those of Phil's are snug, the N. Y. ones are saving themselves by pushing their debtors off the plank. What mu[-]t be will be soon. A short shrift and a short rope;—and all who escape will know that the hanging is over. I still think, and I told Mr. Mer- cer so, that by next spring we shall see the red sky in the east. A long lecture on financial economy, dear Bessie, which has no interest for you and other real economists. I have room for another topic.— I think it looks as if by pos- sibility the plasterers may evaluate the 2d. story tonight. Our walls, counting from the kitchen floor to the Eaves, are very nearly two thirds up:—three weeks more & the stone masons ought to leave us:—and the middle of October should see us under roof. Bessie K. & Pal have expelled the healed air arrangements from the breakfast room (cidevant library), and it is to exalt in an open wood fire ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I15_p005.jpg) THE FAILURES LAST WEEK, &c. &c. &c. SUSPENSIONS, FAILURES, ASSIGNMENTS. [From the Independent, Sept. 10.] The following are the reported failures, assignments, &c., for the week:— Daniel W. King, Suffield, Conn., failed. Saroni & Goodheim, Boston, Mass., suspended. Alden & Curtiss, shoes, Boston, Mass., suspended—offer seventy five cents. Daniel Coolidge, Lowell, Mass., failed. Pebbles & Clark, Natick, Mass., failed. John M. Brown, St. Albans, Vt., failed. Acker & Harris, New York city, suspended; liabilities very large. L. & V. Kirby & Co., dry goods, New York city, sus pended, with liabilities of $500,000, and nominal assets of about $800,000. Coffin & Haydock, auctioneers, New York city, sus pended. Tuttle, Cutting & Co., produce, New York city, sus- pended. Bates, Griffin & Livermore, produce, New York city, suspended. D. C. & E. Healy, merchants, New York city, sus- pended. Stillman, Allen & Co., iron works, New York city, sus- pended. D. J. & Geo. J. Levy, clothing, New York city, failed and assigned. Robertson, Hudson & Pulliam, dry goods, New York city, suspended. J. H. Cotton & Co., New York city, suspended; liabili- ties, $250,000, assets, $525,000; will doubtless resume at once. Starling & McCullok, produce, New York city, sus- pended. Peter Gassner, carpets, New York city, suspended; lia- bilities about $250,000. Bailey & Brothers, carpets, New York city, failed and assigned. Browning, Stewart & Allen, shoes, New York city, sus- pended. Marks Berliner, clothing, New York city, failed. Cohen & Good, cloths, New York city, failed. Lane & Porter, dry goods, New York city, failed. Lyons & Jones, dry goods, New York city, sold out and assigned. Jared W. Graves, grocer, New York city, suspended. James De Gray & Co., New York city, suspended, but will probably resume. Osterberg Brothers, New York city, suspended. Book & Co., New York city, suspended. J. Ullman & Sons, fancy goods, New York city, failed and assigned to Bondy Bro. & Co. Wardell & Pease, New York city, suspended. Richard Marsh, books, New York city, failed. Alexander & Bauer, New York city, failed and as- signed. Philip Adams, fancy goods, New York city, failed and assigned. William Pearson & Co., coal, Brooklyn, N. Y., sus- pended. Oliver Lee & Co.'s Bank, Buffalo, N. Y., suspended. William Foote & Co., Buffalo, N. Y., suspended. Niles & Kinney, Buffalo, N. Y., reported suspended. H. Jones, Dansville, N. Y., assigned. Fitzhugh & Littlejohn, Oswego, N.Y., reported sus- pended. Pratt & Allen, Buffalo, N. Y., assigned. Williams, Tanner & Co, Buffalo, N. Y., suspended. M. H. Dale, Cuylersville, N. Y., assigned. E F. Folger & Co., Buffalo, N. Y., suspended. John M. Odenheimer, coal lands, Philadelphia, sus- pended; liabilities said $400,000. Colwell & Co., iron, Philadelphia, suspended; liabilities large. McBride & Brothers, cotton, Philadelphia, failed. Rex & Co., brokers, Philadelphia, failed. Christian E Spangler, coal, Philadelphia, suspended; lia- bilities large, with good surplus. George P. Evans, Philadelphia, suspended; liabilities about $100,000 William R. Back & Co., cotton, Philadelphia, failed. Richards & Brothers, glass, Philadelphia, failed. Edward T. Mott, crockery, Philadelphia, suspended. Smith & Barton, ——, Boone county, Penn, reported suspended and left. John Waugh, Potsville, Penn, suspended. John F. Gebhart, Maytown, Penn, failed. Chapin & Osborne, Pittsfield, Penn., suspended. Heifrich & Fisher, Kutztown, Penn., failed; liabilities said $40,000. I. F. Bruce, Lock Haven, Penn, failed and left the place. Withington & Eastman, sugar and molas[-]e[-], Baltimore, failed for large amount. I. T. Schamwald, Wilmington, N. C., assigned. William Elden, Portsmouth, Ohio, asking an extension. Webb & Davidson, Decatur, Ill., "sold out." Loomis, Abbott & Chapman, Chicago, Ill., assigned to Bottsford & Wheeler. E. R. Sweezer, Port Huron, Mich., assigned. I. N. Pendleton & Son, Marshall, Mich., assigned to Preston Mitchell. A. F. McKenzie, Adrian, Mich., sold out. S[-]gler & Gillett, Adrian, Mich., failed and assigned. Adler & Shiff, Milwaukie, Wis., failed and assigned. Weil & Hershberg, Milwaukie, Wis., failed. Newton & Kean, Fort Des Moines, Iowa, assigned. SUSPENSION OF THE BANK OF NEW JERSEY ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I16_p001.jpg) Dear Tom, Aunt Julia has [-]ome, and with Aunt [-]tterson and three of Aunt [-]ulia's children, makes up [-]r day's company. I am [-]yself suffering for the [-]st few days with a queer [-]ain in my right Eye, which [-]as this morning, defined [-]self I think in some mor- [-]'d affection or the bone be- [-]w it; for the which I am [-]ing off to see Betton. It no great things, but on whole somewhat pain- [-]l. Meanwhile, having [-] through the ceremonial [-]hings, I have slid up to writing table in the second ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I16_p002.jpg) story, - and I am killing the time till William finish- es his dinner and harnessing, and wicyhal relieving my- self from an un[---]iling effort at conversation between a querulous and a deaf, by scribbling off some lines to you. Don't think I am sick how- ever, though I am a little cross with this ever-banging pain in my jaw or my cheek or my eye or all of them toge- ther, (Heaven knows which, - yet it is not [-]cu[-]algie, but villanously connected with a nasty exudation into my nos- tril and mouth,);- for indeed I am bodily very well. Fanny Butler came to see me this morning with one of the young sisters. She does not come to us till October; her arrangements - dear well- bred girl. not allowing her to do so ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I16_p003.jpg) do so Earlier;—:—She looks, I think, rather thin, and tells us that Sally is not happy or well at Nahant;—that Lizzie Clark, who used to be the life of the scene there, is a saddened ghost since her father's failure. Her father, dear Tom, one of the innominates of the crisis in Wall Street, has some for the time to that Purgato- ry, which no man comes back from, till he has settled his bal- ances at the Broker's Board,— —Evening. I have been at Betton's, and met Dr. Carson there. They comfort me by the assurance, that I shall be well when Gardette has drawn a couple of my well serrated bi- cuspids. A comfort in the al- ternative for tomorrow between the dentist and the undertaker? For tomorrow we go in to poor Tom Smith's funeral. His disease was much as we under- stood it; and he died, knowing ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I16_p004.jpg) what was to come. He gathered all he loved around him a week ago, bade them all goodbye, signed his will, and that the outer door. His funeral is for tomorrow at 2. He leaves his widow and her tribe of children comfortable, for such is the phrase. I have nothing to add about finance since my P. J. of this mor- ning. The nervous are alarmed; the speculatives silent; the wise, that is to say the men, waiting for what the hour may bring forth,— which hour, for those who can bide the time, means the next five years. So much for my twilight writing; the company having all gone. If the lamp burns bright- ly, and my jaw does not ache too much, I may keep myself awake by a post script. Light fading—Good bye J. K. K 1 Sept.—'5[-] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I16_p005.jpg) Tuesday night, 10 o'clk. My dear Tom, If I can keep my eyes open, I will deface these blank pages your father has left by mistaking two sheets for one. At nine he was comfortably fixed in bed; I gave him two blue pills by Dr. Betton's order, & as he seems to be sleeping very sweetly I hope his teeth will not be removed to morrow & he will be able to go with me to Mr. Smith's fune- ral. Poor Aunt Julia had been to Elisha's grave this morning, she does not think she will come here again, she has limit- ed herself to a fortnight's visit & the day here will satisfy her, as "she has seen the spot where Elisha rests—all his toils over now." She was the image of woe, and I felt it a reproach to me, who talked to her of him with a smiling face, as if blessing his Heavenly Father for taking him to his rest. Her son Tom did not start to day and came out in the cars like a good fellow to spend the day with us—he certainly is a gentleman in manner & appearance. He told me he wished to go to Texas in the fall but his Mother was so opposed to it he did not think he could carry out his plan. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I16_p006.jpg) She asked your Father what she should do?—He said I never oppose my sons when they form plans for their future well doing I promote their departure. She leaves Julia for education, I expect at Aunt Ann's but cannot tell. What do you think of my Mrs. Davy scheme— if you carry it into execution, I would like Jane Nelson to be left here with Harry, if Jane Pickett can nurse Elisha well enough to keep Bessie's mind easy. A letter from Patterson says he & Bessie are quietly enjoying Trenton Falls & are in no hurry to return & I am glad they are out of this comfortless house at present. Things are brightening however and I begin to hope October may find you all at home in comfort. I am trembling for fear my servants room is another failure, I cannot believe in its size, the windows are small far from the ground, and if it is more than a cellar I cannot see it now. But your Father can argue "black is white" so I have long ago given up the point & submit [-] have time prove who is correct in the case. Too tired to add more than love to Charltte and Bessie, a kiss to the babies & kind re- gards to the servants. Ever yr. fond Mother J. D. L. Kane. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I17_p001.jpg) Thursday Night Sept. 3, 1857. (I date my letter: I came [-]ear Tom, near forgetting to do so.) Your letter, with a memo- [-]andum note inside, both without [-]ate, and without dated postmark, [-]companied by Bessie W's letter to [-]ssie K., also without date or dated [--]stmark, came to us this evening). [-]llulating mail times, they were [-]obably all of them written on the [-]th, 28th, or 29th of August. My tele- [-]aphie dispatch of last thursday, [-]27th, had evidently not reached [-]u. The dispatch was merely [-]utionary, and your letter [-]ows that it was not necessary. [-] was sent in the first breakout [-] the New York alarm: my mail [-]ter of the same date explained .—All this because the [-]spatch may have missed you, [-]d you may hear of it on its [-]vels before you know its contents. Philad [-] still holds up brave. We have no failures of note; [-]d Lejée, who is excellent autho- [-]y, tells me we shall not suffer [-]ch from the desolations out- [-]de. The Great Metropolis, its [-]ociates and dependents, Buffa- [-] Rochester, Cincinnati, New Haven, [---] Jersey, and so far as I can the entire region of Isms, have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I17_p002.jpg) been sorely dealt with. Each Beebes & Co., the bullionists, who have a desk at our Mint to help them along in their California & coinage transactions,—admirable business men, and trustworthy, the very last men I should have looked for among the speculators in Stock and Lands,—have gone ashore. But stand it as the drab provincial city may, it must have lost or be losing heavily by the remoter consequences of so many great failures: And it must be a considerable time before funds will volunteer again for magnificent railroads and alternate sections of lands adjoi- ning them.—Courage yet!— I have lived through too many financial storms, not to place reliance on the bow in the West. It will clear up after a while, for those who can live till the time comes. And in our coun- try, that time is never long a coming. The End of the Revolutions; the beginning of this century; (Mr. L[-]per used to talk of these,—) the close of the war with England, when we were beginning to think ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I17_p003.jpg) of paying our paper debts with coin; —(it is just that, dear Tom, that portends and brings about financial revulsion in states as well as fami- lies:—) the 1833 to 1840, when the banks were rocking and shattering and engulfed;—and now the 1854 to 1857—(? 1858)—when the railroads cumpertinentiis are consummating their analogies to the banks of the gene- ration before, them,—for in 1817 and 1835, and I believe in 1785 and 1801, lands rose to fabulous prices as they have done in 1854-5,—All these have had their cassandras, and yet the Great City was built after them . The cycle has no ending: Sa turn's snake never swallows more than it's tail.— So much for the senile reflex- ions to which your letter incites me.—I am at the tea table, with Mother and John G. writing to poor John at Paris, after a long day spent by all of us in town,—Mother with the widows, I at the Blindboard and with M. Reniers and Alack! M. Gardette. The last named of these worthier pro- mises to gouge me out tomorrow, and to give me a sweeter breath in a week. M. Reniers in two hours has chiselled off the [--]der portions of Elisha's bust, and made it ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I17_p004.jpg) more like because more refined and artistic. The Blind Board as usual did a power of Work; and, having before called for the payment of some of its investments, all 6 p. c. mortgages, conclud[-]d to day to let them stand till [-]he smoke from New York blows away. Besides which, at my instan[-]e, they gave the cold shoulder to a project from the N. Y. Institution, backed by a recommendation from a Convention of blind teachers, to substitute the Alphabetical not[-]tion of Music for the Old times and lots that are used by musicians that who can see:—I preached to t[-]em the sermon of 25 years ago, in f[-]vour of keeping for the blind all t[--]se symbols which are convention[-]l with the rest of the World.— And so the day has gone. The house, dear Bessie, is going on slowly, but resignedly. The first floor of joists is laid, and the rough walls are up to the sills of the first story windows. In all September, it will be ready for the roof; by the 3d week of Octo- ber, or it may be Nov. 1, the plaster- ers will come with their dirt, and (if the Great Architect permits) the new rooms will be habitable for the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I17_p005.jpg) 5. [-]rdy and strong by the coming in [-] the New Year. Ad interim; Tom's [-]ndy and my old library will [-]pl[-]stered next week, and in [-]e week more painted & papered. [-]n this comes, the furniture that [---] stacks the chambers can be [-]wed away, and we can offer [-] a refuge. - If you would like [-] come sooner, say before the 18/20 [-]ptember, (as we shall be most [-]d to have you, for indeed we long [---] you and the toodlewaddles,—) the [-]s, Davy, scheme at kesher's lane is perfectly feasible one.— [-] dear Bessie, Thursday night Your Father hands me this [-]heet at 10 o'clk. To fill after a day as [---]ows—off in the 20 min. 8 train—search- [-] Front St. from Spruce to Walnut for Mrs. Mor- [-] who told me she was at the Waverly [-]se in Front below Walnut—found her at [-]st in the Wyoming House is Walnut above [-]ont—She is coming out to morrow to see if [-]room over Se[--]is Icehouse will suit her pur- [-]es while Morton is away. From trance to [-]e A[--]da's, that to Aunt Patterson's to say [-] bye to Aunt Julia who was starting to Aunt [-]n's intending now to make the residue of [-] visit at Greenwood. (Beckie was better [-]day, but was so ill yesterday Robert could ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I17_p006.jpg) not go to Mr. Smith's funeral.) I then went to the asylum & as my visiting week begins to day I managed to make the tour of the house before the meeting be- gan. When it closed I went to dine with Cousin Mary that I might get home [---] H. to my great joy your Father came in and made an excellent meal of curried c[-]icken the first morsel I have seen him enjoy for a week. (Cousin Mary seems to think you ought all to be at home now—indeed they all make affectionate enquiries after you & babies) After dinner he escorted with my green bag & basket to Omnibus & went himself to the Blind Institution. When I come home I went to Branch Town to look at S[----] room—fear it will not answer but Mrs. Morton comes out to decide for herself in the morning. When I came back I took the [-]ouse of the premises, garden [-]an closet, pig pen &—then wrote to John & J. P. G & yr. Father came in the late train. Tea revived me but still I am more fit for bed than writing. Charlottes letter has been answered already in so many points I will day nothing more unless I hear you will not come to ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I17_p007.jpg) Mrs. Davy but rest where you are till October—not a good plan in my opinion. We could only squeeze in Jane Nelly & Harry had we the stable roomTom might come but it is full of carpenters four. We were at Mr. Smith's funeral poor Lizzie bore up admirably—Sister Eliza looked sad indeed—asked "if she was not tried in the furnace of affliction." Mary, Martha & [---] [---] husbands all there—little Nancy well again Martha told me—kind Miss Betsey presiding—waited on us at a well filled table of cold meat,—The funeral never moved till 4. instead of 3—so we did not turn into the the road to Ridley Church but proceeded direct to town by Chester Road. Mr. Smith took leave of all his family & relatives on Sunday, died peacefully & in full trust of a glorious resurrection. Your Aunt Ann happened to go down a Sunday afternoon & said she esteemed it a privilege to witness such a death bed scene. Pleasant letter from Bessie to day—no one but Mr. & Mrs Hicks at Trenton Falls & they will be so sorry to leave there. I do so long to see the children & all of you Charlotte included—good night yr. sleepy Mother. J. D. L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I18_p001.jpg) Dear Tom, It is hardly necessary reply now to your letter [-]at came this morning with [-] Smithport postmark of the [-] Sept., for you understand for this all that my telegraph [-]ant. I did not know [-]ith certainty how far you [-]d gone or might be going, [-]d I thought it right that [-]n should have a caution [-] anticipation of the Mail [--] you have already under- [-]ood all this. I met Merrick today, [-]d he agreed with me that S. L E. public meeting was [-]stponed for the present by [-] calamities of New York. He ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I18_p002.jpg) thought however, and I think so too, that if our Community continues to stand as it has done, the prospect for our Penna. Securities of the better sort will be rather improved tha[-] injured by the late ex- plosions. The cormorants of Wall St. have for months past been engrossing all the floating cash by their inordi- nate proffers: they out of the market, money must find other borrowers who are wil- ling to take at a lower a[-]io. This is all true: I have heard it before in similar crises:— but it takes time to renew the confidence of capitalists in the permanency of anything;— besides, when 18 p.c. has been the current price, ignorance i. e. capital rel[-]cts at accepting ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I18_p003.jpg) G; and it is only after a longing hope for renewed embarassments, [---]t it consents to lend at peace prices:—And still besides;— Mr. Merrick' hopes rest on the no- tion that lending capitalists will hereafter distinguish accurately between a Railroad that has suspended and a Railroad that has never begun to pay.— Wherefore, dear Tom, holding your 5 or 6,000 $ investments, or peradventure permitting Mr. Mercer to put in his $1000. along- side of you,—rest on your oars. We have no further news of that & Ben. They are enjoy- ing themselves mightily at Tren- ton Falls.—Mr. & Mrs. Hicks are their companions. The Walls have risen some inches today. But the progress has been renewed in your study and my library; and we have still the same hopes as when I wrote last night.—But Mother ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I18_p004.jpg) myself are anxious both of no that you should not delay your return because of any question connected with the House. It may be that [illegible smudge] shall be able to bestow you, come when you may; and if not, the Mrs. Davy resort is an open one and by no means a bad one for a few days. Let us know how- ever before you set out; and if you in your wisdom think of witching the world on your way down with your horsemanship on [-]rank, let us know in time to send up an escort for the gals and the younguns. Alonzo [-]ile[--] has been elected a Director of the Sun[---] SE.; Tom's friend, says [---] More over, the question of Route has been made an open one; the most liberal land bidders are to have the road: so says the same Authority. Kisses all round, even to the Toodlewaddles and [-]ot. - Friday night 4 Sept. 1859. J.K.K. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I19_p001.jpg) [-]ear Tom, I have recieved [-]our letter in pencil, and [-]ould be glad if I could [-]nswer the different ques- [--]ons it proposes. But in truth, I do [-]ot understand the topics [-]hey refer to, and I should [-]o have probably by attempt. [-]ng to discuss them with [-]tars. My own decided [-]mpression is that you had [-]etter return to Philad., [-]nd see how things stand here [-]efore any definite action [-]mong the lends. I do not [-]elieve, that, unless under [-]ome new stimulus, there [-]uled be at this time a sale considerable amount as $10. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I19_p002.jpg) $10., - perhaps not at $8.- There is no disposition any- where to buy, - and a good deal I apprehend to sell. Dahlsea's report will give the earliest chance of sales, and may make them easier at $15. Than they would now be at $6.- I would be cautious therefore of any new invest- ment, unless under the very clearest view of policy. I do not feel assured that we could realize at this moment, and the signs of the market conbi[---] to indicate coming pressure. How would it do for you to come home, - put Bessie & Harriet under charge of [-]era Rock, - (there is no more exquisite climate than we have had there for the last fortnight--I sign the Marshal's accounts, for he has not a dollar, and is worried ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I19_p003.jpg) worried by jurors & witnesses, - see cresson & [-]raley, and - en - lighten me, - and then go back to the mountains if you think it worth while. I do not my- self see that you ought to be [-]iling & [--]poring yourself as you are doing, for people, not one of whom except myself will appreciate your motives or give you the cheap reward of their thanks. At any rate, a colloquy here will be worth ten times more than the cost of travel: - I can do nothing safely in my present ignorance. Elisha writes gloomily, - tendency to fever as night still, but rather mending on the whole: Pat has not returned, but we look for him tonight. Bessie's letter: that came yesterday, and a blundering story of Uncle Bill's about a [illegible] [illegible] from you announcing that you would be here today have made Fern Rock all ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I19_p004.jpg) all astir with welcome. Your bed is sheeted, and fresh flowers are on the man tel. Disappointment all round when it is found you are not coming! Our Grand Jury organi- zes on Monday, and Petty Jury, on 15th. Love Love & God bless you J. K. K. Friday morng 5 Sept. '56. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p001.jpg) November 22nd My dear Tom I have not written to you since the eleventh, although I had material enough to sup- ply a dozen letters. The ordinary round of the school incidents has been quite broken in upon by the interest Eliza Anthony has excited in more persons than we desired. As I wrote in my last, Miss Wilson came to tell us on Saturday the 11th that Eliza had run away. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p002.jpg) On Monday morning the 13th Tom and I went down to the school to hear if there were any news of her. No, none. One of the children said she had seen her going to school on Sunday with Mr More the missionary. We accordingly went to the "Ladies City Mission" school to look for him, but it was shut up. Then Tom told me he would go down town, make an affidavit, get a policeman, and get the child from Kate if possible. We were passing the Hospital, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p003.jpg) when I cried out "Why, I do believe that is Eliza," pointing at the same time to the taller of two little girls who just then stopped to peer in at the entrance-lodge. Tom could not believe it at first, but it really was she, and we went up, and caught her. The other flew off, never stopping till she was out of sight; and we walked off, our little prisoner between us. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p004.jpg) Poor little thing! She denied stoutly that Kate was anything but one of the "salt of the earth." We went first to the school in order to see if Miss Wilson knew where the "Children's Home was. She asked Eliza reproach- fully why she had left her? Then the poor wee thing broke down, and sobbed so piteously! We took her to the "Home," and there left her—"all forlorn". On a Mrs Demery called who proposed to adopt Eliza. She could not give a definite answer until ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p005.jpg) Thursday. We were much pleased with her appearance. I do not remember anything of importance till Saturday the 18th. Then two very ill- looking men called on Tom, whom I saw in his absence. They said they came to see about E. A. One of them (Mr Moore) had been appointed guardian, and disapproved of our sending her to Mrs Demery, of whom he had a bad opinion. Begging him to remember that he had a b recommended Mrs Demery to us himself, I ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p006.jpg) I told him he might call on Monday to see Tom. I told Tom when he came home. All that afternoon, and all Sunday he worked trying to counteract the doings of these men. Dreadful things came out. Boyle, one of the two, had called on the Demery's, and offered them a handsome child for five dollars. Moore his co-partner came, hearing that we had promised Eliza to them, to get the money. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p007.jpg) As all his hints were vain he expressed himself moved by the Spirit, and begged to be allowed to unite with Mrs Demery in prayer, and uttered a “very fervent out- pouring”, in the course of which he hinted for the money. You remember that Miss Wilson told him on Friday that Eliza had run away. He promised to see her, which he did that evening at Kate's where he left her, and never came near Miss Wilson. He ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p008.jpg) supposed that she was still with Kate where he could keep her till he got a good bid for her, until Friday afternoon, when he heard in the course of conversation, that the child had been put by us in the Home, and was safe from that "Man of God" (as he would doubtless call himself) for the present. The very next day he went down to the Orphan's Court and obtained a decree appointing ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p009.jpg) him her guardian. Tom got a "rule to show cause" (isn't that it?) and had a hearing on Friday. <24th> We wanted for the "weak brethren's" sake to have "as little scandal as possible, and so Tom resolved not to bring up the dreadful things if he could avoid it. But he was sorely tempted. It was hinted that he was an affiliated Jesuit, who pretending to be a Protestant kept a school, with Priest Sheridan's connivance, whence ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I1_p010.jpg) he sold children. Tom controlled himself, and did not retaliate. Here the matter rests till Sunday Novr 26th ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I20_p001.jpg) Sunday night, 6 Sept. 1857. Nothing new, dear folks;— and we were considering whether it is worth while to write to you any more. This ten and twelve day mail does not favor question and answer letter writings, and we hope that the frosts must by this time have startled you from the Mountain tops. Yet, lest &c. &c.— We have been all of us writing to dear John. This eight days since his letter reached us, telling of in- flamed eyes, and he is now a day or two behind time. I have written to him to travel or do anything and everything else, but to keep his eyes guard mime. The financial structure conti- nues, though without failures in Philada.—Mr. Fraley told me yes- terday he thought the pressure on all sorts of values as severe as it was in 1837. It may be so; but it cannot be as lasting or as general. We have not an unduly or at least not very extravagantly expanded currency in Penna., thanks to honest old Frank Shank and his excellent old dogmas. We have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I20_p002.jpg) no Sir, or as I see in one of the New York bank returns Sixteen Dollars of notes for One Dollar in specie; and we are abound- ing in the accumulations of prosperity. The State never was so rich in all that constitutes material wealth, and her cur- rency is sound.—But for the present, woe to those who have to sell or who want to borrow! There was a smash last evening on the Atlantic City Rail road, between an express and a freight train,—three killed,— Geo. W. Richards, Wm. S. Smith, and half a dozen more badly hurt,— Joe Ingersoll, Charles Ingersoll, and many of our friends unhurt. It was the old story of a conductor ma- king more time than his card al- lowed.—He wanted to get to Camden to join an Excursion fro- lic. Pat & Ben are so full of their frolic with Mr. & Mrs Hicks at Trenton Falls that they do not find time to write to us. The House, Bessie W., is ad- vancing towards the sky at the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I20_p003.jpg) rapid rate of a foot a day,— nine stone masons and three brick- layers;—about 21 feet more will get us to the eaves, say 1 October. Oh dear! the dust & vexation. We have not had so much as a boar- ding up of two open doorways in my office wall for the last 18 days, and no keys to lock a door inside. We are trusting to Providence, Og, and an unloaded revolver.— But when it is all done, won't it be comfortable! plenty of room for traps and toys and toodle waddles. Your Father calls upon me to write, but I am too stupid to give you any thing of interest. This morning we (that is J.P.G & self) were at Germantown church, had a morning visit on our return from Mr. Ingersoll & Mrs. J. passed three days at Mauch Chunk, literally driven away for want of provision—nothing good but the milks. Your Father told him of the collision he took off the Sunday Despatch and this afternoon sent a kind note saying he had been to town—the newspaper was correct his Uncle & Brother were unhurt. He also sent dear Tom, the last "Horti- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I20_p004.jpg) culturist—it has for one of its illustrations "Mrs. Almy's Hotel at Havana where Dr. Kane expired." How many sad days it brought back to me! This is chilly weather, the garden was so damp at 6. I hurried back to the house afraid to walk in it & at 7. found Ann who had a chill yesterday was out walking with her Brother. I feel as if it were quite time you were all at home & only wish I had a place to stow you away What is to be done? Yesterday your Father having to go to to Avendale, Cousin Mary met me at the Cars & we went as far as Gray's Lane with him—had a long talk with Aunt T. at Whitby and then went to dine with Julia at Greenwood. Wednesday, I expect to meet her again at Aunt Mary's who sent me word the carriage should be in waiting to take me first to E. Smith's, Martha & Lapidea. Your Aunt Julia's present scheme is to go home on friday—She is to leave Julia provided Cousin Sam. Thomas will board her & allow her to be instructed with his children. In this case she returns herself to pass the winter there. Paper filled, so good night dear people, kiss the pets & make them ready to come back to Grandmother Kane. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I21_p001.jpg) Dear Tom, It is past 10 at night; but Mother is [-]sorbed downstairs in the mystery of currant jelly [-]aking, and promises not to call me to bed for half [-]n hour. Weir Mi[--]kell and Pat are both of them so [-]orn down, that the two houses have ve[-]y nearly persua- [-]ed them to run away to your place in the Woods,—and [---] is quite possible, provided Pat can close up certain [-]rrangements by the aid of Barney Phillips, that the two may be off together tomorrow afternoon. We expected Pat [-]t tonight, but his Council labours have no doubt kept him. Tomorrow, I carry in the valise of dresses and this [-]alf sheet to bear him company if he travels. The Spr. Gard. Hall scheme is, I think, on its [-]ast legs. Our Committee, fortified by the pleasant una- [-]imity, as justice might say, of our last meeting, are pre- [-]ared by the aid of my spars to go ahead. But the [-]omm. Council has got itself head over ears into a [-]all of deferred business,—in fact, all its business is [-]eferred,—and though I believe the Opposition to [-]ur purchase is tolerably well subdued, it requires [---] to take the thing up out of its order, and in its or- [-]er it will be reached at the Greek Kaleads. Wherefore,— [-] the Municipal Legislators take a recess after tonight [-]ill the Dogstar is done its rages,—and as my official [-]rm expires at the Winter Solstice,—Why should I kick a against the pricks?—Harvard has made Frazer a [-]octor of Laws, (as Oxford has made Dallas,)—and he may have the luxury of conducting the Administration [-] our time honoured and conservative Institution:— [-] am sick of it. Dear Mother has had a day of it. Margery Wailer had a twenty four hours of leave, her kind mistress invoking all the Gods that till her return no no visitors should come to test the facile hosptalities of Fern Rock. Miss Betsy was at work upon certain Mousselines, but that was nothing. Sister Mary came for last night and to day: she was welcome of course. Maria came out by the earliest train, to renew the tints ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I21_p002.jpg) of the dear lady's coiffure: - out of time; but on the whole, glad she came. An hour afterwards, the proc[--]n fair- ly under way, Mrs. Mitchell and Miss Dickson to spend the day: - Pat had forgotten to announce them. The Judge played waiter, caked and wined, and walked them,—and dear Mother had just got down to the din- ner table, flustered some little by some little eccentricities in the culinary department and the imperfections of the occasional attendant on the table, when Miss Leon and Mrs. [---] came in for a long talk. The fish half cut; Mother in the drawing room; Emma or Ella (whatever her name is) unable to work the dumbwaiter; Sister Mary looking with a saintlike smile for William to come with the wagon to take her to Church Lane; William, having lost his chronometer, off in the potato field; Father, all smiles, helping the [-]a[-]garee, handing the bread, putting aside the fish, carving in succession ham and lamb and some other dish besides, and then running to the stable to decorate Barney with his vehicular appartances: - alltogether, it has been a pleasant day with the thermometer at 90°. - - So, I have come to the repose of my Library table, read over some bundles of depositions, written one long opinion for tomorrow, marked ad interim sundry handkerchiefs in durable ink, taken a walk in start light upon the terrace, scribbled a half sheet of nonsense to you, - and now for the chapter, Mother having got upstairs, - and Love to all you people for the night. J.K.K. Kane Thursday Night 16 July, 1857. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I22_p001.jpg) Merely to keep up the Diary, [-]r folks; though I am very tired to an extravagant day's work in town. I rearranged Johnny's finances, [-]ick the expenses of his sickness and [-] queer state of credits might have barassed,—spent sundry advisory [-]ars with Aunt Julia, little Julia, [-]at [---], Evy, and the Robins,—awn- [-]d myself for an hour in Mr. Gardetti's air,—discussed Ma[-]lets at Mr. St[-]- ers and furnaces with a Mr. Hunter, [-]antee of a new invention,—bespoke new patent guttapereka—sanded— [-]phaltic roof for the new building,— [-]lled on lots Deas or S.C. at Lapierre,— [-]salled for three quarters of an hour [-]ith my brethren of the Sleam [--]re Engine [-]he milte[-] or the Philada. Hose Co.,—adjour- [-]d with Mr. [-]raley our visit to Mr. Leery [-]ob about the Coast Survey,—wrote to Ma[-] Backe, & Hilgard, & Dr. Elder, & [-]n, & Cousin Mary,—examined, bespoke paper hangings at Howell's,— [-]ought a new gold pen, with which [-] now begin to write in aid of her. [-]r's Impracticables,—heard two notions in Admiralty and one [-]n chaneery,—read for half an ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I22_p002.jpg) [Column 1] hour some book that the libra- rian of the Phila. Library recom- mended to me for amusement, —and awaked in time to get to the 6½ cars.—The plaste- rers have gone a good day's work of blundering since I left them this morning; and in the hope that tomorrow will be long enough to undo their doings, I am going to bed,— right tired, and glad to find Mother and Bessie better than when I left them. So, Good Night, All— JKK Monday 14 Sept. [Column 2] Tuesday 6. am. My dear Bessie, A few lines to Father's letter. I am thankful to be moving about as usual. This morning, having been sadly tormented by one of Job's miseries since Saturday on my nose. Your Father goes in this morning to arrange a day for Col. & Mrs. D. to visit us:—company could well be dispensed with in the present condition of the house, but this I consider an act of hospitality that must not be set aside. It was a relief to receive a note from Fanny postponing her visit to the end of the week yesterday: —She will be more comfortable. Papa begs if Charlotte can stow it in her trunk to bring her some hanging moss— what she has, only half covers her vase: Interrupted—first by mason, 2d. fishman 3d. breakfast bell—so can only add our love to all of you & kisses to the dear chil- dren. Ever most affectionately your Mother, J. D. L. K. [bottom of page] Tuesday. Bessie & myself are going into town to see Mr. & Mrs. De[-]s, and afterwards to visit Mr. Reniers to re- view his doings on the Bust. Mr. Hicks has seen the plaster cast, and thinks it the best likeness that has been made.—Yesterday and Saturday were more quiet on change than the earlier days of the week. But ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I22_p003.jpg) the pressure continues. The Silk house that failed was the Remington's, the pert snob whom Quaker Mor. ris tumbled into the mud ditch.—Judge Grier has made up a very long opinion on the New Jer- sey bridge case: he reverses his own decision in the Penrose Ferry case, and concurs in mine.—I am to read over opinions with him on Friday, Cresson n. Cresson among the rest.— Mother is much better this morning; and Bessie is exalting in a cool N.W. wind and a fresh sky.— J. K. K. My Gold Pen is No Go: I must return to the Grey Goose. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I23_p001.jpg) troubles are at an end however, and all go smoothly till you give up the house. Always remember me particularly to the servants. Your Father tells me he will fill this sheet so with love to all of you, kiss the children for Grandmother Kane. God bless you all, dear people out there in the woods; including Tott, whose teller has bought her peace!— And now, Tom, for you. Mr. Mercer came up from Abr[--]om on friday, and yester- day called on us. After some indifferent topics, we passed to you and your errands. He is well disposed to go in to some extent, de- pending upon the means he may find availa- ble without borrowing, allowing you in lieu of commissions the right to buy in one half at cost and charges hereafter: I think he would be content to say 18 months or 2 years. He mentioned $5000. in illustrating his meaning: I told him that was the amount you had already invested, and that you were probably buying up refusals to a considerably larger extent. I told him you had spoken to Fraley just as you were lea- ving, but to no one else. For the rest, I was altogether candid and confidential with him. He probably writes to you by this mail.—When you answer him, be definite and not discursive, telling him all he wants to know, and no more.— Good night, J. K. K. 9 Aug. 1857 ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I23_p002.jpg) The walls are to be up by 15 Sept.— The roof on by 1/8 Oct.— The house habitable by Christmas— The tearing up & changing in the old house finished in all Sept., or perhaps by the 15th— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I24_p001.jpg) for the four mile heats, though he'd like to [-] horse, and carries too much weight for a [-] Curtis's mind, that as he has been All South [--]ad a chance for the purse. No doubt, this [-]e between him & the Chief Justice, who refu- artisan brochure in anticipation of the Report, [-]ving sided with Taney in the matter.— Wednesday, 11, Sept. My dear Tom, I hope this may be about [-]e last letter we shall direct to [-]u at Williamsville, and that our [-]ext one from you will tell of your [-]odbyes to your friends in the Woods. [-] have now delightful weather, as [-]nial and full of oxygen as you can [-]sire. The plasterers & carpenters [-]ve left your room, and by the end of [-]t week you can squeeze some of [-]u into it. It cannot be papered for few weeks, when the plaster shall be hardened, and the last coat of int may I think be deferred also. [--] Library is still wretched with [---]t and dust and mortar, but I [-]ve a promise, that but for printers shall be at my office table again next [-]k. The other house goes on a snail's pace. It yet wants some [-]hes of the height of the lower story dows, two feet yet below the 2d slo- joists; and my still reluctantly [-]eading estimate of time now con- [-]ts itself with the 12th Oct. as the [-]y for squaring off to receive a roof. The financial pressure is less [-]parent than it was. Not that money [-]s become more plenty, but people ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I24_p002.jpg) are managing to do with less. A leading notary public tells me that the protests are comparatively few,—that the panic has passed to that collapse stage, in which treatment is reversed,—people are afraid to press each other,—notes are renewed, extensions given with- out proclamation,—men affect to talk cheeringly and to believe in newspaper hopes. It may be that in Philada. at least we have seen the worst of it. But among the ships that have kept afloat through the hurricane many must be found unseaworthy afterwards: more birds fly away to die of their wounds than fall at the fire. We shall hear of them, poor broken winged consumptive things, dying all through the winter. It must be springtime again before we know how many the collision has wounded internally. As yet, the booksellers do not appear among the lame ducks, and I hope our friends C. & P. will be able to meet their notes as they come [--]ne. But I shall not be surprized if they ask indulgence. You cannot ask for a rent, but you are not by an apology; and the only comfort is that within a week or two no tradesman will think it worth his while to dun anybody. But the heart of the country is ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I24_p003.jpg) is untouched. The spirit of specu- lation, rebuked as it has been, will be slow to come back; but among the men who survive the struggle, confidence will certainly return after a few months. Wednesday night Sep. 16. 1857. Your Father has taken up the "Pro- fessor" this afternoon, went asleep twice in his progress through it, and has finished the last page in exactly 2 hours 20 minutes (maps included). "An excellent piece of work, madam lady," as Sly says; and to judge from the valuable reminiscences it has left behind, one most profitable to study. The price on the cover is 60 cents: "His breeches cost him half a crown: he thought the price was all too dear," &c. (Incomparable Williams). I go into town in the morning to hold conference with Judge Grier and intercommu- nicate opinions. He is conoc[-]ted from the Error of his ways in regard to the night of the Judi- ciary to determine the policy of a State bridging a navigable stream within its limits; and I am to expound Charitable Uses in Crenon's case. Curtis's resignation from the Supreme Court—I told one of his Yankee friends that the phrase was inappropriate: a Judge S. C. elsewhere than in New England would abdicate, not resign,—his resignation is a puzzle. He says it is because of the inadequacy of the [---]peasation" and for other reasons." A Worcester [---]n whom I asked in the cars about it gave me [---] same solution that Korney has hit on in the Press. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I24_p004.jpg) Why, said he, there's Nally Banks, but he can't [-] if he could find backers: And McLean is an heavy track: and may be, it has come across off the bench and right Northish on it, he mig[-] has something to do with it; though a little sq[-] sed to let him print his (the C. J's) opinion in gave probably the first impulse; the other judge nothing else to fill my sheet with, but Love to all of you, Ben & Tott & Toodle Waddles, and anxious wishes for you all to be at home again.— God Bless you all J. K. K. Dear little Harry, Iggy is calling you to come and take a ride in your wag- gon. he finds the woods lonely now you are not at Fern Rock. Please come to Aunt Bess and bring Scotchey too that she may kiss you both. Say goodbye to Grandpa and Grandma Wilcox and tell old John to give the black lady salt when you go away. The l[--]tle girl in the red dress don't go in [---] cars anymore. Do come to Aunt B[---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I25_p001.jpg) about all I have to tell you, except that after drawing wine for the expect- [-]d company and decorating my outer [-]an with a shingle starched cravat, I [-]ave spent the morning of Saturday, the 9th of Sebtember A. D. 1857 in inditing this [-]pistle. As witness, My Hand. J. K. K. Dear Tom, Don't you worry yourself about matters and things that you cannot help. There's no use in it. It will all be right in the end, and we shall none of us be the worse. Things however are not yet brightening. This loss of the Central America Steamer, (for- merly the George Law,) with more than two millions of gold on board, comes at an unhappy time; for all the world was counting on her arrival to make money easy in New York. It would not have done so, of course; and there would have been disappointment among the thousand and one who look to the drawing of the lottery as if they had tickets in it. But no one thinks of that, and people run about wringing their hands as if all their families were among the lost passengers. Meanwhile, it is grotesque as well as sad, to see men with wild eyes and blue lips calling on their neighbours to have confidence. It reminds me of poor old Dr. Staughton when the eiling fell, intonating All's Well while he was buttoning up to run with the rest.—The truth is, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I25_p002.jpg) there must be more failures before we reach equilibrium again. There is a scramble for the life preservers, and a good many must go to the bottom before it is found out that there were enough to save all. Yet, mark my words. Unless the Banks break down; and there seems now to be no probability of it; next Spring will, find things settled down into their natural channels. The importations for 1858 will be timorously small: the export crops are to be abun- dant: men who are content to pay extravagantly for money will be discredited and out of the market: many will have become poorer, at least nominally; and some will be richer; and all will be wiser: and there will be a shaking of hands all round as if folks who have landed from a wreck.—A year hence, goods will be scarce: eighteen months, and there will be plenty: two years, and a glut. After that,— My letters, I fear, are mere repetitions of state political eco- nomies. But it is impossible to be where I am, and hear the fright-cries instead of the swag- gering chuckle, both proving alike ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I25_p003.jpg) ignorance, of first principles that characterizes our brown stone shop- keepers,—without, as the preachers say, trying to improve the occasion. I think you will talk hereafter to little Elisha and his hoped-for bro- thers, much as I have done, about 10 and 15 and 20 per cent interest. Six per cent, or it may be seven, as the real value of money in our At- lantic States: add what you will to this as the value of the skill and care that devise and watch over the investment: All the rest is compen- sation for hazard. I have said 6 or 7 per cent; but you know I don't believe the real value of money to be so high. Take the net annual rental of established properties, such as Market Street from 2d to 4th; taxes, repairs, 5 p.c. for commissions to a collector and about as much for occa- sional changes of tenants, all deduc- ted; and then, take the fair solid va- lue of such properties, as ascertained by private sales for a term of five or ten years; and the comparison will show you what money is really worth. I think you will find it is not in the long run worth more than 5 per cent. —But enough of all this. I have no fears of the future for either of us. We may be pinched by misadventure, but fata viam invenient, as they have done for me often before. The Meadows, and Market Street, and Fern Rock too with its 21 acres, are ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I25_p004.jpg) good solid properties.— We have the Equinoctial Storm on us, and Masons & Carpenters have stopped laying the joists that are to divide my premises from the toodle waddles The carpenters are however blocking up the doorways between the Old and New Libraries, and Woolton is washing over the repairs to your Study cieling and its adjoining passage way. In all next week, (—Bessie W., you only show your igno- rance of mercantile phraseology when you except to my language, as if I omitted to date my letters,—) I repeat it, for the expression is a "good one and a Soldier-like", —in all next week, your study, Tom, shall be papered, and painted, and if Mother consents, shall have your bedstead in and a washstand and all comfortable. So come home, vagabonds, and don't wait for the snow drifts to block up your mountain tracks: Come Home, I say. And you, Tom, don't you be bringing here your eternal tracing paper charts and notebooks of altitudes and karieses and Strutherses. I have work enough for you without them. Baeke is at work on a memoir of Elisha's scientific researches, and he wants all the material we can furnish. The councils have done nothing about the Hall: they want quickening. If you come home soon enough, you may both of you have a voice in certain architectural sub-arrange ments that affect no body but yourselves & Toodlewaddles. Come Home then, all of you, unless you desire to consummate our forgetfulness of you and Tot and Toodles and Mistresses Nelson and Jinny Pick.— John's eyes are still better. Mother is well, on household cares intent,—Bess well, & washing china; Fanny Butler comes to us on Monday;—Col. & Mrs. Dear, with Pat & Mr. Butler, are to dine with us unless the rain scares them.—And this is ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I26_p001.jpg) be converted into payments. Yet, I think [---] the and through it all:—much suffer- [-]g many failures, a dead melancholy [--]t, as after the men have drowned off from sunken ship: but after a time, the world [-]ll go on as before. If the banks Fern Rock, Sep. 21./87. [-]p up, as they will, next spring [-]l show that all is not dead. Monday 9 1/2 P. M. My dear Bessie, (Turn to next sheet) It is pleasant to find you seem [-]ad to turn your faces homeward, and I think [-]he welcome will reconcile you to diminished [-]arters till the end of January. [-]essie went in by the early train this morning perform a multitude of errands and be ready devote herself to Fanny who came out with [---] in the 6 1/2 train. What she accomplished [-]annot tell, except she desired I would inform stotle that Mrs. Helmsley cannot accommodate [-]aiting maid, so her merciful intentions for [---] are frustrated. I dare say she would [-] suited Charlotte in the sc[--]ing way and her toilet, but I have indulged her so [-]ch since her sickness, sleeping upstairs that she considers herself very ill [-] to be asked to occupy Jane Pickett's [--], that Bessie may have a withdrawing [-] till she finds how much Fanny will [-] of communion. Margery also came with [-]ng face to night to inform me her pillow ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I26_p002.jpg) had been taken for a carpenter, what should she do? I quietly gave her one of Patterson's though strongly tempted to say go without— if these "pampered menials" had a taste of the "Backwoods" she would have rolled up a skirt for a pillow and never made a com- plaint to her mistress. Our guests all came on Saturday notwith- standing the rain, and appeared well sat- isfied with their reception.— Yesterday Bessie & I went to Germantown Church leaving the Judge & J. P. G. at home to nurse a cold. In the afternoon Mr. Sidney Fisher called, told of some more failures among which I was troubled to find Mr. Farnum, the husband of our pleasant little Quaker manager. This morning I was up at 5. roused the girls for washing, attended to my lamps, had breakfast for the early train goers, visited the potatoe patch & garden, doc- tored one of our pigs, (who I fear notwith- standing my skill cannot survive) and prepared to attend our old neighbour Mrs. David Roser's funeral. I went from ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I26_p003.jpg) here at ten the hour named, found three rooms closely packed with females, men congregated out of doors. I was first led into Mrs. Roree's parlour, where the coffin was placed surrounded by the near relatives of the deceased:—of course I studiously avoided looking upon them, and after stand- ing a few minutes by the side of the poor body, I turned to go out & was escorted to the farthest room before a seat could be found for me. After sitting in silence (so profound that a pin falling would have startled you) for upwards of half an hour—a voice began to treat of life's brevity, man's vanity and the deaths in the Rore[-] family since he first ministered some twenty years ago in the little Baptist Church, where the departed Sister worshipped. The present Pastor then delivered an address; not a word scarcely reached my ear, and it was one o' clock when I came to my door. Then I had to prepare for Maria Murray's operations;—as usual Miss Fox called & a host of cards left by Mrs. McKean, Mrs. E[-]. Ingersole &c— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I26_p004.jpg) I did not get to wash my head till after tea, and now I must ask an apology for my sleepy scrawl & get to bed. My love to Charlotte, Tom & yourself, kiss to babies & remembrance to servants. With all love your Mother, J. D. L. Kane. Dear Tom, Farnum,—Hacker, Lea Slo.—Charles Hollowell,—Remington,—Deal, of 6th & Market,—(Heaven knows who else,) M. W. Baldwin, the Norris firm,—all these broke down on Saturday. Who next, or where next,—or every man and every where,—seems the only question. It is distinctly worse than 1820 or 1837.—In truck, we are coming by a jump from an expanded credit system down to the most jealous and niggardly application of Coin. Where the Money has gone to, knoweth no man, banker or other. On Satur- day the very best notes could not be sold at 30 p.c. a year. The simple fact is, that the expanded transactions of the last ten years exact a much larger quantity of currency than the amount of coin in mercantile circulation: all this currency has been made up of bank paper, issued in exchange for personal notes, and of credits between man and man. The Banks cannot discount now, that is to say dare not lend their paper lest it should come back to them and break them; and commercial credits are at an end as soon as men find that promises to pay cannot ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I27_p001.jpg) Tuesday E[--]., 22 Sept. ’57. Dear Tom, I have a rascally substitute for ink to deal with, (—Mr. Cox recommen- ded it as a patent new sub- stitute for the ancient pig- ment; but it is abominable, and I have not yet access to my old ink bottles,—) but I will try to post you up. Today, Gen. Patterson sus- pended, according the on dit: —there is nothing now but the on dit for anything:— —But, the Presidents of [-]he Banks had a meeting this morning, and resolved [-]o to discount, each bank, to the full amount of its semi- weekly receipts: 2. to stand [-]y each other. This of course is all gammon; for they will ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I27_p002.jpg) try, just as they did twenty years ago, to cheat each other; or what is the same thing, they will suspect each other of cheating, and to some extent will retort the cheatery in ad- vance;—But the effect on the community is to be mea- surably the same: Confidence, so called, will advance. From this time, the very worst is over. Bad enough it has been, Heaven knows; and bad to be for some time to come. Yet the back of the Panic is broken. There is, I know, a nasty set of capitalists,—I will take a wager Horace Bin- ney is of the number,—who are drawing out their deposits in specie, in the un-self-con- ferred hope that they may drive the Banks to a suspen- sion. But they won't succeed. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I27_p003.jpg) Things may flicker for a month or two or three, ( - six weeks hence will be a hard time, -) but we shall from the end of this week see the patches of blue sky now and then between the clouds. The A.P.S. ~ think of it. [-]ego tells me that on friday night (I am glad I was away) 28 of the non attending mem- bers by a written instrument asked to be recorded against our Spring Gard. Hall project; Geo. Ord, fugleman; Binny, first signer; Prof. Coppee, the last. - I doubt whether the Spunk of our Committee will hold out: - but if they can be content to refer them- selves to the President, he will take the responsibility in spite of all malcontents. Why, Mr. Binney has never seen the society since I became ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I27_p004.jpg) became a member, and Geo. Ord has never given a vote except against its in- terests. It will not do to say so to the weaker breth- ren, but the whole thing is a disperate piece of impudence. - I wish you were here; for, dear Tom, I find more of reliability in our little home-circle than I hear of any where out of doors. What miserable cowards the world is made of! - All well at Fern Rock, and all anxious to have all of you here. Before one week your rooms will be in order. Do you remember Obadiah and the Knots in Tristram Shady? Regard me as quoting his pontifical denunciations against the Inventor of this patent ink. May he be [---] [---] J.K.K. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I28_p001.jpg) [-]econd Sheet) I find myself withuout space [---] mother's sheet, - and I want [---] say something more. Childs SP. land form as yet, though the [---]llins have gone, and there is tremor of course among the book- makers. But I am told Childs is in the Direction of the Penn; Bank and his friend Allibone is presid[-]- - Still, neither his notes nor any other man's can be cashed now. - A hint has reached me that the Penn; Bk. has expanded rather too far. If it be even so, I have no fears but that the others will sustain it: they dare not do other- wise. I do not therefore fear for your C.JP. notes; though I shall be much gratified if you are not called on to renew them - I wish you were at home for the sake of the lesson that the philad; atmosphere would teach you; but I rejoice that you are not, because that same atmosphere is sorely depressing; and except for the lesson, which is to be of no use for some 16 or 20 years to come, it is better that you are away. Yet come home, all you dear people, for we want smiling faces. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I28_p002.jpg) Come what may, we are so much safer than our neighbours, for we have not much to pay and we have time to pay it in~ (and time, time, is everything in a period like this, ~) and we have abundant reason to bless God, that, whatever may be our demerits, we are not in present retribution like the pharisees that are everywhere prostrate about us. ~ Good night. I swore in Uncle George as foreman of the Grand Jury today. He says, all are well below. - J.K.K ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I29_p001.jpg) My dear Father: I am too heavily fatigued to rally a single one of my ideas, and cannot too much thank my dear Bessie who presents me with the encolsed - made out from the most infernal gibberish of notes-you ever edited - which is the strongest expression I can use. There may be infernal (2d. time) nonsense in it, for aught I know; but you must let me eat and sleep the rest of to day; since tomorrow I set out with my family upon our trying journey home. We shall make it a point of consuming six or seven days upon the road; but Wynkoop may rely upon having my vise on the 15th. which is the last day mentioned in your letter. Saturday I think will be the day on which we will arrive at Fern Rock. I could not do what I wished in the way of investing without giving two or three weeks more attention to it. But I have collected all my facts, so as to be fully qualified to talk them over with you. We will take sweet counsel together, and then I will return to this country, and place out whatever we think wisest. Meantime, I think excerpts from Bessie's letter, or at least the general bearing ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I29_p002.jpg) of it may be communicated by you to our Stock friends with advantage. Her concluding sentence is simple truth: I shall be much disappointed if our Best Coal Land is not found West of Clarion. Tell them also Halsey has sold his lands in Shippen (no suspicion of coal upon them whatever) to a Mr. Petton of Syracuse, for $8 an acre all round. Tom meant to finish this, but a whole troop of men that he had employed in the words poured in, and our little bedroom and parlour smell of brandy, laugh! The Oldest Inhabitant is taking tea with Tom, and a settler's wife has inflicted herself and babies on me. So there is only time to say Goodbye, we start tomorrow Your loving Bess Saturday Sept. 6th 1856 ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I2_p001.jpg) Dear Tom, No news. I got back very comfortably by a little after 8, and, was welcomed joyously by Mother and the Virginia girl, before 10. Since then Mother and myself have been playing Lion and Moonshine; Pat and his faithful Johnnie being too busy to come out. Pat is preparing a right good Bridge report. He has read me part of it, and the old critic didn't scratch. He thinks the Hall question will go right in Councils; and to- morrow I shall begin my work to keep the Society to its anchor- age. I had written with Mother's ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I2_p002.jpg) help a long sheet of Encycli- cal li[--]ddle, but the wret- ched save postage paper is too thin to bear moistening for the copying press. I send it therefore to John at Paris. We have a letter from at Southampton dated the 10th—He did not suffer from seasickness, & was going direct to Paris. God bless you all, the Bessies, the Toodle Waddles, and Charlotte, inclusive— J. K. K. 25 June 1857. I enclose John's letter & one to Bessie K. My dear Tom & Bessie, Your kind letters by Pat made me reproach myself for the Lecture. I despatched by Eliza Johnston:—nevertheless I desire the advice may be taken and Charlotte quote Mrs. Beecher as I ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I2_p003.jpg) I had a very pleasant ride yester- day. George Taylor drove Cousin Mary, Aunt Patterson & myself—first to E. Smith's (where we found Dr. Bon- sa[--] urging Mr. Smith to go to the Virginia Springs he is so very delicate) then to Martha Carey's, where we contented ourselves with a message through Mr. Carey, she being sick in bed, then to Aunt Mary's, and to Sister Eliza's where we dined, & I managed by Aunt Patterson's kindness to reach the last train and prevent poor Father being the solitary inmate of Fern Rock. Strange to say he feels the loneliness more than I do—I am too busy yet to think, and to be honest I enjoy the pure air up stairs, the result of my great purification and am elevated at the prospect of leisure to arrange my disordered affairs should life be spared to me. So tell Bessie not to think of me but spare no pains to improve the oppor- tunity for health & eyesight and come back in the fall sound in mind & body. What a blessed sound—the reservoir is filling to night. William and the Plumber he brought out in the car- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I2_p004.jpg) riage on Monday, reminded [page torn] of the frog in the fable, they a[page torn] looked swelled with importance [page torn] rushed through the house ta[page torn] pipes & forcing water down the[page torn] in the reservoir, till I began[page torn] ble for the consequences, and [page torn] you asked what success? they [page torn] look wise and say it was a my[page torn] In the last train the man d[page torn] to sea if the Boss could come i[page torn] morning & remedy the evil. He[page torn] made his appearance to day, a[page torn] began to think he was no better [page torn] his man, but this afternoon it [page torn] discovered the leathers at the [page torn] wanted rescrewing—so all I trust is [page torn] and is the morning I shall have [page torn] To think of baby boy having a t[page torn] & Harry so well—God bless them [page torn] Our strawberries are almost gone [page torn] difficulty I preserved 3 lbs. to day a[page torn] expect no more. Clock striking 10 [page torn] sleepy I can scarcely see to write[page torn] love to all, a kiss to the children[page torn] remain always your loving Mother[page torn] J D[---][page torn] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p001.jpg) My dear Father, Tom seems willing to stay awhile longer up here, but will not allow that there is any less special exigency for him to continue going out on his excursions. He leaves tomorrow morning to visit the extreme South West of the Company's Tract, but I know he was very anxious to keep the promise he said he made you to give his reasons for thinking so favorably of its coal-pros- pects. He began upon a sheet of paper on the table here, what he might very well send, I think though he says it is one of his Rip van Winkles —a Dutchman's run of 2000 miles to help him over the Catskill Mountains. He was so worn out last night, that I made him ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p002.jpg) go to bed without writing a letter to you for to- morrow's mail. He left his note book open, and I am going to try to tell you what he would have said. Tomorrow he may see it, and correct my mistakes. First. Catch your hare. That is, buy the Map of Pennsylvania, for I know that you have none. Now find Pittsburg. There are two direction in which you can travel North from it, by water. —(1) After ascending the Allegheny as far as the mouth of Mahoning in a North Easterly direction, you can follow it very nearly at right angles to its previous course. Taking the French Creek Branch this Northwest direction may be pursued as far as Meadville in Crawford Co. or you may return to your direction at setting out, by following the 2nd North Easterly course of the rivier at Franklin. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p003.jpg) You see that the Allegheny and its tributaries, like the streams of this region, have a constant inclination to flow into each other at right angles. Their course is always either from the N. W. to S. E. or from N. E. to S. W. It is an interesting geograph- ical trait of the country.— If, instead of leaving the Allegheny at Mahoning you had <(2)> proceeded up Sandy Lick, you might have pursued the even tenor of your way, past the magnificent coal-beds on that stream; keeping on through Kittaning, Millville, and Brookville, almost a bee-line as far as the forks of Sandy Lick at the latter place. Keep on to the West of Big Mill Creek, and the Ridgway neighbor- hood, and you can again fall into your River Path upon the Clarion at Johnsonburg. Pursue the Eastern (the Instanter) Fork of this stream to its head. You are upon a summit from Eastern waters also flow. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p004.jpg) The continued North East Course differs from the others in being that which carries longest with it the strata containing coal and iron. A line drawn parallel to this course, some 20 miles off— <(beginning let us> say as far North as the first N. W. elbow of of the Ohio below Pittsburg at Beaver), if protracted in the same manner, would probably include the entire important North extension of the great Bituminous Coal Field. "Of course the field is not so narrow in its South Western extension. It is more extended, I cannot deny; in Arkansas, there is still a little coal left in Texas.— But it is equally true that if I begin as far South as New Mexico, and draw a line from the Rio Grande directly through the very core of the best Coal Beds parallel with the leading course of the Ohio for instance, if I draw it from Wood's grand lands in Arkansas, direct to Pittsburg, this line continued lands me just as near the precise spot where I press my pen on this paper as may be. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p005.jpg) 5 All good things come to an end, and even the [-]nutty virtue of coal comes to its own." "These generalisations are certainly extensive, but (ter- [-]inating them also, at some practical point, and [-] the state of Pennsylvania)—where would you [-]uncate for us your 'North Eastern extension of the [-]tuminous coal field'?" As I have said, all this speculation has been framed upon [-]e basis of the imperfect Pocket Maps at my command [-] here. But, if they are worth anything, they [-]ow me from Southwesternmost starting point continuation of this characteristic South South West and North [-]st convergence and flow of the [illegible deletion] a distance miles beyond this point. Where does it cease? 10 miles only to the East of me is the Nununda which [-]rsues a nearly Northern course (through a nearly [-]t-less valley.) If I leave it to the right-hand, [-]d by keeping well to the West protract my narrow [-] of coal lands as far North as possible, I can only ad- [-]nce a distance varying from ten to twenty miles [-]fore I come upon the tributaries of the Tiuniengwant ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p006.jpg) which flows North—into the entirely coal-less State of New York. Now, if it is fair to assume that the character of the strata has something to do with the flow of the streams, and that as a general thing they pursue the lowest average level of a region, may I not safely defy any one to prove that their direction throughout the whole region of which I have been speaking is not something like the di- rection of the Allegheny Mountains—something like South, and something like West?— If for "Direction" you will read "Dip" then;—you have the sum of my argument. I am sure that it is only where these coal strata have been stirred out of place that they have any other than a Southern or Southwestern dip. The geological people, I am aware, have collected numerous mining statistics to show Northern, Northwestern and North- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p007.jpg) Eastern dips. In the course of my journey to the Reserve therefore. I looked them all up, and it is a very great satisfaction to me to be able to assure you that I found them, without a single exception drawn from localities where the descent of the ground was towards the North-flowing streams. I have a string of such perversions of coal-dip running athwart my line of extension; from the Clark Lands in the N. W. corner of Corydon, to Winan's openings Portage openings on the other side of the Nununda, and my remark holds good of every one of them. By going to St Mary's I was able to get a S. E. measurement, by which I complete my entire quadrant.—Begin on the head of Tuniengwant main, where the Dip is, they say North. Four miles south of this, but still North of Lafayette, they would call it, South.—West of Lafayette, one measurement (Bond's) says it is very decidedly North west.—But two miles South, as near as I can ascertain, on the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p008.jpg) McKean and Elk Co's lands, it is reported as nearly Horizontal. Due east of this, the dip is North East. To the Southeast they would make it East by South— at Jeutonia on the opposite side of the Summit it shows North West Lastly, they have reported a West North West at St. Mary's. Farther east nearer the head of Elk Lick, they told me it had been found South East." The rudest diagram will give you opposites like the following:— [diagram labeled with directions] And if you trace it out on the Map you observe that they follow the outer Summit of which they are respectively the dips of the inner and outer strata. In a word, imagine the Coal to lie not in a field but a Trough, slanted slightly S. by N, and you have my notion of this formation. This is a fit place for me to say where I think ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p009.jpg) 9 it comes to an end. [-] good map will leave you in no doubt as to its [-]thern termination. If you proceed North from [-]y of the points known as the seats of coal beds [-]th of the Sinnemahoning, as Snowshoe, Kart- [-]us, Clearfield &c you will find that the high [-]unds between the West Branch and the Sinne- [-]ahoning, as long as the latter stream is entitled [-]his name, are crowned by "Barrens" all the way [-]n Keating in Clinton County, to near the west [-] of Clearfield. They come North along the [-]at Divide Ridge to within a short distance Kersey or Centreville. I think it probable they [-]y be traced further—but this is nearly South from Williamsville. [-]t of us the Divide Ridge, with which that [-]prehending the Barrens, is connected, is the limit [-]er of the coal trough in that direction. It may down some coal for us upon our lands on [-]' Run—may give them quite a smith's shop ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p010.jpg) supply in Shippen, and run off, carrying with it a lower vein or two even into Potter County. But the Divide Ridge is the Eastern Boundary—Bunker Hill, which is an inside spur, bearing every mark of being "too far on the outcrop." From where the Divide Ridge turns to the West at the head of North Creek Fork of Driftwood, the summits west of Potatoe Creek (Nununda) con- tinue the Eastern Boundary. You will see that they circle to the westward till they become the heights from which flow the Tuniengwant and other North-flowing streams which I have named. They have some very lightly covered coal as far west up there as Wilkesson's two warrants, west of Marsh's Corners. All are agreed that a line carried from this point to the Divide Ridge between the waters of Clarion and Tionesta, in Forest County will leave no coal at all to the West of it. So narrow then is this McKean and Elk Co coal trough. π Yet narrow as it is, its valuable ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p011.jpg) portion appears to be hardly longer than its width I maintain that it is limited to the very highest of the high ground lying south of the Kinzu and some distance north of the Forks of Clarion. Before you are as far south as the Forks of Clarion the diminished altitude of the hills indicates truly how far they have lost their summit treasures by denudation. North of the Kinzu, the sum- mit maintains its elevation for some distance. It is quite high at Lafayette, at Marsh's Corners, and on the East side of the Tuniengwant against the head of Cole Creek. But this high ground all regrets being the very Northern limit of the coal field—it has only the very lowest veins.— I think we can despise the best they have at Lafayette."—I break off here to say that I made a rude scratching to help me to under- stand the preceding allusions to places. Rough as it is, I think you may perhaps get some help from it, so I enclose it. Don't laugh at ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p012.jpg) me if you find it incomprehensible, please! Tom goes on to explain how it happened that such an unlikely thing should occur as the presence of so large a body of coal land should be in the possession of the Mc. K. and E. Co, and almost confined to them. You know that old B. R. Cooper tried faithfully to obtain settlers, and open up to the public the 200,000 acres he undertook to settle. Not succeeding in this, the Holland Company, in return for his earnest endeavours, gave him the choice of 60,000 acres. He was to choose them in a connected body, to prevent his picking out all the best farm sites. Of course he wished to be on the water-courses, partly for the sake of the water power, more prized then than now, partly, for the sake of being able to float off the timber readily. The lands were measured off by Kelley of Indiana, 24 years ago, I believe. They take in Marvin Creek, and the two Clarions, and by a little ingenuity, it was so measured, that ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p013.jpg) [a hand drawn map that includes the following] [notes on the top and sides of the map] suppose the coal trough He say the Dip is S. & per- ceptibly West [N, W, E, and S to represent compass directions] [places included in the map, going from top to bottom and left to right] Allegheny Corydon Tunungwant Allegheny Marsh’s Corners Divide Ridge Cole Creek Kenzie Ms. Kean Lafayette Potato Numunda Smethport Tionesta Williamsville Tintonia Divide Ridge W. L k Clarion Buena Vista Insta[---] Fork Clarion N Creek Fork Driftwood Fore[---] [-]de Ridge Beaver Creek Montmoreney B[-]o Mill Creek [-]rion Johnsonburg Elk Creek Ridgway S[---]ys Driftwood Shipper Clarion Fox Kersey Barrens Bennett's Branch Clinton [---]nemahoning Keating NE course of J's letter. Barren's Barrens Keating Brookville Jefferson Sandy[-]ick Clearfield Clearfield Karthaus Snowshoe West Branch Susquenanza Snowshoe Centre ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p014.jpg) [page mostly blank, with the start of a map] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p015.jpg) 13 [-]re is never more than a single warrant Summit Land away from the streams, [-]d that is only for the purpose of connect- [-]g the Tract. Hence the residuum of [-] 200.000 acres might have been defined the high lands of the Tract: not the [-]st desirable for the purposes of a quarter a century ago, but now the Summit Coal [-]ds. So Just as our Fern Rock woods, that value so much, were left uncut as worth- [-]s,—Mr. C— neglected these valuable lands [-]ving them a prize for the more fortu- [-]ate W. K. and E. Co. [-] have left to the last, Tom's notes upon [-]e geology of the Region, hoping he could [-]nd time to put them together himself. [-]ut it is a week since I began this, and [-] is still busy, and unless you will [-]cept what I can do for him, I fear you [-]ll get no letter at all.— [-]oing along the Allegheny and its tributa- [-]ies Northward, you will find the lower [-]trata disclosing themselves. One by one, the [-]ood coal measures which you get by boring ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p016.jpg) at Pittsburg, and the last of the noble veins which go with you as far as Jefferson County. Long before you reach Meadville or Warren, where the flag slab sandstone is, below the last suspicion of coal smut, you are apprised by the presentment of carboniferous strata alone, that they do not rise as fast as the streams you are ascending. In other language, and reversing the statement, the dip of the strata is greater than the streams [crossed out] fall of the streams. "If, then, the hills or summit level of the Mc K. and E. Co's Lands maintain but the same average level above the waters of the region, they may be assumed to advance in mineral value as you proceed to the South and West. "I know of but one objection that can be urged to this theory, and this is the poverty of the veins in the neighborhood of Ridgway, which, accor- ding to my theory ought to be richer than those upon the M-Kean and Elk Co's Lands. The reply is- that (whether as an attendant upon the confluence of many streams there, or not) the summits have been most notably denuded in that neighborhood. There is a ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p017.jpg) very considerable descent from Montmorenci (where there seems to be but little coal,) to the town site at Ridgway. The hills at Ridgway look to my eye scarcely two thirds as high above the Clarion, as ours are above it here at Williams- -ville, and they are over a hundred feet lower than the main Summit a couple of miles further North. The Ridgway folds send 10 miles over into Hox Township, below Kersey (where, the map will show you, by the rise of Beaver Dam Run they climb to the summit level.) There, the best vein is a 3 foot one. I should not say the St Mary's hills were more than 200 feet above their paltry little Elk Creek. "The heights at St Mary's and Kersey may be considered as elevated by the great Divide Ridge. My Father, let me tell you a terrible truth. J. W. of St Mary's and W. and S. W. of Kersey the Divide Ridge means - Barrens! - The terrible No 12. of the State Geological Survey - the sandstone end of the last hopes of coals. Here is one of my proofs for the Westing - to my Dip. The Coal trough must make westing ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p018.jpg) -since, due South less than 20 miles from Williamsville, you come to the Barrens I crossed on my Road to Old Town Clearfield. You have heard of the thickness of the veins at St Mary's. "The mineral wealth of the region" is one of the strong arguments for perverting the course of the S. and E. R. R. I did not visit their 4 foot 1 vein as they were not anxious to take me and my measuring tape there, but I did visit the "Buchheit" opening of the same vein. A Professor C. J. Jackson measured it as 3 ft 10 in. It is best I should compute it as 2 ft 10 1/2 to 11. Now by Rule of Three If 3 ft 10: give 2 ft 11: "4 ft 1:" should give: (how much over 3 ft. 1.?)! St. Mary's is a little over a couple of warrants from the Barrens to the S. W. Ridgway is "in a good line of advancement"—but, as I have already intimated, the map shows how the streams run in to cut down the poor hills. It will always be a poor little place, there being neither flats nor fertile summits, and villages are slow of growth without good farms around them. <*The Barrens approach within 10 or 12 miles of Ridgway> ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p019.jpg) 17 I am confident of convincing my good friend Mr Dalson when I see him. I am sure I have a follower in Casey the Buffalo men's [-]wn geologist, who knows something of the real [-]ip which begins before you get as far South as Lafayette. Besides I cannot have wasted [-]ll the time I spent on my late stone- [-]acking expeditions. "I don't think you are in [-]ny danger of overvaluing my science, or I [-]ould caution you against my results as a [-]riori confirmations of my previous specu- [-]ations. Confirm them they do. Our true dip I believe to be consistently and [-]penly South, and perceptibly West. [-] think the formation at Teutonia (abominably [-]ilocated, the new English miners there tell me) unfairly elevated by the Divide Ridge Heigh[--] which theihills containing it are a spur. [-] they say truly that they are 140 ft higher [-]an the average Summit here, I do not wish say that the dip is equal to that number feet in 5 or 6 miles. But, as far as matching [-]es can prove, it is Wilcox's time which lies ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p020.jpg) upon their topmost heights, 25 feet below the highest knob of all, and their Cannel Coal is no other than Squire Brown's slaty Cannel. Above the Cannel coal some 50 feet, is their high 5 ft 3 (4 ft 8!) Mammoth vein at Bunker Hill. There is so little hill top above it there for cover, that they will soon have it entirely worked out. Yet above the place of the Cannel at Pistner's, (the German with whom Mr Struthers has just made such a fine bargain for his 80 acres) it should be as much as 120 or 130 feet to the place of the Roberts vein. "90 or 100 ft to the Lime—and it is nearly 50 feet more to the Roberts 3½ feet vein— above which there is still from 60 to 100 feet including the Pistner 22½ inch seam." This is all I can find in Tom's note-book previous to his visit to Johnson's and our coming here. I am afraid to try to explain what he meant by "verifying his conclusions." Still, I think I understand what the point was which he ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p021.jpg) employed the diggers to establish, at Johnson's Run. He never thought much of the "Big Veins" of Mc. Kean County, because they were so near the tops of the hills. One Vein of which I suppose you have heard a great deal, the "Portage Steel Vein"; and "Taylor's" 5 feet 8, are both just under the ground and of course of limited extent. When he returned from his expedition to the "Reserve," he was quite disheartened by the "openings" or "exposures" (isn't that the name?) off towards the Tuniengewant. He was afraid that there was no workable vein there, of any value, that was not too high up to be relied on. The Buffalo people's "Great Splint Vein" he had nowhere found to measure three feet in the clear, and it occupied, I believe, quite an elevated position. When he returned to us, one of his visits was to that hill of Pistner's, beforementioned. It is some fifty to a hundred feet higher than some hills opposite it, but on the other side of Johnson's Run. These hills have the average level of the country there. And it was into one of the[-] hills that he employed the men to dig. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p022.jpg) At least 135 ft from the top, I think—at any rate I am sure it was not more than 14 feet above the lowest water-level, he found 41¼ inches of coal of superior quality, and all of it coal with only one 3 inch seam of slate. It may be much thicker but 38¼ inches can be measured without any mistake. He said there were some seams above it higher up the hill, and I remember there were some below, one of which 20 feet below it, was half a mile further down Johnson's Run, nearer New Telanders. The coal he brought from it is exactly like the queer slaty looking stuff found in the "Bond Vein." This "Bond Vein" they have opened three hundred feet at least above the Level of the Kinzie, where they struck it North of that stream. So there may be all that difference in favor of your Company’s lands, in the cours[-] of about 13 miles, going South. But Tom made an expedition to the South west, and concluded that their lands grew m[---] in value in that direction. He said, when he came home, that he would rather have the Western 50,000 acres, than all the rest of the Tract 10 times over! I think his great discovery ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I30_p023.jpg) 21 [-] bal is on Hoffman’s Fork (it isn't down my rough Map,) but it comes into Iron Creek [-]ewhere) and also somewhere as you go [-] from Iron Creek towards the Tionesta. [-]e said there were "4 or 5 feet of first rate Coal [-]ere—quite low down." [-] much for Tom's stone-cracking, at which [-] was disposed to laugh at first. But I [-]s quite willing to let him compare, and [-]k, and collect stones enough to fill a basket [-]ter such results. [-]re—I don’t think there are any more [-] left in his Note Book. I hope he will [-] here in time to correct my mistakes! ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I31_p001.jpg) [written in the portrait direction] New York Tuesday 31st August 1858 darling Bessie. I wrote to you last 24th inst. and have nothing [---], you since, but as I am, at least intend, going off with [-]argaret for an excursion [-]morrow Morning to Trenton Niagara Falls, to be absent [-]r a week I write you these [-]ew lines to left you so & to give you the last accounts of Tot, who did [written in the landscape direction] in being so, but the case is altogether different when a man has a wife & family dependant on him, & when [---] being absolutely out of pocket for cash advanced he has lost his Clerkship & finds his means so reduced, that with his abilities he is obliged to go & live in Elk County ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I31_p002.jpg) [the following is written in the portrait direction] not remain at Lagarie but went up to Glasgow & staid all night (of Friday 6th [---]) at a[--]obe there & went west [---]ng to Edinburgh spent a few [illegible deletion] hours there with Mrs. Patrich Wood and went on to Elie that evening, so that She reached the dear old place exactly a fortnight after she left New York. this news comes in a letter from A[---] Wood to Harry [---] does not write herself as she found that it [the following is written in the landscape direction] it way he all very true that his [---] is better of there [---] [---] to the US Government for that—"God tempers "the wind to the shorn lamb" Mrs Lawrence goes up to Yo[---] today to remain with the two girls & the little boys during our absence Maryt & I and De[---] & Dew[---] went up to Pellwoodby ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I31_p003.jpg) [written in portrait direction] hurt her head to do so, so that I am afraid she is not quite so much better as her letter of 5th August led me to think that she was, by the way I want you to return that letter to me as I wish to keep it. I have a most pleasant letter of 13th Augt. from your Aunt Anna Cross in it she says "Tibby thought Willie much "improved in appearance & manners "in fact he is a handsome "gentlemanly young man, very "kind hearted & well principled" I have nothing [-]etter or about Willie from Clifton [written in landscape direction] the boat last Friday (27th) morning & returned by the 5.22 Train she had a most pleasant day & found your Aunt Eliza very well We set off by the Armenia tomorrow at 8 a.m. for Albany & thence to Trenton & Magura returning by the Erie Railroad. With kindest love to Tom & kisses to N. U. K & Elisha & wishing Gods best blessings on you & yours I am your affectionate Father William Wood ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I31_p004.jpg) Since my last. By the way in your last you mention incidentally that Tom was several thousand dollars out of pocket for his Utah expenses now if the US Government allow him to he so it will be the most scandalously shabby treatment that any government could be guilty of. He saved them $10,000,000 & thousands of lives & it would [---] past if they gave him 1 cent on the saving & paid his expenses besides. But tell him I think, that he owes it to you & his children to insist upon his expenses being paid, If he carried his family under his hat, he might afford to be generous ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I31_p005.jpg) [written in landscape direction] in being so, but the case is altogether different when a man has a wife & family dependent on him & when he se[-]tes being absolutely out of pocket for cash advanced he has lost his Clerkship & funds his means so reduced, that with his abilities he is obliged to go & live in Elk County [written in portrait direction] New York Tuesday 31st August 1858 [-] darling Bessie. I wrote to you last 24th inst. and have nothing [-]m you since, but as I am, at least intend, going off with Margaret for an excursion [-]morrow Morning to Trenton Niagara Falls, to be absent for a week I write you these few lines to tell you so & to give you the last accounts of Tot who did ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I31_p006.jpg) [written in landscape direction] it may be all very true that his health is better up there no thanks to the U.S Government for that—"God tempers "the wind to the shorn lamb." Mrs Lawrence goes up to Yonkers today to remain with the two girls & the 3 little boys during our absence, Maryt & I and Denny & Duncan went up to Pellwood by [written in portrait direction] not remain at Lagarie but went up to Glasgow & staid all night (of Friday 6th inst) at a[--] be there & went next morning to Edinburgh spent a few [illegible deletion] hours there with Mrs. Patrick Wood and went on to Elie that evening, so that she reached the dear old place exactly a fortnight after she left New York, this news comes in a letter from Anna Wood to Harry Tot does not write herself as she found that it ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I31_p007.jpg) [written in landscape direction] the boat last Friday (27th) morning & returned by the 5.22 Train she had a most pleasant day & found your Aunt Eliza very well. We set off by the Armenia tomorrow at 8 a.m. for Albany & thence to Trenton & Niagara returning by the Erie Railroad. With kindest love to Tom & kisses to N.A.K & Elisha & wishing Gods best blessings on you & yours I am your affectionate Father William Wood [written in portrait direction] hurt her head to do so, so that I am afraid she is not quite so much better as her letter of 5th August led me to think that she was, by the way I want you to return that letter to me as I wish to keep it. I have a most pleasant letter of 15th Augt. from your Aunt Anna Cross in it she says "Tibby thought Willie much "improved in appearance & manners "in fact he is a handsome "gentlemanly young man, very "kind hearted & well principled" I have nothing better or about Willie from Clifton ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I32_p001.jpg) Gloves for Jane from Mother. My darling Bess, I am so thankful for you and dear Tom we both prayed for it I am sure. Mother went to Aunt Patterson's last night to prepare for the Springs she told me to say how glad she was. Breakfast. Yours, Bess. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I33_p001.jpg) [written in portrait direction] Padstow Cornwall July 27th /50 [-]y dearest Aunt Mary, I have but a few [-]nutes to write, and tell you [-]t Mr. Clarke, and myself both in the best of health [-]d spirits, and if we both [-]y ourselves, as much du- [-]g the rest of our trip, as [-] have done hitherto, we [-]ll both have seldom [-] happier. We came down by the old boat, the Express [-]ting from Bristol at 6[--] P.M [written in landscape direction] [-]nner, and al- together thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. Here comes the boy for the letters to be posted, so no more from Your loving Willy. Address care of Mr. T. Tauntan Clarke Bodmin Cornwall ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I33_p002.jpg) and arriving at Padstow, at 7 ½ A.M. the next morning. The sail, during the evening was glorious, the sun going down, one blaze of light, sinking gradually beneath the blue waves of the Bristol Channel. After 10, however the weather changed sud- denly, and for the rest of our voyage, we had a rough sea, a high wind, and the rain falling in torrrents. Poor Mr. Clarke was very squeam- ish, though not "practically" sick, but I slept very com- fortably through it all, and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I33_p003.jpg) awoke next morning, not at all the worse for the rolling. When we had dressed, and come on deck, we found that our boat had anchored, about a quarter of a mile off Padstow, in a broad, salt water creek or river and that the passen- gers were preparing to em- bark in two large row-boats with their luggage, notwith- standing the rain, wh still poured, and a heavy sea, rolling in from the Atlantic. After waiting about half an hour, we at last got off, and were landing about half ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I33_p004.jpg) a mile from the town of P. (wh is a small fishing village about the size of Elie) and this distance we had to walk, with our baggage in our hands, acr[---] fields at every step sinking over our soles in the mud. At last we reached the inn but thoroughly soaked and very hungry, for we had had no breakfast as yet. After we had sat- isfied our hunger, however and changed our wet clothes Mr. Fredwen came and called whose us, and in- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I33_p005.jpg) B [-]sisted upon our coming [-]r to his house, and par- [-]king of another breakfast. [-] this we consented and introduced [---] to his [-]e, a very lady-like [---]ias- [-]t young lady, and to two daughters, are of [-]d Twelve, and the other [-] year or two younger. The [-]ting between Mr. Clarke [-]d his love, was, I need [-] say how cordial; but [-] also welcomed me [-] warmly. The whole ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I33_p006.jpg) of that day, it poured, so that we made no excursion, but Mr. Fredwen, who is a ship and boat-builder, and a thorough gentleman, took me over his yard, and [---] through his sheds, and explained to me, all the theory and practice of ship building; so that the day passed neither unpleasantly nor unprofitably. In the evening, the surgeon of the place, and his wife sister came to tea, and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I33_p007.jpg) we spent a very pleasant evening. We slept at the inn, that night, but had all our meals, with the family, all of whom I like very much. This mor- ning, the sun rose beau- tifully, and at half past 10, we all set out, in two carriages, to have a picnic among the magnificent rocks of St. Columb, on the shores of the Atlantic. We arrived at these rocks a- bout 12½, but before hav- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I33_p008.jpg) ing our dinner, we had a grand scramble of tw[-] hours duration, among rocks hollowed into c[-] and, archways, causew[-] and statues by the act[-] of the surf, whose ceas[-] less roar sounded [---] music to my ears, after having lived so long in[-] The scenery was, I think almost the most ma[-] icent, I ever saw. The [-] being over 300 feet high, [-] ⅓d higher than the 6 lift[--] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I33_p009.jpg) [written in landscape direction] [-]nner, and al- together thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. Here comes the boy for the letters to be posted, so no more from Your loving Willy. Address care of Mr. T. Tauntan Clarke Bodmin Cornwall [written in portrait direction] Padstow Cornwall July 27th /50 [-]y dearest Aunt Mary, I have but a few [-]nutes to write, and tell you [-]t Mr. Clarke, and myself both in the best of health [-]d spirits, and if we both [-]y ourselves, as much du- [-]g the rest of our trip, as [-] have done hitherto, we [-]ll both have seldom [-] happier. We came down by the old boat, the Express [-]ting from Bristol at 6[--] P.M ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I34_p001.jpg) My dear Mrs. Kane It afforded me much pleasure to receive a letter from one whom I have never seen [--]t love. I thank you for your prompt reply to mine of the first of May, and although not asked I take the privilage again of writing to you, your kind letter breathed forth the senti- ments of one who takes pleasure in making others happy, your words of consolation sunk deep into my heart and although I miss my beautiful little children, yet I am glad I have been the mother of three precious little ones whom I am convinced are now happy, freed from pain & sorrow, that we who remain on this earth are always subject too. I often say to my husband that I do not desire to live only to be a comfort to him and to accom plish that which I agreed to do before I came here for I long to be with my children and many dear friends that have gone before me, for this world has few charms for me, but I desire to live to gain that which will make me fit for a high sphere in the next probation, and that I may not have any cause to regret when I come to look back on this life. For this I have in the days of my youth, sacrificed my home Father, Mother, Brother, and Sisters, for what I supposed to be the will of God, and become ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I34_p002.jpg) a stranger in a strange land traveling over plain and deserts. Suffering hunger and thirst and many other privations, yes my dear Mrs K. I have seen sorrow, I have been called to pass through the deep waters of afflictions yet my Father in heaven has never entirely forsaken me, although sometimes I have been tempted to think that he had hid his face from me, and turned a deaf ear to the voice of my suplications yet will I say he is my Staff and Comfort still But I must now begin to say something about the Doctor I see by the last papers he has returned home I certainly was in hopes that he would return the south route for we wanted to see him again very much. Mr Clark was very Sorry that Mr. Hanks would not let him return. he wrote to the Dr from San Barnardino, we know not whether he ever got the letter or not, for he has never got any answer from him, good and great man God Almighty has chosen him to be a mediator between his country and a people whom I have long associated with and love. I hear but little that I can rely on about Salt Lake I have written several letters but can obtain no answer, and the newspaper reports are very contradictory, I hope however all will be well. Since we were broken up at ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I34_p003.jpg) San Barnardino and gave away our good home that we had worked hard to make pleasent, fruitful, and beautiful, we have never located ourselves any where yet, land is very high here, since I came up to the upper country I have been staying at Dr Mac Intyre's 25 miles from Sacramento City, but at present I am on a visit to Mr Clark's Brother's at Oreville. My husband is doing business for them at the present it is not such a pleasent place as dry creek where I have been, the town is situated between two mountains and it is extremely hot, yesterday the thermom- eter was 114 in the shade Inclosed in your letter I found the Photograph of your beautiful little Dau- ghter I kiss it a great many times, I thank you very much for sending it to me. God bless her and spare her life that she may ever be a comfort to her parents and be as great and noble as they are. For I know that her Father is one of the great men of the earth and doubtless her Mother is also, or she would not have been the wife of Dr. Kane. You did not say anything about your little boy—Oh how I wish I could see you all, even if it was only as I now see little Harriet. I often fancy to myself ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I34_p004.jpg) how you and the Doctors Mother look for well I know how he looks he could not disguise himself from me if he is at home present our kind regards to him also to your self & Mother kiss your beautiful little ones for me and belive me my dear friend you have my prayers for your welfare and prosperity in time and throughout the endless ages of eternity from your affectionate friend Frances, Jessie Clark July 12th O[--]ville P. S. Direct to me as before Fugitts P O San Joaquin County ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I35_p001.jpg) Yonkers, Monday. August 9th My dear Bessie, I am much obliged to you for Utah pretty Madonna. It is just getting dark but I want to write you a little note to tell you how all goes on. Papa is looking very well, and Uncle James seems to be getting on nicely with Mrs Wood. We have just come home from Ry[-] Aunt Maria and Cousin Emily did all they could to try and make our visit pleasant. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I35_p002.jpg) I'm sorry that I don't talk well, for I make a very stupid guest. Dear old Lottie will have probably arrived safely by this time, and she will meet Willie Wood and Kate. They left Australia in May. Charlotte Prince is engaged to the brother of your old friend Emily Hyeth. I believe you used to know him. Was he a nice person? I liked a Woman's Thoughts about Women very much. I am afraid that we wont see you for a long time, now that you have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I35_p003.jpg) got safely back to Philadelphia. This winter you really might come and stay with us. We shall miss Lottie so much! Love to all. Yours very affectionately Harrie. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I36_p001.jpg) [written in portrait direction] New York Thursday 12th August 1858 My darling Bessie Yours of Sunday last (8th) reached me on the 10th and this morning I have your interesting letter of 10th inst from Port Carbon. The face of the enclosed Mormon is good & benevolent but the forehead is "villainous low" and bad there is a something in Common to his face (wherever he may be) and that of Dr. Bernheisel and I suspect that the whole Community of them want the same [written in landscape direction] this road was 19 Miles & not nearly so pretty as the other & we did not get home till 8¼ PM. Tillie Dawson is going out to visit Harry today by the 11.30 Train, & I must be off to take her out. God bless & watch over you & Tom & the dear Babies. Ever your affectionate Father William Wood 2121 14 years today since I landed in N York with your mother & you children ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I36_p002.jpg) penny in the shilling, or possibly have an additional penny in the shilling, but by the deficiency or redundancy equally deviate from the standard of common sense. J. Walter tells me that the $252 belong to Tom & not to me, as the whole $315 were required to cover expense incurred by Tom on my account in Philad. Expenses which would not have been incurred but for my being there, & such therefore as ought to be borne by me ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I36_p003.jpg) & not by Tom therefore the $252 belong to him & neither to Tot not to me Q.E.D.—Corollary Therefore use them for his & your own comfort.— Helen went to John Hone's at Morristown or a visit yesterday. Harriet preferred staying at home. At 7½ A.M. Margt. Denny Duncan & I set off in a very nice open carriage across the Country to Rye on a visit to Aunt Maria & Emily Foster. We passed through Bronxville & New Rochelle the day was cool & the country beautiful the distance 7 miles ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I36_p004.jpg) we got a most warm & hospita[-] welcome & had a day of real enjoyment The House stands on rocky terrace looking down o[-] beautiful saltwater ponds, with [-] beyond which is the deep blu[-] sound Shules wide not unb[-] the forth opposite Elie the scene was a delightful combination of Eli & Windermere. I romed Margt. & then the boys &c. abo[-] among the Islands, the wa[-] like crystal & full of little fis[-] Denny bathed, Duncan was afr[-] but both joined & were hugely delighted We got there at 10½ & left at 4½ P.M. returning b[-] another road by Whiteplains Sair Mill Reau (or Nepperba[-] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I36_p005.jpg) [written in landscape direction] this road was 19 Miles & not nearly so pretty as the other & we did not get home till 8¼ PM. Tillie Dawson is going out to visit Harry today by the 11.30 Train, & I must be off to take her out. God bless & watch over you & Tom & the dear Babies. Ever your affectionate Father William Wood 2121 14 years today since I landed in N York with your mother & you children [written in portrait direction] New York Thursday 12th August 1858 My darling Bessie Yours of Sunday last (8th) reached me on the 10th and this morning I have your interesting letter of 10th inst from Port Carbon. The face of the enclosed Mormon is good & benevolent but the forehead is "villainous low" and bad there is a something in Common to his face (wherever he may be) and that of Dr. Bernheisel and I suspect that the whole Community of them want the same ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I37_p001.jpg) Padstow Cornwall 27 July 1858 My dear Mrs. Fergusen— You will be very [--]ad to hear that Willie is enjoying himself very much here—we had a [-]ery pleasant passage, and he was much more comfortable than I was, not being a very [-]ad [-]itor— We have had to-day dilightful pic-nic by [--]e sea, which Willie [-]s thoroughly appreciated ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I37_p002.jpg) you would have been delighted to have seen him, running about—the merriest of us. I shall not say the most happy because I am sure you will not think that I am intending my affairs upon you, if I tell you that I think I have been the happiest of the party, and that all my affairs are progressing very satisfactorily— They are very kind to Willie here, & we shall remain until Friday ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I37_p003.jpg) or Saturday; but you had better write him at Bodmin Mr. Clarke's Bodmin Cornwall— He has a very pleasant companion in Mr. Fredwen who is having him all that he can—The scenery here is magnificent—The sea open & clear & blue— the cliffs very grand & imposing—The air is very bracing— The account that I can give you of Willie is altogether satisfactory ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I37_p004.jpg) and I think I shall be able to believe {---] with my brother Wi[---] anxiety, and that he will come back [---] stronger—I am very [---] pleased to see him [---] joying himself so muc[-] I am sorry that I ha[--] so badly blotted my lett[--] on the other side but I hope you will excuse I will write you agai[-] before Willie goes awa[-] with my [--]ther— With very kind [-] I remain Wednesday [--] very [---] Eng. W. [---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I38_p001.jpg) My dear Tom and Bess, Mother left in much better spirits, kind cousin Mary made her eat and drink and she always [---] with petting, though she arms herself so vigorously against it. Pat looked really hand- some, he does dress with a certain style when he gives his mind to it. John and I drove to Aunt Ann's to tea, and after a night of Green- wood started for the mills. The squandered property ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I38_p002.jpg) of our unfortunate Uncle was of the most reproach- ful beauty. It had been raining and the meadows were of the freshest green while the pretty peaceful Delaware dotted with white sails basked in half sunshine beyond. John's new house was fresh with new paper and furniture, but poor Cous[-] Lizzie's rooms had a widowed air of poverty. Dear warm hearted women! They all were at Lapidea to dine with us and the grand children were certainly bright and at- tractive Mr Thomas showed ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I38_p003.jpg) to the greatest advantage sympathizing with Mary in putting on the most cheerful aspect though the falling house was about their very heads. Dear Aunt Eliza was full of loving messages to you, she intended coming at once to welcome you and reproached herself for delaying her visit. She looks as if she would soon see the heavenly king dom, and I felt happy to think how much she would be at home with her own kindred, she has had a long mile. Give bushels of kisses to my darlings how I miss ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I38_p004.jpg) [-]u all. Lizzie has come to [-]y with me so I must stop in [-]ste. Yours Bess. [-]rn Rock Aug 13th Pat's office Dear Tom, Aug. 13th Bess and I are quite well [-]nd dismal in the empty house. I see Bessie's letter on the table but as [-]t is not directed to me cant answer it. A letter from Pat to J. P. G. says that [-] and mother had arrived safely in Washington on Wednesday night. That they [-]ad the Bridal Chambers at Browns hotel [-]nd found themselves very comfortable. They w[-]re both well and were going to rush on to the White Sulphur Springs the next day. Love to Bess and the young ones John K. Kane Jr. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I39_p001.jpg) August 15th 1858 Fern Rock. Dear Tom, Bessie and Lizzie Mitchell have gone to church and P. Green and myself are in quiet possession of the library—Some few flies are buzzing round my head. The locusts and grasshoppers are chirping and trilling outside and J. P. G makes as much noise as he well can in turning over the leaves of his french dictionary but in spite of them the general effect is of silence at Fern Rock on this sleepy August afternoon. I miss you and Bessie and the young ones doubly now that Mother and Pat are away and it is in self defense that I lay down my cigar and write this letter to drive off the blues. What shall I say to you? No more news from Pat and Mother. Frank and the rest of the family are well as when you left. The hydraulic ram has at last yielded to the persuasions of Wright & Punter's men and again allows us to have baths of a morning. The pig (the old pig) is ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I39_p002.jpg) better, in fact as well as can be expected under the circumstances and—I believe that is all. P. Green to whom I have just ap- pealed informs me that the new waiter vice Margery, resigned, is pretty an event so unprecedented in the annals of the family that it is worthy of being recorded. Mother was away from home at the time she was engaged which may explain the seeming anomaly. There is one thing about which I wish to write to you before closing. Little Narry. You know that for some time she has been troubled "with the usual pest of childhood worms" see wood. Well the old notion that all that can be done in such cases is to kill the worms is as you would imagine simply ridiculous the generation of worms being dependent on a state of system so that you could readily go on raising successive crops and killing them off by worm has untill at last you killed the child. Dont be scared. Such cases are at best rare and your young one is not at all likely to be one of them. This going to the mountains alone is likely to set her all right but I wish to make ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I39_p003.jpg) assurance doubly sure by telling you how she should be treated. Of course good plain dirt and exercise in open air— that you know as well as I but with regard to diet, two things 1st There is a common prejudice against giving children especially children afflicted with worms. This is a humbug—syrup is itself a vermi- fuge, and sweet food is good, sugar especial- ly. 2nd Encourage her to eat salt. Nothing is better. It acts as a tonic, and mild laxative and is death to worms at the same time. Last. Keep her bowels in good order, not too open but free. Should she be constipated you will find olive oil in doses of from one to two teaspoonfuls milder in its action and more readily taken than castor oil especially if mixed with syrup. If the symptoms of restlessness, uneasy sleep, with teeth gritting or nose picking return. Give from [illegible deletion] 40 drops to a teaspoonful of oil of turpentine—(You need not be afraid of it) in mucilage or sy[-]up and follow it with a good brisk dose of Castor oil the next morning. Do this O! peacemaker and all will be well. And so with love to Bess and the two young ones I will bid you ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I39_p004.jpg) good bye and be of good cheer God bless you dear Tom Good bye John K. Kane [-] P. S. My friend Dr. Ned Beylard is in town. He leaves tomorrow for Boston where he will marry a Miss. Ritchie of that city. J. K. K Jr. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I3_p001.jpg) 4th of July, 1857. Dear Tom, Our special meeting came off last night. It was a hard fight from the jump,—52 members pre- sent. The motion to rescind the committee's authority to purchase failed by a tie vote, 26 to 26. The committee therefore go on. All the fogies were there, and well drilled; and with them two or three who ought to have known better, Dr. Boardman, Durand, and Dr. F. Bache. Frager's men were all the professors of the University, medical & scientific, the college of physicians, the Acady. of Natl. Sciences, old George Ord, Harry Williams, Par- ker Foulke, Kendall, Lea, Hays, etc, etc.—Our's were Fraley, Crenon, Frego, Justice, McMi[--], two Harrises, Dr. Moore & his son in law Finley, E. K. Price, Tom Dunlap, Staiding, Hart, Boyé &c.—Speeches galore and tart occupied us till 11 o'clock. Fraley, Frazer, Kane, Williams, Price, Foulke, Dunlap, Bache, Bell, , Dr. Morris, all fired their shots,— Kane's, hot ones,—in retort to Frazer's,—Foulke's pith and putty,—Price's argumentative,—Bache's nebulous,—&c, &c,—I saw we had no hope of gaining a vote by argument from the aristocracy of Fogydom, and resolved to hold the high school & whatever there was of democracy: so I went in to the University and its "talent science", and claimed illustration for Spring Garden in "The Institute" of that District and in the "Great Cen- tral representative of Education, from which every year there came so noble a body of graduates," the High School.—Dangli- son was sick in bed, you were in McKean, Guillon skulked, Harlehurst do., Gerkard went out of town; but a miss is as good as a mile, the affirmative was not sustained by a majority. 6th July <(after mothers P.S.)>—Dear Pal and Achales Johnny have been rear- ranging my books, and have succeeded in discarding five shelf loads, which are to go to the stable tomor- row. Meanwhile however they are around me on the Library floor, and I write like the clerk at a con- stable's sale.—We have heard from John at Paris. He was detained at Southampton by a lady under his charge falling sick, and reached the Gal- lic shores denuded of means: wherefore drafts & drafts. He was at Hotel du Louvre, Rue Rivoli, where he is surprized that everything has to be paid for, even a glass of iced water,—but hoped in a day or ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I3_p002.jpg) two to find his way to a Pension in the Quartier Latin.—By the way, Tom, if you are to have a thousand dollars to lend by the 24th of this month, send me a check for it: I have been disappointed of my expected means, and have promised in ad- vance to pay that sum to the Bank. If you are not to have it, let me know at once, that I may hunt elsewhere.—The Hall question, Pat says, is to have a hard tug in the Common Council. It would be delightful, wouldn't it, to be the owners of the building after two such fights for it.— The saddles,—they will come when I get to town to buy them. The [---] if my reconnaissance at the huts has guided me aright, will cost more to car- ry it to Mc R. County than six times its absolute va- lue. Do you perhaps mean the network hammock? —Do you ever see a Democratic newspaper up in the Woods? Korney's oration on the 4th has a beauti- ful paragraph about Elisha, applying to him [--]al- [--]k's m[---]dy on Burns. It was in the Pennsylva- nian and in the Ledger of this morning.—Sister Mary is abed with [---]. [---] is certainly a poison about that place: the dam a few days ago was black all over with decaying water plants. ~[---] or [---]: Judge Grier asks me to write our joint opinion.~We had a visit from Mr. Shields on Saturday morning: He is going to run away for the hot weeks, if they ever come; and so is Mr. Clark; Mr. Richards of Boston [---]ling meanwhile for the consolidated congregations. Mrs. Ashmead says Berrie's $4. and handywork helped much at the [-]air. The $4. were invested in articles that sold for $8. Total [---] $1300; project, leaving only $200. of debt on Mr. [--]elfenstec[-]'s [---]. There two last items for Bessie K. alone,—not for that heretic Charlotte nor yourself.~ ~No sleep last night—Railroad cars all day—Goodnight J.K.K. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I3_p003.jpg) Monday night 9½ oclock. My dear Tom, Too sleepy to give a bright account of any thing but I will add thanks at least to your Father's letter for your amusing sketches and pray you to continue them—also my thanks for Charlottes message showing my advice will not be lost through her kind efforts. Your Father begins with friday evening I will go back to Thursday morning, when I left him in bed & through a heavy rain started by the early train for town. Our Asylum meeting was this consequence of the weather and Mrs. [-]aux exclaimed as she entered—"I should not have ventured out if it had not been the fear of thy resignation— which I was determined should [---] be received. I told her you made me promise at least to wait till you came back & I think if your Father had heard the commotion it made he would have been satisfied you were right in keeping me there. Your Father came in the Germantown train, dined at Sister Helen's and John drove him & Robert to the Blind Asylum & when ca[---] arrived he took us to the Depot. There we met Charlie & Cal. with Johnny Green to stay until Monday at Fern Rock. We found tea ready on our arrival, Cal had a shuddering spell, which I attributed to the cold rain he had come through & the ice water, but at breakfast he had a regular shake & soon found his way to bed with head ache & fever. I sent for Dr Betton who gave blue pill &c—and yesterday pronounced him well & said he might dine on chicken & go home to day. Your Father & I wished to keep him a few days longer, but this morn- ing he changed his mind and said he must go with ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I3_p004.jpg) Uncle & Charlie—the former having business of Aunt Mary with the Chester Bank. He found Sister Mary [-] in bed but missed seeing the President of the Bank is to go down again on Wednesday. Cal seemed as well ever & to morrow is to return to school with Charlie. The morning train brought Miss Stockhouse to know h[-] she was to enter the asylum, & soon after Letitia arrived bringing Lissie to stay until to morrow, and by took Miss S. to the Germantown cars, for she had be[-] much troubled to hear until near six no car left [-] Except a visit from Mrs. Mears who has requested Lissie ask the purport of the $4. from Charlotte & Bessie, we h[-] had a delightful day to ourselves, only I have talked [-] I felt ashamed of myself. Lissie is delighted with th[-] brook, garden, woods & every thing & says Lizzie Dick[-] must come out & see it, so I have given her a kind invi[-] tion to do so. Tell Bessie the rain prevented my taking the testaments in the week so I made Charlie & Johnn[-] take them yesterday to the afternoon Church. Being [-] Johnny placed them on a table & had scarcely seated himself when to his great consternation he heard M[-] Morris tell the congregation to help themselves to the prayer books, & the Testaments were soon scat[---] ed abroad—after service Johnny reclaimed them. The rain kept me from seeing Ann on Thursday; John [---] [---]d to day she is very weak, every [---] day a chill & fever. So dear People guard well the little ones & make the most of the pure air you are in till fall brings you back, able to withstand any evils you may meet in this region. Lissie joins me in hearty love to all of you, I will now to bed & the lad[-] [---] write till he is sleepy. Ever yr fond [---]—J D [---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I40_p001.jpg) White Sulphur Springs Aug. 16. 1858. My dear Tom & Bessie, I seated myself to give a long account yesterday afternoon of our journey hither [-]ward, but before I had hay filled Bessie's sheet Patterson came in with a negro in attendance [-]aying the mail was about closing and the man [-]ust take my scrawl to the Post-office. To day Mr. Field has determined to start for Philad. in the morning, so by snatches I may get [-]ady a budget for him. I was too vexed to miss you dear Tom the last morning, to have another [-]ood bye and a kiss of reconciliation for my [-]ception on your unlooked for return. I do [-]st we may all be spared to meet again at [-]ar Fern Rock, but it really seems as if we [-] knocking about among the pitfalls of the [-]ld; you amid the dangers of the forest, and [-] under burning suns, rushing in railroad [-]eed over precipices, and then unable to rest [-] weary limbs when we reach the end of [-] day's heavy journeying. We are beginning [-] forget it all however, for Aunt Patterson [-]indly shared her little room with me & [-] has strong hopes of getting over from [-]r creek into this immediate vicinity to day. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I40_p002.jpg) Every thing worked prosperous till we bade farewell to Washington—there we discover- ed in time to remedy the mistake we had taken a wrong boat, but at the junc- tion, though Patterson made all enquiry we got into the wrong cars & were far in the way to Richmond before we discovered it. Our fellow passengers under the same mistake left the cars (to be picked up again in the morning) at Louisa Court House, but finding I could without losing time pass the night with Frances Crouch, I asked Patterson to take me to Richmond. We brushed off our dust, & dined at the Exchange, Patterson engaged a room for himself, ordered a cab, gave me a good look at the Monument & then carried me to Mr. Crouch's, where I had a very warm wel- come. Poor Frances has been obliged to take boarders, (fortunately they had gone on Summer excursions) but her animal spirits are unchanged, and though her Husband is a confirmed invalid she expressed perfect contentment with her lot. Richard she called very steady, Lucy's wax work was displayed with pride, together with sundry other pieces of ingenuity, & Tom she called a model of industry, taking his breakfast at 8'oc, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I40_p003.jpg) and going to a Book Store for the day. He has grown so much the likeness to Willie has almost gone, but I was pleased with his gentle and affectionate manner, and sin- cerely hope he may do well in this world. They gave me a half past five breakfast were all up to see me off and [-] 15 min before T. Pat & I were in the rail road cars which were to take us to the far point Jackson's River. What a day of dust, heat & discomfort in every way. Patterson is completely upset, & declares Virginia Springs must never be named to him, he is too angry with himself for not informing himself of the uncivilized state of things in the old Dominion. But this is a digression;—at Jack- son's River we took the stages—we had literally to creep over the rough mountain road and completely exhausted we reached what was extolled as a first rate Hotel, at 10 o'clock. It was a most wretched County Tavern, we waited an hour for an indifferent supper thinking a cup of tea might possibly refresh us, it was after midnight before I went to bed in a middle room with a strange young Lady & not a fastening to either door. At three we were roused for the mail coach at four & arrived at the White Sulphur to breakfast. Anne Paterson shares her little room & bed with me & poor Pat has obtained no entre to the House spite of all his exertions ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I40_p004.jpg) Mr. Field goes to morrow, and we will be off the earliest moment the sulphur trial closes & thank- ful would I be if Pat would trust me & Sister Helen & be Mr. Field's travelling companion: for he is not used to roughing it through the world, and I cannot bear to see him so com- pletely at fault. We have some pleasant things to cheer us which he has not; for Lizzie, Mr. Taylor, Mrs. Moore, & a host of Virginia acquaintances for Sister, but only Mr & Mrs. Guillon for Pat. I take the bath and drink my allowance of sulphur water, trusting a change may come, but at present I have only four demanding white salve with a host of minors unworthy of observation. Remember me to Judge and Mrs. Wilcox, Morton & Jane and do not let the dear children forget me, but give them a daily kiss from their old Grandmother. J. D. L. Kane P. S. Dear Bessie, if Tom builds think more of convenience & comfort than beauty in the suite. First be [illegible deletion] near an abundant spring of water, and <20,> not on the top of a great hill to wear out servants & horses transporting every article for daily use. Do study the matter faithfully, and make him act accordingly, you know well what the work of a house is under the greatest advan- tages. Ever yr. fond Mother, J. D. L. Kane Writing on my lap, book too small for my paper. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I41_p001.jpg) Tuesday Aug. 11- Love to the Judge & Mrs W. My dear children, Uncle William brought [---] a letter from Mother yester- [-]ay. They had mistaken the [---]rs at the junction and [---]und themselves obliged to [---]ass the night in Richmond. [---]other was tired but seemed [---]lad to see the Grouchs. [---]hat a wonderful woman [---]e is for interesting herself [---]n people, no trouble kills ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I41_p002.jpg) it out. You cant imagine how desolate the house is without you all and yet I love it so dearly. Your rooms have been cleaned, a[-]oth clothes put away, a large basket of soiled clothes sent to our wash Bess, for I paid the man for the last and thought it better to give him no more without your orders. Jane Pickett shall attend to the bed. Mary Elwyn rides out this afternoon with Miss Chapman, Emmy leaves on Friday for Paris, and comes to make her adieu ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I41_p003.jpg) Weir is to be married the last of September, but Mr. Wharton waits until October. I have a long letter from Sarah at Nahant, she is enjoying herself very much. Fan has not yet returned but received permission to wait longer. Mrs. Inge[---] and Miss Fan have come without her, hinging rumors of Fan's merry but noisy manner and her Mother's evident annoyance at her calling from the Hotel win dow to the coachman below, screaming in her conversation ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I41_p004.jpg) and in fact being untaught in the civilities of gentle folks. Sarah is a lady, but poor lit- tle Fan wants neatness and refinement I must confess, yet she takes reproof very amiably. Mrs. Hemble thinks me an English girl Mrs. Ingersull says, She means this as the highest commendation. I am willing to send you this dreary letter, him owing anything passes muster in Elk Co. Lizzy is much more cheerful and is a great comfort. She misses little Harry dread fully and sends her love and a kiss. Mother will find Aunt Patterson at the Springs when she arrives. Your rooms are uninhabited and shut up. God bless you. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I42_p001.jpg) Philadelphia, Aug 19th My dear Mr. Kane; Father has just received a letter from Mr. Plitt, enclosing one from Lieut. Beale to Mr. P._ dated Aug. 13th wherein he expresses his "deep regret that he has no power to gratify Mr. & Mrs Plitt, in the appointment of young Burchard." The letter, with the exception of the above not unimportant fact is everything that I could desire. He says: "The Secretary having appoin- ted seven friends of his own, leaves me no opportunity whatever of gratifying my own inclinations in appointments to my party. Earlier by a month or so, I might have urged his claims at Washington ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I42_p002.jpg) for a place with me, but at present every position is duplicated by the number who have been appointed and who are, without an exception, entire strangers to me. I could not even oblige my own relatives, but was obliged to take one or two as common laborers, awaiting the very remote contingency of a vacancy occasioned by death or resignation." Now, there is evidently a screw loose somewhere, or a misunderstand- ing of some kind has taken place, for Mr. Plitt as early as May last undoubtedly assured me that Beale had promised me an appoint- ment in the event of an appropriation. His letter, however, is a clincher and thus fails the third grand attempt to give "young Burchard" a start in the world. Mr. Plitt has been very good to me however, in fact I know of nothing ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I42_p003.jpg) that I have done for him to deserve the interest he has taken in me. His letter to Father too, hints at a place under him were he in office, but I need only say that as much as I am in want of something to do, I cannot but look upon a life at the desk with horror. I make no apology for thus writing, as your kindness to me convinces me that it is unnecessary. Please remember me to Mrs Kane, and believe me, Very truly Yours, Chas M Burchard ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p001.jpg) [triangle symbol] New York Thursday 19th August 1858 My darling Bessie, I think I wrote to you last Thursday directing my letter to the care of Judge Wilcox. Your letter to Willie from Port Carbon came duly to hand & was forwarded [-] Vanderbilt house on 14th inst. I enclose you an interesting letter of 27th July from Willie to your Aunt Mary, written from Padstow & giving quite an interesting account of his Cornwall experiences ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p002.jpg) I also enclose a letter from Mr Clarke, Willie's medical attendant with whom Willie had gone to Cornwall, Mr Clarke being about to be married there and intending to leave Willie in charge of his (Mr Clarke's) brother, while he took his marriage jaunt. You will notice that Mr Clarke considers his account of Willie "altogether satisfactory". It is a very great blessing to see the dear boy so happy & so fully appreciating the beauties of the rocky sea coast ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p003.jpg) "God be with thee, gladsome ocean" Willie has my love of bold rocky sea coasts early imbibed by me at Elie & perhaps inherited from the old Andrew Wods or earlier Vikings. Yesterday I took a holiday & walked up the Hudson side above Yonkers, on the railway track with Denny & Duncan we were under a bold headland on this side & just opposite a very high part of the hoary old Palisades, we came upon a nice sandy beach with 2 immense boulders partly ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p004.jpg) in the water, on the furthest out we got & all three undressed I dipped each of the little fellows once & then took a dive & a swim myself, as it was an entirely improvised bathe we had no Towels so we dried ourselves in the wind & sun & as the Cattle was very powerful I have I find slightly blistered the top of my head, the last bottle I took in the open air was with dear Willie at Elie just 3 years ago Denny & Duncan & little [---] are very [---] little chaps ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p005.jpg) [written in portrait direction] I wish you lived near us to know them, Denny sober & thoughtful [-] Duncan full of fun, while Chalmers [-]as a big bullet head on his shoulders with a burly decided countenance looking what [-]e scotch folk call "varra gash" [-]he is as sunburnt & brown as [-] young Indian, the little [-]haps are in the air and [-]n the go all day. Helen is at John Hone's at Morristown but returns tomorrow, Meanwhile [written in landscape direction] [line covered by folded page] you and yours Ever your Affectionate Father William Wood ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p006.jpg) Tillie Dawson is paying Harry a visit, which I think has done Harry good & cheered her. I have not yet heard of the arrival of the Edinburgh, but the Fulton which sailed the same day for Southampton is reported arrived by the Arabi[-] off Cafe Race. Last Saturday (14th.) James went up to Pellwood to pass the Sunday & J. Walter & Sabina came up to Yonkers & occupied his room. Sabina has weaned little "Nina" ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p007.jpg) nothing is yet known about the time of their departure for Lumpoal, but we shall probably know to morrow upon the arrival of the Arabia. I have most pleasant letters of 28th July from Aunt Helen & Cousin Anna Wood expressing their happiness at Charlotte's intended visit & also one from Jno. D. to the same effect. Last Monday (16th) I took a Holiday & we all including Tillie D. drove to the High Bridge & had a beautiful ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p008.jpg) [written in portrait direction] view up & down the Harlem River & having imbibed some iced lemonade & cakes under the Trees returned home in good spirits, so you see that I am doing my best to acquire the habits of a man of leisure but it is rather uphill work altho' not so entirely unbearable as I had expected. James on the other hand is coming out strong as a "worky" & for the 2 last mornings has gone in by the 5 AM! Train from Yonkers. Give my kindest love to Tom, & kiss HAK and [written in landscape direction] Elisha for me. We had a capital sermon from a Methudist last Sunday at the Presbyterian Church on the last. "I will not let thee go except thou bless me." It smote me between the joints of the harness more than any sermon has done for years. Mayt Walter & Sabina were all delighted, but Harry thought he spoke dis- respectfully of Jacob, because he called him "a thorough Jew," up [---] time when [---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p009.jpg) [written in landscape direction] Elisha for me. We had a capital sermon from a Methudist last Sunday at the Presbyterian Church on the last. "I will not let thee go except thou bless me." It smote me between the joints of the harness more than any sermon has done for years. Mayt Walter & Sabina were all delighted, but Harry thought he spoke dis- respectfully of Jacob, because he called him "a thorough Jew," up [---] time when [---] [written in portrait direction] view up & down the Harlem River & having imbibed some iced lemonade & cakes under the Trees returned home in good spirits, so you see that I am doing my best to acquire the habits of a man of leisure but it is rather uphill work altho' not so entirely unbearable as I had expected. James on the other hand is coming out strong as a "worky" & for the 2 last mornings has gone in by the 5 AM! Train from Yonkers. Give my kindest love to Tom, & kiss HAK and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I43_p010.jpg) [written in landscape direction] [line covered by folded page] you and yours Ever your Affectionate Father William Wood [written in portrait direction] I wish you lived near us to know them, Denny sober & thoughtful [-] Duncan full of fun, while Chalmers [-]as a big bullet head on his shoulders with a burly decided countenance looking what [-]e scotch folk call "varra gash" [-]he is as sunburnt & brown as [-] young Indian, the little [-]haps are in the air and [-]n the go all day. Helen is at John Hone's at Morristown but returns tomorrow, Meanwhile ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I44_p001.jpg) Philadelphia, Aug. 21/58. Mrs. Bessie, I promised Miss Bessie this morning, to be the amanuensis of the family, and not to let another day pass without showing some trace or sign; and especially to tell you of a much more cheering note that came yesterday from Mrs. Kane. She had succeeded in getting a room for her- self, that was really a Paradise, in comparison; in fact of so gigantic a size that there was room for a wash basin and comb, to which Mr. Pat could resort, and save the walk to his own quarters. He had bought a large bread-pan which made an excellent bath, and had so far revived as to make himself agreeable to the young ladies, and give up the thoughts of an immediate return. At Fern Rock, matter are much as usual; Miss Bessie is admirable as housekeeper, in spite of Johnny's teasing, and receives the friends of the family with hospitality and kindness. Miss Elwyn and Miss Chapman paid her a visit on Wednesday afternoon, Dr. DaCosta has spent a night at Fern Rock, Wally Mitchell was there last night, Dr. Moss and Mr. Phillips drove out to tea, and in point of fact, she has very little leisure time. Miss Lizzy is still with her, reading the Halligs and the Virginians, and con- stantly reviving Mr. Shields. Dr. Weir left for Newport yesterday morning— without the lady of his choice whose father was obstinate at the last moment. You will easily believe that maledictions of ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I44_p002.jpg) sorts were hurled at his devoted head; nothing would move him, he refused to consent. We are just recovering from the Atlantic Cable, and people begin to believe that it is a reality. There have been several messages transmitted to and from England, congratulating the directors on either side, announc- ing a slight collision between the Europa and the Arabia, and on the 1st of September, the line will go fairly into operation. With this exception, there is really nothing on hand, that it would be worth while to write about. Jno. P. Green. Saturday, 1 PM. Mrs. J. L. Kane Williamsville Pa: PS. Your photographic friend, Mr. Stonhouse, has just hon- ored me with a visit; he said that he had heard from Florence a few days ago, and that Major Egan left there on the 2nd. Inst., Utah. He was very pressing in his inquiries, wanted to know how all the family were, look Mr. Tom's address, and promised to send me on all the Heralds that contain any interesting Mormon news. I am not recon- ciled to him yet. J. P. G. J. P. G. is interesting himself in haidees. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I45_p001.jpg) [written in landscape direction] Elie, August 18th 1858 My dear old Tom & Bessie, Please believe that I love you both beyond all telling, till you hear from me to the contrary.—I for my part never doubted your love to me, and never could doubt it, even if I "heard from you to the contrary."—God bless you both. Don't be too good & self-sacrificing—and "riper for heaven" before I get back—I will not & cannot write any letters to anyone till I am quite well. Anna Wood keeps Harry constantly informed [written in portrait direction] of my state & welfare—& "enquiring friends" will please apply to Miss [-]ary at S. W. 16th It, for all news of me in the mean time— Always afftely C. Nell ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I45_p002.jpg) [written in portrait direction] of my state & welfare—& "enquiring friends" will please apply to Miss [-]ary at S. W. 16th It, for all news of me in the mean time— Always afftely C. Nell [written in landscape direction] Elie, August 18th 1858 My dear old Tom & Bessie, Please believe that I love you both beyond all telling, till you hear from me to the contrary.—I for my part never doubted your love to me, and never could doubt it, even if I "heard from you to the contrary."—God bless you both. Don't be too good & self-sacrificing—and "riper for heaven" before I get back—I will not & cannot write any letters to anyone till I am quite well. Anna Wood keeps Harry constantly informed ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I46_p001.jpg) [written in portrait direction] The poor matron wont be here long, she is suffering sadly, and I really find I am very much depressed by it, she was a friend of mine and I miss her very much. I have only your letter from Smethport. Our last news from Mother are more cheering. My dear Bess, Sunday. Aug 22 For haidees read hades in my pencil message. I wrote it at the Office yesterday on my way home. I cannot tell you how in- expressibly lonely I was , the sight of the darkened windows, the silent empty rooms, and the sad family portraits almost choked me. The nursery door was open and the vacant little crib stood in sight from the stairs "children's voices wild wif pain" would have [written in horizontal direction] Lizzy and Jack send their love. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I46_p002.jpg) been a great relief. John has some of Weir's patients and could not come home with me, and Lizzy had gone to dine with her mother, so I was forced to be quite alone till' the next train brought J. P. G. and Sam Taylor. I managed to eat by taking alternate mouthfulls of the Virginians and my mutton, I find since the first shock of my return from Lenon I love the place intensely; there is something so refined about it all, a sort of atmostphere of dear Father everywhere which gives it a home beauty that we are never to know again, moreo- ver our position here was always ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I46_p003.jpg) what Father desired for us, and dear Bess. I am painfully dependent on my surroundings. I see how expen- sively we of necessity live here and dont like the idea of Pat and John living away from us, it has been a great disadvantage to Pat. Father al- ways thought so and John needs my society and the home circle of my choosing even more than Pat., and I dont agree with Tom in thinking it best he and Pat should live apart on the contrary I am sure that living togeth- er there would be no unhappiness, Pat would have the first place in the house, Jack and I would glad- ly concede anything to him I am sure, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I46_p004.jpg) and we need to stand undivided that we may not fall. Say your prayers my own darling. First dear precious Tom must gain strength and save you and the darlings, he must be to Harry the pride, blessing and comfort my sweet Father always was to me. Tom knows all my first training in manner was from Father. Whatever I have of tact or quiet tone was from him and my proud- est ambition was to be called his little lady. Dear old Tommige must not [---] so completely for what are con- sidered the noblest aims of life. He has lived for other people long enough, let him understand Elish. and Harry thoroughly and educate them as no one else can. God bless you both, how I do love you both, you cant tell. Dear Lizzy is much better and happier and is the greatest comfort to me. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I47_p001.jpg) Pellwood 22d August. My dearest Bessie, I am sure it will be a comfort to your sisterly heart, to learn from Charlotte's letter that she has had a prosperous voyage, and is "much much better". Do you think Mr Hazlitt "witty, clever, amusing" &c, is among the number of "f[--]apeed chickens"? My curiosity was much exercised, on the receipt of your last letter in imagining what you and Tom could find I say about Charlotte ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I47_p002.jpg) that had to be torn up. I am sorry you and he had such a dismal visit to [-]ats[-]ill and that he thought it necessary to hurry off when I, and all of us wished you so much to remain! how that [-] has gone, could not you, he, and little Harry come to us the first week in October? West Point is generally considered prettiest then, and the weather is certainly much pleasanter for rambling which you used to love, than when you were here. I hope Tom will regain his health in Elk County where I hear you ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I47_p003.jpg) [written in portrait direction] have gone. My brother James says "that to all appearance, Margaret William are a peculiarly devoted and happy couple, and as William is not given to feigning, no doubt he is as happy as happy as he appears. Cousin Alfred looked very unhappy & ill for 2 or 3 weeks after the affair, but a ride on horseback to lake mahopar did both his health & spirit good and since then he has been just like his former self. Jnr. Pell, Arthur, Edith and I made an excursion lately to the "Indian Halls" where we have not been since the days of our courtship and were a[---]ed & find how little unpre[---] they had made on own memory. [written in landscape direction] We afterwards drove to Mr D[---] new house, from the South side of which there is the loveliest view I have seen for many a day. If you come in [---] I will show it. to you love to Tom affectionately yr E[-]kell. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I47_p004.jpg) [written in landscape direction] We afterwards drove to Mr D[---] new house, from the South side of which there is the loveliest view I have seen for many a day. If you come in [---] I will show it. to you love to Tom affectionately yr E[-]kell. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I47_p005.jpg) Mrs. T L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I48_p001.jpg) 1027 Walnut Street August 24th 1858 Dear Tom, Whether the grave and dignified nods with which my head has just been saluting walshe on the heart and lungs were expressive of sleepings or aprobation of his doctrines is a question which I have just solved to my own dissatisfaction by turning over the leaves and find- ing that I remember not one word of my last half hours reading. I am obliged therefore to conclude that sitting up late and rising to come in by the early train are not condu- cive to hard study. I am unwill- ing to take a nap at this hour of the day (12 1/2 P.M.) so although you have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I48_p002.jpg) not answered my last epistle I select my dirtiest sheet of note paper and consecrate it to you. No news—nothing new—Bessie and Lizzie Mitchell remain at Fern Rock Weir has gone to New-Port leaving me to attend to some of his patients, one of whom I killed for him yesterday but as he has two others in the same family you know it dont count for much—Dr Gross called to see me the other day and asked me to write for his Journal. I think you would have been rather amused to have seen the performance. The conversation ran thus. Dr G num! Dr My friend Dr Mitchell was speaking to me the other day about you. He said you would like to write some articles about scurvy, front bite, tetanus from cold &c and was asking me about giving ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I48_p003.jpg) you a place in Our Journal. Of course Dr I shall be pleased to serve you and would be glad to oblige Dr Mitchell in any way—Myself (with modest and thoughtful gravity mingled with slight astonishment) Thank you Dr. You are very kind. But really I have not determined to publish. Tis true Dr M. was asking me about it the other day but the labour of getting up a readable article from rough notes is so great that I rather shrink from it. My friend Weir however seems to think I owe it to the profession to make known a class of cases so entirely new & full of interest. Dr G. I agree with him entirely Doctor, and I sincerely hope you will come to our way of thinking. I can assure you that an article of the sort coming out under your name would be read throughout the country. And as for its being readable, we have no fears. Give us what you choose we'll publish it. Myself. Really Doctor Gross you are too kind. I have not really made up my mind. Indeed much as I should like to publish (if publish I [-]o[-] in your Journal ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I48_p004.jpg) 4 I am not certain that others have no[-] prior claims upon me. Dr Nays is an old friend of our family and— Dr Gross interrupting me. I hope Docto[-] you will give the article to us. We st[-] to make ours the best American journa[-] and to draw in the young talent. It is a young mans journal par excellence. All y[-] friends write for us. Drs Mitchell, DaCos[-] Newson &c &c. Myself. Well Doctor [-] will think of it. I need not tell you how pleased I should be to serve the Jour[-] or oblige you personally—I will think of it. Dr G. Thank you Doctor. (Goi[-] to the door) By the bye Doctor I read the other day an article in the Charte[-] Med-Journal—a little resumé of Dr [---] lectures. If you should ever have time to do anything more of the same sort. Any little hospital experience &c. I need not say to you that we would be glad to have it nearer home than Charleston Gooday Doctor pleased to have seen you. Hope you will publish. Dont come to the door. I rather thin[-] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I48_p005.jpg) I put the boot on the other [---] for him that time. Didn't I? I wonder what Weir meant by telling [-]im I was anxious to write for him. [-]ang his Journal. I guess he would like to oblige Dr. Mitchell. He'd be only too glad to have me write. At the same time Tom. It is the best Journal in the country by odds. And the truth is, only it dont do to say so, I am precious glad to have the opening. It's not every body gets the chance. But I rather remem- bered your advice about that time, about letting the favour come from our side. So I was dignified as you please and highly delighted. I have just received a telegraph from Pat saying that he and Mother will ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I48_p006.jpg) be home to night. I called o[-] Mr. Mercer's family yesterday. [-] (Mr. M) asked particularly about you and your affairs, what you were doing &c &c. Give my love to Bessie and the young ones Goodbye John K. Kane P. S. All well and doing well—Remember me to Morton J. K. K. Jr. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I49_p001.jpg) Fern Rock Aug. 25. 1858. My dear Bessie, If I can compose my thoughts I will announce our arrival at home; but I [-]m in such a strange sort of bewilderment I can scarcely tell if I have any right to the refinement and luxury by which I am [-]urrounded, and in short what possessions I can lawfully enjoy, or if I am called upon to perform further acts of penance before [-]ntering upon the duties of mistress here. One fact I realize however that you [-]nd Tom, Harry and Elisha, and Jane [-]elly too [illegible deletion] are far away;—you will [-]eturn, but alas the voice is stilled forever [-]hat would have given me the warmest [-]elcome. Ah, I have had my heart [-]rnings in that crowd at the Virginia [-]hite Sulphur—who could tell what brought [-]ne to such a place and was I not doing ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I49_p002.jpg) a wrong to my Husband's memory in appearing there? Besides my great end was not attained; John thought I might keep Pat away and promote his health, instead of which he was losing flesh and I began to think that we should have both Sister Helen & he sick from the discomforts they were not qualified to bear. As far as Pat was concerned I concluded at dinner to day, I have been a great fool to fidget about him, and it would be well for both John & Pat to see something of the rough side of life, for their wants are indulged as soon as formed, and surely this ought not to be with dear Johnny at any rate, who ought to circumscribe his desires according to his means. Joilk. P. M. I had a call from Miss Mitchell and Mrs. Neilson—left my scrawl & tea being hurried for them (though after all they would not stay to partake of it) ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I49_p003.jpg) I could not get back to my pen—as Lizzie, Bessie & I were concluding tea Brother Wm. arrived, and as Pat & John had departed for town in the 5 o'clk. train my evening has passed in chatting with Uncle Wm. I would gladly destroy my scrawl of snatches, but I am too weary to replace it by another to night & as I have no- thing really to add, save I am satisfied with the appearance of Fern Rock matters (except the state of poor pig & the death of six of her progeny) it is not worth while to improve the com- munication. As to the Springs I bring no anecdote worthy of noting:—my greatest enjoyment was chatting with Lizzie & the Sulphur bath. The water I drank scrupulously with little effect so far I fear having at this moment three of my old enemies to combat. I grieve that Elisha should suffer after a like fashion & sorry you forgot a box of White salve. I am glad you are taking ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I49_p004.jpg) lessons in housekeeping from Mrs. W. remember me most particularly to the Judge & herself & Mr. A. Wilcox. Lizzie bids me say she will answer your 'sweet note' in Bessie's next letter. Remember my advice in Building & let your log hut, be fixed in the most convenient spot for saving labour. Do devote some of your thoughts to it as you are sewing, you know enough of the country now to be aware of the importance of what I said and have brains enough to make useful improve- ments. Kiss the dear children for me, tell Jane William sends his love & do you & Tom take as much as you please from your truly affectionate Mother, J. D. L. Kane. Lizzie & Bessie's love & kisses to the bairns. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I4_p001_rEbxJP5.jpg) Dear Folks, all of you that are for the time away in the Woods;— Tom has just left me for his bed; Mother insisting on his obedience to his wife's injunction that he shall not sit up; —and as he hands me his envelope to seal, I break off from my library table labours just to say how dearly I love you all.— I have no other topic; for Tom is well, and Mother ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I4_p002_czikNuk.jpg) Mother is well, and the letters of both the Bes- sies, so kind and glad some, came to us this morning and have made us all happy.— If I had time or heart for a scolding word, I would dispense them for the benefit of Miss Tott:—why does she not glorify at least a postscript?—She might at least emulate Miss Harry, and inscribe her reminiscences on the corner of a newspaper. For the young genlemen, as all old bachelors are till ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I4_p003_5zvW5AQ.jpg) till they pass 45, I know they are not with you. The "woods and wilds and melancholy shades accord not with their souls' sad- ness;" and spite of their single bedrooms and Char- lotte's colloquies and Bes- sie's puddings, they must before this be en route for some less primeval haunt. I send therefore no message to them. Yet it may com- fort the rest of you to hear that all was well at 11th & Walnut at 3 this afternoon, and that with the excep- tion of one blind man, Miss Stackhouse, and John- ny Green, no one has been at Mr. Pat's office since he left ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I4_p004_2tNKyGZ.jpg) it, saving myself. For the Toodle Waddle[-] —I name them last, as the sugar at the bottom, [-] we love them better than the whole batch of you beside; and if either of them could read, this letter would have a mor[-] special address. And yet, dear people, you would all of you be satiated if you could feel what a large heart offering disguises itself in my flippant words. God bless you, big and little and keep you kindly mindful of the old folks at home.— Tuesday J. K. K. Night ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I50_p001.jpg) 2. Plaid shawls, scarlet & green, black & white 1 flannel petticoat Mrs. Kane. 2 mousseline dresses. 1 pr. corsets. 2 socks knit of worsted, 2 do. capes, 1 hood, 1 jacket, 1 plaid frock. (children) 1 pr. black gloves (Mrs. K.) 2 pr. mits (Harry.) hoop skirt Saturday night. My dear Bessie, I hope the above articles will arrive safely and be found useful. As you had a mousseline skirt black, I send a basque of Bessie's, and made Jane revise your cast off black & white figured delaine, to answer for your common leafs at the mountain, and when you leave, if you are [-]oujed to resort to Bessie's basque to travel home in, make a seam straight (do not out it however) up the back & your shawl will conceal it. The rain kept Bessie at home to day, and we concluded by the time was bought, made, & sent, you would be starting home & then you can buy what may suit better than Bessie. The strip of blue delaine & roll of lawn, were left of Bessie's dresses in childhood & returned by Eliza Hamilton a few days since. As their we[---] would add nothing to the bundle I put them in, in case you wanted sewing at Barrett's & could convert them into a prom[---] for Harry to pass away the time. I have been busy with odds & ends of housekeeping matters all day:—first unpacked & put away my travelling gear which was only sent from town by the last train of yesterday—then chalked out William's work at the stable & brought up Dennis (who was mowing in a heavy rain) to put the ice house in order, repair rat damages and clear out the cellar, which he accomplished very satisfactorily & when his dinner was over went back to mowing weeds off the meadow. I have feasted on sweet corn & tomatoes since I returned but am sadly afraid the rabbits will destroy my winter vegetables—they have eaten the tops entirely off of my carrots & salsify, and last night a row of celery was daintily chosen. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I50_p002.jpg) a note from Aunt Pat[-]erson says she & Ma[-] are suffering from colds & of course Mary's [-] ma has returned. Like myself she is e[-] ing the good fare of home:—Helen & M[-] are at Mary's—Beckie is sick as usual poor thing. Patterson went to New York yesterday—John G. brought word last eveni[-] I made [---] telegraph to Pat. to remember Mort[-] this morning. J.P.G. came out in the 4 o'clo[-] train & has brought over the books from the which he & Bessie are now arranging in the next room. As I we were going to tea John arrived—he has to return to town so I have scratched this to go in Bessie's envelo[-] The bundle of things will be sent on by Adams Express on Monday. J.P.G wi[-] take them in & attend to them. In great haste with love to you & Tom [-] a kiss to the children from grandmother, Kane Bessie says Jane could not alter the dress [-] she is much disappointed—but I think you ca[-] make it answer as I proposed. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I51_p001.jpg) New York, Tuesday 24th August 1858 My darling Bessie, I wrote to you a few lines yesterday, and this afternoon have recd. your extremely interesting [-]the of 19th/20th August. You will be surprised [-] learn that I am not half so shocked at [---] decision you & Tom have come to about living [---] the West [illegible deletion] as you might have expected the truth is when Tom talked about going West" I always feared that he had some idea of taking you to Utah, or to the Pacific Coast [-]o that it is a decided relief to my mind to [-]ave you planted within the limits of Pennsylvannia [-]nd if the salary had been $2010. wished of [-]ovo, and a House all ready and furnished for you I should have thought that with Toms ideas and yours, that your lives had fallen in pleasant places rather than otherwise. I envy you the feeling of ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I51_p002.jpg) independance which you will have out there and if Tom's health agree with & yours, I am sure that the McKean & Elk Company may be thankful for having seemed the services of such an Agent and Agentees. I wish I could feel as Tom does about living in the Woods & Fields, and I would be greatly inclined to join you. Even without that feeling, if I had no one to consult but myself I would join you at once "I am "a very helpful Baby" if you only knew it, & can stand any amount of physical exertion in fact physical exercise is necessary for the maintenance of my mental & bodily health & I think I would make under Tom's directions a very efficient workman after some little practice. Who knows but your going to Elk Co. [--]setile may be like the going ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I51_p003.jpg) of Joseph into Egypt, and that I may come & dwell in your Land of Goshen? It may be that you may see some good opening for Willie out there & especially if he had recd. a Medical education. I feel no certainty as to my own future, and would not be surprised to find myself before I die a resident of Elie or St. Andrews or of Elk County if after some further experience you "brought up a good report of the Land". I daresay however I have got far enough to the Westward for my generation & may leave Elk County for my sons & daughters. My Father first set the stone rolling & moved from dear old Elie to Glasgow & I have moved from Glasgow via Sumford to New York, which is a tolerably long stage towards the setting sun. May God bless your undertaking my darling child and be a very present help to you & Tom in all times of trial and difficulty. What ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I51_p004.jpg) [written in portrait direction] a blessing it is that "nothing can separate us from the love of Christ" and may the "faith "that dwelt first in thy Grandmother Lois, and thy Mother Eunice, and I am persuded in thee "also" dwell in the in the hearts of the dear children whom God has given you. God bless you and them and Tom, God will be with you I know wherever you are, and pray darling child that He will be with me and mine. I am delighted that you can employ $50 to such good effect out there, and now en- close a Phenix Bank Certificate of Deposite in your favor for that amount. When you own receipt of it please say nothing of it in your letter but just enclose a little slip of paper saying that you have got it. It seems to me under all the circumstances that you have made a wise decision, the feverish excitement of city life & politics is not good for Toms spiritual, mental or bodily health and [written in landscape direction] the country life he intends leading may restore him to sound bodily health, as I trust it will do you Don't overwork yourself for Tom's sake. The $252. an certainly Toms & not Tillys. At present I am limited to a certain s[--] p[--] in my spending & shall be so until all our debts are paid, but you be sure & let me know if you want for anything & I will send what I can spare to you With kindest love to Tom & kisses to H.A.K. & Elisha I am your affectionate Father William Wood ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I51_p005.jpg) [written in landscape direction] the country life he intends leading may restore him to sound bodily health, as I trust it will do you Don't overwork yourself for Tom's sake. The $252. are certainly Toms & not Tillys. At present, I am limited to a certain sum pa[---] n my spending & shall be so until all our debts are paid, but you be sure & let us know if you want for anything & I will send what I can spare to you With kindest love to Tom & kisses to H.A.K. & Elisha I am your affectionate Father William Wood [written in portrait direction] a blessing it is that "nothing can separate us from the love of Christ" and may the "faith "that dwelt first in Grandmother Lois, and thy Mother Eunice, and I am persuded in thee "also" dwell in the hearts of the dear children whom God has given you. God bless you and them and Tom, God will be with you I know wherever you are, and pray darling child that He will be with me and mine. I am delighted that you can employ $50 to such good effect out there, and now en- close a Phenix Bank Certificate of Deposite in your favor for that amount. When you own receipt of please say nothing of it in your letter but just enclose a little slip of paper saying that you have got it. It seems to me under all the circumstances that you have made a wise decision, the feverish excitement of city life & politics is not good for Toms spritual, mental or bodily health and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I52_p001.jpg) Aug. 29. 1858 My dear Tom, Sunday 3 1/2 P.M. I sent a scratch in Bessie's letter last evening but as J.P.G wants to notify you if he gets the bundle off to morrow, I shall preface it with a few lines though I have literally nothing to say. He is going to ride in with Bessie & Lizzie who are going to the House of R. Sunday school, as he thinks it highly probable Patter- son will arrive to night. What a quiet tranquil sun- day we have:—we rode to the Baptist Church; fortu- nately it is one of those refreshing days of bright sun- shine & pure air when riding is such positive en- joyment that a very poor sermon lost its disagreeable effect before we reached Fern Rock. No John to welcome us, as we hoped, (though he did not expect it last night,) and I must say the dinner though enjoyed as to eating had saddening influences in consequence. Dear Tom will not our Winter be a sombre one to all of us? A note from Aunt Patterson urges precautions against bilious fever, which she says as usual is rife in the vicinity. Bessie says she will not attend to it as far as open windows at night are concerned, she must have fresh air: it does not annoy me however for I made Bessie go back to Lizzie last night as I not only require closed windows, but two blankets. [illegible line] after yesterdays rain I ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I52_p002.jpg) I cannot imagine disease. Sister Helen is tinged by poor Beckie who has just lost a favorite cousin w[---] Dysentery;—she lives near her, has eight children a[---] eldest daughter lies prostrate with the same comp[---] Her name is Horner—she was a Lansdale. I have seen none of our neighbours since my retur[-] though I thought this afternoon would have brought Ingerson. Here comes the carriage—love to dear & kisses to the childrens—Ever yr. devoted Mother, J.D.L. Kane J.P.G. has only to say that he has taken all necessary measu[---] to secure the departure of the bundle for Olean, tomorrow morning a[---] 1/2 past 7, and that he hopes it will arrive safely. He also trus[---] that the "daily Pennsylvanian" cable preserves it continuity be[---] Philadelphia and Mc: Kean. If so, you will see that Morm[---] affairs are quoted, dull. We only know that the Peace Commis sioners have returned; but they have issued no manifesto. of any kind, and have preserved silence as their companion. There is really no news but London news. We are working hard to get up an excitement on Wednesday, and be[---] guns, bells, speeches and fireworks, to say nothing of General Patterson and the 1st., division, shall probably succeed. Mr: Pat did not return last night as expected but sends word that he will be home tomorrow. He lost some three pounds by his Southern trip, but for all that, is really better. The roughing and jostling wore him out pretty well, but he certai[---] comes back with more energy and works with a will. Please remember me to Mrs. Bessie, Harry an[---] Baby-boy; and it might be pleasant to the little ones to know that I slept in the nursery, as a guard, on Saturday night—which mean[---] that I battled with mosquitoes from dark till dawn, killed so ma[---] that, I really found their wings on the pillow in the morning, and reckoned up a select corps of eighteen filed along the ceiling. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I53_p001.jpg) [written in portrait direction] New York Monday 23. Augt. 1858 My darling Bessie, I wrote to you last Thursday (19th) and this morning there comes a letter from you to Tot post marked "Clermontville" or some such name, and which I will forward to "Niagara from Boston. You will be I am sure most thankful & delighted to hear of Tots safe arrival. I enclose [written in landscape direction] The life of Geo Stephenson very interesting & I should think that as Tom is now a Railway Director, it would probably interest him & "Dr Thorne" a capital novel. I will not write to you again at Elk Co. unless I knew that I may safely do so before you leave. Kindest love to Tom ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I53_p002.jpg) [written in portrait direction] her letter to me of 5th inst. Written the day before she arrived. John D. writes to me on the morning of the 6th that he was just going across to Greenwich to meet her there & to try & persuade her to come over to Lagarie, and the Glasgow House writes [written in landscape direction] and kisses to my dear little Grandchildren God bless them both and their Father & Mother Ever your affectionate Father William Wood Nothing definite yet known about J Walter's defe[---]. I enclose Willie's last of 4th inst ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I53_p003.jpg) that on the 6th the Edinburgh had arrived at Greenock and they had sent down the Book-keeper to pass Tots Baggage thro' the custom house so I am sure if she had been Queen of Sheba or even "the Queen" she could not have had more attention shown her—I enclose also a letter to you from Aunt Eliza Rell ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I53_p004.jpg) Helen came home on Friday 20th & Tillie Daws[---] went home same day. I [---] Harry's spirits are rather [---] Nelly is as usual way jo[---] and the 3 little Boys a[---] in great force—Margt. [---] not very well, but not ill. James is at th[---] Redmond's but comes bac[---] tomorrow, we all miss [---] he just makes the "tert[---] quiet" wanted to make house machinery work [---] I am reaching Gibbon, Unlast [---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I53_p005.jpg) [written in portrait direction] New York Monday 23. Augt. 1858 My darling Bessie, I wrote to you last Thursday (19th) and this morning there comes a letter from you to Tot post marked "Clermontville" or some such name, and which I will forward to "Niagara from Boston. You will be I am sure most thankful & delighted to hear of Tots safe arrival. I enclose [written in landscape direction] The life of Geo Stephenson very interesting & I should think that as Tom is now a Railway Director, it would probably interest him "Dr Thorne" a capital novel. I will not write to you again at Elk Co. unless I knew that I may safely do so before you leave. Kindest love to Tom ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I53_p006.jpg) [written in landscape direction] and kisses to my dear little Grandchildren God bless them both and their Father & Mother Ever your affectionate Father William Wood Nothing definite yet known about J Walter's defe[-]tion. I enclose Willie's last of 4th inst [written in portrait direction] her letter to me of 5th inst. Written the day before she arrived. John D. writes to me on the morning of the 6th that he was just going across to Greenock to meet her there & to try and persuade her to come over to Lagarie and the Glasgow House writes ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I54_p001.jpg) Friday 27th August 1027 Walnut Street Dear Tom, All well at Fern Rock Mother and Pat have safely arrived Mother is better and Pat none the worse for his trip. He has gone on to New York on business. I am well and trying to keep myself busy studying in default of other work on which to occupy myself. I have obtained a small infant on which I am engaged making a dissection of the thorax—I have not quite determined what to do this winter, whether to quiz or lecture or both or neither. The pros and cons pretty nearly ballance each other. I cant explain to you my reasons for not beginning at once ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I54_p002.jpg) to teach and thus put myself in the way of promotion. But I am far from settled in my own mind whether or not I shall do it. As for quizzing—I would like that although I dont think it would pay pecunia- rily. (That is to say not directly) owing to the blackguards who descend to means for getting students that I could not stoop to. But there is a difficul- ty in finding any one to associate myself with who having push and go would let me have my anatomy & surgery to myself. Most of the better men who are not already associated being in that line. I think I have a chance of getting a position in the M[-]yamensing dispensary—I cant work for it just yet owing to one of my friends having applied for the place last face I think however he intends to withdraw his application, when I shall make a push for it. My friend DaCosta who is chief physician will recommend ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I54_p003.jpg) me to the board and I shall do my prettiest. This is another of the things that not paying directly still are of use especially should I ever want to estab- lish a clinic or get office students. One reason for not lecturing this winter is that it will interfere with my dissecting and study of surgical anatomy If I dont lecture I shall assist Brinton with his preparations—my dissecting will cost me little or nothing. I will be thrown with the students get an idea of how the wires are drawn behind scenes and when he resigns which he probably will in the course of one or at most two years will be on the spot to succeed him with a course on my own branch for which there is no opening at present. My anatomy is more important it seems to me than any temporary gain of a few dollars. I believe this is all I have time to write. Give my love to Bess and the Young ones. Your's John K. Kane Jr. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I54_p004.jpg) P. S. Dr Dickson and family are expected on in a few days John Bruns has written to me [-] meet them J. K. K. Jr. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I55_p001.jpg) [written in portrait direction] "bra[-]d of the flour barrel in the corner." you say truly I have time for these things but you can accomplish more than I and these little habits are so important for the children s future. August 28. 1858. My darling Bess, Mother and I both thought it would be a great pity to waste a dress on Elk Co., accordingly we searched through your clothes and found a black mousseline shirt which mother gave you, I had a very respectable basque, the shirt of which was in a decline, this I gave i[-]to Jane's hands, she scoured and altered it to your size, and much to my amusement Mother insisted on having your old breakfast dress [written in landscape direction] Dear Lizzy was delighted by your note I am so much obliged to you for loving her so much She is a noble warm hearted woman, and will be better than ever I think now she seems so much softened by her troubles. How much I have to be happy yet. Love to my precious Tom and the darlings. Mother is much better her appetite is good and she seems so cheerful in comparison. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I55_p002.jpg) revived to go with it. If you still want the new dress I will get it, but I think you had better wait in shab- biness and be respectable when you return. If you had not a cold and were not dull I would adminis ter a lecture to you. I have been intend ing ever since you left to write it to you but have not had the heart. yet, If I dont write I never can give advice for I feel so humbled and un worthy when I look at your dear pale face that I can never say a word. It is simply this. You are deficient in order, and neatness in the orderly sense. I saw your closets under the greatest disadvantages. Tom's illness and your hurried start, but dear Bess ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I55_p003.jpg) would little Harry's old blue sack have become a moth's nest in a few days, and would old and useless shoes of your's and Tom's have been intermixed with rubbish. I have not had time to arrange the clothes carefully, but it seemed to me the things were mixed strangely, some that were of daily use were with those you seldom need, bottles empty with old tooth brushes &c and photograph plates generally distributed. I hate to tell you but I have always intended to. It is a great labor to acquire the habit of putting everything in it's place as you take them off, but I am convinced the habit of being untidy grows with years, and is the commonest of all the housekeeping defects, and as you are ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I55_p004.jpg) to have limited space and means, you need great and systematic neatness. Dont think me hard darling I know n[-] one else who will feel your interests more, except dear Tot. Try to put away your clothes as you take them off at nig[-] fold them on your chair, lay your und[-] clothes first and your petticoat outside put away your bonnet and shawl whe[-] you come in from walking and dont be disheartened by Tom's impracticability and Jane Nelly's pig sty tendencies. Remem ber dear Bess. Aunt Ann and Mother taugh[-] me when I was but little older than yo[-] Harry and dont despise me for keeping the annise and cummin and breaking the weig[-] ier matters of the law. One thing more be careful about your brushes and combs, take the hair out always and wash them onc[-] a week, have a clean towel or tidy on th[-] bureau where you comb your hair or on th[-] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I55_p005.jpg) [written in landscape direction] Dear Lizzy was delighted by your note I am so much obliged to you for loving her so much She is a noble warm hearted woman, and will be better than ever I think now she seems so much softened by her troubles. How much I have to be happy yet. Love to my precious Tom and the darlings. Mother is much better her appetite is good and she seems so cheerful in comparison. [written in portrait direction] "bra[-]d of the flour barrel in the corner." you say truly I have time for these things but you can accomplish more than I and these little habits are so important for the children s future. August 28. 1858. My darling Bess, Mother and I both thought it would be a great pity to waste a dress on Elk Co., accordingly we searched through your clothes and found a black mousseline shirt which mother gave you, I had a very respectable basque, the shirt of which was in a decline, this I gave i[-]to Jane's hands, she scoured and altered it to your size, and much to my amusement Mother insisted on having your old breakfast dress ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I56_p001.jpg) My dear brother Tom, I have a long letter for you somewhere.— But I must send your check in time for the night's mail. Love to all—We are well! Your wishes shall be attended to [-] check enclosed for $300:— Your brother in all love Pat Sept 22:58 9 P.M. Col. J. L. Kane. Draw as sight for what other funds you may need. R. P. K ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I57_p001.jpg) Fern Rock, Sep. 1, 1858. Wednesday night. [-]ear Bessie, Your letter from St. Mary's was brought by Patterson to day:—he & Mr. Wharton are the [-]of the family concern that have gladdened our [-] since Sunday. During the day occupation and [-]ht sun can dispel loneliness, but as night comes [-]he sense of dreaminess is most oppressive, and as [-]ie she become so nervous last night, she wanted [-]me pistols & made Dennis & William take a lesson [-]ing them. After which she wrote a note to Pat [-]liam & two of our women were going to the celebra [-] Atlantic cable) which brought him out deter- [-]d to pass the night here. He says it was very [-] in Johnny Green's not coming out daily but our [-] has had his hands full of receiving Dr. Dickson [-]amily, by request of Weir who was at Newport. [-] the steamer had to stop at the Lazaretto, John [-] not land or he would have been kept, but he ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I57_p002.jpg) went in a steam by yesterday, brought them into the city and to day has taken them to their lodgings in Media. Now having detailed our trifling mishaps I turn to your real ones; that 18 miles was a volume in itself, and it strikes me that if you are no use to Tom, he may probably find it a relief to send you, Jane Nelly & the children home by Morton. I would not have you stir a step if you can comfort the poor fellow, but this jostling over mountain roads with a family I should suppose a serious undertaking and interfere sadly with engineering duties. I confess a total ignorance of the subject however, but I thought there was no harm in the suggestion, that unless the children are gaining health, they would be as well at home, and if you cannot desert Tom with an easy mind, and him as you are doing that you may all return as quickly as possible. We have been expecting Mary Thomas & children for two days and rushed out to a carriage this morning in the most impressive manner. It turned out to be Helen Cochran, Mrs. Hayward, nurse & child—they had only an hour to sit with us, Mr. H being anx- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I57_p003.jpg) to take his place in his own pulpit next Sunday they had to leave town at one o'clock. I am going to the asylum meeting to morrow—had a visit from Miss Stackhouse yesterday, who is de- termined if the Managers will refund her money to leave the Institution & wishes me to propose it to morrow. I shall do it willingly, for she will never be satisfied and expects me to fight all her battles for which I am not disposed, though I think she is not always treated fairly, & do not hesitate to say so, I shall now close my scrawl & persuade Pat to go in with Harry if possible—rising early is such an exertion to him. Bessie says give us a proper di- rection for our letters & what chance remains of their reception &c—All send love & will be glad to have Tom & yourself & little ones at home again. Ever yr. devoted Mother, J. D. L. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I57_p004.jpg) My dear people I shall be too glad to get you back! The place is sadly desolate, and we miss dear Father so bitterly. Mother seems well, but the last three days since Lizzy left us she has sighed for Pat, John, and the old circle at our meals and in the lonely rooms. My darling Bess you must have many dull days while Tom is away from you but you are brave and good, better than your more selfish sister Bess. My eyes ache and I must stop. Yours, Bess. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I58_p001.jpg) 1027 Walnut St. Sept 2nd 1858 Dear Tom, have you ever seen or heard anything of wounds [-]ith the Sharpe rifle. If so, [-]an you tell me anything about [-]m. What I want to know [-] 1st shape and character (whether [-]tused & lacerated or cut) of the wound entrance. 2nd shape & character [-] wound made by the exist of ball. [-]rd Does ball generally pursue straight course through the [-]ject struck. It is apt to glance [-] does it deflect from its course [-]ter striking either in a curved [-]irection or otherwise? If you [-]an give me any particulars ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I58_p002.jpg) about it I shall be much obliged. If you have ever heard any remarks at all about Sharpes rifle wounds differing from other gunshot wounds also let me know—In fact any gunshot experience whether Sharpe or otherwise will be thankfully received. With regard to other firearms we can study the character of wound by shooting at a dead subject but the Sharpe is so powerful that we cant get long enough range. We means Brinton and myself. Write soon as possible. All well—love to all In great haste John K. Kane Jr. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I59_p001.jpg) Bodmin Cornwall August 4th dearest Aunt Mary, I received your two kind letters of 31st inst, of 2nd respectively, yesterday the day before. I could [-]ly believe my eyes, when [-]d the joyful news, that [-] old Tot was actually [-]ing over at last, and [-]uld spend the winter [-] us. What a happy time [-] will have of it! I only ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I59_p002.jpg) hope, as indeed I fully believe that Charlotte's health will be completely restored by her sojourn among us. At the same time, in the exuberance of your love for Tot, you must not forget poor, old snubnosed, long-legged Ta Wee, for I think he loves you, quite as dearly, as his sister, though he never has had an opportunity of proving it, as she has. Dear, dear Aunt Mary, I am so glad you are going to have ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I59_p003.jpg) dear Tot, with you this next winter; I am sure it is quite a God-send; when we had tried every human means, and had at last, almost given it up in despair, as if to teach us that every "good gift," comes from Him, He sends it, as it were, direct from His own hands, entirely without our aid. I have been enjoying myself highly, since I last wrote. Till Monday, 2d I staid ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I59_p004.jpg) at Padstow, at the Fredwens, by myself, Mr. Clarke, and his beloved, an having gone on to Bodwin, on the 30th to see his brothers and sisters. I never saw or heard of such hospitality and kindness as has been shown me, on every side, since I left home. The Fredwens, some how took a liking to me, and not only took me out daily, driving, rowing in their six-oared gig, but when they saw how well ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I59_p005.jpg) B Padstow, wh is on the [-]antic coast, agreed with [-] they insisted on my [-]ying over Monday, Mr. [-]en coming into my [-]n, before I was up, every [-]ning, to see if I needed [-]thing, and taking a- [-] my candle the last [-]ing at night; and besides [-]this, bearing that the [-]k or fortnight, as the [-]e may be, after Bennett [-]arke leaves me, and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I59_p006.jpg) before Mr. Clarke returns from his wedding-tour is not filled up, they have urged, pressed, and been so eager for me to come to them for that time, that I have consented, and am sure that it will do me inestimable good, for the air is even more bra- cing than Elie, and agrees with me splendidly. One proof of it is, that my voice, w'h I had gone so ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I59_p007.jpg) far to lose this last year at Clifton, has returned with such vigour, that Mrs. Fredwen did me the honour to say, "she had never heard any gentle- man sing, whose voice she liked so much"! The Clarkes too have all been very kind. To-morrow, the marriage take place at eleven, at Padstow. I believe I am to be one of the two grooms- men, and, oh horror! to ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I59_p008.jpg) [written horizontally] return than[--] for the brides- maids. I hope however to get rid of that part of the business. I shouldnt at all wonder if I had one or two good stories to tell you when I come home! Till next Wednesday , I shall be at Mr. Clarke's Helstone Cornwall. Believe me, ever Your loving Willy. I am writing with a bad pen, and 3 people, talking, in the roo[-] [written vertically] I am getting very "bronzed" Sl[---] all off my nose. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I59_p009.jpg) [written horizontally] return than[---] for the brides- maids. I hope however to get rid of that part of the business. I shouldnt at all wonder if I had one or two good stories to tell you when I come home! Till next Monday Wednesday, I shall be at Mr. Clarke's Helstone Cornwall. Believe me, ever Your loving Willy. I am writing with a bad pen, and 3 people, talking in the roo[-] [written vertically] I am getting very "bronzed" Sl[---] all off my nose. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I5_p001.jpg) Dear Bessie, Mother is apprehensive you may think from something or other she has said in some letter or other that Tom is sick; and as we know you would not (you, Bessie W.) believe Tom more than I would myself, I am instructed to write you how he is. In the first place then, without outward limbs and flourishes, I have to say that he is very well,—not as well as he was in the flash of co- ming soon to Fern Rock, its waterfalls and breezes, but ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I5_p002.jpg) vastly better so far as I can see than he was for months before. He has got through his office accounts, talked Sunbury & Erie and McKean & Elk to his heart's content, and is made to go to bed every night like a good boy.— I was interrupted by a visit from Mr. Eagle the stone mason, who brings me a specimen of stone and talks over the new building with me. Tomorrow after- noon, Mr. McArthur comes out to reconnoitre the ground and arrange plans. Within a fortnight, we shall be in all the confusion of masons, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I5_p003.jpg) diggers, carters, & nuisances of all sorts.—I hope however that before you get back, the old house will be clear of them; though I shall be glad if the toodle waddles get to sleep in their new quarters by Christmas.— I return to my subject, Tom. He has much to do here, but is intensely an- xious to get away. I should be glad to keep him, for it is a detectable variety to have three plates at the din- ner table. But I shall not be surprized, if between his wife and his sweet heart, (Bessie W. & Burlingham[-] to wit,) he shall find metal ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I5_p004.jpg) more attractive in the Wild[--] ness before a week is out. And now, if I were ashamed, I would try to tel[-] you all how much of love of the Rock bear to you;— but it is of no use. If your own hearts do not tell you it,—(I know they do— you are not worth the re newed assurance. Yet be fore I go to bed, I will wa[-] on each and all of you a faithful God bless you— J. K. K. Wednesday night July 29? 1857. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I60_p001.jpg) Friday September 3rd My dear Bessie, Papa and Mrs. Wood [-]arted on Wednesday last for [-] again. They are to be gone [-] week, and meantime [-]rs Lawrence is staying here [-] take care of the children. Helens birthday was on Monday [-]nd mine on Tuesday. We [-]e both beginning to feel old. [-]pecially your humble servants I rather envy you your ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I60_p002.jpg) seven quick months of Elk County life. It is one of my Castles to get away from New York, and live among old fashioned country people. Henry and Duneau are highly delighted at having found a small beach near the railway track, when they can bathe. [---]almers bathed too and he is looking the very picture of health. Uncle James told me yesterday that the Quarantine ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I60_p003.jpg) at Staten Island was burnt down to the ground. If this is true the Dawsons, I dare say, wont be sorry! They think that the Quarantine is the great draw back to their place. Helen and I read as much of the English papers every week, as we can conveniently digest. Papa forgot the papers last week, which I believe he always sends into you? Tillie reads them too— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I60_p004.jpg) I am anticipating another letter from Anna Wood soon, as she says at the end of her last letter "I'll write soon again" She intends asking Willie to come and stay at Elie for a short time. He will be so glad to see Lottie again! Yours very affectionately Harrie How are Harrie and Elisha Does Elisha say anything yet? ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I61_p001.jpg) Brother Wm. says give his love. Sunday night Sept. 5th. 1858. [-] dear Bessie, I have just written a [-]ter to Amelia Russell, which I [-]nt to have done long ago:—but [-]e letters of sympathy we are apt [-] delay indeed to omit altogether. [-]ie o'clock as it is however I shall [-] omit a few lines to you, for it [-] four days since I have given [-] a scratch from my pen. [-] Thursday I was at the meeting- [-]cluded to give Miss Stackhouse [-]other month of trial with a [-]ew roommate. I dined at Cousin Harry's with Sister Helen & found my way home by the 4 o'clock train. Was glad to see John waiting for me at the station—John's friends ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I61_p002.jpg) Drs. Dacosta & Moss came out to tea in a new vehicle which the latter has mounted. Poor John it will be very long I fear before such an appendage belongs to him. He & Pat & Johnny G. came out in the last train yesterday, without dinner, but as Bessie & myself had left unmolested a piece of Roast beef, and vegetables had been saved, they fared they said luxuriously. Brother Wm. also enjoyed it, he had been with us sick from friday, but Dr. Goddard had told him to eat substantial wholesome food, so he concluded it was within the prescription. This morning I could not rouse the gentlemen, so J. P. G. <& I> had our break- fast he walked to Germantown & I rode to the Baptist Church, but the waiter girl lost her privilege ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I61_p003.jpg) We had dinner at one & a visit at three from Mr. Ingersoll, who told Pat if he could aid in procuring a nary bite for Morton he would be glad to do so. Willie was here yesterday & said all well tell Morton. At 4 o'clock Bessie came home, she stayed all night at her Aunt Patterson's. They wanted to make Bessie superinten- dant of the Sunday school which she declined. The poor Matron is really dying to day. Patterson is busy at his papers in the Library—John is writing at the same table—J.P.G. reading a sermon to Bessie in the little room & I am chatting with Brother Wm. & writing at the dining room table, I shall now send the ser- vants to bed—go myself & bid you good night also. Do write & let us know if you are coming home & what are your move- ments. Our love to all of you & kisses to the children. Ever with love ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I62_p001.jpg) Fern Rock Saturday night--Sept. 5th 1858 My dear Tom, I write to night to drive off the blues [-]hich are about making a savage onslaught on me. The [-]tumn sounding beetles serve them as trumpeters and are [-]nding the charge with such violence outside that I know [-] shall never be able to resist the attack without the [-] of pen and paper. Pat is seated opposite to me hard [-] work. He has been overwhelmed with business all the [-]ek (I am happy to say business of his own which pays) but [-] both made an effort to get out and pass the Sunday [-]th Mother and Bess. The old boy looks rather glum too [-] think he finds the Katydids rather too many for him. [-] was very glad to get your letter. I had begun to fear some- thing was going wrong, knowing your habit of holding your tongue [-]nder such circumstances. I shall be only too glad like your [-] to see you home again. I dont like to see the empty [-]ng as I pass up to bed—and I miss the noise of the young [-]s. I think Mother is looking better. She only wants Harry. [-] run around with her and Jane Nelly to scold to be quite [-]self again. I shall go to see Lieut. Nough}? tomorrow and [-]d out whether anything can be done for Morton. Mr Inger- soll says he will give him a recommendation and thinks something may be done in that quarter. Keep up your spirits old fellows and try to be jolly under as creditable circumstances as even Mary Tapley himself could have wished for. I am ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I62_p002.jpg) Kiss them all for me! Sunday night Sept. 5[-] 1858 God bless you Dear Tom and Bess and Harry and Elisha! I suppose you have heard of the silly tramp to the benighted regions of Virginia—It has done mother good I trust—For myself I lost some five pounds of flesh, much good time and money. No sooner was I back than I had to be off to New York and my errand there only made me leaner and more wretched. Such has my summer's pleasuring proved.— I have no draft from you as yet. When it comes it shall be duly honored no draft as yet from Ulase! To guard against any misunderstanding I enclose a check to your order in blank—Please acknowledge the receipt of this letter as soon as you get it. I have heard nothing from the Ersh[-]me people—I trust the mo[---]y will not be called for.—It may please you to learn that the [---] E[-]s: have satisfied the $12,000 Bond and mtg: which you may remember was held by the Phila. Contributionship and guaran- teed by Father. I shall receive our guarantee in a few days. [written landscape direction in the left margin] Take good care of yourself—come back as soon as you can with propriety—These forced separations are painful enough—What our eventual arrangements may be we cannot now tell. Pray and hope—Pat t ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I62_p003.jpg) trying not to feel out of heart at my ignorance which appears more and more glaringly to me every day and am working as well as I can to make it less. I dont know exactly what I shall do this winter anymore than when I last wrote - The only thing new I have to tell you is the arrival in Phila - and subsequent departure to Medea of Dr Dickson the new professor of the Jef. with a sick wife and large family of children - Weir was out of town when he arrived so that I had to take charge of the whole of them. I met them at the quarantine where they were detained and escorted them to town where I had engaged rooms for them at the Lapierre - The next day I took them to Medea. You know Dr Dickson was an old classmate and friend of Father's - And that my two friends Bruins & Gervais Robin- -son are his sons in law. I will tell you all the particulars of my doings on his behalf when you come home for the present suffice it to say I like him and his family much - I devoted two days of my time much trouble and some money to his service and have put him and his family under obligations to me which they all seem inclined to recognize - I have already heard of his blowing my trumpet in several quarters and think he may be able to serve me - And now dear Tom goodnight. Uncle Bill who is seated behind me persists in talking to me and I find it impossible to write - besides it is getting late. Remember me kindly to Morton - Kiss Harry and Elisa for me and give my dear love to Bess-- God bless you all Good night J.K.Kane Jr. P.S. I dont think Pat is as bad as he makes out in his P.S. He has certainly gained since his return from Va. It is the Katydids that have done it J.K.K. Jr. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I63_p001.jpg) I wrote half a dozen lines on the other side - Don't mind them. They only indicate a mood - a mood of the moment. I want system, method, tranquillity All will come in good time. Kiss the babies, them great remedial agent. Fern Rock, Sep. 9th. 1838. Pas.t Thursday night from his Office. My dear Tom, I am surprised to find Thursday has arrived; for my Sunday scratch I intended should have been followed immediately by a less hurried epistle, but no despatch has travelled since from Elk County so my own carelessness is lessened in consequence. I still go on dreaming of your speedy return to us, and as the long talked of visit from Mary Thomas and the babies expired yester- day, I am having your rooms thoroughly cleaned to day that all may be in readiness at your arrival. On Tuesday I made an early start for our Germantown butter, and fortunately called at Harkinson's and the Melon Store, for when I reached home I found Sister Elisa, Mary, Marina, their children & the two nurses. As they could only stay until the next day, I suppose they thought numbers would make up for the short visit, and it turned out to be a most pleasant family gathering, for my greeting. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I63_p002.jpg) was not over before Sister Helen's carriage made its appearance with Sister, Cousin Mary & George Taylor. The dinner card brought Brother George & William, Patterson and John - after dinner Mr. Morgan came (by Pat's appointment) to tea, and Pat rode back with him soon after 8 o'clock, relieved I fancy to get to his Bachelor quarters after the bustling day. In the afternoon Brother Wm. drove Bessie and Mary to Roseneath - Nannie is still absent - but they had a very warm reception from the rest of the family. During their absence, I had two visiters Mrs. Ingerson and Sallie Cadwalader making true the observation kindly made by some members of our family "that Fern Rock is rundown with visiters." I thought when night came it was possibly as well filled as it would ever be in my life time - Mary & babies occupied your room, Martha her children & nurse the nursery - (Mary's nurse was with my servants) Brother Wm - Pat's room, Sister & Brother my room, I slept with Bessie & John occupied his old chamber. I think however they left next day well satisfied with their reception, which of course satisfied me. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I63_p003.jpg) But I begin to think quiet suits my age now, for no one came by the late train to watch over Bessie & myself last night, and I sent her in this morning to attend to some trifling matters with Pat for me, and the complete stillness is for some hours very grateful. I had more than my usual out door work however, and housekeeping matters that occupied me till 12.—since which I have been deep in my day book, but being arrested for want of items from J. P. G. I have since wasted my stupidity on you, besides exercising a supervi- sion on the work in your chamber. Now I am wanted by William ("concerning the surviving pigs") and as it is approaching the car hour, I will close in the hope Bessie or Pat or John may add some- thing pleasant to my stupid home details. My love to dear Bessie, a kiss to the darlings, and kind remembrance to Judge & Mrs Wilcox. Also Wm's love to Jane. Ever your devoted Mother J. D. L. K P. S. Bessie came out to dinner bringing Bessie's letter many thanks for it—please make Jane pour water over her wrist from a pitcher often during the day—I shall be glad when you all get home. I must [---] hurry tea for Patterson & a Mr. Sabine who came out with him to dinner—have had visitors all the afternoon. 6½ P. M. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I63_p004.jpg) [written in portrait direction] My precious Tom and Bess, You cant tell how glad we shall be when you come back to us. I have just come from Machette the carpenter's, he has one child 2 years old lying dead and the other dying. God keep our darlings. I will write tomorrow. Yours Bess Dear Tom and Bess, How glad we will be when you get back to us—how very glad. How I turn my spirit's face to you in the night season. [---] I think of you with a longing inconceivably strong to greet you, whenever I feel very old and weary and how I wish that I were a good man if it were only that my blessing might serve you. When are we to feel strong again and not be of unsteady feet among the noisy waters, standing on these very slippery stones. Really I sometimes feel as if the night mares found a presence in the noonday itself. I left Mo- ther and Bess alone at the Rock only an hour ago and already something urges me to take my papers and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p001.jpg) New York, Saturday 11th Sept. 1858 My darling Bessie, I wrote to you last on [-] 1st August the day before I started for Niagara, and when at the Falls I posted a spectator newspaper for you which I had read on the way there and which I hope reached you safely. Margt. and I left Yonkers by the Armenia St[-]. on Wednesday Morning 1st Sept. a beautiful day & we enjoyed the sail amazingly all except the 20 [-] 30 miles before reaching Albany. We both ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p002.jpg) agreed that the Hudson would be all the better for being 40 Miles shorter arrived at Albany we found preparations for the Telegraphic illum[---]tion going on which con- firmed us in our decision of getting out of the row by proceeding at 6 P. M. to there, which we did but every station was illumnated & all the Military & Women crowding about the Station Houses, we had just got into Baggs's Hotel at Utica when I heard the most horrible noise & fancied that half a dozen Locomotives had blown up, but on rushing to the window I say thousands of Rockets & Roman Candles all set off at once ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p003.jpg) but so as to Cross one another in the air & producing the most effective display of hyrotechny I really even saw as an old Lady remarked in Margarets heavy "it must be "seen to be understood." Our bedroom smelt of wax candles just ex- tinguished & altogether we felt decidedly persecuted by the celebration. Next day we drove to [illegible deletion] Trenton & thoroughly enjoyed the Falls which were all approachable from below the water being fully 10 feet lower than when I was there in Spring with Mo. D. The falls were not so grand, but still very beautiful. It is just ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p004.jpg) 28 years ago on the 20th. of [-] month [---] I first saw U[-] with your blessed Mother. Af[-] going by the bottom of the Cliffs returned by the upper road the the woods & had the best din[-] Jenn ate out of Paris & a bo[-] of [---]pagne I had Porter see in 1830 & have also note [-] then the "capital dinner" at [-] "Rural Retreat" kept by o[-] Roger Sherman's Grandson "Terré is gone this many a [-] but his daughter is the wife [-] Mr Moore the present Landlor[-] the Hotel is so clean & nice a pe[-] gem in its way, we were [-] sorry that we could no have staid three 2 nights ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p005.jpg) B [-]ad of at Utica, to which we [-]turned in the evening & there met Mr Morris (of 3 W. i 6 West) & [-]his daughters & had quite a [-]leasant chat they were from Niagara & reported having seen there a young gentleman & lady [-]ho they fancied were Mr. Pat Kane Bessie (but a diligent search [-]f the Books of the Cataract House showed me they were mistaken [-] I could not find their names) next day 3d we started for the Falls & arrived at the Cataract House at 9 P.M. we got a room with 3 windows, 2 opening on a balcony from which you ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p006.jpg) can drop a stone into the Rapids above the American Fall & the 3rd window looks out on the rapids desending to that Fall below the Goat Island Bridge Next day we drove down to the Whirlpool & Devils Hole viewing both from the American side & so on to Lewiston, having splendid weather & a magnificent view of the Niagara River flowing into blue Lake Ontario. We crossed the Lewiston Suspension Bridge & drove up to the great British Fall & their house by the Suspension Bridge which we walked over. You will ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p007.jpg) see an Article on Iron Bridges in the last quarterly giving an account of this Bridge, the [---]res were imported under credits from us & paid for. Sunday 4th we went to church in the morning & heard a very decent Presbyterian Serman not from the regular Minister the latter prayed & I knew him at once for a Countryman, on enquiry I found him to be a Dr McCall "from Glasgow". Margt and I spent the afternoon on Goat Island & were particularly delighted with the upper end of it, where the still water is, at which point the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p008.jpg) Indians used to reach it in their Canoes. On Monday 4th at 1 P.M. we started home slept that night at Canandaigua—next night at Deposit on the Erie R Road a place shut up among hi[-] next day we aren't on to Chester in Delaware Co. N.Y. a fine grazing Country whence immense quantities of milk go to New York we were detained here 5 hour's waiting for a branch train to take us to Newbu[---] on the North River, which place I had determined to reach before I left home, wanting to see ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p009.jpg) [written in portrait direction] C [-]country to the back of it, [-]id reach Newbury, but [-]it not see the Country as [-] was pitch dark, next day [-]ursday 9th we went down [-] Yonkers by our old friend, [-]he Armenia & I am happy [-]hankful to say found dear [-]arry & Helen & the 3 little [-]ellows all well, the Girls [-]ot on very nicely with Ms Lawrence. The news [-]Tot comes [-] from Anna Wood to Harry & [--]nt is Heal Tot is feeling much [written in landscape direction] Tom be Rob Roy & welcome, thank Heaven I have no Celtic blood in me or the very merest drop. Does Tom still read, writing I know he has given up. Does he wear breeches or only a blanket? What ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p010.jpg) [written in portrait direction] better but that the Doctor forbids her to write as that hurts her head. Harry had a sweet kind letter from dear Bessie Kane the other day enquiring about Tot— To day we have letters from Glasgow that J. Walter is to go to New Orleans next winter not to [---]ford as J. Campbell goes there & it is thought that both JWW & I will like this better, on some accounts I do, [written in landscape direction] do you & he paint with Blue or Red Ochre? Do you hang up Elisha in a cradle on a Nail when roasting your Venison Any information about your usual savage casting will be very interesting. Kisses to ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p011.jpg) [written in portrait direction] think J Walter will but Sabina wont this is only a temporary arrangement however much until either I or Dawson can visit England next year & re-arrange the whole American business J Walter & Sabina are off on an excursion today so they dont know their fate yet. Aunt Mary reports Willie still in Cornwall enjoying himself & keeping well— My trip down the [written in landscape direction] little H.A.K. & Elisha & best love to Tom & do pray get him to put on breeches again & come back all of you to civilized life you are both of far too high in intelligence to waste your days out in that horrid place Yours of 2nd at hand & enclosure forwarded [-] North Star to France. I intend to send ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p012.jpg) [written in portrait direction] Elie R. R. & stopping at Deposit and Chester, have given us a super-dose of Country life I think I would on the whole prefer sweeping the streets of N. York (not hard worth judging from the little dirt removed) to being a Farmer of any kind. On my arrival I got your letter of 30th Augt. & your graphic description of your dismal forests of pine & hemlock gave [---] a thorough sickener of such life. No. No. "She use the Comforts o' the Sautmarket" [written in landscape direction] You next week "Dr Thorne" to read it is a very interesting well written novel God bless & watch over you Your affectionate Father Wm. W. wha[---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p013.jpg) [written in landscape direction] Tom be Rob Roy & welcome, thank Heaven I have no Celtic blood in me or the very merest drop. Does Tom still read, writing I know he has given up. Does he wear breeches or only a blanket? What [written in portrait direction] C [-]country to the back of it, [-]id reach Newbury, but [-]it not see the Country as [-] was pitch dark, next day [-]ursday 9th we went down [-] Yonkers by our old friend, [-]he Armenia & I am happy [-]hankful to say found dear [-]arry & Helen & the 3 little [-]ellows all well, the Girls [-]ot on very nicely with Ms Lawrence. The news [-]Tot comes [-] from Anna Wood to Harry & [--]nt is Heal Tot is feeling much ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p014.jpg) [written in landscape direction] do you & he paint with Blue or Red Ochre? Do you hang up Elisha in a cradle on a Nail when roasting your Venison Any information about your usual savage casting will be very interesting. Kisses to [written in portrait direction] better but that the Doctor forbids her to write as that hurts her head. Harry had a sweet kind letter from dear Bessie Kane the other day enquiring about Tot— To day we have letters from Glasgow that J. Walter is to go to New Orleans next winter not to [---]ford as J. Campbell goes there & it is thought that both JWW & I will like this better, on some accounts I do, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p015.jpg) [written in landscape direction] little H.A.K. & Elisha & best love to Tom & do pray get him to put on breeches again & come back all of you to civilized life you are both of far too high in intelligence to waste your days out in that horrid place Yours of 2nd at hand & enclosure forwarded [-] North Star to France. I intend to send [written in portrait direction] think J Walter will but Sabina wont this is only a temporary arrangement however much until either I or Dawson can visit England next year & re-arrange the whole American business J Walter & Sabina are off on an excursion today so they dont know their fate yet. Aunt Mary reports Willie still in Cornwall enjoying himself & keeping well— My trip down the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I64_p016.jpg) [written in landscape direction] you next week Dr Thorne to read it is a very interesting well written novel God bless & watch over you Your affectionate Father W. W. in haste [written in portrait direction] Erie R. R. & stopping at Deposit and Chester have given us a super-close of Country life I think I would on the whole prefer sweeping the streets of N. York (not hard work judging from the little dirt removed) to having a Farmer of any kind. On my arrival I got your letter of 30th Augt. & your graphic description of your dismal forests of pine & hemlock gives me a thorough sickener of such life. No, No. "Give me the comforts o' the Sautmarket ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I65_p001.jpg) Fern Rock Sept. 12th 1858 My dear Bess, I have just been writing to Tom [-] the other half of this sheet but on going into the [-]ning room to Mother she has shown me your [-]ter which speaks of Toms dullness and your own [-] such a manner that I have turned over the [-]et and written to you also so that the letter [-]ht come to yours hands first and be confiscated [-] far as Toms part goes before he sees it—in case [-]u think the effect not cheerful—I am truly [-]orry to hear about your wrist—Mothers advice [-]out the cold water is very good I would only [-]d to it frequent lotions and frictions with opodel- [-]o or whiskey and salt—or even with the bad [-]t in flour so as not to abraid the surface, and [-]is continuance of writing. Why don't you say some- thing definite about when you are coming home [-] would have sent you books on plenty with this [-]ere I not afraid that they would arrive after [-]our departure and so go drifting about among the wilds—I am very sorry you are so dull [-]n I do nothing for you? Glad to hear the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I65_p002.jpg) children are well. Kiss them for me. And keep up your spirits as Mr Winkle would remark just for my sake and oblige Your's John K. Kane Jr. Very tired sleepy and stupid having made a mistake about the cars today and waited from 1 1/2 P.M. to 4 P.M. about in spots between Willow & Chatham Streets Good night & God bless you J. K. K. Jr [---] already I turn towards his letter practice I have in other courts toward it [--]. I hope and work. I have been al my own business now for one week—shockingly neglected as it has been, going to the dogs I might almost say, I still look forward hopefully to building it up into a a [---] practice in a couple of years—; but then I must turn in with a will. This much I say to be cheery and [-]ias [-]ack I am sure will buckle down like a man. He has brains and if he would only talk as seriously and gravely as I know he feels he would have the shame [written in left margin in landscape direction] shame of his polarity far behind. I will try and write you a letter tomorrow. I did not notice how near my paper had been out. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I65_p003.jpg) Fern Rock Sept. 12th 1858 Dear Tom, Did you get a letter from me on the subject of Sharpe's rifle wounds? Please send an answer. It is Sunday night. So my weeks work being done I sit down at Fern Rock and in the midst of the conversation of J. P. G. Pat and Mr Neazlitt try to write you a letter. My weeks work I am sorry to say has not been profitable No patients—no nothing—I have been studying anatomy— Going over work that I have already gone over three times; each time so thoroughly that I thought it impossible ever to forget it. Yet I find that I have been just 3 times mistaken. I have now however got rid of my conceit and shall not be mistaken again. I only wonder whether I shall have patience enough to stick at the thing. Of course I cant expect to do more than Curethier and he said a man must forget anatomy thirteen times before he can hope to be an anatomist. Not very encouraging is it? I am going on mechanically however like a watch and shall continue probably till I run down—or break a cog. Round and round priding myself perpetually coming back to where I started. My dissecting material dont cost me much owing to John Brintons having a quantity of preparations to be made on which he is glad enough to let me try my hand on— he keeping the Specimens. Agn[--] like a brick as he is allows me the use of his private room free of charge to work in. All this is very well but the spider is becom- [written upside down across the top of the page] Love to Bess & the Children R. P. K. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I65_p004.jpg) ing attenuated at the bottom of his web in the corner, and should no housemaid sweep him away to Frazer river or Some other more favorable locality may very quietly starve there. "What do you say to that Master Brooke?" I think of joining the church preparatory to the great change— I dont much believe in that sort of thing, but there is nothing like having too strings to one's bow. O come to Jesus Pent and believe. Love to Bess and the young ones. Remembrances to Morton and good night to you for I am too dead tired to continue even this balderdash. All well at home and all anxious to see you back. John K. Kane Jr. My dear Tom, I was sorry to hear added to Mother's last letter a line or two of no very agreable character. I was very dull and had no right to reflect my moodiness on yourself the more especially as I am no letter writer and do not give you any thing besides. Heag[---] is out spending Sunday with us and [-]a the goodness to bring with him some papers in cases [--]wn on Tuesday's list, That list; of the six cases on it I fear not one will be heard—bar not ready and I am afraid that there wists no way of compelling ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I66_p001.jpg) Sunday night, Fern Rock, Sep. 12. 1858. [-] dear Bessie, This has been rather a bustling day [-] Sunday; perhaps my conscience suggests [-]as I have allowed household matters to keep [-] from church to day. The truth was the [-]k went in town yesterday and E. Johnston [-] was to have officiated in that capacity [-] too sick to be useful. On ordinary occasions [-]hould have disregarded it, but Patterson brought [-]—Mr. Heaslite yesterday to stay until Monday, [-] he is too well cared for at home to give him [-] cooked food if it can be avoided. John also ex- [-]cted Willie Moss to drive him out this morning, [-]t a patient detained the former and John [-]lked for exercise to Chatham [--] for the [-] o'clock train which has been changed to [-]ur a fortnight since, and as he filled up [-]he interval by pacing the adjacent sheets [-]e arrived somewhat wearied & half famished. As his dinner had been reserved he was soon ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I66_p002.jpg) made comfortable; after his segar I roused Pat from his nap—J.P.G asked to be left as guard to the house, (no wonder he craved repose for his morning had passed pretty much in carrying books from the shed room for Pat to arrange in John's book case) and Mr. H. & John accompanied me in a walk to the garden, returning by the stable to look after the little pigs, &c— We found Pat in the Library, he took a stroll, then came our tea, the smokers are now in the Library, and I have scratch ed a few lines to enclose in John's letter to Tom Bessie went to stay until Monday at your Aunt Patterson's—next Sunday I hope to be town at church. Take care of your wrist John will advise you what to do for it. Tell Jane Wm. has gone to the Baptist Church to night, & Eliza leaves "for her folks" on Wednesday. Your next letter will I expect announce your day for starting & I hope Tom will soon follow you. Machelle's baby is better, it turns out to be whooping cough. Love to you & Tom & kisses to the bairns. Remembrances to Judge & Mrs. Wilcox & Jane Yr. sincerely attached Mother J. D. L. K. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I67_p001.jpg) September 15th, 1858. My dearest Bessie, Harry received your [-]ice long letter yesterday, which [-]s a great reproach to me for [-]t having written to you before, [-]t what with making visits [-]d serving, walking, and reading [-]e time flies like magic [-] suppose you will laugh and [-]k me what I have been [-] truly doing,—well in the [-]st place I have made two [-]k dresses for myself, both [-] which I cut and fitted, they [-] me as well if not better [-]n any of my other dresses, they ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I67_p002.jpg) were two of Mrs Wood which she had given me to see if I could make any use of as rubbish, but since they have been turned and made over you have no idea how nicely they do—then I have made myself one flanel shirt, scolloped and with an eyelet hole in the centre of each scollop, all round the neck and sleeves, through the little eyelet holes is run a narrow drawing ribbon, it lookes so prettily, I have just begun another one only the scollop is to be a little different. In the way of knitting I have made Emily Hones christmas present, a blue and white nubie. I have cut all my collars down, not wishing to buy new ones to suit the present fashion; then I have read ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I67_p003.jpg) her very amusing and pleasant. [-]rs Wood, Papa and Denny are [-]ing up to their place at [-]aurestram on Friday to stay [-]ntil Saturday afternoon. [-] go to town on Tuesday, we [-]ill all be very sorry to [-]ave the country and to go [-]ack to the gloomy city. [-]unt Eliza and Mr Pell [-]ave been staying at the [-]ys, and Alfred has been [-]here for a visit twice this summer. Mr & Mrs and [-]lla lay all spent a week [-]ith Aunt Eliza, shortly [-]fter Lottie left her. Are you reading "What will he do with it" and the Virginians and if so, what do he think of them? I like ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I67_p004.jpg) the former very much but the latter I do not think is nearly as good as as some of Thackery's other books. It has been decided that Walter and Sabina are not to go to England but to New Orleans, where they will only stay for next winter, they probably will leave in November some time. By the bye when do you come home, you are not going to remain out there all this winter are you? Yesteday the "Thomas Powell" got broken down and stopped at our dock on her way up to Westpoint, while she was there Alfred Pell ran up here to see us all, stayed ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I67_p005.jpg) stayed about ten minutes and then ran back again. This morning Harrie and I walked to the village and back again, then we started directly again and walked to the Gi[---] and "hum agin" a distance in all of seven good miles. I am so very tired writing that I must say good bye with best love to Cousin Tom Harry and little Elisha I am your loving Nellie P. S. Remember me very kindly to Judge and Mrs Wilcox if they are with you. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I67_p006.jpg) thing that I could do, I really would be very grateful to you if you will let me know, I can not do much I know but what I can do, I would love to do for you. Papa and Mrs. Wood returned from Magara on Wednesday last after having a most delightful journey. I suppose you have heard of Ella Lay's engagement being broken off, she had been engaged to Mr Lock for three or four years I have forgotten which. Mrs. Conger came to spend the day here on Monday, she is an old friend of Mrs. Wood's, she is the sister of State Hedges, we found ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I67_p007.jpg) "A Womans thoughts about women", "Dr Thorne" "Rowbles round Glasgow", "Days at the coast" "Notes on life" and am at present reading "English forests and forest th trees" which I find very interesting, relating many strange anecdotes; these with the English newspapers constitute the things which have kept me very busy. I forgot also to mention a hair-dressing jacket that I have made, it had puffings all around of the same muslin, open a little way in french and with sleeves open from about an inch from the top. I am so glad that you look forward with any degree of pleasure to furnishing your house I wish I could do something for you, if there is ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I68_p001.jpg) New York Thursday 16th Septr.. 1858 [-] darling Bessie, I wrote to you on Saturday 11th inst. [-]ong account of our trip to [-]aijura &c, since then there [-]s been recd. from you by Harry [-]ery pleasant letter telling that [-] had taken Judge Wilcox's House another year &c &c I send [---]th a letter to you from [-]ttle Nelly. The weather here has broken [-]d & we are having our equinoctial [-]torm, should it clear up to- [-]orrow, Denny & Margt. & I, intend [-]ing up to Grassy Point about [-] Miles above Yonkers to pay [---]t to Mr & Mrs. Conger & return ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I68_p002.jpg) the next day, Mrs. Conger was down seeing Magt. on Monday, she is an old friend & relative of Magt. being a sister of a cuta[-] Miss Kate Hedges whom you may recollect & both were grand nieces of Colond Rutgers from whom they inherited fortunes. We intend coming into Town from Yonkers on the 21st inst if the weather will permit. Yesterday 28 Years ago I was married to your blessed mother it so happened that the 15th fell upon the same day of the Week in 1830, as it did yesterday ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I68_p003.jpg) In looking at a letter which she wrote to me from Glencove (I was in Canada) on 15 Sept 1844 the 14th anniversary of our wedding day I accidentally hit upon the following about you in a letter written to me at Trieste and dated "Lumford Friday eveng "11 Feby 1842" "Bess was reading "about the Druids today that they "were once the Ministers of Religion in "'this country' and you would have "laughed to have seen the air with "which she curled up her little "nose and said 'Ministers of Religion! "'Minister of Iniquity! they had better "'say' She is most delighted with "her new Grammar, and when she "reads now she calls out every "now and then with almost ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I68_p004.jpg) "a scream of delight 'there's a Noun! "'there's another! there's a pronoun! And now "Bess" has a Harriet & Amelia Kane of her own & a little Elisha besides what an interest she who is gone would have taken in them, her old favourite "Cousin Tom's" children too! Well perhaps she does take an interest in them even now, perhaps she is cognisant "of all these then, that "have come to pass in these days" and if she do she certainly also sees that all present trials and sorrows are working in us both to will & to do of His good pleasure whom she served so faithfully when here. Oh my darling child pray constantly that God will enable you to bring up those dear children He has ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I68_p005.jpg) [written in the portrait direction] B given you in His [-]urtive and admonition, as she brought you up while she was spared to you, and pray for me that I may faithfully do my duty to those she has left me, and to those other three dear little fellows who are not of that fold" but who are very dear indeed to me & very interesting. Little Duncan with his bright eyes yesterday found a Hen's nest with 16 eggs in it to his most intense delight. His mother bought [written in the landscape direction] for breaking off an engagement if at the true God bless you & Tom & your dear children Ever your affectionate Father William Wood P. S. I lent Dawson Dr Thorne to read & he is not thro' with it yet, which is the reason you have not got it. WmW ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I68_p006.jpg) the eggs from him at the Market rate, which seemed unbounded wealth to the little man. J. Walter & Sabina returned from their excursion, (which was to New London) much the better for it. He is quite pleased to go to New Orleans next winter instead of Lumford & she also is quite contented. J. Walter is looking remarkably well. Helen has made up for herself two old silk gowns of Cousin M's wh[---] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I68_p007.jpg) the latter gave to her, they look as good as new & the little woman is quite delighted with them I think Harry is in a little better spirits Denny is looking well & Chal[---] is a perfect little duck, his face is such a dark brown that last Sunday his nurse took him to the part of the church where she & other coloured people sit & when I turned & looked round he really hardly differed in complexion from some of them. I call him the "black duck" & yesterday at Breakfast he calls out "I ain't a black duck "am I Miss Helen?" He always ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I68_p008.jpg) addresses Helen as Miss Helen and Harriet as "Miss Hawee" I suppose from hearing the Nurse call them so. I dare say you will think I am in my second childhood with all this nursery gossip. But the day is wet Dawson is taking a Holiday. Guille is off on a 10 days excursion it is Thursday & nothing doing. 'I much fear our business will never revive unless I were to take its active management again & perhaps not then & I have no intention of doing so—R. Winthrop tells me that Helen Russell's engagement to Mr Schernerhorn is broken off because her Mother insisted upon too large a settlement—as he is 25 years older than she is this can be no great loss to her except the discredit of such a cause ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I68_p009.jpg) [written in landscape direction] for breaking off an engagement if it be true God bless you & Tom & your dear children Ever your affectionate Father William Wood P.S. I lent Dawson Dr Thorne to read & he is not thro' with it yet, which is the reason you have not got it. WmW [written in portrait direction] B given you in His nurture and admonition, as she brought you up while she was spared to you and pray for me that I may faithfully do my duty to those she has left me, and to those other three dear little fellows who are "not of that fold" but who are very dear indeed to me & very interesting. Little Duncan with his bright eyes yesterday found a Hen's nest with 16 eggs in it to his most intense delight. His mother bought ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I69_p001.jpg) I must take my knitting and sit with dear Mother. Nothing interesting I believe I wrote to Harry to hear of Tot and was [-]lad to learn the dear girl was better. My darling Tom, You don't half deserve a letter, for you leave all the writing to dear Bess. Mother and I have finished our dinner, and she has [-] one to her newspapers, a sad labor [-]hing over the articles about dear [-]lish and Father. I noticed she was [-]ing up the extracts carefully, "she [-]as going to put them in a box for Tom's little Elisha "he may value them some day or other." In spite of ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I69_p002.jpg) our loneliness Mother seems more cheerful and in good health, her appetite his good, she sleeps more and is energetic without being intensely nervous as before. Indeed my dear boy we have a great deal to be thank- ful for, I only wish I were always a- wake to the blessed sunshine and joy God can always give us. You cant tell how much I miss you. I dont know where to begin to tell you all I need you for. I am teaching the boys on Saturday, lately I have shortened the girls lessons much to their disgust, but my music which poor Mrs Mor- gan "found sweet to her ears" when her poor eyes had ceased to know her friends was too hard for her failing ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I69_p003.jpg) nerves, and last Saturday we only sang hymns. The Sunday School needs your work in the board. Mr H. Smith has left, well and good say you, but Mr Jones installed as superintendent con- tinues to lecture; The matter of the lec- ture, a biblical theology suited perhaps to the Teachers, but odiously tiresome to the poor caged birds. Who natural- ly enough weary with the morning ser- vices, find Christ as Prophet, Priest, and King a dry concentration of their week- day drill. I have seen them wearying week by week, and each Sunday my little class has restlessly twisted (only their eyes) and no word have I been able to get in edgewise during the harangue. Last Sunday I found the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I69_p004.jpg) indefatigable and well meaning gentle man again at his post, but gossip whisper- ed he had been discouraged during the week by the murmurs of "the pupils who "hate to hear Paul T. Jones preach" and I again trust the lectures have ended. If he were not evidently in earnest I could put a stop to his efforts, but he is too active and at the same time too much in favor with the powers that be to be rudely or unkindly treated. Have'nt I wished for you that an ingenious move might be made, by which the first day of the week might be Sunday in- stead of the Jewish Sabbath. The religious instructions are altogether upon the old system, whereas they should be strictly homeopathic, hygienic treat- ment, fresh air training. They have one and all been at "Sabbath School" and have preferred the "pleasures ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I69_p005.jpg) and bring some plan of action back that I may follow as you lead. You cannot be too thankful for your dear wife. Your little pets will breathe a pure atmostsphere so long as she guides them. Be brave old Tom and gain cheerfulness, there is too much work waiting for you for you to refuse to car- ry the burden Father bore so joyously. We are left to love you, Mother, Pat, Tom. Bess and your darlings as to my- self so far as I am capable of loving I do love you. John seems busy with his anatomy, and our dear Pat hard working and thin, I wish we were more with them both. Give my dearest love to Bess and kiss the children. Dont forget Jane Nelly. Yours Bess. Fern Rock. Sep 17 ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I69_p006.jpg) B of sin." How are we to administer necessary tonic in golden pills, pink syrup, so that they may be [-]duced to swallow the necessary a[-] tive. May we with God's help be a[-] to make the beautiful and true [-] story of a life so full of noble poi[-] interesting? Or must they associate [-] gentle sympathizing friend with hard task master who is not touch[-] with a feeling of their infirmities? O[-] of my girls is increasingly unruly an[-] is locked up week after week. I beh[-] in the necessity of discipline, but cannot bear the spanking to be don[-] with the Family Bible. Dear Tom. You who have the pou[-] to originate; When you are ridin[-] through God's big temple think of [-] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I6_p001.jpg) Fern Rock, Aug. 2 Sunday night. My dear Tom, How sadly I missed you; but when John Caldwell told me he had seen you start looking better & stronger than he had seen you since your arrival I felt happy that even the idea of your going to that pure air should be such a restorative to you. I suspect the wife & children have their full share in the revival, so pray dear Bessie keep him with you and do not suffer him to come under the working influences of Fern Rock till you are ready to come home all together. I broke the seal & began to read your letter before I discovered it was to Tom, so you must tell him the contents, and pardon me for reading it through. I am glad Harry inherits my disgust for smoking I wish she could have reformed her Uncle & his friend, who are seriously ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I6_p002.jpg) injured by the vile practice & at times are too disagreeable to approach. Your Father started by the 20-8h. car reached the Media Depot, & sat two (3¾) hours waiting for the expected train— went in despair to the court room & left in the 2 o'clock train. Aunt Mary was waiting for him, he went down with her after tea to Elizabeth's. Her Husband is not conscious of his extreme illness; she told your Father; & has be- come so very nervous he will allow no one to come into his room. Your Father says he thinks it is Willie's disease & the case utterly hopeless. Poor dear Lizzie how troubled I feel for her. J. G. did not get out & I should have been entirely alone last night, had not John C. stating it to his Father, he told him to go out at once in the Germantown 7. o'ck cars & walk over—which he did & to my agreeable surprise walked in as I was finishing my tea. Amelia was very sorry to leave me alone but had promised her Uncle to be home and ordered a carriage to be in waiting. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I6_p003.jpg) I was sorry to part with her, for she is a true friend; we think alike on so many subjects from our youthful associations:—besides she likes to read aloud & I did so much sewing I felt no loss of time, whilst listening, so charm- ed by the memoir of Charlotte Bronte. J. P. G. telegraphed for you not to detain Weir. Lizzie says her Father is suffering from the increased work of his absence. I will ask a P. S. from yr. Father & with love to all & kisses to Harry & Elisha remain your fondly attached Mother J. D. L. Kane. Your Father is in one of his long yarns entertaining the boys—& says he wrote to you to day; so tell Bessie Fanny Butler called yesterday, asked if she had received a note from her & comes to Mrs. Wistar's tuesday week— as she will be here in September I think Bessie must come home when her Father goes up with the Committee. Dear Father doesn't know when the committee will go, nor whether they will go at all, nor if they do whether he will be able to go with them. So, dear Bessie, the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I6_p004.jpg) closing lines of Mother's letter must no[-] count for much. Yet, dear child, if you think you ought to be here, bra ving the dirt and confusion which horrifies me in prospect, you shall no[-] want an escort. Make Tom write to m[-] about it all.— I wrote to you, Tom, hurrie[-] note from the Court House with the skeleton of a deed. I thought it migh[-] guide your thoughts when you sit down after a bargain to play convey- ancer, but it must be varied from liberally to meet circumstances. The characteristic is that it conveys, in- stead of covenanting. All the rest i[-] "leather & prunella". Bessie Wood has not sent me a line or love note for ten days, an[-] Tot has been as silent as if she had passed beyond the bourne, "in which as the lawyer once said, no man ever comes back from". Let them reform the[-] altogether. I would include Miss Ha[-] in my censure; but she has deserted the presibles altogether and would refuse to 'fess to a layman; I res- pect conscientious scruples even in a Puseyite. This last for Tot: Mr. Helfenstein, Mother says, did not deal to charitably this morning with that well bred class of protestants. God bless you all, dear People. I begin Mother's milk house in the morning; and from this time on, expect to travail among the miseries of architectural con- fusion. J. K. K. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I70_p001.jpg) Sat. Sept 18th 1027 Walnut St. Dear Tom, It is half past 10 o'clock and as I have been hard at work [-]ll the week I think myself justified Stealing a half hour of what remains Saturday night to write to you. Not however that I have anything [-] say for all things remain much [-] the same condition as when I [-]ast wrote. I have only one patient [-]d she, too poor to pay me anything, dying of cancer. I work [-]ough, try to lead a regular life [-]d hope I am learning something. Patients must come some day or [-]ther and in the mean time I will [-] to add some little to my ma[---] [-]k in trade. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I70_p002.jpg) Dont be in the dumps old boy. We have all of us at least average brains, are gentlemen and have the will. We cant fail to succeed. Dull enough it is and [---] work but we certainly have superior organisations to lumbrici yet they manage to grow together and live on after the spade has cut their heads off. I for my part intend to succeed—and some of these days long after I have pegged out some future grand child having a Tom Ranish Tendency towards rummaging into family papers shall add to the motto "spero meliora" that of Dr John K. Kane "root little pig or die" less sublime perhaps owing to its not being latin but equally to the point. Hang all committees say I. Keep cool and you'll carry your point. Let them gas. It serves to keep them from working, which is a great point for we all acknowledge the grand general rule that committees always being crooked must work, if at all, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I70_p003.jpg) in the wrong direction. I have as yet heard of no place for Morton. When are you coming back? We all miss you horribly these autumn days. Wm. Moss drives me out of town tomorrow to dine. I return in the evening for another weeks tread-milling. My time during the day is occupied principally in dissecting and in the evenings I read till about 10 P.M. When Pat generally drops in on his road up town, we talk for an hour and then go to bed. Une vie charmante et d'une gaiete folle as you perceive. I was called out of town last week to see Bess who had rather a severe fall from a chair striking the pit of the stomach over the back of the chair. I am glad to say she has experienced no ill effects as yet and I do not now anticipate any. I believe I have absolutely nothing else to tell you ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I70_p004.jpg) and as my pen and paper are both so bad that writing is painful I will stop. Give my dear love to Bess and kiss the young ones for me. Keep up your spirits dont work too hard for hygienic purposes and come home as soon as you can. God bless you & Good night John K. Kane Jr. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I71_p001.jpg) do not want you however in this Summer heat you would all be sick I fear. William's love to Jane. Mr. Bernheiser called to ask after Tom. John says on Saturday. I cannot sign this scratch. Tuesday, Sept. 21st. 1858. My dear Bessie, I will first deliver J. P. G.'s mes- sage. Mr. Barclay told him when he called to ask after the Matron that Tom was elected chairman of the Chapel committee. After a cold dreary spell of weather we have Summer again; windows and doors all open, the notes from the Band distinct but sorrow- ful as they enter this dining room, where hnny G. is reading and I endeavouring to collect [-]cattering thoughts and give to you and Tom [-]ome details from home. Bessie's friday letter I suppose gave you a history of her fall from a chair in raising [-]e of our spring windows;—she was doing [-]ll but a walk to Mrs. Ingersoll's and Miss [-]x's with Fanny Butler renewed the [-]ain of her bruises to such an extent that [-]hn ordered her into a state of repose and [-]rbade her going into town on Saturday or ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I71_p002.jpg) even accompanying me in my ride to the com- munion on Sunday. John rode out with Willie Moss to spend the day, and left on Sunday night the same orders of quiet, with a morn- ing dose of salts additional. Sister Helen feeling anxious came out in the early train and sat all day at Bessie's bedside, and I fancy it was the exertion of raising her voice gave Bessie increased pain and it was one o'clock before she fell asleep. I had made an arrangement with Sister to meet some sempstress at her house, intending to go in the carriage to bring out from Bailey's the long neglected clocks. So I rode in to Sister's, told her to attend to my servant business, went to Bailey's for the clocks, to Stewarts for knitting worsted & then brought out John. He made another careful examination, and reiterates his opinion that if she only keeps on the bed, she will in time be well, but says it is not a thing of a day, the same accident has happened to her dia- phragm, as occurred to the half of my ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I71_p003.jpg) leg, and she has promised to obey his orders faithfully. She has taken all her meals in bed to day, and professes herself to have less pain than she has had since the termination of that unfortunate walk. I know it must be so, for Beckie and Nan- nie Dunlap (they desired special love to you) are sitting in her room, and the cheerful tones and pleasant laugh are convincing me the pain has indeed vanished. What a day of hurry this has been to me— up at 5. lamps, hunting up sundries in shed rooms for Machette before breakfast— after waiting on the girls and Bessie's morn- ing meal over started for town, stopt at Coopers, Bailey's, Stewarts, Pat's office, Sister and brought out John with two Champagne baskets each having a clock; sent John to the 1 o'clk. Germantown cars—disposed of my purchases, threw on a lighter dress, and found it time to look after the dinner arrangements of the new waiter. Had just completed desert fixings, when Pat rushed in having heard from J. P. G ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I71_p004.jpg) "I had taken out Dr. John to see Miss Bessie.) I was very glad, for I fear the girls have a stupid visit, (they came yesterday afternoon & leave on Thursday) and he made the dinner pass off well, & Nannie walked with him as he smoked after it. Beckie went up to Bessie, and I lent a hand to the waiter; I looked in upon Bessie afterwards, and finding myself overpowered with drowsiness concluded to snatch a nap but before I could establish myself in the arm chair Tom Leiper arrived—then Mr. Kuhn—then tea. Pat left with Mr. Kuhn & Mr. K's groom & Tom by the cars. Johnny Green arrived, and I having inflicted all my weari- ness on you, will now go to the kitchen— read the Bible & to bed. Miss Pickett came from town on Thursday and stated "her Uncle thought she would not have to work so hard in town and wished me to have a girl by Monday." I shall have one if possible by Saturday & I hope I shall not have one who thinks so little of helping her fellow servants in an emergency. Bessie's love with mine & kisses to the dear children. When will you all be home? I ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p001.jpg) [-] New York, Wednesday 22nd Septr. 1858 [-] dear Tom Kane, I am glad that [-]y "quips and cracks" at [-]ast brought a letter from [-]ou—"My soul is sad [-]r thee my brother Jonathan" [-]r I know how depressed your spirits must have been to have forced so much sadness of expression from you. Yet perhaps the depression is only what might have been expected ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p002.jpg) after the high strung enthusiasm which carried you so triumphantly through your Mormon Mission you attained your object of preventing bloodshed fully, therefore thank God for having been the instrument in His hands of effecting that good. Think how much you have had to go through during the last 10 Months, including as they do, my extraordinary illness and your fathers death. Who would have ventured ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p003.jpg) to prophesy in Sept 1857, that you could have passed through the trials you have since undergone & been alive to tell the tale yet God has spared you & for some good end, and His taking you & my darling Bessie out into the wilderness by yourselves, may be a Course of proceeding full of blessing to you and yours We are most short sighted creatures. After all you & Bessie having one another —& your children out there are hardly more lonely ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p004.jpg) or more segregated from your fellows practically than her Mother & I were for the f[---] happiest years of our [---]es at "Fort Place, Bootle, near Lumford." Still human nature will repine at the U. S. Government, not paying your expenses even, while it profits by your labours & risks. It gratifies & consoles me to see that you appreciate my darling Bessie and think her like her sainted Mother I do thank God that ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p005.jpg) B that He gave me even for a time such a gift from Heaven, so pure, so unselfish, so humble and consistent a Christian, and I thank God that you have found her daughter worthy of such a Mother, and that she is still spared to you & your dear little children. Earth contains no treasure like such a Wife, and while you have her thank God and take courage, and for her sake, use every means ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p006.jpg) to preserve your own health this I am sure is the greatest blessing you can give to Bessie so don't over tax and overstrain your energies, take care of yourself for her sake. I wish you could give me the proportions of the ingredients of three Pills which you gave to me on the nights of 17th & 18th November last I think they consisted of Opium & Assafetida Do you recollect what the proportions were, or have you any idea how many pills I took? ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p007.jpg) Don't suppose I want or need them again, but I want to form for myself a sort of Diagnosis of my disease which the more I think of, the more extraordinary it seems to me. It came & went so suddenly. The place you date from "Browns" must be a sort of "Chachamof Aberfoil" and such Baillie Nicol Jarvies as myself, sympathise with your intense discomforts. We returned to 5 W, 6[-] St. yesterday which altho- the stair carpets are not yet down looks quite Palatial compared with our small shanty at Yonkers ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p008.jpg) where however we have really passed on the whole a very pleasant summer & we all regretted leaving it. We began moving yesterday morning at 6½ O'Clock & had completed the loading of 4 waggons with our furniture &c by 10½—these we saw f[-]ily started & then we locked the House & started by rail for N York dined at home at 2 P.M & by 4 PM the 4 waggons made their appearance & by 5½ P.M we had all the furniture stowed away in the Garret &c the day was very hot & the 4 men who drove in & packed & unpacked the furniture & carried it up 3 stairs were nearly done, I divided 2 bottles of sherry ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p009.jpg) C among them at different times, & worked so vigorously myself that even my Coat waistcoat & Trousers were dripping wet my inner garments were a regular curiosity, I took no wine but took a tepid bath after it was all done & a shower both on the top of that & felt all the better for the work Margt. had a good hard spell of it too but is now the worse for it today the three little chaps are in fine health & so is Helen, but Harriet looks thin & delicate. I sent Bessie "Dr. Thorne" on ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p010.jpg) Monday (20th) by Mail & I hope it reached her safely. I have a letter from Tot of 2nd inst. which I was to send to Eliza, then to your sister Bessie & then to Bessie D.W.K but Eliza has not returned it to me yet. Tot was with Aunt Helen alone at Elie, Anna Wood having gone to London to meet her sister Catharine & brother William daily expected & Houg[-]mont from Australia. Tot says she has made several new acquaintances at Elie & that there is a good deal of fun going on, & remarks ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p011.jpg) upon the oddness of her being three above with Aunt Helen. Margt. & I and Denny paid quite a pleasant visit to a Mr & Mrs Abraham B. Couger, who live at a place they call "Waldberg" up the North Ruin about 20 miles above Yonkers & on the opposite side, their place is about 3 miles back of Hav[-]stran, it consists of 1400 acres with a capital House & good Library. He has a large quantity of farm stock, Devons, Short Horns South down sheep, Essex Pigs, Horses "our talk was "of Bullocks", but also of many other things, he is a well educated ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p012.jpg) [written in portrait direction] man & was for some time in the N York State Senate is a good free- trader &c she took some beautiful drives & ascended some Hills or Mountains on his place which use from this shore of the Hudson & command magnificent views we drove also to Rockland Lake where our finest ice comes from, Domiciled in the House we found the Revd James Kerry brother of Elton & Sybil a very fine fellow with very good simple religious views he had got a church close to Mr Cougers (Presbyterian) & is living there till he can procure a Manse or parsonage as they call it here He is to be married Novr to a very pretty Miss Remsen. He was Margts 2nd Cousin by her Mother sick & Mrs Couger is Margts 3d Cousin by her Father's. Mrs Couger was an Heir of the late Colonel Rutgers, & the Remsens [written in landscape direction] also inherited some of his property. I believe I told Bessie in my last that Helen Russell's engagement is broken off. It is said Anna Russell asked Schermerhorn for too large a settlement on her daughter—Give my kindest love to dear Bessie, as I have given you all the gossip I will not write to her this week. Kiss H. A. K. and Elisha for their Grandfather. God bless you. Even your affectionate friend. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I72_p013.jpg) [written in portrait direction] man & was for some time in the N York State Senate is a good free- trader &c she took some beautiful drives & ascended some Hills or Mountains on his place which use from this shore of the Hudson & command magnificent views we drove also to Rockland Lake where our finest ice comes from, Domiciled in the House we found the Revd James Kerry brother of Elton & Sybil a very fine fellow with very good simple religious views he had got a church close to Mr Cougers (Presbyterian) & is living there till he can procure a Manse or parsonage as they call it here He is to be married Novr to a very pretty Miss Remsen. He was Margts 2nd Cousin by her Mother sick & Mrs Couger is Margts 3d Cousin by her Father's. Mrs Couger was an Heir of the late Colonel Rutgers, & the Remsens [written in landscape direction] also inherited some of his property. I believe I told Bessie in my last that Helen Russell's engagement is broken off. It is said Anna Russell asked Schermerhorn for too large a settlement on her daughter—Give my kindest love to dear Bessie, as I have given you all the gossip I will not write to her this week. Kiss H. A. K. and Elisha for their Grandfather. God bless you. Even your affectionate friend. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I73_p001.jpg) Elie. Sept 15th /58. gladly and thankfully dear Bess I accept your pros- pective invitation!— "Seven months" in the wilder- ness is not the real "Out-West thing, my dear!—year in [-]ear out—till you became semi-Mrs. Buchingame-ized [-] your exile!—But is this the terrible "going out West" That I have dreaded so for you, [-]nd thought dimly of Ch[-]st saint-and-martyr, insisting [-] sharing with you and the [-]ild Beasts?!— My Bess, this is merely the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I73_p002.jpg) fulfilment of a pet drea[-] of yours and Lovr's "Dear Elk Co" and Shuther's place!"—Five months in "the cities" are amply sufficient for civilization, the newspapers and the fashions. I don't pity you at all, my darling!—particularly with me by your side, when Tom is away!—And for my grand children it is the very thing! What a blessing to see them grow up healthy country lads and lasses! (No fear of Tom's children ever becoming rough, a less than ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I73_p003.jpg) sensitively reprived!—they will just escape—But I cant begin to discant in ten minutes time!— For myself, I would not choose life in the wilderness if I could have you elsewhere, of course, I would like "more intellectual society"—So would you?—But such pure air as can only be found in Elk Co.—would I fancy be absolutely necessary for me, for the next few years at least, if I am [---] to live in America— (This apart from the drive to be with you.) I expect and hope to be far stronger ere I return than when I was last in Elk Co— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I73_p004.jpg) In that case I am as inde- pendent as yourself of society. Fonder of it than you, but quite as independent. I could find enough that I really could do in helping you with the chicks— sewing for them, doing any little extra "chores,"—till Elk Co [-]der, (any circumstances) <[---] if I don't get well, here> [-]hat's to say whether the [-]ailway will introduce an [-]ipation which will give [-]e [---] for work & activity if not for society of our own [-]lass—in short, what is the much good & to be done— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I73_p006.jpg) And pray that I may be so well, as not to need to lead a peculiar life. But may be able to take lend a hand whatever it is needed.— I think, I'm to get well! I am going to Clifton about December, at least to try it for the winter, and the winter only. Aunt Mary has so set her heart on it, & Willy too, it would be cruel not to make the attempt [---]last. For next summer it will be time enough to plan where the winter is spent.—I am learning many good lessons here, from Aunt Helen, in the "House Beautiful" & hope to issue forth from this "one of the things Ar[---]rs ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I73_p007.jpg) better in every way fitted for the "still difficulty" that may lie before me. I am very happy here, even with Anna away.— I hope she will return soon, & then I will let her write for me again, except occasionally. My best love to my dear Bessie Kane, & kisses to the Babies. Love, of course, to dear Tom —Tot P. S. P. letter of Aug 19th (to paper) answers all my questions. I can come, and find some- thing to do, under any circum- stances. As for that "$252" if it is yours you (as it is) you can ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I73_p008.jpg) use it for charity, and if it is mine (as it isn't) we can use it for charity.—So much for the wherewithal to buy the meal I'll make the gruel! Oh! Bess my pet how happy & how good (in Christ's strength) we may be together. And then, with Uncle James there too, surely I can pass 5 months in 16th [---] with my darlings there. And then if they make you a li[---] visit too, we shall see still more of one another. What a blessing Uncle James is doing the food we longed for so! Don't let dear old Tom be "a cussin' & a screamin'" at me, for this long letter I wrote it in quarter of an hour bits!—Tot. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I74_p001.jpg) & household cares kept me from writing [-] week—my Tuesday's letter was the last. [-]n Bessie's love & mine to you, Bessie, & kisses [-] the children, and remembrance to Jane [-] Wm. & myself—believe me your devoted Mother, J. D. L. Kane, Fern Rock, Sept. 26. 1858. My dear Tom, Bessie bids me to begin my letter [-]ith telling you that for the last ten days he is obeying John's orders, and therefore [-]nnot write; being kept on the bed, never [-]rning when she can avoid it. I think [-]owever John will relax his discipline when [-]e comes out to day, and suffer her to be [-]ught to the dining room sofa where he can take her dinner when we do, [-]d remain until bed time. [-] am sorry you have such a toiling anxious [-]ime, and I do not fancy our rolling in luxu- [-]ies here and Bessie and yourself undergo- [-]g such privations. There is nothing to [-]heer you where you are, it makes the [-]uture so gloomy, that you dwell on the [-]rrowful past, until you fancy yourself [-]tirely useless. Do hurry up your business [-] Elk County, bring your wife and children ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I74_p002.jpg) home, and when you are roused out of your despondency by family influences, should it be necessary you can go back before the Winter comes in to look how your work progresses. Suppose you lose the agency there are other situations you can fill as profitably and I fancy with much less discomfort. So be not cast down dear Tom; take a leaf out of your wife's book, and have more trust in an overuling Providence:—you have not been brought through so many perils to be thrown aside useless at thirty-six.—I feel as if you had played a noble part in the game of life, and might well afford as the oldest son to settle down a family man, taking charge of your Mother, (you see I name myself first) wife, sister, children and looking after the interests of the two pri[-]ces as you style them. Morton arrived (in the night) Thurs- day—his wife went in town with ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I74_p003.jpg) him the next morning, and they brought out the venison in the afternoon:— he would not accept any of it in spite of my urgency, so I sent a leg to our kind neighbours Mrs. J. & Miss Fox, and received abundant thanks. The haunch is in the Ice house till Mon- day when Pat & John have promised to partake of it. I wanted to send it in by John P. G. who brought a note of regret from Pat, that he could not get out till Sunday, he & Barnet having concluded to give a farewell dinner at 7 P. M. Saturday to Harry & Weir. I thought it would be a rare delicacy on the oc- casion but Mr. Oracle said a "most sumptuous" dinner had been ordered & it would be useless. Last evening he brought me a note (from Pat) desiring me to keep it safely till Monday and that he would have gladly received it, but Bessie's present of Mrs. Ingersoll's grapes made up the deficiency. I do not expect John & himself till dinner time. he laments the bore this party has been ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I74_p004.jpg) to him and wishes he had a wife to save all trouble of the kind:—for my part I regard it as a most useless expense, it is one of the follies of the day to set up extravagant entertainments, the same money had been better expended on a handsome set of books for Weir. Mrs. Dunlap came for Beckie & Nannie on Thursday, the girls & Mr. Dunlap having started in the morning for Boston. How devoted the girls were to Bessie. Nannie is a refined, gentle being, so thoughtful & ladylike in all her move- ments:—with only one defect that I could discover her voice, which I think would change in other society. Johnny G. comes out as guard in the 6. P. M. train, & Pat will be glad I fancy when you return to have him until Saturday. —I shall be glad to hear the voices of the dear children breaking the loneliness as night approaches, and poor Bessie will be overjoyed to have your wife's socie- ty to cheer her & help me. After a weeks cessation my old enemy has returned—I am suffering sadly to day,— cannot wear a dress & therefore no church, but I am thankful to take the pen, for compa- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I75_p001.jpg) New York September 26th [-] dear Bessie, Do come and stay [---] us if you possibly can. Helen [---] I would be so delighted to [---] you with us again. If I could [---] get hold of you, and try to [----]de to come. It would be [---]ce to have you and Cousin Tom [---] the two children! [--]n't disappoint [---]ats a good old girl. Word and the three children [---] going to spend a week ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I75_p002.jpg) at the Laurences, so much after break, he shall be a very feeble folk. Lottie writes that she is very happy at Elie. Anna has gone to Paris with a party, and intends staying there, till she hears of the arrival of the Hug[-]ments from Australia, which she is anxiously expecting. We met Mr and Mrs Humphrey today. It does not seem ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I75_p003.jpg) as if a year had nearly past, since I last saw them. The Paper says that on the nineteenth of this month they are going to pay an instalment, and then they need not pay again, till next December 1859. I was delighted to get your last nice long letter. You are getting very industrious and I'm glad to hear that you like the idea of keeping house yourself again. Little Miss Harrie will soon be helping ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I75_p004.jpg) you I dare say, and trying to put her little fingers in the pie. I suppose she is growing more interesting every day. Give the two little things a good kiss from me, and do come if you can. Yours very affectionately, Harrie. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I76_p001.jpg) New York Saturday 25th Sept 1858 [-]y darling Bessie, I wrote to Tom on 23d inst. [-]nd only send you these [-]ew lines to say that this morning [-] have a short note of 9th inst. [-]om Tot, in which she says I have been bathing in the [-]ea regularly for the last [-]tnight and with good effect [-] am infinitely better than [-]hen I left, but still not [-]tter than I have been before [-] this side—weak and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I76_p002.jpg) "needing great care, whi[-]h "I take I assure you & I am "very hopeful about myself "because the result of the "change & of the care is that "I am so much better "But I don't want to come "home until I am really "strong & well so as not "to go popping off again "as usual I am very happy "and at peace here." I forgot to mention that ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I76_p003.jpg) along with Tots letter of 1st Sept. (which I forward today to Bessie Kane & she will send it on to you) I got a little slip of paper from her in which she said that she wished you to have the $80 income from the Philad. Poor fr[---]d while she is as at present, getting what she requests from me, so you be sure ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I76_p004.jpg) [written in portrait direction] and take it without any scruple.—I have a letter from Mary of 9th inst. Willie still continuing well—By the way never mention anything about money in your regular letter to me, put anything you have to say on such subjects in a little slip of paper inside, I lunched at the Redwood's yesterday with JWW & Sabrina on th[-] <2nd> anniversary of [---] [---] Little "Nina" can walk alone [written in landscape direction] I am delighted to learn from your letter to Nell that you are to be back to civilized life about 2nd week in October. You & Tom & the 2 Babies & Nurse must come on here & pay us a visit in [--] 6th [-]t Margaret says so & "I say ditto to Ms Burke" God bless you all Ever your affectionate Father William Wood ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I76_p005.jpg) [written in landscape direction] I am delighted to learn from your letter to Nell that you are to be back to civilized life about 2nd week in October, you & Tom & the 2 Babies & nurse must come on here & pay us a visit in 5W 6th Ct Margaret says so & "I say ditto to Mr Burke" God bless you all Ever your affectionate Father William Wood [written in portrait direction] and take it without any scruple.—I have a letter from Mary of 9th inst. Willie still continuing well—By the never mention anything about money in your regular letter to me put anything you have to say on such subjects in a little slip of paper inside. I lunched at the Redwood's yesterday with JWW & Sabina on the anniversary of their [---] Little "Nina" can walk alone ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I77_p001.jpg) September 24th, 1858. My dearest Bessie, I received your [-]lightful letter of the 21st. [-]u don't know what a [-]leasure it is to hear from [-]u. [-]day is Sabina's aniversary [-] her wedding day, and Papa [-]pent the day with her, [-]rs Wood was invited but [-]id that she couldn't go, [-] (Harry and I) were going to [-]ve been invited but Willie [---]ond did not come in [-]n by an early enough [-]in to give us our invitation. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I77_p002.jpg) You need not be in the least afraid of asking me to make things for you; I never have made a tidy on any thing of the kind as I do not understand how to crochet, but I have no doubt but that I with a little practice will be able to make something of that description. Ellen Thorne was married to a Mr Kirkland last week; poor thing, they say that he drinks. Little Sabina walks and says "Papa, Mamma" and such things, but between you and me and the post, she doesn't half come up to our children. (that is yours I mean) they always ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I77_p003.jpg) seem as if they belonged to me as much as they do to you. I wish I had one of them here, little darlings. If you want to know some other way of doing a little in the economizing line make your own pomatum that is if you use it, it is a great deal nicer and better for your hair, and you know that it is fresh and clean, I made four pots of it the other day. Won't it be too bad if the cable has broken or breaks, after all their trouble and all the fuss and expence they have had, and how small our friend Cyrus M. will feel! ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I77_p004.jpg) Mrs. Benjamine H Field gives a ball on Monday night, Papa, Mrs Wood and Uncle James are perhaps going but Harrie has begged off, so she will not go I suppose. We came in town on Tuesday the 21st we were very sorry to leave the country, I envy you the air. It is so cold up here and as Harrie is in bed, it being half past ten I must say good night, with best love to all. I am your loving sister Nellie. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I78_p001.jpg) Elie, Septr. 1st /58. General Epistle [---]dd at Yonkers including Walter & [-]o Aunt Elisa, Bessie Wood, cousin Tom, Bessie Kane, greeting— [-]na away in London.— [-]nt Helen and I alone, but [-]ll & happy. Letters received <(per persia)> from paper [-]ny (at last!!) Helen, Bessie [-]ne, Aunt Eliza—with grati- [-]de & pleasure.— Paper, Ms Stowe's poem is [-]ry beautiful— Nelly, I will write to you [-]ay the first letters I attempt the mean time, I don't forget in request— Harry, keep up your heart, & [-]n't be discouraged in the " [-]ectator" readings.—What is [-]n view of the Indian "Question?" [-]nd did you see Punch's horrid ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I78_p002.jpg) B picture of the Thames?— Please write often to me Harry. You can't do a kinder thing. You are sure to give pleasure. And write to dear Bess. I wish you & Nelly would look at the Quarterly Reviews sometimes & see if there isn't at least one article that you can "get through." In time it will interest you, really. And it is such capital reading. Write to me that you have tried it at least. While Anna was here, we were at some very pleasant parties, and I made some nice new acquaintances. No lack of pleasant society here just now, and plenty of fun to be had. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I78_p003.jpg) C Aunt Eliza, I believe in Scofield still!—I haven't yet finished his remedies,—but I am steadily improving. Not miraculously, but steadily.—(My love to Dr. [---]ach, if you please!) Thank you for the good news your last letter contained. —Ten minutes up—Aunt Helen says—stop!! Wednesday.—You will wonder at my unblushing impu- dence, dear Papa, in asking you to send this scrawl to Aunt Eliza (after due perusal at home) then Aunt Eliza to send to Bessie Kane, & Bessie Kane to Bessie Wood. But it is my only way of thanking all my nearest friends for their letters in telling them that I bear them all in mind. In due time, I hope to relinquish ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I78_p004.jpg) D. the Telegraphic style. I write you each a short private letter occasionally- We are in somewhat painful suspense just now, as Catherine Wood is very ill, and we scarcely dare guess what state of health she may arrive in. Poor Anna went away, very disconsolate, but trying to keep up. We expect a telegram, every hour, a tell of the arrival of the vessel. We do not know when Anna may return as C. may be ordered to travel & Anna may take advantage of my being with Aunt Helen to accompany her / - Isn't all this strangely ordered? - - I can't give up the hope, however that C. may be well enough to return at once, with Anna to Elie. C. M. W. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I79_p001.jpg) were insane on the subject of [-]irthdays. I must lie down [-]gain so goodbye. Sep 27 1858 [-]id Bess take Robertson's Sermons with [-]er? If not they are lost. My dear Tom and Bess, I am luminating in the [-]ear little library. [-]n other has had your old [-]iend the gilt sofa brought [-]m the next room and I [-]n lounge or sit up at plea- sure. Father's clock ticks on [---] mantle, and the soft af- [-]noon light streams through [---] terrace on my flowers. [-]he flowers are from kind [--]s Ingersoll, but a pet lunch [-]nd on the buffet arranged [-] Jack, so much after dear ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I79_p002.jpg) Father's style that they almost made me cry when he brought them to me. I feel I am living in a sweet autumn picture, but at this juncture my sweeter mother shuts out the sunshine "which will fade the mat and settles herself in the arm chair to read. and I am happy to say she sleeps, for she is again be- set by Job's tortures. What a dear noble woman she is. Those who remain to us are equal to a large family of less noble people! Let us be thankful for them. God is very good to me in par- ticular, this I find whenever I am sick. Everybody spoils me! Mr and Mrs Ingersoll & Miss ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I79_p003.jpg) Fon send grapes and flowers and come to pet me in my room. I only wish you and dear Bess were at home with us. Perhaps your long stay will make you so glad to get back that you will not miss dear Father so much when you do come. John is full of his anatomy, and when Weir takes his wedding holyday he puts John in charge. Pat is complaining of rheumatism, but seems in better spirits. Lizzy has come to Sadie's but seems very much dejected, Walsh is ill and out of employment and they have no home, this they fully realize with Weir's mar- ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I79_p004.jpg) riage. Mother told you of Na[-] ny and Beckie's visit, as soon as I am strong enough Fanny Butler comes for a little while, and then Mary van Rensselaer stays with me for her friend Miss Brimley's wedding. I have made an effort to have quiet people here as you said. It increases but little Mother's house hold cares and I may not long be able to entertain at dear Fern Rock. A thousand kisses to my Harry and Elish and love to Jane Nelly. Thank you dear Tom for your letter dont write till you are stronger. You are morbid dear boy. At thirty six you are four years from your prime. You and I always ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I7_p001.jpg) Dear Tom, On your question of [-]aw, there is no doubt [-]rovided your statement facts is not imperfect. Jones, on receiving the [-]mount of cases &c. from [-]e a[--]ig[-]ce of his vendee, [-]ade a receipt clearly [-]eclaring that he was to [-]onvey in consideration of [-]he amount so received, [-]hen (Mr. Struthers to the [-]ontrary notwithstanding,) [-]e was bound, in equity [-]o make the deed which he has made, and the Mc.K. and Elk Co. are not [-]t liberty to dispute its validity, if the facts are communicated to them ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I7_p002.jpg) while a portion of the mo- neys payable by them to Jones remains unpaid. But as Pat & myself have not seen the receipt, we decline expressing a positive opinion; that is to say a categorical one. I would not hesitate however, if the receipt [--]tts its story, to make the purchase. Jones's deed to the company ex- pressly excludes all lands that he had contracted to convey; and we have not in any case hesitated to confirm his prior engage- ments. I would rather however that your name should not appear in the deed, as I would rather ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I7_p003.jpg) feel myself unembarassed on the question of confirma- tion at the Board. We have agreed in- formally to subscribe some 8 to 10 thousand euros, in something like alternate sec tions; the precise terms not yet defined. I have nevertheless very strong doubts whether Merrick will be able to carry out his scheme. He has many difficulties in his way; owners of land and hopes for money lenders among the rest. Be a little cautious therefore in your transac tions. The S.SE will no doubt be made at some time, but it may (—chan ces at least as 3 to 2,—) not be made in my day. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I7_p004.jpg) I have no fault to find with your form of deed. The general war ranty clause is never in- serted here, except where the title is doubtful: I always suspect a Penn. title that comes with such a covenant. In New York, where briefs of ti- tle and lawyers who understand them are com- paratively rare, general warranties are common. As to searches, &c., it is a question of confi- dence. I have directed them against C. H. Fisher in taking conveyance of the Churchman property; which by the bye I have paid about $7900. for.— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I7_p005.jpg) Besides this, I have nothing to say of business. We are not without hopes of persuading Mother to go with Pat to Bedford, and it may be that Pat will follow close upon this letter to carry Bessie to the same place. Our house will not, I fear, be ready to re- ceive Miss Fanny by the [-] Sept.—We have had a very, stormy rainy week, and have not got the foundations laid, though our grounds are abundant- ly desolated by the carts and diggings. A gust this afternoon snapped off the top of the great [-]ak in front of our door, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I7_p006.jpg) and brought down two large branches of the great oak in neighbour. We have a winter's fire wood in return. Our stone is beautiful, and matches the old building perfectly. The ground is dug out, saving what the rain has thrown down, for some 40 feet by 30. We have some 80 bushels of lime, some 50 perches of stone, a huge heap of sand, and the promise of at least four masons to be at work on Monday. The shed rooms have been made water tight; and all my books, saving the indispensables, are over in them: my library looks ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I7_p007.jpg) like the day after a Sheriff's sales. Mother has been calling me to bed for the twentieth time; and as I have passed well into Sunday, I bid you all Good Morning, J. K. K. 16/17 Aug. 1857. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I80_p001.jpg) do you remember the words of the meek in spirit "I ma[---] [-] —Green shall copy them from the tail end of Layards' Nin[---] [---] my darling brother, he shall copy for you the entire letter. Pat & [-] dear Tom, Fern Rock Sunday night Sep 26th 58 I wish that I could write you words of cheer and put a smile [-]our heart: But the[-] I start off like this easy and clean print [-] pen, I know that I shall soon break down into spurious spirits [-] will want the ring of the true witicle. I wrote you quite a [-]ng letter the other day and I am only too sorry, now that I read [-]our last epistle to Bess, that I did not send my own. When shall we meet again and bolster each other up into some- thing like self-confidence? For the life of me I cannot find my true level—I do not know where to place myself. The entire world has new relations to me, or to speak more exactly I must now learn for the first time my real relations to the world and what are the realities to which I am to be related. Do you understand me? I never whilst dear Father was alive went at all into the con of things and I honestly feel that if I did not deal with shams, at all events I put so much of Pat Kane into and around everything that the naked truth and myself came very seldom in contact. If I acquire a knowledge of what is real as well as what real is, I must then ascertain the true value of what is called Pat Kane. This sounds like New England transcendentalism; but I read it over and it expresses just what I mean and I send it to you that you may attribute gloomy postscripts or [---] line [---]ads of mine to the mood of the moment of my [---]lled mind, and now having said this much I will go on. We neither of know what the future will bring forth— I do not at any rate. You may take it for a certainty that the Adm J. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I80_p002.jpg) Adm J. Jurisdiction has died an unnatural death in the Eastern Dis- trict of Pennsylvania. Whilst Ladye Cadwalader is on Her bench there will be no resuscitation—His honor is very kind and [---]side [illegible deletion] —Patient and painstaking in his hearings—and never will the business of the court again afford occupation in support for one, let alone sin practitioners. For will both of this together when we meet. For the present take is to be as I say—my support must be obtained from other branches of business—business that must be made. I may get health—I may succeed; the comfort is that neither you nor I know the failure—If I do, you can tell Elisha some day that much Pat began the study of his profession when he was more than thirty one years old. You see that I make some advance in the as certain meat of the Realities. Us! I correct myself—It is a very common error which I have penetrated, that falling into the notion that difficulties and troubles are synonymous with reali- ties. For fall into the error very naturally; for troubles set us to thinking and to a certain extent and only to a certain extent aid us in comprehending the real values of things.—It is not cheering to you for me to say this; but then I must tell you what the row is I have to hoe and I must tell you is my own way—Ah dear Tom! Do not under- value yourself—If I but had your brains and your knowledge of [---] Do you not see how we turn to your coming, to your Bess and to your twins peopling the solitary places, and then together arm in arm we will see each other's real condition of mind and correct in one another what is morbid and ill founded. We are only looking a- round and I am very sure that we must fall into other grooves that will be rough enough until we have shaped them for ourselves. [--]her you see the comet up there in your [---] heavens? ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I81_p001.jpg) Written by a Frederick C[--]r in reply to inquiries respecting the commerce, population, antiquities [--]: of his nation village - My illustrious Friend, and Joy of my L[----], " The thing you ask of me is both difficult and useless. Although I have passed all my days in this place, I have neither wanted the houses nor have I inquired into the number of the inhabitants; and as to what one person leads on his mules and the other stows away in the bottom of his ship, that is no business of mine. But, above all, as to the previous history of this city, God only knows the amount of dirt and confusion that the infidels may have eaten before the coming of the sword of Islam. It were unprofitable for us to inquire into it. Oh my soul! oh my lamb! seek not after the things which concern thee not. Thou camest unto us and we welcomed thee: go in peace. Of a truth, thou hast spoken many words; and there is no harm done, for the speaker is one and the listener is another. After the fashion of thy people thou hast wandered from one place to another until thou art happy and content in none. Us (praise be to God) were born here, and never desire to quit it. Is it possible then that the idea of a general intercourse between mankind should make any impression on our under- standings. God forbid! Listen, oh my son! There is no wisdom equal un- to the belief in God. He created the world, and shall we liken ourselves unto him in seeking to penetrate into the mys- teries of his creation? Shall we say, behold this star spinneth round that star, and this other star with a tail goeth and cometh in so many years! Let it go! He from [---]nd it came will guide and direct it. But thou wilt say unto me, Stand aside, oh man, for I am more learned than thou art, and have seen ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I81_p002.jpg) seen more things. If thou thinkest that thou art in this respect better than I am, thou art welcome. I praise God that I seek not that which I require not. Thou art learned in the things I care not for; and as for that which thou hast seen, I defile it. Will much knowledge create thee a double belly, or wilt thou seek Paradise with thine eyes? Oh, my friend! If thou wilt be happy, say, There is no God but God! Do no evil, and thus wilt thou fear neither man nor death; for surely thine hour will come! The meek in spirit (El Takir) Imaum Ali Tade. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I82_p001.jpg) Fern Rock, Thursday, Sept. 30 : 1858 Mrs: Bessie, It is now ten o'clock, and Mrs: Kane is preparing for bed; and although my efforts produce no better results than a steel pen in a shaky quill holder, I have promised to com- municate between this and Mr. Kean, and give a slight outline of home matters. Mrs. Taylor is staying here for two or three days, and has only indulged, to a moderate extent in, "I never heard anything like it"s.! The fortunately arrived in time to eat of Morton's delicious venison, the last of which was incorporated into a hash this morning. She seems to be grat- ifying her ardent desire for information very fully, asking about six questions in five minutes on an average, and seven on a pressing emergency - praises the cream and sips it bird-like from wineglasses, and makes herself generally agreeable. Mrs. Kane has not written for many good reasons; among which, preserving quilts, carpeting rooms etc. hold a prominent place. Until within the last twenty-four hours, she has again been suffering from Job's affliction, and to such an extent as to make her quite pale and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I82_p002.jpg) wretched; with Johnny's assistance she is now relieved, and looks once more like herself. Miss Bessie, also, is doing very well. Though her convalescence has been slow, Johnny is quite satisfied, and Dr: Tlays whom he brought with him yesterday recommends nothing but quiet rest and sleeping with closed windows - the latter a horrible remedy that meets with strong opposition. The truth is that the fall was an unpleasant one, and Miss Bessie's long walk almost immediately afterwards, has retarded her perfect recovery. The great consolation she has now is, that her eyes are so much stronger that she can read during the day with scarcely per- ceptible pain, and has fairly mastered a Life of Havelock, and and David Copperfield. You can hardly conceive how much she enjoys it; and I fear that at this rate, I shall soon be de[---]ced from a pleasure that I always look forward to when coming to Fern Rock, that of being thanked for making to myself a pleas- ant evening. But I had almost forgotten Dr: Mitchell's wedding, which took place to-day at twelve. It is a matter of deep regret that I have no late news from the seat of war, than ten minutes before that hour, when I saw ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I82_p003.jpg) the happy groom, gorgeously attired, with a white cravat on which Mr: Pat had exhausted himself, and a dress-coat faultless in its fit, step into a carriage and drive to the home of the loved and the fair. The matter was to pass off very quietly, the three friends being the only male outsiders; and the happy couple would set out for West- chester at 4 O'clock, to spend a week on Dr: Elevyn's farm and then return to the married world. PS. Our special correspondent reports that Dr: M. carried with him, Foster's Life of Gold- smith, for country reading; and perhaps to set off his own joy against the poor fellow's sorrows. I believe I have now given you all items of interest- except that the letter you returned to Morton and which reached him yesterday, was an offer of a stewardship on the Empire City, to and from Havana, at $60 per month. He telegraphed his readiness to accept it, at once by Mr: Pat's advice, and started for New York in the 2 O'clock hair to day, to see Captain Griffin and ascertain if he were too late. Miss Bessie calls from the entry, to give her love to you, Mr: Tom and the little ones, and to say that her last letter was such an exertion, that she won't write again, until entirely well. Please ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I82_p004.jpg) tell Mr: Tom that "The Mormons" have died out; we never hear of them at all— and that the only reviver since his departur[-] was a visit some fortnight since, from Dr: Bernheisel, who presented the same fearless and undaunted demeanor. Also, from Mr. Barclay, that they have elected him, Chairm[-] of the Chapel Committee. I mailed your letter this A. M. [-] Mr: Stenhouse. Do Mr: Heazlitt's papers reach yo[-] regularly? I was naturally disgusted and ceased from my labors, when he told me of hi[-] mailing them every day. Please remember me to Snowy Blazes, and tell Harry that I sleep in her room, and have splendid rides on "Tom." Jno: P. Green. Mrs: T. L. Kane Williamsville, Pa: ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p001.jpg) New York Thursday 30th Sept. 1858 My darling Bessie I have to thank you [---] your cheerful letter of [---] 5th inst so Wife-like and [---]t the same time. [-]o healthy, clean and sound & whole that the memory of your previous description of the sombre [---]onests of Rines & [---] [---] clearings & the only light ahead that which was expected in the ages to come from the demand ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p002.jpg) for the Coal lying at present dead in the Coal Measures under your illimitable territory —"scarce can make me sad" So I won't "worrit" myself about Tom or you either quite beh[-]ving with you in your Wifelike pride, that "He'll not be 'common "'herd wherever he is" nor you either I add in my Father like pride. You will see that dear old Tot in her letter to you of 16th inst ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p003.jpg) ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p004.jpg) to have been back today, but [-] have laid an embargo on he[-] small Ladyship for a week lon[-] On the evening of 27th inst Margt & Harry were asked to the Fields in Mach[---] Squa[-], Harry wouldn't [-] & we decided to go partly to take [-] but he remained over that day [---] at Pellwood he & the 2 Pells an[-] Ellen & Sybil King (who were visiting Elena also) having gone off on a grand Pic Nic to ascend Crow Nest a Mountain above Westpoint. So Margt & I went "solus cum sola" & found we had been asked to meet G. P. R. James the Novelist, his Wife & family who ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p005.jpg) [written in portrait direction] B [--]re to sail to Persia on 24th, he [---] [---] appointed English Consul General at Venice, from being Consul at Norfolk Va. which will be a pleasant change. We were also to have met Sir Go[-]e & Lady Ousely & daughter, but only the last came Lady Onsely was a Miss Van Ness in li[--]e father was formerly U.S. Minister at Spain, her sister Mrs. Judge Roosevelt was at the Fields & told me [---]y [--]other Wad[---] experiences when she was th[--] us a Girl with her Father that she had known [written in landscape direction] sm[--]thly came to Town but [--] getting [--] them Denny is well. Magt "careful & troubled" about getting her board in order God bless you dear child & your Husband & children Our 4th & last installment of the Australian business was to the first in England 21st inst. & our 4th Installment of the General Business on same day, so that the Australian left ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p006.jpg) [written in portrait direction] Queen Christina who was then so good & beautiful that she could never believe the stories about her since Mrs Roosevelt also knew very well as a letter direct the present Empress of the Tr[--]dy [---] Her family was then in quite [-]dured circumstances altho' they subsequently became wealthy owing to the death of an [-]ack, so you see if we did not see any of the "Hong Kong" we had at least "[---]ness" satisfaction of talking snobbery about them which you must admit was much pleasanter than hearing the wail of the September [written in landscape direction] is all [---] in less than 11 [---]ther pr[--]aful & wh[--]t & 12/. in the pound of the General [---] [---] neither installment being [---]e until 10 June & 31 July 1859 Of the €2,500,000 outstanding on 7th Novr last only €470,000 now re[---] imp[---]t I have [---]and $22,000 odd of your Mothers Tract money. The Glasgow ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p007.jpg) [written in portrait direction] winds away the bending Hemlocks & Pines. If there were not much of the "spread of knowledge" there was a very good "spread" of Chicken Salad & oysters, and plenty of Champagne Ms DeRe[--]th was there but your Aunt Sharin is not yet back from the Country. One N York evening party is just as like another as one pea is to its fellow, and they are to [-]n most "weary" flat "state & unprofitable" Margt was decidedly the best looking Woman there which [written in landscape direction] Herald says in reference to the amount of the payment of these installments "We feel "we can scarcely give sufficient prominence "to the following most creditable most honorable "document just issued by Miss J & [-] Dennistoun of the city then it quotes the announcement & adds "Our English Contemporary gave Glasgow "the entire credit of this gigantic suspensin "[--]ll they gave her equal credit for ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p008.jpg) [written in portrait direction] I am free to confess was a satisfaction in its way. The day Nelly went to Hillside Harriet went down to [-]ersy City [-]en to see me off & there met John Hone who insisted that Harry should come & pay him a visit at Morristown on 4th Oct. & Harry fearing he would miss the Boat had to give a reluctant consent. I was very glad she committed herself to going as I think it will help to get her over her shyness she said it was too bad she should have been taken advantage of in that way & much to promise a visit. Denny & Duncan have had bad colds [written in landscape direction] "this unparalleled [---]tion actually wi[-]ing off "the whole habilities the Australia account "and leaning for settlement only two installments "of 4[-] in the found each a General [---] &c &c &c which please tell to Tom Ever your affectionate Father William Wood I have a letter of '17 the Sept from Aunt May. She met Willie very well & happy Will ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p009.jpg) [written in landscape direction] sm[--] they came to Town but [--] getting us there Denny is well Margt "careful & troubled" about getting her house in order God bless you dear child & your husband & children Our 4th & last installment of the Australian business was to be paid in England 21st inst. & our 4th Installment of the General Business on same day so that the Australian left [written in portrait direction] were to sail to Persia on 24th, he having been appointed English Consul General at Venice from being Consul at Norfolk Va. which will be a pleasant change. We were also to have met Sir G[--]l & Lady Ouseley & daughter, but only the last came Lady Onsely was a Miss Van Ness whose father was formerly U. S. Minister at Spain, her Sister Mrs. Judge Roosevelt was at the Fields & told me during two [---] [---] experiences when she was there as a Girl with her Father that she had known ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p010.jpg) [written in portrait direction] is all paid in less than 11 M[---]ther [---]ful & wh[--]t & 12/. in the pound of the General [---] neither installment being due until 30 Jan & 31 July 1859 Of the €2,500,000 outstanding on 7th Novr last only €470,000 now [---] unpaid. I [---] [---] $22,000 odd of your Mother Tract money. The Glasgow Herald says in reference to the a[---]nt of the payment of these installments "We feel "we can scarcely give sufficient prominence "to the following most creditable most honourable "document just issued by Miss J & [-] Dennistoun of the city then it quotes the annou[---]t & adds "Our English Contemporary gave Glasgow "the entire credit of this gigantic suspensin "[--]ll they gave her equal credit for [written in landscape direction] Queen Christina who was then so good & beautiful that she could never believe the stories about her since Mrs Roosevelt also knew very well as a letter direct the present Empress of the Tr[--]dy [---] Her family was then in quite [-]dured circumstances altho' they subsequently became wealthy owing to the death of an [-]ack, so you see if we did not see any of the "Hong Kong" we had at least "[---]ness" satisfaction of talking snobbery about them which you must admit was much pleasanter than hearing the wail of the September winds away the bending Hemlocks & Pines. If there were not much of the "spread of knowledge" there was a very good "spread" of Chicken Salad & oysters, and plenty of Champagne Ms DeRe[--]th was there but your Aunt Sharin is not yet back from the Country. One N York evening party is just as like another as one pea is to its fellow, and they are to [-]n most "weary" flat "state & unprofitable" Margt was decidedly the best looking Woman there which ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I83_p011.jpg) [written in landscape direction] "this unparalleled realization actually wiping off "the whole Liabilities the Australia account "and leaning for for settlement only two installments "of 4/. in the found each [-] General ofc &c &c &c which please tell to Tom Ever your affectionate Father William Wood I have a letter of '17 the Sept from Aunt May. She met Willie very well & happy WmW [written in portrait direction] I am free to confess was a satisfaction in its way. The day Nelly went to Hillside Harriet went down to [-]ersy City [-]en to see me off & there met John Hone who insisted that Harry should come & pay him a visit at Morristown on 4th Oct. & Harry fearing he would miss the Boat had to give a reluctant consent. I was very glad she committed herself to going as I thank it will help to get her over her shyness she said it was too bad she should have her taken advantage of in that way & much to promise a visit. Denny & Duncan have had bad colds ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I84_p001.jpg) Oct 1st 1858 Dear Tom, Sitting in Weir Mitchell's office this afternoon waiting for patients I find your letter written nearly a week ago still in my pocket unsent. So I take one of his pens which are quite as bad as my own to write [-] P.S before sending it. Weir was married yesterday and has gone up to Dr Eluyns place in [-]he country to remain for the first two weeks of his honeymoon. I suppose the manner in which the three or four cases he left in my charge when he went to New [-]rt this fall were taken care of [-]atisfied him for this time he has [-]ft his horse & wagon and all his practice both office & other in my [-]ands. I am consequently kept ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I84_p002.jpg) pretty busy. This and the fact of my having got a capital pay case of my own are the only things worth telling you on my own account. Bessie did not recover as soon as she ought from her fall I thought owing to some rheumatic tendency. To relieve the family mind however I took Dr. Noyo out with me the other day to consult he fully agrees with me as to her case and to day the accounts from Fern Rock seem to show the correctness of our diagnosis as she is better under the treatment. Mother I am sorry to say has had another quite severe boil but I lanced it and she seemed much better when I saw her yesterday. The rest Pat Pea Green & myself are perfectly well. Pat argues a big collision case before Judge Cadwalad to day which he seems sanguine of gaining. Here comes a malade so good bye to you & Bess & a kiss to the youngines from John K. Kane Jr. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I85_p001.jpg) Fern Rock, Oct. 3. 1858. [-] dear Bessie, I have allowed the evening to pass [-] utter forgetfulness of my intention of writing [-] you, but I can scribble a few lines before [-] office clock strikes ten and then J. P. G. [-] envelope or even finish it if necessary. [-]as obliged to secure his services entirely [-] my week day epistle, but I can now [-] my arm without suffering and to mor- [-] will I trust be able to wear my dress in [-]ort. I wish I could see the last of these [-]elcome intruders, but I suppose must be [-]nt if they become "few & far between". [-]s disappointed no day was fixed for [-] return; I try to reconcile it by fancy- [-] the house may be in Winter fixings [-] perhaps order introduced before you [-] home. The last very doubtful, for [-]in to despair of quiet ever resting or ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I85_p002.jpg) the household of Fern Rock. Bessie's accident brings throngs of morning visit- ers and relatives for longer periods. Mrs. Taylor left yesterday after a sojourn of three days; apparently highly delighted, and you may be gratified to hear the venison had no small share in her enjoyment. What a never ending haunch it seemed!—first the great meal, next day's dinner Aunt & Uncle Constable, & Aunt Patterson—the day following Uncle William at dinner and Pat & John coming dinnerless the last gave then a plentiful repast at tea. All joined in saying they had never tasted such venison, and our neighbours reiterated the same. Well Bessie, Weir is married & I fancy our Pat looks more solemn in consequence. he came wearied out in the morning cars & John & Barnet drove out to a one o'clock dinner. Pat & Barnet are to go up on Saturday in the West Chester cars to bring the young couple to their home, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I85_p003.jpg) as usual plans of a little collation, bouquets [-] were talked over by the two gentlemen, nothing plain & ordinary nowadays. John having Weir's patients they left at 5. P. M. J. P. G. says John drives about in Weir's carriage with all the gravity of an elderly Doctor. (He tells me to day he has a pay patient of his own). Bessie if she is as well to morrow is to come down to dinner, for Fanny Butler is coming in the 2 o'clock cars to stay until Thursday. Lizzie Clark came over this afternoon, she was dressed magnificently— her silk dress would have "stood alone", but take French hat, Lace Mantilla & other decorations it was a costume better suited for Broadway than the paths of Green Lane. My dreams being coloured by my maladies, I rescued Harry by the hair of her head from some frightful precipice, and no one coming to my relief I awoke in the act of losing my grasp and tumbling over with her. But here is 10. So my love to all of you—kind regards to Jane Nelly— kiss my pets & come home as soon as you can to your aff. Mother, J. D. L. K. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I86_p001.jpg) Fern Rock, Oct. 7. 1858. [-]y dear Bessie, Your cheering letter to all of us [-]ade its appearance with John & J. P. G. by [-]e 6 o'clock cars. They had scarcely entered [-]e house, when the bell rang and Lizzie [-]rke was ushered in to spend the last evening [-]ith Fanny Butter who leaves us in the morng. [-] was served, and then an adjournment [-] the sitting room, where Bessie occupies a [-]uch. After preliminary observations John [-] Lizzie seated themselves at the table [-]th J. P. G. & Fanny as observers) to play [-]ackgammon. I handed your letter and a [-]ng note from Aunt Patterson to Bessie, for her amusement and am now writing at the Library, somewhat confused by the Babel [-] tongues in the adjoining apartment. [-]nny has come from Lenox after imbibing [-]rah's profound admiration of Lizzie Clark. [-]fortunate circumstance for this short visit ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I86_p002.jpg) of her's for they taken a long walk each morning and this is the second evening Lizzie has enlivened our tea table. I think the impression all round is, they have judged her harshly and she is not altogether "Vanity Fair." She is certainly a magnificent looking girl, dressed with infinite taste and can make herself very agreeable. I do not say that Lizzie Mitchell has followed suite in the changed opinion—she came with the butler from Germantown yesterday, and having business in that town I drove her home this morning. I was troubled by many of her remarks:—and shall grieve if the bitter portion fallen to her lot should renew the satirical gossip that has passed away since she became a member of the Church. Poor Lizzie! what a changed life for her, she will break (I fear) not bend to circumstances. Fanny was overjoyed when she came out on monday by having secured five rooms and boarding for them at Mrs. Davy's in Eleventh opposite Clinton St. Large rooms, moderate terms, and the aspect of a home she says. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I86_p003.jpg) To day Mrs. Wistar called with a pleas- ant and little girl named Gibbons. She says Miss Elisabeth has returned to Wakefield but her Father & Mother are still at Duncann's. Do you know report says that sweet little Mary Fisher is engaged to a son of George Carpenter—a match worthy of her merit they say. By the way Mrs. Elwyn has sent Pat & Barnet an invitation to take a part in the first dinner of the young couple on Monday at their own house. This will ex- empt Pat from any expense on the occasion, and I sincerely hope he will not waste his day in escorting them, for he came out to din- ner to day, and is overwhelmed by old and new work. We succeeded in getting our parlour cleaned to day & to morrow will have the dining room done. The chambers are in win- ter gear, except the bare floors of your two chambers—I can find nothing fit for them but have succeeded in piecing out John's carpet in Tom's study well enough to satis- fy him & make him comfortable this Winter. I go in to the Asylum to morrow & must call J. P. G. to finish this scrawl. My love to Tom, kiss the dear children & remember Wm & self to Jane Nelly, always with love yr Mother J D K ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I86_p004.jpg) Mrs. Bessie, I can only say that I shall devote my morning energies to the Leipsir Virginians, and for- ward them to Mc Kean, with all speed. I am exhausted by seven games of backgammon, and re- newed defeats. It does not even comfort me to be able to tell you that I have a small packet of Female Medical College invitations, ready for your return, in all of which L. Pierce pro. Secrety: earnestly requests the pleasure of your attendance. They read remarkably alike, the only difference being, as far as I can perceive, in the dates attach- ed to them—but their perusal cannot fail to be soothing. There is also a very fine specimen of writing paper, carefully preserving for Mr. Tom's inspection—a sheet sent up by Maurice a month since. This, which has a very antiquarian ap- pearance from the effect of four weeks dust, and a small bill from Pinot's, compose the light literature of the day. I sincerely trust, through the me- dium of Grubb and other friends, to effect, before your return, a fuller gathering of the clans, in which case, "Gok" will be an admirable bagpipe. Mrs. Kane calls down, Eleven O'clock, and for once, her clock is reasonably correct. Jno: P. Green ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I87_p001.jpg) [written in portrait direction] New York Thursday 7th October 1858 My darling Bessie, I wrote to you last on [-]ou 30th Ulto. and since then I have recd. no letter from you but Harry has one of 1st Oct which she send into me today by John Ho[--], she is out there on a [-]set but returns home to morrow. I am delihted to see by your letter to Harry that you have committed Tom for a fornights visit to me at least but we must have you & the Babies & [written in landscape direction] after the rain, I suppose the Trees will instantly lose their leaves, at present the foliage is almost as full as in the leafy "Month of June" By the way "Dr Thorne" is not written by a "she" but a "he" "Anthony Trollope" What particularly interested me in it was ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I87_p002.jpg) [written in portrait direction] their nurse also we can easily spare 2 rooms & I want much to have you all it will do us all good & you will see your sm[---] James & will be able give Harriet & Nell good sensible counsel & above, & you must not let the expense of going & moning deter you I can easily spare you $100 for that & insist upon your taking it I will give you it when I get you all safely in 5 W. 16th Street & I wish you would write & let us know when it will be most convenient for [written in landscape direction] that the author setting out as a high tory & full of praises of the landed gentry, practically gives you the very meanest ideas of their principles & practices & makes you almost regret that such a noble girl as Mary Thorne should be thrown away on such a good looking Barbers "Dummy" as Frank Gresham. Nevertheless I believe the novel gives ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I87_p003.jpg) [written in portrait direction] you all to come, I mean immediately after your return to Fern Rock or at or about [---] as "Per[---] "pro nounce" as Ancient [--]stol says—Harlen is still at the Redwoods but is to return tomorrow or Saturday at furthest there to night. J Walter told me yesterday that the previous evening Nell had been in great force & had been singing any quantity of songs to them including Dear Tots "The Merry Christmas Bells are chiming" which is an especial favourite at the [written in landscape direction] a very good idea of the sort of life led by the "County people" in the South of England. Now Margaret is just as anxious as I am for you & Tom & the Babies & nurse to come & pay us a visit. Give my kindest love to Tom & kiss the Babies for me how Denny & Duncan & Chal[---] would enjoy haing them. God love & keep you all Ever your affectionate Father William Wood ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I87_p004.jpg) [written in portrait direction] Redwoods. I am very glad that the little woman is enjoying herself but sorry that "Dav." or David Lydig is out staying at the Redwoods also he is a Cousin of theirs he & Willie Jay both at Columbia College carry on a Considerable flirtation with [---] Nell for which she is a great deal too young I wish she & Harry were "Ca'ed thro' ilk "ither" as they say in Scotland, for Harry dislikes society just as much as Helen enjoys it. We have had splendid weather recently only rather too warm but this is a "Raw and gusty d[-] [written in landscape direction] P.S. This moment has arrived a letter from you for Tot. post marked "Williamsville 5th Oct" WmW ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I87_p005.jpg) [written in landscape direction] after the rain, I suppose the Trees will instantly lose their leaves, at present the foliage is almost as full as in the leafy "Month of June" By the way [-] "Dr Thorne" is not written by a "she" but a "he" "Anthony Trollope" What particularly interested me in it was [written in portrait direction] New York Thursday 7th October 1858 My darling Bessie, I wrote to you last on [-]ou 30th Ulto. and since then I have recd. no letter from you but Harry has one of 1st Oct which she send into me today by John Ho[--], she is out there on a [-]set but returns home to morrow. I am delihted to see by your letter to Harry that you have committed Tom for a fornights visit to me at least but we must have you & the Babies & ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I87_p006.jpg) [written in landscape direction] that the author setting out as a high tory & full of praises of the landed gentry, practically gives you the very meanest ideas of their principles & practices & makes you almost regret that such a noble girl as Mary Thorne should be thrown away on such a good looking Barbers "Dummy" as Frank Gresham. Nevertheless I believe the novel gives a very good idea of the sort of life led by the "County people" in the South of England. Now Margaret is just as anxious as I am for you & Tom & the Babies & nurse to come & pay us a visit. Give my kindest love to Tom & kiss the Babies for me how Denny & Duncan & Chal[---] would enjoy [--]ing them. God love & keep you all Ever your affectionate Father William Wood [written in portrait direction] their nurse also we can easily spare 2 rooms & I want much to have you all it will do us all good & you will see your sm[---] James & will be able give Harriet & Nell good sensible counsel & above, & you must not let the expense of going & moning deter you I can easily spare you $100 for that & insist upon your taking it I will give you it when I get you all safely in 5 W. 16th Street & I wish you would write & let us know when it will be most convenient for you all to come, I mean immediately after your return to Fern Rock or at or about [---] as "Per[---] "pro nounce" as Ancient [--]stol says—Harlen is still at the Redwoods but is to return tomorrow or Saturday at furthest there to night. J Walter told me yesterday that the previous evening Nell had been in great force & had been singing any quantity of songs to them including Dear Tots "The Merry Christmas Bells are chiming" which is an especial favourite at the ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I87_p007.jpg) [written in landscape direction] P.S. This moment has arrived a letter from you for Tot. post marked "Williamsville 5th Oct" WmW [written in portrait direction] Redwoods. I am very glad that the little woman is enjoying herself but sorry that "Dav." or David Lydig is out staying at the Redwoods also he is a Cousin of theirs he & Willie Jay both at Columbia College carry on a Considerable flirtation with [---] Nell for which she is a great deal too young I wish she & Harry were "Ca'ed thro' ilk "ither" as they say in Scotland, for Harry dislikes society just as much as Helen enjoys it. We have had splendid weather recently only rather too warm but this is a "Raw and gusty d[-] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I88_p001.jpg) Fern Rock, Wednesday Octo: 13: 1858. Mrs: Bessie, Mrs: Kane's tea was made so unhappy [-] a reproaching conscience, that I promised to [-]y the foundation of an epistle for tomorrow's [-]ail; and I regret to say, that my brick and [-]ortar are tinged by Democratic blood. The [-]sult of yesterday's election fills us with despair; [-]o: Vandyke has retired to his garret and drown- [-] dull care in a bird-box; Mr: Butler says [-]othing (he always does) but looks unutterable woe; [-]hile an astonishing number of people, almost [-] many indeed as were the very last in the [-]ew York Palace at the late fire, expected this [-]esult, and wonder that the rest of the world [-]id not. In spite of the Pennsylvanian's [-]enzied appeals to "come as the winds come [-]hen forests are rended, and to come as the [-]aves come when navies are stranded, "in [-]pite of my exertions with lithographic ink, Jeemes the First is covered with confusion and Dr. Elder's jovial face rampant with unuttered jokes. Even the comet has hidden his face; clouds and darkness cover the sky, and no- body cares a brass button whether his tail is fifteen miles from us or fifteen millions. But The finishing of the Book has throw[-] our dear Judge into an alarming sta[-] of joyousness He even forgets his Jean[-] absence. Richard is himself again. Excus[-] bad spelling. B. [cross] K ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I92_p001.jpg) Dear Tom, Mother and Elisha are in town, and Ben and myself keep house for the day. It is a weary time. I have much to do, but I feel as if I had been too recently relieved from pressure to be able to take a new load. The book is done. Vol. 2, 297 pages,—Appendix I do not know how many, nor do I care,—notes, some 10,—all are ready. It has been a sore work; and even like yourself, I cannot sleep or eat, but it is before me. Elisha & Pat have been trying to per- suade Mother into a trip to the Virginia Springs. She yielded for a while, I thought, and I volun- teered to bear her company. But she looked to Elisha as the third of the party, rightly think- ing that he needed the relief more than any of us.—but he gives out, and the whole project is now in nubibus. He is far from well; but he has a notion now of going to England as soon as his book is out and begins to pay. Lady Franklin is still writing to him; and I think, though he does not know it, his mind is made up to go to Peel's Sound. Our McKean board did not meet last Monday. The meeting day is next Monday. I have of course nothing to tell you of.— Col. Kane ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I92_p002.jpg) The Sunbury &E. route is not yet fixed, or was not a few days ago. But it will be, I think, as you have heard it was. Cresson I find believes so.—I have not seen or heard of Struthers. Heazlitt wants to run away for a ten day trip. I have told him not to wait for you or mind you. There is no business doing. What little comes up, old Burcky and Charles, with Pat and myself, can do as well as if all the Heazlitts and Tom Kanes in Chris- tendom were here to help us. I think it quite possible Heazlitt set out yesterday. If so, he will be back as soon as you could ar- rive. Stay therefore, and eat venison and drink brandy as long as your wife will let you.— Thanks to the dear lady for her letter about you: We didn't believe a word about your being well till she told us so. Kiss her for me.—Do as much for Toodle Waddle,— also for Helen,—and say to the Nelson that her male representative here is as stolid and honest as herself. God bless you all, so far as is possible. Your father, J. K. K. Thursday 10 July 1856 ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I92_p003.jpg) Harper offers to sell his interest in the 'Personal Narrative', stereotype plates & all, for $1200—I think E. will purchase, but it is a question how far it is desirable to interlock himself further with Childs. "Too many Eggs in one basket" perhaps, though on the other hand, Ch. may be able to sell more than Hn., as things are.— Nothing else to tell of whatsoever! Once more, Kisses & Good Bye J.K.K. E[-]. d[-]. Friday night, Errors of the moon!! Miss Letitia Mitchell is to marry the Super- intendant of the Sunday School, in which she has made her piety as mani- fest to the rotaries of St. Luke as our cousin Helen to those of St. Marks. In other respects, the two cases lack analo- gy. Mr. Harrison the devoue of Miss M. is rich, past 40, and has four ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I92_p004.jpg) children; in all which he differs from the happy groom who writes sermon[-] at Dr. Patterson's.— J. K. K. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I93_p001.jpg) Fern Rock June 27. 1856. My dear Tom, It is time a home billet should be sent to you and Bessie, but I fear the engross- ing Book alone can be the subject. Elisha and Father have been hard at it—the latter writing and rewriting, the former with a bad head ache furnishing material. I believe in a sort of despair Elisha started off in the 3 o'clock train yesterday, carrying his chart which had occupied your Father and himself all the morning to making the entire filling up. He brought out Mr. Childs to tea and carried him over to the Germantown train, and I be- lieve the only question now is—"shall the book come to a conclusion the number of pages being furnished by bag this morning or shall a few more interesting facts swell out the volume. Mr. Childs will send word to day—at any rate the work last evening went on more briskly & your Father wrote an opinion afterwards. I copied till 12. and ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I93_p002.jpg) have a presentiment my labours if I may so term them are ended—for Mr. Schott comes to day and I fancy the calculations belonging to his department will close the Book. Tell Bessie I have great pleasure in informing her Mr. Childs says they read before the assembled family the book every night and their interest never flags—he says increases. And now having treated the subject most on Tom's mind let me ask after Harry— your room looks funereal, and your Father said it was a fortunate thing, we had all to settle down to hard duty, or the Blues would have mastered us. As it was you have been much on our mind and though the telegraphs have been most satisfactory we long for the first letter giving full details as to baby's behaviour, how Jane managed the milk bottles, where Helen was picked up, if Bessie's spirits are as elastic as on the morning of departure, or if the bath and other luxuries unknown in moun- tainous regions make her forget pure air and all other blessings. I am going to town ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I93_p003.jpg) this morning having received a message that Sister Helen has returned and any of our family will be welcome, so as the one of greatest leisure I intend to represent them. Bessie goes in to her duties to morrow & will call & stay to dine with Lizzie as a consequence. Father must add a few lines if possible for I can only say love in abundance and a thousand kisses to my grand child. Ever yr. sincerely attached Mother, J. D. L. Kane. My dear Bess We miss you all most sadly! No one has called since you left, and with the exception of one day of visiting with Mother, the book has been the sole occupation of the family. I play on the piano too much for my eyes and comfort myself by an evening walk with the Arctic Lion, but for this evening walk I should be utterly blue. Father is dressing after a late night's work and has no time to write for himself. He says tell you both the Printer has now in his hands 2.50 pages, and they have only reached the embarkation on open water. The last manuscript he read me is ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I93_p004.jpg) much the most interesting part of the book I have heard. It was the farewell to the esquiman[-] before they leave for Uppernavik. Father and Mother seem in much bet[-] spirits as the book draws to a close, an[-] poor Elish may be heard cracking hi[-] dog whip most energetically. Machet[-] prepares his tent, and Elish terrifies me by standing at the railroad cut, and sh[-] ing how a rope ladder might descend [-] bank and give him a private entranc[-] to his residence. Good bye my dear pe[-] and God bless you all. An abrupt en[-] ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I94_p001.jpg) Dear Tom, We have bid farewell, and are fairly off in the boats at p. 259: the coming week will carry us to Greenland at Uper.vk. —A weary row for a tired man, with the thermometer today literally at 97½ at our door while we were dining, and now (8 P.M.) at 91.— All well however; Schott at work all day upstairs, and Sontag: (Elisha went after him to N York, I forced him to come back with all his papers.)—Sontag has now gone, and Schott goes tomorrow. No news from the E. [-] M K. Land Co.— [-] still attracts increased attention, and sales [-] $15 are spoken of, but I doubt whether any [-]ve been consummated at that rate.— Nothing doing in court. I wrote my osprey opinion on thursday night & read it the next day. I have now no arrears, and no prospect of any. God bless you and Bessie and the baby: I name you in the reverse order of interest.— J.K.K. Sunday 29 June— ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I9_p001.jpg) Dear Tom, +e. It is a rainy day, differing in this very little from the days that have preceded it since we began to dig for our foundations: — Mother has gone to the mills; —I am under engagement with Marshal Yost to accompany him to Washington tomorrow, and as the time approaches I feel how little I can be spared here: —the carpenters are bum- ming away at the partition upstairs, and filling the house with dust and plaster:—my library has been denu- ded for some days of books and matting and whatever can conduce to comfort:— in a word, dear folks, the old judge is in the Blues;—fitting mood for letter = writing. (What wouldn't I give for Harry or Elisha or even Tot to talk over my sor= rows with, —let alone such a congenial Kent as the venerable Tom - ! To this last mentioned personage I have a word to say. At the M & K. &Elk Board the other day; present stacker, Hut chinson, ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I9_p002.jpg) chinson and others, besides the Directors; the S. SE. question came up formally, and I took the occasion to speak my mind plainly on the subject of route. I agreed that our subscription could not be condi- tional in its terms; for if we made condi- tions, it would invite others to do the same and so frustrate the scheme. I agreed also with Cresson, that unless the sinews of war were vitalized by grants of land and a loan founded on them, the S. SE. must stand adjourned to the Greek Kalends. But I said, that I was under so strong an impression as al- most to justify me in saying I was cer- tain, that Mr. Merrick and his Engineer were on the wrong track,—that I was satisfied moreover that the better line or lines would be vastly more advanta- geous to our Mc. K. SE.,—and that I would rather, as one of the Board, suffer the S. LE. to stop, in the hope of its revival hereafter under more enlightened auspi- ces, than aid in fixing it where it ought not to be,—in a word, that unless there was to be a full and faithful sur- vey of all practicable and supposed prac- ticable lines, I must vote No.—Cresson assured us, Dawson being present and at least by silence assenting, that such a survey was in the purpose of the S. SE. ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I9_p003.jpg) Board, and that it would be made as soon as the Co's funds could be spared from more immediately pressing objects. I then said, that with this understanding I should assent to the proposed subscription, reserving to myself the right hereafter to be specific in regard to terms. And there upon it was the sense of the meeting that Mr. Merrick should be told that Barkens was willing. — From all that passed I infer, that the S.SE. is on its last legs, and that the chances are against its going on, whether M & K. SE. subscribe or not. There is a nervousness in the money - market, quite unfavorable to the success of any large operation. I should myself feel as if coming events were casting their shad- ows, did I not know how ignorantly timo- rous capital has always been: and I do recognize that the public mind is just in the condition that invites to panic. But panic or no panic, I cannot see that the Country can be seriously harmed. The crowd may jump the windows and barricade them- selves along the aisles; but those who keep cool and can afford to keep their seats for the while will not be de any the worse. Yet it is not the time for large spe- culations by those who are not able to hold on come what may. Land is the last commo- dity to feel a declining market, but it is also the last to feel a rising one. It can hardly ----- new page (VMSS792_S2_SS5_B11_F3_I9_p004.jpg) hardly be said as yet to have fallen in price; for the richer owners are unwilling to sell, and the poorer afraid to, unless at the rates of some two years ago. To sell below cost is almost a confession of insol vency among land speculators: it startles their creditors, and winds them up. -- But lands are, to use the stock phrase, in- active now: you cannot convert them into cash: -- and should panic or even well-con- sidered alarm take hold of people, it may be five years before the tide fairly sets a- gain for real estate holders. All this, dear Tom, by way of cautions: nothing be- yond. This letter as I read it over smacks of the spirit in which it was begun. I hope it is the same spirit, which prophecies that our building is to be more costly than we have dreamt of. But it is impossible to contrast the number of men we have at work with the tardiness with which their work advances, without feeling that estimates may very reasonably deceive one. At the rate we are going on, the plasterers will not be at work before the frost catches us. I could beat any workman on the ground, and give him odds. Pat has, I suppose, telegraphed to Bessie: he went to town to do so yesterday. We hoped for a little while that Mother would have gone to Bef- ford with them; but as I look at our establish ment, I cannot wonder at her final refusal. She is right, as our wives, Tom, always are. And now, dear Bessies. one or more, as many as their letter may find in Elk County, and you, dear Tottie, and you, little darlings both, God bless you all, and Tom if possible. J.K.K. Tuesday noon 18 Aug. 1857