It is the responsibility of the researcher to obtain any copyright clearances. Permission to publish material from this/these transcript(s) must be obtained from the Supervisor of Reference Services and/or the L. Tom Perry Special Collection Coordinating Committee. [Notes added by transcribers are in square brackets. Dashes in square brackets indicate unclear words or letters. indicate words the author inserted to a previously written line.] MSS 229 – James E. Talmage Journals (Series 1, Vol. I - Vol. XII) Number of Pages: 4062 ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p001.jpg) 1 James E Talmage Private Journal Vol 1 ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p002.jpg) 84 & ea Sltp Spn 160 James E. Talmage. Private Library. Please Return No...71 Class...J ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p003.jpg) Vol. I ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p005.jpg) Private Journal J. E. Talmage , Provo, Utah December 1879 ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p007.jpg) Introduction Private Journal of James Edward Talmage. In the month of December A.D. 1879 I re- solved to carry into execution an idea whose advantages I had been carefully considering for some time and had now become fully convinced of their multi- plicity - that of keeping a diary or journal of the most important events of my life. Items occuring prior to this date I have collected and arranged as best information could be obtained concern ing them through memory and other reliable sources I was born Sunday September 21st A. D. 1862 at the "Bell Hotel", then owned and kept by my father in the town of "Hungerford" County of Berkshire England. My father by name "Gabriel James Joyce Talmage" was the son of "James Edward Talmage" of Ramsbury, Wiltshire, England, and "Mary Joyce" of Sambourne; and my mother, the daughter of "James E. Praeter" of Sambourne ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p008.jpg) Introduction Wiltshire England, and of "Sarah Martin" of Broad Henton Hills, England I was the eldest son of the family, though not the eldest child, one daughter— "Patience Talmage" being born before me. She died when about two years of age however. When about two years of age I was taken to live with my grand- father James Ed. Talmage, at Ramsbury where I remained for three years, atten- ding an infant school at different times At the age of five, I returned to my par- ents in Hungerford, and attended school at irregular intervals for a period of three years. (omission per page 3#;) May 8 1874 I passed, an examina- tion of the "Oxford Diocesan Association" in the "Hungerford National School" and obtain- ed, a second class certificate. Shortly after this I withdrew from School to accom- pany my grandfather on a tour through Berkshire and Hampshire, returning about the middle of June 1874, soon after which my grandfather was attacked by sickness. I remained with him at the home in "Rams bury during his illness which lasted about four weeks. His death occurred July 16" 1874. Having been very closely attached to him [Written sideways in left margin] #See "Additions" No 1 page 260. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p009.jpg) Introduction his death affected me severly; and the more so as I had never before lost a near relative to my knowledge. I be- gan to reflect seriously on his actions as brought up by memory to note them very closely, and at length to meditate on his present lot; fully knowing he died in the possession of the priesthood and a firm belief ,and faith in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day- saints. One night while meditating in this manner I received a very curious dream concerning him, (the, details are probably immaterial) which had the effect of so firmly imprinting on my mind the conviction that his lot was "allright", that not the slight- est doubt in that respect has ever been entertained. # On October 10" 1873, while working after night- fall - a very, dark night, a fearful acci- dent occured. My brother Albert, then about —6 - years of age came quietly towards me as I was still working with a digging - fork in my hands; he gave no notice of his approach and until he screamed I had not an idea he was near me; then to my horror I discovered that while in the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p010.jpg) 1876 act of pitching with the fork I had struck him with the tool, one grain piercing the ball of his left eye. This organ was finally entirely removed, though not before the right had become symphathically affected, and he was almost absolutely blind, being only enabled to distinguish very bright colors and then only when within a few inches of the eye. — "True, evils must come; but woe unto them by whom they come." I need say nothing in regard to my feelings and reflections at this mishap; but that my relief lies in the promise pronounced on him by the priesthood of God that he shall recover. My father was making calculations to emigrate with his whole family to Utah, America, at the time of my grandfather's demise; then however he was necessitated to remain in England until affairs were settled. He moved with his family from Hun- gerford to the family estate at Ramsbury, where all remained until a sale was ef- fected. We left Ramsbury and enrolled as Mormon emigrants set out on our journey to America, May 22nd 1876. Set sail on board the Steamship "Nevada" of "Guion Line of Steamers" from Liverpool, May 24th 1876. The acting pres- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p011.jpg) —1876— ident of our company was "John Woodhouse", a returning missionary. Voyage lasted twelve days, during which one severe storm was experienced, though on the whole a pleasant voyage must be chronicled. June 5, 1876 landed in good health at Castle Gardens, New York U.S. America; and following journey, started June 6, on board cars, and arrived in Salt Lake City Utah, June 14" 1876, where we remained one week. June 21" left for Provo City Utah Co, where my father purchased a house and lot and we made our home. August 21st 1876 I entered the Grammar Department of "Brigham Young Academy", operating in Provo under the principal- ship of Professor Karl G. Maeser. I attended the institution without interruption for about three terms (thirty weeks), when I withdrew to assist my father in other duties, Reentered in Normal Dept, August 1877. At the same time accepted a position as recorder of Intermediate Dept, which I retained until close of third term of that school year—November 1877, when being severe- ly attacked with brain fever I was com- pelled to resign my position and withdraw from school. Reentered however in January [The following is written sidways in left margin] Page 260 ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p012.jpg) 1878-9 1878 and attended regularly until June 1878. Again enrolled in Normal Dept. August 21 1878, and accepted positions as Secretary of Faculty, and B.Y. Academy Librarian. At this time I was also officiating as Librarian, and Secretary of III Ward Sunday School-Provo, Secretary of "Young Men's Mutual Improve- ment Association" and Librarian of B.Y. Academy Polysophical Society, making six public offices held cotemporarily. February 1879 was com- pelled through indisposition to resign offices in Sunday School and Y.M.M.I.A. after offici- ating in them six months. Continued my attendance in B.Y. Ac- ademy with little interruption, pursuing common studies with exception of "Latin" and "German" from the higher grade until June 15" 1879, when I enrolled my name as one of a corps of twelve candidates for Normal Diplomas Theoretical examination lasted five days. " 20 " Obtained a Diploma—I Degree—99% in efficien- cy and 100% in standing. Same date by appointment delivered an address in the public hall in behalf of the corps of gradu- ates. " 24 " Obtained from Prof. K.G. Maeser a graduating [Written sideways in left margin] See "Additions" No 3. Page 260 (No 5 page 260) ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p013.jpg) 1879 certificate of 100% efficiency for "Compos- ition" From this date until ensuing Aug ust spent my time on my father's farm; tak- ing as much open air exercise as possible Became associated with "Provo Home Dramatic Company" a company inaugu- rated by and composed of the young people of the city. August 21st Entered the B.Y. Academy on a mo[-]inal salary as teacher of intermediate and some Academic branches and continued my own study of Latin and Natural Sciences. Continued in the office of Secretary of Faculty; and additionally in that of Curator of B.Y. Academy Museum and Laboratory. (See "Additions" No 4, page 260) December 9" By request accepted the office of "Clerk of Brigham Young Academy Priesthood Meetings" " 13 Accepted by request the office of "Librarian of Brigham Young Academy Library." " 20 Same date the academy adjourned ses- sion for Christmas vacation, was stricken with a severe attack of Quinsy ,an Ulcerated Sore-throat. A strange fact is that within ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p014.jpg) 1880. a few date for seven consecutive years an attack of the same disease had taken place. Recovered from this attack how- ever in time to resume duties at the Academy at the close of vacation. 1880 Jan. 5. Compelled to withdraw from the Academy for 1 week; occasioned by the death of my sister - "Tilly Martha Maude Talmage." Though scarcely pertaining to my own history, it probably would not be out of place entirely, to mention a curious circumstance connected with my sister's life. Several times she was stricken with such severe spells of sickness (her ailings being mostly convulsive fits, or affections of the throat) that her life was again and again despaired of nothing ever proving efficacious as a remedy, but the administrations of the priesthood. However, precisely one year previous to the date of her death, - - Jan 5 1879 she was stricken extraor dinarily severely, lying utterly uncon- scious for length of time. She ear- nestly requested to be - administered to by "Elder Karl G. Maeser," an intimate ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p015.jpg) 1880 friend of the family, This was done and on regaining consciousness as- tonished all by relating, in her child like manner, what she had witnessed during her suspension of conscious- ness. She said, that while hands were being laid on her by Elder Maeser, that she had seen God: and ,described him as being , a person who looked as if covered with lamp oil, and set on fire - (that probably being the nearest comparison she was capable of drawing) She went on to say, that he had spoken to her , and called her "Tilly" instead of her proper name "Martha Maude", and had told her that she would recover her health but furthermore promised her that "he would call for her again." The ensuing year she passed in the best of health, being even at- tacked by summer spells which she was never known to escape before, and which but few children in this climate , are known to escape; but began to give symptoms of "Mem- br[--]s cough", about the 3rd Jun. 1880. She rapidly progressed through the dif — ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p016.jpg) 1880 ferent stages of the disease, all efforts by the physicians proving fruit- less. She again voluntarily called for Elder Maeser to administer the or- dinances to her. He did so several times after her attack; each ad- ministration acting as a stimulus reviving her for a time. About 9 A. M. on the 5", Elder Maeser again visited her and told her he would come and administer to her again at 12 o'clock. From the time he left until 12 o'clock she lay with her eyes on the door in a sort of lethargy, though fully conscious, moving only when aroused to receive medicines. At noon precisely, her mother requested her to be moved from her position until Bro. Maeser should come. Ten minutes past twelve he had not yet arrived and mother remarked that he was late. another said he was probably too busy and could not come. The moment the child heard it she turned her head, with no apparent change in herself, and was dead. — — What does this mean? Surely a mystery is involved. One part of the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p017.jpg) 1880 affair is clear: that child was deemed worthy to receive a di- rect revelation; in which a new name was given her — "Tilly", a name she is never known to have heard before; and from that time to the time of her , death, she would recog- nise no other name but that. The mystery lies in this: how is it that [---] administration can be accepted, as all concerned bear testimony that performed on her just before her death was, and yet the person dies? Does not this show that the Lord works on principles not known to man? He has promised that by complying with certain conditions, what is asked shall be obtained; in this case the administration was accepted and the child taken from the earth. Jan 15 Delivered a 45 minute lecture at the Polysophical Society on "Crystaliza- tion." Jan 21 In company with Mr John Redd - a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p018.jpg) 1880 friend of mine and student of the B.Y. Academy started with shot guns about 4 P.M. for the "Utah Lake", then frozen, except in places, to kill water fowel. Just before sundown, when about to return home, we commen- ced shooting a mark on the snow with our pocket derringers. We had been so diverting ourselves for some time when my friend was in the act of placing another cartridge in the chamber of his pistol; foolish- ly having the weapon at full-cock, the hammer fell exploding the cartridge. The bullet passed through his right hand, entering on the under side of the fleshy part between the thumb and first finger, and coming out near the first bone of the "Metacarpus," passed over his right shoulder, and by my left ear, actually striking loose hairs on the left side of my head. Mr Redd and myself at once bound his hand in handkerchiefs and has- tened to town where the wound was dressed and with careful treatment quickly healed. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p019.jpg) 1880 Jan 31st Having been busier than usual for some time and feeling the need of recreation I promised to join a par- ty of students living at Lehi, a city about 18 miles north-west of Provo in a "Grand Sapyian Party", to be held at Lehi, the same evening. The train on which we expected to embark left Provo at 4:30 pm. Accidentally I missed the train; but not to be foiled , after once making a deter- mination and promise to be present, rashly determined to make the trip on horseback. I say "rashly" because the weather was so severe that wad travelling had been almost aban- doned for the time. I left Provo at 5 P.M, and reached my destin- ation at 6:50. Twice I got actually benumbed with cold, and was com- pelled to dismount and run some distance. My chief difficulty was to ascertain when I was becoming col- der than usual. However, I reached Lehi and spent a delightful evening. I could scarcely help the querry cros- sing my mind :- What will I think ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p020.jpg) 1880 of myself in after years for such rash undertakings? My only answer can be wait and see. Jan. 29" Delivered an extempose lecture before "Literary Section". Subject "Man; as he was, as he is." February 6. Spoke extemporaneously in "Civil Government Section", on the question "Shall women receive the elective franchise." Took the negative side, which eventually proved victorious. It might not be improper to state here that the sides taken in such discussions as on the above question, in the Civil Government section, are not always in accordance with my correct views. The object of such questions is to see what arguments can be produced on either side. Hence if the majority were on one side, some might take the opposite even against their convictions. Same date had a young man arraigned before the court for abuse. Some three evenings previous to date while at the B.Y. Academy building. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p021.jpg) 1880 in the capacity of guardian, a crowd of drunks attempted to force the doors with the person mentioned above apparently as leader. I, in company with a friend, then staying with me stepped to the door, with a lamp in my hand, and threw it open. Someone in the crowd fired a pistol. though no harm was received by me or my friend. I, being armed stepped down from the step to the crowd and de- manded an explanation. Nothing more serious than threats and abuse assailed me; and eventually the officers were summoned and the leader of the gang arrested. February 6. Before Scientific Section of Polysophical Society, delivered a lecture on "Custom and its consequences" (Physically)/ Feb. 10. Lectured before the Literary Section on "Custom, and its consequences," (Morally and Intellectually.) Feb. 11 Undertook to teach in the B. Y. Academy a class in "Physiology", also "Latin" & "Phonog." ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p022.jpg) 1880 March 10. Agreed to teach an extra class in Pho- nography outside of regular school hour for convenience; recitation to commence one hour previous to the regular opening of the day's session Mar. 11. Accepted an appointment as chair- man on the committee for the pre- paration of an "Academic Concert" in the B. Y. Academy. April 2. Delivered an address at the "Polysoph- ical Society's Academic Concert," given in the Academy building by the members of the Society. Also sustained two other characters, in a recitation and an operetta. Apr. 3. Assumed the same characters on the stage as on previous day; the concert being repeated. Apr. 5. Proceeded to Salt Lake City to attend the "General Conference." During my stay resided with my Aunt – Mrs Amos Hour. Apr. 6. Attended the two sessions of the first ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p023.jpg) 1880 day of Conference, as a reporter. In the evening also attended the con- ference of the Young Peoples' Societies reporting here also. Apr. 7. Attended both fore, & after-noon sessions of conference, reporting in both. Apr. 8. Reported at morning session; at the close of which conference adjourned. Spent the afternoon in transacting some business and visiting some of the most prominent estab- lishments in the city. Also sat for my photograph at the art gallery of "Fox and Symons." April 9. Returned to Provo in the morning. Spent the remainder of the day in preparing for the next term's school, commencing Apr. 12. " 12. Reentered the B. Y. Academy as Dept.[-] Teacher of Academic Dept A. Taught following branches during the en- suing term: Phonography (2 classes), Physiology; Academic Grammar, Aca- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p024.jpg) 1880 demic Penmanship, Latin Reading, and Drawing. April 28. Commenced a series of Practical Ex- periments on living animals, before the Physiology Class of B.Y. Academy. May 3. Delivered a lecture on the "Crusades", before the "Joint Session of the Y.M. and Y.L. M. I. A. of II Ward, Provo. " 10. Completed my reading of Libre I, II, III, & IV of "C. Julu Caesarius Commentarii de bello Gallico", under the tuition of Prof. K.G. Maeser. " 9. Addressed the III Ward Meeting Provo City; by call of Bishop " 16. Visited the Ward Meeting of Lakeview. Ad- dressed the meeting by request of Bishop. June 15. Was appointed by Faculty of B.Y. Academy as a member of the Board of Examiners for the "Examination of Normal Graduates for 1880". To examine on "History", "Music" and "Drawing." " 16. Accepted an appointment as Captain ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p025.jpg) 1880 of an anticipated excursion to take place June 19, in honor of the corp of "Normal Graduates" for the year 1880. Made a trip to Provo Canõn on horseback to select suitable site. June 18. Officiated as member of Examining Board in "Public Examination of Graduates", this being closing day of current school year. " 19. Attended the excursion mentioned above, in the capacity of captain. Excursion- ists numbered about 50. Every thing passed off orderly, nothing occurring to molest peace or quiet. " 20. Was waited on by a committee for the celebration of folling July 4", to deliver an oration in the Provo celebration. Accepted the position. " 22. Received notification to accompany Prof. K. G. Maeser on an educational tour through the northern counties of Utah Territory, and southern part of Idaho. In consequence of early date fixed for our starting was compelled to decline the position of orator in the coming celebration of July 4". ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p026.jpg) 1880 June 28". Was ordained an Elder in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints under the hands of Elder V. L. Halladay Prest. of Elders Quorum and Karl. G. Maeser. " 29 In company with Prof. K. G. Maeser and Mr Edw. Tanner, left Provo on our mission. Halted at Lehi and Sandy and arrived in Salt Lake City in the evening. While in this city, stayed with Bro. Maeser at the residence of Mr Charles Wilcher, I Ward a relative of Elder Maeser. " 30 Received instructions for the journey from Prest. Taylor. July 1 Received for the party letters of authority from Prest. Taylor; Dined with remainder of the party at the residence of Mr Geo. Crismon. In the afternoon proceeded to Bountiful, Davis County. Through some delay, the authorities of this place had received no communi- cation of our coming hence we proceeded to Centreville via Sessions. Whole party stayed at house of Prest. Smith - Prest. of Davis Stake. No meeting held, notice having been delayed. " 2 Decided by Bro. Maeser to pass on into Weber ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p027.jpg) 1880 County, and leave Davis Co. until the return trip. Proceeded to Kaysville. All stayed at the house of Elder Barnes — Bishop's Councillor. —July 3.— Proceeded to Ogden. Met Elder S. F Monch who had been called to travel with us. I stayed while in Ogden, at the house of Mr. Thos Hadley, Tithing Clerk; the others stayed mostly with friends.— — Found out that it is well to have plenty of friends while travelling; never was in the northern settlements before, hence have no acquaintances; expect to make some before leaving, however.— —" 4.— Met with Bros. Maeser and Monch at the Tithing Office, and arranged suggestive programme of our trip. Being Sunday agreed to commence our labors by addres- sing the regular meeting. Bro. Maeser and myself addressed the meeting. Attended the Fourth Ward Meeting in the evening; ad- dressed that also. —'' 5.— Despatched letters of appointement to the authorities of Box Elder and Cache Stakes. —'' 6.— Proceeded to Willard City, Box Elder Co. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p028.jpg) =1880= I stayed with Bro. Call. Meeting held in the evening — full house. Already begin to feel that we have something to do. —July 7.— Visited the Willard City School. Made observations in the arrangement of school, method etc. Think probably I will do well to record in my "Journal" the observations made in my different visits to schools. Perhaps I may be able to direct my own course advantage- ously – if I adopt the teacher's profession, – by noting them. In the school in question: ventilation and light convenient: utensils ample. Teacher – Bro Chandler. Verdict of the party = promising teacher: faithful laborer— lacking method. — In the afternoon pro- ceeded to Brigham City. Stayed with Bro. Tanner at Bshp. Nichols. Held meeting in the evening.– large attendance. —" 8.— Visited Brigham City Seminary Teacher — Bro. Box. Sight falls from right hand. Heating apparatus in very disadvantageous position. Apparatus – satisfactory. Black- board in bad position as the light falls on it, rendering it difficultly visible from some parts of the room. Necessity of monetorial organ- ization very apparent. Principle of concert ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p029.jpg) —1880— recitation imperfectly developed. Insufficient supervission held over those not engaged in recitation. In Arithmetic Analysis unheeded. Firm adherence to book rules. School records imperfect. Grading very defective. Primary Grade left much too long—often an hour and a half or two hours without recita- tion. Too much attention paid to single pupils. Tidiness and order not well cultivated. P[---]'s Grammar—generally regarded as an antediluvian relic firmly adhered to Programme:— 9-9.30 Arithmetic A. 9.30-10 Arithmetic B. 10-10.30 III Readers. 10.30-11 V Readers and Recess. 11-11.30 IV Readers. 11.30-12 Penmanship. P.M. 1-1.30. Elemen. Geography. 1.30-2 Comparative Geog. 2-2.30 III Readers. 2.30-3. Recess. 3-3.30 Grammar. 3.30-4 Spelling. Devotional Exercises regularly held and prin- ciples of Gospel inculcated. I am of general opinion that "Brigham City School" is a far more, appropriate name that "Seminary."— In the afternoon visited the school at Three Mile Creek. Programme of exercises is as follows:- A.M. 9-9.15 III Readers. 9.15-9.30 II Readers. 9.15-9.45 I Readers. 9.45-10 Primers A. 10-10.15 Primers B. 10.15-10.30 Geography. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p030.jpg) 1880 10.30 - 11. Recess. 11 - 11.15 II Readers. 11.15 - 11.30 I Readers 11.30 - 11.45 Primer A. 11.45 - 12. Primer B. P. M. 1 - 1.15 III Readers. 1.15 - 1.30 II Readers 1.30 - 1.45. I Readers. 1.45 - 2. Primerer A. 2 - 2.[-]15 Primer B. 2.15 - 2.30 Arithmetic. 2.30 - 2.45 Mental Arithmetic 2.45 - 3. Primer A 3 - 3.15 Primer B. 3.35 - 330 Spelling In the district two teachers employed; one for "Summer" and one for "Winter School." So writing cultivated Ventilation good: light from left and back, well regulated with blinds. In the evening held meeting in "Court House." Attendance large. After meeting the Brass Band complimented the party with a seren- ade, which was responded to by an address from Bro. Maeser. July 9 In the morning visited Primary School Teacher—Miss Wright. Remarks = Dicipline faulty. to programme. Disorderly room Printing in II Reader Grade Apparatus, i.e. desks, black- board &c—poor.— Proceeded to Mantua, accompanied by Teacher, Co. Supt. etc of Brigham City. Stayed at the residence of Bshp. of Jensen. Visited school. Teacher—Miss Alvira Reese. Remarks to read- ing charts; one map only. All have not slates ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p031.jpg) — 1880 — Penmanship conducted while other classes are in progress. Light comes from right and front. Programme as follows. AM. 9-9.15 Arithmetic A. 9.15-9.30 Arthrimetic B. 9.30-10.30 Reading.—Primer, I, II, III, IV Readers. 10.30-11. Recess. 11-12 Primers and A. B. C. Classes. PM. 1-1.30 Geography { A. 1.30-2. II Readers. B. 2.30-3 Primers and I Readers. 2-2.30 Recess. 3-4 Spelling A. B and C. No crayons supplied. Method—very abstract. Catechization—defective. Devotional Exercises regular. School records—in order. Held meeting in the evening. As usual attendance was large. — July 10. — Proceeded to Logan via Wellsville. Dined at latter place at Bro. Owen's. Met Co. Supt. in Logan. Arranged programme for Cache Co. Party stayed at different places. I stayed with Bro. Leishman—Senior Trustee. — " 11. — Visited and addressed IV Ward Sunday School. Also afternoon meeting in the Tabernacle, and IV Ward Evening Meeting. — " 12. — Visited Logan Temple, still in course of erection. Visited only department there in session of the Brigham Young College. Teacher; ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p032.jpg) —1880— Bro. Apperly also Co. Supt. Remarks. Program[---]— AM. 9 - 9.15 Opening Exercises. 9.15 - 10. Book of Mormon. 10 - 10.30 IV Readers 10.30 - 11.10 Arithmetic A. 11.10 - 11.30. Geography. 11.30 - 11.40 Miscellaneous. 11.40 - 12 Algebra. PM. 1 - 1.25 Grammar A. 1.25 - 1.50 Arithmetic B. 1.50 - 210. History. 210 - 2.40. Language 2.40 - 3. Orthography. Light comes from right hand. Teacher does not, adhere to the subject; e.g. while in Book of Mormon Class takes up time to discus at length on the construction of sentences. Reading from Church Works conducted too much as mere reading or spelling exercise. Apparatus—well supplied. Fine class accomoda- tions. Students are allowed to select the read- ing lesson by turns. Method—single exclusively; too abstract; Arithmetical Analyses well conducted. Maps supplied; geography, however, generally conducted without them. At close of school pupils are called each day to read some select passage or sentiment. Proceeded to Mendon. Two of the party stayed at Bro. Willie's; two myself, included, at the hotel Held; meeting in the evening. Good attendance. —July 13.— Visited Mendon School: Mr Rees Teacher, an assistant also supplied. Remarks—Dicipline ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p033.jpg) 1880 defective. Light from both sides No desks. Single Recitative Method. Printing on board - poor. Utensils and apparatus "wanting." II Readers writing well cultivated. Prog rame 9-9.5 Devotional Exercises. 9.5-9.45-II, & III Rdrs. Spelling Primers Reading. AM. 9.45-10. Arithmetic A I Readers 10-10.20 Artithmetic B - I Rdr's Spelling 10.20-10.45 Arithmetic C. Primary Arithmetic 10.45-11 - Recess 11-11.30 Arithmetic D - I Rdr's Arithmetic 11.30-12. Promiscuous ques. ans. Spelling Etc PM. 1-1.5 Miscellaneous. 1.5-1.30 Grammar A. - Primer's Reading 1.30-2.15. Grammar B - I Reader's '' 2.15-2.40 Geography A Primer's Spelling. 2.40-3 Recess. 3-3.25 II Readers. Primer's Geography. (Dismissal of Primary Grade) 3.25-3.45 III Rdr's. Geography. 3.45-4 II Redr's Geography Apparatus faulty. Proceeded to Wellsvelle. Stayed at the residence of Bro. Owen's — Bshp's. Councillor. Held meeting in the evening. Good attendance, I was appointed to visit the Wellsville Sunday School following Sunday. July 14. Proceeded to Paradise. In the forenoon visited ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p034.jpg) —1880— the school. Teacher—Bro. Oldham. Remarks:—Room unplastered. Light from both sides. Backward reading in concert. Programme A.M. 9 - 9.20 V Readers. 9.20 - 9.35 IV Readers. 9.35 - 10 Primers. 10 - 10.15 III Readers 10.15 - 10.30. II Readers. 10.30 - 10.50 Recess 10.50 - 11.15 I 11.15 - 11.40 Spelling A and B. 11.40 - 12 Penmanship—all grades. PM. 1 - 1.15 Arithmetic A. 1.15 - 1.30 Arithmetic B. 1.30 - 1.45 " C. 1.45 - 2. Primer. 2 - 2.10 Geography A. 2.10 - 2.25 Geography B. 2.25 - 2.40 " C. 2.40 - 3. Recess. 3 - 3.15 I Readers. 3.15 - 3.30 III Readers. 3.30 - 3.45 II Readers. 3.45 - 4 Closing Exercises Teacher very conscientiously occupies those not engaged in in recitation to apparatus ex- cept a set of charts—very much worn; and a small counting machine. Good writing; good discipline, regular devotional exercises. Incidental Natural History. Held meeting in the evening. Two of the party stayed at the residence of Bro. Jackson, and two, myself included, at that of Bro. Shaw—both Councillors to the Bishop. —July 15.— Proceeded to Hyrum. Resided while here with Bro. Allen—Trustee. Visited School No 1. Teacher— Bro Olsen. Remarks—No Normal training Concert reading conducted while class is ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p035.jpg) 1880 in sitting posture. Dicipline fair; those those those unengaged in recitation are mostly un- occupied. Penmanship well cultivated. Catechization-defective. Programme not arranged regarding time Classes taken through in regular order, however,:- III-II-I-Readers Primers, Recess- III Rdr's. Spelling-II Rdr's. Speling- I Rdrs Spelling -Primers"- Arithmetic A,- B, - C, -Premiers I Reader's Reading and Spelling. - Recess — II Rdrs' Spelling and Reading, Georgraphy A-B. Primer's Spelling. Expletives used too freely. Monitorial, assis- tance employed. Maps and charts lacking. Sight from both sides. Assistance given free - ly, during reading, thus, destroying self confidence in pupils. Orderly room. Bad blackboard. No outside conveniences. In the afternoon visited School No 2. Teacher- Bro. Thoreson. Programme - not arranged as to time. Classes taken through in following order: A.M. Reading, Spelling, Grammar. P.M. Arithmetic, Geography, Writing. Sight - from left and back well. Ventilation well. Room tastefully arranged. Dicipline good. though definite plan for school govern- ment is lacking. No teacher's stand or place for recitation. Held meeting in the evening. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p036.jpg) 1880 July 16 Proceeded to Melville; but finding no schools in session, party passed on to Logan. Spent the day visiting the temple works, and places of interest. Returned to Milville in the even- ing. Held meeting in the Meeting House. '' 17 Proceeded to Logan. Spent the day in miscellan- eous business; in the evening returned to Prov- idence. and held meeting. No schools in session. '' 18 Returned to Logan in the morning. As per previous appointment I proceeded to Wellsville. On the wad had a "lively time." Did not leave Logan until after 9 A.M., and Wellsville Sunday School commenced at 10. Was provided with a wild stubborn horse. Reached my destina- tion, a little late. Addressed the Sunday School and, afternoon meeting of that place. In the even- ing returned to Logan. '' 19 Proceeded to Hyde Park; held meeting. Stayed at the house of Bro. Lamb. '' 20 Proceeded to Benson. Held meeting, at 10 A.M. Dined withe Bro. J. Ricks. Same day, proceeded to Newton. Stayed with Bro. Baker - School Trustee. Held meeting in the evening. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p037.jpg) 1880 July 21st Proceeded to Clarkston. Stayed at residence of Bro. Jensen, Bishop's Councillor. Held meeting. '' 22 Passed on to Logan; in the evening moved on to Smithfield. Stayed at residence of Bro. Baird. Held Meeting in the evening. '' 23 Reached Richmond. Stayed at house of Bro. Harriss. Met with some old acquaint- ances - Sis Gilbert, & family, whom I knew in England. Held meeting in the hall. '' 24 Passed on to S[--] Stayed at house of Bro. Rawlins. Held meeting. '' 25 Proceeded to Franklin, Idaho [-]err. Stayed at residence of Bro Hatch Sen. Addressed the regular meeting in the afternoon and in the evening a joint session of the Y.M. and Y.S.M.I Associations. ''26 Reached Gentile Valley en route for Soda Springs. Stayed at residence of Bro Har- riss, brother to the Harriss of Richmond '' 27 Set out for Soda Springs. Overlook by storm. Stayed during forenoon and dined at residence ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p038.jpg) 1880 of Bro. Bennet: Reached Soda Springs in the evening. Stayed at residence of Bro. Horsley. July 28 Spent forenoon visiting "Springs." Water appears to contain a great deal of iron, together with alkalines. Pronounce it indeed a fine locality for the naturalist, especially the Chemist and Geologist. In the afternoon, returning to Bro. Horsley's found that Bro. Hors- ley's son, Herbert, had accidentally shot himself. The young man, appears to have been hand- ling a pistol, which he did not know was a self actor, when the weapon was discharged, the bullet, -a large sized one,- entering the thigh, aboout two inches from the ground, and ranging downwards lodged on the cap of the knee, a little left of the [---]re, right leg. When the accident hap- pened the young man was about 10 miles distant from home, alone; but drove home himself. No one being present but his mother & sisters, I washed the wound, and in the mean while sent for his father, who was in the town. No surgeon being at hand, and the wound being a dangerous one- the knee swelling up very rapidly, at the express request of his parents, and by the council of Bro. Maeser, I attempted to extract the bullet. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p039.jpg) 1880 By the help of God, I succeeded with no apparent serious consequences. Brother Monch then, assisted me, and together we endeavored to cleanse the wound and strap up the cut with plaster. The wound now, gave little pain, and the patient soon slept. I sat up, during the night, and knowing that sleep was the chief requisite, the young man being exhausted by pain and loss of blood, endeavored to keep him sleeping, by applying cold water to the wound whenever it became excess- ively hot. In the morning no signs of any inflammation were apparent, and the pa- tient apparently soon to recover by God's help. July 29 Proceeded to Georgetown, dined with Bshp. Sewrs. Finding no appointment made there, proceeded to Montpelier via Bennington. Stayed at the house of Bro. Osborn- Senior Trustee. Held meeting. " 30 Visited Montpelier School. Remarks: No desks or maps: Punctuality defective among pupils, Dicipline neglected. Single reading only. No precise method. Proceeded to Liberty via [-]ird. Stayed at Bro. Morgan's residence in Liberty. Held meeting in the evening, in the Liberty Hall. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p040.jpg) 1880 July 31. Passed on to Bloomington via Paris. Dined, at Paris with Prest. Stuckey. Stayed at Bloomington at residence of Bro. Osmond, Co. Sept. Dist. Schs. Held Meeting in the evening. Aug. 1." Returned to Paris: held meeting in the morn- ing: German meeting in the afternoon, and attended a joint session of Y.M. and YS.M.l. associations in the evening. Stayed at the residence of Prest. C. C. Rich. "2. Proceeded to St Charles; stayed at Bshp. Hunt's, held meeting in the evening. "3. Passed on to "Swan Creek". Spent the day by the "Bear Lake," boating and bathing. Dined at Bro. Cook's. Searched in the region for the mythological monster, the supposed exis- tence of which has given Bear Lake its notoriety, but failed. In the evening passed on to Garden City. Stayed at the residence of Bshp Calder. Held meeting as usual. "4 Passed on to Meadowville, and made an appointment for meeting on following day. Met Prest. Taylor, Prest, Thatcher and Snow with party on the way. Continued on ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p041.jpg) 1880 to Saketown. Stayed with Bro. Heston. Dined with Bro. Spence. Held meeting in the evening. Aug. 5 Returned to Meadowville. Stayed at the residence of Bro. Chas. Eldredge. Held meeting. "6 Started from Meadowville for Huntsville — Reached by evening "Hyrum Cheese Factory." at which our party was accomodated for the night - Bro. Rose. "7 Reached Huntsville Stayed at the house of Bro. Chas. Wright. "8. Visited Sunday School. Addressed that, also the regular afternoon meeting. In the evening Bros. Maeser and Monch proceeded to Eden and there held meeting leaving myself and Bro. Tanner to address the joint session of Y.M. and Y.S.M.I.A. "9. Proceeded to Ogden. In the evening a lecture was delivered by Prof Maeser. Subject- -"Pyramids of Egypt." With this ended our mission. In all we held about 38 or 40 meetings, besides visiting every school we came to. Having learned that I would be expected to conduct the "Chemistry" classes ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p042.jpg) 1880 in the Brigham Young Academy for the en- suing year and acting under the coun- cil of Bro Maeser, and the sanction of Prest. Taylor, I decided to take observations for about two weeks from experiments by Mr Phos. Hadley, an English graduate in Chemistry. The Execu- tive Committee of the B.Y. Academy kindly advanced me the means on my salary for the following year. Aug. 10 Parted with Bros. Maeser and Tanner who started to return home. Bro Mouch living in Og- den. I engaged to board at Mr Hadleys while in Ogden. Drew up a suggestive plan for my guidance while staying here. Arranged to take a short course in "Qualitative Chem- ical Analysis." Purchased requisite chemicals, and commenced my studies. " 24 Delivered a lecture before a public meeting in Ogden, under the auspices of the Improve- ment Associations. Subject; "Custom and its Consequences." Was honored with a very large attendance and high compliments from the press. - "26<7> Found I would be compelled to return to Provo at once, the ensuing year of the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p043.jpg) 1880 Academy opening on the 30" inst. Have en -deavored while in Ogden to the best of my ability to take advantage of the opportunities and can readily perceive that the course has done me a great good. Reached Salt Lake City on my way home. Spent the day visiting friends and transacting business. While in Salt Lake stayed with my aunts fam- ily. Mrs. Julia Howe. Aug. 28. Proceeded as far south as Lehi, stayed in this city on a visit. "29 Reached Provo again, after a very pleas- ant though busy trip. Indeed very little vacation has fallen to my share this year. "30 Received communication from the Board, that Seventy five Dollars ($75.00) per term had been allotted as my [---] for the ensuing year. This was the second advance in my wages since I first entered Aug. 1819. Decided at once that I could not accept the offer. Consulted father and also Bro. Maeser before giving an answer. Bro M. showed me that the Academy is a missionary institution, and as I had become connected with it I should keep on. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p044.jpg) 1880 Also that the teachers' salaries were not fixed according to the labor, but rather the standing or the order of then engage- ments. The programme of my duties was as full as that of one fellow teacher especially who received as compensation precisely double my own amount. Had I given way to jeal- ous feelings I should certainly have declined entering, but finally agreed to accept the a- mount offered for the first term at the end of which I would tender my resignation if the amount were not raised. Think perhaps I should be satisfied for I am indeed young. Entered the B.Y.Academy, therefore as Depart- ment Teacher of Academic Department A. Branches to be taught by me, present terms- Philosopy, Chemistry, Geology, Latin Reading (Julius Caesar), Phonography and Academic Penmanship and Grammar. Reaccepted the position to sleep in the Academy building as guardian. Sept. 1. Received notice from the Secretary of the "Board of Directors" to resign my position as "Secretary of the Faculty," which I had held for more than two years. Was indeed pleased to be released from the office as I had [---] occasion tendered my re- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p045.jpg) 1880 signation which had not been accepted but felt decidedly uneasy as to the motives prompting so peremptory a notice. Same date was appointed in stead "Deputy Treasurer of the Brigham Young Academy."- -Can readily see that I will be busy during the time I am in the B.Y.A. in present pos- ition, for in my scientific classes I will have a great deal of preparation to make in the way of experiments having no assistant. Determined to prepare each day's lectures by mapping out my "Notes." It is indeed no hard matter to persuade one's self that a subject is known well enough when really prepara- tion should be made. In order to avoid superficiality will, if possible, map out notes for each lecture, as a test. I really do not ap- prove of the place of saying beforehand what one intends doing, but if I write down my deter- mination perhaps I might be more zealous in keeping that determination. Oct. 10 Addressed the Sunday School and Ward Meeting, III Ward, Provo, by call of the Bishop. " 23. Was given the use of a small [---] in the Academy building, which had been fitted up as a small Laboratory, for my ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p046.jpg) =1880= use in preparing scientific experiments. Same date commenced the classification of the B. Y. A. Cabinet. —Nov. 6.— Addressed a communication to the Prin— cipal – K. G. Maeser, stating the circumstances of my engagement, and duties in and with the academy, and desired a increase of salary, but only to make my remunera– tion proportionate with the others. Had a conversation with Bro Maeser: he showed me that it would be better for me to re– ceive gradual increases of salary than a rapid raise. Counselled me to con– tinue with the Academy. My own feelings on the subject are these:– I do not like the avocation of teaching, that is, as a District School teacher, and do not think I could make money following that course. Here in the Academy I am teaching all higher, scientific of Philological branches; in order to do which I am necessitated to work up on the subject myself, there– by opening up to me a field of research which is almost, as beneficial as regularly attending school. I have no de– sire to get rich; that is not my object at all, but I must sustain myself properly. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p047.jpg) =1880.= Most boys of my age have gathered around them property of some kind, but I have neglected all, using all my energies to continue at school.¶ Same date received a reply from the Board that One Hundred Dollars ($100.00) would be allowed me for the ensuing term, and thus on till the end of the year. Accepted the proposition by counsel, though I can see plainly that I will not be enabled to save the least means for a start in life. In fact cannot see my way clear for my future course. Never mind, I trustingly pass on! Decided that as my duty certainly demanded me to make some- what of a return to my parents for their en– deavors to assist me in attending school, that I would pay father. $40.00 per term out of the $100.00 I receive. —Nov. 8.— Reentered the B. Y. Academy as Department Teacher of Academic A: Branches to be taught –same as preceeding term with addition of "German." Continued as Deputy Treasurer. —" 15.— Received my patriarchal blessing from Patriarch John Smith; following is a full copy of the written blessing, as recorded in Book E: — ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p048.jpg) 1880 "A Blessing, given by John Smith, upon the head of James Edward Talmage, son of James J. and Susannah Talmage, born in Hungerford. Berkshire, England, September 21, 1862. Brother James, by virtue of the Holy Priesthood, I place my hands upon thy head, and seal the blessings of the New and Everlasting Covenant upon thee, with all the gifts and privileges prom- ised unto the sons of Zion; for they are thine through right of lineage, and I say unto thee be of good faith, and of good cheer, be firm in thy mind, honor thy calling, honor also the Priesthood, and prepare thyself for events to come, for it is thy privilege and the will of the Lord that you should become a mighty man in Israel, and travel much for the gospel's sake, and assist in gathering the honest in heart from among the nations of the earth; thou shalt find friends among strangers many shall seek thee for counsell, and rejoice in thy teachings, thou shalt bring many souls to a knowledge of the truth; and have joy in thy labor, for the spirit of the Lord shall direct thy course, strengthen thy memory and give thee power over thy enemies and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p049.jpg) 1880 Peace shall be in they circle; thou shalt also be mighty in healing the sick by the laying on of hands, or this shall be thy gift through prayer and faith. Thou art of Ephraim, and entitled to the blessings of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, with the gifts of the Priesthood ; it, therefore, be- hooves thee to be prudent and upon thy guard, for the adversary hath great power in the earth, and is striving to lead away the sons of Zion; therefore, seek to know the will of the Lord, and it shall be well with thee ; thy guardian angel will whisper in thy ear and warn thee of danger, and give thee power over the adversary, and prolong thy days and years upon the earth. In due season thou shalt have a companion to suit thy con- dition; thy sons and daughters shall grow up around thee and bear thy name in honorable rememberance. Thou shalt also be prospered in the labor of thy hands there- fore, look forward to the future with pleasure, for thy last days shall be thy best days. This blessing I seal upon thy head in the name of Jesus Christ and I seal thee up unto eternal life to come forth in the morning of the first resurrection, a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p050.jpg) 1881 savior in thy father's house, Even so, Amen. Jan 24 Commenced the third term, present ac- ademic year in the B.Y. Academy. This being the commencement of the second se- mester, present year the course of study was changed. My duties, as department teacher and deputy - treasurer remained unchanged. Bran- ches to be conducted by me: Theology B. (Academic Grade), Phonography, Astronomy, Chemistry, Physiology, Zoology, and Academic Penmanship and Grammar. — In looking over the branches of science taught by me, during the past semester. I have firm- ly adhered to my determination <(Page 35<39>)> by mapping out each evening the lectures for the en- suing day. In order to do this I have been kept busy, often not obtaining more than 4 or 5 hours' sleep during the night. Time passes so rapidly as hardly to be compre- hended half of the present school year gone already, and when I reflect thus I am spurred on to greater vigor in my re- searches and studies, realizing that such facilities will not last forever. I have been in America, now, about 4 1/2 years: , and during that time I have worked steadily in school, and though I cannot but see ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p051.jpg) 1881 positions and conditions wherein I have relaxed energy, I reproove myself not so much for being dilatory in labor as for being so unsystematic in my system of study. I do not concentrate my energies as I should, but scatter over so much field. I commenced, for example, the study of "German," followed it for a little while, when the class was dissolved. Now it appears to me if the time and study placed on "German" had been applied to one of the branches even now of prac- tical use it would have been better. Well, perhaps I willl find use for this little knowledge some day. This is but one example not an exception. Feb'y. 3rd. Commenced my study of Greek in a class of three students under tuition of Prof. Karl G. Maeser. " 7. Went to Salt Lake City to attend a series of two lectures to be delivered by Prof. R. A. Proctor. Attended his first lecture the same evening; subject; "Birth and growth of Worlds." Have formed a decided opinion regarding Proctor's views, though that opinion of mine is certainly immature, and therefore I will refrain from expressing it, for I may change it. I will say, however, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p052.jpg) 1881 that, though Prof. Proctor's theory is logical and facinating, I am able clearly to see how he lacks that firmness, which one who has just claim by his Priesthood on the spirit of God will possess. Proctor says that the theory of the winding up scene being at hand, is without foundation; that it is the "Cracked- brain project of the nineteenth century," as every century has been characterized by some such alarm. Prof. Proctor with us all will find out. Feb'y 8. Visited friends etc. in the City. Visited the "Deseret Museum" with a note of intro — duction to Prof. Barfoot the Curator from Bro. Geo, Q. Coray. Was warmly received by the Professor who promised to assist me in any point wherein I needed help in classifying and arranging the specimens in the B. Y. A, Cabinet. The Prof. kindly requested me to communicate with him, which of course, I am exceedingly pleased to be allowed to do. Did some business for the B.Y. Academy, also for Pa. Met my sister Alice, there on a visit at her Aunt's in the City. Attended the second of Professor Proctor in the evening. His theory is indeed beautiful but I modify his views to suit my own convictions. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p053.jpg) 1881 Feb. 9th Returned to Provo, and continued in school. " 18th Reproduced the outlines of Proctors first lec- ture on the "Birth and Growth of Worlds" be- fore the Scientific Section of the Polysophical Society. " 19th Received a chart of the "Phrenological Del- emation of Character" from Prof. O. Ced[--]stro[-]. Am not a firm believer in "Phrenology," hence can hardly consider it necessary to record a copy. " 25th" Reproduced Proctor's second lecture on the "Death and Decay of Worlds" before "Scientific Section." " 26th Commenced the first of a series of brief articles for the "Contributor" a paper edited in the interest of the Improvement Associations on the "Brigham Young Academy." " 28 Delivered a lecture before the "Fine Art Sec- tion, Polysophical Society." subject "Science and Art." Mar. 20 Addressed III Ward regular Sunday meeting ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p054.jpg) 1881 by call of the Bishop. April 1. Addressed the meeting at the regular pub- lic examination this day closing the third term, present year of the academy. " 4. Proceeded to Payson for the purpose of taking instructions in Taxidermy under Prof. J. S. Townsend. My object in this movement is to enable me to preserve my own specimens for study I am endeavor- ing to study "Nature," and I would de- sire to gain enough insight into any branch to enable me to classify common specimen of interest to the naturalist. Ar- rived at Payson, engaged board at the hotel. - S. Moore's. and attended with Prof. Townsend. I do not wish to run any one down, but in this, the record of my own thoughts, I claim the right to speak my opinion. I would certainly of my own free- will not desire to spend a day in Town- send's company but for some such an object as that which prompted me to visit him at present. He is conceited con- ceit I detest in any shape, perhaps be- cause I am inclined to be conceited my- self, and an old saying is that like in- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p055.jpg) 1881 fluence never agree. In the evening heard of the death of the wife of Reinhard Maeser, son of Prof Maeser, and a dear friend of mine. Mar. Apr. 5 Spent the morning in collecting speci- mens of birds for practice. Purchased some instruments of Prof. Townsend for use in Taxidermy. In the afternoon returned to Provo, well satisfied with the items of information I have succeeded in "stealing." " 6 Worked in the office of the "Territorial Enquirer" editing current number of that paper in place of Bro. Reinhard Maeser the Assistant editor, the Editor in chief be- ing absent. " 7. Spent the day in "Slate Cañon" collecting specimens and examining aspect of the region. Fine place for collecting "Mica ceous shale" and "Micaceous sandstone." " 11. Entered on the fourth term fifth aca- demic year B.Y. Academy as before :- Teacher of Academic A. Department. Branches to be taught present term:- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p056.jpg) 1881 Physiology: Philosophy, Botany, Chemistry Astronomy, Phonography, Academic Grammar, and Penmanship. Studying Latin and Greek myself. May 9 Lectured before Young Peoples Associations of third ward, Provo City: subject "Sketches from History." " " Since Apr. 25. had been boarding away from home, owing to Diptheria breaking out, at home — my brother Albert and Sister Sarah being taken down. On this day re- turned home again. April 24 Proceeded to Payson to attend the funeral services of Elder Edward Tanner, a fellow- student, traveller lodger and a friend. As- sisted in bearing the coffin and addressed the meeting at the services. April 25 Addressed a mass meeting of the students, assembled to adopt resolutions of respect to the memories of Bro. Tanner and also Bro. Thos Williams a pupil of the Academy who had been taken away, on the same day on which Bro. Tanner died. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p057.jpg) 1881 Attended the funeral of sister Han- nah Booth, wife of Prof. J. E. Booth of the Mathematical Dept. of the B. Y Academy, and a former student of the institution. — — In the evening, delivered a lecture before the students of the Academy on "Electricity," employing terms of new apparatus, recently re- ceived by the B. Y. Academy. Addressed a mass meeting of the students assembled to adopt resolutions of respect to the memory of Sis. Hannah Booth. June 10. Was appointed with the regular tea- chers of the Academy , beside myself on the "Examining Board" of the Nor- mal students applying for Diplomas. Same date entered as an applicant for a special examination as a "Teacher of Natural Sciences" In this instance the obtaining of the Diploma is per se a secondary consideration. I have detected a feeling among some my acquaintances generally, that ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p058.jpg) —1881— I am not competent to teach the branches I attempt. My Diploma will certainly confer on me greater authority and evoke a feeling of such among the students. In making this statement I speak on principle not from a sel- fish or egotistical feeling. June 17. The last day of the present academic year. Completed my examination. This has caused me considerable labor, not exactly from merely passing an examination, but from the fact that my examination work had necessarily to be conducted outside my regular duties. My Diploma shows following repertoire with stated specifications. Branch. Theoretical. Practical. Natural Philosphy 100% 98% Astronomy. 100% 95% Chemistry. 100%* 100% Geology. 100%* 100% Human Physiology 100% 95% Zoology. 100% 99% Botany 100%* 100% *Indicates "With excellence." Perhaps this Diploma will prove of avail practically; if I would give way to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p059.jpg) 1881 selfish feelings I would to day al- most register a vow that I would not serve in the B. Y. Academy again unless I were well paid. I have not once felt to demand any slated salary, because I well understand the position of the institution, but I feel to demand my proportionate salary. Then again I think and realize that the training I am receiving in teach- ing these higher branches benefits me as much if not more than regular at- tendance at school would. Have been enabled to save nothing in the way of money during the year. My labors require research and I am constantly adding to my library as occasion re- quires. My engagement at the Academy ends with the present school year: I have no reason to suppose that a reengagement will not be attempted. My labors during the year have de- manded great application, and have proven more than ordinarily bene- ficial to me. Have rigorously ad- hered to my determination mentioned Sept 1, 1880 - ( ) that I would as a test and bridle against super- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p060.jpg) 1881 ficiality map out the notes for my several daily lectures, though doing such has cost me no small few sleepless nights. I have endeavored during the year to gain the confidence of the Principal and Board of Directors, together with the goodwill of my students that such has been my aim in place of mak- ing money is selfevident: if the latter had occupied my mind I should have never entered the B. Y Academy, I have, however, the conscientious feeling that I have been in the place where I should be. – I feel glad that the year has closed. I need a rest. Last vacation was produc- tive of little rest to me while on my mission, and I shall aim during the summer; if none other disposition be made of my time to travel around the County, and collect geological and mineralogical specimens. June 18. Left Provo in company with Bros. Rein- hardt Maeser and Simon P. Eggertson on, a proposed tour through the Tintic Mining District. Bore letters of introduc- tion from A. G. Sutherland Esq. to promin- ent citizens of that region. We start out ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p061.jpg) 1881 Determined to have a rough time, having agreed under no considera- tion to eat or sleep in a house. Camped during the night about two miles south of Payson. June 19. Proceeded on toward Diamond City via Goshen. Visited "prospecting holes" on the way and reached Diamond in the after noon. Camped by the spring east of the city (?) Visited Mr James Wayne to whom we had a letter of introduction. The gentleman received us kindly and promised us the privilege of looking through his mineralogical cabinet next morn- ing. — " 20. Both horses strayed off during the night Bro. Eggertson and self hunted them for three or four hours, in opposite direc- tions. Bro. E. found them, one very lame, brought this one to camp, could not catch the other. Mr William Allcorn, near whose house we camped went with one of his men, mounted and kindly re- turned our horse to us. We all felt downhearted, with the prospect of being compelled to stop in Diamond, — a very ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p062.jpg) —1881— uninteresting place to say the least. Saw Mr Wayne: he kindly gave me a collection of specimens and promised to ship others to me as soon as he could convenient- ly do so. In the afternoon Mr Alleorn kindly prof- fered us the use of one of his horses and his wagon, that we need not waste much time. Proceeded to Silver City. Visited the "Park" Mine and were kindly received and attended by MW Royal Collected specimens and proceeded to the "Mammoth" Mine. Supt. Grow, assisted us: also Mr Gerber, the Assayer. Gathered caleareous types also from the Mammoth Cave. Returned to Diamond in the evening. June 21. Horse well enough to proceed Left — Diamond & passed on to Silver City. Obtained specimens from Mr Westfall. Bought supplies and proceeded to Eureka. Visited the "Eu - reka Mine," kindly assisted by Supt. Mc Chrystal. Gathered specimens from the mine and received some from Mr. Patrick Cusick to whom we had letters This gentleman was exceedingly kind to us, and assisted us by every means in his power. Passed on to Homanville. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p063.jpg) —1881— Were very kindly treated by Mr Sanborn passed through the Homansville Mill. Received some specimens from Mr Sanborn. Proceeded down the cañon and camped by the side of Utah Lake. June 22. Killed some game in the morning. Drove alongside the lake; camped at noon near a house by the lakeside and obtained a boat. Proceeded at once through Lehi, American Fork and Pleasant Grove, reaching Provo about 11 P.M having completed today a journey of about sixty miles. " 23. Feel well satisfied with the trip; the specimens I have collected are valuable, Spent the day in resting and labelling and classifying my specimens. " 26. Since the 23 have employed the time in assisting Pa on the farm some little and assisting Prof. Maeser in the office. Went to Lehi this date, Sunday, on a brief visit. " 27. Returned from Lehi in the morning. " 28. Received communication that Prof Maeser ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p064.jpg) 1881 and myself would be required to take a tour in the southern counties, on education- al business, similar to that taken in the northern region last summer. I would prefer, if my own interests alone were consulted to remain at home this vacation, on rather to have the time to myself, for I had laid out plans for the occupation of the time. However, I do not hesitate in at once pre- paring to go. July 4. Monday, went to Salt Lake City. Prof Maeser had already gone Sunday, July 3. our pro- posed trip may perhaps be, deferred, for Prest. Taylor has already been advised that Prof. Maeser's health is rather precarious, and a trip in the hot weather of the south would be detrimental " 5. Returned to Provo. Learned from Prof. Maeser who also returned that we were expected to undertake the proposed trip; - to travel as far as possible by rail, there by conveyances as furnished by the Bishops or Stake Presidents. Spent the greater part of the day in preparing for on trip, purchasing necessary utensils etc. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p065.jpg) 1881 July 6 Spent day in preparations; sent tele- grams on behalf of company to Beaver, stating that we would arrive at the railway terminus next day (July 7.) In the afternoon, as the mail had failed to bring our letters of authority, passes etc; we tele- graphed to Prest. Taylor asking what was expected of us; answer came that instead of trusting our papers to the mail, the Prest. had given them to Bshp. Paxman who was to return to Provo that day, and he would hand the same to us in good season. " 7. Received no word from Bshp. Paxman; Called at his house found he had not returned. Had probably stopped at his son's in Amer- ican Fork, his wife told us and would re- turn by buggy. We proceeded to the depôt, thinking he surely would arrive in time knowing the importance of the documents being delivered; perhaps he would be on train or may have handed the package to the con- ductor. All expectations were disappointed: train arrived and no Bro. Paxman: We were about to return when Judge W.M Dunsen- berry, a personal friend to all of us and also to the conductor – John Mco[--], ar- ranged with the conductor to pass us on and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p066.jpg) —1881— that Judge Dusenberry should p[--] passes from Bp. Paxman and show to conductor on the return train in evening. So we left Provo. Party consisted of Prof. Maeser his son Reinhard and myself. When once on the train the Prof. succeeded in breathing freely again. He is so nervous in temperament that any circumstance inclined in the least to disturb the equanimity of his soul, produces disastrous effects, and this morning's occurence furnished a fair example. To watch him while undergoing the suspense of awaiting Bp. Paxman's arrival was painful, and especially so when the train whistle sounded and still the suspense. — — Took dinner at Juab Hotel; and in after- noon proceeded per Utah Southern Extension Railway, the conductor of the Utah Southern having offered the necessary explanations to the conductor on this line. This was a dreary trip through what is called the Sevier Desert, and an appropriate name. Railroad bed now, consequently travelling per snails' pace. Met on the train Bros. Christensen and Wegland, the Mormon artists, now on their way to St. George to paint interior of temple. Arrived at Milford at 10 P.M. Stayed at the "William's Hotel." Bros. Christiansen and Wegland did the same. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p067.jpg) 1881 July 8. Friday. Proceeded to Minersville per con- veyance sent to convey the artists to St. George. Dined at residence of Bp. Mc Knights During afternoon, a team arrived from Beaver to convey us there An enoi was clearly made on the part of some one. Bp. Mc Knight came to the room where we were, and informed us of the arrival of the conveyance, stating also that the team- ster was feeding his horses and would be ready in a short time. We concluded, of course that the Prest. of Stake did not desire us to hold meeting in Minersville, and at once set out, for Beaver. The team and carriage was furnished by Bro. Shepherd, counsellor to Pres. Murdock Subsequent developments showed that the intention of the authorities had been for us to remain in Minersville, to prosecute our labors there, and proceed to Beaver next day. Arrived in Beaver 9 P.M. Stayed at residence of Bro. Shepherd. Took the household by surprise, not being expected before fol- lowing day, and thus bringing to ourselves no small discomfiture. " 9. Remained in Beaver. at Bro Shepherd's Met Prest. Murdock, the Stake Prest, in morning. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p068.jpg) 1881 Visited the school premises: offered suggestions regarding enlarging the building etc. In the afternoon visited the military post — Fort Cameron. In the evening were waited on by the trustees of Minersville, who were greatly an- noyed that we had left without their seeing us. Complaints were rendered, numerous and severe against the former teacher – Samuel Bartlett; a graduate of the B. Y. Academy. While attending the institution the young gentleman had been a great personal friend of mine, and had in fact, enjoyed the good will and affection of all, but he appears since to have given way to tempta- tion. The details of the case are strictly of a business nature and are not required to be en- tered into here. One result of this, our first con- ference with trustees was that the Minersville school will hereafter be kept running through out the whole year, instead of but six months or so as heretofore — — Received by mail our letters of appointment passes, map, march route etc. from Pres. Taylor; having been forwarded from Provo by Judge Dusenberry. An explanation stated that Bp. Paxman had not reached Provo on the day of our leaving until 12. M, and that he had no idea whatever regarding the nature of the package of papers, nor of the urgency of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p069.jpg) 1881 their being delivered by any fixed time Had been requested at the President's office to hand the papers to Prof. Maeser on reaching Provo, Hence the mistake. July 10 Sunday. Visited two Sunday Schools during the morning. Held a meeting of the Sunday Schools Teachers at close of school session. Dined with Prest. Murdock. Addressed regu- lar meeting in afternoon, and held a meeting for educational business in the even- ing. The principal end aimed at in our labors here has been to effect a consolidation of the school interests and school districts there being in Beaver four separate districts and of course as ma[-]y sets of trustees, and as many teachers each independent of the other Labors met with success: trustees decided to consolidate their interests, secure one head teacher and consider others as subservient to him. Our work has commenced in earnest to day the Sunday Schools, Teachers' Meeting and regular Meetings making in all five assemblies in one day. " 11 Mon. Visited Greenville per team of Bro. Shepherd. Were accompanied by Prest Murdock. his second counsellor Bro. Ashton, and Bro Lowe. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p070.jpg) 1881 Held meeting at 9 A.M. Met with trustees. Schoolroom, delapidated; - deficient in furniture and the commonest of school utensils, even blackboard missing. Took dinner at Bishop. Silly white's — — Passed on to Adamsville. Held meeting at 2 P.M. No desks in school room; very poor blackboard. accomodations in general are very deficient Returned to Beaver in evening. At 7:30 P.M. held joint meeting of the "Im- provement Associations." Three meetings today. July 12. Left Beaver per Bro. Shephard's team and carriage. This had been placed at our disposal for two weeks-- to bring us as far as St. George. Bro. Shepherd's son, Ezra, accompanied us as teamster. Prof. Maeser's son, Richard had been about to accept a position, as teacher in Beaver some months previous to the present, but the death of his wife had changed the arrangements. He had been appointed to accompany us at his father's request, who had hoped to revive his spirits on the trip. On visiting Beaver Richard found that he liked the place, and made application for the position which he obtained The arragements stand now that he accom - ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p071.jpg) 1881 pany us as far as St. George, and then return per the team which is to take us there. We reached Paragoonah in even- ing. Held meeting at 8 P.M. Party stayed at the residences of Bros. Silas Smith, and J.R. Robinson; Reinhard and myself with the latter brother. July 13 Met with trustees of Paragoonah. Visited school premises. Room is tolerably well sup- plied with seats and desks– of different heights: first time we have seen this much needed principle put in practice in school. Met Bro. M. H. Dalley, an old student and a deep personal friend. Proceeded to Parowan. All stayed at residence of Co. Supt John E. Dalley. Held meeting in the evening. " 14 Early morning met with trustees of Parowan. They decided too to consolidate their school interests. All the party except- ing the Professor proceeded into Parowan Cañon per team of Bro. Dalley accompanied by Mahew H. Dalley and his brother in law, and well armed with picnic requisites, to pass a pleasant day. Did it too: enjoying the scenery and collecting some few specimens ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p072.jpg) 1881 to be found there. Returned to Parowan. Held a second meeting. Of course I try to understand and help my position when situated as at present: but one thing is sure- the Prof. likes to talk and is as on hot bricks while anyone else is talking. He mistrusted Rhein and and me that in our meetings neither of us should speak more than from 10 to 15 minutes; and this evening he re- marked that we should "cut down" our re- marks to give him more time. He silently re- belled; and as prearranged each announced that evening that "we had but 10 minutes to occu- py, and hence the audience would please excuse us if our remarks were disconnected "etc. etc. July 15 Proceeded to Summit: dined at residence of Bro. Wm Dalley. Held meeting at 2P.M. at the house of Bp. Hulet. Visited school house in course of erection. Proceeded to Cedar City. Stayed at residence of Sister Young- Bro. Ms H Dalley's lodgings. " 16. Sat. Stayed in Cedar City. Spent day in writing letters. despatching appointments, and generally recruiting. " 17 Sun. Visited Sunday School during morning ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p073.jpg) 1881 Attended the regular meeting in the , afternoon, Dined at Bro. Nelsen's Held our educational meeting in the evening. July 18, Mon. Were waited on in the morning by one of the trustees of Cedar City. Learned from him the condition of the school affairs. This ward furnishes a fine example of the evils of not paying in advance; the teacher is unpaid and a very large proportion of school debts are yet outstanding. Left Cedar City accompann- ied by Bro. M.H. Dalley, who by our re- , quest promised us his company as far , as St George. Reached Piuto in the evening. Stayed at the residence of Bp. Robt. Knell. Held meeting in evening. " 19. Passed on to Pine Valley ; stayed at residen- ces of Bros. Bracken and Whipple : Prof. M. and myself at the latter brothers house. Visited the school during afternoon. The teacher is a fine illustration of the old prodigy of teachers. This date also I despatched , an article for publication to W.R. Balch, Managing Editor of "The American"- Philadelphia Pa, Dont think I've mentioned the success — ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p074.jpg) 1881 stance herein before. Some months ago I received circulars from the office of "The American" a very classical, and finely edited journal, announcing that a competition was to be held, all desiring to take part should register their names and send the subscription price for the paper that they may be continually advised through its columns. Articles were to be written by the competitors and sent in, which then would be placed in the hands of judges, whose names and posi- tions as literary men were announced, and according to their verdict would the prizes be awareded. The prizes were many, the highest $150.00. I had considered the competition as beyond my reach being so busy, but in a specimen copy of the paper sent me I found an article extremely bitter against the Latter-day Saint creed, condemning the same without reason; so, acting under advice of friends, & among them Prof. Maeser, I had accepted the conditions, intending to give an im- partial view to the same question of Mormonism. While on this trip thus far I have been writing continually at short intervals, and July 25 having been fixed ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p075.jpg) - 1881 - , as the date by which all articles were to be at office of "American." I made a copy of my article while here at Pine Valley and desp atched the same. I have jotted down a few thoughts taking up the statement of the editor himself , and called it "A Mormon Youths' Opinion". I do not of course dream of the prize; if to obtain that been my object I would have selected a more popular subject : and indeed I dont believe that the article will even be published. I only wish to show that a "Mormon Youth" can talk out when the cores of his people are trodden upon. We'll see what the result will be. Held meeting at Pine Valley in evening. July 20 Passed on to St. George. Dined at house of Bro. Jeffrey. This individual is a study. Kind hearted as possible but oh! he tried to scare us about the St. George cli- mate , and our delicate nerves had been shocked many times already by kind and considerate friends who sought to prepare us for the ordeal by torturing us to death with their stories. Bro. Jeffrey's place, al- though quite high up is yet blessed with ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p076.jpg) - 1881 - , a temperature , at present season of mean 100° F. In his enthusiastic description says he, "Well, brethren I came up from St. George (about 30 miles) yesterday. You'll find the thermoneter there just 20° higher than here; at night, especially as the climate is strange to you, you'll suffocate : not be able to sleep at all. Then the road from here to St. George is like a flight of stone steps in places" Etc. Etc. Etc. in same style. Not , a very encouraging [-] aspect indeed. but we proceeded. Came on the way to the two extinct volcanoes in "Dameron Valley. We climbed one and descended into the crater. The Prof. stayed below, notwith- standing his enthusiasm for 3 or 4 days fast regarding those same volcanoes. As far as Dameron Valley the wad had been tolerably good ; and by unanimous vote we pro- nounced Bro. Jeffrey's description of the wad as a fraud; but before proceeding much farther we came to what Bro. J. had called the Twist and then our hearts failed. Such a road can be found only in this the Dixie country. Reached St. George about 4 P.M. Stayed at Prest. Mc Arthur's the second counsellor to the Prest of the State. We had determined to be prepared ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p077.jpg) 1881 for something terrible, and after sup- per we all clustered around the door way. All wanted to sleep out doors to escape suffocation, but Sis. Mc Arthur said No, and fixed our beds in the house. Well, but of respect to St. George I tried for an hour that night to suffocate as I laid in bed, but finding the thing impossible I fell asleep, and knew nothing of the heat till morning. July 21 In morning met Bro. H. Eyring, – first counsellor to the Prest. We all passed through the temple. If ordinances were being performed now, I could have obtained my endowments while here, but no again. Obstacles seem even to intervene to prevent me receiving my endowments, perhaps it is better so. My emotions while passing through the building were indes- cribable – realizing that that is the only house now existing wherein the Lord may reveal himself. In preference to the cathe- drals and edifices of the christian world which far exceed this in splendor of design and execution He comes here. I'll under- stand more regarding it some day per- haps. In afternoon the team & wagon with ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p078.jpg) 1881 the teamster Bro. Shepherd, returned to Beaver. Bro. Reinhard Maeser also returned also as per arrangement and Bro. Dalley returned to Cedar City. Quite a falling off in our party . Prof. M. and myself have now to proceed alone. We proceeded to the resedence of Prest. McArthur Eyring where we were to remain while in St. George. Spent afternoon in writing letters and sending appointments ahead through Iron and Kane counties. Have had a chance today to test the climate, the day being as we are told an average. Tis hot I cant deny; though I think I have felt the heat as badly in Provo. Certainly it agreeably falls short of my expectations or rather my fears. The poor water however affects me: the mineral entirely disarranges my stomach. We enjoyed the luxury of a deck roof bed th[-]tonight for first time–Splended–ought to be in the north. July 22. Proceeded to Santa Clara per stake team, accompanied by Prest. Eyring and Bro. Blake. Held two meetings, one English, one German. Returned to St. George in evening. " 23 Sat. Proceeded to Washington, accompanied by Prest Mc Arthur and Bro. D. Cannon. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p079.jpg) 1881 Held meeting at 4 P.M. Passed through the cotton and woollen factory per the courtesy of the Supt. Returned to St. George in evening. July 24. Sunday. Attended Sunday School in morning, all branches of which had assembled in large Tabernacle. Addres- sed Meeting in afternoon on our educa- tional business. Made the Prof. terribly mad at me: ran over my time in speak- ing, didn't feel like stopping after 10 minutes When I stopped he declined at first to speak at all but afterward soon changed his des[--]. In the evening Prof. M. delevered a lecture on the "Characteristics of Youth." " 25. Mon. Attended the exercises for the celebration of the 24th. Dined at house of Bro. Morris. A select few only attended the dinner - the leading men of the city, - Mayor, Judge, Prest of Stake, Co. Supt. etc, and while sitting around table over toasts a conversation arose on school matters. Each promised to lend all his influence toward founding a central school and establishing education- al matters on a firm basis. I believe this after-dinner conversation will d[--]g good. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p080.jpg) 1881 July 26. Proceeded to Toquerville per stake team which had been placed at our disposal for as far as Glendale, also the teamster Bro. Geo. Worthen was to accompany us. Had already been informed that Bro. Philo Farns- worth would travel with us as far as Kanab. In the morning, however we found that while he accompanied us, his wife accom- panied him. Cant say that I like the idea of travelling with ladies for such a long distance and through such a country. Found ourselves terribly crowded too, and the pros- pect of having to endure the same for 4 or 5 days. Dined at Bp. Crosby's, Leeds, Reached Toquerville in the evening. Stayed at house of Bro. Batty, one of the trustees. Held meet- ing in evening. " 27 Held conference with trustees of Toquerville. Proceeded to Rockville via Virgin City. Dined at Bp. Parkers, at Virgin and left appointment here to hold meeting next day at 2 P.M. Arrived in Rockville in evening Stayed at residence of Bp. Smith. Held meeting in evening. " 28. Held meeting with Trustees of Rockville. School poorly supplied with appurtenances. Returned ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p081.jpg) 1881 to Virgin City. Dined at Bp. Parker's. Held meeting at 2 P.M. Met with trustees. School room is poorly fitted up; no implements. Bp. Parker furnished us a case of provisions and we started out all packed together in our overloaded conveyance for Kanab. Camped at "Goule's Ranch" for supper. Proceeded after supper on the wad, and reached the next stopping place "Andrew's" or "Caanan" Ranch at 12.30 that night. Our teamster is too slow a driver; his predecessor was discharged from office we were told for cruelty: and this one desires to show too great a contrast. He never thinks of allowing his horses to trot and we find ourselves to compelled to walk such a large proportion of the distance when in a hilly country. Wish he'd think of us a little more. The Prof. and myself were not supplied with bedding not having expected to camp out: Bro. & Sis. Farnsworth had theirs, and the teamster had three blankets. The latter lent us one blanket and we found a haystack and slept in one blanket during the night. Such was our first night beyond the line, — in Arizona. July 29. Woke up in morning and found sleeping on the other side of the heap of hay Bro. G. Naile ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p082.jpg) 1881 an intimate personal friend of Bro. Maeser, and the father of two of our students. Bro. Maeser had not seen him for years, and a strange recognition took place as each sat up and saw the other opposite. Took breakfast and dinner at the Ranch through kindness of Bro. Kemp. One horse was sick, hence we were compelled to wait till noon before proceeding. About a mile from Bro. Kemp's house is a small grove under the face of a steep bluff: and a spring of fine water there. I don't remember ever enjoying anything of that sort so before; the scenery, cool and pleasant surroundings, and the fine water first we had found for so long, formed such a contrast to the hot sand and desert regions. Started in the afternoon and reached "Pipe Springs" or Windsor by evening. Camped on the road for supper. Through kindness of Bro. Locey at the springs we were furnished a bed. July 30 Sat. Breakfasted early; started and reached Kanab by 12 M. Stayed at residence of Bshp. W.D. Johnson Jr. Found opportunity for first time since leaving Rockville for a bath. Quite a luxury after such travelling. Visited and ad- dressed the Primary Assocation meeting in the afternoon. Met with trustees in evening. Kanab shows clearly the extent of the bishop's influence ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p083.jpg) —1881— 77 over a community; in school matter as in all others. Bp. Johnson appears as a faith- ful and an energetic and earnest worker, and the ward in general partakes of his ardor. —July 31— Sunday — Visited Sunday Schools in morning Dined at Bro. Bunting's. Addressed regular meeting at 2 P.M. on our educational work. Met with trustees again in evening and offered suggestions regarding the building and grounds. August. 1. Proceeded to Mount Carmel, minus Bro. and Sis. Farnsworth who stayed in Kanab. A terrible day's drive — sand! sand!! sand!!! Too much walking necessitated. Stayed at Bp. Jolley's house. Held meeting in the evening. " 2. Visited schoolroom in morning. Poorly fitted up. Must be uncomfortable in winter. No appurtenances. Many 7 year old pupils in IV Reader grade. No programme or definite arrangement of any kind. Passed on to Orderville. took meals at Bp. Chamber- lain's and slept at Prest. Spencers'. Visited school room — best fitted of any we have met ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p084.jpg) —1881— Took the opportunity of studying the United Order working. Have been looking forward to the visit to Orderville for this purpose. Visited the people's flourishing gardens and fields, saw the orderly and systematic cattle stalls and store houses, the even distribution of labor; and noticed the economical and thrifty spirit engen- dered by just this arrangement. My con- clusion is that the United Order properly carried out as here is productive of more comfort and pleasure, and of a more rigorous training for all than can be obtained elsewhere. As Prest. Spencer remarked "I live in the U.O. because I think God wants me to, but a more selfish reason than that would prevent my leaving it, as now when my days work is over I have no fears as to how to meet this bill or provide that article. The U. O. has brought me peace and contentment of mind which I value above any thing more." I made the acquaintance here of Bro. E. Webb the teacher. He is of a scientific turn and takes great interest in collecting the fossils of which there are many in the region. He was desirous of obtaining mineralogical speci- mens and we agreed to furnish to each other the specimens found round our home ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p085.jpg) —1881— Held meeting in the evening. I took the whole of our educational work as the subject of my remarks in this meet- ing and Prof. M. took a special lecture by request. Aug. 3. Passed on to Glendale accompanied by Bros. Spencer and Webb. Stayed at Bp. Cutler's. Held meeting at 10 A.M. Our teamster Bro. Worthen started to return home with the stake team, this being the point to which the authorities promised to forward us. We gave him a testimonial of satisfaction with his labors. — Met with trustees of Glendale. Teacher is overpaid receiving from $4.00 to $5.00 per child and still dissatisfied. But moderate facilities. Proceeded on per team of Bp. Cutler accompanied by Prest. Spencer of Orderville and Bro. Burgon, the teacher of Glendale. As we proceeded we became more convinced of the pros- perous condition of the U.O. as carried on at Orderville. The Order owns property far up the canon 50 miles from headquarters, and are continually purchasing. Camped about 8 P. M at a cabin at which we found some hay and cooking utensils. Soon after ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p086.jpg) —1881— we had taken possession three men came "home" having been haying. The ranch was owned by Jas. A. Little; the workmen bid us welcome, and having provisions with us we soon cooked a genuine camper's supper. Slept in the hay loft. —Aug. 4— Arose early and started. Reached Hillsdale about 9. a.m: travelling since 4 a.m. - hungry. Stayed at Bp. Seth Johnson's. Found the ward observing Fast Day : however the Bishop soon got us breakfast. Bros. Spencer and Burgon returned. Ascertained what was possible regarding the Hillsdale school Addressed their fast meeting at 10 a.m. In afternoon were conveyed to Panguitch by Bro. Wilson. On reaching Panguitch the President was reported to be absent also both councillors and the bishops. Co. Supt. Dalley had promised to notify the Prest. of our coming a few days before, but had failed. We had written from St. George, but the date was forgotten hence the trouble. We stayed at house of Bro. Steele first councillor to the Stake Prest. Met Prest. Henrie in evening. Aug. 5. Spent morning in writing letters and despatching appointments for Sevier and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p087.jpg) —1881— Sanpete Stakes. Dined at Prest. Henrie's. Held meeting at 4 P.M. Held conference with trustees. Obtained a bottle of the water from Panguitch Sake as brought to the city by streams, which at this season is not to be used owing to some spawn or seed like impurity. Shall examine it. —Aug. 6. — Proceeded to Kingston per team arranged to convey the home missionaries. Stayed at residence of Bp. King — the father of one of our old students. Bp. not at home. This is another United Order settlement though on a smaller and less complete scale. " 7: Sunday Visited schoolroom, and met teacher Facilities moderate. Attended the 10 a.m. meeting : held our regular educational meeting at 2 P.M. " 8. Passed on to Munroe: had a Kanacea teamster and the wildest span of mules we have met thus far. We slept at Bp Harris's, the father of two old students of the Academy, and took meals at Bro. Collins: Held meeting in evening. Met many old acquaintances here. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p088.jpg) —1881— Aug. 9. Met with trustees. Obtained some specimens of the efflorescences from the mineral springs. Could not get time to visit the springs. Were conveyed on by Bro. Miller of Richfield ac- companied by Bro. Horn. Passed to Elsi- nore and held meeting at 10 a.m. Dined at Bro. Sorenson's. Reached Richfield in after- noon; stayed at Bp. Horn's. Held meeting in evening. " 10. Visited new school house in course of erection. Too much show in the building: no prac- tibility in many respects, Accidentally met Bro. Reinhard Maeser here, who was on a hasty tour through the county with Bro. Ash- ton of Beaver in interests of the Factory. Held a consultation with the Stake Presiden- cy. Advised as in some other places that they appoint an educational board to act with the trustees. Proceeded to Glenwood: conveyed by Bro. Baker, accompanied also by Prest. Spencer. Stayed at house of Bp Pierces. Held meeting in the evening. " 11. Met with Trustees of Glenwood. Proceeded to Salina, conveyed by Bp. Oldryde and ac- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p089.jpg) —1881— companied also by Bro. Pierce. Stayed at residence of Bp. Jensen. Held meeting in the evening. Slept at house of Bro. Gates. Met Aug. 12. Met with trustees of Salina. Bishop and trustees reported course of Bro. S. Bartlett whom they had engaged as teacher as being disgraceful etc. — More evidence against one who was once a friend. Were conveyed to Gunnison by Bp. Jensen. Stayed at residence of Bp. Madsen. Before Bp. Jensen returned to Salina I promised by earnest request to analyze a specimen from a salt bed which the "Board of Trade" desired to work upon. In the course of the day Bp. Madsen who is Pres. of the Committee on Sugar of the Board of Trade explained to me his scheme for sugar refining: and I promised to aid him in a chemical difficulty if within my power after returning home. Met with trustees in afternoon: held meeting in evening. Fell sick through the Gunnison water. — alkali, very soft. These people like it, I get sick. Felt after meeting that I would have preferred a drink of cold hard water to any thing else in the world. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p090.jpg) —1881— Aug. 13. Conveyed to Manti by Bp. Madsen. Quarterly Conference for San Pete Stake convenes today. Dined at Pres. Maibens: met Prest. Woodruff and others here. Stayed at Bro. Reed's. Attend- ded afternoon session of conference. Held our meeting in the evening. The large taber- nacle was filled — one of our large meetings though all have been well attended. " 14. Visited temple building - a tremendous work. Part of a mountain had to be moved before beginning. The sandstone is superwily fos- siliferous. Attended morning and afternoon sessions of conference. Dined at Bro Parry's. Obtained some fine specimens and promise of others – fossils. Proceeded to Ephraim per team of Bp Dorias. Stayed at Bp Dorias'. Held meeting in evening. Also attended by Pres. Woodruff and others. Bro. Maeser was sick. " 15 Met with trustees Were conveyed to Spring City per team of Bro. Graves Stayed at Bro. Allred's. Held meeting in evening. " 16. Met the trustees of Spring City. Dined at Sister Hydes. Passed on to Mt. Pleasant: taken by Bro. Frantzen. Stayed at Bp Madsen's. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p091.jpg) —1881— Held meeting in the evening. Aug. 17. Held meeting with the trustees of Mt. Pleasant. In afternoon passed on to Fairview per team of Bro. Madsen. Stayed at house of Bro. Christiansen. Held meeting in evening. " 18. Visited school house with the trustees Held long consultation with them. Pro- ceeded to Moroni per team of Bro. West- wood. Stayed at residence of Bp Irons. Held meeting in evening. "19 Met the trustees and teachers. Offered suggestions with a prospect of being acted upon. Bro. Jolley conveyed us to Wales. Stayed at house of Bp. Reese Held meeting at 2 P.M. and consulted with trustees at 4 P.M. Proceeded to Fountain Green per conveyance of Bp. Reese. Stayed at residence of Bp. Johnson, who, however had not been notified of our coming. Held meeting in evening. " 20 Attended to school business with trustees Conveyed to Nephi by Bro. Guyman. Our last stopping place. Stayed at house of Bp. Andrew's ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p092.jpg) —1881— Aug 21 Sunday - Last day of our mission labors. Attended sunday school at 10 A.M. ad- dressed the regular meeting at 2 P.M. Met with trustees at 4 PM, myself as Bro. Maeser was indisposed. Held meeting in evening. Just before retiring the Nephi band and choir serenaded us. "22 Left Nephi at 5 A.M. on cars. Reached Provo at 7 A.M. Found all well. Am pleased that our mission closed to enable us to reach house a short time (1 week) in advance of the commencement of school. Think indeed we have done some good. Could but notice the universal demand for teachers of our faith, wherever I have visited. Our trip has extended over nearly 7 weeks. and in that space of time but few days have passed on which we have not held meetings, and often two and three per day. Our labors have indeed been multiple, for beside the public meetings in nearly every place we have held conferences with the teachers, also with authorities of the Improvement Associations, and in Stake centres have generally consulted with the authorities. For anyone who has put his hand to the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p093.jpg) —1881— educational work there is no time for idleness; so many factors of the great school of improvement exist among this people, that employment, is furnished for old and young; experienced and inexperienced. Though nothing particularly unusual, I may mention here the praises and com- pliments heaped upon me while away. The authorities have often spoken of my age and diligent labors in public, and even Prest. Woodruff was not an exception; but I see one thing, this very circumstance imposes on me an onerous duty— to keep opinion of self down. The Lord blesses me in one res- pect: I do not see wherein I act so laudably, as others seem to view my course. I pray for this for I see the absolute indispensability of humility to my proper career before God: this is one of my crosses. I hope to be able to think no more of myself than just now; at times I admit an opposite feeling predominates for a moment if anyone above me treads on my co[--]s, but I try to recover my self and put the same down. Some think me conceited; but I think such are those that know me but little. I am not so; in deed I am impetuous, rushing, energetic and these traits are often taken for self conceit. I think that for the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p094.jpg) —1881— present my sphere will include diligent labor and study in the midst of this people. May God help me so to do, and con- fine myself to that small circle without crowning self as the king thereof. Aug. 23. Received a specimen of salt from Bp. Jensen of Salina, the Chairman of the "Committee on Salt" of Zions Board of Trade, and also a communica- tion from Bp. Madsen of Gunnison, the Chairman of Sugar Committee asking my opinion on his questions at an early date. Proceeded with what spare time I had with both subjects. " 24. Spent day in disposing of unanswered mail matter accumulated during our trip, and also in bottling securely, labeling and preparing my Chemicals. " 25. Received notification from Sec'y. of Board of Directors of the B. Y. Academy that the salary allotted to me for ensuing year was $600.00 Agreed to accept the conditions after consideration. This is $50.00 per month the whole year through, or $60.00 per month for school time. I could earn more money elsewhere, but this is the highest I could expect. Agreed to continue paying father $40.00 per term i. e.$4.00 per week. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p095.jpg) —1881— and what with procuring books, chem- icals etc. I'll be able to save but little ap- parently, though the way may open. I believe I'm destined to remain poor: well, I never desired to be rich, but when the need of some book, or piece of apparatus harasses me I often wish to strike a mine with just enough wealth to supply me. Aug. 26. Decided not to stay nights at the Academy building any longer. I think I've served my probation, all the Teachers have served a time: I'm through. Gave notice to that effect. Father's house is small, he cares much more for purchasing land and put the house up by and by, but there is a building of two rooms apart from the house which has been let as a small store. I requested Pa to give me the use of the front room, a small 12 by 13 ft. apartment but lofty, and healthily situated and ventilated. Started to have it whitewash ed and painted. " 27. Sat. Received a communication from the Clerk of Utah Stake of Zion, that at a Priesthood Meeting of the Stake during my absence I was unanimously sustained as "Stake Reporter" ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p096.jpg) —1881— and would be required to enter on my duties the present day, this being the session of the Stake Conference. Cannot say I like the calling; will take up a great deal of time as I am expected the tabernacle meetings every Sunday. Do not mind the reporting as that would give me practice, but the transcribing is a thief of time. Of course I proceeded to carry out the requirement and at the afternoon session of conference was sustained in the position. Prests. Taylor and Woodruff reviewed our labors while travelling in the South, before the conference, and felt gratified with them. This naturally gives us satisfaction. In the afternoon I entered on my duties as Deputy Treasurer. again, which position I was required to retain. A strong table, and safe cash box etc. was fixed for my use in the Principal's Office, so I'll be a little more con- veniently situated than last year. Aug. 28 Sunday. Attended both sessions of Conference. " 29. Entered the Brigham Young Academy in my old position — Department Conductor of Academic A. and in charge of Scientific Course The position is certainly well adapted to my ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p097.jpg) —1881— improvement, and I find a little more encouragement in the scientific Dept. than heretofore. Toward the close of last school year alrady a consignment of useful op- parativs was secured, but as yet is not in working order thoroughly. I have charge of this together with the Chemical Laboratory and can place time on study therefrom. Aug. 30. Answered Bp. Madsen's questions on sugar as fully as possible, having put some little time on the elucidation. " 31. Returned answer to Bp. Jensen regarding his salt specimen. Am always pleased to lend aid if I can to such an enterprise. September 18. [--]nday Addressed the meeting in the Taber- nacle by call of the President. " 20. No session of the Academy for a half day, owing to death of Gen. Jas. A. Garfield, President of the United States. Spent time in fixing up my study-room, and purchas- ing necessary articles therefor. " 25. Was informed by Prest. Smoot that the labors required of me as State Reporter would ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p098.jpg) —1881— publication of the Tabernacle Services every Sunday in the "Territorial Enquirer" published at Provo. Sept. 26. Agreed with editor of Territorial Enquirer to furnish for every issue (semiweekly) a column of general reading matter. De- cided on our regular remuneration. " 30. Promised Bro. J. C. Graham, editor of the "Territorial Enquirer," to edit the two issues of that paper for Oct. 5 and Oct. 8.— the Conference Week. Did this trusting to the belief that school would adjourn session for that week. " " Was waited upon by a committee from the Y. M. M. I. Association of the First Ward. who were desirous that I should deliver a lecture before a joint session, in course of a week or so. Date not definitely arranged. Promised to do so. —Oct. 3.— School still in session: Commenced writing for next issue of "Enquirer." " 4. School adjourned: worked in Enquirer Office ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p099.jpg) —18801— Oct. 8. Issued current number of Enquirer. " 10 Met Bro J. C. Graham. He offered me a position in the office, to act as asistant editor. Of course, declined to leave the Academy, but agreed to help him for some little time in his edi- torial work, as he would be de- tained in Salt Lake City considerable time. Made no definite arrangements for remuneration. " 11 Lectured in Meeting House Basement un- der auspices of the First Ward Im- provement Associations. Took as a subject "Leisure Hours." " 12. [-]on. John Eaton, U.S. Commissioner of Education visited Provo. Prof. Maeser was away from home and Prest. Smoot sent for me to explain the organization of the Academy to the Commissioner. Did so, and received hearty thanks. " 26 Had been informed some three months ago that a human body had been found buried at a certain spot on the River side. Desired ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p100.jpg) —1881— to obtain the skeleton if possible and had on a former occasion made a fruitless search. Today, however, went after school to hunt again, and after a protracted search , discovered the bones. After returning home found the specimen to be incomplete in some small bones. Am pleased, however, to have obtained this. Oct 31. Delivered a lecture by special request be- fore the Improvement Associations of the Second Ward, Provo City. Nov. 3. This week has been the last of the term, and we all have been naturally busy: but this night I experienced some thing rather extra. I went duck shooting in the afternoon, in- tending to return at eventide: stayed rather later than I had anticipated, and remem- bered that the Laboratory Record had to be placed in order for following day. Had en- tirely forgotten the subject or I would have stayed from duck hunting. A letter came to hand also from Bro J C. Graham, who was in Salt Lake City, stating that he could not return to Provo as expected, and requesting that I furn- ish matter for issue of "Enquirer" to appear following day. Had no chance to decline, and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p101.jpg) —1881— found on enquiry that the typos had al- ready been standing still since early in the evening, having no matter to proceed with, I kept to work the whole night, not going to bed at all, and by morning had done what was expected. Nov. 4. Examination day: busy of course, attended a dinner party at the residence of one of the teachers. There was a general ball for the whole Academy in the evening, but I did not attend, preferring a rest and sleep. " 7. Reentered B. Y. Academy in same position , as that of last term. " 12. Went duck hunting in the afternoon. Reached home in the evening. Had good luck hunting, with the usual additions of a severe soaking, and an entire cover- ing of mud. " 13. Sunday: usual routine of attending meet- ing in the morning and reporting: trans- cribing notes during the afternoon and attending night meeting after supper. While sitting at home quietly, after meeting, I began to consider how my labors may be laid ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p102.jpg) —1881— to greatest advantage during the coming winter months. This is, of course, the season for study. My labors will be arduous in the Academy: but I must scarcely expect to spend many more such peaceful seasons, so shall endeaver to make the best of this one. I mean by "peaceful seasons" that oppor- tunities for study and research will not last long. I may be sent on a mission before another winter or my occupation may be varied as to admit of but little time. for private study. — —My studies must comprise both a theoretical, and a practical, aspect: my idea is that I'll spend my evening time, i.e. from the time of school, dismissal until 10 p.m. in practical experiment work at the labratory. Of course this would not amount to more than three hours per night as my incidental work would occupy time until after supper. My sleeping hours will be from 10 p.m. till 4.30 a.m; and my study at home from the latter hour until school time. I feel to chide myself on not grasping opportunities for work in laboratory etc. will cannot last forever. Nov. 14 The Polysochical Society was organized ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p103.jpg) —1881— tonight: and the Principal informs me that my position in the Scientific Department will demand my special attention being paid to the Scientific Section of the Society. — —My observation, though limited, has gone to show that students in general care for science but little. I have in my lectures before the Scientific Section in the past been compelled to continue with experiments to compel the audience (students of course, and promiscuous ones at that) to follow my thread. Perhaps this follows my own inability to retain the attention of hearers, but other speakers too report the difficulty. I have been greatly desirous of having a stereopticon on Optical Lantern at my disposal, with which to illustrate my views in lectures, but have none as yet, nor did my request that the Scientific Dept. of the Academy be furnished with one meet with very general favor. I am willing to go to some little expense myself. — Nov. 19. Was informed by Bro. S. Jepson. - my companion in my recent duck hunts, that he once had known of some human ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p104.jpg) —1881— bones in the underbrush at the south of the city: so we started to hunt for them. Found the locality, but, a slight coating of snow prevented us making a diligent search. Having our guns with us we wandered off hunting. Had a good rest from labor. Nov. 20, The "Stereopticon lantern" business has been preying on my mind. Bro. George Q. Coray, and myself met this evening and a conversation arose regarding this subject. Well, to pass over details, we became thoroughly convinced of the use of such an instrument, and our conversation resulted in a mutual agreement to pur- chase, an optical lantern the expenses to be equally shared by us. We considered that our outlay may perhaps return to us in actual dollars and cents, and most as- suredly the use of the instrument will be most valuable to us. If our scheme succeeds we may deliver a serious of lectures and make formal charges for admission. How ever that is in the future. " 21 Despatched a letter to Greene and Co: Nov 24 Chestnut St. Philadelphia, Pa, ordering ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p105.jpg) —1881— an optical lantern and one set of slides: amounting to Fifty Dollars $50.00. This is a little adventure, though not exactly a speculation for money, as we intend to employ the instrument in our study more than public demonstration Nov. 24. Prof. Maeser had been engaged to de- liver a lecture before the Scientific Section of the Polysophical Society on this date. However, he had been seriously indisposed for some few days, and consequently was unable to do so. I took his place on this evening and delivered an extempore lecture. December 7. Had promised to deliver a lecture before Scientific Section. Experiments were requested. I was lecturing upon the "Composition of Water; and demon- strating the various properties of Oxygen and Hydrogen. While exploding a mixture of the gasses in a cylinder, the latter bursted with such a concussion as to extinguish all lamps in the room excepting those held in the chandeliers ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p106.jpg) —1881— My feelings were difficult to describe, as I realized the probable extent of the consequences. A scare ensured among the audience, but soon abated. One young lady was struck on the left side of forehead by a flying fragment of glass; when she discovered traces of blood she fainted very nicely and I changed at once my occupation from that of a public lecturer to an attendant physician. She recovered, however, when it was found that the large amount of blood filling the bowl from which I was bathing her head came from my own hand. Two pieces of glass had struck the index finger of my right hand one fragment bury- ing itself in the knuckle joint. Another young lady had been struck on the left shoulder, the fragment piercing the clothes and inflicting a severe gash. Beside these four or five were robbed of traces of skin, and all were severely scared. After the circumstance I went back and completed the lecture, which act, I believe, did much to lessen the fear of the audience. 'Twas a serious ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p107.jpg) —1881— occurence. Fatal results may have followed, or more probably perhaps would have been the injury of eyes of many present. I chide myself for one thing: that I did not insist on all keeping the back seats. They crowded upon the seats directly in front of me, though I had twice sent them back, whenever I commenced a new experiment as many as possibly could crowded around. I felt to earnestly thank God that no results more serious than those mentioned, tood place. December 8. The Optical lantern came to hand. The views are not such as I desired, though the instrument works well. Bro. Covay and myself agreed to send off at once for an appropriate set of views so as to commence probably a lecture after the Christmas vacation. " 12. The Principal of the Academy, Prof. Maeser encouraged me in the lantern un- dertaking. He realized, he said, of what ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p108.jpg) -1881- benefit such an instrument would be to the Academy, and professed to be willing to aid us in use of hall, etc. to secure our money in return. Bro. W. H. Dusenberry: Sec'y of the Board, also gave some encouraging remarks. We are not aiming by the purchase of our lantern to make money. I want to do good among the young—probably lecture amongst the Improvement Asso- ciations, and encourage the study of nature. I have thought to give a first lecture onf the subject of assimilating Geology and the Bible—a subject upon which so many of our people have mistaken ideas. We sent off at once for a set of views cost- ing thirty (30) dollars for this lecture. Dec. 14 Lectured before Scientific Section on "Electricity." 'Twas a week ago from this date that the explosion occurred dur- ring my lecture. I had predicted then that the section would be subsequently well attended, and tonight's meeting demonstrated it. This section has lacked the enthusiastic interest manifested by the others, since Science is to many people a revolting name. During the lecture ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p109.jpg) —1881— the room became so crowded as hardly to afford standing room, and the rostrum upon which I had placed my apparatus was literally besieged. Such a crowded room interfered with my machine to a certain extent. This is my usual luck, my experiments are gener- ally highly satisfactory when I perform them alone, but they lose something of their perfection generally from some cause or other. This evening the elec- tric machine worked well it is true, but after the dismissal, when I lifted the instrument into a dryer room 30% greater efficacy was noticed. =Dec. 15.= The Academy, amongst its apparatus procured a microscope. I had dis- couraged the enterprise, arguing that the instrument intended was not of sufficient power for the purpose, but twas decided that a more expensive one could not be procured. I aim, now, after a test of its powers to recommend its exchange. Bro. Paxman, a resident of Provo possesses a tolerably fair English Microscope; in order to show the contrast I have borrowed the instrument, and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p110.jpg) —1881— this evening demonstrated to Bro. Maeser the inferiority of that owned by the Academy. 'Tis a finely gotten up instrument, and genuine, but its range of powers—330 only is insufficient. The Principal promises to sanction any steps I may take for its exchange. Dec. 23. The Academy adjourned for Christmas vacation. I intend to employ my time in study My recreations will consist mainly of fieldsports: parties and dances seem to have entirely lost what little chance such entertainments once had for me. " 29. About 10.30. a. m. received a message from Prest. Smoot requesting me to go at once to the "High Council" Chamber and report evidence of a trial then in progress Would much rather have been without such employment, for I have postponed the work I had I did out for the vacation until the week is nearly gone, and this unexpected labor will throw me behind. However I went at once The case was brought by the "Juab Contract Co" against several Contractors of Springville to recover damages from an alleged ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p111.jpg) —1881— breach of contract. I reported at the 3 sessions, concluding at 10 p.m. Dec. 31. Have been busily engaged since 29 in transcribing the evidence in the trial. Completed it late this evening.— Same date too a small package of views came to hand unexpectedly, as the firm had informed us that they had none on hand, but at this late date they forward them. The cost of views, express charges etc. bring them exceedingly high. Our lantern project has a somewhat discour- aging aspect just now. Views to suit our purpose seem hardly obtainable, and such as we do obtain are disproportionately high in price A few days ago, too the window to the lantern broke, and we have been endeavoring since to obtain glass thin enough for the purpose but have not succeeded as yet. I hope to make a success of our project, however when we once start. As yet everything done has been preparatory and even now we are not prepared ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p112.jpg) —1882— Jan'y. 1. Sunday: Addressed Ward Meeting in the evening by call of the Bishop. " 6. Closed the accounts of the B.Y. Academy Treasury for the present term. Found myself lacking in cash upwards of $25.00, which amount has been lost or mistakes made in change. Business matters in money are not suitable to my feelings. I would much prefer double work of another kind. With such arrangements as we have for handling money, in a hurry and no special time for so doing mistakes are almost unavoidable. " 9. Resolved to tender my resignation of the Dep. Treasurer's position, and before doing so intimated my intention to the Principal. He especially re- quested me not to do so in the middle of the year. I hardly know whether to comply with his request or not ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p113.jpg) —1882— Jan. 20. The second term closed today, with a public examination. I was required to examine most of my scientific classes and among others the classes in "Chemistry" and "Physics" were confirmed, taking experiments with Oxygen and Hydrogen among the Chemistry students and with the electric machine among the students in Physics. The Principal complemented me highly on success. " 21. While an excess of good feeling existed among the Principal and members of the Board toward the Scientific Dept. I made a request that another appropiation be made to secure additional apparatus, and received permission to compile a bill of not more than One Hundred and Fifty Dollars worth and submit for approval. Sat up late this evening and arranged the list. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p114.jpg) —1882— Jan. 23 By special request of the Principal and Sec.' and Treasurer of the Board reaccepted the position of Deputy Treasurer, or rather promised to retain it. Bro. Maeser tells me that another year I shall be accommodated with an agreeable position in place. I do so however against my own feelings. I endeavor as truly as possible to give my mind to my scientific studies, and though but inextensive, the labor pertaining to this position is contrary to the general bent of my mind. Beside, I may assign as a more substantial reason that for the third time now I have been seriously out of pocket through loss or mistake. The receipts of last term amounted to $1,943.70, all of which had to pass through my hands, and be handled too, during odd times.— As regards the promise of an accomodation as a recom— ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p115.jpg) —1882— pense for another year I an- ticipate but little, for one but little knows the developments to be made before another year. I have for myself harbored a vague idea of making an effort to raise sufficient means to pass a year in a prominent science school or college. Tis but an idea tis true, and I have asked no council upon the subject, & so I say it is decidedly un- certain what another year may bring forth. I am desirous to follow scientific studies, and if my labors could be facilitated by a course in a training institution of prominence, such would be in accordance with my own views and desires. I may be counseled however to remain among my own people and as I hold my self as on neutral ground, willing to follow coun- cil implicitly in this important step, I can only refer to such as a vague idea. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p116.jpg) —1882— Jan 23(con). Commenced issuing admits for the present term. The Treasurer is away, in S. L City, and I am therefore unable to pay to him by regular enstalments. I have, however placed at my disposal a part of a safe in the Court House where I can store the money until convenient to pay to the Treasurer. " 25. Submitted the list of apparatus I had prepared to the Principal, secured his endorsement, and sent it at once to Salt Lake City where the Prest. and Sec'y. are, for approval. " 27 Received an endorsement on the Apparatus, and an instruc— tion from the Treasurer to order at once and remit one third the amount. " 28. Ordered apparatus for Academy from J. W. Queen and Co, Philadelphia remitting $50.00 with the order. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p117.jpg) —1882— Jan 22. (omitted) Addressed the Ward Meeting in the Second Ward by re- quest of the Bishop — Sunday Feb. 1. Delivered a lecture before the Scientific Section on "Change." " 17. The lantern project becomes somewhat discouraging as re- gards hope for gaining any return renumeration. The little glass window has been accidentally broken, and all our efforts to obtain proper glass to endure the heat have failed. The Sec'y. of the Board however has informed me that the B.Y. Academy will do anything proper for assisting the project. Today I paid Bro. Coray for his share in the instrument — $43.70 making an outlay myself thus far of $87.40. If I sell to the Academy I shall lose nothing but my trouble will also be unrecompensed. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p118.jpg) —1882— Feb. 20— Obtained a small piece of glass which promises to answer my purpose for the lantern. Tried it: and felt confident that it would answer. Promised the authorities to lecture Feb. 24 " 23. Put glass through a second trial and it broke. Compelled to withdraw my appointment for a lecture. March 2. Received by Express the slides ordered some time ago and a pair of mica windows. This ends the glass trouble. " 8. As a trial of Lantern I ful- filled an appointment this evening, made at the begin- ning of the present week to de- liver a lecture. The views at pre- sent on hand include a geolog- ical sketch of the earth's history, and I framed my address under the head of "History of the Earth." A large audience, composed of students ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p119.jpg) —1882— as well as a considerable num- ber of visitors greeted me. The instrument worked well. I pro- cured the services of Bro. George Coray to manipulate the views. The Principal pronounced the enterprise a grand success. To-night is to me a season of pleasure. I have delivered a great number of lectures dur- ing the last two years, but I see now the means of securing for like projects in the future suit- able illustrations. Of course my lectures both before the Academy Societies and other associations have been by request, and without re- numeration. I expect the B. Y. A. to pay me the amount I have ex- pended on this instrument, and my aim will be, if I remain in charge of the Scientific Depart - ment to procure a series of view sets on various subjects, not all to be treated on by myself but dis- tributed to the teachers, and thus procure a means of pleasant and instructive entertainment. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p120.jpg) —1882— —Mar. 14— Received in behalf of B. Y. Academy the consignment of apparatus or- dered some time ago. Feel some- what dissapointed; mistakes were made regarding the instruments and misfits made. Scientific appar- atus of any description costs exorbitant prices; and although some instruments are peculiarly complicate and require exactness, others, and among the latter some which we have lately purchased, could be manufactured at home I believe. If I retain my position in the Academy for another year, and another appropriation for apparatus be made, I shall perhaps request the means to be placed at my dis- posal, and direct the manufac- ture of simple instruments my- self.— —Mar. 15— By request of the Principal and Sec'y. of the Board I delivered my lecture on the "History of Earth" over again. The audience was very large, and assurances of satis- faction were many. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p121.jpg) —1882— —March 18.— Saturday. Worked during the day to bring the new apparatus into working order. I have already delivered two or three lectures on "Electricity" before the Scientific Section during the present school year, but I shall endeavor to treat upon the subject now at greater length in a series of three lec- tures. This evening I delivered the first of the set, treating upon the history of the science and introduction to its study. " 223. Delivered the second of my series of lectures on Electricity, taking specially "Luminous effects of Elec." The electric machine belong- ing to the institution is of the "Holtz" variety; and though that kind is said to be less capricious than ordinary friction machines it is still extremely capricious. Ordin ary machines are said to require a warm and dry apartment for proper action: but this variety according to my own experience, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p122.jpg) —1882— appears to depend not so much upon the state of the atmosphere although warmth and dry- ness are effectual factors, as upon the size of the room: It appears to me, therefore to be affected by the induction of the surroundings. For example, during my lecture this evening the machine ceased working, although I had been demonstrating its action to the principal but a few minutes before the lecture commenced in the Laboratory—a very small room. Finding my efforts to generate any force futile I removed the machine to the Laboratory; where it com- menced at once, a brilliant discharge. After carefully drying the bearings I had it carried to the lecture room, only to have cause to expect another failure. However it continued in feeble action during the evening. March 24. Proceeded by the evening train to Spanish Fork, at which place I had about a week ago promised ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p123.jpg) —1882— to deliver a lecture. I did so this evening, under the auspices of the Young Peoples' Associations. My subject was "Leisure Hours." Audience estimated by the President at upward of 400: Hearty vote of thanks was accorded me. Was entertained at the residence of Bro. Ervin A Wilson, a former student at B. Y. A. —Mar. 25— Returned to Provo. Attended a session of the Utah County Tea- chers' Association. By request of the County Superintendent I promised to deliver a lecture at the next session on some sub- ject to be selected by the Supt. " 28. Promised to deliver the last of my series of lectures on Electricity on the following Friday, Mar 31, which day is to close the present term. " 30. Thursday evening: our examina- tion of students has been progressing during past week. I feel completely worn out. I thought tonight ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p124.jpg) —1882— that if I lecture tomorrow evening I'll have to get experiment appar- atus ready tonight. If the appoint- ment had been announced, or any- one had known of the arrange- ment beside the Principal and myself, I would keep it, but I saw no absolute necissity of working this evening as I would have to have done; so I have postponed the lecture. March 31 Friday Evening. Term closed to day. During evening, in place of a dancing party, the students gathered in a little social assembly at which recitations, music, & speeches formed the points of attraction. Sister Hyde, widow of late Apostle Orson Hyde responded to a call for an address by speaking in tongues, interpreted by Sis. Zina D. Young. This is the first time I have heard any manifestation of the Spirit of God in tongues. While noticing the effect Sister Hyde's remarks had upon different ones present with myself, I could not help drawing ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p125.jpg) —1882— a comparison, that just as the strength of a voltaic depends upon the number and size of the cells, and certain phenomena can only be obtained by using a very strong current, so will the effects of any manifestation of any gift on dif- ferent individuals depend upon the strength of the Spirit which each one possesses. My desire to attend some leading institution for a time to train myself in scientific pur- suits has been growing with me. A conversation with Bro. Maeser on the subject resulted in his heartily seconding my desires, and saying that he expected the project to be given me as a mission. In accord with his advice, I this evening dispatched letters of enquiry, asking for information respecting terms & regulations to "Yale College, New Havere, Connecticut." : Harvard University, Cauilindgy Mass"achusetts Cornell University, Ithaca, New York," and Lehigh University, South Bethlehem, Pennsylvania." Results to be awaited. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p126.jpg) —1882— April 1 Have spent whole day ex- perimenting, chiefly with the electrical apparatus. When I read of the brilliant experiments of Tyndal or Liebig, I almost feel to despair of becoming anything like a suc- cessful experimenter. Science is to be studied by experiment & trial. I have many times desired to test the results of the electricity of the atmosphere, and for that purpose today made preparations. I found a kite, at the stores, and spent some time fitting it with brass points, and attached in place of a string a coil of fine wire. Night came, however without signs of a breeze springing up. In the evening I commenced fitting up a baboon to use in place of the kite; and, as fate seemed against me, I generated about twelve gallons of Hydro- gen and lost it by an unno- ticed leakage in the assistance of a friend. I tried ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p127.jpg) —1882— again the kite, and worked faithfully for an hour & a half, but succeeded in mak- ing the kite ascend no high- er than the top of an apple tree, where we left it. I shall perhaps try the experiment again. This is but one among the many of my experiments which fail the first time, and some fail oftener than they succeed. I have at present a number of such on the shelf, to be tried again. April 3. Monday. Refitted kite; windy day, worked for upward of 2 hours endeavoring to fly kite, but with- out success. Made another attempt to fit up the balloon. Oiled and glued the latter; thought everything was tight but the gas passed through the pores and was wasted. The kite I tried with is not large enough to carry for the experiment. Ordered another kite to be made large enough for the purpose. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p128.jpg) —1882— April 4 Secured the new kite. A little afternoon tried to fly it. After working at it for a long time, succeeded in lodging the kite in the tallest tree in the neighborhood. Had to pay a boy to get it down. Every- thing appears to discourage me for this experiment. " 5. Concluded that I would construct a kite. Secured the assistance of two young men, and, together we constructed a formidable affair: about 6 feet to the square. Completed it a little before noon: went out to the clear fields and worked long and hard to fly it. Broke one cross- piece: bandaged it like a broken & spliced arm: kite fell at next attempt and broke to pieces. — After dinner I concluded to form the "silk handerchief" kite; did so: this one promised to serve my purpose better than either of the others. No wind however was favor -able. Have concluded to go ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p129.jpg) —1882— to Salt Lake City, to attend con- ference and will have there- fore to lay the kite business aside for the present April 6. Proceeded to Salt Lake City per early train, amidst a terrible crowd, and through a snow storm. Was compelled to stand the greater part of the time on the outside car platform. Reached the City in the most disagreeable weather. Atten- ded meeting in afternoon. Vis- ited the electric light works during early evening, and gained permission from the Supt. to inspect the apparatus and also to make a more minute inspection next day when the machinery would be at rest. Hotels were so crowded as almost to pre- clude possibility of obtaining a room. Engaged bed at an hotel, sleep in parlor. Attended theater with my sister in the evening. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p130.jpg) —1882— Apr 4. Rose early. Met with friend from Provo. Stormy as yesterday Proceeded to the telephone central office and gained per — mission to inspect the in — struments. After breakfast proceeded to transact busi- ness, and spent upwards of two hours & half at the elective light works: the apparatus for which particularly interests me. Returned to Provo in the afternoon. " 8 Saturday. Spent day in study and trying Kite. Did not suceed. " 9 Early in morning a tolerably heavy wind arose: and although 'twas Sunday I took my kite outside of town and endeavored to raise it. Suc- ceeded for first time in raising it at all: found the copper wire I have been using as altogether un- uhable: any twist causes it to break " 10 School was to recommence After closing the accounts of the Treasury ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p131.jpg) —1882— for past term, and having found my accounts deficient for a small amount, I again, as at the end of a preceeding term tendered my resignation as Deputy Treasurer. I was so urgent in the matter that this time it was accepted. While serving in that position I have made total receipts for the institution of $9926.41—all handled at odd times, during the school hours. Losses for the seven terms have amounted to $36.10, which of course I paid from my own pocket without question: and without receiving a cent return remuneration.— —The Principal in Salt Lake City school did not formally open. Experimented with kite again. Two young men & myself made a very large kite; it promised to go well: while a young man was trying to raise it the second or third time it lodged in the topmost branches of a locust tree, & was reduced to shreds. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p132.jpg) —1882— April 11. Organization at the Academy effected only. In the afternoon made another kite. A friend raised it: worked splendidly; he proposed to lighten it: did so, and when he raised it again it plunged terribly, struck the ground and was slivered to pieces. Dont feel hardly satisfied with the string if I should get a kite up; I think a wire is necessary along the string shall postpone further operations until I have a suitable string.. " 12. The B.Y.A. engaged the services of a young man, a normal graduate of the institution to attend as my assistant in the physical sciences: that he may be enabled to continue my labors if leave for college at the close of the year. " 17 My class in Physiology in the Academy received an addition by two of the regular teachers joining it. This branch is hardly one of my specialities, but all are interested in it. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p133.jpg) —1882— —Apr 18— Despatched letters of enquiry to three other colleges & universities. I have received circulars of some other of the institutions, and judging from the information as regards requirements for admission, I will have to review my "Algebra" and also ex- tend my study of "German" Shall begin at once. " 20 Received a private pmessage from a young man of St George : by which the position of Principal of the St. George was offered me, especial attention to be paid to the Scientific branches for which the region of country is especially adapted. My prospects lie however just at present in another direction " 25. Received despatch from Bp. C. A Madsen of Gunnison, Sevier Co: the Pres. of the Committee of Sugar on Zions Board of Trade. He desired to engage my services for a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p134.jpg) —1882— time in the sugar season to take part in the chemical part of the refining process. Informed him by return of the unsettled nature of my affairs just now. April 29 Delivered a lecture on "How to teach the Sciences" before the Convention of Teachers of Utah Co: held at Provo. May 6 Went to Salt Lake City, having some business there, and visited the President's Office, in order to ask direct counsel on the sub- ject of my going East. Pres. Taylor, however was out of the city so my desires were not gratified. Was advised by the President's Secretary to visit Salt Lake again in a week. Returned to Provo in the afternoon. Purchased some apples on the way, and immediately after eating one was seized with vomiting and all symptoms of poisoning. Similar reports have been heard from others, owing per- haps to the method of preserving fruit ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p135.jpg) 1882 May 7 Confined to room through yes- ter days attack. " 8. Fairly recovered. Commenced today a course of instruction in Chemistry to one of the Academy teachers who will perhaps con- duct the classes in that branch if I leave. " 13. Proceeded to Salt Lake City for purpose of interviewing Prest. Taylor again. Learned that he had left the city again and I would not be able to see him before Monday. Obtained permission of the Superintendent of Electric Light Works to make some examinations & experiments. Did so, greatly to my own pleasure & instruction " 14 Sunday, Attended Meeting and visited friends. In the evening, having seen a notice of a Seance to be given by a Spiritual Medium to which skeptics were invited ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p136.jpg) —1882— I attended the meeting, deter- mined to invest the admission fee for observation purposes. May 15 Monday. Visited Prest. Taylor at his residence; explained to him my desires. He kept me in a long consultation, ask- ing many questions as to the purposes of my desired trip, and closed by giving his decided advice that I proceed to some leading institution there to pursue a course of study in the Sciences. Returned to Provo in afternoon and reported at once my intended withdrawal to the Principal. " 19 Have been considering which college I should enter; have asked advice of several friends Re- sult was that today I des- patched letter to Prest. of the Lehigh University, South Beth- lehem, Pa, making intimate enquiries as to conditions for entrance etc. Must make pre- parations in earnest now. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p137.jpg) 1882 June 2. Received reply from Prest. of Lehigh University, containing favorable replies to the questions despatched to him. " 4. Sunday.- Meeting of regular Quarterly Conference of the Stake: I despatched a note to the Stake President, announcing to him that I scarcely expected to remain here until the next Conference, and asked therefore to be released from the office of Stake Reporter. No action, however was taken, and my name was again presented and voted for in the position. " 6. Experienced another accident in the course of experimenting. A small wooden powder mortar, to be fired by the passage of elec- tricity called an "Electric Bomb," had recently been procured by the Academy; and as I was demonstrating before the Physics class in the small Labaratory the bomb burst with teriffic ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p138.jpg) —1882— force demolishing the Leyden Jars placed alongside to accom- plish the experiment, and shattering the whole instrument into splinters. Luckily I had opened the window & placed the whole on a board shelf on the outside. The force of course was directed right and left, and no one was hurt. — I have been tolerably successful in avoiding accidents in my experimental classes but can nevertheless call to mind a number of severe occurrences, though no serious bodily injury has ever occurred under my hands. June 11 Sunday. This being the last meeting day of the B. Y. A. Missionary Meeting, by request of the Principal. I delivered an address on the present status of scientific knowledge — In the evening addressed the Second Ward Meeting by request of the Bishop of that Ward. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p139.jpg) —1882— June 16. Closing day of present school year. Took part in the exam- ination of Normal Graduates as the Examiner in "Grammar" and "Penmanship": also in the Academic A. Department as the Examiner in Physics — - My intended withdrawal as reported to the Faculty and Board, was kept very quiet, no public no notice of the same in any report being made. The Principal informed me that such were his instructions, but de- clined to give me his reasons. " 17. Additions are to be made to the B. Y. Academy building, and among the rooms to be erected in a new Laboratory. Today I was requested to form a plan for the construction and fitting up of a Laboratory Room. After such inconvenience, as we have passed through, the prospect of a commodious and safe Laboratory is encouraging ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p140.jpg) —1882— though my withdrawal will deliver me from the pleasure of laboring therein for some time — I have been advised for some time past by numerous friends that in my eastern sojourn I should attend a Medical College. Among those most urgent for such an end stands my father. Not wishing to act without counsel I consulted the Stake President upon the sub- ject this morning, but was advised by him to continue in my scientific studies without branching into Medicine as a specialty. Such meets my wishes. I have many times contemplated my probable destiny and mission in life without obtaining a satisfactory conclusion; but I have for some time past felt an intense desire to become familiar with the walks in science for the sciences have to be redeemed from their present position of infidility & skepticism. The idea has been a favorite one for my meditations of late, and has formed ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p141.jpg) —1882— the theme of my public speaking. I conclude that this great mission has to be performed by the Priest- hood of God, and to lay a single stone in such a work is perhaps my mission in life. June 19. Consider it proper to lay out a plan for my occupation during the summer, until I leave for the East, which according to present calculations I shall do sometime in August. My in- tentions have been divided between obtaining some em- ployment during the coming two months, to earn a little additional means before I leave, and applying myself to my own studies as much as the season (very hot and impropitious) and my health will admit. The latter course I am advised to pursue. In fact I have considerable experimental work to dispose of in the course of my present studies ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p142.jpg) —1882— June 20. By request of Principal K. G. Maeser, I commenced to draw up the whole of the diagrams for the Scientific Classes, as I have compiled and employed them during the past two years. " 21. Completed the revising, arranging and copying of the diagrams; and in the evening submitted them to Prof. Maeser. He requested me in addition to draw up a full years course or plan for the carrying on the scientific classes while I am away. " 22. Completed, during the day, the plan. Submitted the same. The Principal highly approved of the diagrams, which he had examined in the interval since their submittal; accepted the plan, and incorporated it into his record. Requested me to prepare a list of reference books, which could be recommended for use in the science classes. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p143.jpg) —1882— June 23. Completed list of text and reference books — Adopted. Copied the B. Y. Academy Circular for the coming year. The scientific classes have been divided among the teachers as a pro t[--] arrangement. The Principal still informs me that I am expected back at the Academy when I conclude my studies in the East. " 24. Commenced my own studies in earnest. I shall endeavor to follow the plan of study at home from early morning until noon; and after dinner com- mence my experimental labor in the labaratory, and pursue it until evening. July 3. Assisted on the farm hauling hay. Owing to danger of hay spoiling we labored until nearly midnight, by moonlight. Suffered considerably; work to which for some time I have been unused. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p144.jpg) —1882— July 5. By request of the teachers I commenced a series of ex- periments and revisions of the diagrams in "Chemistry," "Physics" and "Physiology," to assist the teachers who are about to conduct the scientific classes. Such labor will assist me in a review of the use of our apparatus etc, though my time is tolerably occupied otherwise. " 8. Obtained a duplicate of my Diploma signed by the Principal of Faculty and Pres. of Board, that I may take one with me, and possess a duplicate at home in place of loss. " 25. Was requested by the Principal to hand my resignation in writing, and tendered the same as a member of the Faculty today. Am still permitted to hold the keys to the Laboratory for my own use for the present. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p145.jpg) —1882— July 27. Met. Secretary of Prest. J. Taylor, Elder L. John Nuttall, whom I asked as to the proper time for me to apply for ordinances in the Endowment House; Prest. Taylor having informed me that I could obtain the endowments in S. L. City before leaving, in place of having to proceed to St. George. This I regard as a great favor, since the St George Temple has closed, and the regulations of the S. L. City Endowment House prohibit single individuals from perform- ing ordinances except in ex — ceptional cases of leaving such as mine. Elder Nuttal advised me to apply the following Thursday. " 30. Sunday. Obtained from my Bishop a certificate of my standing, and a recommend to the Endowment House. Same date addressed the Sabbath School of Third Ward, by request of the Super- intendent and in the evening the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p146.jpg) — 1882 — Ward Meeting by call of the Bishop. July 31 Obtained the sig nature of the Stake President to my recommend. Aug. 2. Wednesday: Proceeded to S. L. City, per morning train. Repaired early to the President's Office and presented my recommend. Left the same in the care of the Secretary, he instructing me to call in the afternoon. Did so, and received my recommend endorsed by the President, with instructions to apply at the Endowment House next morning at 8. Spent the day in performing items of business. Having a certificate of my position in the Academy from Prof. Maeser I applied at the Union Pacific Railway Office, & asked the possibility of ob- taining student rates over the line. The Agent kindly furnished me a half fare pass from Ogden to Council Bluffs. This is a great assistance. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p147.jpg) —1882— August 3. Applied at the Endowment House, at the specified time, and received my endowments. About the ordinances, their import, sig- nificance, and their effect upon my mind, it is far from lawful that I should make remarks here. " 4. Missed the early train to Provo. Met with the Editor of "Deseret News", who had heard of my intended eastern tour, and desired very much to enquire my motives for going, and the date of my leaving and absence together with the principal points in my history. In the "Evening News" of this date a notice of my intention, and a brief history of my life was published. By the kindness of the editor I was permitted to visit all the departments in the establishment. That this com- munity possesses such an estab- lishment, complete as it is in every department, though being ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p148.jpg) —1882— continually improved is indeed a happy fact. It the after- noon returning to Provo. August. 5. Proceeded to Pleasant Grove to pay my Grandmother, who had been ill for a considerable time, a visit Returned to Provo in the evening " 76 Searched for a skeleton reported to be buried in the rock of the East Hills. Found the same; appar- ently that of an Indian: buried with him were 3 knives, gun, powder horn, bullet mould etc. I endeavored to negotiate with the discoverer to secure the same for the Academy. Succeeded in part, and procured the specimen though partly belong- ing to one of the teachers who paid for it. " 12 Visited my Grandmother in Pleasant Grove: returned to Provo in the evening. " 15 Obtained a letter of introduction from my personal friend: It on ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p149.jpg) —1882— Ja[-].. Dunn: Supt. of the Provo Manufacturing Compay to the General Agent on the Chicago and North Western Railway at Council Bluffs: asking attention to me for the trip. In the afternoon despatched a letter to the Agent making enquiries. Aug. 19. Spent whole day overhauling the B. Y. A. Laboratory, and closing the record of same, and closing the record of same, preparatory to handing over the same. " 20 Sunday.- Addressed the Sunday School during the afternoon, and the Meeting during the evening by call of the Bishop. " 21 Gave the appurtances of my reportee's position to the Stake Clerk, asking for release, on account of my intenture to leave before another Sunday. Spent half the day[-] [-]in handing over the Chemicals &c in the B. Y. Academy Labaoratory to the teacher of Chemistry during the coming year ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p150.jpg) —1882— Aug. 22. Completed the transfer of material and apparatus of the Laboratory. Handed Records of the same, and the keys of the Laboratory and building to the Principal. In the afternoon visited Pleasant Grove, for the purpose of bidding my Grandmother and relations adieu. Returned to Provo same evening. " 23. Spent day in gathering the things I desire to take with me. So many of my friends have taken pains to express their wishes for my success, that I have felt a sincere surprise at such an exhibition of esteem " 24. Packed my specimens, chemicals, books etc, for safety and economy of room during my absence. I failed to remark under date of 21st inst : that the Sunday School Superintendent, & Prest. of Teachers' Quorum visited me to enquire if I would accept the compliment of a social party to take place Aug. 24- Thursday (this) evening. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p151.jpg) —1882— That such a honor should be proffered me by the organizations of the Ward has not a little sur- prised me; but I accepted the compliment with such thanks as I could offer. Tonight the party took place; and was, as was intended strictly select, the Ward authorities and my personal friends only being present. Dancing, singing, and reciting formed the programme, in the midst of which an elaborate picnic supper was partaken of. After supper the Prest. of the "Young Mens' Improvement Association" delivered, a too highly eulogistic address and presented me in behalf of the Association with a handsome and valuable Writing Case, Inkstand (Morocco & clasped) and an set of portable toilet articles. The President of the Young Ladies Association followed with an exceedingly complimentary speech and made the presentation of a handsome Photograph Album. In my poor and inadequate ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p152.jpg) —1882— manner I endeavored to make the thanks for actions so highly pleasing, and thanks for actions are not to be, adequately ex — pressed in words. I truly feel that such exhibitions are un- warranted by justice, since they were rendered by the Ward; and however extended my labors may have been elsewhere, in the Ward they have been confined to a few lectures before the Young Peoples Association and addresses before the Ward Meetings and Sunday Schools. Prof. Maeser, being present res- ponded to a request from the Committee Chairman and made, a finely pointed and eulogistic speech; after which the amusements of the evening were proceeded with till dismissal. The Deacon's Quorum of the Ward through its President conveyed to me at the close the sum of two dollars, which may be justly allowed to form before my mind one of the most touching incidents of the occasion. The small gift is presented with the spirit of propriety ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p153.jpg) —1882— that precludes the possibility of anything but heartfelt thanks. Aug. 25. During the forenoon visited various friends, and from all received wishes for the fullest success. Received from the Principal a general letter of introduction or certificate of my connection with the B. Y. A. and from the Board of Directors a testimonial of my labors. The latter read as follows:- —Testimonial— to Elder James E. Talmage Teacher of Natural Sciences and Phonography at the Brigham Young Academy, Provo. Dated July 1, 1882. Dear Brother:— Your intention to visit one of the scientific insti- tutions of the East, for the purpose of advancing yourself in the higher grades of your favorite studies, deprives the undersigned of a faithful official, and esteem[--] ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p154.jpg) —1882— fellow-teacher; and yielding on the one hand only reluctan[-] to your request for release we sincerely on the other wish you "God speed" in your enterprise; knowing your solicitude for truth and earnestness in pursuit of knowledge. May you fully realize the benefits which you contemplate from your con- templated efforts and sacrifices, and return to us in due time still more qualified to assist us in the advancement of the educational interests of our Mountain Home. For the Board of Trustees } For the Faculty A. O. Smoot President Karl G. Maeser Principal. W. H. Dusenberry Secretary The present entry will probably be the last for some time: I shall endeavor to jot notes by the way on travel: and transcribe into the Journal at lessure. Expect to start by the early train tomorrow. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p155.jpg) Entries from Aug. 26 to Sept 5 were entered Sep. 6, from notes taken while on my trip. —1882— August. 26. Saturday. — Left home per the Utah Central. The Bishop of the ward with great kindness asked to convey me to the depot in his own conveyance; that Pa's buggy may be used exclusively for the family. Prof. Maeser and a number of friends were at the station already. I really feel the cir- cumstances attendant upon my leaving as altogether too elaborate for so small a purpose. If I only am absent for a year, twill scarcely seem that I've been away at all. — Passed to Salt Lake City. Applied at the Pres- ident's Ofice according to previous instructions, from which place I was sent to the Historian's Office, where I received a blessing for my undertaking, and was duly set apart for the en- terprise as for a mission The elders officiating in the ordinance were Prest. W. Woodruff, Apostles F. M. Lyman, Brigham Young, and John H Smith; Apostle B. Young serving as the speaker. A few items as remembered in the blessing, and written down im- mediately afterward were:—"If you seek ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p156.jpg) —1882— inspiration you will perform your mission profitably; and your mind shall expand in the faith of the gospel as well as in letters. If your heart and desires remain pure you shall go in peace and shall return in safety. We pray God to guard your mind from yielding in the least degree to the spirit of infidelity— Visited friends in Salt Lake City during the day: stayed at the residence of my aunt, Sis. Julia Stowe, Aug. 27 Sunday. Proceeded to Ogden per early train. Stopped in this city to pay a visit to my old friend Prof. Stadley and intend remaining till tomorrow. In the evening received by express from home a package containing my pocket Mackinnon pen etc, which I had left there by mistake Aug. 28. Received c/o Mr Stadley a letter from the Agent on the railway at Chicago to whom I wrote some time ago, which had been forwarded to me from home. The letter contained an order on the ticket office for half fare from Council Bluffs to Chicago. Left Ogden on the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p157.jpg) —1882— Union Pacific 10.5 train — Principal points of interest noted during the day's travel in Echo Canon scenery, including the Pulpit Rock, Witches' Rock, Steamboat Cliff, Devil's Slide etc, and the Weber Canon and River. Aug. 29. Still travelling. Passed the night as comfortably as usual while on a running express train. Very cold to day: found need for all wraps on hand. The Wyoming Territory ap- pears to be very bleak and desolate: which perhaps may be partly accounted for by the very great elevation of the region. Passed day pleasantly in reading. Very little diversity of landscape to attract ones attention. Must be a very severe region for winter travel, judging from the number of snow sheds along the route erected for safety to trains Embraced opportunities which presented themselves of conversing with two gentlemen during the day on Utah affairs. Each had the most extravagant of newspaper ideas against the people ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p158.jpg) —1882— Aug. 30. Myself and another gentleman on the same seat were aroused a little after 1 a.m. by the conductor, and required to give up part of our seat, the cars having become terribly crowded. Crowd continued to increase at every station 'till we reached Grand Island at 8 o' clock, owing as we learned to a gala day at that place. Gave up my seat to an old man and stood; passed a rather uncomfortable night. The gentleman with whom I had shared seats and myself entered into a conversation by which I discovered him to be the son of the Bishop of Willard City, Davis Co, Utah; and had lately been summoned to Utah to attend the funeral of his father. On learning who I was, and the motive of my trip he told me that being away from home and friends I may meet with mis- fortunes and losses perhaps as others had done; and if in returning home such should be the case, I should call on him. He kindly furnished me with his address: and stated himself to be so pleased at meeting a Utah person, (as although he did not live in Utah himself ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p159.jpg) —1882— all his relatives did), that he begged me to write and inform him of my safe arrival at my destination. The scenery of the day was extremely pleasant: the Nebraska landscape: being so strong a contrast to the Wy- oming prairie. All farming seems to be on an extensive scale, no small farms discernible. Considerable wood is cultivated, the country being devoid of the wild growth: and upon enquiry I ascertained that the state government en- courages the cultivation wood, by granting to the growers extra land and home- stead privileges. I thought that such a course may well be followed in Utah where the present reckless des- truction of trees must soon produce want. Reached Council Bluffs at 5.25 p.m. Presented my order from the agent and received a ticket at half price via the "Chicago and North Western" to Chicago. Left for Chicago about a half hour after my arrival. Principal points of interest are the magnificent fire proof station at Omaha, the crossing the river, Missouri and the massive bridge over the same. During the evening I fell into a conversation ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p160.jpg) ——1882—— with a fellow passenger which very soon turned upon Utah Same thing was experienced again—extravagant ideas and exaggerated notions. Aug. 31 Pleasant travel during the forenoon. Especially interested in crossing the Miss- issippi River at Clinton, Ill. the bridges boats, rafts etc. Nebraska and Iowa seem to be extravagant in the use of the lightning rods, nearly every house being supplied with three <2> or more. Most houses are supplied with one at each corner numbering often as high as 5 or 6, and on one large building I counted 10. One circumstance, however, went to show me that thunderstorm are prevalent and severe in this locality, viz, the number of trees & poles splintered by lightning. In the majority of cases I could clearly discern the spiral course of the flash as testified to by many who have been struck by lightning. Reached Chicago at 2.45 p.m. Since about noon the weather has been miserable, and on arriving at Chicago I found a drizzling rain falling, making muddy streets and disagreeable surroundings, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p161.jpg) 1882 I felt indeed a something — well, a little different from serene content - ment. I had to search a great deal to find the office of the Ry. Co. to whose agent I held a letter. Found it at last and succeeded in obtaining a 20% reduc- tion off regular fare on the "Baltimore and Ohio Ry" from Chicago to Philadelphia. The depot again was in another part of the city: and I had a little trouble in getting my baggage transferred. The delay in Chicago amounted to nearly three hours which would have been very pleasing had the weather been favor- able for making observations; as it was my observations were fun, However I spent the bridges, lakeshore etc, and traversing the city. I felt exceedingly ill; beside which a severe headache, incident to a neglect of regular meals, fatigue, and the little unavoidable anxiety at being above in so large a city with smatters of business to attend to had given me a fit of the blues Left Chicago at 5.10 p.m. During the evening engaged in an earnest conversation with a fellow passenger on the Utah question. —— ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p162.jpg) —1882— September 1. Until half the forenoon had passed, the weather continued cool, and a heavy fog obscured the view to a great extent After that however the view became clear and the scenery was indeed pleasurable. Among points of interest may be mentioned the crossing over the Ohio at Bellaire: had no idea the river was so large at this point, crossing the Potomac R. near Cumberland: the superb scenery of the Cheat river and mountain, and the parallel passage of the Potomac R. and the Ohio Canal. Late at night too, the depot at Washington was noted, and the view of the Capitol dome in the moonlight: and crossing the river, train and all being bodily transported on the ferry at Baltimore Sept. 2. Was set down at Philadelphia station at 3.15 a.m. Rather unpleasant again: knew no one, neither my way about, However, I found the Express Transfer Agent, and he offered to transfer me, and my baggage to the "Pennsylvania and Reading Depot" from which point I should take train for Bethlehem- my last part of the trip. His charge of course was extortionate as usual, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p163.jpg) —1882— but I knew of no other way to in- sure safety. He informed me that the train would not leave 'till 8 o'clock, and he had a great many errands to perform before that time, so to keep sight of my baggage, and seeing too an opportunity to view the city, I accepted his proposal to drive with him. He drove at great speed to different parts of the city for more than two hours, giving me a pleasurable view of the principal points in the city, though 'twas yet but early and gray dawn. At 8 a.m. took train on the "Pa. and Reading Road" for South Bethlehem, and arrived at 10. Here I found myself at the city of my destination in safety, and in a state so dirty that I expected to be taken for a tramp. Went at once to a barber and bath establishment; and changed my dress; then started to reconnoitre. The college grounds were pointed out to me by a passer-by, and I started by them; shall reserve opinion 'till another time when I shall have inspected them more thoroughly. My principal care was to provide or secure a boarding place. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p164.jpg) —1882— Visited the college boarding house, and talked with the man in charge. The prices were far above those advertised, and the conditions unsatisfactory. I saw at once that with the arrangements in vogue, I would be thrown entirely open to the other students as they to each other, and it is my wish to keep myself somewhat reserved. Enquired for private families who were in the habit of taking boarders: and made enquiries at at least half a dozen places, but every one either supplied rooms without board, or board without rooms, or had decided to take boarders no longer, or made changes entirely out of my reach. I felt the blues again most de- cidedly. Renewed my search; was passing a house, at the door of which a gentleman stood, and enquired of him some boarding place. He informed me that he knew none, but that his wife had been intending for some time to take boarders, but had not as yet decided. I asked him to direct me to any place not a hotel, whi[-] I may stay for a day or two, 'till I would become a little acquainted. He knew nobody of the kind; but I should call at his house at 4 p.m: 'twas now about 2. This announcement made me inwardly ejaculate ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p165.jpg) —1882— "Thank God!" for I felt sure, this would be my resting place, and I felt so utterly fatigued that I would like to crawl behind some box and sleep. At the desig- nated hour I applied, and was informed he would accept me as a boarder for a few days—over Sunday at least, and more def- inite arrangements could be made thereafter one way or the other. Had my baggage brought to his house. I may seem to com- ment too severely on so simple an affair as the selection of a boarding place, but 'twas a serious matter owing to myself being fatigued and ill, and my desire to be in some private family circle. During the afternoon I visited the College, to present myself to the President, according to printed instructions He was not in his office and I was told to remain in the Library. While there the following little item occured:- The director's clerk offered me reading matter, and as I recorded my name and residence on the register: the clerk saw "Utah" and smilingly said "Not a Mormon I presume"? I answered "A mormon? Yes indeed sir." "In- deed," said he, "travelling through here"? I told him my errand, and thereupon a conversation opened on Utah affairs ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p166.jpg) —1882— which resulted in the expression of a desire on his part that we should talk again. Had a conversation with a visitor at the college, whom I chanced to meet, on the same subject. Called on the President at his office, and presented my diploma; was told by him to present a testimonial of character, and as per his promise by letter the examination for admission would be omitted. — That night retired early, and enjoyed my first night's sleep sunrise leaving home. September 3. Sunday—Learned that the gentleman at whose residence I stay, "Mr. H. W. Werner" by name, is a great lover of scientific studies: "ornithology" being his specialty, and that he is the taxidermist and collector for the Lehigh University. Kindly furnished me a description and view of his large, beautiful and valuable private collection. During the afternoon wrote a letter home, only having mailed cards along the way: and also sent cards to a number of friends whom I had promised to acquaint with my arrival. In the evening Mr.Werner kindly accompanied me on a walk through the city, & showed me many points of interest, among which was an old chapel, at which ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p167.jpg) —1882— Generals Washington and Layfayette are said to have attended service, and an an- tiquated hotel where the same generals slept on several occasions. Sept. 4. Talked with Mr Werner respecting more definite arrangements as to boarding: His house is large, but part of it is inhabited by another family, which, however, is expected to move shortly; but to my great satisfaction he told me that if I would so desire I might stay a month: by which time I could determine if his house affairs were satis- factory. His charges are $18.00 per month; which is indeed satisfactory after my enquiries at other places have determined to my knowledge the very high rates for which accomodations are charged. I feel now for the first time a little settled and free. Deposited the sum of $320.00 which I had brought from Provo in the form of a draft at the South Bethlehem Bank. Have resolved to keep a very strict account of my expenses while here, as I have done of my travelling expenses, as an item for future reference. The outlay at present, for transportation Etc. is $61.10. This ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p168.jpg) —1882— amount indeed surprised me when I added my memoranda account; I scarcely know by what means it has been reduced so low. the fare itself properly without reduction amounting to $100.80. I brought $161.00 in cash with me, so as to be safe for all emergencies on the way, and at present I have just $420.00, every cent counted, for commencing my career at college. May God bless that little money to my good; for it has indeed been saved and economized to the very best of my ability. 'Tis Utah money, and 'tis th tithed, according to the rules of the church, and 'tis honestly gained— why may I not expect it to be blessed? Passed most of the day at the University Library; have really no formal work to do, today and tomorrow being set apart for examinations with which I have nothing to do. In the afternoon I called on the President at his office and gave him my testimonial from the Board and Faculty of the Academy. He told me to interview Dr. Chandler, the Professor of Chemistry at an early opportunity as regards my course. — Purchased a walking cane today, for a few cents. This may seem a very trivial item, but it illus- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p169.jpg) —1882— one of my favorite theories, viz, that a traveller should be strictly cosmopolitan, and even conform himself to the ways of the particular community wherein he may be. Nearly everybody carries a walk- ing stick here, and my friend Mr. Werner informs me that I should do the same. So I did it. All the men smoke here; I do not intend to smoke for that reason, because by doing so I sacrifice a principle, but by simply using a cane I sacrifice no principle, but at the same time con- form to the people here. I respect to have enough to do in explaining my principles here, without wasting strength on so trivial a matter as abhorring the use of a staff because it is fastidious In the evening in company with Mr. Werner I visited the Iron and steel works of the city. Enjoyed the instructive visit very much, and now I know my way aboute I shall endeavor to repeat the visit Sept. 5 Visited the University Museum, on which visit Mr. Werner also very kindly accompanied me. Spent most of the day in the Library: endeavored to see Dr. Chandler according to the President's ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p170.jpg) —1882— instructions, but learned that the gentleman is in New York. In the evening kept my promise to the Editor of the "Enquirer" Provo, by writing to that journal a brief sketch of my travels. Sept. 6. Spent morning in writing up my Journal from notes taken enroute Had no table in my room, and seeing 'twould inconvenience Mr Werner's family to supply one I bought a table. In the afternoon, attended the opening exercises in the University Chapel according to instructions. These consisted in a prayer service, by a surpliced priest after the form of the Episcopal Church, a speech by the President, and the assignment of work by the Professors. My name was read among those who were admitted. I now learned, that admission is particularly dif- ficult to obtain by reason of their rigorous examinations. Nearly a dozen were sent away as refused admission. Went through the persecutions incident to being a new or "fresh" student with the others of similar kind. This consisted in having the older students range themselves in two rows, so that the "Freshmen" have to walk between them in passing from the building, and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p171.jpg) —1882— we are shouted at — "cheered" if you please, and by a "cane rush" as 'twas called our canes were taken from us, and those Fresh- men who had no canes received several smart little blows with the canes taken from the others (not violent of course). Of course 'tis only a passing circumstance the "fresh" students at all institutions of the kind are "hazed," though sometimes the hazing amounts to severe persecution. If any very severe indignities, amounting to insults should be heaped on me I should deem it my duty to retaliate. However, I ex- pect none: though trifling affairs such as being called "fresh" etc. I do expect. Sept. 7. First day for work. Missed chapel in the morning by a mistake in the time. Dr Chandler has as yet not returned, so I have not been assigned to a class. Attended however two exercises in obedience to the advice of the Chemistry Instructor. Viewed the Laboratory etc, but shall reserve opinion till future time. " 8. Attended the Chapel exercises as opening services of the day: these consist in a short bible reading and prayer service on the Episcopal form. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p172.jpg) —1882— attended recitations during the morning, and at noon succeeded in meeting Dr Chandler, and afterward spoke with Prof. Barley, the Chemistry instructor. These gentlemen seemed to think I should apply for examinations in the lower courses, and enter the senior year for the course in Chemistry: This of course would (provided I succeeded) lead me to complete the course pre- scribed in a year, and then take my degree: but it necessitates me to attend so many incidental work classes, such as "Christian Evidences," "Ethics" "Essays etc" and "German," the first of which I do not desire to pursue for religious reasons, and the last of which I can study at home, for I find the Prof. of Languages in no way superior to Prof. Maeser at home: and ac- cording to the students' statements he is far inferior. My time here must be employed for such pursuits as cannot be followed at home: I wish to make an extensive use of the Laboratory, which I take with me. With these views I at once notified the President that I would enter as a special student in the "School of Chemists," The Doctor after a few questions, advised me to follow the last year's exercises only, (I had already taken through the others myself), and I was as- signed a desk in the Senior's Laboratory. These are privileges I would not have enjoyed 'till the second term had I entered as a regular student. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p173.jpg) —1882— As it is I am free, and happy in the enjoy- ment of privileges I have thirsted for: among them an excellent Laboratory in which I am informed that I can work all spare time between 8 a.m. & 5 p.m. five days in the week; and not the least advantage is that I can select my studies to the best of my judgement, without fear of losing a promised name and title. What do the A.C. A.B. M.A. or Ph. D etc. avail behind one's name? I work for knowledge, and leave the name for others to pamper after. If it is destined that my name shall be known widely at some far distant day, I want that name to be known among my own people, where merit must be thought of before a title. Sept. 9. First week of College life is gone: Of my programme of proceedings daily I can as yet say nothing: my studies are not selected, and consequently my time not distributed. Hope to say all on this subject in another week. Wrote to Prof. Maeser today describing the facilities of the College, and so will also express my opinion thereof here. The buildings are certainly luxurious, and the surroundings elegant. The main building contains the Chapel, Laboratory, Presidents', & Professors' rooms the Museum & Lecture Rooms. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p174.jpg) —1882— The Museum of Nat. History specimens is elaborate, and my own hard earned little collection of ores & rocks at home seems to be worthless before this display. The Laboratory is of especial interest to me: and I am informed that it is among the best here in the East. I think that I have been correctly counselled, (as indeed I thought before), in coming here for a Laboratory ex- perience. The Library too, is a gorgeous advantage. An elegant building separate from the other, and filled with nearly thirty thousand volumes, beside the leading period- icals of Europe and America, is the description of the Library. When I consider such advantages compared with what I have enjoyed I feel to fervently pray for health strength and vigorous and strong mental powers, for exercising these advantages while I am here to the best ad- vantage; and that I may gain such benefits as, like a bee out from the hive, I may add to the store of useful knowledge in our Mountain Home. Sept. 10." Sunday. Attended the service in the Chapel: which calls forcibly to mind the old remem- brances of going to "Church" in England, i. e. when a very little boy, and before Father had become a member of the Mormon Church, Some few ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p175.jpg) —1882— who have learned that I am a Latter- day Saints' feel surprised that I attend Chapel. The bye-laws of the University require all students to attend unless for- mally excused by the Faculty, and then they attend the denomination to which they belong. There is no L.D.S. branch here: so I do not apply for an excuse : if the Epis- copal Church has any thing true and good I would like to know it too; and I can act with reverence and decorum in their assemblies. Sept. 16. Second week passed: nothing of daily note has occured. My programme of daily work is now fixed for the term: and consists of exercises as follows. A recitation in "Chemical Philosophy" every day: Lecture in "Metallurgy" every day, and Lecture in Crystallography twice per week <& Physiology:> : each occupies an hour, all recita- tions. & lectures in the University are over by noon every day : and the afternoon is spent in the practical work of the regular courses. My class work will be over by 11.30 each morning : I do not eat at noon hence have no need to go to my lodgings, and so I have spent during this week, and still hope to from 11.30–5 in the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p176.jpg) —1882— Laboratory. I desire to apply as much time as possible in the Laboratory, since that is my object in coming here Work is in full blast now. — Have spent whole day today and till very late tonight in copying notes of lectures attended thus far. I find my Phonography of exceeding advantage at present. The Professors regard themselves as lectures, not teachers, and simply talk on, caring little whether students understand the subject or not, & to a slow note-taker such is peculiarly dis- advantageous. The hazing of old students on the new ones or Freshmen as the latter are called still goes on: though I find my- self honorably exempted (aha!): for since the students have seen me in the Services Labor- atory, and attending only the advanced classes they have concluded I am no Freshman. My cane has been off returned to me, and even apologies offered that I had been taken for a fresh. Sep. 17Sunday Attended chapel in morning, as per regulations of University ; spent afternoon in room in my own studies, — church works which I have brought with me found subject for sunday occupation. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p177.jpg) —1882— In evening attended service at Mora- vian Church in company with Mr. Werner — my landlord. Find I am in a particularly remarkable region of country historically — shall enquire more & per- haps make it the subject of a correspondence home. Sep. 18. Heard from home first time since leaving, for I had requested the folks not to write 'till I should send address from my destination so as to ensure safety. Not very good news all in all: owing to Father's misfortune in his cattle, and his workman leaving him just at the busy time of year. However the health of the folks is good, and the communication gives me great pleasure. " 21 My birthday -- 20 years old.—Contem- plation of rapidity with which time flies is alarming. Before another year passes I may have to discontinue my studies here and return home : in fear of which I would like to double my application while here if such could be done to advantage. Many changes have taken place since last birthday, and many more doubtlessly will before next. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p178.jpg) —1882— Sept. 22. This morning a circumstance occured which I would deem honorable to mention with name nowhere by voice or pen but here. 'Twas this: I received a note from the daughter of the gentle- man at whose house I am, which greatly sur- prised me. The contents were given in confidence, and were, if I condense and shorten them these: "that she was in great trouble: there was another party— "who was all the world to her", and who unfortunately was of a very jealous disposition : since my arrival here he had taken alarm : and his fears had be- come so exaggerated that he demanded her to leave home while I was here, or resign all claim to him. She had spoken with her father, who she said had become somewhat attached to me; and no other way was left but to appeal to me under an earnest request of secrecy; & unknown to her parents, — I alone in all the world could aid her: & would I excuse such a communication etc etc." The above are, as near as I can give them the words of the note. — This is a revelation: The young lady is I believe very refined and accomplished: though I think I have seen her less than a dozen times in all since my stay here commenced. I am generally close in my room : she teaches school her father tells me: she is never present at meals, and as she stated in her note the alarm taken by "him" (this is how she ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p179.jpg) —1882— designated the other party) was entirely and absolutely without cause. Well, that girls lover is a foolish fellow; in the first place 'tis either a mere freak or crazy jealousy to be alarmed at the presence of a lodger whose occupation keeps him always in his room while in the house; and especially of such a harmless unattractive fellow as I. My duty was clear of course: I have been so pleasantly situated here, and so solitarily comfortable, that to leave is unpleasant: but my agreement with Mr Werner was only for a month: so I shall leave. If I knew I was causing inconvenience even to the little noisy baby of this or any other house in which I would be under similar circumstances, 'twould be my duty to leave. The oddity of the alarm is that so many families take boarders here : and yet little Miss's lover is afraid. 'Tis surely no fault of mine for I have never had 5 minutes conversation with the lady, or even shaken her hand. I couldn't fall in love with her if I wanted to- I don't know how in the first place, and didn't come here for such a purpose either. The affair is at once attended with levity and seriousness. The lady saw me in my room— she stated that she desired to do so in her note— and begged me to keep all secret and believe that 'twas no personal objection or affair of hers. So, so. I must go. I thought over it during the day, after telling her at once I would leave within a week when my month would be up. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p180.jpg) —1882— I do not like the occupation of hunting boarding places ; I desire to be settled. Decided to see Mr Werner during coming week : give him no idle excuse, and yet carefully avoid betraying the con- fidence entrusted in me by telling him I would leave his house, not for any lack of convenience but for a cause which honor frbade me to state, and ask him to believe that 'twas for the sake of the request of a friend that I would leave. Perhaps Mr Werner during coming week : give him no idle excuse, and yet carefully avoid betraying the con- fidence entrusted in me by telling him I would leave his house, not for any lack of convenience or attention, but for a cause which honor forbade me to state, and ask him to believe that I would leave. Perhaps Mr Werner would think I was intending to board with some acquaintance among the students. I certainly would hate him to cherish the idea of my not appreciating his kindness while here. - 'Tis only another change—perhaps for the best. Sep. 23. Mr W. came to my room this morning after breakfast. I asked him to be seated, & told him I was in a curious situation, viz that of desiring to leave for a reason not to be stated, & of wishing to cherish & express every appreciation of the kindness of himself & household. When I con- cluded he told me he had an "inkling" of the cause: was sorry such foolishness had come to my knowledge, and asked to talk the matter over, but I concluded my promise would not allow me to do so He said he would be very sorry to have me leave : I told him my duty said leave within a week, & that I would stay with him only the month for which I bargained ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p181.jpg) —1882— He greatly relieved me by saying he would never consider my leaving but as a mark of respect & honor, Moreover he insisted 'twas his duty to find me another place; and that I should proceed in my studies without concern for a week, by which time all would be arranged. Thanked him cordially and feel somewhat contented again. Today is Saturday, very stormy and cold. Spent day at Library: this only day in week on which I can spent any time in Library, every morning being spent in lectures and every afternoon in Laboratory work. Shall endeavor to devote Saturdays to Library privileges; & of course such times during evenings as I can. Sept. 24. Sunday Spent day as usual — morning at Chapel Service in University, afternoon in room and during evening in company with Mr Werner visited the Methodist Church. This is the only sect here, whose ministers speak when preaching and do not read. The sermon was certainly good: I learned from it. — Mr W. opened conversation again respecting my leaving: said Mrs. W. had surmised the cause of my conversa- tion with him, & questioned the daughter, His feelings toward his daughter are certainly strong with dis— pleasure at her conduct. Whatever he or his wife has found out is without my knowledge. I have truly ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p182.jpg) —1882— not betrayed confidence I was compelled to tell the gentleman that his daughters fault if such exists, were for him to deal with: for I had nothing to do with them. Both Mr and Ms W. are deeply sorry for this little circumstance, & each would like me to remain ; so they state: and I am deeply sorry too that I a total stranger, should be the cause of any inconvenience in the house, how- soever unknowingly such may be. Mr W. in explaining matters as best he could to me, guessed all kinds of explanations; and among them was the right one — exactly, as to who spoke with me, & what prompted the act : but to this con- jecture as to the others I said nothing. 'Tis a strange circumstance indeed, so soon after first meeting the family. Sep. 29. Witnessed a "came rush" among the students today. This is a college pastime. A code of miles had been issued by the Sophomore Class, and among them one clause forbid, the carry- ing of canes by Freshmen. The Freshmen re- belled, and as usual the matter had to be brought to an issue Both classes appeared in athletic costume, and a came was given the Freshmen; who in a body endeavored to present the sophomores from taking it. A rough and tumble fight followed for 1 1/2 hours : the class cues ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p183.jpg) -1882- making a deafening noise; the College campus was crowded; the affair had not been a secret; even the papers announced it, and afte the struggle the sophs retired defeated. Three were badly hurt, and a great number had their shirts torn off; and one stripped of all habiliments except a pair of under gar- ments. Such is college fun. The boys are rough judging from accounts of hazing; from which scraps I keep myself aloof. Sep. 30 Mr. W. informed me that I could have agreeable quarters with a family in an adjoining house, or rather another part of the same house, for like the English dwellings the houses are built together. Miss. W. had already conveyed to me a hint that such a proposition would be made; of course I knew from that that 'twould not suit; so declined Mr W's offer. He surmised again that I had been spoken too; but pressed upon me to stay, saying that such foolish mess meant nothing. Oct. 1 Mrs. W. called at my room after breakfast: and opened conversation on the subject of my intended withdrawal: and pressed upon me to stay at next house. She said she was sorry ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p184.jpg) —1882— I was going; she would like me in the house: and ended by saying "I suppose 'tis on E's account, from what I guess; but she says she does not care, & she has no right to anyhow." I am in a funny plight; Mr & Mrs W. desire me to stay, even against their daughter's wishes, which of course I'll not do, but if I have been mistaken in supposing Miss. W's desires that I should not stay next house I shall stay. I dont want to be offensive to any in the house; as it is 'twould not be ad- vantageous to me to furnish a room as most students do, since I may stay only a year; and my quarters here have been so comfortable, I really dislike to leave. I shall await further developements. Oct. 3. Mr W. informed me to day that he had enquired etc: and 'twas entirely agreeable that I should stay at next house and should commence that evening to take meals in my new quarters. 'Tis really the same house, the houses here being on English principle of several built adjoining & really in one Took supper at Mr Merss's hosue. Then spoke respecting conditions. I should oc- cupy my present room for a day or two, he proposed $20.00 per month, and re- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p185.jpg) —1882— marked "that a little extra would be necessary when fire would be needed. Charges are not as satisfactory as at Mr Werner's, though 'tis lower than I know of obtaining accomodations else- where. Would much rather have found lower charges however. Could I have found a low- priced room I would have engaged it, & boarded elsewhere, for I desire to economise; but rooms alone, furnished, cost from $8 $12 per month; and 'twill not be wise for me to rent room at $5.00 (average) per month & furnish it myself, for I may stay only a year. Oct 4. Found that the family take breakfast at before six in the morning, that the man may go to work at six. This is inconvenient, as I do not eat dinner, & from 6 am, till 6 p.m. is a long time to fast. " 6 The course of instruction in Metal- lurgy ended last week; and the Prof- essor informed us we could apply for examina- tion at pleasure, any time till end of term. I knew how busy I am, and desired to dispose of such as soon as possible, so spent last night in revising notes on the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p186.jpg) —1882— subject, and today applied. The exam- ination occupied an hour, rigorous ques- tioning; at the end of which time the Professor said "Quite satisfactory Mr Talmage." So I am through, and I'll listen to others now saying they wish they were through too. This shows me use of note-taking. I take phonographic notes carefully, then spend time in transcribing them, of which I have at times mistrusted the economy; but the 2 writings of the notes give me a better idea of the substance of the lectures than the hours studying over broken up & disconnected sen- tences of the others. My phonography is a great advantage. I read up in the books of the Library on lecture subjects, and take additional notes from the reading I make. —In evening on returning home I found my traps etc. transported from my room and as I afterward found carefully arranged in my new quarters, every paper scrap being laid in position. This room is down- stairs, large, well lighted and ventilated, & far more convenient than my former residence, but the extra charge would have been gladly dis- pensed with, even at cost of less convenience. However, the change is for the better in point of comfort at least. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p187.jpg) —1882— Oct 7. Visited "Iron Works" in company with a fellow student. " 8. Sunday; spent as usual - chapel in morning; work of religious nature in afternoon in reading, and some little writing— letters & Journal which I re- serve for Sunday's. Enjoyed quite a lengthy conversation with Mr Meiss on "Mormonism": he is a sincere man I hope to do him good in conversation. Thus far I have tried to engage in conversation on religious topics when enquired of and I trust I shall never forget that I hold a missionarie's certificate, though as my Bshp. told me before leaving, I am not out on a preaching mission, and therefore while ever ready to speak when opportunity offers or enquiry should be made, I should not receive the inevitable persecution by forced testimonies. All with whom I have con- versed are thus far very respectful after our conversation. —I find myself having promised to write to many at home: friends I mean: every Sunday sees 5 or 6 letters mailed; and 'though I am exceedingly anxious to receive letters from friends, I must curtail correspondence: 'tis both expensive and laborious. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p188.jpg) —1882— In evening attended the Protestant Episcopal Church. Oct 11. Thursday—Holiday: Services held at the University Building, in honor of the founder. Of course the exercises were accompanied by the usual pomp and show: the President in his robes and insignia; the chaplain in his surplice etc. 'Twas indeed a pleasing exercise, terminating in evening with a ball: or as called here, a hop. Oh! what comparison could be drawn between the parties at home and here! Artistic performance is here of course preponderating: while its lack is all but universal at home; but the dresses, the unmistakle questionable way of the dancers are surprising. I did not attend for dancing purposes for many reasons: 1. one must know how to dance. I do not; 2. one must wear a dress suit: I have none: 3. one must have a lady- I have none: 4. One must hire carriage & pair for going and coming etc; I cant afford it; but I attended for purpose of comparing our home dancing with that here. My comparison is fixed on my mind. " 12 Friday — Dissappointments have become common to me now: I look for them, and as my little life's experience shows me, I tolerate them easily. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p189.jpg) —1882— I refer to a special case today. Laboratory work in general: and analysis in particular is very slow in progress: if two or three analyses be completed in a week I feel satisfied. Some others who do not work as many hours as I do not complete one in less than 1 or 2 weeks. Everything seemed disadvan- tageous today: the gas was low owing to accident in pipes: several of us broke vessels: and I had labored hard to get a Copper solution of ore ready to con- vect with the battery for precipitation during Sat- urday and at 4" minutes before closing time had all arranged. & by an accident a few drops were shaken over the side of vessel, which lo[-]s vitiated the whole. Had another solution of same ore, nearly ready, & hurried to complete it, did so, & just as ready a fellow student & my self managed to break the beaker. So my days work is gone. 'Tis but another little item. Shall improve on it next week. Oct 13. Thursday was stormy: hence outdoor exercises were postponed till today. Attended the athletic sports in morning — grand exhibition of every variety of sport,— 17 gold & silver medals awarded. In evening was grandest display of fine works on College main lawn. —Closed with pyrotechnic display of an exact image of the University main building at sight of which all the students broke forth with their College cheers & conjs —Grand affair. Glad I saw it ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p190.jpg) -1882- Oct 14. Sunday—Chapel is usual in morning. At- tended Catholic service during afternoon. First time I have observed this form of worship intimately: 'tis certainly a very near approach to idolatry. In evening attended Moravian German service with Mr Weiss. " 20. Friday again: this day is usually an unlucky one for me; in laboratory breakages are far more common and results more unsatisfactory that day. Last week's success has been repeated to- day; have otherwise succeeded well during the week. One excellent feature occurred—Dr Chandler, Director of Library told me that as a special student by making proper application I could gain admission to the Alcoves of the Library for my reading and study. This is privilege granted only to few, those who are engaged in special labor; hence another good result of my entering as a special student. " 21 Rendered application to the Library Clerk for formal admit to Library Alcoves. Was allowed to enter in- formally for today's study. In afternoon visited the "Bethlehem Iron & Steel works", in company with 2 students; took lengthy notes. Both my com- panions are excellent young men: but oh! so profane as are nearly all. Lack of profanity & observance of virtue count nothing here. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p191.jpg) -1882- Oct. 22 - Sunday. Spent day as usual, chapel in morning: and attended Episcopalian Service during evening. " 23 Today an examination was appointed for Crystallography, —to the class in which I belong. This has not been a favorite study with me— in fact I relish but little the pursuit of an abstract branch. I expected the examination would be on the concrete portions of the study, but when I saw the questions etc for the examinations, I concluded to make use of the privilege given students of selecting their own time for examinations, and postpone mine in this branch. So I obtained leave of the Professor to withdraw: in other words— I flunked (College term). " 25. Today and tomorrow are holidays, in con- sequence of the Bicentennial Exhibition in Philadelphia. Have been anticipating attending myself, but cant afford it. I am afraid I will in the future feel angry for not attending, for the opportunity of witnessing such grand ceremony may never be found again. Spent day in laboratory. Laboratory always is closed at 5:30 p.m, after that hour no one may enter it, but tonight as myself and two other students were passing the Janitors room on our way to the Library building, we found ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p192.jpg) —1882— The Janitor, a real genial fellow, deploring the non-appearance of the watchman, who had gone to Philadelphia, which necessitated him (the Janitor) to re- main all night at his post. Well, he jocularly asked us to stay with him, we consented if he would open the Laboratory; he did so and we worked at our experiments till nearly 2 a.m. The watchman now arrived at his post, so we closed and left, pleased with the opportunity of working over hours. Oct 28. Paid visit to Iron works in company with fellow students to inspect a new blast furnace, just erected. 'Twas a rare chance to be inside of a blast furnace: and instructive too. Took a series of notes on the subject too. During afternoon made enquiries for a room to rent. The present boarding place is very pleasant: the landlady is a motherly woman, and is ex— ceedingly kind: but I find the expenses too high, and if by living as a bachelor: i. e. providing my own meals I can save means, I must do so. My little means is disappearing fast. " 29 Sunday: spent as usual. Told Mr Meiss of my inten- tion of leaving: assuring him at same time that his charges for such accomodations as I had received were low: but I could live cheaper and 'twas my necessity to do so His expressions of kindness were numerous ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p193.jpg) —1882— Oct 30. Passed examination in Crystallography. " 31. Spent evening in searching for room; believe I have succeeded. Nov. 3. Result of protracted evening enquiries for room is that tonight I moved from Mr Meiss' house, to a small room at residence of a Mr Staufer . The room is small but cozy and comfortable; and I have secured it at the rate of $5.50 per month. I trust my change will be attended with good, for expenses are increasing so rapidly in my laboratory list that my more bodily comforts must be cut down: I don't intend by this however to injure my health; I have not as a rule eaten dinner, i.e. at mid day for some time, so by this practice since now I do not look for a mid-day meal, & in fact find myself better without, I may save a little. The sentiments of Mr & Mrs Meiss on my departure were so expressed as to show me that my object has been attained, viz that of making in my poor way and by the help of God, an attempt to make friends wherever I am. Their earnest requests for me to visit often were prized by me. Thank God for it! an acquaintance here is gladly formed with a worthy object. Saw Mr Werner, my former landlord; he requests me too to visit him, and talks as one whose sentiments are real. He expressed ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p194.jpg) —1882— his regrets again that I should have been compelled to leave his residence — Nov 4. — Arranged my things in my room & feel quite at home. Took a meal at the restaurant today. Spent most of day as I usually spend Saturdays—in the Library Alcoves. My admission thereto is prized. Nov. 5. : Sunday: passed as usual; had provided myself with a breakfast & lunch in my room. Nov. 6. Found that some students take breakfast & supper at the restaurant, & obtained it cheaply; they take dinner at the University Hall. Made ar- rangements with the Restaurant proprieter for breakfast & supper at $2.50 per week. This reduces my expenses considerably. Passed to day exam. in Metallurgy of Lead. Nov. 11. Sat. Witnessed this evening the grandest street pageant, and torch light parade, I have ever seen. 'Twas in honor of the Democratic victory in the last election. " 12. Wrote letter to the Young People's Improve— ment Association of Third Ward Provo, in reply to a request from its President to do so. Spent Sunday as usual. Father generally sends me the "News" regularly & this contains a sermon by one of the Apostles, which furnishes an agree- able subject for Sunday perusal. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p195.jpg) —1882— Nov. 19 Sunday : spent as usual : week has passed without unusual developments. " 20. At an early hour after opening exercises at University, the Prof. of Chemistry called and requested me to accompany one of the Graduates on a trip to a locality called the Wind Gap, in the Blue Mount- ains, to examine a newly formed spring, supposed to be of mineral origin. This I call a great privilege. We left on early train, taking necessary paraphernalia. Gave me fine opportunity of viewing the scenery of the Blue Ridge: and experience in examining natural waters. We made tests at the spring & took specimens with us. Arrived on return on late evening train. " 26. Sunday — as usual : attended an Episco- palian Bible Class during early morning. " 29 Passed examination in Metallurgy of Silver " 30 and Dec. 1 Holidays, on account of Thanksgiving. Spent both days in the Laboratory. 3 Sunday — Spent as usual. Nothing particularly new ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p196.jpg) 1882 Dec. 7. Slightly discouraging circumstance occurred to day, mention it because I am in a "moody" frame of mind & feeling tonight. I have endeavored to cut down expenses in the Laboratory and elsewhere as much as possible, and judging from the misfortunes of some I have been pretty fortunate : but accidents will happen. While using a large Platinum Crucible be- longing to the laboratory, I accidentally perforated bottom while scraping with a Platinum rod. This will be very expensive to repair. " 16. Saturday — One week more only before the Christmas Holidays; really only a frac- tion of a week. Examinations commenced to day: applied for examinations in the branches of Metallurgy pursued during term, which I had not passed already. " 17 Sunday As usual: studied some: exam. tomorrow. " 18. Passed exam. in Crystallography - Practical. I have not made this a specialty, confining my energies, though dilatory at best, to my special branches, & I was deeply pleased when ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p197.jpg) —1882— the Professer informed me on enquiry that I had passed. A number in the class failed Dec. 19. Tues. — Have been quite ill during the last night & today. Feel depressed: and have had indeed some apprehensions of receiving bad news. Feel quite ill tonight, but have examination work to prepare. Really believe, if I had time to be ill, I should be so, very. Passed exam. today in qualitative Analysis " 20. Last day: slept little last night as one of our hardest examinations was ap- pointed for this morning — "Chemical Philosophy." Was retained from 8.30 to 11.30: have not heard the result from the Professor yet. Well, examina- tions are over, a number in all the classes failed, and I anxiously await my own report. These examinations are no play. " 21 Quite ill all day : appetite gone. Was affrighted by taking pains in back and other signs, as indicative of a disorder of the kidneys. Trust nothing is serious. Shall rest as much as possible. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p198.jpg) <—>1882<—> Dec 22. Better to day : Spent portion of day in Library. Learned from the Professor that I passed in Chem Philosophy: and al- though my mark was really low, it stood first on the list. I want a good rank in this study, & also in Analysis Work: the others though important have not inspired as much order in my special course. " 23 Spent most of day in Library. Received my Term Report through the mail from the President. Find I have failed in no examination, and stand No 1 in Chemical Philosophy and No 2 in Practical Analysis, and No 2 in Analysis Reports. These specified branches I have tried to make specialities, for their pursuit I am here. In my other branches I stand well : and have no absences excused or inexcused charged against me. The rules of the institution permit 15 absences per term: but the sixteenth in- curs suspension or expulsion. " 24. Sunday, and Christmas Eve. In eving at invitation of Mr & Mrs Staufer I attended the Christmas services at Lutheran Church They were grand. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p199.jpg) —1882— Dec 25. Christmas day : Attended services in Moravian Church during morning. Decorations and scenic effects of paintings, white doves suspended in mid air etc were excellent. At invitation of the agent at my boarding place, attended the Christmas dinner there. In evening attended services of the Reformed Lutheran Church. Altogether 'twas a pleasant Christmas. In every way is the promise of my patriarchal blessing coming true - that I shall find friends among strangers " 26 & 27. Spent days in Library, preparing schemes for my practical Chemistry next term. " 28. Morning spent in Library : afternoon & part of evening at the Zinc Works & Iron Mills. Collected some specimens and much information. " 29 Spent morning in Museum of University. " 31 Sunday and New Years Eve. Attended "Low Mass" in Catholic Church during early morning : attended regular service at ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p200.jpg) —1882— Episcopal service during forenoon. In the evening proceeded to Moravian Church. After the evening service (German) the doors were closed for an hour. We stayed around shivering & were admitted to the New Year's Service at 10 p.m. The room was superbly decorated; and scenic effects from the paint- ings & illustrations were rare; at the exact minute of midnight, while the speaker was still engaged in his sermon, and all the assembly were devoutly listening, with a mighty crash the orchestra & choir welcomed the New Year and —1883— Jan. 1. after a prayer & exhortation we dispersed. The service was grand & impressive. Met bands of music & carol singers on the way home, making joyous music. After a sleep spent remainder of day in reading & writing letters. Wrote a short sketch to the "Enquirer", and a letter to the Y M & Y L M I A of our ward at Provo. The Association sent me a few days ago a resol- ution of thanks for a preceeding letter and wishes for my enjoyment of Christmas & New Years. The kind feeling so expressed did me good, Took dinner at the Restaurant on invitation ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p201.jpg) —1883— Jan. 2 Busy — copying notes, and pre- paring work for next term. " 3. Visited Iron Mills again: work was just being resumed in the Converting Department so had a fine observation of manner of working. A grand demonstration of force air applied is in the hydraulic power working the trunions, cranks etc, by which the heavy ladles ponderous ingots of white hot metal, & gigantic many ton converters. All are operated by two boys who stand on the "Pulpit" where the cranks controling all are concentrated. At the pressure of a boys hand the heavy converters recline, rise, or sink at ease. 'Tis truly a manifestation of man's greatness : but oh! to turn and watch the Converter when charged and in action, to feel the tremor of the whole surrounding structure by its force, to watch the sparks flying & flame pouring out, and see the men seek places of safety — oh! how weak and in— significant insects are all men! " 4. Visited South Bethlehem Gas Works. They are small, but the visit was instructive. All the apparatus and buildings are compactly located, and well shown off. During afternoon ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p202.jpg) 1883 visited large gas works in Bethlehem. Took full notes. Gas here is made by Lowe process from crude oil. Jan. 5. Visited Bethlehem gasworks again. Spent after- noon in Library. " 7. Spent day in room : was visited by some student- friends during afternoon & evening. Had a lengthy & interesting conversation with one es- pecially, on Utah affairs. " 8 Visited Allentown in company with Mr Donahoe, a student per early train Made long inspection of Tannery; then visited Phosphate Works— our chief object in making the trip Had con— siderable trouble in securing admission: President of the Company seemed afraid we were endeavoring to profit by the trade secrets. Visited the Paint Factory. Returned to Bethlehem on evening train. " 9. I have met a gentleman at the Breakfast room for several consecutive days now, whom I found to be the Episcopalian Pastor. Today he said "You are from the West I believe?" I answered "Yes sir, from Utah", From that a conversation arose in which I explained my religion etc. He expressed a desire to speak again in future. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p203.jpg) -1883.- After breakfast, wrote some letters, then considering this to be last day for visiting I paid visit to Iron Co. One furnace had blown out; man promised to secure me a specimen of salamander when furnace would be empty: left about half past one. Went to Library; on way was talking with a student & we heard a loud noise as of an explosion. Saw by evening paper that 2 boilers of Blast- Furnace No 1 had exploded a few minutes before 2 o'clock. Four men & one woman were killed. I felt to say Thank God I left when I did. During evening I visited the ruins— oh! what devastation; the force must have been terrific, in every direction. One large boiler was blown bodily through the "Pattern Shop" to a distance of 300 feet; fragments of the other boiler tore their way through the Machine shop; and one large piece fell in the midst of nearly a hundred workmen, killing only one. The last body was dug out a short time before I arrived. Jan 10 Wednesday— Second Term commenced " 11. Commenced work of second term. Subjects for term— Manufacturing Chemistry, Medical and Agricultural Chemistry, Quantitative Analysis, Assaying, Metallurgy, Minerology, Blowpipe work, Geology, Organic Chemistry & Physics. Received bill for last term's Laboratory expenses. At beginning of term, made deposit of $55.00. Register estimates expenses at $60.00 per year. My bill ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p204.jpg) 1883 for last term amounted to $55.39. I indeed felt discouraged. Have endeavored to cut down expenses: but have spent every spare hour in the Laboratory, and we are charged for time engaged. My bill for breakages was as small as any; though I was successful in accom- plishing more analyses than are required for a whole year. The deposits for the many practical workings of this term were heavy, several new & expensive works of reference are indispensable, a Blowpipe Apparatus has to be obtained: & yesterday & today I have seen my little means disappear rapidly. Jan 12. Completed preparations of books & apparatus for the term's work. No word from home this week yet " 13-14 Sunday Spent day as usual - Chapel, and stayed in room during afternoon. " 21 Sunday Week passed without any thing special beyond work. The more one reflects, the more is found for reflection. Now, I am here for a scientific train- ing: Science has caused many of her votaries to become infidels, and I have been warned to carefully weight every argument and statement presented to me. Now, an error I can see in my past life, among many others, is that I have been too set in an idea once gained, and en- deavoring to profit by that very visible error, I try ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p205.jpg) 1883 to keep myself open to receive suggestons at all time. Now, the last letter from Bro. Maeser, warned me again, against accepting statements untried. I am between two fires in my own conscience - what shall I do? - Rely upon my priesthood, as a touchstone, to detect at all times truth from error?— Jan. 28— Sunday. Another week past; work progressing favorably. Feb. 3 Saturday. - Visited Shive Governor Co's Works, in company with a fellow student and the past foreman of one department of the establishment. Feb 4 Sunday— Spent as usual. " 11. Sunday again; week passed rapidly and with few unusual occurrences if any. Attended today in addition to Chapel service, the evening service at Episcopalian Church. " 18 And another Sabbath is here, with its work behind it. Nothing of importance during past week but work! By this mornings' early mail received letter from Bro J M Tanner of B.Y.A. Provo: we correspond continually: but in his letter he said that I may desire to stay at college another year: & if so he would endeavor to supply me with means to do so, as best he could. Thank God for the opening: of course I know ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p206.jpg) 1883 not what may be done, or whether I am to be called home or not; but the kind offer is appreciated. Feb. 20 Tuesday: - I have been anxious to complete whichever courses of study I commenced here at the University; and last time I succeeded in passing all examinations in "Metallurgy", one of the most extensive of all subjects I commenced, except General Metallurgy; the lectures on which were not given 'till this present term; and by the amount of work for this term occupying all norms on the Programme I found myself unable to attend the lectures. However I have made extra study of the subject, and today passed an examination, thus completing "Metallurgy." " 22 Holiday— Washington's Birthday: attended services in Chapel in celebration of the day. "23 Received a note from Dr. Coppee, Senior Professor in the University, requesting an inter- view at his house. Was much surprised, but found his motive when answering the request. A Workingman's Club had been organized for the benefit of the poor in Bethlehem; and a number of the senior students had already contributed by labor toward its assistance. He desired me to offer some assistance, say an hour per week in Phonography. This made me more surprised than ever, but of course felt willing to do whatever I could consistent with ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p207.jpg) —1883— the limited time at my disposal. He re- quested another interview in a few days. Feb. 24 Saturday Visited Iron Mills to collect specimens of ores. " 25 Sunday again! I seem scarcely able to count the Sundays. March 2. Result of interview with Dr Coppee, tonight I repaired to the rooms of the Working- man's Club; a very elaborately arranged institution, and organized a class of 14 in Phonography. The announcement had appeared in the papers, and a very efficient arrange- ment had been effected. I don't look for much in the line of developing great phonographers—one lesson per week—but I can show my willingness to help such a worthy organization. Mar 4 Sunday— as usual. Day of rest to me. " 9 Friday Evening— gave second lesson in Phonography: - class was very large tonight, and seems deeply enthusiastic " " Sunday. - Week passed with little of note. Had lengthy conversation tonight with my landlord, Mr. Blanfer on religious subjects. " 13. An organization in connection with the Lehigh University is the "Chem- ical and Natural History Society": are ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p208.jpg) ——1883—— establishment of considerable name and note. A meeting of the Chemists of the Junior & Senior classes was called this evening, and myself among them. It had been decided to recommence the active session of the Society at once for the present term; and certificates of member- ship were issued to those present. The election of officers was proceeded with, and with the usual excitement. Utterly unex- pectedly I heard my name proposed, and the motion carried, as Secretary of the Society. Quite an honor indeed. At the close of the meeting the records and seals of the office were given me. March 16. Friday—: the interest in the Phonography Class, as was witnessed by this Evening's excercises again, remains unabated. " 17. Saturday— Spent most of day in practical work in field labor in Physics,— measuring heights etc. by Barometrics " 22 Thursday - College closed today for a 5 days' vacation - owing to Easter week. I have been desirous of passing the exam- ination in Botany, and accordingly have "looked up" the subject a little my object for passing it is if possible to provide in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p209.jpg) 1883 case of my spending a second year here or elsewhere: if my certificate answers for the subject I may not have to spend time again upon it. It is anyway a secondary study. I applied to the Professor two days ago: he postponed it: and today asked me if I desired to dispose of the subject before the holidays: I answered yes! He gave me a set of printed questions: told me he had felt satisfied as to my ability (having seen me in his class in Botany which I attended some fiv times) and astounded me by telling me he trusted to my integrity; and I should write the answers that afternoon: seal them up and keep them till college resumed. Strange proceedings; the examination did not cause me any terrors in anticipation 'tis true: but I never expected this. Commenced in my room at 1 pm: finished and sealed up papers at 3:45. Indeed I performed the labor fairly. Mar. 23— Good Friday: Spent day studying etc. in room. Attended the services in evening at Episcopal Church. Mar 24 Saturday A rather unlooked for expense forced itself upon me today: viz.— procuring a watch. I have no clock ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p210.jpg) — 1883— in my room: and a watch is indeed in- dispensable. My watch, in the course of my using a strong battery & coil recently in the Physics Laboratory, became magnetized and of course worthless. Today also received a P.O. Order from Bro. Larmer at Provo for Fifty Dollars. Did not look for any that age. however 'tis well. Wrote at once to Bro F. and sent him my note. He stipulates that the money shall be returned without interest; however I hope to be able to pay money back with interest: but the good feeling so expressed I can never repay. March 25. Sunday— Easter day. Attended Moravian celebration of Easter commencing at 4.30 this morning. Ceremony consists of services in the church, after which the whole congregation proceeds to the Grave yard: and songs & carols are indulged in to greet first beams of the sun. Attended Easter Carols at Episcopalian Church in afternoon. March 30— A dance or as called here a Hop was given by the University at the opening of the New Gymnasium. 'Twas a grand affair— including a most fashionably served supper. This morning passed a physical. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p211.jpg) —1883— examination by the Director of the Gymnasium. Every student is required to submit to such: it includes a complete measurement of every part of the body; and tests of strength. Mar. 31. The Organic Chemistry class with Prof Bailey left today for a trip in the northern cities. We visited the noted Catasaqua Iron Works: arrived on train half an hour after a terrible wreck of engine and cars. The station platform resembled matchwood. Visited Allentown; and the Muhlenberg College. Returned to Bethlehem in evening. Tonight enjoyed quite a lengthy conversation with a student on the Mormon question April 3. Revisited Allentown; the Chemistry Class and Prof Bailey. Visited Soap Works and Silk Mills, Returned in evening. Have been studying for some time the special subject of Toxicology; and today received special instruction from Dr Chandler, with descriptions for a full to[-]ical analysis. April 8 Sunday. – Spent as usual. " 10 Had satisfaction today of having my last analysis in the regular course accepted; my laboratory work will be ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p212.jpg) —1883— now in Special direction— Toxical analysis & work in Medical Chemistry. April 13 Passed examination in the "Physics" pursued by class previous to my going it. April 15 Sunday. Visited Moravian Church in evening, in addition to the University Chapel exercises April 22 Sunday again. Letters bring me good news from home. April 26 At Meeting of Chemical Society tonight. I read a paper on "Chemistry and Life." Had satisfaction (?) of a cheer. April 27. By good fortune I have succeeded in accomplishing all the laboratory work in "Analysis", also extras in Toxicology and Medical Chemistry; and today handed my apparatus in. My spare time afternoons will be spent in the library, and gas laboratory, to the latter I still have access April 28 In company with fellow students, today visited Friedensville, and the famous Zinc Mines. *April 25. Passed examination in "Assaying" Ap. 29 Sunday – Spent as usual. Attended Service at the Episcopal church in evening. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p213.jpg) -1883- May 6— Sunday again. Weeks pass too rapidly for counting. May 9 Passed examination in "Organic Chemistry." May 12 Spent part of day in athletic practice The new Gymnasium is now formally opened, and is indeed a marvel of completeness and convenience. Everything seems to be on hand; appliances for the training and development of every muscle. May 19 Attended the Exhibition of the Athletic association today. May 28. Was requested today by the Prof- essor of Chemistry to perform Analysis of three specimens of Zinc White Pigment, about which there had been complaints made by the customers against the manufacturers. Accepted, and commenced at once; for such an appointment or offer is con- sidered among the students as an honor May 30. Passed examination in Geology. Exam lasted 4 hours Succeeded beyond expectations June 2. Completed the analyses for Prof Bailey, and reported on the same. He expressed his satis- faction. Recitations close today ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p214.jpg) —1883— for the College year. The time left closing day is now to be occupied in Examinations June 4 Passed examination in "Physics". June 5 Passed examinations in "Quanti- tative Analysis". and June 7 Passed examination in "I Blow- pipe analysis" June 8 Passed examination in "Toxicology" and "Manufacturing Chemistry" Also today addressed, as per in- structions, a note to the Faculty, asking that a Certificate of the work accomplished during the year be granted me, as I do not intend to be here next term. June 9 In evening attended the opening "services" for a favorite picnic resort. The affair is known as the Carnival, and consists in illumin- ations on boats with which the river is crowded, fireworks, music etc. June 11 I have not attended the exercises in German, because this is an in- cidental, but as the appearances be- come more promising of my being able to spend a second year in the East it will probably be best to dispose of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p215.jpg) —1883— as many examinations as time will permit; sotoday I applied for an examination in German. Succeeded in passing. June 13. I obtained a private examination in "Medical", "Agricultural", and "Applied Chemistry" today. Dr Chandler seemed bent on giving a long, if not a difficult examination; it commenced at 3.30 and ended at 8 p.m; or rather closed at that time for it is to be completed at a future day. After the exam. closed, the Professor surprised me by stating that he intended to hold an examination in Chemistry for Freshman class in a short time, and would be pleased if I would promise to assist in the same, as owing to the size of the class assistance would be required. Of course I said yes. June 16 Passed examination in "Minerology" During later part of day attended the examination in Freshman Chemistry & assisted in collecting papers. The Profes- sor gave me the written answers to some of the questions, and I compared, and marked the papers. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p216.jpg) ——1883—— June 17 "University Sunday"-- series held by a body of visiting ministers with great ceremony. June 18 Assisted Dr. Chandler in the examination papers in Chemistry. June 19. In the evening attended the imposing ceremony by the sophomore class in the "Cremation" of their favoritt ?) text book— "Olney's Calculus." June 20. In morning attended the Junior Class contest for the anatained prize. During the afternoon the pompous proceedings of "Banner Day". by the Senior Class took place. In the evening the Address before the Alumni. June 21— Commencement day and last of the college year. The ceremonies were grand, and the christen- ing of the graduates especially so. June 23. I have felt desirous to obtain em- ployment for the summer months , to occupy the time profitably, as well as defray expenses. I desire however to re- main here in Bethlehem to use the University Library. Today, on the recommen- dation of Dr Chandler, I went to Catasauqua to Crane Iron Works where a Chemist- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p217.jpg) —1883— is desired. On finding that I did not want a permanent position, but only for the two months vacation, the superintendent lowered the pro- posed salary, offering only $35.00 per month. By expenses for board & room per month $20.00 : and the fare to and from Catasaqua -$10.00 per mon: I would be able to clear $5.00 per mon I think it will be better to employ my time in study June 24 Sunday. Forty-two Sun- days ago I was busy in expectations of the developments of the College year: today, tis passed by. Yes, the time so eagerly looked forward to is now to be scanned from before. At present I am uncertain, as to my staying another year in the East, but I greatly hope to do so. In looking over the past I can but thank God for protection & peace : and the in- formation gained here in any single week would upay me for expense and trouble in coming here. For the present I shall spend the time in study &rest: if satisfactory occupation be obtainable I shall take it. My expenses ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p218.jpg) —1883— for the year have been fairly moderate. Actually spent since leaving home (fare: travelling etc included) }$451.15 Book etc. for college ordered from home 19.50 Total expenses to close of college year — $470.65 This leaves me about $30.00 of my own, and $50.00 in hand as the loan from Bro Tanner, giving me $80.00 on hand. My expenses next year will be absolutely on what I can borrow. My successes by the help of God have been greater than I had dreamed: my desires have truly been answered: and now, may God grant me humility and sincerity in my use of the same. June 25. Received from the Secretary of Faculty my certificate. It vouches for the completion of During Freshman Year {German, Botany, Elementary Chemistry Sophomore Year {Qualitative Analysis, Physics and German, Chemical Preparations, Assaying Blowpipe Analysis Junior Year. {Chemical Philosophy, Toxicology, Qualitative Analysis, Anatomy and Physiology, Crystallography, Organic Chemistry Iron— Mutallengy: Mineralogy ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p219.jpg) —1883.— Senior Year {General Metallurgy; Quantitative Analysis; Chemistry applied to Arts, Medical Chemistry, Agricultural Chemistry, Historic, Dynamic, and Economic Geology. I was informed by Prof Johnson, the Sec'y. that in view of but few subjects remaining to be completed; that the Faculty had voted that the degree should be awarded me upon the completion of the course, whether here or elsewhere. June 26 Tuesday. Accompanied a party of students (3), who by request of the Professor of Civil Engineering went to a place called Grosse Rock, (7 miles) to view a Signal-Station tower. We had not long started before rain commenced to fall and we all were thoroughly drenched. June 27 Received card from Prof. Bailey to visit him at his house. Did so in evening; he paid me for the analysis I made for him (May 28). He gave me a check for $15.00—Quite a help. June 28. If I stay at Lehigh, and become a candidate for a degree, I will have the subjects not yet passed in to com- plete. Most of these branches are the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p220.jpg) —1883— Mathematics. For some reason I have always been inclined to skirt all Mathematical Studies which do not admit of direct application. 'Tis a humiliating confession to make, yet my mind is so trained as to abhor all but the concrete. I use the strong term abhor purposely. Yesterday and today I have been trying to "get down" to Higher Algebra & Analytical Geometry. I can under- stand the subjects easily when I fix my mind upon them, but it is absolute torture to me to pursue the study for an hour. I never dreamed of becoming so callous mentally in this respect. If for no other reason than this, now I shallbegin a mathematical training in earnest. During the afternoon, a man called and offered some tracts on his own life for sale. He professed to be a traveling preacher of the sect of the Mennonites. He wanted to talk, and on learning my religion evinced great interest. He stayed more than an hour and on leaving thanked me, saying that he had never understood the truth as well before. June 30 Passed examination in Rhetoric ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p221.jpg) 1883 and Christian Evidences. These are some incidentals to be disposed of. I had disliked entering an examination in the latter subject; but it proved to be really an explanation of our faith by me to the Professor. He asked me questions regarding the New Testament etc. which gave me an opportunity to explain myself. July 8. Another week of vacation has passed. I had intended to endeavor to obtain some employ- ment for the summer months, but find it difficult to do. I have had two positions offered me as Chemist in Calasangna Iron Mills: by the recommendation of the Professor of Chemistry, but they were desirous of my provision to remain a year; and on finding I could promise but for two months only offered me $35.- per month. Now, I wouldn't have to go to Catasangua every morning and return every evening, as I want to use the Library here : and this amount would but just pay my expenses. So I consider it more prudent to spend the vacation here, in reading & study, since if I ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p222.jpg) —1883— leave Bethlehem in September, the advantages of the excellent Library here will be over for me. Thus far I have spent my morning home in study, and afternoons in reading and note - taking in Library. —— I suppose an imaginative mind is a general characteristic of youth and its consequent folly. That characteristic is mine to an eminent degree. But a lively imagination may prove either a goodly attribute or a ruining mis- fortune. One finds himself unconsciously marking out a future cousin, drawing for himself a satisfactory position and estate and peopling his creation with every being necessary to its complete fullfilment. The fact that such a spot can never be arrived at is no bar to his fancy. I hoped that at College my sur- roundings would preclude all but systematic study: but, try how I will, I find my mind drifting toward the act of making any hoped for success, a mark of promotion. Though such fancies are known only to such times as my mind is given up to fantasy, still I condemn myself for the non-subjection ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p223.jpg) —1883— ly this time of any such imagination I admit that such fantastical aspirations are no more than I have heard others of my acquaintances actually talk about, but I suffer under the same delusions only I would abhor the thought of thinking aloud in such a direction. I see that a College atmosphere is not conducive to such settled mind as should attend a student The study has to be performed, or a rank is lost, and a constant, atmosphere of competition is around us all. I would that I could become interested in some special pursuit in private, wherein competition could not enter my mind, & all but the love for the subject would be removed from my reach. If I read history aright, it is from such hermit students that the advantageous advances in science come. July 14. Another week gone. The days have all been spent about alike — study chiefly in Descriptive & Analytical geometry in the morning, reading in the Library, and Drawing in the afternoon & evening. July 17 A fellow student and a friend — Mr. J. Wagner visited me today, as he often does. In conversation he described to me ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p224.jpg) ——1883—— many of the points of interest in Phil- adelphia; and I decided to make a visit there. We will go together and intend to start tomorrow. July 18. Left Bethlehem on early train and arrived at Philadelphia at 8:30 a.m. By great kindess, my friend Wagner, insisted on my accompanying him to the home of his brother, at which we stayed while in the city. After breakfast we started at once on our tour of inspection. Spent 5 hours in the "European Museum." - a vast collection of natural specimens, and models of Physiol- ogical subjects. Men only are admitted; but the information to be gained is immense. I shall ever wish late I get the opportunity of visiting again. Visited Queen & Co's Establishment, with which the Academy dealt & of whom we bought all the ap- paratus & the lantern. The people were very kind, and showed us through the whole establishment We then visited the larje builds. Public buildings, - churches, new Post Office etc. During the evening, a very pleasurable circumstance occured. Another family, occupied part of the house in which we stayed, & of course the two families are somewhat intimate. Friend Wagner, of course knew my ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p225.jpg) —1883— religion, for I have talked him several times and as soon as the people in the house learned that I came from Utah, it was developed that the father of the head of the family occupying the same house as my friend's brother, was, or had been a Latter- day-saint. On learning this I was very anxious to meet the man: and he, hearing of my visit seemed as anxious to meet me, for in the early evening he came to the house & was introduced to me as Mr Harrison. I had been sitting in the dark room, enjoying the pleasant evening, and although we had never known or heard of each other before, and had not even then seen each other's features, we shook hands & commenced. Bro Harrison proved to be a very venerable gentleman: by trade- the proprietor of a Cigar Mansfactory: and he told me the branch that had once existed in Philadelphia had been neglected: and at present about a dozen still held a connection. He said meetings were usually held Sunday nights: and I must if possible come down to the city again and visit them. This is indeed a pleasure: and never before have I had such an example of what effect an spirit has ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p226.jpg) ——1883—— upon the whole native. He had heard so suddenly of my visit and was so busy that we could not be long together : but he took me by the hand & meeting my friend Wagner in the other room : told him of our meeting & hearing of each other now for the first time, and still we even find friends. From that he began to talk and gave Wagner a pretty strong session. I met his wife also who, however, did not really belong to the Church, She is as pleasant & venerable as he. July 19. We started (Wagner and I) at 4.30 a.m. and visited Fairmount Park, collected some specimens of the Granite strata there: and returned to breakfast at 9. Then we spent 4 rooms in the halls of the Academy of Fine Arts: then about 2 homes in the Centennial buildings : then we rushed and "took in" the "Views of Pompeii" : then the "Water Works"; then the "chocolate Manufactory" where by the kindness of the foreman - Mr E[--] I secured specimans of the various processes : then we "took in" the Independence Hall. the broken bell etc. etc. passed through the chief shots — Market, Chestnut, & Walnut, & Bevan : the Budjes and public squares, the Masonic Temple, and the Jewish Cathedral, then rushed home, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p227.jpg) —1883— and stopped to take breath. I met the daughter of Bro Harrison: the family seems to be a very well-to-do and somewhat of a stylish one. We returned to Bethlehem on the 10 p.m. train. To day has been a constant bustle: but the information gained has been of an invaluable kind; and I shall hope to visit Philadelphia again. July 22 Sunday – Spent as usual in reading etc. — quietly July 23. Made a trip to Lechaweki springs collecting plants. July 26. Prof Doolittle told me today that if so I would pass the second years examinations in Mathematics I could be passed on all preceeding. Of course the second year com- prises everything in the first, yet the relief from the many examinations would be an assistanse July. 28. Received Circulars, and a reply to a note sent to Johns Hopkins University very favorable; the course is suitable and the changes moderate. July 30. —Monday— Started at day break in company with Mr John Wagner on a walking excursion. We fixed no definite limits for the day, but kept steadily on, stopping a farm houses along the way for ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p228.jpg) —188<3>4— breakfast and dinner, and stopped at Lehighton in the evening. This is said to be 32 miles from Bethlehem: and if so, we have covered a good day's journey. We were obliged to stop at a hotel for the night July 31. We left the hotel early and went on foot to Mauch Chunk: and here took the first train on the famous switch back railroad: it is indeed a triumph of engineering skill. At Summit Hill we stopped off, and visited the Coal mines in the vicinity. Oh! this was indeed a pleasure — to find specimens of the coal plants of which I had only read till I came to "Lehigh," and then had actually seen, but now actually found them in their natural state and took them as my own. We got tolerably good specimens of Ferns, and Sig gilana. Then we returned on the "switchback" to Mauch Chunk, visited Glen Onoko – a very gem of a pleasant resort, and in the evening returned to Bethlehem via railway. The trip has indeed been a pleasant one. Aug 1. Commenced a series of systematic reading on Biology in the Library. If I go to Johns Hopkins University I will have a splendid chance to pursue the study. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p229.jpg) -1883- Aug 2. Was surprised today in looking over some books at the Library to note a number of publications of alleged exposures of the "Crimes of Mormonism" I had thought but a few were extant, and these of an insignificant kind. I found however following:- (1) "Life in Utah" or Mysteries of Mormonism and Polygamy by J H Beadle, editor Salt Lake Reporter, etc" (2) "Mormonism unveiled or the Life and Confessions of John D Lee" by himself. (3) "Wife No 19 or Life in Bondage by Ann Eliza Young." (4) "Female Life among the Mormons by wife of a Mormon Elder or Maria Wards Disclosures." (5) "Mysteries of Mormonism—a full exposure of its Secret Practices and hidden crimes" by an Apostles Wife." All of these were profusely illus- trated; and gave thrilling accounts: and if the public in general deign to think of the matter in the light of truth, that is, even inclined to believe one tenth part to be true then they will certainly have a prejudice against our people. I shall not comment upon the contents. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p230.jpg) 1883 Aug. 2 (con) Answered letter today from Bro. Tanner who stated that the Board of the BY Academy had been interviewed on the matter of advancing me means for next year; and though no answer had been definitely given, yet, a favorable one could be expected. I am still undecided which institutions I shall attend if the financial opening be made. I would like advice upon the subject yet my position somewhat precluded it. I have every encouragement to attend Yale. Prof Bailey of Lehigh is a graduate from Yale and wrote in my behalf. He informed me that he would give me letters to some of the Professors there; and he advises me to go. I would do so probably if I were particularly anxious for a degree, as he informs me I could complete the course in Chemistry easily in a year. However, the expenses there are very high. Johns Hop- kins University offers brilliant attractions in the way of a pleasing course, and if go there with no idea of taking a degree, but merely for the purpose of study I think I shall be profitably situated. The courses in Chemistry, Biology, and Physics are all I could desire. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p231.jpg) -1883- August 5 Sunday— Spent as usual in quiet reading etc. Enjoyed very pleasant visit and conversation with Mr Werner, who called during morning. Aug 6. I am deeply interested in my readings in Biology; and spend my time between that and some other branches of study. Aug 7. Very long walk today, hoping to obtain specimens of Turtles of which there are several varieties in the neighborhood. The people tell me the animals are very numerous here abouts, but when one hunts for them they are difficult to find I was unsuccessful today in all but getting a respectably-sized headache and becoming very tired. Aug. 8. Started out with "Veeder", a fellow student for a tramp. Proceeded along the Monocacy in search of Turtles. Saw a great number, and having become accidentally wet, waded in and soon captured a dozen of assorted sizes. All seem of one species however. Selec- ted four to show different developments of the shell and liberated the rest. Got dinner at a farm house on the way, and spent the afternoon in exploring the region. Returned home tired in the evening. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p232.jpg) -1883- Aug 9. Rose early: took my dead turtles and put them near the bullocks of black ants in the woods just west of South Bethlehem. Same date went on a fishing jaunt with Veeder—a student. Usual luck in such enterprises— wet, cold, hungry, and no fish. Aug. 10. Spent in study mostly in library. Aug. 11. Saw Veeder for first time since fishing tramp— he had been suffering severely from the poison of ivy, which he absorbed while wading after fish. His case has been serious, and he is swollen in the lower extremities quite violently. Aug. 13. Went "fishing" for bull frogs, the species of which is very large here. I want one to obtain a perfect skeleton from. Caught one, and ceased trying for more as one is enough. It is a monstrous animal for a frog— must weight nearly 1 1/4 lbs. Dissected it carefully, and placed it near an ant-hill in the woods. Spent remainder of day in library, and in my room studying. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p233.jpg) 1883 Aug 14. Enjoyed pleasant row on river this evening with "Suarez" – a student. He is a Spaniard, and can talk the English language only with difficulty. Our conversation turned upon matters of religion, and I gave him an outline of our faith. Aug 15 Visited Lehigh Zinc Co's Works; collected specimins etc. Aug. 16 Visited Iron and Steel Mills, opened today for first time for some time owing to a prolonged strike among the men for some change in wages. Aug. 17 Received today a draft on the New York Bank for one hundred Dollars; of which $50.00 is from Bro. Tanner; $30 from W. H. Dusenberry and $20 from W. N. Dusenberry. I cannot be too thankful for the kindness taken by Bro. Tanner and my friends at home in thus assisting me; in truth I could not but see the spirit of unity among our people, even if I were an unbeliever till now. A very difficult question with me now is — to what institution shall I go next week? I have thought ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p234.jpg) —1883— over the subject myself, and think really it would be best to change from Lehigh. The past year's course has been one of inestimable benefit to me, and had I the year before me now, I believe I would crue to Lehigh and take a special course as I have done. I had the advice of those above me in selecting Lehigh. Now I would, if I stayed here, be endeavoring to secure a degree, for I have so little now to do to get it; whereas I have no time while in the East-- in fact I can not afford to spend time in the satisfying of incidental requirements for a degree I have had the advice of Prof Bailey to to to Yale, and by his effort the President of Executive Board of Yale has granted me absolution from many requirements if I should enter there as a candidate for a degree; but the expense would be very great. At Johns Hopkins University the expense is more to be able, and the course fully as suitable I would wish for advice, I wrote to Prof Maeser, his answer was to follow my own dictates after prayerful reflections; but I feel sadly alone in the matter ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p235.jpg) —1883— This evening (same date-August 17) the Phonography Class of the Working men's Club met in its last session. As I am intending to leave Bethlehem before long it became necessary to stop the exercises in the class, which has been in session weekly since March 2. The class moved and carried a sincere vote of thanks for my labors and emphasized their good wishes by the presentation of a heavy, ebony, gold headed cane; with the follow- ing engraving:- Presented to J. E. Talmage Aug. 17, 1883 By the Phonography Class Bethlehem Pa. The present is a handsome one, and the wishes and good will accom- panying it are deeply appreciated To have dreamed of such a happy occur- ence when I came to Bethlehem a year ago would have been foolishness; but the thought that I am carrying away the good feelings of that little class of acquaintences which I have made here is indeed gratifying. The purpose ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p236.jpg) —1883— made to me by my Patriarch, "that I should find friends among strangers' is seeing a very frequently repeated ful- filment. The president of the Club is the Episcopalian Rector here in South Bethlehem; and I have had repeated conversations with him. He knows I am a "Mormon", Dr Coppie the Chairman of the Committee knows it, and the class knows it; and in spite of the opposition usually manifested towards even the name of a "Latter day Saint," or its nickname 'Mormon", this mark of true good feeling has been shown me. I sometimes think that my way always has been smoothly prepared for me; none of the difficulties and hardships which fill up the mass of some people's experience have seemed to fall to me. Tis a principle of nature that each one will have his share in the battle of life; but my share has been an easy quarter thus far. I have never been so well supplied with funds as not to wish more, yet I have never yet been in want. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p237.jpg) —1883— Aug. 18 Have been for some time an- ticipating a trip to New York: and it being via the Lehigh Valley Railroad, Wagner suggested trying to obtain a pass. He applied for both of us as "L. U" students, and succeeded in obtaining it as desired. So we shall probably go on Monday, as I want to collect specimens from the Manufacturing Works there. This evening's paper contained an item on the act of the Phonography Class; and I feel so grateful for the feeling manifested toward me in this— to me a land of strangers, that even at the risk of appearing somewhat egotistical I shall append the items: [The following is a newspaper clipping] Daily BETHLEHEM Times SATURDAY, AUGUST 18, 1883. SUBSTANTIAL THANKS.—The class in phonography organized under the auspices of the Workingmen's Club, South Bethle- hem, met in its last session last evening. After the exercises the class returned a hearty vote of thanks to the instructor, James E. Talmage, and accompanied the expression with the presentation of a hand- some gold-headed cane, bearing the in- scription: "Presented to J. E. Talmage by the Phonography Class, South Bethle- hem, Pa., Aug. 17, 1883." This is cer- tainly a proof that the gentleman bears with him in his departure from Bethlehem the hearty good will of his friends here. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p238.jpg) —1883— August 19 Sunday. — Mailed letters home, and to Bros. Tanner, & Dusenberrys. enclos- ing receipts to the latter for the money received. — August 20 — Left Bethlehem per early train for New York: and reached the latter by little past nine a. m. Neither Wagner nor myself was acquainted in that city: and we had intended obtaining a room for the few days we remained there. He however had a distant relative whom he had never seen, and we went to the address to ask about obtaining accom- odations: when the family insisted on remaining there. Thus our way is smoothed again, and in the midst of a great city - unacquainted - friends appear- The address was Mr Sier, 354 Seventh Avenue (near 29" St.) Today we visited the "Asbestos Works Courtland Street, and obtained a very valuable suite of specimens and no less valuable information. Then we visited the Germania Ultramarine Works" - Courtland St, and experienced the same success- Next we hastened to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p239.jpg) —1883— "Central Park", viewed the menagerie, the Lake etc and the far famed Obelisk – Cleopatra's Needle. In the evening we went to "Christian Associa- tion – Library". —August 21— Started early for the renowned Brooklyn Bridge — a truly wonder- ful structure. Revisited the Asbes- tos Works on our return; then visited the Cork Works and took specimens Thence we went to Lister Brothers' Fertilizer Works — and after some trouble obtained specimens, but could not get permission to view the works. In the evening we attended the Theatre at Niblo's Gardens, and witnessed 'Excelsior" — a grand spectacle, being a representation of the progress of learning and Civilization — in a word of Light, during the various ages of the world August 22 Passed per ferry across to Brooklyn, and visited the Havemeyer Sugar House. Here too we experienced some trouble in obtaining admittance, but ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p240.jpg) —1883— finally succeeded, and obtained a fine suite of specimens illustrative of the various processes. Then we went to Union St. Glass Works, and were courteusly shown through. We thus returned to New York, and went to the office of the Pratt Oil works, and after some trouble were permitted to visit their works in Brooklyn at a fixed time next day. We crossed on a ferry to witness a fire in the Daylight Oil Refinery Cos works,— the oil had been strewn on the river, and literally the river seemed on fire. Then we took steamer to Coney Island, where we "took in" the sights, bathed in the sun[-], collected shells: — and then returned to New York on the night boat. Passed the Brooklyn Bridge as it is illuminated at night — a grand sight. August 23" Visited early the Rubber Works - 133rd st, near 4" Avenue. Were shown through, and obtained some specimens though with difficulty. The adultuation in Rubber goods is very great, and we could scarcely expect to obtain much. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p241.jpg) —1883— Then we went to Museum of Art — Central Park — and then, Wagner feeling ill, he returned to our lodging, and I visited Brooklyn alone. Had some trouble in finding the Pratt Oil Co's works, but after finding the same I was well repaid. The superintendent himself took me through, and nothing seemed to him too much trouble to obtain the chance to show every thing We spent 2 1/2 hours together, and at last he said the specimens I would collect would not form a complete set as not all operations were running at once, but if I would give my address, he would forward me a set complete. I thanked him and gave my address at Baltimore. The Supt.s name is Mr Gunnell, and the works are situated at North 12" Street Williams- burg— Brooklyn. He invited me write for explanation of the process at any time I may desire. In the evening, a young gentleman stopping at same house as me, and a very affable man offered to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p242.jpg) —1883 show us some of the "events" of the city. Now, we had already seen too much wickedness in New York to be very highly impressed with the morality of the City, but instead of shrinking from the sights, in fear that such would lead us on to the same ourselves, I think we should see all. We therefore accepted his offer; but did not visit the slums or bad parts of the City but kept on the fashionable streets. Oh—where is virtue here? That it is possible for any one in the garb of man or woman to act as we saw them act, is an astounding revelation. And such are they who are so energetic in attacking our religion under the sham charge, of lasciviousness among our people. We do well to regard their attacks with disgust. May God ever give me as true a hatred and disgust for the hellish practices as I experience now. August 24. We left New York on early train, and stopped at Newark, New Jersey. Here we visited the Hawes and Phillips Machine shops, then tried to gain ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p243.jpg) 1883 admission to Clark's Machine Thread Co. — an immense establishment. We were required to see the super- intendent in person, and though we waited for 3 hours, he was not to be found. So we were compelled to forego the pleasure. This is the first real disappointment on our trip. Returned to Bethlehem on the evening train, well satisfied with our trip. August 25. Spent day in arranging specimens. Received card from Bro. Coray, – he has decided on attending "Cornell University" so we shall not be together next year. I consider my attendance at Johns Hopkins University now as about certain — and indeed would not (unless counselled to do so) think of leaving Lehigh for any other in— stitution than Johns Hopkins or Yale. August 26 — 29. Spent time in reading and study Aug. 29. Obtained a pass by request over the Lehigh Valley Rail Road to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p244.jpg) 1883 visit the Coal Mines. I wish to make another visit before leaving. Aug. 30 Started in company with Wagner at 6.30 a.m. for "Wilkesbarre", and reached that point at 11.10 Visited the "Hollanbach," "Parish" "Empire", and "Black Diamond" Collieries and collec- ted a number of fossils. We succeeded better than we had expected, and finding but few manu- factories or other places of interest there, contrary to our expectations returned same day to Bethlehem. The last train being very late enabled us to do so. We reached home again at 10.15, p. m. Aug. 31 Spent day in study, and labelling and arranging specimens. AugSeptember 1 Spent day in study, and in visiting friends. Visited the shire Governor Works of Beth- lehem. September 2 Sunday: — Spent day quietly: attended the Service at Episcopal Church in the evening, and, afterward, in company with Mr Wagner ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p245.jpg) —1883— visited a couple of his lady friends. I met these two ladies two days ago for the first time, and mention the item here, be- cause they are the only lady acquaintances I have made in Bethlehem, aside from those at whose houses I have stayed. Lady associates are beneficial to young men: but when first I came here I deter- mined as the result of reflection, to keep my circle of acquaintances outside the list of students, very small, and at that entirely devoid of lady friends. I have done so because of anxiety to have no disturbing influence mixed up in my career of study: and of the two possible evils, I chose the lack of lady society for the little time I am here, before the possible neglect of study and perhaps deeper cause for remorse which might have followed a different course. My mind & affectures all young, and could readily be so ensured as to do me harm. September 3. Spent day in boxing up specimens, and packing my books etc. Also received and made several visits, as the students are fast returning to Bethlehem for work just as I am ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p246.jpg) 1883 endeavoring to prepare to leave. Visited Mr Werner: his attentions were as Kind as ever: and he finally presented me with a cane of the Palmetto-leaf midrib- a valuable acquisition as a Natural History Specimen in this part of the country. Enjoyed two conversations with student friends on the "Mormon Question." September 4" The "boys" of Lehigh are indeed of that variety which I would be usually designated as a fine set. Their expressions of goodwill, and wishes for my success are of a strong kind, several of the Professors also have bid me "good luck" and the friends which have endeared themselves to me in Bethlehem are of great variety and strong natures. I really feel on the eve of my departure from here as if about to set out from home. My landlord (and his family) Mr Stanfor was no less profuse in ex - pressing their satisfaction and wishes for good spier. The Lord has been mercifully tender to me in granting me such happy connections in a strange com- munity. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p247.jpg) —1883— Sept. 5 Left Bethlehem per early train. Wagner bade me goodbye at the depot. Sent home today by freight a box containing my specimens, which have become too cumbrous to carry around with me. Arrived in Philadelphia at 9 a.m. Visited Bro. Harrison at his place of business; and enjoyed a con- versation with him. Visited United States Mint: and spent some time in the process of coin-manufacture Missed the train I intended to take to Baltimore, and consequently did not arrive at the latter place till very late — 8. pm Stayed all night at the Hotel Western Sept 6 Found the University buildings: and commenced to hunt a boarding place in the vicinity. This is an occupation which I do dislike. I examined several, but in nearly all the charges were above my reach. However I got settled during the afternoon in a small third story room at the residence of Mr Mc Carty No. 223 Saratoga Street, Baltimore. Had my baggage brought to my ad- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p248.jpg) —1883— dress here, and began to feel a little more settled Sept. 7. Wrote letters to friends acquainting them with my new address. Visited the Peabody Library: this is indeed a fine institution: the buildings are massive; and I feel almost lost in immensity when I sit down to study in the main hall. Visited the University and interviewed the registrar. He sent a clerk through the buildings with me — immense indeed: shall reserve opinions till some future time. Read in the University Library. Completed arrangements with Mrs. McCarty for a room: — with breakfast and supper for $4.00 per week. I thus save a little since by this time I never look for a noon dinner. However, the charges are to be higher when fires begin to be needed. I do not like the hours however —break- fast at 6:30 a.m. and supper at 6.30 p.m. This is a long time between meals: but I find things in Baltimore are so expensive that I must be thankful and satisfied for anything like such charges. Feel satisfied and at home now. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p249.jpg) —1883— —Sept. 8.— Visited the Johns Hopkins University again, and in pursuance to the instructions of the Registrar presented a formal application for ad- mission to the University, and presented my Diploma from Brigham Young Academy and Certificate from Lehigh University spent bulk of the day in reading and study at the University Library and the Peabody Library In the evening strolled through some of the principal streets and armory then, Lexington St. upon which the Market is held: and on Saturday nights this truly presents a sight worth viewing. —Sept. 9— Sunday. Spent morning in visiting Druid Hill Park. Tis worth the time required to reflect on the changes which take place in one's situation. Within the last week all the changes incident upon a trans- planting from a little county town to the heart of a great city have been engraded into my experience. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p250.jpg) —1883— Notwithstanding my love for travel, I have a dislike for the thought of leaving a place in which I have made friends and a home for a strange section. My experiences in Bethlehem have certainly been of such a nature as to cause me to look upon that place, as much my home, as I think I dare. I mean by that, that I consider it the duty of my religion that I remember continually the purpose for which I am here; viz—as a missionary to gain knowledge by experiment and experience, and when the time shall come, to return home in safety, there to resume my labors, and apply the beneficial acquirements made here. The facilities for study in the East are such as to readily allure me to stop here, were I to give way to feelings when making a comparison with the means of study at home. However, I must be no more attracted here than is the bee which visits gay flowers and attractive sur- roundings in its quest for honey: - its end is to return to the hive with its treasure else 'twould die.— So will I unless I fulfill my mission properly. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p251.jpg) —1883— A question of continual import to me is - have I made a mistake in coming to Baltimore? The year at Lehigh certainly was not a mistake: but I knew that would not be for I had the direction of the servants of God to go there. In my anticipated change I have been prayerfully reflecting for 2 months. I have been able to gain no direct counsel from any at home. I feel however, that I am where the Lord would have me. My usual experience has been re- peated — coming into a strange city — large - absolutely unacquainted with a single soul, — and I find a comfortable home, pleasant though not elegant surroundings, and all as if prepared for me. Again, my blessing has made itself good for I have found friends among strangers. In the evening, attended services at the Methodist Episcopal Church Spent most of the day in reading and studying in my room: Thus has passed my first sabbath in Baltimore. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p252.jpg) 246 —1883— Sept 10. Spent in reading and study. Baltimore is in a flurry of excitement just now, in preparation for the Oriole pageant: a Knight's Templar celebration. Sept. 11. Visited Riverside Park. - Studied. Sept. 12. Visited Hoy Slaughtering Houses in West Baltimore: - wholesale killing Also visited a lime kiln, where oyster shells are burned. Miserable weather — "Oriole" postponed yesterday on account of weather. Today it rains, and is as cold as in October: and "Oriole" celebration is to be postponed again. Sept. 13. Spent mostly in study at Peabody Library. In the evening witnessed the parade of the "Oriole" Order. A grand sight Sept. 14. √ Visited Baltimore City Hall. Also the City Museum. At latter place witnessed the natural curiosities "German Midget" — a 17 year old girl: 30 inches high only and 125 lbs. weight. Then the male midjet- Major Sat- 18 years old and only 14 lbs. heavy. There seemed to be no deception he talks English & German fluently and acts like a man, and I lifted him with one hand. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p253.jpg) —1883— Saw also a Cucasian pair- noted for their peculiar growth of hair. But the most wonderful of all was the 'Elastic Skin Man" . He is full grown, medium stature, and looks a fine specimen of manhood. Still he stretched the skin of different parts of the body to lengths of from 2 to 14 inches. The skin of throat was drown over the eyes: and from the breast, arms, and legs perfect curtains were drawn. Not to be deceived I got permission to feel him: and stretched the skin fully as long myself. I gained also a number of valuable hints by watching the glass-blowers at work: and by good fortune so well succeeded in speaking to the chief operator as to obtain the addresses of glass-suppliers for chemical use; and his offers to assist me in gaining items as to glass working if I would desire such at any time. It seemed a piece of genuine good will on his part: for he could not apparently gain any direct advantage from such a course. His only possible object, as I see it, aside from good will - could have been to obtain my patron- age for the institution by continuing my visits but the admission is only a dime any-way. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p254.jpg) Sept 1883 Same date (Sept. 14) in evening, witnessed the Oriole Pageant. it is indeed a grand exhibition Sept 15 Visited the Knabe Piano Factory. Was successful in gaining admission and a very courteous guide to show me through. Then visited the Baltimore Packing Establishment Here too I was alike successful; and succeeded in obtaining a series of specimens illustrating the processes in the manufacture of tin cans. In conversation with the foreman, I mentioned my Utah home and as soon as he learned my religion, he desired to ask some questions. Theensuing conversation lasted an hour or two; he seemed a very honest minded man. In the evening enjoyed a very interesting conversation with Mr Mc Carty, my landlord upon Latter-day Saint topics Sept. 16 Sunday- spent quietly. In morning attended High Mass at Catholic Cathedral. And in evening by invitation of Mr Mc Carty visited with him the Episcopal "Church of the Messiah" I am by this time becoming somewhat used to City life: though I do not like the noise any better than before. In taking a walk in the city, one sees numberless new features, and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p255.jpg) —1883— can obtain efficient mental rest by so doing but, the circumstances favorable to contemplation and quiet thought are greatly disturbed. Sept. 17. Visited "Baltimore Galvanizing Works. and secured specimens. I experienced much trouble in gaining admission to factories; and though frequently succesful beyond expectation, yet at other times (today for example, I met with little but refusal. I failed today in gaining admission to "Gold Leaf Works", "Shot Works", and a large "Tobacco factory" In the afternoon visited the Beef Butchery ——Sept. 18—— Visited a Galvanizing Establishment in morning. Read and studied. ——Sept. 19—— Visited 'Gail and Ax's' Tobacco Factory. Also obtained free specimens of Tobacco Leaves from the Warehouse Sept. 20. Visited the University and met Dr. Ira Ramsen, the Professor of Chemistry. His directions to me in regard to my course were highly encouraging. During the afternoon visited Druid Hill Park in company with some of the family with whom I stay. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p256.jpg) —1883— Sept. 21. Birthday- 21 years old. Before the world now I am of age; but to our people such a term is meaningless. Made a change in Boarding Arrange- ments. My landlady has been charging me $4.00 per week for a room and breakfast and supper; her charges are to be raised to $5.00 per week as soon as fires begin to be needed. I have enquired dili- gently and can find single rooms nowhere for less than $2.00 per week; and two meals per day at $3.00 per week. Beside that, the hours for breakfast and supper here are so inopportune that I have found my health demand some meal between: Consequently I have engaged full board—three meals per day, and room at Mrs Mc- Carty's for $5.00 per week. These charges are certainly reasonable: but I dislike to break my custom of taking but two meals per day: for my health has certainly prospered under the experiment, which has been tried now unremittingly for a year. I anticipate that the rest at noon from laboratory work will be beneficial, though it will detract from my time there. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p257.jpg) -1883- Sept. 22. Visited Baltimore Queensware Factory. The managers were very kind, and gave me informations and specimens. After that, learning that I was from Utah they engaged in a lengthy conversation with me. Today I received a case of excellently arranged specimens of the process of oil refining, from Supt. C. Gunnell, as promised me by him Aug. 23. He has certainly been very kind to me. Sept. 23 Sunday:- Attended the Episcopal Church of Messiah in company with Mr Mc Carty during morning. In afternoon visited Druid Hill Park also with Mr McCarty; and attended Service again in evening, this time in company with Mrs Granger, a boarder at the same house as I. I really pity that poor woman,— she is lately married and her husband is away for a long trip of business: and really she seems to be entirely overcome with grief at her own lonliness, and with anxiety for him. I wish I could contribute somewhat to her relief. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p258.jpg) 1883 Sept 24 Mrs Granger spoke with me this evening, and told me some of her circumstances She has been married but about 3 months, and her husband has been away now 2 months. He did not tell her where he was going, and she fears she will never see him again. She is tolerably well educated, and suffers keenly under her bereavement. Of course, she does not know how she is to live. I wish I had money to assist her in this part of her dilemma at least. Indeed I must do all I can to relieve her, for 'tis our mis- sion to minister to the wants of the afflicted and broken-hearted. I have commenced to teach her Phonography: the acquirement of this she thinks will assist her in making a living. Sept. 25 Today is the commencement of the College work. I had conversation today with Professors of Chemistry and Biology Both gave me encouragement in the selection of my course. Paid registration fee, and secured place in the laboratory Heard from Bro. George Caray. - he is in Ithaca. N. Y. a[-] the Cornell University. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p259.jpg) -1883- Sept. 26. Received word today that my sister Alice was married on Sept. 13, to Bro. Edward Harding of Provo. Commenced work in the laboratory today. Sept. 29. This evening witnessed a happy item in this house. Mr. Granger unexpec- tedly returned; and the poor woman feels in bliss. Sept. 30. Sunday - Attended the Presbyterian Church during morning to hear the celebrated Dr Lebron preach. Attended another Presbyterian church in evening. October 1 My work in the laboratory heretofore has been a series of simple analyses as a kind of examination. To day started on regular work. Oct. 2 This evening attended the Social Union of the Johns Hopkins University. It was indeed an enjoyable affair, calculated to encourage a feeling of friendliness among the students. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p260.jpg) 1883 October 6. Saturday Evening - Visited the celebrated Orchestrion Hall: the instrument is claimed to be worked by electric force and the process is a professed secret. October 4. Sunday again - Visited Dr Lebron's Church during morning. I wrote several letters to friends today; and my answer to the question as to how I like the University was to all the same, and may well be inserted here as my expression of the same thing. - My opinion of Lehigh Univ. still remains of the highest kind but the Johns Hopkins University suits my requirements this year more exactly, and I feel that the change is a proper step. The University offers every desired facilities; its Laboratories are extra-complete and convenient; the efforts of the Professors to encourage a feeling of friendliness between themselves and the students do much to make the associations pleasant ones. Beside that the Peabody Institute and Maryland Historical Society Institute of Baltimore; etc give great facilities for study to the city outside the University. I am satisfied. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p261.jpg) —1883— October 9 Was admitted to the Chemistry Journal Meeting at the University. This is held by the Professors to ensure acquaintance with the current news of Chemistry. Oct. 13 Visited Baltimore-Cauton Copper Works, in company with Roberts, Boyd, and Lessig— — students. Obtained valuable specimens Oct. 14 Sunday again Attended service at Presbyterian Church. Why is it than the human mind can be made to dwell upon matters of true import only by an effort? As I sit alone, I find my mind fleeing off from any - and everything of substance to dwell upon trivial matters. By giving away to such tendency, one will readily undo the work of prolonged formal instruc- tion. I find the mind continually creating a world of possible & impossible com- binations of circumstances; and the principal figure in that world is self. Such is one of the evils of life which it is the duty of the human soul to struggle against. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p262.jpg) -1883- Oct 21. Another Sunday has arrived Attended the Presbyterian Church in morning. The week has passed with no especial development outside of hard work. Oct. 23 Made acquaintance with a Dr. Miller, a fellow student, and enjoyed his views upon Utah affairs. He seems an honest man; and has friends in Payson, Utah. I have been on speaking terms with him for some time but only became well acquainted today. Oct 26 Attended couple of lectures during evening at the College of Physicians and Surgeons, with Dr Miller: he is kind enough to offer me the opportunity of attending lectures in the College at odd times. This evening had been set for laboratory work in Biology; to watch the mode of Cell division of "Spyrogyiae", which process takes place only late at night. Commenced operations at 11.30 p.m. and continued observation till 4-5 a.m. The success of the operation was at first doubtful; but I was fortunate, for I had observation of the complete process. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p263.jpg) —1883— Oct. 27 Saturday- Made excursion to Cateriville & Crany Grove with Prof. Williams and company for geological research collected speciments & mapped the section; then returned late - very tired Oct. 28, Sunday--Spent part of day in rest; for I felt greatly fatigued. Attended Episcopal service. Oct. 29. In evening atteded lectures at Medical College Nov. 2 Attended lectures at Medical lectures in evening; think I will continue to do so as far as time permits. Nov. 3 Long excerusion - Zoological Sector of Field Club. Collected muber of specimens I have been recently thinking of chang- ing my boarding place. I am comfortable here. The people seem to re- gard me almost as one of the family; and a great deal of my time is monopolized through in a very pleasurable manner. Beside I would like if possible to reduce expenses. Told Mrs. McCarly of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p264.jpg) (Pp 260 — See end.) 1883 my intention to leave. Received best of expressions of good will. Nov. 4. Sunday— Passed quietly Attended the City Hospital in afternoon. Nov 5, Attended first lecture of a course to be delivered by Dr. Billings of the U.S.N. on Monday & Wednesday evenings. Nov. 8 Visited oil works at Canton, and ob- tained a number of specimens of illuminating oil for laboratory testing Nov. 9 Attended lecture on "Insanity" at Medical College. Nov. 10 This has been a busy day for me. In the first place this is the day upon which I was to leave my boarding place. The room I engaged is close by the University buildings and its former occupant who was expected to leave when I engaged it is sick in bed. I am on the track of another very pleasant room, & hope to get it in a week or so; but found a room to rent in the vicinity of the University so moved there today, with the intention of moving to the other room if I can get it soon. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p265.jpg) —1883— All the folks at Mrs McCarty's were very kind in expressing good wishes; and exacted a promise from me to visit them. I wandered down (during the morning) as I am accustomed to do into the business part of town, to visit what industrial establishments I could. Secured admittance to Gold Beating Establishment. Then visited Vinegar Works. The Superintendent here was very kind; and showed me around thoroughly; but a special incident will rivet the remembrance of the visit upon my mind. He took me up a latter to the top of the Fermenting Vats; and told me to lean over &smell. Of course I ex- pected to smell Carbonic Acid Gas; but had no expectation of such an effect as followed. I leaned over too far, & took a deep breath, totally filling my lungs it seemed with the gas — & can appreciate its effect. I was almost senseless: – & felt much as if my head was under water. After recovering I made a number of experiments — dipping the gas up in my hand in cup shape, and pouring it on the lamp, & always extinguishing the latter. Then visited the Oil Warehouse; and the superintendent promised me a set of specimens next week. In the after– ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p266.jpg) —1883 — now attended a lecture and a clinic at the City Hispital. I really thought I had more nerve & less sympathetic feeling than I exhibited today. A young man was being operated on for stricture and I actually grew sick watch- ing the operation. I did not faint or anything of the sort & I dont think anyone noticed my squeamishness but I confess I felt it. 'Tis really wonderful to counsider what men can become used to. Now those students think nothing of such operations. Coming down the Hospital stairs, a corpse was found on the landing. It was that of a young woman who had died this morning. Some of the students turned aside to look, others did not and the jokes made by those who stood looking at the lovely produced an effect which will never be remembered by me. I do not beleive in excessive sentementally if a person is dead, nothing will restore life but the habit of being in and among at disease & death has certainly had a noticeable effect on the students of that college. Spent remainder of afternoon at work in ny room. Really feel quite ill to- night; probablyfrom the effect of my rather forcible carbonic Acid experiment in the Vinegar factory. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p267.jpg) -1883- Nov. 11 Sunday — Commenced taking meals (breakfast & supper) at a restaurant on Franklin Street: it is indeed very clean there; nice, & cheap. Stayed in my room nearly all day. Am feeling very [---] today. My room is large, high, good light, & ventilation; but horribly cold today for no heating appar- atus is in yet. Nov. 13. I am not comfortable in my room; the little experience however is a valuable one. The landlady is one of these forced genteel individuals; and seems to realize my [---] of the boarding-house Landladies of the comic writers. She has no stove or any heating apparatus in my room; I saw her yesterday and spoke about it, and since then she has kept out of my way. I never see her now, but the room is horribly cold for study purposes. Nov. 14 The Supt. of the Oil Warehouse kept his word & sent me today a few quite valuable samples of oil processes. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p268.jpg) —1883— Nov. 15 Dr Remsen, the Professor of Chemistry came to me in the Graduate's labor- atory today; and expressed his satisfaction with my work thus far; and ended by offering me a working desk in the Fellow's Laboratory; there to undertake special work in Organic Chemistry. I am pleased with the change, because aside from the advantages it gives me, (that room being under his own ex- clusive supervision), it is a sign that the Professors are satisfied with my work. Moved at once, and commenced my work there. This evening visited Mr McCarty's to obtain mail which is still being sent to that address. Nov. 16 Met with a slight accident today in the Laboratory which might have proved very serious. Some caustic soda dust was spurted in my left eye. The eye is better tonight. Attended lectures at Medical College. Nov. 17 The same disagreeable trouble still re- mains in my room. Since speaking to the landlady about it, she has kept thoroughly away from me, and if I chance ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p269.jpg) —1883— to see the servant she never knows where her mistress is. I looked around today and found a very desirable boarding house only across the street from the University. I cannot get a room there however for a week or so, the room being taken up by a student of the University who will leave shortly. I think I shall do well to secure the place. However, that is a week ahead, and I shall not think of spending another week in my cold cold room. So today after the landlady had come to collect her week's pay, I quietly folded my tent (?) like the Arab, and speedily stole away" with a boarding house next door. During the morning attended two lectures at "Maryland College of Physicians & Surgeons" and two clinics at the "Baltimore College of Physicians & Surgeons." During the afternoon visited the Maryland College dissecting Rooms - quite a sight. Nov. 18 Sunday - Much more comfortable than last sunday. I am in a cozy & warm room. Attended service at Dr. Lebron's Presbyterian Church in morning and evening. Spent most of day quietly in my room. Had quite a conver- sation on Utah with Mr Boyd—a fellow student. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p270.jpg) —1883— Nov 20 Commenced attending the Peabody Lectures. Attended tonight the lecture by Dr. Martin of the Johns Hopkins University on the "Minds of Animals." Nov. 21 Commenced attending a course of extra lectures by Prof. Bryce of Oxford England on "Roman Legal History." Nov. 22 Attended Dr. Martin's second lecture on Minds of Animals at the Peabody Institute. Nov. 23 Attended lecture on Sus[---] by Dr. Grundy at the Baltimore College of Physicians & Surgeons. Nov. 24 Went to Cauton by request of Dr. Morse to compare the working of a newPetroleum-flashing point tester with the apparatus used for the purpose by the Standan United Chi Co. Was very successful; & obtained some valuable specimens Secured the room I have been after & today moved in. I am now at 164 north Eutan Street; and feel exceedingly comfortable. The house is a quiet & ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p271.jpg) —1883— a pleasant one judging from appearances: & from the account given by the one who had the room before me. I have really the use of our two rooms, a front parlor & a back sleeping room. The terms are as usual - not less that before - $5.00 per week. I have arranged however only from breakfast & supper - at $4.00 per week. Nov. 25. Sunday again. Spent quietly. Attended church with Dr Miller during evening, and enjoyed a conversation on religious matters with that gentleman. Nov. 276 Attended Dr Martins third lecture on Minds of Animals at Peabody Inst. Nov. 29. Holliday - Thanksgiving Day - Passed quietly. Collected specimens for nueroscopied Examination during morning Nov. 30. Visited Canton again - Obtained specimens of the Paraffin Manufacture from Madame Hunts' paraffin Works Visited Gas Works. obtained specimens and little at Potley Works Had quite a lengthy conversation with the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p272.jpg) 1883 Supt. of Gas Works on Utah Matters. In evening attended Dr Martins last lecture on "minds of animals" December 1 Visited "Cork Factory"; and "Soap and Candle Factory" obtained specimens. Dec. 2 Sunday Passed quietly: attended Entan St. Methodist Church in evening. Dec. 4 Attended first of a series of lectures by Mr Marshall at the Peabody Institute on "The West." Dec. 5 Attended meeting of Scientific Association during evening " 6 Attended Mr Marshall's second lecture. His views by the Stereopticon of Echo Cañon, Ogden City, etc, as items of scenery lying along the route of the Railway made me feel as if I were then myself again. Dec. 7 Attended opening ceremonies of the Johns Hopkins Gymmasium - Grand. " 8 Attended Athletic Sports of the Club. - Chief attraction - a foot ball match. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p273.jpg) 1883 Dec. 9 Enjoyed a lengthy conversation with a fellow boarder on Utah matters— At his request, lent him the Book of Mormon and some Utah papers. Attended religious service at the Episcopal Church this evening. Dec. 10. Folks at home have been asking so much for my picture, that I sat today at the gallery of Walzl. An incident occurred to day which I ought to mention; and with it I must mention one or two other incidents which have occurred in connection with it at different times, but which I have not thought worth entering here. It is with reference to Mrs Granger – the lady to whom I have referred Sep. 23" – 29" this year. She was in great distress of mind at the absence of her husband – and I began at her request to teach her Phonography. She kept her the study till I left the house. She feared her husband was hurt, or lost, but he returned. She seemed the type of happiness then – but her husband is a curious man, if appearances speak the truth – yes a very curious man. Of course I write plainly here – for I cannot malign anyone in my own Journal; & I want to express my thoughts ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p274.jpg) 1883 If I read his nature correctly from his acts and conversation, he is one of these imaginative men who never see anything but big things. He told us he expected to have gone to Chili, then to Brazil etc. Well, after staying with his wife a week, he left, as he stated he intended to at the supper table – for a two days trip to Philadelphia. He did not return: but in answer to our enquiries of Mrs G. – as to why she was so sorrowful she said her husband had written to her that he had been engaged as book Keeper on board a vessel bound for Liverpool, England; and would be gone 3 months. Mrs G. – did not like to speak plainly of her position, but I soon could see she had no money at all: & I dropped a hint of my willingness to do any- thing I could for her. The poor woman was actually suffering for winter clothes. Well at 2 different times just before I left the house – I lent her a little money – as she expected her husband back in December & would then repay me. I felt glad to assist her for indeed I pitied her: & I had con- ciousness of having done right. A week ago today, I received a note from her, asking me to call on a certain Ship commission broken in the City and enquire the owners of the Arab in that being the vessel upon which Mr G. said he was to embark. Of course I complied and could only succeed in getting the address of the agents. I sent her the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p275.jpg) —1883— address. Now this evening I received a note at the Labratory from her, in which the poor woman is entirely heart broken— she has written to the agents & finds that her husband did not sail upon the vessel & is in no way connected with the company. She desires me to call: The poor woman is deserving of pity: now what can I do – she wants my advice. I dare not – as a man – not to say as an Elder in Israel – refuse her my sympathy in words anyway, & in deeds if I can so render it. Tis a stroke of fate (& such strokes are overruled for some purpose) that I should have met her; but I did meet her; and learning her sorrow- ful position from those in the house, I could not refuse her my aid. I shall call (D. V) tomorrow: and may I be directed aright in whatever I may do. Dec. 11. Met Mrs Granger this evening, From what she said (aside from her embarrass- ment). I find that she is in a very pitiful and uncertain state of mind. She thinks her husband went on another vessel of which she did not properly understand the name. Before he left, he made a contract with the McCarty's to board Mrs. Granger ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p276.jpg) 1883 until his return, when he would pay the bill. He hinted that he would be gone 3 months. Now they have become dissatisfied it appears, and knowing that the woman cannot pay her Board bill, are not at all kind. In fact some of their acts amount to direct insults. She asked me to advise her what to do. If I had the means, I would gladly lend her enough to pay her bill & remove to a more accomodating place – but such I cannot do. I advised her strongly however – to remain where she is, for there is where her husband expects to find her. – Ah well! all have trials in one way or another. In evening attended Mr Marshall's third lecture – on "Yellowstone Park." Dec. 13. Attended Marshall's last lecture on "Gold Mines & Mining." at Peabody Institute Dec. 16 Sunday – Passed quietly: attended Low Mass at Catholic Cathedral during morning: and Presbyterian Service in the evening: the former in company with Mr Fredricks – a fellow boarder & the latter with Dr Miller. The weather is remarkable here for the time of year. Yesterday and today are really the first ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p277.jpg) —1883— cold day. we have had this Fall, except one week (Nov 11-17): I remember that week for I was in the Boarding House without fire. The weather has since that been delightfully warm- in fact I very seldom use an overcoat. But yesterday and today have fully atoned for the unseasonable spell. Have been feeling very uneasy for the last 3 days. That time ago I heard from home to the effect that my little brother Johnny, & little sister Susa were both home ill. Father said he would write again at once if all did not go well: but that I should consider no news as good news. He may have written since that and the letter been miscarried. Dec 17 Poor Mrs Granger came to see me this evening: and I really feel glad that she has had confidence enough to do so. The land lady Mrs Mc Carty told her she must leave; as now she cannot tell when Mr Granger will be back & cannot allor her to board on such uncertainty as to time of pay ment. Her sister had just arrived - it seems almost as bad as regards means as herself. She asked me what she should do - I lent her some money ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p278.jpg) ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p279.jpg) 1884 succesive dates-and the subjects are expected to by treated in an exhaustive manner. During the evening I visited a fellow student by invitation; and found quite a party assembled at his rooms. A number of them did not know my religion-but most knew I was from Utah. A number of jokes were passed on Utah Etc-; and some of the young men referred rather boastingly to what their state (Georgia) had done in opposing Mormonism by shooting two of the elders (they referred to Elders Joseph Standing, and Alexander), I had something to say in reply; and in the course of it stated my professional membership with the Mormon Church Etc. The statement caused a very curious- and to me- highly amusing- course of suggestive looks, and nothing of eyes. However as the games of the evening went on a great number talked with me and I believe some little change was wrought in their ideas of Mormon Land as they term Utah. Surely a change was needed in this respect. For I never heard such a humble-jumble of illogical views as they seemed to entertain. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p280.jpg) —1883— Dec. 22 Surely the weather is to a very great extent responsible for the mood of feeling in which a person finds himself. To day has been a miserable, damp. half snowy, - slushy - and in general - a disagreeable time. Those adjectives will very appropriately express my frame of mind during the greater part of the day too. In the afternoon visited Mr Gardner – a student of the Medical College – and with whom I have become acquainted through his boarding at same place as Dr Miller. He lies ill of Cold, and the Meazles. While there, a conversation grew up himself, myself, and others there (he is far from being too ill to converse)- on Morality in general. Some of those young men – very highly respectable young men – recounted from their own experiences, – or perhaps I should rather made self-confessions to unvirtuous life– with as little regard – as one would have in acknowledging to have drunk a glass of beer. One of them was particularly energetic in stating that the majority of the ladies one meets in society, are far from being virtuous. and as one of many similar proofs which he brought – mentioned his experience with ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p281.jpg) —1883— a young lady whom at one time he would have considered immaculate – – but whom he could now personally swear to be as low as the lowest – for he dragged her himself to that low level. My God!– that such things are – and what greater proof of (-it would seem) irre- coverable debasement – could be asked than that men not only so such acts - - but acknowledge – and delight in boasting of them – taking fiendish delight in every detail. And it is from such communities – that the complaint of shocked morality and modesty(!) — God save the mark!) – is raised against Utah. I am glad to have heard it – and it is not the only nor the first instance I have heard – of similar boastings among men– – but I think it is the most flagrant. That young man returns home to spend his long anticipated Christmas holidays – and – expressed his anxiety to learn if that girl– – or as he calls her – his little bud is still there. Surely Hypocrisy is one of the reigning sovereigns of this day in the World. Hidden Curse unlicensed and damnable licentiousness from those who raise the hiss and cry about Utah polygamist. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p282.jpg) —1883— Dec. 23 Sunday- Passed quietly. Visited friend Gardner again — his fellow boarders have gone home: and he is left alone. I hope to call upon him during next week sometimes. The papers report 40 students from the Medical College as ill with Meazles. This is a winter-day indeed. Have been reading some of DeQuincey's works– and must indeed agree with him in his love for a genuine-first class winter while it lasts. As I sit now – as often I have noted before, when the wind howls – and the snow drifts- and as I draw aside the lattice and see the whirling eddies, as they appear in the grand though severe light of the electric arch – I feel that though midnight has passed, yet sleep is out of question – tis a fit time for freedom of thought. I would like to find time and opportunity to walk through some of the poorer quarters of the city – for from what little I have seen – the cold which gives vim and buoyancy to one sitting in a carpeted and well heated sitting room – entails a degree of suffering to many even in this city which is certainly far above what would be expected from only a cursory glance. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p283.jpg) —1883— Dec. 24 ✓ Xmas Eve - Passed part of morning in Chemical Library. Mail brought to hand this morning a letter from Bro. Geo. q. Corvay at Ithaca, New York; which contains some rather unimportant matter. He says that though he has entered for a full four years course in the Cornell University, he thinks that in 2 years he will have mastered all the work essential to his training as a Chemist – and barring the incidental branches – would gain nothing but a degree by spending all the time there. He wants to propose that we return to Utah and in a year from this – by which time he hopes we will have paid off the indebtedness incurred while East – proceed to establish and build up a laboratory. He presses me for an answer as early as possible, for he says his next terms work depends largely upon his decision. I reply at once – that I wish to make no promises for the future, though my heart's desire is to see a laboratory in Utah – and though I expect to return home in a few months – yet I shall hope to come East again - when the cloud of debt will have passed off me. Today too I met one from Mr Mc Carty's house - he told me as a very great piece of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p284.jpg) —1883— news - that Mrs Granger had left - and without asking if I knew anything of the matter he proceeded to give their side of the question as to the cause of her leaving. Said- none of them thought Mr Granger ever intended to return - in fact did not think the couple had ever been married legally - and that they did not want such a woman in their house etc. etc. Oh dear! Alas for the rarity of their charity! I called on Mrs Granger this evening - she feels better in spirit than she did - and is busy in needlework. She does not suspect their suspicions. To night too - I took a prolonged walk through the streets to see Baltimore on Xmas eve- Shop window displays are superb and all that but a striking point was- on meeting any of the crowd of poorly clad news boys - I see them with baskets of fruit and Christmas good things in their hands. I stopped one and asked him why - He told me the Ladies of the city had given them a treat. Hurrah for the ladies that did it! - oh I have so often pitied those poor boys - in the winter nights I have met many of them - begging to sell them papers - Oh Sir- please buy a paper — only 2 cents Sir — want to get something to eat! And I feel that many of them are ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p285.jpg) —1883— in earnest in such appeals. What wonder that such boys turn out to be rough men? What wonder that they pick up the Cigar stumps - light them - and acquire from their earliest days smoking and its cognate evils? I hope that those benevolent ladies included among the beneficiaries of their County- three old women whom I see in all weathers when I walk the lower part of Baltimore St. - trying to sell their papers. There are wild stories of professional beggars who are very rich- but I cannot doubt that those aged women are indeed in want. But this beautiful city is filled with supplicants for charity - and could I but drop a nickel into the palm of every such I meet as I pass along the streets — I should spend $5.00 every week I delight in talking with persons on Utah- - to recall the fact of the number of indigent ones- and to say that though we may have some customs in Utah which to them seem strange- yet we have no Poor houses, and none have cause to want for necessaries of life, My little walk was made up of interesting incidents tonight — heard a regular curtain lecture on the open street between a regularly ferocious looking negress — and her sable lord. So-so tomorrow is Christmas ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p286.jpg) 1883 Dec. 25. Christmas day- and a miserably dreary one. Attended the Early Catholic Mass at the Cathedral (5 am). Decorations were grand. Passed rest of day quietly – reading & conversation The landlady here does all she can to promote the comfort of all. - The day was pleasantly spent. Dec. 26. Had conversation with a street car driver— those poor men have a hard life- Each ones is on duty from 6 am. till 12 p. m. - Only 6 hours at home, - they need more sleep than that. No difference between Sunday and other days- - Each tires out 4 span of horses per day. What wonder if such men do become tired of life and give way to excesses - when the Monopolizing Company gets 18 hours per day from them and only pays for a regular day of 10 hours? Competition for positions runs so high here – that if one should object he would soon be removed and another substituted. Dec. 27 Spent most of time in Peabody Library during d[-] Oh - there are indeed subjects for thought in a great city. What contrasts can be drawn - its immense wealth and its poverty; its mansions of the rich, and its hovels of the poor. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p287.jpg) —1883— its immense spires - with their heads reaching far toward heaven - and the terrible annals of crime committed under the very steeple shadows These streets throng with painted courtesans - yet this is a city far famed for its many and elegant churches. From what I have observed, though I cannot so foully regard the majority of the ladies here - as I depicted on page 277, yet I have seen enough to show that virtue is at no premium among the girls. Did I enter into society more, perhaps I would learn more, but I do not crave such society connections. Why - I think our Utah girls are many per cent better than I usually regarded them before I saw this contrast. My landlady is a very excellent lady - I often ask her to play for me in the parlor : and myself and the other boarders have many pleasant half hours in this manner. This evening we had quite a talk over religious matters—she is a Baptist, and was very surprised to hear of the many points of agreement between that faith and ours - as for instance in the baptism by immersion - and the non baptism of infants. She is a very intelligent lady, but seems to have a natural horror for anything leaving the name of Mormonism. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p288.jpg) —1883— December 28 Worked, a short time in the Biological Laboratory. In the evening - at invitation of Mr Boyd—a fellow student—attended theater with him Dec. 29 Visited Druid Hill Park - lovely winter scenes. Studied rest of day Dec. 30. Sunday. Attended Presbyterian Church during morning. Spent afternoon in my room quietly. In evening attended St Paul's Church (Episcopal) in company with Mrs Granger. She tells me joyously of a situation which she hopes to obtain in the country : and she awaits an answer tomorrow : then if favorable she will leave at once. I sincerely trust she will be successful— she overwhelmed me with thanks for what little I have assisted her. Of course she intends returning what little I have lent her as soon as she can- Got good news from home regarding the sickness of youngest brother & sister. In first time since I received the account of their sickness Have felt considerably alarmed as to their consideration - for Father said in his letter that he would write if all was not well; but he may have written to that effect and the letter have been lost. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p289.jpg) —1883— This evening too I enjoyed a beautiful (?) example of over-confidense in an error. A young, and totally uneducated though well dressed man – was talking of Salt Manufacture: and said he had seen the people make salt from blue sea water. Another person in the group corrected him by saying that they did not really make it; but the young man who first spoke was very boisterous in his assurances that he had seen it done; and consequently ought to know: he had seen the blue water after boiling - actually turn into salt; and no amount of reasoning could ever induce him to believe that such was not literally the case. Dec. 31. Received a second letter from Bro. Geo Coray— still confident and enthusiastic on the subject referred to under date of Dec. 24. Worked in library in Peabody Institute most of day. Worked late in evening; then I asked the folks of the house to come into the parlor and play music. Spent an enjoyable time till the clock tolled 12. And thus has passed 1883. End of Journal Vol I from Birth (Sept. 21, 1862) to Dec. 31" 1883 J.E.Talmage. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p290.jpg) ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p291.jpg) ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p292.jpg) 810 ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p293.jpg) ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p294.jpg) "Additions" from Omissions 1. (Page 2) April 1873. At Hungerford, Berkshire, England was bap- tized by my father – "Elder James Talmage" into Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day-saints; and confirmed as such during same month. August 1873. Was ordained by "Elder Charles Marchant" of Ramsburry branch –London conference of L.D.S. Church to the office of a Deacon. 2. (Page 5) December 17" 1877 On recommendation of Elder Karl G. Maeser was ordained as a Teacher by Elder Edward Harding of III Ward; Provo City. (3. page 6) Dec 1st 1878 Resigned the office of "B. Y. A. Librarian" being unable to attend to duties on account of over work. (No 4 – Page 7) Nov. 6" 1879. Elected chairman of Scientific Section of B. Y. Academy "Polysophical Society." (No. 5 – page 6) November 20" 1878. Accepted a position to stay nights at the office of B. Y. Academy with a young man as guardians ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F1_p295.jpg) July 12, 1876 According to prevailing custom those of our family who had already been baptized into the church while in England were rebaptized now that we had come to Utah. Such of the family as had not attained to proper years, but had since reached such were this day baptized. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p001.jpg) 2 Journal Volume II January 1" 1884 to August 29, 1887. JETalmage. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p003.jpg) James E. Talmage Private Journal Volume -II- January 1, 1884 to August 29, 1887 Baltimore, Maryland. U. S. A. Jan. 1, 1884. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p005.jpg) 1 James E. Talmage's PRIVATE JOURNAL. 1884 January 1st The book in which I first began to record the items of seeming interest and importance in my life – and which I have termed – as is usually done with such a Record – My Journal, is now full: and on this New Year's day of 1884 I begin to occupy the pages of a second volume with a continuation of the same Journal. In doing so I find myself at "164 North Eutaw St. Baltimore Maryland"- - and as a student of the Johns Hop- kins University of this city. I cannot but reflect on a day like the present – making as it does the dawning advent of a new heir of the royal dynasty of Time, in his imperial reign – and marking also the birth of so many noble resolutions – (often times forgotten or willfully broken before the day has hardly closed) – I say on ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p006.jpg) 1884 a day so singled out from the common days of the year. I cannot but reflect upon the changes in circumstances and surroundings – by which one is attended in the course of a short time. Last New Year's day I found myself at Bethlehem, Pennsylvania – and at that time would have as little dreamed of being here today as would I have expected a year prior to that – to be several thousands of miles away from Utah at all. I am deeply interested in my course at the University here – and anxiously look for the recommencement of the active session of work tomorrow. January 2. Work commenced today – though but informally. In the evening a recep- tion was held – which I attended – on the formal opening of the new Biolog- ical Laboratory. Though we have been working in the building since the opening of the session – yet the formal ceremony of its inaugeration as a part of the University was put off till Tonight Jan. 3. Work is in full blast again. Commenced attending a short extra course of lectures on "Flowers" by Prof. Trelease of the University of Wisconsin. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p007.jpg) 1884 Jan 4. In evening attended lecture on "Insanity" at the Medical College. Jan. 5. Set out early – in company with Dr Miller a fellow student to visit some places of interest at Locust Point – in the lower part of the City. Visited first the Locust Point Fertilizer works – obtained some fine specimens of fossil shells, bones, and teeth from the phosphatic rock which is used in the fertilzier manufacture. Then Visited the Maryland White Lead Co's. works – took lengthy notes – and obtained specimens. Then visited the Symmington Bro's. Sulphuric Acid Manufactory. We have been success- ful today – at every place have been kindly received, and courteously assisted. Jan. 6 Sunday – Attended Congregational Church during morning – and Methodist during evening. Mrs Wright – the land- lady gave us all notice today that she is obliged to close Boarding House, and we will all have to go therefore. Well; this is another change – have already been in 4 different Baltimore houses; but in this one I think I should have re- mained – being so comfortable. I will have to move during next week. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p008.jpg) 1884 Jan. 7 Spent portion of afternoon looking for a suitable room. I had hoped to escape this occupation during the remainder of my stay – for it is a great worry to pack up books and specimens and move. Jan. 8. Attended Prof. Morse's lecture at the Peabody Institute on Life in Japan. Jan. 9. Moved to residence of Mrs Duncan, 100 North Paca St. I have arranged to rent a room here – and shall take meals at a small private Eating House on Franklin St. Really I think the more convenient plan is to room at one house, and Eat at another. The expense is usually a trifle less than a home in a large boarding house – and one does not become very intimately associated with the people in either house – and is in general kept more to himself My room is a large one – well adapted for study with room for books and specimens Etc Mrs Wright – the lady at whose house I lived last – told us today she had to break up boarding-house keeping, as it did not pay. She has had a very great experience of misfortune – loss of property by mortgage after her husband's death Etc. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p009.jpg) 1884 Jan. 10. Attended Prof. Morse's second lecture in evening – on Life in Japan. Jan. 11. Passed examination today in Human Osteology. I am in a little doubt whether to enter the examinations or not. Being a special student – and expecting to leave at close of college year – I shall get no Certificate or Diploma – consequently the examinations can do me no good as regards a record. Very few students do apply for examination- assigning same reason as mentioned above for the neglect. Of course the Undergraduates have to pass examinations. Jan. 12. Saturday – Attended a lecture and a clinic at the Medical College – and visited the Dissecting Rooms – obtained several specimens – for microscopical study. Jan. 13 Sunday – Spent greater part of day quietly in reading and study. In evening attended a service at North Western Tabernacle – and heard the "Princess Winnemucca" speak there. She is the daughter of the chief of the Piute Indians – and is endeavoring to ob- tain signatures to her petitition that her people may have their reservation of land restored to them. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p010.jpg) 1884 Jan. 14. I have referred before in my Journal tof instances observed - of what one may become accustomed to by habit: and as an example quoted the utter absence of reverence for the dead - and sympathy for suffering as evinced by the students in the Medical College Clinics and Dissecting rooms. I have now a very small - but still an example of some force - of the exactly opposite state. While at the Dissecting Room myself - I obtained several specimens of great value and interest to me - for when I return home I may probably have to conduct studies in Physiology, as I have done before - and consequently any such specimens are valuable. Among them I had an articulated finger; some bones; and a large piece of skin. In evening I was busy scraping the bones - and preparing the skin for preservation - intending to mount some microscopic sections of it - when a young gentleman of the University came to my room. He occupies a room in the same house as I and we boarded at same house before I left my last place. He is a classical scholar - and I believe intends to study to become a Minister - Ah! the utter horror he expressed at ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p011.jpg) 1884 what he saw me engaged in - was something intense. In fact he could not rest in the room - was terrified. I merely record this seemingly small matter as a contrast to other [---]tions of the opposite nature. This gentleman is not a child - he is 29 years of age - - and a fine sel[--]la[-]. What will not use and habit cause one to be? Jan. 15. Attended Prof. Moses' third lecture on Life in Japan, at Peabody Institute Jan. 17 Attended Prof. Mose's fourth lecture. These Peabody Institute lectures are given twice per week - upon popular topics - and I endeavor to attend them regularly Jan. 19 Visited the Dissecting Rooms - and obtained some valuable specimems. Among them I obtained an articulated fore-arm - and fore leg - and an evening with assistance of a fellow student manager to get them in tolerable condition for preservation. I find that after the bodies have been dissected the skeletons etc. are the perquisites of the [---] - and he charged me a dollar for the specimens I obtained - while in the anteroom to the main hall there ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p012.jpg) 1884 are the remains of (as I estimated) at least a hundred bodies. Included that is a channel house - and yet - they are all used to it. - Jan. 20 - Sunday. Spent quietly in study and reading. In evening accompalied a couple of friends to attend a meeting at the Salvation Army Barracks. I went there merely to see - and I saw. Ah! Such mocking enthusiasm - the collection is the main part of the programme - Religion is truly a trade away such. Jan. 26 Saturday - Week has passed in work. To-day a friend and I visited the "Popplein Phosphate" Establishment, and obtained valuable specimins. Then crossed by ferry to "Locust Point" Phosphate Works - and by searsbring over the heaps of plows - phatre rocks from the S. Carolina sharks teeth - and fishes' vertebrai Such specimines have been re- garded heretofore by me as unobtainable trophies - to be seen only in Museums - but I have here the somurce of the very best fossils of those partic- ular deposits. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p013.jpg) 1884 Jan 27 Sunday :- During morning attended the Congregational Church Bible Class and Sunday School – at invitation of – and in company with Mr. Fredricks. Then attended the High Episcopal Church – with its imposing ritualistic rites. In evening attended Methodist- Episcopal Church – to hear the well known pastor – Mr McCallister. He is famed as an eloquent speaker – and I have now heard him twice; and my opinion from these services is – that he belongs to "Some – who the depths of eloquence have found "In that un-navigable stream are drowned." His congregation is immense – and he holds them as silent as the grave during the whole of the service – yet his sermon really seems to be more talk than anything else. To-day too had quite a lengthy conversation with Mr Fredricks on Utah and our religion – He is a very ener- getic man – and started out – deeply confident – to prove to me that the Book of Mormon" – and in fact all modern revelation is wrong. I found he had never even seen the Book of Mormon – and in general he seemed to fail in his convincing proofs. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p014.jpg) 1884 Jan 30. I am in a state of considerable anxiety this evening – During the morning a young gentleman friend whom I am somewhat associated with in the Laboratory – and who knows my home and religion – asked me if I had seen an item in the papers – of a fire in Provo City – at some Academy – he said. I ran off at once – and bought copies of all the morning papers of yesterday – and to my sorrow found a six line telegraphic item – – that the "Brigham Young Academy Provo City, Utah – a Mormon in – stitution of 400 students had been destroyed by fire. Loss – $30,000." It further stated that no lives were lost though there occurred many narrow escapes. This is indeed a blow. I have tried to hope that it might be a newspaper item only – but the statement is clear. The date of the calamity was not given. I suppose the folks at home would write to me at once – but even then I can scarcely hope to hear for less than a week. This may change all my plans– –and may cause my very early re- turn home – for I can scarcely hope for financial aid from the institution ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p015.jpg) 1884 under such a crisis. I wrote to Bro. Maeser tonight - and asked him for free particulars and instructions. If the B. Y. Academy is to pass through a trying time - as a teacher in the institution, 'tis my duty to hold my self ready for any call. Jan. 31- Have searched all the current papers - but find no mention of any further particulars as to the fire. I shall be constantly in anxiety till I can hear. Feb. 2 Received letter from Father dated 2 a. m. Jan 28: - just 3 hours after the fire originated - or rather was discovered. Cause had not at that time been sought after - and the details could not be given me - the whole letter being written under the excite - ment of the event - as our own house is but a short dis tance from the Academy building - and of course was in danger also. However - the letter has had the effect of destroying what little vestige of hope I had clung to - that the newspaper reports had been exaggerated. Today too - visited the Canton Copper Rolling Mills - and saw the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p016.jpg) 1884 new rolling machinery put into operation. Also visited the Sulpheric Acid works at Canton - and the Monumental Pottery Establishment Feb. 3 Sunday: - Spent quietly in reading and study. Had quite a lengthy conversation with Mr Fredricks - a fellow boarder - on religious matters. This gentleman prides himself apparently upon his argumentative powers - and in my associations with him he is ever ready to argue. A few days ago we were talking on the "Book of Mormon- Etc - and with his usual ardor he stated that he did not believe any thing of it - and could prove to me that it was a fraud all through. Today he undertook his proof - I invited him to take time to look up his data - for in such an undertaking as a refutation which learned men of the day had failed in he must needs have many references to make - but he seemed to insuate that I did not wish to come to the point— and spoke in such a bantering way - as if I feared to argue with him - that though I do not like ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p017.jpg) 1884 argument I consented to talk with him. My usual experience was repeated-his proofs in which he placed such confidence were but the book makers worn out fabrications-- and after he had talked a couple of hours--I being only engaged in answering his arguments(?)-he pro- posed to stop-as he knew nothing else. He confessed never having seen the Book of Mormon (I lent it to him then)-did not know what was in it-knew nothing but what other people said they had other people say-what was the state of our Utah community-Etc. Oh well!- such is life. Feb. 4. Received letter hastily writted by Bro. Tanner – the walls alone stand- and they not all. The Laboratory Instruments etc. were greatly damaged. Origin of fire is not known-the young men who occupy my old position- sleeping there as guardians-were away from their post-and the fire started in an unknown way. He tells me though that the Academy resumed as usual next day – in the New Bank building. Think of it – not a day lost. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p018.jpg) —1884— Feb. 6. I attended a perform ance at the Academy of Music tonight. Havebeen anxious to see the building -but ✓never before have done so. The much famed Modjeska appeared there tonight. Feb. 9. In dulged again in a recreation: At invitation of Dr Miller went and ✓heard Booth the actor in his great character in the "Foul's Revenge." Worked in the Dissecting Room some time Feb. 10. ✓Sunday Passed quietly. Attended service at the Baptist Church during evening. Feb 13 Received letter from Bro. Maeser He tells me the intention is to rebuild the B. Y. Academy at once - and thus the apparent calamity may turn out for good; for so much the sooner will a suitable building be at the disposal of the institution. He added that the B. Y. A. could not advance me more means at present: but- he felt to recommend me staying here if I could the money- as I can easily pay back after I get to work at home. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p019.jpg) —1884— Well - I shall stay if I can - and I do not fear being able to raise the money - if I feel confident on the strength of my expected salary - to be able to repay. I shall still await developments. Feb. 15 Attended a lecture in the Masonic Temple this evening by the celebrated Prof. Carpenter on Mesmerism and Psy chology. This is one of the subjects upon which I have strange in — explicable ideas. — I am somewhat skeptical upon it — yet his demonstrations were to say the least dazzling. Feb. 16 - Commenced attending a course of Educational Lectures given by the Faculty of the University to the advanced students of the various departments. Feb. 17 Sunday again – Spent morning in reading – and writing letters. In evening attended Bethany Church – Methodist Episcopalians - 'to hear a sermon announced by the pastor – Mr Mc Allister upon "The Immortality of the Soul" ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p020.jpg) --1884-- Feb. 22 This has been a day of double celebration at the University. It is Washington's Birthday - and con- sequently to be observed as holliday: and beside that it is commemora- tion day of the Universitiy. The exercises today were impressive - President Elliott of Harvard College delivered the address. Afternoon was devoted to inspection of the various buildings and de- partments - and in the evening a reception was held. Owing to an attack of my well known acquaintance - the headache - I was compelled to remain absent from the evening reception. The Negro population gathered en masse to witness the Colored Militia parade, and as I sat at the window and saw it pass along the street I saw a great variety of the Negro types. Perhaps I , am prejudiced - but to look at a Negro face - selected almost at random - and then to claim that the Blackman is the equal of the White in ability & mind. - appears to me a miserable conclusion - contradicted by all appearances. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p021.jpg) —1884.— Feb. 23 Attended the second of the course of Educational Lectures. Spent most of day and evening in Peabody Library Feb. 24 Sabbath. Attended during morning the Friends' or Quakers Service. I have never done so before – and their simplicity is indeed striking All sit still till one feels moved by the spirit to speak or pray or otherwise lead in worship. Feb 25 Received from Bro. Tanner a photo of the B.Y. Academy ruins – it is a sad sight – but the mishap will surely soon turn for the best. Feb. 26 Received word from the B.Y. Academy that I must not expect aid in Financial matters from the institution. I have to borrow money from the Bank to defray my expenses for rest of year – and pay interest thereon. Feb. 28. Attended the last of the Peabody course of lectures. This has been a most profitable course – given every Tuesday & Thursday evening – 30 lectures in all. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p022.jpg) 1884 Feb. 29. A monkey died at the Zoological Gardens in Druid Hie Park - and the body was sent to the University. By good luck I put in an application before anyone else and secund it. The skeleton will be a valuable aid to me if I return to teaching again March 1 After the third of the Educational Sections I started with 2 others to visit the Mount Washington Copper Mine. We had a very long walk- and were competely tired out by evening March 2 Sunday- a regular winter day though so late in season- snow and wind makes outdoor walking very bad. March 4. By kindness of a friend I recieved ticket of admission to the exercise at Commencement of the College of Physicians and Surgeons. The cere- monies were imposing; 124 men received their degree of Doctor of Medicine and were "turned loose" with authority to kill or cure. In the evening attended a lecture by the Rev. Henry Ward Beecher at the Masonic Temple, His subject was "A torn of the Continent; and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p023.jpg) —1884— ✓ he related that during the tour he visited Utah. His account of Utah and her people was very fair in most respects – none of the rant and tear of most talkers upon this subject, but he made the following four very gross mis-statements (1) That the Utah government is entirely under the control of the Church: (2) All the property of the territory is owned by the Church as a corporation. (3) The government of Utah is an absolute despotism. (4) Hatred and revenge toward the oppressors of the people is regularly inculcated in the schools. Now; - I enjoyed his lecture very much – he is a master spirit in viewing the topics of the day; but either through the very short time which he spent in Utah, or through some other cause he gave the above Fallacies to a large audience; nearly all members of which will believe Mr Beecher because he has just come from there" – and will never stop to consider how long Mr Beecher spent there, and whether the time of his visit was sufficient to enable him to properly study the question I was grieved to hear these ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p024.jpg) 1884 ✓statements: for his other references to Utah were remarks of praise to the people. He bore a strong testimony to the morality, unity, and thrift of our people; but still these glaring and entirely false remarks quoted above, will do harm. I felt deeply concerned over to the matter - made it a matter of prayer - and the conviction grew upon me - and kept me from sleep - till I yielded and wrote a short article to the paper entirely contradicting the misstate- ments on the authority of a personal experience of nearly 8 years residence in Utah. I have just completed the article - - in it I merely denied these state- ments- and urged the probability of Mr Beecher's short visit being the explanation of his mistake, and signed it with my full name, and Universtiy adress, I sincerely hope the act has been properly directed and that it will result in good. Unless I feel otherwise directed, I will take the communication to the editor tomorrow; though of which paper I do not as yet know. May God give me success if such be his will. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p025.jpg) 1884 March 5. ✓ Feel as I did last night in regard to the article; ,and this morning took the same to the Editor of the "Day," an evening paper having a very large circulation. I was passed from one to the other in the editorial office, till I finally came to the Editor-in-Chief. He was very gentle- manly- read the communication carefully- and said he would be remarkably pleased to insert it in the Day – though owing to press of matter it could not appear till tomorrow's issue. March 6. The "Day" this evening contained my article in an unaltered form under the title "The Mormon Question"—A young teacher from Utah criticises Mr. Beecher's remarks." This evening too – a couple of fellow students who had heard Mr Beecher's lecture – came round and expressed thier pleasure etc- at my action. But I did not act so for their praise March 7. Remarks of approval-or congratulations if the term be applicable have come from every hand among my ac- quaintances today. I was pleased to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p026.jpg) 1884 receiver this mark of regard from three young men especially with whom I had spoken serveral times on Utah matters, and each of whom I fancied, thought that I was bold in my statements to them because I knew that they were personally ignorant of Utah or anything in Utah. After Tuesday evening's lecture they wished a conversation- and during the same, hinted that the reports of Mr Beecher- (who had been there as well as I)- did not agree with my description of the Utah social life and government. March 8. Remarks are no less numerous from my Friends. I mention this only to show that an interest which may result in good is arising. One young man wished to boorow the Book of Mormon and to make other enquire March 9 Sunday again. Spent quietly. The weather is so bad - as to make it very disagreeable to stir outside, so I did not stir. March 11. Attended lecture this evening on "Surgreal Emergencies" at Young Men's Christian Association. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p027.jpg) 1884 March 15 ✓ Saturday - Visited Baker Bros. Glass ✓ Works in the southern part of city. March 16 Sunday - Attended High Mass at Catholic Cathedral – the Archbishop having just returned from Rome; and being announced to preach today, the ceremony was elaborate. In course of my studies I have naturally been brought face to face with the alleged atheistic tendency of scientific thought; and the conflict usually said to exist between science and Religion. Now, I have felt in a dilemma - and begin now to fancy I see a way out - I have been unable to see the point of conflict myself:- my belief in a living God perfectly accords with my reverence for science; and I can see no reason why the evolution of animal bodies cannot be true - as indeed the facts of observation make it difficult to deny - and still the soul of man is of divine origin. The dilemma which has troubled me is this—being unable to perceive the great difficulty of which scientists and Theologians, and scientific- Theologians refer—I have feared that my investigation of the subject was highly superficial; for when such great men ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p028.jpg) 1884 as most of the writers upon this subject are - find a puzzle, 'twould be high egotism for me to say I find no puzzle. And the fancied exit which I see has appeared from my reading some of John Stuart Mill's writings. and I feel – that if had none other idea of a Deity that those men have, is that of an unknown beings, whose attributes never can be explicable; who acts as Mill says "contrary to the highest human morality" – I too would hail atheism with delight. I could never believe in such a God as theirs; not though one should rise from the grave to declare Him to me. And just as certainly do I perceive that there can be no antagonism between the true science as revealed and made easy by the Priesthood: and the God whose attributes, and passions of love and mercy are also declared by that same priesthood. March 17 I have been engaged some time in the study of the effects of Narcotics upon the system: i. e. studying the same theoretically only. Today I found a gentleman who works in same Laboratory as I, and who has for 2 years been addicted ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p029.jpg) 1884 to the habit of eating Haschich or extract of Cannabis Indica. He was very willing to give me any data from his own experience: and gave me such. —Mar 18— My Haschich-eating friend gave me further details at odd times today. Three of us in the University have entered upon the study of the Narcotics in use. March 20. Atten ded a lecture at the Academy of Music on the Negro and Indian Problem. Mar. 21 The result of our work in research upon Narcotics has been tolerably satisfactory. We utilize my friend referred to above, with his Haschich eating experience.- and find four or five others whom he knows have also an experience upon the subject. But the effects experienced by the different ones. are so widely different can scarecely draw a conclusion. The opium Habit is well explained by books, and the bad after affects ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p030.jpg) 1884 of the same are sufficiently appalling to keep experimentation upon the subject. But, the ill after effects are reported very low in the Haschich or Henry administration: and we have concluded to try effect of small dose upon ourselves. Of course, such a course is the proper one for the study of the effects of the drug, though I very much disliked the idea of doing such a thing, for as yet I have never know what it is to be narcotized either by tobacco, alcohol, or any drug. This evening had quite long conversation with a friend at the University on Utah matters. March. 22. This being Saturday, was the day I selected to study practically the effect of Haschisch. This evening, after work and all was over I took at 3 doses each an hour after the preceeding, 5 grains solid extract Cannabis Indien. At this writing - midnight - 5 hours since lase doze, I have experienced no effects whatever. The effect is said to be widely different on different people. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p031.jpg) 1884 March 23 ✓ Sunday - Spent quietly. Have had no restult to the noted - of my phisiological experiment yesterday. I do not feel inclned to try again till the end of next week - as the realization of the effects of the drug are not desirable on working days. March 25 Attended J.S. Stoddard's lecture on "Berlin" at the Academy of Music March 28 Some time ago- (first when I do not know, but very soon after my entrance to the John Hopkins (University) I made the acquaintance of a gentleman as Prof. Simpson of the College of Western Maryland at Westminster; who has continued to come to the University wealthy - pursuing the study of Chemistry. By some reason - he has many times applied to me for assistance in his work - and I soon learned the state of affairs - that at present there is no time professor of chemistry at his institution - and he is endeavoring - by call of the Faculty to help along the course in chemistry till the end of year. Chemistry is but a minor study there anyway. Well; ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p032.jpg) --1884-- although there have been suggestions heretofore-(as a partial return he says for my position in the graduates laboratory in the University, and for assistance to him) Today he told me plainly that if the Professors & Associates in Science at the Johns Hopkins would sanction the movement- he thought that his faculty would waive the requirement of a 4 year's residence -accept my certificates & diploma in heir thereof-and admit me to the June examinations as candidate for a degree. Well-if such can be done allright- -I shall not feel confident; but just wait and see. (March 30/'84 Sunday: Spent quietly My eyesight has become so weak of late that I am compelled to do as little studying as possible at night and then must substitute lamp for gas light owning to the slight but painful flickering of gas lights I hope to be spared the necessity of wearing glasses. Mar. 31 Passed Examination in the second hald of course in General Biology ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p033.jpg) --1884-- --April 5-- Received from Bishop Madsen of Gunnison, Sanpete Co. Utah.- a statement of his labors in the direction of sugar manufac- ture from the Sorghum Cane- and a request that I arrange to spend some time with him in the next sugar season. This evening-first opportunity which has presented itself- I attempted my experiment on the effect of Haschich as referred to March 22 ( ) Took in all 15 grains-no effects. April 6. Sunday-Attended High Mass at Cathedral- to witness the Palm Sunday Ceremonies. Also attended service at Presby- terian Church. In evening attended a Young People's Meeting at a Presbyterian Church. Continued my experiment by taking 20 grains Cannabis Indica- and the effect was felt in a not very agreeable way. My fellow experimenter & I concluded I should take no larger dose- but perhaps vary the trial in the future. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p034.jpg) 1884 —April 7.— Was asked by several friends what I thought of the Rev. Mr A. E. Winship's sermon last night. I had not before heard of the gentleman : but soon found that he preached on "Life among the Mormons." and the report of his sermon showed the same to be fearfully wrong. I am indeed sorry to have missed him; but had heard nothing of the matter. Read the morning papers; then went to the resident minister of the Church where Mr Winship preached as a visiting minister : and learned that the latter had left by early train for Washington- I asked the minister as to whether the newspaper reports were correct – – and received a few alterations and additions. Also obtained, the address of the preacher – for I feel that I ought not to keep silent when such gross mis statements are made - though this evening I am in an undecided state. His remarks- were of the sen— sational kind - murders – criminality – ignorance as a religion virtue, weak mindedness etc etc- Ah Bosh! ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p035.jpg) 1884 —April 8— This morning I felt inclined to say nothing publicly- since I did not personally hear the sermon. But this evening, about 7 o' clock I felt prompted to write a big article- - at least to show that the "Mormons" are not fools — No; I'll not say what it is to show - I felt moved to write - I leave the rest to the hands of Him, whose people have been abused. I wrote an open letter to "Rev. A. E Winship, Boston", in which I placed my experience opposite his statement - but mostly simply called on him for proofs of his bold statement. Within two hours, I stood in the Editorial office of 'the "American", a morning daily of this city - and the paper which gave the gentleman's sermon such a lengthy synopsis. Editor was kind- expressed his regret that the paper was full for one or two days ahead, but assured me the article should be published without any great delay. A delay of a day or two will not be entirely fatal to any good from the letter: Although I would have wished no delay. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p036.jpg) 1884 April 10 Holidays for one week began today. Made trip to Locust point and obtained specimens from Lead Waks: also some fine fossils April 11. Good Friday Witnessed the celebration at Catholic Cathedral. April 12. At suggestion of a friend, myself with two others visited the poor quarters of the city tonight : and what we saw I shall remember. The letter has been not as yet published in the American : but editor sent word today that he regretted it postponement but could not avoid it. I dont know what to do but wait. Have sent the letter itself to Mr Winship, and will send a copy in print as soon as it is published. April 13 Easter Sunday - attended service at the High Episcopal Church. The ritual of this Church is the nearest approach to the Catholic form of any I have seen. As is always the case with all churches I have visited either in Pennsylvania or Maryland (except the sincere unostentatious Quakers) a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p037.jpg) 1884 collection was called for: and the robed priest made the polite request that the congregation raise $1500.00 to release the Church from debt, and to leave a surplus for the clergy to use in charitable objects. Why in the world does anybody try to urge the Latter day saint Tithing as a mark of oppression, when other sects make such an un - ceasing call for money? April 17 Attended lecture on Temperance by Col. Bain of Kentucky at the Masonic Temple. April 18. ✓ Received visit from Prof. Simpson of the Western Maryland College: in regard to item of March 28; He brought me an offer - to stay at the College a year: into which I should be admitted to full standing in Senior Class, and during that year act as Assistant in Chemistry & Physics: in return for which my year's expenses should be defrayed, and (providing examinations were satisfactory ) the baccalaureate degree given at its close. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p038.jpg) 1884. From conversation it would appear that the Faculty desired an assistant in the branches names: and appeared to think because I hold no degree, that I would accept these terms to obtain one: I do not value the little so highly. Of course I politely declined the offer : but accepted Prof Simpson invitation to accompany him. to Westminster . Arrived there in evening : visited College - and was introduced to several of Faculty. At night attended a college dramatic performance. April 19. Spent considerable time in the College Laboratory. Returned to Baltimore by night train. April 20 Attended in evening a lecture on spiritualism by a female medium. Did not hear much. April 21. ✓Received letter today from the Rev. Mr. Winship refused to man April 7 & 8 : He replies to my letter in a very dignified matter, but does not answer my enquiries as to evidence upon the truth of his statements: ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p039.jpg) 1884 but pleads excuse as he was just leaving on a town - and would answer my enquiries at length on his return. He hopes soon to meet me, he says : really thinks that I understand him to be much more opposed to the Mormons than he really is - ; expresses great regard for my objections - as a man aspiring to broad culture, and other similar meaningless compliments, and leaves his most important sentence unfinished. I hope the gentle- man will keep his word and send me his promised reply. He says "For many Mormon people I have sincere regard, for many more I have deep pity, for others - I forbear to speak." --April 23. -- Attended lecture by McRussel of W.S. Survey, on Glaciers of the Sierras ; under auspices of the University Field club. April 26. Attended last of course of Educational Lectures - This has been a valuable course to me. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p040.jpg) 1884 -April 27- Sunday- Attended service at Bethany Methodist Church. April 28 Answered a letter from Bp. Madsen of Gunnison Utah: upon the sugar question. By his request I forwirded an estimate of expenses which would attend the procuring of apparatus necessary for chemical analysis in con- nection with the sugar[-]urk. He asked me to engage to be present for a month during the sugar season but I am unable to make any engagement as to my time after I reach Utah. May 2 Today I delivered the leture, the assignment of which was made to me Dec. 21st. Have no cause for dissatisfaction at the result. My subjict was "The History of the Alkali Metal." and in t of cause there is no place for opinnions- the lecture was uponfact only & in these lectures every statement is to be bourne out by a referenes to the record when found. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p041.jpg) —1884— Received visit today also from Prof. Simpson, regarding items of Mar. 28." and April 18." He informs me of the action of the Faculty of Western Maryland College - that their charter does not permit the conferring of degrees on examination unless at least one year has been spent at the institution. But, upon giving satisfactory evidence of ability - partly by examination - and partly by my records as a student in "Lehigh" and "Johns Hopkins", I am to be recommended to an institution in North Carolina. This is indeed a troublesome complication - but as yet the matter has not consumed any of my time, and I may as well let the affair run its own course. I cant say what the result of this recommenda- tion will be : I hope I shall not be required to go to N. Carolina as the trip would be expensive. I do not expect to do so - as the exam- inations will be conducted in Maryland May 4 Sunday - This afternoon attended service at the Young Men's Christian ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p042.jpg) 1884 Association. This organization is very extended; and really runs conducted in a way that cannot but do good. There is quite a large establishment in each of the great Eastern cities all of which are of course on same plan. That here in Baltimore posesses a very fine Schary, and Reading Room-- entirely free to everyone and in evening lectures, readings, converts etc. are given to some of which a [-]nominal admission fee is charged to others not any; but on might whom no such entertainment is given the Library, chess room etc. are open. An excellent Gymnasium is also open with a competent instructor for the benefit of members. ✓ Have just returned tonight from service at the Westminster Presbyterian Church. The minister spoke against belief in Darwinism and like most ministers whose remarks I have heard or read upon this subject showed his ignorance. He spoke much as an ordinary person would - - "Darwin" Oh yes - says we come from monKeys" -- then condemns. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p043.jpg) 1884 I certainly think 'tis the ministers themselves who have bred the disgust with which most scientific people regard them - because they will dabble with matters, from which their ignorance should keep them at a safe distance. The speaker tonight brought out many noble principles : but in spite of his eminence as a preacher - self contradiction and inconsistency, were apparent. Really, I do not wonder that any scientific man refuses to belong to a church where he is told nothing but "Only believe & you'll be saved"– "the blood of the Lamb is all powerful"- "take up the cross of Christ" Etc. The preachers always talk in metaphors- you cant bring them down to fact. and anything which will not bear scrutiny when stripped of fine language is to the scientific mind nonsense. Again Darwin wrote for those who can understand him; some of whom will agree with & others oppose him : but he did not write for ministers who never read beyond other's opinions of the man, anymore than Plato or Socrates wrote for babes and sucklings. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p044.jpg) 1884 —May 9.— This school week has passed quietly. A rather discouraging incident occurred today. For nearly 3 months I have been engaged on a piece of original work in Chemistry - "on the oxidation of Cymene Sulphamide in alkaline solution." The labor has not been easy – great difficulty having been met in purifying the sub- stances fit for analysis, Another line of investigation will have to be pursued: and the Professor told me today it would be im— possible to do anything in less than another 3 months, and as the college closes in a month the subject would be better given up. I shall be unable to continue the labor at home for lack of material —May 10— Visited the City Jail to-day. This is a very large structure - beautifully built. Has at present about 300 inmates. The arrange- ment seems to be perfect – every- thing so clean. The food is good though plain. We saw the men <& women too> marched down to dinner – in sections, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p045.jpg) 1884 each man with his hands firmly placed on shoulders of man in front, and the front man with his arms folded. The food was good brown wheaten bread - meat, and peasoup. The bread is sliced by a machine so that each piece is of same size. I noticed that even here the white prisoners are not re- quired to eat with the colored. In connection with the jail-and inside the enclosure- is a carpet factory and a black- smith's and carpenter's shop. The looms are worked by foot power – and all men incarcerated for long terms are put to work here. The work is in the interest of contractors who pay the City for the prisoner's labor. Those only in jail for terms varying from a few days to one or two months are kept at work cleaning the build- ings etc. All are busy. Each man receives a moderate supply of tobacco twice per week – and 3 meals per day at 6 a. m., 12 m: and 5 p.m. Whole enclosure is liberally supplied with electric lights. One finds here a rare opportunity to study character ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p046.jpg) 1884 We talked with a number of prisoners – some say they feel comfortable -& find it pays them to behave themselves and work, as by so doing they shorten their time 5 days per month. One negro especially spoke in this way : the warden spoke highly of him : in fact he seemed quite an intelligent fellow. Others again are dissatisfied One white man was imprisoned for a month for getting drunk. He felt very bad toward every body: seemed desperately enraged at such a sentence for so slight an offense, and assured us he had only been there once before. From what I have seen in some occasional visits to the Police Courts the summary method of sentencing prisoners must do much to engender such a feeling of des— peration as this man had at one Court which I attended a week ago, the Magistrate tried and sentenced six persons in 10 minutes. If the prisoner annoyed the magistrate by talking or otherwise - the penalty was always heavier. This of course grows partiality - the penalty often depending on the mood of the Judge, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p047.jpg) 1884 and the prisoners see this, and recognize the majesty of the Law by the absence of majesty or dignity in any form. We did not closely scrutinize the workings in the Female Wards of the prison - not talk with the inmates – but a casual glance showed an arrangement very similar to that among the males. Most women were of middle age- some even gray – in for drunkenness: though some were young. The visit has been an instructive one. Same date May 10 in evening I saw a little boy - barefooted and ragged - begging. I called him aside – – said his father was ill - and had been for 2 years: mother was at- tending to father - and he was begging for food. He answered all my questions directly – sobbed a little – gave me number & street where he lived ( the street I have never seen on map, nor heard of it)- I told him he ought to learn to work at something – he said he did when he could etc. etc. I gave him a few cents, and he dried his tears (?)- but I kept an eye on him. He went a short ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p048.jpg) 1884 distance, then pulled something out of his pocket and seemed to be counting some money. Then he ran down street – I followed walking rapidly – and soon saw him go into the entrance of a Variety Theatre of not very good repute. When I reached the door I saw him pay for a 10 cent ticket and dart upstairs before I could get near him : and as I did not wish to follow, I had to go home and content myself with thinking over the matter. Oh my! - such deception from a 12 year old boy – – what will be at 30? —May 11— Sunday - Spent quietly. Walked out to the Park which is duly appreciated at this season. It is a beautiful relief from the bustle of the city streets. —May 14— Saw a woman approach a vegetable dealer's stand- snatch some radishes and devour them as of starving. I tried to get near the poor creature, but she hurried off. Once before I saw a ragged- drunken looking man devouring some raw sausage- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p049.jpg) 1884 like a wild beast - I could almost imagine him to be a low animal - swallowing the entrails raw of another. Yet one cannot change lack of benevolence to the people in general here. Most of such cases all spring from drink. —May 18— Sunday. In afternoon attended a lecture in the Grand Opera House by Rev. Mr Pullman–the Universalist Divine. This is first time I have heard a Universalist preach. In evening attended Presbyterian Church to hear Dr Gill preach on Natural Selection. My only criticism is that he did not talk about Natural Selection. —May 21— Passed the final examinations in Chemistry today. This ends the formal work through work still goes on in the Laboratory. —May 22— Visited the State Penitentiary This is a large institution - over 500 men are imprisoned there - all at hard labor. There is in connection with the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p050.jpg) 1884 Prison a large Marble Shop Bout shop, and a Foundry. To look into the cells shows a great deal the character of the inmate. One man had some little money and had used it to decorate his cell in a small style with cards and mottos. Another had laid in a good stack of books, Another who had no money at all had drawn figures on paper and hung them up - had written mottos, the Lords' Prayer etc. He had marked the outline of the bricks with chalk and thus relivered the sombre monotony. He seemed to be a Catholic - had built up a little altar and had drawn a pencil figure of the Crucifix. Another was pointed out - with money to his credit, yet not a mark relieved the barrenness of the cell walls. We were told that the inmate was as crabbed in disposition as his cell was in appearance. The books showed the same names repeated for 3, 4 and one or two for even 7 different times. Such cases must almost regard the Pen as their home. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p051.jpg) 1884 —May 24— Attended a meeting at the Open House, called to inagurate a movement for the relief of the disabled Confederate soldiers. The Governor of Maryland presided, and the speakers were many- from both Houses of Parliament, - governors and high officers from the north and south. 'Twas a highly enthusiastic affair — - Generals who had met face to face in bloody war not a quarter of a century ago. They spoke reverently of each other's bravery, told reminiscences of the past, and some almost wept with joy. I am glad I attended. —May 25— Sunday. Visited Fort Mc. Henry. In evening attended service at Presbyterian Church. —May 28— Attended a Clinic at Medical College today. Also visited the Police Court. - same thing - crime disposed off by the Judge as if that were his trade. May 30 Visited Canton Oil Works etc. in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p052.jpg) 1884 company with Prof Simpson of Western Maryland College. —May 31— Saturday Attended the "Sabbath" service at the Orthodox Jewish Synagogue. I have taken an interest in noting points in the Jewish character & customs, but did not attend any worship till today; a fellow student - a Hebrew took to the synagogue of which he was an attendant. The ceremony is impressive, though no word but Hebrew was spoken. Even the children seem to read Hebrew with ease. This was the Feast of the Weeks or of First Fruits. The women all sit in the Galleries - no female at all on the floor. Men all wear the Talus about their person - - with the mystic fringe at each corner, and the "thread of blue" about the robe. The law on the parchment rolls – i.e. the Torah is borne from the ark of the Covenant by the Rabbi and a portion read, after which it is re-covered with its cloth of blue, and ornaments and replaced in the Ark. Oh ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p053.jpg) 1884 that such a form is preserved in such rigorous manner, to a God, whose son they will not recognize. There are many Jews in Baltimore - mostly in the –second– hand–goods and Broker's business. In afternoon visited the Clifton Estate. This a lovely suburban spot - belonging to the Johns Hopkins University. There is an effort on foot to have the University removed from the city to that place. In evening visited 37 South Gay Street – the scene of a terrible disaster – the whole building - 5 story – collapsed killing. 7 or 8 people. A number of girls were employed in the building – a large cotton warehouse - but had left fortunately about an hour before the accident. By electric light work is progressing in clearing away the debris -.and removing the bodies. —June 1— Sunday. Visited the renowned Greenmount Cemetery. In it is the grave of Booth family including Junius Brutus the tragedian ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p054.jpg) 1884 and of John Wilkes Booth, the assassin of Prest. Lincoln. In evening attended service at the independent Methodist Church. —June 4— Attended the commencement exercises of the Maryland Institute schools of Art and Design. —June 5— Attended the exercises connected with the bestowal of degree at the University. The ceremony is stripped of all those showy incidents usually connected there- with in Colleges. Whole exercise did not last over 1 1/2 hours - a speech by the President - the formal conferring of degrees then an adjustment to a layer room and an attack upon the academic refreshments. ✓ As the University session is now at an end, I can express my opinion of my course here as a whole. It has been highly satisfactory to my mind. Prosperity and health have been mine throughout; and the experience of the year has been a much broader than that of the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p055.jpg) 1884 preceeding at "Lehigh", though the "Lehigh" year formed the foundationof the work just closed. I shall endeavor to spend my time for a few days in the libraries, for I find it to my pecuniary advantage to proceed to New York and make the journey home in company with the returning missionaries and emigrants which will leave New York for Utah about June 22. Bro Hart the church emigration agent has offered me permission to do so; and I feel to accept the pleasure. —June 6— Had quite a lengthy con- versation with some friends upon Utah question. —June 8.— Had a long talk with several students on Utah affairs. —June 11.— ✓ Received letter from Bishop Madsen of Gunnison, Utah, in which he says money will be sent me in a few days as per my estimate to procure angalytical apparatus. I hope it arrives soon else it will be too late. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p056.jpg) 1884 —June 12— Spent most of time in the Museum of the Maryland Academy of Sciences; balance of day in Library as usual. —June 15— Probably my last Sabbath in Baltimore. Visited the Druid Hill Park; in afternoon and evening suffered with a severe headache - unable to attend any service. I have had many instances of the fulfilment of the prom- ise of God uspecting healing; both upon myself as upon others. Last evening the son of my landlady – a 15 year old lad, came for me to look at his hand – suffering from so severe a sprain (by catching it in a tree while running) that the joints were swollen; and inflamed while the hand was so tender as to ✓prohibit touching it at all. I tried to soothe the boy and the mother - bound his hand, after annointing with consecrated oil, though of course I could not ac- company it with any verbal administration. In a couple of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p057.jpg) 1884 hours the boy was so near well that he was playing. his mother was anxious to learn what the "stuff" was which had been put on; Today he declares his hand to be as well as the other. —June 16— As the promised letter from Rev. A. E. Winship of Boston (see April 21) has not been forthcoming, I sent to him a second letter today incidentally reminding him of his promise, but really to acquaint him with my home address. —June 17— Spent most of day in packing and in bidding friends good bye. —June 18— Good-bye to Baltimore. Left by boat 3 p.m. for Philadelphia. Pleasant evening ride down the bay. Sunset and Sunrise at the Chesapeake were beautiful. —June 19— Reached Philadelphia at 5.30 a.m. Visited Queen & Co's Apparatus depot. Visited Bro Sammual Harrison Left at 1.15 for New York. Arrived at 3.30 pm Took room at ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p058.jpg) 1884 Vandyke house. Very tired. —June 20— Saw Bro. Hart, the Church emigration Agent – learned that I could secure half fare rate and start at once for home. Visited Eimer and Amend's appar- atus house. Also visited the Petroleum Stock exchange – – a terrible hubbub – I could never stand such a life. In afternoon visited Greenwood Cemetery, – the Brooklyn pride of Cemeteries Left New York at 8 p.m. for home via Chicago, Lake Erie and Western Railway. —June 21— Enjoyed the New York, Penn- sylvania and Ohio scenery but do not consider it equal to that via the Baltimore and Ohio railway —June 22— Indiana and Illinois scenery Arrived in Chicago at 8.20 am Had ticket via Chicago and North Western Ry. but this line runs no trains on Sunday: ticket was accepted via the Rock Island Route. Left at 12.10 p.m. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p059.jpg) 1884 Spent intervening time in viewing the city. There seems a very great difference in cities – here all places are open on Sunday – the fruit vender's stalls salloons etc – as on other days. —June 23— Arrived at Council Bluffs at 9 a.m. Passed at once to Omaha. Visited agent of Union Pacific – with a letter of introduction from Bro. Hart. Received half fare transportation to Provo. Left at 12.m The Nebraska scenery is nice – large flat valleys – that of the Platte is very broad. The transition space is passed – I am again in the West. —June 24— Nebraska prairies – must have been terrible in the Hand Cart or Ox team days. many prairie-dog towns. Soon after noon reached Cheyenne Wyoming. Here appear the mountains with the Caps of snow – a true pleasure I did not know I loved mountains so well. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p060.jpg) 1884 at Sherman, visited the Elevation Monument, Here we an 8235 jut above sea level - yet the ascent has been so gradual as to be almost unnoticeable aside from the employment of 2 engines - and slow travel Monotonous ride across the High Platians. June 25 Entered Utah. Echo Canion grand scenery Reached Ogden at 11 a.m. - and Salt Lake City at 1 p.m. Went to President an his office, and met many of the authorities; them spoiled at the Historians Office. Met Bro Maeser - he is just learning for a short trip to California a great surprise and a true Pleasure. Also met Bro J M Sarmer Reached Provo at 5:30 pm — — a great surprise to the folks - but found all tolerably well and really gald to be home again. June 26 Busy visiting friends. Rode horseback to Pleasant Grove and visited Grandma and Sister Sarah ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p061.jpg) —1884— —June 27— Returned home to Provo. I can now make a general estimate of my expenses during my trip. Total expenses till end of course at Lehigh University including transportation from home } 569.50 Total at Johns Hopkins Univ. including fare home } 520.10 $1089.60 I have borrowed means to the amount of $628.50; from following sources :— Bro. J. M. Tanner 150.00 " W. N. Dusenberry 50.00 " W. H. Dusenberry 30.00 B.Y. Academy 100.00 " Geo. Q. Cor[-]y 200.00 " J. B. Keeler 20.00 Bank (1st National, Provo) 53.50 " A. Singleton 25.00 $628.50 I am under heavy obligations to those named in above list for in most instances the loans have been given unasked. My second year's course is dependent absolutely on the kindness of my friends. May I ever remember it. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p062.jpg) —1884— June 29 Sunday. By call of the authorities addressed the meeting in Tabernacle during morning. Also addressed Third Ward Sunday School in afternoon. —June 30— Gave brief address at a Social Party tendered to Bro. J.W Farmer who leaves shortly on a mission. —July 4— Attended Celebration at home. In evening rode horseback to Pleasant Grove and attended a party with Grandma and Sister Sarah. Made a brief address at the party on invitation of committee. —July 5— Returned to Provo. —July 6— Sunday. Address Third Ward Meeting by call of Bishop. —July 7-10— Busy in assisting Prof. Maeser to prepare the "Circular" for next year's session. —July 11— Meeting of Board of Trustees was held; the "Circular" was adopted. I received appointment as sec'y of the Faculty for ensuing year. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p063.jpg) 1884 —July 13— Attended and addressed meeting at Lakeview, in capacity of Home Missionary. —July 14— Addressed a joint session of the Improvement Associations of Third Ward. Same day was appointed on a sub-committee for the ensuing "July 24" "celebration —July 15.— Received notification that the B.Y. Academy Executive Committee had fixed my salary for the ensuing year at One Thousand Dollars, with an increase if the net profit exceed a certain sum. —July 17.— Left with a party for a trip in the Canons Camped at night in South Fork, Provo Canon. —July 18— Spent day in hunting – for some time after starting we hunted for game, the balance of day we hunted for a way back to camp. Roads had been washed away in some places -very tired tonight. I really dont see the pleasure in such an experience as today's. July 19 – Returned home ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p064.jpg) 1884 —July 20— Sunday. Visited Second Ward Sunday School in the interests of the coming celebration on July 24". Addressed the school by call of the Supt. —July 27— Sunday. Week has been spent in labor in the Laboratory —Aug. 1— Was surprised by an offer from the Territorial Central Committee of the Peoples' Party, of the nomination for the office of Territorial Superintendent of District Schools. The circumstances are these:- this and other Territorial offices are claimed by the Governor to be within his power of appoint- ment, and the "Utah Commission" sustains his position. The people of course deny him this power; and in view of this "catch", the old offices will hold over in their positions for another term; but to guard against any trick at the last moment, the People's party will cast a few thousand votes for Territorial officers, which will carry the vote anyway. Owing to my not yet being a naturalized citizen of the United States, I was forced to decline. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p065.jpg) 1884 —Aug. 3— Sunday. Tolerably busy during week in Laboratory. —Aug. 10— Week passed in usual routine. Addressed Third Ward Meeting at call of Bishop —Aug. 13— Attended on invitation the "six days session of Utah Co. Teacher's Convention"; and delivered a lecture on "Science in District Schools." Enjoyed the visit much; The Convention is held on the Lake shore and prominent on the programme, after the lectures, are boating, bathing – etc. —Aug 14— Went from the Convention Lake Shore Camp to Pleasant Grove and visited Grandma and sister Sarah. Returned to Provo in evening. —Aug 17— Sunday: Addressed Third Ward Sunday School by call of Superintendent. —Aug. 19— This morning I suffered a slight accident, which might indeed have been a serious one. While pressing a glass tubing ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p066.jpg) —1884— into a cork, the former broke, and a piece of tubing about 3/8 inch long, and 1/4 inch diameter was driven forcibly into the palm of my right hand: so forcibly in fact as to raise the skin on the back of my hand. I had the glass extracted by a doctor as soon as possible, through the back of the hand. The physician gave me the assurring news that I must not use the hand for some days; in fact he seems to consider the wound a dangerous one. —Aug. 22— No inflammation has as yet set in: and I trust the dangerous period in my hand has passed. To-day the bodies of Elders Gibbs, and Berry, missionaries to the Southern States when they were massacred by a mob, were brought through Provo. Such scenes of martyrdom are becoming very frequent; really the Lord seems intent on hastening the fulfilment of his prophecies. —Aug 25— Addressed the Young Peoples Association of III Ward ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p067.jpg) 1884 —Aug. 31— This is the second day of the Utah Stake General Conference (Quarterly). I was proposed and sustained as an alternate in the High Council; and with the rest of the Council was sustained as a Home Missionary Truly responsibilities fall on us in quicker succession than our preparations would seem to warrant. —September 1,— Today the B. Y. Academy opened its session for the Ninth Academic Year; and my labors begin in the institution. The Board has certainly done all it could to fit up the premises for the temporary occupancy of the Academy during the creation of the new buildings. The Labnatory is far ahead of that in use before I left for my trip East in matters of convenience and facility as is the Laboratory of the Johns Hopkins University ahead of this. —September 5— The first week of school has closed; and every day has seen an increase in favorable auspices. I was appointed today from the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p068.jpg) —1884— Faculty as President of the "Poly- sophical Society"; the organization of which was effected tonight. —Sept 7— Sunday: Addressed the B. Y. Academy Missionary Meeting which was organized today. In evening addressed the Third Ward Meeting by call of the Bishop. —Sept 14— Sunday again. By call of the Principal I presided today in the Missionary Meeting. —Sept. 15— The Court opened session in this Juicial District today and I embraced this as the first possible opportunity of making application for admission to Citizenship. After the usual formal questioning, the oath was administered and I was duly pronounced a citizen of the United States of America. Same day, by taking the oath proscribed by the Utah Commission, I became a registered voter for this precinct. —Sept 19— Lectured on Art and Science before Section B of Polysophical Society of the Academy. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p069.jpg) 1884 —Sept 20— Since assuming the duties of President of the Polysophical Society, I have been anxious to carry out an idea cherished by me for some time – viz that of having a paper or magazine published at stated intervals by the Society. The Project met with the approval of the Principal, Faculty, and Board of Trustees, and today the Prospectus was published. We call the journal The Academic Review; and we all trust it will have success. —Sept 21— Sunday. Twenty-two years old today. By call of the Presidency I addressed the meeting in the Tabernacle. In evening by call of the Bishop, ad- dressed the Fourth Ward Meeting. —Sept 22— Commenced a series of articles on Popular Science for the "Con- tributor " Vol VI, by request of the Editor. —Sept 27— The outlook for the success of the "Academic Review" is somewhat promising; though not strongly so financially. Commenced writing matter for No 1 today. Being President of the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p070.jpg) 1884 Polysophical Society I am ex officia Editor-in-chief. The other members of the Editorial staff are of the Faculty. —Sept. 29— To-night the High Council met for first time since our last Quarterly Conference (August 21). I was ordained as a High Priest, and set apart to act as an alternate in the High council of the Utah Stake of Zion —Sep. 30— Received permission from the Board of Directors to order a Chemical Balance and some Analytical apparatus; and also to fit up a room as a private office for Analytical labor. —October 2— Met this evening with the High Priest's quorum of which I became a member. Addressed the meeting Really I feel the responsibility of such a calling. Most of the members are men old and gray; and I feel (if I would give way to personal suggestions) somewhat out of plac– among so many veterans and experienced members of the Church, but I trust all is for the best. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p071.jpg) 1884 —October 5— Addressed the Tabernacle meeting by call of the Authorities. —October 11— First number of the "Academic Review" is out, and generally is pronounced a success —Oct. 12— Sunday - Addressed Missionary meeting in Academy. —Oct 15— A lot of apparatus arrived for the Scientific Dept. today, and o[--]m[-]et it an analytical valance. I am thankful that we have a valance as the extent of chemical labor without it would be very limited. —Oct. 25— Delivered a lecture on "Rocks" before the Teacher's Convention, by invitation. —Oct. 26— Sunday. Preached in Lehi, by ap— pointment as a Home Missionary, in company with Elder Elisha Peck. —Oct. 27— Returned to Provo —November 1— Made a geological trip into the American Fork Canyon: Went to American Fork by train; thence by team ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p072.jpg) 1884 Had very pleasant and successful trip. Returned to Provo in Evening. In evening attended the Stake Conference of the Young Men's Mutual Improvement Associations; and by call of the President, addressed the Meeting Then officiated in setting apart a number of Home Missionaries to labor among the Associations. —November 4— Voted at the Election for Delegate to Congress – the first time I have ever voted as a United States Citizen. —Nov. 7— The First Term closed today. The Polysophical Society gave a party this evening. —Nov. 15— Made trip with the Geology Class into Spanish Fork Canon. Went to Spanish Fork by train; and we were met there by the County Super- intendent of Schools, and several teachers and were taken in buggies to the Canon. Returned to Provo in evening after a very successful trip. —Nov. 16— Sunday Preached in Alpine by appoint- ment as a Home Missionary in company with my comrade – ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p073.jpg) 1884 Elder Elisha Peck. Went to Lehi by train, there met Bro. Peck, and proceeded to Alpine by buggy. Also addressed the Sunday School. Returned in evening; and pursuant to previous promise I proceeded to Springville, to attend an evening meeting at that place in the interest of the Young Men's Mutual Improvement Association. Was met at Springville by Elder Jos. B. Keeler of the Stake Presidency of the Association and we each addressed the meeting which was very numerously attended. Returned to Provo after meeting by buggy. —Nov. 21— Delivered a lecture on "The Sun" before the Polysophical Society; illus- trated by stereotypical views. —Nov. 22— Made trip to Cañons on geological excursion: accompanied by part of the class —Nov. 23— Sunday Addressed the meeting in Tabernacle by call of the Presidency; In after - noon presided at the Missionary Meeting by call of the Principal: and in evening addressed the Third Ward Meeting by call of the Bishop. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p074.jpg) 1884 —Nov. 29— Today the Stake Quarterly Conference convenes in Provo; and by the direction of the Board the Polysophical society announced a public lecture for this evening for the purpose of affording opportunities to Conference visitors to attend. I delivered a lecture on "The Birth and Growth of the Earth", illustrated by lantern views. A nominal entrance fee was charged by which about $14.00 was realized - the proceeds to be used in procuring other views for future lectures. I had been quite ill all day ; and cannot recall any time when I felt less like lecturing than this evening; yet strange to say Prof Maeser tells me I have never lectured as well in his hearing before. —Dec. 5.— Made a report on Provo Well waters in the Society Meeting, giving the results of the analyses conducted by myself of late. —Dec 6— Delivered a lecture on "Plants" before the County Teachers' Convention —Dec. 14— Sunday. My appointment as a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p075.jpg) —1884— Home Missionary, in company with my companion Elder Elisha Peck was today at American Fork. Reached depot in morning just in time to see train leave, the time table having been changed of late. Three other brethren were in the same plight; one of them Elder Samuel Liddiard took his bugy and by his kind invitation, I accompanied him His appointment was in Pleasant Grove; at which place he stopped; while I proceeded with his buggy to American Fork. Met Bro. Peck at that city; and together we addressed the meeting I also addressed the Sunday School in afternoon; and in evening proceeded home; being joined by Bro. Liddiard at Pleasant Grove. —Dec 10— (omitted) According to a my accepting an invitation some time ago tendered by the Spanish Fork Y.M.M.I.A. authorities, an appointment had been made for me to lecture then tonight. I proceeded to Spanish Fork by evening train and del- ivered a lecture on "Life in a Great City". Stayed at residence of Bro. E. A. Wilson. Returned to Provo by early morning train. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p076.jpg) 1884 —Dec. 17— According to a previous promise, I delivered a lecture on "Theology" to the saints of the Provo Bench Ward. Our folks were present for nearly all of them stay all the time on the bench, on the farm. Returned to Provo horseback after the meeting, and found myself exceedingly wet and muddy. —Dec 18— Suffering under a severe cold apparently contracted yesterday by carelessly getting wet —Dec 19— Cold settled violently on the l[-]go. Compelled to remain at home today. Joint session of the Polysophical Society had been appointed for tonight at which however I was unable to preside. —Dec. 20— Cold still severe - as hoarse as a barrel. —Dec. 21— Sunday – Confined to room all day —Dec. 25— Christmas day - Went on the Farm, and passed Christmas with the folks. Only myself and sister Sarah remain at home now: all the rest stay on the Farm. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p077.jpg) —1884— —Dec. 27— Went to Salt Lake City with some members of the Geology class and several of the teachers including the Principal to visit places of interest. Visited Gas Works, Electric Light Works, University buildings etc. Returned to Provo by evening train. —Dec. 28— Sunday By appointment preached in Pleasant Grove as a Home Missionary in company with my companion, Bro. Elisha Peck. Also addressed the Sabbath School. Returned to Provo in evening —Dec. 29— Attended the regular meeting of the High Council; and in the absence of the Clerk, took his place. —Dec. 30-31— Busy in Laboratory 32 talks 1885 —Jan. 1— Spent New Year's Day with the Folks —Jan 4— Sunday By call of the Bishop, addressed the meeting in Third Ward in the evening. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p078.jpg) 1885 Jan. 10 Saturday: Made trip to Salt Lake City and return in the interest of the Scientific Department. Jan. 17 Visited Salt Lake City with the leading students in my classes in Physics and Chemistry. Spent a very profitable day; visiting among other places of interest, the Gas Works, Electric Light Works, Deseret Museum, Telephone Exchange, Iron Works, etc. Nothing occurred to mar our success or peace. I stayed at night with Bro Snow at the residence of his father. The students stayed with friends. Jan 18 Sunday Returned to Provo by early train highly pleased. In evening, myself & my missionary companion, Elder Peck preached by appointment in Provo First Ward. Jan. 23 Today closed the second term of the Academy for the IX academic year. I obtained permission today from the Board to rent a small store near the Academy building for the use of my experimental classes in their individual work. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p079.jpg) Note:– January 18, 1885 Was received as a Member of the Prayer Circle Meeting presided over by Elder John Jones, meeting every Sunday at 4 p.m. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p081.jpg) 1885 Jan 24 Our term party for the students was held tonight, as usual under the auspices of the Polysophical Society. Jan. 25 Sunday Presided in the Missionary Meeting Jan. 26 Attended regular meeting of the High Council Jan. 28 Attended a special meeting of the High Council, and sat as one of the Council in a trial Jan. 30 Officiated as Clerk in a Council trial today. Jan. 31 Went to Salt Lake City to make some purchases for the Academy. Returned in the evening. Feb. 1 Sunday By appointment, Elder Peck and myself preached in the Second Ward Provo City as Home Missionaries. Feb. 2 Went to Salt Lake City in evening a purchased an Assaying Furnace and apparatus for the use of the Academy. Feb 3. Returned to Provo ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p082.jpg) 1885 Feb. 6 Delivered an experimental lecture on "Artificial Illumination" before the Scientific Section of Polysophical Society. Feb 8 Sunday Addressed the Third Ward Meeting by call of the Bishop. Feb. 13 Delivered a lecture on "A peep through the Microscope" under the auspices of the Polysophical Society, illustrated by lantern views. Feb 14 Went to Salt Lake City on business connected with the Scientific Dept. Returned home in evening. Feb. 15 Sunday Addressed the Second Ward Meeting by call of the Bishop. Feb. 21 Visited Salt Lake City and the Germania and Franklyn Smelting Works to collect specimens for the use of my classes Feb. 24 Delivered a lecture in the Provo Tabernacle under the auspices of the Reading Room Association on "The History of the Earth" illustrated by lantern views ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p083.jpg) 18845 —Feb 28— In response to a previous invitation from the Salt Lake County Teacher's Convention I went to Salt Lake City today and delivered a lecture on "The Mind – Its Physiology and Hygiene" before the teachers of the county. A successful time. —Feb. 22— Sunday. Filled appointment as a Home Missionary with my Companion – Bro. Peck, in the Third Ward, Provo City. —Feb Mar. 8— Sunday Addressed Third Ward Meeting by call of the Bishop —F March 13— Delivered a lecture on "Good for Nothing" before Scientific Section Polysophical Society —Mar. 14— Went to Salt Lake City to collect certain specimens for use in my classes, I obtained specimens of glass, paints, spices Etc. Returned home in evening —Mar 15— Sunday Preached in the capacity of 44 Home Missionary with my companion Bro. Peck in Fourth Ward, Provo City. We have very pleasing experiences on our missionary trips ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p084.jpg) 1883 Mar 19 Owing to the absence of Bro. John C. Graham the Editor of the Utah "Enquirer" (he has left to escape prosecution under the Edmund's Law for the punishment of Polygamy) I have promised to assist the "Enquirer" by writing its Editorial articles for a short time. Mar. 20 Addressed a Mass Meeting called by the Mayor of the City to decide on some means of exterminating the caterpillars which proved so destructive to the fruit crop of last year, and whose eggs are so numerous on the trees at present. Mar. 28 Delivered a lecture on "Animals" before the Utah Co. Teachers' Convention Mar 29 Sunday Preached as a Home Missionary in company with Bro Peck in Provo Ward. We held two meetings in different parts of the Ward owing to its scattered condition. I believe our labers have been successful. The Choir from the Third Ward accompanied us. April 3 Our school term ended today. It has been a successful one. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p085.jpg) 1885 April 7 The Fourth Term opened today with an exceedingly small at- tendance. The higher departments are full however. My classes have scarcely suffered the least diminution. The hard times have caused many to leave. April 23 Delivered a lecture on "Some remarkable plants" before the Polysophical Society of the Academy. April 25 Delivered a lecture on "Man" – and the teaching of Physiology in Schools, before the County Teacher's Convention April 26 Sunday By call of the Presidency I addressed the meeting at the Tabernacle. In afternoon proceeded to Springville, and spoke there in the capacity of a home missionary. May 1 Took a party of students on a May walk to the mountains. We had a pleasant time. May 3 Sunday. Addressed the Missionary Meeting in the afternoon.  May 10 Sunday.<52> Attended meetings as usual. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p086.jpg) 1885 May 15 Delivered an address before the Polysophical Society on "Physiognomy" May 17 Sunday Presided in Missionary Meeting. May 22 Today we formally adjourned the Polysophical Society till the next school-year. A hearty vote of thanks was passed by the students to the officers. I believe all the labor and worry of the year are forgotten in the consciousness that the labors are appreciated. One more number of the "Academic Review" has yet to be issued before the work of the year is finished. May 30 The Quarterly Conference of the Stake opened today. A meeting of the High Council was called at which three members of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles were present; they urged upon us the necessity of greater diligence in duty, and regard for the so-called little things of life. Attended the meetings of the Conference during the day; the High Council in the evening and the Priesthood Meeting at night. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p087.jpg) 1885 May 24 Sunday (Omitted before) Proceeded to Salem as a Home Missionary, and preached there in company with Elder Peck. We went to Spanish Fork by train, but through our failure to notify the Bishop of Salem, we found no conveyance there. We succeeded in finding a buggy in Spanish Fork; thence drove to Salem and discharged our duty. We drove back to Spanish Fork; but missed the train Bro. Peck remained with some friends in Spanish Fork; and I walked home; so as to be at the Academy on time next day. June 1 Went to Salt Lake City by evening train to attend to Academy business. Returned next day. June 4 During the night, I witnessed the most violent thunder storm which I have ever seen. The lightning was so vivid that one could read a book The wind was violent, and did considerable damage. June 5 Went to Salt Lake City on Academy business Attended Theatre in evening. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p088.jpg) 1885 —June 6.— Returned to Provo. A Faculty Meeting in the Academy was called today; and arrangements made for next year. I occupy the same position as before. My salary is to be $1200.– per year. —June 7— Sunday Addressed the Third Ward Meeting by call of the Bishop —June 8— Went to Salt Lake City by evening train to attend the lecture by Monseignor Capel on Science and Religion. I am glad to have heard the gentleman – but his arguments were in no respect stronger than I have heard brought out by students. I believe I could name three or four of my own students who could argue stronger than did he. He took a decidedly Catholic view. —June 9— Returned to Provo by morning train —June 12— The academic year closed today under favorable circumstances. Three students graduated in the Scientific Course; and with the success ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p089.jpg) 1885 of the Scientific Dept. during the past year, I can only express satisfaction. June 13 Went to Salt Lake City to make arrangements for a contemplated trip to the northern part of the Territory. June 14 Sunday Returned to Provo by early train; but did not stop here. Having been appointed to preach as a Home Missionary in Payson I proceeded there by train, and fulfilled the appoint- ment in company of Elder Peck. Ad- dressed the meeting and also the Sunday School. Returned to Provo by evening train. June 16 Prof. Maeser and myself started today to examine the Geological features of some parts of Spanish Fork Cañon. We went as far as Clear Creek by rail; and were kindly received and treated at Tucker's Hotel at that place. We spent the greater part of the day in collecting specimens etc. June 17 Returned to Provo by evening train after spending most of day in explorations. 56 ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p090.jpg) —1885— —June 19— Went to Salt Lake City by evening train. Attended the County Teacher's Convention in the evening. The pro- gramme consisted of a lecture by Bishop O. Whitney on "Education." —June 20— Returned to Provo by morning train. —June 21— Sunday Attended Meetings as usual. Addressed the Congregation in the Tabernacle by call of the Presidency. —June 23— I have been desiring for some time to visit Soda Springs Idaho for the purpose of collecting specimens of the waters for examination, and having received the courtesy of a free pass over the railroads to that place and return I started today. Bro. Jos. B. Keeler, one of the teachers of the Academy accompanied me. We reached Salt Lake City in evening Succeeded in procuring half-fare transporta- tion for Bro Keeler. —June 24— Proceeded by early train to Logan; We were kindly received and well-treated at this place by Dr Hessel, a teacher in the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p091.jpg) —1885— B. Y. College of Logan. We spent the afternoon in visiting friends, and viewing the College buildings etc. —June 25— Pres. Card called on us early, and took us in his carriage to several places of interest in the city, and neighborhood. We then took dinner with him and his family, then left on the afternoon train, via "Utah and Northern" Railway. Stayed at McCammon, Idaho at night. —June 26— Took early train via "Oregon Short Line Ry." and reached Soda Springs early in forenoon. We put up at the Williams Hotel, not being able to find a private family who took boarders at this season. Later in the day, we learned that Bishop Law of the place took boarders, but as our stay was to be short we remained at the Hotel Spent the greater part of the day, until late in evening in visiting Springs, and collecting and drinking water. The formation here is a wonderful and peculiar one. In the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p092.jpg) 1885 evening we visited Bp. Law's family by invitation. —June 27— Rose early and continued observa- tions on the Springs. Took the noon train for Montpelier, having decided on making a trip into the Bear Lake Valley. We were kindly received by Bro. Wm Jones, a former student whose father keeps a hotel at which we stayed Attended a Sunday School Exhibition in evening —June 28— Sunday Bro Jones undertook to drive us to Paris – a short drive in fact but somewhat dan- gerous on account of excessive high water in the Bear River. Bro. Jos. Rich accompanied us, he desiring also to go to Paris For a distance of about 6 miles the road lay entirely under water – so deep in places as to overflow the top of the wagon. We had to perch on the seats like fowls at roost. Reached Paris, however without accident. Stayed at the residence of Pres. Wm Bridge. In the afternoon we addressed the regular Sunday Meeting. I was ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p093.jpg) 1885 asked to deliver a lecture in the evening; and consented; but was taken very ill with a sick– –headache; and had to share the evening's talk with Bro. Keeler. —June 29— Went to St Charles, at which place Bro Keeler had a married sister living. We were kindly received by her and husband — Wm Stewart by name. Spent the greater part of the afternoon fishing. My luck in this occupation was slightly different from that on former occassions I was very successful. —June 30— Visited the school of St Charles. In the afternoon went fishing. —July 1— Proceeded to Paris by convey— ance furnished by Bro. Stewart Found Pres. Budge just about to start for the Church Ranch. and by invitation we accompanied him and Bro. Sheets the Church Cattle Agent. We arrived in the evening and were warmly welcomed by Bro. Arthur Budge - a former student and a son of Prest. Budge. Went fishing in evening ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p094.jpg) 1885 — July 2 — Spent day in fishing and reading - a highly enjoyable affair — July 3 — We started for Soda Springs accompanied by Bro. Arthur Budge, his wife and child; and another young woman. There was no road bridge across the Bear River nearer than several miles; and the horses across The Party were in a light buggy; except myself who rode horseback to give more room in the vehicle. The horses were unhitched; and the buggy rolled across the railway bridge; after which the horses were caused to swim though with considerable difficulty. We all then walked across the bridge. It was an exciting, and truly a risky undertaking. We then drove to Swan Lake; and collected specimens. Then we proceeded to Soda Springs, and all dined at the residence of Bro. H. Horsley – the same whose son was acci- dentally shot while I was in Soda Springs in July 1880. In ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p095.jpg) 1885 the afternoon we visited the Formation Springs and collected some fine specimens of calcareous incrustations. Returned to Soda Springs in time to catch the evening train for McCammon which place we reached in safety. Bro. Budge and party returned home same evening - they went up the river to the fording place. —July 4— Started for home. Reached Salt Lake City in evening after a continuous day's travel. A considerable excitement existed in Salt Lake City. We learned on enquiry that the United States flag had been raised on several buildings at half-mast- our people not feeling to rejoice on this the birthday anniversary of Independence but rather to mourn for the death of Liberty in our midst. I feel sincerely to say "Amen" to the sentiment so expressed. We have true cause to regard Liberty as dead or dying in Utah: the oppressions and persecutions of late are exceedingly severe. The self-professed loyal citizens of the city chose to regard this act as an insult to the flag: and they tried ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p096.jpg) 1885 with their usual feeling of vindictiveness to incite a riot The storm had passed long e're we reached the town ; but the feeling of the people still ran high. We stayed over night at the Greening Private Boarding House. —July 5— Sunday. Took morning train for Provo. The letter I had despatched from Paris to inform the folks of my expectations of reaching home today had failed to reach its destination : and the folks were all on the farm, I had to force open a window to enter the house; and a door to get out again. I managed to find everything necessary for a bath, which was at this time the thing most desired. In the evening, not having heard from the folks I borrowed a horse and rode out to see the folks. I found all well. I learned from Prof Maeser before leaving, that Prest John Taylor handred the Academy Board of Trustees had requested him and some of the teachers to travel through the various stakes of Zion in the interests of Education generally and the B. Y. Academy is particular. I was among those ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p097.jpg) 1885 so requested; and we were to start if possible on Tuesday next. —July 6— Spent the day in preparations for our proposed trip. Letters of authority and introduction have been issued to us by Pres. Taylor, also by the Territorial Superintendent of District Schools, and our Board of Trustees. We prepared our plan of travel today; and despat- ched letters to the Bishops and school offices along the proposed route. —July 7— Today we started. The party con- sisted of Prof. Maeser, Prof. Cluff and myself. Bro. Douglass Todd, a student accompanies us as Teamster. The team started early for Thistle Valley; we went later by train and overtook Bro. Todd at Thistle Valley. From thence we pro- ceeded to Indianola; and stayed at the residence of Bro. Hyrum Seeley. Met with the Bishop and Trustees in the evening; and talked over school matters. —July 8— Bro. Cluff and I rose early and visited the Hot Spring After ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p098.jpg) 1885 breakfast we were taken into the canyon near by Bro. Seeley, and collected a number of interesting specimens. Proceeded to Fairview, and all stopped at the residence of Sister Peterson, where arrange- ments had been made for our accomodation by the Trustees. Visited the school house during the afternoon, and in the evening held meeting. We have arranged in these meetings to speak of education generally, as required by our people; and the facilities of the B. Y. Academy. The talking in public will be done by Bro. Cluff and myself, as Bro. Maeser finds himself unable to talk a great deal after travelling without manifest danger to his health. —July 9— Proceeded to Mount Pleasant early. Bro Cluff and myself stayed at Bishop Seeley's house, the others with a friend of Bro. Maeser. A Sunday School Jubilee was held today to which we had previously invited. We made a speech each during the day. We held our meeting in the evening. —July 10— In morning drove to Spring City ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p099.jpg) 1885 and stopped at the residence of Bro. John F. Allred. Held meeting in the afternoon; and proceeded then to Ephraim; where we were kindly provided for at the residence of Bishop Dorins. Held meeting in the evening —July 11— Met with the Trustees of Ephraim, visited the school house etc; then drove to Manti; and all stayed at Bishop Reid's. During the afternoon Pres. Marlins of the Stake Presidency took us through the Temple, which yet is in an unfinished condition. It is an imposing structure. —July 12— Sunday. Visited the two Sunday Schools during the morning; and attended the regular Stake meeting during the afternoon. Bro Maeser addressed the latter. In the evening our educational meeting was held. —July 13— Spent the early morning in visiting Temple quarries, obtaining specimens etc. Then proceeded to Guninson, and stopped at Bishop Madsen's. We talked over matters connected with the sugar industry in which the Bishop is enthusiastic. Held evening mtg ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p100.jpg) 1885 — July 14 — Rose early, and visited some places of interest in the hills near the town. The stream and well water at Gunnison is very peculiar; and to manny people (among whom I stand prominent) it is very distasteful It tastes very soft - in fact quite slippery. I have longed since yesterday for a good drink. Took dinner at the home of Bro. Oscar Berglund, a former student. In the afternoon I wel went with Bp. Madsen and a brotherinlaw of his to the sugar farm; after which we drove on to Salina and were kindly received by Bishop Jensen. In the early evening Bp. Jensen took some of us to visit the Salt Works of Salina. Held meeting in the evening, almost in darkness. The Meeting House here is very large, and as yet unfinished in the inside Only four small house lamps were burning - very gloomy. Dim lights affect me I think more than any other ordinary circumstance in speaking. I feel dull as the light is dull —July 15— Rose early, and all of us except. Bro. Maeser went with the Bishop ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p101.jpg) 1885 and a former student into Soldier Canyon near Salina. We collected some interesting specimens. This region is a rich one. Mountains of salt are in open view; and alum, viow, and coal are found in close proximity to one another. After breakfast we met the Trustees, teachers, and officers of the Sunday Schools and the Improvement Associations for a consultation. We then drove on to Richfield, over the dustiest road I ever remember to have travelled over. We stayed at the house of Bp. Jus. S. Horne. In the afternoon we visited friends; and held meeting in the evening. Our meeting was pleasantly arranged in the bowery which had been lighted up for the occassion —July 16— Bro Cluff and myself made an early trip into the hills. After breakfast we drove to Elsinore, and took dinner at the house of Bro. Jeusere- after which we held public meeting, then a consultation with the trustees, teachers etc, and then drove to Monroe. Bro. Maeser & myself stayed at the house of Bro. Tho. Cooper. the acting Bishop; and the other members of the party stayed at the house of Sister Harriss, the late Bishop's widow. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p102.jpg) 1885 Spent afternoon and early evening in visiting the Springs near the town and in collecting specimens. Held meeting in evening —July 17— Rose early and made a trip into the hills visiting the hot mineral springs etc. so numerous here abouts. The water in some is very hot – even 66.75 C while the air was 33.2 C. After breakfast we drove to Joseph City and took dinner at the residence of Bro. Ross. In the afternoon we drove through the Clear Creek Canyon – a wonderful series of formations – most sandstone, quartzites, conglomer- ates and Gypsum. The cliffs in some places are of a width barely sufficient to admit the passage of a wagon road yet they rise to a dizzy height Indian heiroglyphic writings are numerous; and the examples of weathering in the rocks are grand. Perfectly honey-combed are many. We obtained some fine speci- mens but they are so fragile, I greatly doubt the chances of their reaching home safely. We took a bath in the Canyon stream – we needed it: In the evening we reached Cove Creek Fort, and to our ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p103.jpg) 1885 agreeable surprise found a former student Bro Lucian Hickley in charge. We were kindly received and treated. Here too we met Bro. Done, an assist- ant teacher in the Academy who is visiting — July 18 — Rose early ; and after breakfast started. We visited the Sulphur mines and works near Cove Creek, owned and worked by Mr Dickert To this place we were accompanied by Bros Done and Hinckley. I obtained some very handsome, those fragile specimens of sublimed sulphu. My specimens have become numerous, so I left them at Cove Creek and some at Pine Creek till our return We arrived at Beaver early in afternoon; and we all stayed at the residence of Bro L M Shepherd, a member of the Stake Presidency. Spent the afternoon in visiting places of interest & friends I have been seriously affected by the heat of the sun during the past week, and especially today. My face is scaly, and severely swollen; and the my head is constantly aching We received a letter this afternoon from sister Johnson of Gunnison now in Richfield She is a lady of some local literary note, and we met her in Richfield. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p104.jpg) 1885 She sent us here at Beaver a poem as follows:- To Professors Maeser, Talmage, and Cluff:- "Yours be it here to train the immortal mind, To teach the spirits wing the way to heaven, Nobly ye do your work; your spirits kind Proclaim how erring souls may be forgiven; How they may tread by even paths the way to God, Enduring faithfully through all His chastening rod. "Who may determine all the good ye do? Who can reward? Hence in a fairer land, Where Justice reigns, where all things brought to view Are well rewarded; there from His just hand Ye will be meted out your full well-earned reward From Him who saith "Share joys with your Lord." "Toil on then noble trio, doubting not That your reward is sure, Your rich full sheaves By Him at harvest will be ne'er forgot. Your names are written on his brightest leaves Your highest aims will reach the top at last And will reward you for all trials past." Ruby Lamont." "Ruby Lamont" is the lady's nom de plume under which she writes in home papers. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p105.jpg) 1885 — July 19 — Sunday I am still feeling ill. Have fasted a part of today. Attended the Sunday Schools during the morning, and we addressed each of them. In the afternoon we attended the regular stake meeting and Bro. Maeser and myself addressed that. In the evening we held our regular meeting. In the early evening, before meeting we drove out to Fort Cameron accompanied by members of the family with whom we stayed. The place is abandoned as a military post, and the people are looking toward its purchase for school purposes. It is admirably adapted for such use - would be a school town in itself. I shall hope to see the praiseworthy desires if the people fulfilled. Our plan is to go as far south as Par - owan and to reach Beaver again on our return trip from that point on Wednesday next. By request I promised to deliver a lecture hire on Wednesday evening under the auspices of the Young People's Associations. — July 20 — Left Beaver early; camped at noon at Buckhorn Springs Reached Parowan in evening. Bro. Cluff & myself stayed at the house of Bro. Morgan Richard ; and Bros. Maeser and Todd at Bro. John Dalley's place. Held regular meeting in evening. We met several brethren from Cedar City who desire some or all of us to go to that ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p106.jpg) 1885 place if possible. All appointments for the return trip north are made; and it would seem impossible for the party to go farther south than this place. The people in St George too have urged upon us to reach them if possible. It is thought best for one of us to go on South while the others return; and Bro. Maeser requests me to go on. —July 21— In morning all of the party except Bro. Maeser and accompanied by Bro Dalley & Bishop Adams made a trip into the Parowan Canyon. The formations here are wonderful and varied. The effects of weathing are stupendous and grand. Alum abounds here. We returned at noon, and held a meeting of consultation with the school offices etc. Bro. Maeser had received a despatch from St. George granting me free passage on the stage to that place. and in the afternoon I took copies of our letters of appointment, bade goodbye to the brethren and turned my face still southward Reached Cedar City by Mail Coach in evening. Word of my coming had been telegraphed ahead, and I found a public meeting appointed. The meeting was held in the open air with no other illuminations but the moonlight It was a very pleasant gathering. I stayed with Bro. Mayhen Dalley an old friend & schoolmate. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p107.jpg) 1885 —July 22— Left at 6 a.m. on stage for St George. I reached this place at 7 p.m. – a twelve hour's constant ride stopping an hour for dinner. And such a ride I have never enjoyed (?) before. For miles the road lies across lava beds; and the coach is driven at a rapid rate. I was thrown about like a shuttlecock – the stage is of that class denominates "Jerkys" and the name is appropriate. Stopped at Silver Reef on the way; and visited the ore stamp mills. I was kindly received in St Gerge by Pres. Eyring, and stopped with him at his house. I feel so much at home here already that I can imagine I have been here continuously since my former visit. I have been considerably afraid of the heat here; and Bro. Eyring informs me it has been severe; even reaching 113 F in the shade and 102 F at 9 p.m.; and 95 F before sunrise Tonight is bearable – 88. We sleep out on the deck roofs; and I enjoy it hugely. —July 23— Spent morning in receiving visits from friends. Talked with the Trustees and stake authorities on school matters. I ought to explain here, that the people of St Gerge are desirous of founding an Academy similar to the Brigham Young Academy, here. About a month ago ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p108.jpg) 1885 while still in Provo I received a letter from Pres. Eyring, in behalf of the Com- mittee on the proposed Academy offering me the position of Principal thereof and urging my acceptance thereof. The B.Y. Academy Board of Trustees at once refused to release me from my agreement with them for the next year; so I was not called to consider at all the desirability of the position or otherwise. Bro. Eyring told me in his letter that Bishop Judd of St. George would be in Provo and would talk with me personally on the matter. Owing to my being constantly on the move since school adjourned I was unable to meet him, although we corresponded together, and endeavored to arrange a meeting. He has now returned to St. George, and on being introduced we immediately recognized each other as having travelled on neighboring seat in the cars from Salt Lake City to Logan, on my trip to Soda Springs. In fact we had talked together on the way, yet neither knew the other. — I sincerely wish the people success in their endeavors to found an institution of learning here. The Principal has given them the choice between Bros. Tanner, and Nelson of the Academy Faculty as their Principal. This evening me down to Santa Clara; ie. Bro. Eyring took me there accompanied by his wife & daughter. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p109.jpg) 1885 We held meeting and returned to St. George afterward. The evenings here are delightful. At present the moon is nearly full: and the air is so still. The nocturnal Stramonium or "Jimpson Weed" opens its cup shaped large white flowers, and looks stately and elegant in the moonlight. I enjoyed the drive very much. —July 24— An elaborate program had been arranged for the celebration of Pioneer's day here but the news of the death of General Grant caused the idea of suspending all exercises to be entertained. It was finally decided to place the flags at half mast, drape them and the stand with symbols of mourning; then to hold a brief memorial service, after which the exercises of the day should be carried out with the exception of the sports which were to be abandoned. I was requested to deliver an address on General Grant. for which I had 15 minutes preparation. I responded. I took dinner at the home of Bro. Edward Snow the son of Apostle Arastus Snow, and an assistant teacher in the Academy last year. He took me riding in the afternoon around St. George. In the evening I attended a social gathering at the residence of Mrs Addie McArthur – – a highly enjoyable affair. I met a number of formal students here. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p110.jpg) 1885 —July 25 — In the morning I visited the Temple and was shown through by Bishop D. Cannon. Work is suspended in the summer. Took dinner with Bro. John Pace and received from him specimens of Calcareous formations from the Pace Mine which I regret being unable to visit. In afternoon Bro. Edward Suon called for me and we visited the "Sugar Suaf" and other hills around the city. We then drove into the fields. In the early evening Bro. Eyring and myself, accompanied by several members of his family went to Washington and held meeting in educational interests. Returned to St George after meeting. I am tired tonight - have had but little sleep of late. —July 26— Sunday Attended Sunday School in morning. Dined with Bro. Snow again. In the afternoon I addressed the regular stake meeting in the Tabernacle in educational matters. Took supper at another of Bro. Snows' residences - several of his children have been students of the Academy. In the evening I delivered a lecture on "Good for Nothing" under the auspices of the Young Peoples Associations. Bade all folks good-bye before retiring as I leave early in morning. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p111.jpg) 1885 —July 27— Left on the stage at 4 a. m. Stopped at Silver Reef Camp, and by favor of the Supts. of the mines here obtained specimens. After a very hard and dusty drive, reached Cedar City at 8 p. m. Stayed at the house of Bishop Sunt. Called on Bro. Dalley. — July 28 — Left on the early stage (6 a.m) and reached Milford at 6. p. m. Stayed at a private boarding place kept by a family by the name of Smithson. —July 29— Left on early train 5.30 a. m. According to a prearranged plan Bro. Maeser will reach Nephi today. I stopped off at that place and found he had not yet arrived but he came later in the day. I found that he had returned to Beaver after I left the party at Parowan; and from that place Bro. Cluff had gone directly home, so as to be able to visit countries north. Bro Done had joined the party at Filborne in Bro. Cluffs place. We all stayed at the house of Bro. Andrews. Held meeting in the evening —July 30— Our work is now practically done. Bros. Done & Todd left with the team early this morning for Provo via Payson. Bro. Maeser & I spent the forenoon in visiting friends in Nephi and then took train for Provo. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p112.jpg) ---1885--- I found Sister Sarah at home, and she reports all tolerably well among the folks on the farm. I believe we will have to pronounce our mission an emminently successful one. It has been also a pleasant one. -August 6- The week has been spent quietly in preparing for next years work. Several changes are being made in the Laboratory, and a new room is erected for the use of the students in their practical work. This evening I paid a visit to some frends in Lehi -Aug. 7- Returned to Provo in morning In afternoon left for Salt Lake City to make purchases of chemicals etc. For use in the Academy. Through the severe storms of late the railway track was abstucted and we were delayed about six hours; and thaen had to be taken by another train sent to our rescue from Salt Lake City We reached Salt Lake at 12:30 p. I stayed at the Continental Hotel -Aug 8- Spent morning in doing business, then left for Provo on D. & R.G. Ry. at 11. a.m. -Aug 2- Sunday (Emitted above) I was today appointed as ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p113.jpg) 1885 a member of a Committee to make arrangements for Memorial Services to the memory of General Grant on the day of his funeral (Aug 8). —August 9— Sunday Addressed the congregation in the Tabernacle by call of the Presidency. —Aug 10— The Academy opened its session for the Tenth academic year today. My position is as last year – Professor of Sciences, Secretary of the Faculty, President of the Polysophical Society, and ex officio Editor-in- chief of the "Academic Review"; and in addition – I take charge of the No[--]al Department. Our opening today was a promising one. We are beginning the year about 3 weeks earlier than usual, thinking that it will be better to close earlier in the spring. —Aug. 15— Made a short trip today with my class in Biology – to collect specimens. —Aug. 21— The Polysophical Society was reorgan- ized tonight. I delivered a lecture on "Parasites." —Aug. 23— Sunday. Presided at and addressed the B.Y.A. Missionary Meeting In evening addressed the Third Ward Meeting by call of the Bishop. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p114.jpg) 1885 —Aug 30— Sunday Yesterday and today have been occupied in the regular Stake Conference, I was resustained as Alternate in the High Council; and also as a Home Missionary in the Stake. —Sep. 5— Today I officiated in the rebaptism of Douglass M. Todd, a student of the Academy. This is the first time I have performed the ordinance of baptism. Sep 18. Work has progressed steadily; nothing occurring particularly out of the regular routine. I delivered a lecture on the "Atmosphere" with experiments tonight before the Polysophical Society —Sep. 21— The financial condition of the Academy has been such as to preclude the possibility of any appropriation being made for the Scientific Department with which to procure apparatus. A considerable proportion of our small set was destroyed or injured in the fire, and since then we have procured hardly anything outside material for actual use. I asked the approval of the Principal & Faculty today to a proposition that the Polysophical ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p115.jpg) 1885 Society arrange a series of lectures during the winter months the proceeds of which shall be devoted to the purpose named. My proposition was heartily sanctioned. 23 years old today. —Sep. 22— Today I proposed to a gentleman connected with the Academy, that he advance the Polysophical Society a certain sum ($100) – that which may reasonably be expected to be realized from the lectures etc; and he take the proceeds of the lectures & the small margins of profit for term parties given under the auspices of the society. In arrangement was concluded by which the Society receives the amount at once. so that the much desired apparatus for the Scientific Dept can be rendered at once. Sep. 23. I find it necessary to give up some of my labors in the Academy; at present I feel overcrowded; so today I asked to be relieved of the Editorship of the "Academic Review". Granted —Sept. 25— Delivered a <[---]> lecture on "The Atmosphere" with experiments before the Polysophical Society. —Sept. 27— Sunday Attended a conference of the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p116.jpg) 1885 Mutual Improvement Associations of the stake held today at Provo. —Oct 1— I have been contemplating a trip to the Tintis Mining District for some time, and thought it best to try and start at once. Bros. Cluff and Done, two of the teachers wish to go also, and the Principal granted us leave of absence tomorrow. We started this evening, and drove to Payson. Stayed at residence of Bro Done. We travel by team. I have been provided with letters of introduction to several of the Mining Men of the District through the courtesy of friends here at home —Oct 2— Rose very early. Traveled all day visiting prospect holes, and mines along the way. In afternoon reached and visited the "Northern Spy Mine" and were kindly treated by the owner Col. Graham. In evening reached Silver City: Camped near Mammoth Mine. Visited Mammoth Cave after dark —Oct 3— Rose early and were kindly shown through the Mammoth Mine by Dr Coates. We obtained specimens, then drove on to Eureka City, and were kindly received by Bro John Beck. We visited the Beck ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p117.jpg) 1885 Mine" "Bullen Mine" and "Eureka Mine" and obtained valuable specimen. In afternoon we started for Goshen, and on invitation of Bro. Jesperson whom we met on the way, we stopped at his house in Goshen Spent a very pleasant evening —Oct. 4— Sunday Started early. Reached Payson at 10 a.m. I stayed at Bro. Done's Bro Cluff stayed with a friend. In afternoon we drove home, reaching there soon after dark. Our trip has been a very pleasant and successful one. —Oct 16— The first term at the Academy closed today successfully. Our regular term party under the auspices of the Polysophical Society was held tonight. —Oct. 18— Sunday. By appointment I preached in Springville as a Home Missionary. My companion is Bro Edward Peay of Provo. We drove to Springville after the regular meeting in Provo; and addressed the meetings in afternoon and evening. Returned home after night meeting. —Oct 19— Second term opened today. Went to Salt Lake City this evening on business connected with the Scientific Dept. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p118.jpg) 1885 On the train I had a conversation with 3 of the Apostles. I am connected to shape my course so as to return East if possible at an early date and take a course in Medicine; with the object of taking a more active part in developing the course of instructions in Physiology etc. in our schools. I trust all will work right Oct 20 Returned home today. Work is now in full blast for the term; and I am specially busy – several applications having been received for parallel classes in the services to be organized Oct. 25. Sunday. Preached in the Third Ward Provo, by call of the Bishopric. Oct 27 Attended the Court held in Provo to hear the testimony of mining experts in the case of the Eureka Mining Co against the Beck and Bullian Co. A very large array of counsel is on each side and a no less eminent lot of scientific experts. Dr. G. Sterry Hunt testified today Oct 30 Prof Maeser left for a few days absence in the southern part of the territory to attend the opening ceremonies of the new Millard Stake Academy, and I am ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p119.jpg) 1885 called to take charge in the Academy here during his absence. This evening I delivered an experimental lecture on "The Laws of Mechanics" before the Polysophical Society. —November 1— Sunday. By appointment today I and my companion Elder Peay went to Spanish Fork by train, and preached there as Home Missionaries Returned to Provo in the evening —Nov 6— Delivered a short address before the Polysophical Society on "The Gunpowder Plot" —Nov. 13— Delivered a public lecture under the auspices of the B.Y.A. Poly- sophical Society on "The Sun Moon and Stars," illustrated by lantern views, pictures etc. An entrance fee was charged the proceeds to be used in paying for certain apparatus recently obtained by the Scientific Dept. —Nov 14— In morning delivered the second of a series of lectures before the County Teachers' Association. The subject was "Plant Tissue" In evening delivered a lecture ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p120.jpg) 18 before the Mathematical Club of the B.Y. Academy on the "Metric System of Weights and Measures" —Nov. 15— Sunday By regular appointment Elder Peay and myself went to Salem and preached there in the capacity of Home Missionaris We went to Spanish Fork by train, and were taken from there to Salem by team. Returned to Provo in evening —Nov. 22— Sunday Presided at and addressed the Missionary Meeting at the BY Academy. In the evening preached in the III Ward by call of the Bishopric. —Nov 26— Delivered the second of the public lectures under the auspices of the Polysophical Society. The subject was "The Microscope and its Revelations" illustrated by lantern views. —Nov. 27— Went to Salt Lake City by evening train to attend to some business in connecting with the Scientific Dept. Stayed at Greenig's Private Boarding House Nov 28 Returned to Provo. Attended Theatre in the evening with Mother & Sister Alice. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p121.jpg) 85 —Nov 29— Sunday. Yesterday and today the regular Quarterly Conference of this stake of Zion has been in session. Attended meetings of the same. —December 4— Delivered a short address on "Cremation and Burial" before the Polysophical Society. —Dec. 6— Sunday. By invitation of the Stake President of the Young Mens Mutual Im- provement Association I attended a District Conference of the same held today in Springville. Returned to Provo in evening —Dec. 11— I have been desirous for some time of collecting and analyzing the water of the Great Salt Lake. It is already late in season; so today I went to Salt Lake City with that object in view Bro. Benj. Cluff of the Academy accompanied me. Arrived there in evening. We stayed at the residence of Bro. Junius F. Wells —Dec 12— Took the early train via "Utah and Nevada Ry" and proceeded to Garfield on the shores of the lake. After breakfast we took a small boat ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p122.jpg) 18 and rowed out into the Lake to the distance of a mile; and there collected samples of the water. We were successful too in procuring several specimens of the Artemia Fertilis – a small crustacean formed in the lake, and constituting about the extent of the Lake fauna. I used my left hand in collecting the samples of water – reaching a foot beneath the surface – the cold of the brine was so intense as to cause severe suffering – in fact the member was practically disabled for some time. It had to be treated like a frozen limb. I should have gone prepared with apparatus for collecting without such exposure. However, I enjoy the great satisfaction of feeling that the specimens are as near normal samples as I would possibly obtain We returned to Salt Lake City in the afternoon. In evening by invitation I attended a meeting of the Committee on Improvement Association Matters held in the Contributor Office After meeting we visited the Electric Light Works. Stayed at the residence of Bishop R.J. Burton. I should have remarked however, that we took ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p123.jpg) 85 supper with some Hawaiian Saints at Bro Cluff's invitation. I am not used to their food; though I tried hard to fancy I liked it. The Pov which to me seems to be very sour flom paste – does not suit my palate – Perhaps the taste for it is a cultivated one. – I fancy so. —December 13— Sunday Returned to Provo by early train. I had been appointed today to preach in Payson as a Home Missionary so I proceeded directly thither by train – my companion Elder Peay – meeting me at Provo. We attended and addressed the regular morning meeting and the afternoon sunday-school; then returned to Provo in evening. —Dec. 14— At the request of the Seventies' Quorum of American Fork, I gave a lecture in that city this evening. The subject was "Birth and Growth of the Earth" illustrated by lantern views Bro Done accompanied me to manipulate the lantern. We went by afternoon train. Lecture was given in the Theatre, and to a very large an apparently to an appreciative audience I stayed at the residence of Bro. W.W. Jackson. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p124.jpg) 18 —Dec. 15— Returned to Provo. —Dec. 20— Sunday Presided at and addressed the Missionary Meeting. In the after- noon addressed the Stake Meeting in the Tabernacle by call of the Presidency. —Dec. 23— The second term's session of the B. Y. Academy closed today, and the Christmas holidays begin —Dec. 25— Christmas day; spent quietly with the folks on the farm —Dec 31— The holidays have been thus far pleasantly spent. Most of the morning have been occupied in the Laboratory – and the afternoons in reading, riding or hunting. The weather has been remarkable for the season – almost as mild as April weather in most years. We have enjoyed several boat-ride on the lake in our duck-hunting expeditions. I have received a great number of requests to deliver lectures before the Young Peoples' Assns. during the winter and as far as my time will permit I shall try to comply. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p125.jpg) 85—86 ——1886—— —January 1— Another year dawned, and a year of great probabilities regarding our people The fulfilment of prophecies of old is so marked that the wise remark "When the fig tree puts forth her buds ye know that the summer is nigh" has a deeper and wider meaning than before. Persecution has grown almost to a mania among our enemies and would-be destroyers It seems literally impossible that a "Mormon" can ever obtain justice in the Courts At present a still more unjust action is pending before Congress introduced by Senator Edmunds— practically taking away all rights of our church as a regularly incorporated body All are fig-tree leaves, and their greater profusion than usual argues the near advent of an advanced season Spent today with the folks on the farm. A strange change in the weather has appeared — today was one of the coldest I ever remember — rendered all the more so by contrast with the warm days of the past week. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p126.jpg) 1886 —Jan. 3— Sunday Addressed the second Ward Meeting by request of Bishopric —Jan 4— The third term of the present school year at the B.Y. Academy opened today My labors remain practically unchanged. I have introduced into my course, a series of lectures on Agriculture, and one on Domestic Chemistry ; the former for the gentlemen, the latter for the ladies of the higher departments —Jan. 6— I had promised to deliver a lecture this evening in Spanish Fork. A conveyance was sent from there and in company with Bro. Jos. Nielson who goes to manipulate the lantern I went to Spanish Fork after school in the evening. The subject was "A peep through the Microscope" and was very favorably received. Optical lantern views were used to illustrate the subject. We stayed at the residence of Bro. George Brimhall. —Jan 7— He left Spanish Fork early en route for Provo in a single-horse open buggy furnished by Bro Brimhall. The morning was exceedingly cold— ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p127.jpg) 1886 – a heavy snow having fallen during the night, and a high wind having arisen causing the snow to drift. The blast was received in our faces along the whole road. I suffered severely with the cold; for having left Provo somewhat hurriedly the previous day we were comparatively unprepared with wraps etc. We reached Provo without accident before school opened. In evening, as per previous promise I went to Springville accompanied by Bro Nelson and delivered the same lecture there. Bro Nelson took his own buggy & horse. We returned to Provo after meeting at night — another very cold experience. —Jan. 10— Sunday I had been appointed to act as Home Missionary today in Santaquin and as my companion Bro Peay is away from home, I proceeded to that place alone by morning train. I attended Sunday School and afternoon Meeting and returned to Provo in evening. Santaquin is one of the very few places at which the people attend meetings punctually. We commenced promptly at the appointed time yet scarcely anyone came in after meeting commenced. Such occurences are too rare. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p128.jpg) 18 —Jan 13— This evening after school a friend and myself took a short ride; and after dismounting and walking a short distance on the ice I was unfortun- ately thrown forward by a careless step & immersed in the water. I hastened home and took all possible precautions against a cold. The experience however is a risky one at such a season as the present. —Jan 14— Am suffering with a severe cold from last evening's adventure. I have been able to continue at my post today however. —Jan 15— Feeling still worse and unfortunately I had promised to lecture in Santaquin tonight After school myself and Bro Jos Nelson started by evening train and arrived safely. The lecture was "The Birth and Growth of the Earth" illustrated as usual and seemed to be highly appreciated by the people. We stayed at the residence of Bro. Chas. Teitjen a former student of the Academy. —Jan 16— Returned to Provo by early morning Freight train. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p129.jpg) —Jan 17— Today the cold and general illness with which I have been suffering for a week past took the form of a severe attack of Quinsey– an old weakness of mine. I am for the present confined to my room Was somewhat surprised today to receive a letter from Rev. Mr Lincoln the Methodist Pastor of Provo inviting me to lecture before the young people and others of his church at an early date. I thought proper before replying to speak to some of our Stake priesthood, and received their heartiest sanction. —Jan 18— My throat is growing worse – it is indeed a severe attack. Answered Mr Lincoln's letter today (by deputy) accepting his invitation and making the date contingent on my recovery from present attack. —Jan 20— Yesterday & today have been times of suffering for me, but tonight the change came and as is usual after that turn improvement was rapid. I had accepted invitations to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p130.jpg) 18 lecture in Springville on 19" (last Monday) and in Lehi last night. Of course we telegraphed the authorities at these places to postpone all. —Jan 23— The week has ended. The affection in my throat has almost entirely subsided; and I am rapidly gaining strength though now suffering with serious and painful intestinal disorders. My classes have been suspended this week at the Academy I acknowledge reverentially again the efficacy of the ordinance of administration to the sick in my case; for that alone has relieved me. The attack was a savage one and threatened to be a long one; but was checked in a way which I know from past experience to be not the natural mode of behavior of this desease. I am thankful in having so many and so true friends to sustain me with their faith and prayers. —Jan 25— Today I went to the Academy and resumed labors on a small scale. Felt tolerably well though fatigued ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p131.jpg) Jan 29 The school week has ended, and my strength has been steadily gaining. Tonight I lectured (see Jan 17) in the Methodist Church under auspices of the Temperance Sycamore on "The Habit of Intemperance" The audience was an appreciative one, and all worked well. I thought good has been done. Jan 30I have been appointed in conjunction with my companion Elder Peay to preach as a Home Missionary in Goshen tomorrow. Bro Peay is ill and consequently had to forego his ap- pointment. It would be impossible for me to fill my appointment if the meeting were held as usual, viz Sunday afternoon, as then I could not return in time for my labors in the Academy next morning. The Goshen authorities informed me of a desire that I visit the ward and a willingness to accomodate the arrangements to my convenience. So I started to-day by early train and proceeded to Santaquin; was me there by brethren from Goshen and taken at once to Goshen by road – and the road is a terrible one – mud, mud, mud. We arrived a little ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p132.jpg) 18 before noon. I stayed at the residence of Bro. John Morngan – a keeper of a private boarding house, and the good people of the house did everything in their power to make me comfortable. In afternoon a brother came with an invitation that in session. I responded and addressed the assembly. In evening, by special request I delivered a lecture on "Usefulness" before the public under the aspects of the improvement Associations. The audience was a large and appreciative one Jan 3 Sunday The Goshen meeting was appointed at 10 a.m. I addressed the congre- gation. After dinner returned to santaquil and thence proceeded by train to Provo. My visit has been an enjoyable one-- I trust my labors will be productive of good. Feb. 5 Delivered a lecture on Birth and growth of the Earth" under the auspices of the Polysophical Society; illustrated as usual by lantern views. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p133.jpg) 86 —Feb 6— In response to a request from the Young People's Improvement Assn. of Alpine, I went to that place and delivered the same lecture on the Earth's History tonight Proceeded to American Fork by train and was not there by the brethren from Alpine The audience was a large and appreciative one Stayed at the residence of Bro. Reynold Vanse. —Feb. 7— Sunday. Left Alpine early and took morning train at American Fork reaching Provo in early morning. Presided at the BY Academy Missionary Meeting. Bro Maeser has been away friend Provo since Thursday last and I have left in charge at the Academy In evening by request I addressed the Fourth Ward Meeting by [---] the interest of the Young Mens Improvement Association —Feb. 9— According to previous request I went tonight to Lehi and gave the illustrated lecture on "The Earth" under the auspices of the Y. P. I. Assns. A very appreciative audience assembled. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p134.jpg) 18 —Feb. 10— Returned to Provo on early train Bro Jos Nelson accompanied me on the trip to make the lantern manipulations —Feb. 19— Tonight I delivered the last of a series of experiments delivered under the auspices of the Polysophical Society. The subject was Electricity illustrated by experiments. A telegraph, telephone & microphone instrument had been arranged for the occasion. — Feb 20 — Took Geology Class on a trip to the mountains in search of specimens. Successful & pleasant —Feb 21— Sunday Presided at and addressed the B. Y. Academy Missionary Meeting today. Also addressed the audience at an Anniversary of the Sunday School of Third Ward, by call of the Superintendent. —Feb. 22— Today being the anniversary of the birthday of Geo Washington was observed as a Holiday at the Academy. I accompanied a party of students on a jaunt to the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p135.jpg) 86 Mountains in search of Geological specimens. In evening attended the regular meeting of High Council —Feb. 24 <25>— Took class in Chemistry on a visit to the Photographic galleries. I the evening took Physics Class to the Asylum situated about a mile east of Provo to examine the electric machines & electric lights — Feb. 25 <24> — Went to Salt Lake City on business connected with the Scientific Sept — Feb. 26 — Delivered an address before the Polysophical Society on "Petroleum." —March 1— Today I received an official com- munication from the Principal of the Academy, transmitting for perusal a document received by him from the heirs and assigns of the late President Brigham Young, by which I am appointed as a member of the Board of Trustees of the B. Y. Academy The original deed received by the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p136.jpg) 18 Trustees from Prest. Young leaves the filling of vacancies in said Board to the heirs; and since the executions of the deed of transfer three of the original seven members of the Board have died. Don C. Young, myself, and John Q. Cannon have been appointed in the order named to fill the vacancies of course I was greatly surprised to hear of my selection for the position; though not today for the first time as I have had an unofficial notification for the past week. March 3 Went to Salt Lake City on business connected with the Academy, accompanied by Bro. Cluff. We attended Theater in the evening. Stayed at the residence of Bro. Junius F Wells. The chief object of my present visit to S.L. City today is to make arrangements for an anticipated visit with my scientific classes to the City Mar 4 Returned to Provo by morning train in time for labors at the Academy ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p137.jpg) 86 —Mar. 5— Left Provo in company with 15 of my most advanced students for a visit to places of interest round and about S. L. City. We started on morning train, and went as far as Gerimana Smelting Works at which, place we stayed till evening. We were kindly admitted by the Supt. and given the freedom of the Siad Smelting and also the White Sand Works. Spent a profitable and an en — joyable time.- collecting specimens and making notes. Proceeded on to Salt Lake City by evening train, and at night we visited the Electric Light Works at which we received the Kindest possible treatment By kind invitation of Bro Jos. Young, one of my students I stayed at the residence of his grandmother Mrs Jones. —March 6— Rose early: and by appointment met class We proceeded at once on a visit to the Z. C. M. I Shoe factory. From thence we went at once to the S. L. Gas ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p138.jpg) 18 Works, where we remained till noon. After dinner we visited the Deseret News Type factory and printing offices: then spent a couple of hours in the Deseret Museum. After this we made an inspection visit to the building of the Deseret University and proceeded thence to the Z. C. M. I Tannery. This practically ended our active visiting as it was again night The day has been a busy one. —Mar 6 7— Sunday Returned to Provo by mid-day train. In afternoon addressed Tabernacle Congregation by call of the President and in evening preached in Third Ward by call of Bishop —Mar 8 9— According to a previous ap- pointment I went today to American Fork; and delivered a public lecture at that place in the evening on the "Microscope and its revelations" under the auspices of the Seventies Quorum. Bro Nelson accompanied me Bro. Jackson kindly cared for us ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p139.jpg) 86 —Mar 9 <10> — Returned to Provo. by morning train. This evening the regular social party for the term was given As usual it was held under the auspices of the Polysophical Society, but through the illness of Bro Jos' Keeler who, generally acts as Actuary in our parties I had to take personal charge. —Mar. 12— The third term of the Academy closed today under very favorable auspices. —Mar. 13— Went to Salt Lake City by evening train on business connected with the Academy Scientific Dept. Attended theatre at night. Stayed at Valley House —Mar 14— Sunday I was appointed as a Home Missionary to speak today in Lehi: so I proceeded thither by morning train from Salt Lake City. Addressed meeting in afternoon and evening; my companion Elder Peay was unable to accompany me on account of illness. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p140.jpg) 18 Mar 15 Returned to Provo by early train. Today we opened the fourth term tenth academic year in the academy. In evening ac- acording to previous appoint- ment I went to Springville and lectured there on "History of the Earth," with lantern illustrations. Bro Jos Nelson accompanied me. Returned home after lecture. Tired. Mar 17 According to a previous ap- pointment, I went today to Pleasant Grove and delivered a lecture there in "History of the Earth" under auspices of the Improvement Associations. Bro. Douglas M Todd, a student of the Academy accompanied me to manipulate the lantern. I stayed with Grandma. Mar 18 Returned to Provo by early train Mar. 19 I have been desiring for some time of visiting the Frisco Mining District; and started by rail today for that place. Bro. Wilford Done accompanied me. We left Provo at 9.30 a.m. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p141.jpg) 86 and reached our destination at 10.30 p.m. - a dreary ride especially the latter part - so slow. We were warmly received by Bro. and Sister Holbrook - old friends of Bro Done and myself. —Mar. 20— Spent the day in visiting the mines and places of interest about Fusid in company with Bro. Holbrook. Was successful in enriching my cobuit by a number of additions. Stayed at night. at house of Bro. John Peters S - the Railraod againt - so as to be on time for an early start. —Mar 21— Left Fusci at 4 a.m after a very enjoyable and profitable visit. After a steady rude reached home again at 4.15 p.m —Mar 26— Went to Salt Lake City by evening train. Attended Theatre: stopped at Valley House. —Mar 27— Spent day in Deseret Museum. secured a number of duplicate specimens of m[--]i[-]logical and geological importance. Stayed at Greenig House at night. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p142.jpg) —March 28— Sunday Returned home by early train. Attended meetings as usual, this day being the date of the Quarterly Conference of the Y. P. M. I. A. of the stake. —April 2— Have been desirous for some time of visiting the Detroit region in Millard Co. Utah; as I have been informed of peculiar geological formations in that locality. So according to a previous understanding I left Provo today by early train, and proceeded south to Deseret: at which place I was met by Bros. J. F. Noyco and Wells Mc Bride of Fillmore. All of us started same evening by team intending to reach "Hot Springs" — at a distance of 25 miles. By mistake however we took the wrong road, and found ourselves at length in Mud Lake. We kept on however till nearly 2 a.m. when having found a tolerably dry spot we camped. —April 3— Rose early; and found ourselves fortunately within 11/2 miles of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p143.jpg) Hot Springs. We proceeded thither immediately; took breakfast and spent considerable time examining the Springs and surroundings: then went at once forward to Drum Springs - a distance of 30 miles. Spent afternoon examining the region: then one of our party took the team and conveyance around to Detroit Camp, and myself and the other proceeded across the mountain to the same place. Spent rest of day in the mines. Were kindly received and treated by the miners. Enjoyed the novelty of camping out during a snow storm today. —April 4— Sunday. today. but by force of circumstances we find ourselves compelled to travel. Proceeded to Krafts House near the Sevier River. Lost the way again and reached destination about 10 p.m. —April 5— Rose early and proceeded to Deseret. Our trip has been an eminently successful one and to me a highly enjoyable one. I have secured a number of valuable specimens ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p144.jpg) 18 Took train and reached home at 4 p.m. Yesterday and today the annual session of the General Conference of the Church has been held at Provo. I regret the necessity of my absence —April 6— Attended Conference. By request of the presiding officer- Apostle Richards I read a part of the Epistle addressed to the L. D. S.'s in Conference assembled from the First Presidency of the Church. Attended theatre in evening —April 7— Conference closed today. By previous appointment I proceeded tonight to Spanish Fork and there delivered my lecture on "Birth and Growth of Earth" under the auspices of the Improvement Associations. Went by evening train Bro. D. M. Todd, a student of the Academy accompanying me. We stayed at the residence of Bro. Geo. Brimhall —April 8— Returned to Provo by early train —April 10— Today the B. Y. Academy Board of Trustees assembled: and the newly elected members of the same, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p145.jpg) viz. Bros. Don Carlos Young, John Q. Cannon and myself were duly installed Mention of such action of the heirs of the B. Y. estate was made Mar. 1. 86 The financial condition of the B. Y. Academy is at present a deplorable one; but we trust all will be finally made right. —April 11— Sunday Presided at, and addressed the Missionary Meeting in the Academy today. Also addressed the evening meeting in Third Ward by call of the Bishop. —April 12— According to previous promise delivered a lecture before the Young Men's & Young Ladies' Mutual Improvement Associations of Third Ward on "Likes and Dislikes." —April 15— According to previously-made appointment I left today for a trip to the Tintic Mining Region accompanied by nine of my most advanced students. They travelled in wagon; I and Bro Jos Nelson one of our teachers on horseback. I had promised to deliver a lecture in Goshen for some time, and having to pass through ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p146.jpg) 18 Goshen on the way to T[--]tic, I had appointed the lecture for this evening. The lantern and apparatus necessary for the lecture were in the wagon. Bro Nelson and myself reached Goshen at 7.30 p.m. and learned that the advertised time of the lecture was 8.30. This was a partial relief to my anxiety ; and I suggested the dispatching of a fast team to meet the wagon of our party which could travel but slowly. Such suggestion was not acted upon till a very late hour, the authorities feeling sure that our wagon would arrive. The Meeting house was very early filled to overflowing ; and I felt in a sad state of anxiety. To add to such a feeling, I accidentally observed money being paid for admission at the door, and learned upon enquiry that a small fee had been charged; the authorities in- tending to present me with the proceeds. I firmly declined to accept, and insisted on the money being returned; which was done. The lantern arrived ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p147.jpg) 86 shortly before ten o'clock, and the people voted them to stop to the lecture. The subject was "Birth and Growth of Earth" and I believe was deeply appreciated. In my anxiety to cut the lecture short owing to the lateness of the hour I spoke about half an hour longer than usual. The party arrived at 11 o'clock. Bro Nelson and myself stayed at the residence of Bro. Peter O Chilbury: and the students camped. —April 16— Rose early and started. We proceeded to Homansville, and examined the stamp mills at that place- though they are now still Then went on to Eureka. Presented a note of introduction to Captain Day who is in charge of the Beck and Bullion Mines; and was kindly received. We were shown through the principal passes of the mines and given every opportunity to collect specimens. In evening we drove to the Mammoth Mine and there camped. In order to economise time we explored the cave after nightfall— as it is dark in there at all times. We stayed till near midnight ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p148.jpg) and collected a great number of specimens. —April 17— Rose early and spent first part of day examining Mammoth Mine and its vicinity and in collecting specimens. We found here fine specimens of Copper ores & of crystallized Celeste and Spar. At noon we moved on to Silver City; and spent some time in the Riter Iron Mines. I attempted to climb the straight face of a cliff - some 50 feet high, to obtain specimens of Limonite stalac- tites, showing themselves there, and discovered that I am decidedly unfitted for the life of an acrobat. My wrist proved too weak to support my body on the rope. However I obtained the specimens. In afternoon we drove to the Utah County Iron Association Mines and in the evening proceeded to Goshen again. A performance by the Home Dramatic Company was presented tonight and our entire party was invited. After this — at 11 pm some of the party expressed their desire of starting home at once, as travelling on the sabbath could then be possibly avoided. The vote was carried so ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p149.jpg) 86 we started much against the wishes of the good people of Goshen who seemed sincerely pleased to have us with them. Before we had been a half hour on the road a storm broke over us and soon the roads were converted into lines of mud holes. I suffered severely with the cold too; and was so fatigued as to fall asleep on my horse several times. We reached Payson at 3 a.m. of April 18 – Sunday. and being exceedingly cold and tired decided to rest here; so having provided for our animals we invaded a large barn – I don't know whose – and slept in the hay till 6 a m. We arose then and by 6.30 were again on the March. The storm still continued but we pushed on. Bro Nelson & myself reached Provo safe & sound but very much worn out at 11 a.m. and the party arrived at 2 p.m. The trip has been a valuable, though rather a hard one. Spent afternoon in resting and in evening attended meeting. April 23 Delivered a lecture before the Polysophical Society on Fertilization of Flowers. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p150.jpg) 18 —April 25— Having been appointed to speak as Home Missionaries in Alpine, Elder Peay and myself went there today We left Provo by team early and returned in evening. Addressed the Sunday School and regular meeting —April 29— Some few days ago (April 23) I wrote to Pres. John Taylor, acquainting him with my intentions of going East again to continue my studies according to advice received from some of the Apostles (Oct 19 last) and asked for final instructions. Today an informed meeting of the teachers of the Academy with the Board of Trustees took place and the prospect for future success in the B. Y. Acaademy was discussed Circumstances just now are not very reassuring, and there has been a feeling growing that the institution ought to suspend. I informed the Board of my anxiety to see the Academy progress, and that I felt to postpone my plans of returning East till the present cloud over- hanging the institution should pass unless otherwise directed by the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p151.jpg) 86 President of the Church.– I trust all will be well April 30 Delivered an evening lecture in the Polysophical Society of the Academy in response to a written request from a large number of students on "What to do till the doctor comes." May 1 Attended monthly Stake Priesthood Meeting in morning. In afternoon a meeting of the B.Y.A. Board of Trustees was held, at which a discussion arose as to the practicability of continuing the B. Y. Academy in its present indebted con- dition. I for one should deeply regret its suspension or discon- tinuance, but the outlook is a dark one. The matter was left in an undecided state till the next meeting; in the mean time Prest Taylor is to be communicated with. May 2 Sunday Addressed the B.Y.A. Missionary Meeting in morning and the regular Stake meeting in afternoon. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p152.jpg) 18 May 6 Delivered an address before the B. Y. Academy Polysophical Society in answer to the question:– "Does modern science lead to infidelity? May 8 Visited Springville today having learned that crystals of Pyrite altered to Hematite had been found near that place. Bro. Jos Nelson accompanied me We were met at Springville by Bro. Philip Houtz, a student who had promised to accompany us. We went to Kolob Flats – – a very high & difficult climb. but were rewarded by securing some fine specimens. May 9 Sunday. Addressed Missionary Meeting in morning. May 14 Tonight the last session of the Polysophreal Society was held An interesting programme had been prepared, and everything passed in excellent style. May 16 Sunday Went to American Fork in capacity of Home Missionary in company with Elder Peay. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p153.jpg) 86 We addressed Sunday School, and afternoon meeting, and returned to Provo in evening May 21 Today the B. Y. Academy closed its tenth Academic year. The commencement exercises were highly successful in design and execution. My sister Sarah was among the graduating Normal students. Gov. West, the newly appointed Governor of the Territory was present and addressed the assembly. In afternoon a social gathering of students was held, picnic, speech making etc. being the order of the day. The year has been a prosperous one. The present con- dition of affairs cause me to anxiously though perhaps uneasily wish to know what the next year will bring forth. In evening by request and invitation of the Stake authorities of the Improvement Associations I went in company with Bro. J B Keeley to Springville, and addressed a meeting of the young people of that place. Returned home in evening after dismissal of meeting ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p154.jpg) 18 May 23 Sunday Was sent by the Presidency of Stake to Goshen to attend a conference of the Young People's Improvement Associations. Went to Sa[-]t again by Rail, thence to Goshen by road. Addressed afternoon and evening meetings. Stayed at residence of Bro Morgan May. 24 Visited the Salt Springs and alkaline deposits North of Goshen Returned to Provo in evening. Attended a called meeting of the High Council in evening May 25 In company with Father I paid a visit to Grandma today in Pleasant Grove. There is consider- able temple work to be done in our family and as Grandma's health is failing, and her life really uncertain she is anxious to see such attended to at once. I regret to record that Father (whose proper right and duty it is to cooperate with his mother in such labors) has been for some time slightly backward in Church duties, and he resigns now all claim in the matter of working ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p155.jpg) 86 for our dead relatives in the ordinances of God to myself. It was arranged that Grandma and I should start as early as possible to Logan temple. May 26 Obtained recommend to Temple from the bishop of our Ward. In evening went to S. L. City. Stayed in company with Bro. H. H. Cluff at Valley House. May 27 Attended today by invitation the Commencement Exercises of the Deseret University. They were interesting and successful. In afternoon at invitation of the Proprietor, Bro. Cluff. Bro. Watson Dusenberry and myself visited the "Hot Springs" owned and utilized by Bro. John Beck. He is a remarkable man; and he and I represent extremes in one aspect of human nature. He is a born business man; the details of business are to him as the air of life – to me they are unendurable. He counts projects of thousands of dollars import as every day occurrences. Such engagements as his would rob me perpetually of sleep. In ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p156.jpg) 18 evening, Bro. Cluff and myself again repaired to Valley House  May 28 Returned to Provo In afternoon rode to Pleasant Grove, and made definite plans with Grandma to start tomorrow to Logan. A scientific trip which I had planned before the Logan journey was anticipated has to be postponed. I regret that part of the proposed party started South yesterday, thinking that I would overtake them by train. Telegraphed today that I could not be present May 29 Was informed by Prest. Smoot today that the preliminaries for our entrance to the Temple could not be arranged for so early a start as we had hoped, and that our trip would be better postponed a week. Im- mediately on receipt of this I telegraphed the students forseeing the party for the proposed geological trip to await me at Nephi; then took train to Pleasant Grove & informed Grandma of the postponement, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p157.jpg) 86 and returned to Provo in afternoon Was extremely busy during afternoon, but about 7 p.m, in company with one of my students, Bro. Brigham Smoot, I started horseback south to overtake the party. Reached Spanish Fork and remained there- at a private boarding house- all night —May 30— Sunday. I am heartily opposed to travel or labor on the sabbath day, but still think circumstances may justify such; the sabbath was made for man, and not man for the sabbath In order to catch our party we must travel today. So we made an early start and after a hard ride reached Nephi at 12 m. Found Bro. Jos. Nelson here awaiting us. We proceeded in afternoon to Juab, where we overtook the rest of our party, who had not been stopped at Nephi. We number five in all. Camped at Juab Lake. Today has been a day of hard riding to me as a novice in the practice. We covered about 60 miles. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p158.jpg) 18 —May 31.— We had originally contemplated a trip to Millard County, and a visit to the Topaz Mts, there and other places of interest, but as I have so little spare time we changed our plans and bent our course toward the Sevier River Country. We made a 50 mile travel and camped at night at Salina, Sevier County, passing en route through Fayette and Gunnison. —June 1— Rose early and passed at once to Salina Cañon where we camped for breakfast. Spent considerable time in exploring the region and collecting specimens. I could scarcely imagine a region of so limited extent furnishing a greater variety of geological specimens. Within half a mile will be found immense deposit of salt and gypsum, together with sandstone, limestone, crystallized calcite, breccias and all kinds of conglomerates, volcanic rocks, granites, syenites and other meta- morphic varieties, coal, alum ion and shale. We proceeded in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p159.jpg) 86 after part of day to Mayfield and there camped. June 2 Started early, and visited Frink's Lake. This is an artificially formed body of water high in the hills, covering about 160 acres. A steam boat, row boats & pleasant surroundings generally add to the attractiveness The proprietor was kind and obliging. I obtained some valuable and beautiful geodes of quartz from him. Proceeded later to Manti and secured an admit to the temple. We all passed through. This splendid structure is nearing completion. We visited and explored the rock quarries in the neighborhood and drove in evening to Moroni, where we stayed at residence of Bro. Nelson. June 3 Drove to Indianola in Thistle Valley via Mount Pleasant and Fairview, exploring on the way. Our collections are by no means confined to the Mineral Kingdom; we have already bagged several specimens of lizards, horny toads, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p160.jpg) 18 snakes and reptiles generally. In afternoon drove to point about 4 miles beyond Indianola and camped. In evening part of our company indulged in a deer stalking exercise, for we needed meat provisions in camp, but they were unsuccessful. June 4 Broke camp early. Bro. Smoot and myself hastened on. He left me at Spanish Fork and went to Goshen while I continued on home. Arrived at 11.30 a.m. after a 30 mile ride. The party reached Provo safely at 4 p.m. The trip is unanimously voted a success; but the exposure to wind and sun has made my face extremely sore. Spent afternoon in making preparations for our proposed Logan journey. June 5 In afternoon started by railroad to Logan. Was joined at Pleasant Grove by Grandma and we proceeded to Salt Lake City. Stayed at residence of Aunt Annie. June 6 Sunday Left by early train and reached ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p161.jpg) 86 Logan at 1.40 p.m all right Grandma has stood the fatigues of the trip right well. We followed a trustworthy recommenda- tion received before leaving home, and took quarters at the residence of Sister Harriet Parry. Attended fifth ward meeting in evening —June 7— Made application for entrance at the temple. Found my own Recommend properly endorsed and filed, so I was at once ad- mitted: but grandma's had failed to reach its destination, and she was consequently unable to enter. I regret the hindrance very much: but such delays are at all times liable to occur. I telegraphed to the authorities at Salt Lake City. Made necessary registration of intended work at temple. —June 8— Engaged all day in Temple Work according to my "Record." Grandma's Recommend not to hand —June 9— "10 "11" Ditto. Telegraphed again regard- ing the Recommend. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p162.jpg) 18 June 10 Engaged as yesterday – This evening Grandma's recommend arrived by mail June 11 Finished labor according to present plans. Was accompanied today by Grandma  June 12 Proceeded by early train to Salt Lake City. Stayed at Aunt Annie's In evening went to Garfield by Utah and Nevada train to witness the exploits of the renowned Captain Boyton. Owing to the rough condition of the lake however he did not exhibit and we returned thoroughly drenched from the storms June 13 Sunday Returned by early train to Provo, Grandma remaining at Pleasant Grove. Addressed First Ward meeting in evening by call as a Home Missionary June 14 The Utah County Teachers' Summer Institute opened its session today, and I am engaged as Professor of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p163.jpg) 86 Physics, Physiology & Hygiene and Biology & Geology. My lectures will cover two hours daily I regret this break in our vacation. Today also I attended a Brand Meeting of the Directors of the Academy, for discussing and approving the lencular*** of the coming years session. I have as yet received no reply from Prest Taylor regarding my proposed trip east, so acting under the advice of the local authorities, and in view of the present somewhat precarious condition of the Academy (which renders the engaging of new teachers a somewhat embarassing circumstance) I consented to retain my position in the institution for the present. My office in the Faculty will be First Counsellor to the Principal. Secretary of Faculty, Director of Chemical Laboratory, and Professor of Science and Phonography —June 15-16— Labor progressed as usual in Teacher's Institute —June 17— Ditto- In evening went to Salt Lake City, according to previous ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p164.jpg) arrangement and delivered a lecture under the auspi[-]es of the Salt Lake County Teachers' Institute on "Economy". Stayed at night with Bro. Geddes, one of the teachers at the residence of Prest. Jos. F. Smith —June 18.— Returned to Provo and fulfilled duties in summer school. —June 19— Spent forenoon with members of the school of teachers on a trip to the hills for scientific purposes In evening proceeded to Salt Lake City on business. As I did not finish same till late I was unable to call on Aunt Annie so stayed at Valley House —June 20— Sunday Went in morning to Aunt's. According to a previous invitation I addressed the Tabernacle Congregation today. This is the first time I have had the pleasure (if the addressing of an audience of Latter-day Saints) in an extempore manner may be deemed a pleasure) of speaking in the large tabernacle. Felt well, and sincerely trust good has been done ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p165.jpg) 86 June 21 Returned to Provo; labored as usual June 22 The Salt Lake newspapers, all, contain notices or reports of my sermon last Sunday in the tabernacle. The "Tribune"—the rabid slang-speaking anti-Mormon sheet (a paper which could not live a month amongst a less peaceable and law-abiding people than the L.D.S's) contained a short though insulting reference to my address in connection with that of Apostle John W. Taylor who followed my remarks My friends and myself consider such a notice in the Tribune as a certificate of honor. June 24 Delivered an evening lecture, supplemental to my regular lectures before the Association of Teachers on "Biology" at the Boarding House. June 25 Took Field Club on an ex- cursion for study. June 26 Attended theatre with Ma and Sister Polly, and a friend of Sisters. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p166.jpg) 18 —June 28— Sister Sarah went today on the farm with the Folks - Ever since they have been living on the farm Sarah has stayed at the old home and "kept home" for me : but at present it seems scarcely worth while keeping two horses remaining for —I was away from home a great deal. She expects to teach school next year, and will then have to leave me anyway. I commenced today to board at our Academy Boarding House - still sleeping at home however - that I may properly see to my books & things & be able to read and study under better circumstance than would fall to my lot at the Boarding House. —July 2— The members of the summer Institute had arranged an "out" in the canons to take place today. By general request I accompanied them, although I did not intend so to do till the last hour before starting We went - about 50 of us, by ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p167.jpg) wagon into Provo cañon North Fork and there camped. —July 3— Spent greater part of day in amusements and sport. Went fishing, climbing, flower gathering, story telling sleeping etc., without any accident or ill occurrence and in evening we all drove merrily home. —July 4— Sunday Addressed tabernacle congregation by call of the President. Uncle Edgar arrived to day from Salt Lake City for a little fishing amusement tomorrow. He stays with me of course at the Boarding House —July 5— Today is a legal holiday – the "Fourth" fell on Sunday. About 1 a.m. – in fact before that – just as soon as the sabbath had passed Uncle Edgar, Bro Jos B Keeler and his brother-in law Bro Joal Collier and myself started for the fishing grounds by team. We camped on the banks of the river near the mouth of the cañon, and commenced fishing at daybreak. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p168.jpg) 18 We had very bad luck all through. Uncle is a professional fisher – he caught a single trout 6 1/2 inches long. Amongst such bad luck my own was the best of the bad – I caught two fine trout one weighing 1 pound and the other more. We returned home at noon heartily tired Uncle Edgar returned to Salt Lake in evening. July 9 The Teacher's Institute closed its session today. On the whole we must pronounce the Institute a success. It has accomplished a good work and stimulated anew for study Today we took a trip to the lake & there enjoyed a boat ride. Utah Lake is not well adapted for such "outs"—the shore is so muddy. We were partly devoured by mosquitos. July 11 The arrangements made on financial matters with the Professors in the Summer School were not definite. We agreed to divide the proceeds according ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p169.jpg) 86 to the number of courses of instruction given by each. We had formed an opinion however as to our probable renumeration. My share proved to be $70 — which was some less than had been anticipated. The Board of Trustees of the Academy met today to consider the acceptance or rejection of the new Circular " just out from the press. The execution is so poor and the printer's errors so numerous that the Board condemned the "Circular " and ordered a new one printed. I am to remain in town this week if needed to revise proofs etc. Today also the B.Y. A Boarding House closed; it being now vacation. I was compelled to move. Com- menced boarding at Prof. Maeser's still however sleeping at home. July 13 Today I the promised to visit a party of the Young People Assn. holding an excursion Conference in Provo Canon. Sister Ottilie Maeser & myself rode to the camp—about 18 miles horseback. A very pleasant ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p170.jpg) 18 "out" . I addressed an evening meeting for some time. July 14 <15> Returned to Provo early morning. Busy with Circulars. Attended theatre in evening. July 16 "Circulars" are finally out from press and in a greatly improved style. July 18 Sunday By appointment from Prest. Smoot Elder S. S. Jones and myself went today to Mill Fork as Home Missionaries. We held Meeting in afternoon and again in evening. July 19 Spent early part of day in examining this locality; and returned to Provo by afternoon train. July 20 Attended the Peoples' Party Primary Meeting for the election of Delegates to County Convention, and the nomination of officers. July 21 Attended a Special session of the High Council ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p171.jpg) 86 July 22 Went to Salt Lake City with Sister Sarah. She goes on a visit to Aunt Annie. July 23 Returned to Provo. Attended Theatre in evening July 24 This is the anniversary of the entrance of the pioneers into Utah Valley. Spent day quietly July 25 Sunday. Preached in Third Ward in evening in the capacity of a Home Missionary. July 26 Attended regular meeting of High Council in evening. July 27 Received permission from the Executive Committee to make certain improvements in the Music Room converting it into a Scientific Lecture Room at the Academy. I intend to arrange terraces in the room and to place a well, forcepump and tank in the laboratory for a water supply July 31 Busy the entire week in Academy ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p172.jpg) 18 August 1 Sunday. Preached in the Fourth Ward Provo, in capacity of Home Missionary. August 5 7 Made a trip to Salt Lake City to purchase chemicals etc. for ensuing year's work. Visited Sister Sarah and Aunt Annie and found all well. Aug 6 Returned to Provo Aug. 7 Busy the entire week in making preparations for school work. My laboratory looks con- siderably changed. Owing to the low financial condition of the Academy we were unable to incur any great expense so we had to work ourselves. I have been steadily working from morning till evening this week, but feel repaid. My room is painted & cleaned; the lecture room has been fitted with terraced seats etc; the tank water supply is a grand success. Feel en- couraged in the prospect of a steady year's work. I trust it will be a prosperous one. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p173.jpg) —August 8— Sunday Addressed Stake tabernacle Congregation by call of the Presidency. —Aug. 9— The Academy opened its session today for the Eleventh Academic Year. The attendance is far from large, though larger than had been expected after considering all circumstances. We begin so very early in the season just now that few can commence with us, The outlook is in general incouraging. —Aug. 10— My classes are all in running order except Chemistry and Physics. The students for these classes must be tolerably well- advanced, and we usually wait a week before organizing. —Aug. 14— Our Polysophical Society has been reorganized tonight Owing to press of other work I was compelled to give up the Presidency of the society this year. Bro. Jos. B Keeler takes the position. Tonight I delivered an introductory lecture on "Art - and Science." ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p174.jpg) 18 Aug. 14 Today we drew one month's salary from the Academy treasury. The financial condition of the institution is such that the back salaries of teachers remain to a very great extent unpaid. I am owed nearly $800– on last year's salary; and have a number of pressing debts which I am unable to pay. I have always tried to avoid debts but sometimes fail. Aug 15 Sunday. Presided at the reorganization of the B. Y. A. Missionary Meeting. Aug 22 Sunday Week has passed in ordinary work. Today, in company with Elder Peay I visited the Fifth Ward Provo, and preached there in capacity of Home Missionary. Aug. 23 Went to Salt Lake City with intention of bringing Sister Sarah back – she is there visiting her Aunt. Stayed at Aunt Annie's. Aug 24 Returned to Provo by early train accompanied by Sister. All well. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p175.jpg) 86 August 27 By previous request I delivered a short lecture on "Mutual Improve- ment" before a conjoint assembly of the Young Men's and Young Ladies' Associations. August 28 Went to Salt Lake City on business connected with the Scientific Dept. Stayed at Aunt Annie's. In evening, Uncle Edgar and myself went out to Beck's Hot Springs; and enjoyed the luxury of a bath therein August 29 Sunday. By request of the presiding authority I preached today in the Large Tabernacle. Also addressed the 20" Ward Sabbath School. August 30 Returned to Provo by early train Aug. 31 The Salt Lake Tribune, the vile Anti-Mormon sheet published quite a lengthy, blasphemous article purporting to be an abstract of the remarks of Elder Geddes who spoke after me in the Tabernacle last sabbath, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p176.jpg) 18 and myself. I care nothing for the personal abuse coming from such a source: but I regret such profane use of the name of Deity Well; this state of affairs cannot last forever. —September 3— Delivered a short address on "Earthquakes" before the Polysophical Society. The subject is just now of great interest; owing to the terrible earthquake shocks through the southern states notably in South Carolina. The City of Charleston is reported in ruins. —September 4— This is the opening day of the Quarterly Conference of Utah Stake. Attended morning and afternoon meetings, and in the evening the High Priests' Meeting. —Sept. 5— Sunday. By call of the Stake Presidency I addressed the Conference Congregation today for short time. Was resustained in my position of Alternate in the High Council: and a Home Missionary for the Stake. —Sept 8.— Delivered the opening lecture before the Field Club of the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p177.jpg) 86 Academy on "Fossils and Petrifactions" —Sept. 11— Took the field club or as we have decided to call it, the "Scientific Club" on an excursion into Rock Cañon. We went to mouth of cañon by train; then proceeded on foot; and were met at mouth again at night. A very successful and enjoyable day. —Sept 12— Sunday. Presided at the B. Y. A. Mission- ary Meeting in morning. —Sept 15— Made quite an interesting discovery today. The city authorities have undertaken to level part of East Main Street: and one of the men in working ploughed up a few fragments of bone, which proved on examination to be human. I had my attention called to the matter and commenced digging with students; we found several fragments of bone, some implements such as stone arrow heads, skinning knives, grinding mills etc. There are people living within –10– yards of the spot who have occupied the place for over 35 years. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p178.jpg) 18 Sept. 17 Having received an invitation from certain friends in Payson to visit the cañons near that place I left Provo today by afternoon freight train accompanied by three of the students of my classes. We were met at Payson with conveyance and immediately proceeded to mouth of Santaquin Cañon where we camped for the night. Sept 18 Rose early and make examination of the hills ; found a couple of Indian mounds though they had been rifled before; but within them we found some few trinkets, drinking vessels bones etc. After breakfast we proceeded to the upper Cañon; explored the hills, and returned to mouth of cañon and camped. Sept 19 Sunday Rose early: drove to Payson stayed at residence of Bishop Tanner Returned to Provo by evening train. Addressed the Third Ward Meeting at night. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p179.jpg) 86 Sept. 21 Birthday. Twenty-four years old today. The years now pass as months once seemed to – all too quick for my tardy way of administering in the affairs of life. Today I was made the recipient of a handsome present of fruit & flowers from some ladies of the Academy. I appreciate the gift for the way and cause of its presentation. Sept 22 Today I started with the greater part of the gentlemen scientific students on a prearranged trip to the Tintic Mining District Such undertakings are attended by much labor and to me also by anxiety for the safety of the party, and the success of the expedition; but the beneficial effect of this kind of practical study is beyond question. While still a school student of the sciences, years ago I promised myself that if ever I should be a teacher of such branches to others I would make practical work a feature of my instruction; for the value of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p180.jpg) 18 such has always been of importance in my eyes We started about 3 p.m; most of the students in wagons, Bro Jos. Nelson and myself horseback. Proceeded a little beyond Payson and camped by the farm of Bro. Hancock whose great kindness toward us must not be forgotten. Sept 23 Started at day-break. Camped for breakfast near "Goshen dam." I entered a house by which we camped enquiring about feed for our animals and found there an elderly lady – Sister Sarah Roberts – very ill of "Mountain Fever." At her special request I called the elders of our party and administered the ordinance to her; and her immediate gain of strength and restoration to health was a strong manifestation of the power of God. We proceeded on to the Utah Valley Iron Mines. Stayed here 2 or 3 hours collecting specimens, and examining formations. Then marched on to Silver City; met Mr. L. E. Riter to whom I ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p181.jpg) 86 held an introduction in writing from a gentleman in Provo. We were kindly received and treated. Spent time till dark at the Dragon Mines; and obtained very valuable specimens Then drove to the Mammoth Hill and camped. To save time it was decided to explore the Mammoth Cave tonight: This was done; we stayed in the cave till near midnight and collected some very fine and valuable specimens —Sept. 24— Rose early: explored the hill. By courtesy of the Supt. we were then permitted to enter the Mammoth Mine. Here too we collected valuable samples. About noon broke camp and went to Eureka. Were kindly received by a representative of the Supts of the Beck, Bullion, & Eureka Mines and these we explored to our heart's content. In evening drove to goshen. Camped. —Sept 25— Made very early drive to Santaquin. Here I met Bro. Otto Malmberg according to previous arrangement ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p182.jpg) 18 We proceeded to the mouth of Santaquin Cañon and while the students were engaged in explorations Bro. Malmberg and I visited a mound in the neighborhood and found buried almost an entire Indian skeleton. This will be of great assistance to me in my teaching. Spent afternoon inopening some reported Indian mounds, but with indifferent success. Drove home in evening. Reached home about 10 p-m. very tired; but thankful for so safe and successful a trip and for the uniformly courteous treatment we have received. —Sept 26— Sunday Preached in capacity of Home Missionary in company with my companion Elder Charles Glazier in the First Ward Provo City. —Sept 27— Attended regular meeting of the High Council. —Sept 30— Received request from the Utah County Teacher's Convention to deliver a course of 5 lectures ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p183.jpg) 86 before the Association monthly, on "Stimulants and Narcotics." Oct. 1 Delivered a lecture before the Polysophical Society on "Our loves and our hates" October 2 Delivered a lecture before the Utah Co-Teacher's Association – the first of the series on "Stimulants vs. Foods." Attended Theater in company with Bro. Maeser and some of his family. I fancy I am growing ascetic in my feelings toward some things. It is long since I have appreciated a dramatic representation though I used to be deeply affected by such. The style of theatrical representa- tion now is I regret to say of the foolishly sensational order. Such are not copies of life. Oct 3 Sunday Presided at and addressed the Missionary Meeting at the Academy today. October 8 Delivered an address before the Polysophical Society on "The Right of Congress to pass laws ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p184.jpg) 18 respecting the adulteration of food." October 10 Sunday Preached in the Second Ward Provo by appointment as a Home Missionary. Oct 15 Delivered an address before the B. Y. A. Polysophical Society on "The Evils of Gum Chewing." Oct 16 Delivered a lecture before the Utah Co. Teacher's Convention on "The Tea and Coffee Habit" Oct 17 Sunday Addressed the Congregation in the Stake Meeting by call of the President. Oct 19 According to previous arrangement delivered a lecture tonight before the Third Ward Young People's Association on "Life in a Great City." October 24 Sunday Was appointed as Home Missionary today to preach in Third Ward, but was excused for the present on account of illness. I became somewhat affected yesterday by injurious vapors in the Laboratory, and have suffered greatly today ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p185.jpg) 86 Oct. 25 Some apprehension is felt for the future of the B. Y. Academy. It is at present in a very great state of financial embarrassment The matter was talked of tonight in the regular High Council Meeting Such great expenses have had to be incurred since the fire to prepare temporary quarters for occupancy, that the financial condition and outlook are undoubtedly discourag- ing. I should regard the closing of the institution as a great calamity. Other religious sects are able to sustain institutions of learning in great numbers, but we find difficulty in making even a slight effort in such direction. I trust all will be well. The matter is to be further considered. October 27 Delivered a lecture before the Scientific Club on "Spontaneous Generation." October 29 By special request delivered a lecture on sp[---] "Artificial Illumination" with numerous ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p186.jpg) 18 experimental demonstrations before the Polysophical Society. —October 31"— Sunday. Preached in Third Ward as a Home Missionary. The ap- pointment was made for last Sabbath but I was excused owing to indisposition —Nov. 2— A special meeting of the High Council was called tonight to consider the present condition of the B. Y. Academy. A commitee was appointed to confer with the Board of Trustees at an early date —Nov. 3— Went to Salt Lake City on special business con- nected with the Scientific Dept. After disposing of business, by previous invita- tion I called on Sister Lucy B. Young, and her daughter of the late Prest. B. Young. They kindly presented me a lot of over 50 gold fish, just arrived from the Sandwich Islands. I appreciate the kind ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p187.jpg) 86 feelings prompting the present as well as the handsome specimens themselves. I shall hope for good luck in keeping them; which I understand is not always obtained. Stayed at residence of Sister Young all night. —Nov 4— Returned to Provo by early train, all well and happy, fish ✓ included. —Nov. 7—Sunday. Presided at and addressed the B. Y. A. Missionary Meeting. —Nov. 10— Delivered a lecture before the B. Y. A. Mathematical Club on "The Metric System of Weights and Measures." —Nov. 12— Went to Salt Lake City to obtain material for Scientific Dept, by afternoon train. Stayed at Valley House. —Nov 13— Returned to Provo by early morning train. In afternoon discharged the painful duty of preaching at the funeral services of Sister Maria Johnson, a former student of the Academy. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p188.jpg) 18 Nov. 14 Sunday Preached by appointment as Home Missionary in the Fourth Ward Provo. Nov. 15 Circumstances have been for some time threatening and today they compelled me to take a step which is not in accordance with my wishes. Since July 11 last, I have been boarding at the residence of Prof. Maeser and I have become greatly at home there. His house is situated at a considerable distance from my study & sleeping room and I lose considerable time in going to & fro. As a result I have had to break off my pleasant associations there and today I commenced to board at the residence of Bro. B. W. Diggs Jr – situated on the same block as my home. Tonight I attended a lecture by Wad El Ward a Jewish or rather a Levite traveller; one who rendered the party of Palestine tourists from Utah great assistance. His subject tonight "Realities of Oriental Life" ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p189.jpg) 86 Bro. Maeser gone to Salt Lake City to superintend the organization of a new Stake Academy there; and I take charge of the institution here. He expects to be back in a week Nov. 16 Attended the second lecture by Wad El Ward " tonight on "Jerusalem." Nov 19 Delivered a lecture before the B.Y.A. Polysophical Society illustrated with lantern views on "The Sun Moon and Stars." Nov. 20 Tonight a meeting of the High Council was called to consider the present condition of the B. Y. Academy, and to devise means if possible for its perpetuity. Financially the institution is seriously embarrassed. I can speak for myself better than for another; and I have been unable to draw more than 30% of my last year's salary, and of course am heavily in debt. However it is my intention (DV.) to remain with the Academy for the present year if possible in any way at all. At the meeting tonight a determination ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p190.jpg) 18 was expressed to carry on the institution at all hazards. For some reason Provo has long been oblivious to the work being done in that institution. We get scarcely any patronage for Provo. At present there are upwards of 70 students in the upper departments; and only 3 from Provo; and this state of affairs is no exception at all. The President of the stake was outspoken in his determination to see the institution sustained; and said that the progress and development of Provo was concerned in the present question. A committee which had previously been appointed for the purpose reported a recommendation that the business men of Provo be invited to meet with the High Council at an early date to consider the matter. Provo is deeply interested if she but knew it, in the progress of the institution, since some $45,000 are thrown into circulation in the town, annually by the students. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p191.jpg) 86 The matter was not settled in tonight's meeting, and an adjoinment was ordered till tomorrow. Nov. 21 Sunday Presided at and addressed the Missionary Meeting at the Academy in the morning. In the afternoon the adjourned Council Meeting convened again. The question as to the advisa- bility of asking donations from the people for the Academy while the institution is in its present position, as regards government was discussed. According to the terms of the Deed of Trust from Prest. Brigham Young, he during his life, and after him his heirs and assigns held the appointing power of the Board and a general supervising authority over the whole institution. No one would be more pleased to see the Academy placed, as a Church School should be, under the controling power of the living priesthood than myself; but I doubt if the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p192.jpg) 18 times and circumstances just now are propitious for a profitable discussion of the question; since to take steps toward a rearrange- ment of the institution in such regard would be to say the least to retard the immediate raising of means which would seem to be the only hope there is of carrying on the school. The part of the report calling for a joint ruling of the High Council and the representa- tive men of Provo was adopted and the meeting has been set for an early date. Nov. 25 This day has been designated by the President of the United States, and also by the Governor of the Territory of Utah as a day of Thanksgiving. We adjourned session of the Academy; today; and by petition of the students tomorrow was also granted as a holiday. Nov. 27 Today the Quarterly Conference ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p193.jpg) 86 of the Utah Stake of Zion convened. I attended regular meeting morning and afternoon and Priesthood Meeting in evening. Nov. 28 Sunday Continuation of Conference. I was resustained today in my old positions of Alternate in High Council and Home Missionary, and was also called to act as Assistant Stake Superintendent of Sabbath Schools. Nov. 29 Tonight certain business and other representative men of Provo were invited to meet with the High Council to consider the present status of the B. Y. Academy The object was explained in the early part of the meeting and the spirit of carrying on the resolutions of the Council was unanimous. A beneficiary fund was established; the donors to hold the right of nominating new pupils to attend to the amount of contribution. In a few minutes the brethren subscribed $1117.50, and $1200– is estimated to be sufficient to defray expences for coming year. May the good work go on. I subscribed ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p194.jpg) 18 $25– myself, it was all I could possibly raise. Dec. 5 Sunday By appointment Elder Glazier and I preached as Home Missionaries in Provo Fifth Ward today. Dec. 12 Sunday Preached in Third Ward Evening Meeting by request of Bishop. Dec. 17 According to a previously accepted invitation I went to Salt Lake City this evening and delivered my lecture on "The Birth and Growth of the Earth" with lantern illustrations before the "20" Ward Institute." The audience was a flattering one, both as regards size and quality. I stayed at the residence. of Bro. C. W. Stayner. Dec 18. Spent day in business. Visited Aunt Annie; and the house being somewhat crowded I stayed this night at the Valley House. Dec 19 Sunday By request of Prest. Cannon I addressed the Congregation in the large Tabernacle today ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p195.jpg) Stayed over night at my Aunt's. —Dec. 20— Returned to Provo by early train and resumed labors in the Academy. —Dec. 22— Closing exercises for the term took place at the B.Y. Academy today. We close two days earlier than had been expected, on petition of the students who are especially anxious to hury home. This evening according to previous invitation I proceeded to Salt Lake City and delivered a lecture before the students' Society of the University of Deseret on "Our Likes and our Dislikes." —Dec. 23— Returned to Provo —Dec. 25— Christmas day. I went today early to the Farm to spend all day; but it proved to be no day of enjoyment. Father has been unwell for a long time – he is suffering the effects. of a terrible rupture, received some 14 or 15 years ago, and at ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p196.jpg) 18 his condition is very bad. Under such circumstances too his mind is affected, and he deeply feels slight troubles, and imagines many that have no real existence. He is naturally highly excitable, and when under such "spells" is completely at the mercy of his passion. He wishes to be left alone when suffering so. That he was in such a state was a heavy shock to myself, as I had expected to find him well. Returned to Provo in early evening. Dec 26 Sunday Addressed the Third Ward Meeting by call of Bishop. Dec. 27 Attended regular monthly meeting of the High Council Dec 28 I have been desirous for some time of visiting the Bingham Mining District, and an opportunity has presented itself. A student in the Scientific Course, Bro. John Hansen by name, resides at South Jordan, Salt Lake Co. He and his folks have invited me to visit them at their home, and make the start for Bingham from that place ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p197.jpg) 86 I secured letters of introduction to influential men in Bingham from prominent Provo men, and went by train this afternoon to Draper. Bro Hansen met me there, and we drove to South Jordan. Bro. Hansen Sr. received me kindly. They are a good old Danish family, highly hospitable and kind. Sister Hansen is a motherly dame, to whom it appears a true pleasure to do somebody a kindness. The Ward authorities, hearing of my intended visit had sent me an invitation to lecture. I complied with my lecture on the "Earth", for which purpose I had taken the lantern and views with me. The house was crowded; and a hearty vote of thanks was rendered. People living in such out-of-the -way places as this appreciate anything out of the ordinary and monotonous run. Dec. 29 Rose early; and soon after five o'clock—long before day break of day of course—Bro. Hansen and my- self were in the saddle, starting on a trip to Bingham – some 12 miles off. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p198.jpg) Sister Hansen was up before us and had a hot breakfast prepared. Our ride was a pleasant one, and a trip proved eminently successful. We visited some 8 mines, and obtained valuable specimens; some of which we took with us in saddle bags; and others we left to be shipped. We experienced almost every kind of weather; but I fear no serious results from the exposure. On crossing a mountain situated S.W. of Bingham on our homeward journey – just before dark, Iwe ob- served a phenomenon which is usually common hereabouts, though seldom is it as perfectly shown as on this occasion We found ourselves high above a stratum of clouds, upon the upper surface of which we could look down as on the face of a lake. The valley was completely filled with the clouds. We reached Bro Hansen's house at 9 o'clock at night – tired but pleased with the result of the days out. —Dec. 30— Bro. Hansen took me in a buggy to Draper, at which place I took train and reached Provo at 1 p.m. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p199.jpg) In the afternoon I took train again and went to Salt Lake City and ordered scientific supplies for the coming term. Stayed at the Greening House —Dec. 31— Rose early and visited the Glass Works, but labor is for the present suspended there for repairs. Was favored today with a renewal of my pass over the Utah Central Railway for the year 1887. Were it not for the kindness of the Railway officials I would be unable to travel as I can do under present conditions. Returned to Provo by noon train —1887— —January 1.— And now we are called to witness the arrival of a new member of the royal dynasty of Trine, and to do homage to the monarch. Will it be a year of peace or of trouble to the people of God? 1886 has been of the latter kind and yet all have not suffered. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p200.jpg) — If my life be spared to write "1888" as a heading in my diary, I wonder what tales I will have to tell? I feel no alarm for the destiny of this people, but as the prophets have spoken, there are dark days ahead. Visited folks on farm. Father is better able to be around again and I spent a happy day on the whole. —January 2.— Sunday. Attended an informal meeting of the B. Y. A. Board of Trustees, held perforce on the sabbath to consider certain matters of arrangement for the ensuing term. Attended regular meetings —Jan 3— Second term of the Academy began today. The attendance is somewhat increased. My labors are practically the same as last term; with the exception of additional classes being organized in Domestic Science and Agriculture These courses were introduced last year as an experiment and proved a gratifying success; and therefore the instruction will ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p201.jpg) be repeated this year. I recog- nise more and more continually the necessity of practical in- struction being given on "every- day" matters. In the evening I visited the farm to enquire regarding a little matter in which my Sister Sarah is interested. She has been teaching in the Ward, in which the folks live, "Tim- panogos Ward as it is now called – since the beginning of the present school year and according to all reports that have reached me seemed to be succeeding well. I now hear that the trustees have been negotiating for another teacher, saying that she has lost her influence with the children owing to her flightiness in conduct with the boys, showing partiality, and other charges of a similar nature. At father's earnest request I took Sister this evening to the house of the Senior trustee, and sent for the other trustees and asked the gentlemen for a full explanation. The result demonstrates the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p202.jpg) lack of principle in the constitu- tion of some men. The action has been taken by one trustee – Mr. Jesse Knight – independently of the others; and negotiations for a change in teachers have been prosecuted by him for some weeks past – in secret; he all the while openly professing a warm support for my Sister, and even proposing a rise in her salary. A full explanation of his action is to be found in the fact that he is a member of the infamous organiza- tion recently established in this Territory under the rediculous- ly contradictory name of the "Utah Loyal League"– an in- stitution formed with the avowed object of taking the governing powers in all matters of public interest from the hands of the Mormon people who form the majority of the Utah population, and of placing the same under the control of the minority party or Gentiles My statements to the Trustees as to the reports which had come to my ears were ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p203.jpg) 87 revelations to the remaining two officers and they now threaten a proceeding against Mr Knight for acting on his own accord in such a matter. I can fully exoner- ate Sarah from any seroius charges, but not from the claim of her having been thoughtless in many of her actions. She has been too hasty in many of her associations there, — though anything akin to flirting which may have oc- curred has certainly taken place outside the school building, and of the school circle. Such actions are I am sorry to say, common with the young people nowadays —they feel conscience—clear of any intent to do wrong, and so scoff at appearances, and scorn the admonition of friends. Even her thoughtless acts seem to me in this case to have been few and slight; yet those very acts have furnished an excuse to Mr Knight and others of the same nature to proceed as they have done. Of course she would not think of teaching there again; but will for the present stay on the farm with the folks. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p204.jpg) 18 January 9 Sunday Elder C. D. Glazier and myself went to Springville by appoint- ment as Home Missionaries. We went in early morning as I am expected to visit the Sunday Schools whenever practicable, in my capacity as Counsellor to the Stake Superintendent. We visited the Primary S.S, the Ward School and attended a Sunday School Teacher's Meeting during the forenoon; each of which assemblies we addressed. We took dinner at the residence of Bro. Harrison. In the afternoon we addressed the regular Meeting and returned home in early evening. January 10 Attended Theatre to witness the Dramatic representation of Goethe's Faust. I have grown ascetic in feeling toward dramatic per- formances of late, though at one time I regarded such as the only recreation of a public nature I could take interest in. Classic productions, and in fact anything outside the bounds of exciting romance is not popular. This evenings performance was an exception. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p205.jpg) 87 January 14 Delivered a lecture under the auspices of the B. Y A. Poly- sophical Society on, "A peep through the Microscope" illus- trated by lantern views. Jan. 15 Attended Priesthood Meeting of Utah Stake and acted as Secretary in the absence of the regular clerk. Jan. 16 Sunday Presided at and addressed the B. Y A Missionary Meeting. In the afternoon met by appointment as one of a High Council Committee with the Standing Committee of the Provo Free Reading Rooms to consider the condition of the rooms. Jan 17 Attended a Birthday Gathering arranged by the students in honor of Prof Maeser's attaining his 59" Birthday. Jan 19 Attended Board Meeting of the Academy Directors, called to consider the advisability of organizing the institution ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p206.jpg) 18 under the laws of the Territory The matter was referred to a com- mittee for farther consideration January 23 Sunday During the morning I attended Sunday School in the First Ward Provo, and addressed the Theological Class. In afternoon preached in the Taber- nacle by call of the Stake Presi- dency. In the evening, by request I assisted in the ordinance of administration for the restoration of health to Sister Zella Webb a former young student of the Academy, and a young lady held in high estimation by her associates, and now suffering the consequences of a most distressing accident. I have several times before officiated in a similar way to her, and have visited her several times since the accident, and so am somewhat acquainted with the circumstances of the case and many of such are so peculiar as to awaken interest. Some twenty weeks ago, (since which time, by the way, she has been lying almost on the brink of the grave ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p207.jpg) 87 apparently) she was burned most terribly in a conflagration supposed to have been started by the ex- ploding of a petroleum lamp in her bedroom. The whole thorax, and the back to the level of the lower ribs, and the arms to the elbows, and the neck were burned to the bones. Yet she has lived. The circumstances of the actual burning are mys- terious—in fact some people sus- pect there was a foul plot to rob her of life, attempted and partly carried into execution. But the poor girl has been lying in the midst of such terrible suffering for 20 weeks to date. There is a power at work con- stantly endeavoring to take her life—such strange backsets have occurred, such unlooked for accidents (such as her falling out of bed when too weak to move an arm), and such strange conversations she has seemed to hold with unseen personages who seemed to be constantly calling and coaxing her away—that such conclusion is warrantable. I ask myself, in such a case in which it is Faith alone which keeps the person alive, how far should we use the faith & priesthood which we possess to so ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p208.jpg) 18 fight against fate. She asks to be allowed to die. I believe it is our duty to cling to the life of every associate of ours with all the tendrils of our hope & faith and leave the result with God. January 24 According to previous appointment I lectured tonight in the Third Ward under the auspices of the Young People's Improvement Associations on "The effects of Alcoholic Drinks on the Human System," illustarted by practical experiments and Diagrams. January 26 There has been a standing re- quest on the part of the Y.M.M.I.A. of the Pleasant Grove Ward, South District, that I should go there and deliver a lecture under the auspices of the Association. Recently I named this evening as a probably convenient time, and in consequence went to Pleasant Grove by the train. By special request the lecture was the old one on "The History of the Earth" with Lantern illustrations. After the lecture, at my request ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p209.jpg) 87 the young men provided a team and drove me back to Pleasant Grove proper, and I stayed all night at Grandma's. January 27 In the absence of the President I presided tonight at a meeting of the Polysophical Society. Also made an experimental demon- stration of the physical and chemical processes involved in the Photography. Jan. 29 Was set apart under the hands of President Smoot, and Supt. David John as Assistant Stake Supt. of Sunday School for Utah Stake to which office I was ap- pointed and sustained Nov. 28 1886. In the evening I attended a Musical Entertainment given in the Theatre. Jan. 30 Sunday. By appointment made some time ago by the Superintendent of Sabbath Schools, Elder George ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p210.jpg) 18 H. Brimhall and myself were today to proceed to the newly organized Wards, Lake Shore and Benjamin to properly arrange and organize the Sabbath Schools. Today also has been set as the time for Home Missionaries to visit the wards and under such an argument Elder Chas. D. Glazier and myself were appointed to preach at Spanish Fork. It was the intention of the authorities to revoke the latter appointment in our case, but on arriving at Spanish Fork we found that such had not been done. We were compelled to act some- what busily under the cir- cumstances, and not being able to be present in more than one plan at one time we took them all in turn. Meeting was held at Lake Shore at 11 a.m. at which the S. School business was succesfully attended to Officers were voted in and set apart, and the whole school set in running order. We then hastily rode to Benjamin and held meeting at which similar business was successfully transacted ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p211.jpg) After meeting we drove to Spanish Fork, arriving after the ward author- ities had given up all hope of our coming. We took supper at the resident of Bro. Jex — the first chance to eat today. Filled appointments as Home Missionaries in the evening meeting, after which Bro Brimhall and myself drove home, arriving at about 12.30 p.m. —January 31— Attended regular monthly meeting of High Council —February 2— While in Spanish Fork on Sunday last, I was requested to return on this date and lecture under the auspices of the Y. P. M I. A. The weather was then so pleasant that it seemed little to undertake the journey, but a rather disagreeable change has set in since then. Elder George H. Brimhall had undertaken to drive me over and back. We started in spite of the weather, and after a somewhat cold ride of 2 hours arrived just as the meeting was opening. Had scarcely time to "thaw" out before commencing to speak. My ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p212.jpg) 18 subject was "Intelligence of animals." After the meeting we took supper, or rather dinner, since it was the first meal since the morning at the residence of Bro. E. A. Wilson after which Bro Brimhall and I started home, and arrived at about 2 a.m. Miserable ride! Feb 4 By special request of the officers and members of the Polysophical Society I consented to deliver & delivered my old lecture on "The History of the Earth" I am really tired of delivering that lecture; having already given it nearly a score of times. In general it seems to have taken well. I trust it has done good Feb 5 Attended a concert given as a benefit performance for the Provo Free Reading Rooms Feb 6 Sunday Presided at and addressed the Missionary Meeting at B. Y. A. Attended other meetings as usual. Feb. 7 Good news arrived today. The United States Supreme Court, before whom was ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p213.jpg) 87 carried on appeal from the Supreme Court of the Territory of Utah the case of Apostle Snow now in the Penitentiary, has ruled in his favor that means in the favor of the Latter day Saints The points involved, briefly expressed are these; by the so called "Edmunds Law" enacted in 1882, a new offense was created viz; that of living with more wives than one, although prosecutions for actually marriage may be debarred by that Statute of Limitations. This offense was called "Unlawful Cohabitation" and a fine of $300, with imprisonment for six months was fixed as the maximum penalty. In the minds of our District Judges, who, judging by their actions would fain usurp autocratic powers both judicial and legislative, this punishment is far from being sufficiently severe; and without a shadow of authority of any kind, even that of precedent, the prosecuting officers, fully sustained by the Judges, have segregated the offense with numerous ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p214.jpg) 18 counts, each covering a special period of time so that many men have been imprisoned already many months. The infamous segregation doctrine is now ef- fectually killed; our people are thankfully jubilant; and our enemies correspondingly crest- fallen. The joyful news was celebrated in even an hilarious style in Provo—bonfires, speeches, [---] serenades etc. We may feel thankful for this morsel of good tiding, for we know not how soon we may be op- pressed as a people even more heavily than before—there is now pending before Congress a bill called "The Edwards– Tucker Bill," providing for the disenfranchisement of all who will not take a test oath not to teach or aid anyone in the practice of polygamy. The people feel to await develop- ments patiently; but few will fall away we hope. February 8 Attended special meeting of the High Council, called to consider the matters of Provo ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p215.jpg) 87 Free Reading Rooms, and other minor subjects. February 9 Received a letter from Elder George F. Gibbs of 20" Ward, Salt Lake City enclosing $500 to pay Fare etc, on my trip to and from Salt Lake City on the occasion of my lecturing in that ward, Dec. 17 last. I had declined to accept such while in Salt Lake as I had a pass and my fare was nothing, but the Committee say there must have been some incidental expenses and desire my acceptance of the means. I ap- preciate their thoughtfulness. February 11 A course of lectures on interesting and popular topics having been decided upon to be given in the Academy aside from the regular Polysophical Society exercises, By request I delivered the opening lecture of the course this evening on "Intelligence of Animals." February 12 Elder Glazier and myself having been appointed to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p216.jpg) visit Salem tomorrow in the capacity of Home Missionaries, we left Provo by evening Freight Train, and proceed to Spanish Fork. We were met there by a brother with a conveyance from Salem, and were driven to the latter place at once. Stayed at residence of Bro. D. Sabin, a councellor to the Bishop. In the evening we attended a Sunday School exhibition —February 13— Sunday. Preached as Home Missionaries at morning meeting. Met with Sunday School teachers and officers afterward. Returned to Spanish Fork by team in afternoon; thence home by train. —February 14— Attended High Council meeting, called to consider several appeal cases from Bishop's Courts. By a ruling of President Taylor, a Bishop is not authorized to cut off from the Church anyone holding the Melchisedek Priesthood, he can merely disfellowship in his ward after which action must be taken by the High Council. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p217.jpg) 87 — February 17 — Attended a special meeting of High Council on business same as at last meeting (Feb. 14) a number of persons were cut off from the church by action tonight and on Feb. 14 some by their own requests or pleas of guilty to the charges. Since the severe legislation ✓against our people, such among us as have no true love for the Work of god, request to be severed from the flock-- that they may not be injured in the eyes of the gentiles; who hope and expect soon to be in practical power in the territory. —Feb. 18— Attended High Council meeting — a trial between brethren from Benjamin Ward. —Feb. 20— Sunday Attended Sunday School Anniversary in Third Ward; other meetings as usual —Feb. 21— Owing to seven indisposiion headache etc at the request of the Principal I remained at home today. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p218.jpg) 18 Feb. 22 National Holiday—Washington's Birthday—consequently no session was held at the Academy. Attended Special Meeting of the High Council in the evening. Feb. 23 In the evening, attended special meeting of High Council, and was appointed as speaker in a case on trial. Feb. 25 Attended another special meeting of High Council. Feb. 27 Elder Glazier and myself visited Payson as Home Missionaries. Attended and addressed the Sabbath School in morning, and regular ward meeting in afternoon and evening. Staid at the residence of Bro. Page. Elder Glazier was seriously unwell during the evening and night. Feb. 28 Returned to Provo by early train. In the evening attended the regular meeting of High Council Feb 29 March 1 Took the Chemistry and Physics ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p219.jpg) 87 classes to Daniels Photograph Gallery to study the process of photography. March 2. In the evening, attended the regular monthly meeting of the High Priest's Quorum and received notification that at the preceeding meeting I had been unanimously sustained as clerk of the Quorum. Of course I accepted as I felt in duty bound so to do, though I would gladly have declined an appointment calling for evening work. Of course I attend the Quorum Meetings whenever possible March 4 By request of the Stake President, I delivered a lecture this evening on the "Effects of Alcohol and Narcotics" in the Stake Tabernacle under the auspices of the Y.M.M.I.A. March 5 Today the Quarterly Conference of the Stake began. I attended regular meetings; and in the evening attended the Stake High Priests' Quorum Meeting. March 6 Sunday Attended Conference meetings ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p220.jpg) 18 and was resustained in the positions of Alternate to High Council Home Missionary, and Asst. Stae Supt. of Sabbath Schools. March 9 In the evening visited the Asylum in company with a large class of students, to examine the electric light apparatus. March 10 Went to Salt Lake City by early train on business connected with the Scientific Dept. Returned in Evening. March 11 Went to Santaquin by evening train according to a precious appointment and delivered a lecture on "Alcohol & Narcotics" I was deeply affected by the sincerity of the peoples' thanks, for the effort. The Santaquin people are deeply appreciative. Stayed at residence of Bro. Openshaw March 12 Returned to Provo by early train. In the evening took train again to Santaquin to fill an appointment at Goshen in the Sunday School Mission. Elder George Brimhall and myself were ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p221.jpg) 87 to have gone together but Bro. B. failed to catch the train. Was met at Santaquin by Bro. Jesperson and proceeded at once to Goshen According to precious appointment I delivered the lecture on "Alcohol and Narcotics" under the auspices of the Improvement Associations. Stayed at Bro. Jesperson's. March 13 Sunday In morning attended the Sabbath School, and effected the organization according to the instructions previously received from the Stake Superintendent. Addressed the regular meetings afternoon and evening. Stayed at residence of Bro. Ochelberry Mar. 14 Left Goshen at 5.30 a.m. and was driven in buggy to Santa- quin. There, took early morning train home. March 16 Went to Salt Lake City by evening train, according to previously made arrangements, and delivered a lecture on "Intelligence of Animals" in the 19" Ward Meeting House, under the auspices of the Y.M.M.I. Associations. Stayed at residence of Bro. William Done ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p222.jpg) formerly a teacher of the Academy: but now engaged in the school of Salt Lake. —March 17— Returned to Provo by early train. —March 18— Today had been appointed as the time for the regular annual trip of the Scientific Classes to Salt Lake City and vicinity. We left Provo, by D. & R. G. Train at 6.30 a.m. The party numbered about 25. We went to Germania Smelters, and spent the time there till 10 a.m. then took the W.C. train to Salt Lake City. Here we were joined by several former students and others the party numbering in all about 35 ladies and gentlemen. During the day we visited the following places of interest: –Deseret– University, Gas Works, Railroad Machine Shops and Deseret Museum. In the evening we spent 2 hours at the Electric Light Works. I stayed at Bro. Done's. —March 18— We met at 8 a.m. and made visits and studies at the following places: –Z.C.M.I.– Clothing Factory, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p223.jpg) 87 Telephone Exchange, Deseret News Type Founder and Elecrotyping Establishment, Z.C.M.I Laundry, and the glass works. A portion of the party including myself took the evening train W.C. Ry. home; the others desired to visit for some little time in S. L. City. March 19 Sunday As the Half Fare privileges extended to our party are made dependent upon the members being identified by myself, I was required to be in Salt Lake City this evening, so I took the morning train from Provo. Spent the day at Bro. Daniel Harrington's. Returned to Provo by evening train. The whole trip has been a gratifying success -no accident or even incident occurring to mar our pleasure, for which great blessing, we feel decidedly thankful. March 25 Went to Salt Lake City by evening train according to a previous appointment and lectures on "Intelligence of Animals" in the Eleventh ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p224.jpg) 18 Ward Meeting House under the auspices of the Improvement Associations. Stayed at the residence of Bro. H. A. Tucket, the President of the Y.M.M.I.A. March 26 Spent morning in visiting Bro. Tuckets' Candy Factory and in collecting specimens of color- ing and flavoring matters etc. Took noon train home. In the evening attended a Concert given by the Y.P.MIA of the stake. March 27 Sunday Attended sessions of the YM.MIA Conference. In evening addressed the Third Ward Meetings by call of the Bishop. March 28 Attended regular monthly meeting of High Council. March 29 In the evening went to Salt Lake City on business connected with the Scientific Dept—procuring supplies etc. Returned to Provo same night by late train. April 2 In the afternoon accompanied Bro. Driggs and family on a fishing out ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p225.jpg) 87 April 3 Sunday. Went to Lake Shore Ward by early train, as a Home Mission- ary in company with Elder Glazier. We filled our appointment, and returned to Provo by evening train. April 4 In evening after school, made a horseback trip to Rock Canon in company with Bro. Geo. Brimhall, for Geological purpose. And today I committed an act which I have never before been guilty of—I actually bought a horse. I am in sad need sometimes of a good horse, and usually am unable to borrow or hire when in need; and as I anticipate (D.V.) making a somewhat extended tour during the summer months, and moreover as I can an opportunity of obtaining a fine arrival at a moderate cost, I became a horse dealer pro tempore. April 5 The Academy today adjourned its session till April 11 as the General Conference of the Church opens tomorrow in Provo. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p226.jpg) 18 Ap. 5 (cont.d) This evening according to a previous our argument I went to Salt Lake City and delivered my illustrated lecture on "The History of the Earth" in the "14" Ward Assembly rooms under the auspices of the associations of that Ward. The audience was very large, and appeared deeply appreciative. A hearty vote of thanks was tendered at the close of the lecture. Stayed during the night at the Valley House, at which place arrange- ments had been made for my entertainment by the lecture committee of the 14" Ward. April 6 Returned to Provo by morning train The 54'' Annual Conference of the Church opened this morning I attended meetings during the day, and in the evening attended the Sunday School Conference. April 7 Attended regular meeting of the Conference in the afternoon and the Improvement Association conference at night. The meeting are full. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p227.jpg) 87 April 8 Meetings during the day. This evening the conference adjourned. April 9 Visited the folks on the farm. April 16 Delivered a lecture before the County Teachers' convention on "Economy." April 17 Sunday Went to Santaquin in company with Elder Glazier by early train in the capacity of Home Missionary Attended Sunday School, and addressed regular meetings after- noon and evening. Stayed at the residence of Bro. Openshaw. April 18 Returned to Provo by morning train. April 23 Visited folks on the farm, and found Pa suffering with quite a severe attack of Rhumatism. Ap. 24 Sunday Presided at and addressed the B.Y.A. Missionary Meeting. In the afternoon preached before the General Stake Meeting by call of the Presidency. Addressed the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p228.jpg) 18 Prayer Circle Meeting of which organization I have been a Member since January 18, 1885 —April 27— Visited folks on the farm; found Pa somewhat improved in health. —April 28— According to a previous appoint- ment I left Provo today in charge of a class of students of the Scientific Dept. to visit Park City and vicinity. They travelled by team, I horseback. Camped at night in Provo Canon near North Fork. —April 29— Rose early, and drove to Midway, Wahsatch Co. Spent most of day in examining the Mineral Springs or so called "Pots" for which this region is famous. 1 White Mound Spring is most conspicuous. The mound or deposit is nearly 100 feet high and 366 ft. circumference at top. Diameter N and S is 34 yds: E and W diameter is 38 yds. No bottom has been struck at 45 ft. Temp. of water – 40.5° C. Circumference at base – 312 yds. Small stream still runs out at top. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p229.jpg) 87 2. Road Basin Spring situated about 250 yds. N. W. of the preceding is 43 yds circumference. Diameter N & S – 12 yds. " E & W – 8 " Surface of water is about 4 ft. below top of basin. 3. Big Circular Basin about 20 yds. S. W. of No. 2. Circumference – 90 ft Diameter 30 ft. Water is 10 ft. below mouth of Pot. 4. Little Circular Basin – 15 yds N. W. of No. 3 is 28 yds Circum. Water is 3 ft below mouth of pot. Water – 19 ft deep. 5. Emerald Basin. Diameter – N & S 7 yds E & W 10 yds. Water in this is covered with a pellicle of lime carbonate. The basin enlarges inside the opening. Water is 10 ft. deep. These are but few of the 30 Springs either active or extinct, in sight from the top of White Mound. Tis a remarkable formation. In late afternoon we drove on to Park City which we reached late at night The students were very unfortunate in procuring a poor team before ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p230.jpg) 18 leaving home, owing to a disappoint- ment in a team which they had first engaged. The animals taken were very weak & poor, and gave signs of being affected in the kidneys. While we were on the Dugway leading up to the Ontario Mine – a narrow and dangerous road, one of the horses appeared to be suffering intense pain. We stopped, did what we could for the horse, sent him back to Park City to a surgeon etc, and so were hindered till near midnight. By this time the animal seemed somewhat better and we visited the Ontario Mine. Here we were kindly received and treated by the superintendent. This is the largest mine in Utah. One great feature is the pumping apparatus – over 300 gallons of water being thrown out at every stroke of the piston, and the pump working 10 strokes per minute. We were kindly taken to supper by the gentlemen in charge, after which, our horse being still improving we visited the Ontario Mills. About 3 a.m. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p231.jpg) 225 we returned to our wagon, — still standing on the Dugway and discovered that one sick horse had got loose and disappeared. I took my horse, and accompanied by one of the students on the other horse started in search. We continued the hunt till 7 a.m. without success, when finding our wagon in the way of passing teams we were compelled to adopt some measures of moving. I hitched my riding horse — an unbroken animal as far as such work was concerned and drove through the city to a good camping place on the way home. The brethren consulted and resolved to abandon the search for the missing horse so left description and instructions with the City officers, and hired a mule of a man who was travelling to Heber City and started. We reached Heber safely, here obtained a horse of Bro. Bam[--] a former student; drove on to Charleston. The weather was cold and stormy — snowing and blowing. We camped tonight in a barn. Slept well. [The following is written sideways in left margin] April 30 ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p232.jpg) 18 May 1 Sunday This is the Sabbath, but by the hindrances of the past day we are compelled to travel. Reached Provo at 2 p.m. Attended Third Ward Meeting in the evening, and preached by call of the Bishop. May 2 Upon enquiry it was shown that the man from whom the students had hired the ill-fated team was a rabid enemy to our people, and he seems determined to give the brethren all the trouble possible. His name is York. May 5 Addressed a letter to Prest. Taylor, asking instructions regarding the suspended counsel respecting my visit East. May 6 In the evening delivered a lecture before the Polysophical Society on "Economy." May 7 In the morning went horseback with Bro. Driggs to Pleasant Grove Canon to examine formations and collect specimens. A highly suc- cessful time. Returned to Provo ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p233.jpg) 87 in afternoon. By appointment I officiated in baptizing Sister Helen Dame, a student of the Academy. May 8 Sunday. Presided at and addressed the Missionary Meeting. May 10 Received communication from Prest. Taylor, approving again of my visit east, and giving directions regarding the same. (See Oct 19 1885, April 29, 1886) May 11 Was present at an informal meeting of the Board of Trustees and informed them of Prest. Taylor's instructions, and formally tendered my resignation as a member of the Faculty. Today I received notification from Mr David Evans – a rabid anti-Mormon Lawyer that he held a collection against me for the loss of a horse and use of some from a Mr York amounting to $75, which I was requested to Pay at once or suit would be entered against me. This is a trick on the part of these men to make the loss ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p234.jpg) 18 sustained by the brethren who ac- companied me to Park City 28 ult appear as an Academy affair rather than a private occurrence; and so I am dragged into it, whereas in fact I had no part or voice in the procuring of the team. I addressed a letter immediately to Mr Evans, the Lawyer, informing him that there was no authority for using my name at all in the matter, and declining to acknowledge the legality of the proceedings. I then called the class together and explained the situation to them and they finding no tidings of the mission horse, resolved to wait no longer, so they compromised the matter by purchasing the man another horse, and paying for the loss of time, amounting in all to $50.00. I insisted on commiting myself a member of the party and paying my share. The loss was then divided amongst us all – 7 in number. A sad misfortune this is – the only one of its kind we have ever ex- perienced in our trips. Yet is is difficult to see where blame or even severe censure belongs. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p235.jpg) 86 May 12 Visited Slate Canon after school for Geological purposes. May 13 Delivered an address before the Polysophical Society – this being its closing session. May 15 Sunday. Went to Pleasant Grove by morning train. Attended Sunday School in morning and Meeting in afternoon, addressing the con- gregations in both cases. In the evening, by special request went to Springville, and delivered a lecture under the auspices of the Y. M and Y L M I A on "The Habit of Intemperance." Stayed at the residence of Bishop Packard. May 16 Returned to Provo by early train. May 17 According to previous arrangements I left Provo today by afternoon train and proceeded to Ogden. Delivered a lecture in the evening under the auspices of the Improvement Association on "History of the Earth." Stayed at Bro. Z. Ballantyne's house. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p236.jpg) 18 May 18 Returned home by early train. May 20 Today the Commencement Exercises at the Academy took place and the Eleventh Academic Year was brought to a close. I suppose this practically ends my labors as a teacher for some time. My thoughts on leaving the lecture [---] for a season, and perhaps a long one at that, are not those of unalloyed pleasure. Change is the order of life. May 23 Sometime ago I laid plans for a summer trip through Southern Utah and Northern Arizona for Geological purposes. This was before I knew definitely of my prospective departure East, else ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p237.jpg) 87 now, as there is much to be done by way of preparation, I would not so have planned. But the party is organized and all arrangements laid. Spent today busily in preparation as tomorrow is the date set for the departure. The party consists of six beside myself – Bros. Samuel Allen, Joseph Nelson, and Willard Cro[-]all – all students, – and M. W. Pratt, Thos. Wilson, and B. W. Driggs – friends of the others. The last three named have already started under appointment to join us on Friday next, May 27 at Castle Valley. The arrangements are to travel horseback and with pack animals. Each man of course has a riding animal and there are 3 packs for the party. We carry as small a camp outfit as is consistent with necessity May 24 Today the party left Provo in good spirits, and in rough looking, mountain style. We are not yet well versed in the intricacies of packing mules and donkeys, our packs turned and fell many ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p238.jpg) 18 times in the first few miles However, we pressed on, and by evening reached Thistle Station – at a distance of 24 miles from Provo. May 25 Rose early and proceeded onward. Stopped at Clear Creek to examine the immense fossiliferous deposits here. The rock is a brine shale, filled with remains of molluscs, mostly acephals and gasteropods Rock is soft & friable Easily mined close to the Denver & Rio Grande Ry – valuable for fertilizer manufactures, as soon as our people shall see that there are other sources of wealth than delving for gold and silver. We pressed on and camped at night within about 10 miles of Schofield, Emery Co. Covered about 30 miles today. I am somewhat sorry at having bought the horse I did. I own a fine little Morgan horse – and am proud of him; but he is unused to such rough usage and I fear will suffer. I shall be compelled to sell on my return home before starting East, and the animal probably will be in bad selling condition. I certainly betrayed a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p239.jpg) lack of wisdom in starting with so valuable an animal. One member of the party has been anxious to buy him of me, desirous of speculating on selling him. Today the gentleman (Bro. Allen) offered me a fine little Mustang mare and $75 for the horse, and I accepted the offer. I grieve at parting with Prince, he is a picture of horse beauty – jet black, finely formed – but it's best for me. —May 26— Made an early start and reached Schofield. Here we visited the Coal Mines under the kind permission and guidance of Supt. Sharp. There are here two large mines producing bituminous coal Utah Central Mine – very thick vein – 28 feet Two faults are found – one showing drop of 52 feet; the other a fall of 12 feet. When the slope of the Fault is toward you, the miners call it the "Back of the Head," when away from you it's called "Back of the Fort" This mine is without timbers; large pillars of coal – 24 ft. thick being left to support the roof. It is believed by the Superintendent ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p240.jpg) 18 that the coal here is of Cretaceous formation. Denver & Rio Grande Mine Rocks here are more firable; timbers have to be used. Endeavor is made here, as in all coal mines to work from below up so that the coal will fall to the lively. Dyke was observed intersecting the coal, which has been changed on either side to a substauce resembling coke. Main tunnel runs 3/4 mile into the mountain. Note/ One vein of coal was exposed by the burrowing of a gopher. One specimen found into the Utah Central Mine showed the charcoal-like structure of true lignite; and contains pieces of resin. In evening we left Schofield and proceeded onward toward Castle Valley. We had great dif- ficulty in climbing the ridge East of Schofield owing to our taking the wrong trail through misdirection. Our party was somewhat separated and for a time we were in trouble. However we gathered and were freed into a hastily arranged ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p241.jpg) 87 camp at dark on the top of the mountain, using snow for water. A Sound phenomenon was noticed while seeking the trail. I stood on a hill overlooking a ravine some 400 ft deep. This ravine was filled with timbers, living and dead, upright and fallen. We shouted to one of our party who was in the ravine, but could get no answer, and finally a second one of the party started into the ravine to find the first. Before the second one had been gone 2 minutes the first appeared, but all endeavor to call the second back was vain. We shouted separately and in concert, and fired our pistols according to a preconcerted signal but it was afterwards reported by both No 1 and No 2 that they heard no sound of our voices or guns; and further, that they had each shouted to the utmost limit of their voice capacity, and had also fired continuously, to which sounds, we standing on the top of the ridge were oblivious. This was the most striking example of the inter- ruption of sound waves I have ever seen. —May 27— Rose early and proceeded onward ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p242.jpg) 18 via a trail across the mountains – a trail hard to find and harder to follow. We reached Gordon Creek – the appointed place for our party to meet, but by some mistake the advance portion was not there. We waited till near evening then moved on about 4 miles from Miller's Ranch and camped. One of our animals escaped, and though subsequently found, the delay was a troublesome one. We were not in camp till near 11 p.m. A Sound phenomenon of an opposite nature to that recorded yesterday was marked today. I was riding ahead of the main party endeavor- ing to find the direction of the main trail, and was on the top of a hill some 400 ft. high, when the party appeared on the brow of another hill of about the same height and probably 1/2 mile away. The hollow separating the hills was level and unwooded. It was evening and the air still. I could distinctly hear the stops of the horses and the voices of the men. The words of an ordinary conversation were readily recognised; and when ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p243.jpg) 87 the brethren shouted to the animals, the sound was so loud and distinct as to seem to have lost nothing by the transmission. Today's travel has been through the northern part of Castle Valley and one is impressed with the appropriateness of the name. The rocks are exposed in long strata along the face of the mountains; they are mostly sandstone and shales. From descriptions given me by travellers in this region, I had conceived the idea that this was the land of volcanic disturbance and eruption. The strata seem to be in situ, unchanged except by erosion. Beaver Dams were observed along several of the streams; and the effects produced by Beavers as Geological agents are by no means inconsiderable Down one canyon in particular, the bed of stream is converted into a line of terraces and plateaus by the building of the dams and the subsequent filling up by sediment. May 28 Started Early for Miller Creek Ranch where we hoped to be joined ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p244.jpg) by the missing members of our party. Through a mistake on the part of one member who was appointed to visit a sheep ranch in the neighborhood of last nights' camp and receive instructions as to our trail, we were led off the track and into a very bad region. We descended a hill into a ravine; and when once in we found ourselves unable to get out again. 'Twas a romantic bit of travel – along the dry bed of a mountain stream – oftentimes having to jump our horses over Cataract falls. We finally found a "hog back" ridge and ventured to climb it. It was of such a forbidding nature, however, that if we could have examined it closely without climbing it first, we doubtlessly would have shrunk from the attempt. We pushed on, and finally came in sight of Miller Creek Ranch. Nothing was known of our party, so, leaving directions with the people at the ranch, after dinner we pushed on to Huntington Creek which place we reached about dark. This is the first day's travel over a desert; it has been wearisome, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p245.jpg) hot sandy and dry. A draught of water was appreciated. Thus far we have been fortunate regarding finding feed for our animals; but here we are in the desert. We hired a lucerne patch of a man, at what we considered an exorbitant price, but it was the best we could do under the circumstances, and our animals are happy. We have come 30 miles today, and hard ones too. Cactus exists in great variety, and a plant of this in full blossom, would be a gem of beauty even in a florists' garden but in the wilderness – it is as a star shining between dark clouds. We were entranced almost about these lovely flowers. They seemed to us by day as lovely and welcome as a camp fire at night The Oose or Soap root plant grows abundantly along the desert and low hills. Its bayonet-like leaves are quite formidable; when in blossom it is a beautiful object. —May 29— Sunday We spent today in quiet rest. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p246.jpg) 18 and the day was gladly hailed as a time of rest. Our horses and we are already tired. Bro. Pratt overtook the party and joined us. He informs us the Bro. Driggs was taken ill and in company with Bro. Wilson had returned home. Our party then now consists of five – Allen, Nelson, Crowall, Pratt and myself. Bro. Pratt had mistaken the place of meeting the party, and was await- ing us at another Creek within a few miles of the place where we awaited him. His horse has been accidentally killed on the way. He had however procured another and pushed on with wonderful energy till he caught us. May 30 Started early and proceeded to Castle Dale, thence to Ferron City. We learned here of certain points of interest at Molen – a few miles down the river and pushed on. Camped by the river. Spent the evening till dark in examining the hills near camp. May 31 Secured an early start and pushed on towards Fish Lake, our next objective point. Today's ride was a dreary one ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p247.jpg) 87 through deserts of sand – watering places are sometimes 15–20 miles apart. We were troubled at the prospect of finding no feed for our animals; and an hour or so before dark we turned off from the main canon and soon struck a fine stream of water, and abun- dant feed. We felt to shout with thankful joy; a better and pleasanter camping place could not well be imagined, and after so dreary and fatiguing a day's travel, and such forbidding prospects, the surroundings seem doubly pleasant. Of course our fears were for our horses' sakes – our situation would not have been intolerable to have camped along the road by any of the streams. A Desert Sand Storm relieved the monotony of our travel today. The sand seems to move in clouds, almost as to cause blackness. We could not see 4 yards ahead. The sand over the whole region seemed to be often moving. Only around the roots of sage brush and grease wood was it held at all firm. The whole region is made up of little conical elevations of sand with brush on top. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p248.jpg) 18 June 1 Rose early: spent part of morning in examining rocks around camp. They are of the same sedimentary kind characterizing the entire region. Concretions of sandstone rich in ferruginous in- gredients abound, varying in size from that of a pea or even smaller to that of a large cocoa-nut. We found a stratum of very fine coal today. It promised to yield large amounts; but at present, situated so far from any market is is of little com- mercial value. The sandstone foundations show beautiful examples of erosion. After breakfast we pressed forward – a delightful region – – mountain scenery, grand pine forests, clear streams, snow banks, rich feeding grounds. We stopped at a cabin in the hills, and found to our glad surprise – some of our former students in charge. It is the Harmon Ranch. Bro Appleton Harmon attended school several years ago. He is called the Utah giant and deserves his name. By evening we reached the shores of Fish Lake, and found Bro. Jorgensen – the father of one of our students in charge. We ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p249.jpg) 87 were here very kindly treated. Feasted on the fine Salmon Trout so plentiful here. June 2 For the sake of horses we determined to remain here a day that they may rest. We spent the day in examining the region, enjoying the scenery, and feasting on fish. The Indians are encamped about the lake in great numbers and they kill trout by wholesale. They catch them in basket traps set in the streams flowing from the lake. This is the spawning season and such extensive and reckless destruction must sooner or later produce a dearth of fish. Large heaps of fish ova are seen outside the Indian Wickiups. Toward evening some of the party borrow horses, and rode to Seven Mile Flat and returned. June 3 Left early on our way to Monroe. The road is delightful to travel. We lost our way in the timbers, but tis pleasant to lose one's way here. On reaching the top of the mountains overlooking the Sevier Valley, a view was presented – the grandest ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p250.jpg) 18 which I have ever witnessed even in this land of grand sights and majestic scenery. One feels scarcely to attempt a description in words – they are artificial, the view itself, and the emotions awakened thereby in the soul of man are natural. And yet we oftentimes say in speaking of such a view – "It looks like a picture" – as if ever artist yet surpassed the model set before him by nature. On passing down the Cañon which was an extremely precipitous one, we were overtaken by night and a mountain storm – severe while it lasted. We were forced into a hasty camp – and I fear our horses found but scanty herbage —June 4— Reached Munroe in the early morning. We obtained permission to feed our horses on the premise of Bro Harris – a former student. He was not at home but his folks received us kindly. We were pleased and honored with a visit from several of our former students, also Bishop Cooper, who urged upon us to remain over Sunday. This however we ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p251.jpg) 87 were unable to do. After spending some time with our visitors we examined the Munroe Hot Springs situated on White Spring Hill, East of the town. Small Basin Spring showed a temperature of 58.5° C. Large Spring – 32.5° C. The incrustations about the Springs, and in fact about the whole region are mostly ochre, containing however much alkaline carbonate and sulphate. The alkaline salts are often found nearly pure incrusting the vegetation in the neighborhood. In the afternoon we broke camp, and rode via Joseph City and camped at night in Clear Creek Cañon. Bro. Nelson left the party today and went to Richfield to visit friends, intending to rejoin us Monday. Wind Eroding Power was clearly illustrated today. We encountered a severe wind accompanied by clouds of dust before entering the Cañon. The dust came actually from the hills themselves The rock is soft – a sandstone in places, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p252.jpg) in others it is a conglomerate rich in gypsum, and rocks of this kind are readily affected by the wind. A stream of dust particles could be seen flying off from the top of a bare hill. —June 5— Sunday. Spent day quietly. Today we were brought face to face with the question as which was made for the other, man or the sabbath. We were out of all provisions except flour and the like. One of our party magnanimously gave away yesterday a batch of fish which we had brought from Fish Lake, and upon which we had depended for today's food. Bro. Pratt came into camp from a stroll early this morning, and announced that there were fish in the Creek. We decided under the circumstances to try and catch some; and before long we had 26 small trout. We cooked them and were happy. —June 6— We secured an early start, and reached the Sulphur Beds' near Cove Creek, Millard Co stopping at Cove Creek on the way, where ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p253.jpg) 87 we had the pleasure of meeting Bro. Hinckley and famly – former students of the Academy. Sulphur occurs here in vast beds near the surface of the ground. Oftentimes between the laminae may be found beautiful specimens of sublimed Sulphur in spangles and feathers. Stalactitic formations are common. In the largest bed, 20 feet below the surface solid pieces of Cedar Wood are found – Bro. Nelson overtook us at noon, in order to do so he has had to ride already 50 miles today, and we have 25 more yet to traverse. We pushed on to Beaver. Bro. Shepherd found us and with his usual generosity insisted on doing something for us. We camped in his pasture,– good feed for horses and good accomodations for ourselves. We received mail here. I find all is tolerably well at home. June 7 Travelled on to Parowan, camping at Buckhorn Springs on the way. At Parowan we encountered difficulty in obtaining provision ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p254.jpg) for our animals, so we went to the Springs at the Cañon. Portion of the party (2 in number) remained in the town with friends. We went into camp at 11.30 p.m; tired, very. Have travelled about 42 miles today. —June 8— Spent early part of the day in ex- aming the formations of the Cañon. This is a truly wonderful place; the rocks are a deep vermillion red and have weathered into Cathedrals and Castles of majestic proportions. Copperas and Alum abound in the rocks. We crossed the mountains to Panguitch Lake – a lovely place. We fished and enjoyed ourselves. Camped near a ranch, and obtained plenty of milk and butter. —June 9— Spent part of day at the lake, fishing, boat-riding, and bathing. Broke camp in afternoon, and followed a trail, which we lost and found several times, and finally found ourselves at a ranch belonging to the Cameron family on Mammoth Creek. A boy here had met a terrible accident some hours before our arrival. A horse had either kicked or stamped on ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p255.jpg) 87 him producing several terrible cuts and gashes in the face and head. The people asked my assistance and I did what I could to stop the bleeding and soothe pain June 10 The boy is better today; no signs of serious inflammation have yet appeared. Moved on toward Glendale. Lost the trail again as usual; but 'tis a lovely place; one almost feels willing to be permanently lost here. Dined on broiled porcupine today. Reached Glendale in early afternoon; and met here Prest. D. E. Woolley who intends to go tomorrow to Pipe Springs and kindly offered us his guidance. We rode on to Orderville; stayed on the premises of Bro. Spencer. I am quite ill tonight. A few days ago, some insect – the name or nature of which I could not determine as I scarcely caught sight of it – bit or stung my right thumb. Of late it has been swelling. Tonight the hand and arm are swollen to the elbow; and I am quite feverish. Retired early, hoping improvement from the rest. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p256.jpg) 18 —June 11— Soon after day light we were on the hills. There are many beautiful for- mations and specimens about here. We took breakfast at the residence ✓ of Bro Spencer; and Sister Spencer kindly fixed my hand with a comfortable poultice and dressing. We started some time after Bro. Woolley; but overtook him at noon, at the only watering place along the road. This has been to me a day of intense suffering. I have been actually blind for a great distance from severe headache and fever occassioned by pain in my hand and arm. I do not remember a time of such intense suffering. We lost Bro. Woolleys tracks toward nightfall, and did not find the right road for some time It was near midnight when we reached Pipe Springs Fort. Imagination exercises a great influence on one's mind under trying circumstances. I rode tonight some 200 yard's ahead of the party, that the animals may have a leader and on several occasions I fancied I saw ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p257.jpg) 87 the vultures of the Fort; and on each occasion nothing but sagebrush and sand hills rewarded our investigation. Finally, though I saw nothing at all – having become distrustful of appearances, my horse who was so tired as hardly to obey the spur – pricked up his ears and stepped forward with alacrity – the Fort was reached. Sand Hills abound along the road of today's travel. Hills often 30 feet high and formed exclusivly of pure sand. Surface is rippled, and resembles waves. June 12 Sunday Spent day quietly at Pipe Spring's resting ourselves and horses. Found man on his way to Kanab, and sent our letters which have been awating such a chance. My hand is materially improved today. June 13 Started across the Desert. Prest Woolley accompanied us some distance and put us on the right road. A day of monotonous travel – 40 miles without water. Reached Buckskin ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p258.jpg) 18 Mountains by night-fall, and found a Ranch owned and inhabited by the family of Bro. John Naegle, whose children have attended school. We were kindly treated. June 14 Rose early, and after a splendid breakfast prepared by Sister Naegle, we started toward Demott Park, stopping at Ochre – another of Bro Naegle's places on the way. Bro George Naegle accompanied us, desiring to visit Grand Cañon. We reached the Park at night and found Bro Seegmiller in charge of the Ranch. The sons of John W. Young – former students are here too. It is needless to say we had every kindness shown us. We had calculated on procuring a guide at this point; but find all of the few men who are competent to act as guides otherwise occupied. We talked with several however, and they all hold out serious discouragements to our attempting the descent of the Grand Cañon. This is one of the main points on our expedition and our party unan- imously feel like pushing on if the risks are not too great. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p259.jpg) 87 Bro. Sugmiller promised to send one of his men with us – Bro. Isaac Brown – to put us on the track; and gave us the services of Bro Joseph E Young – another of his employees to herd our horses while we are in the Cañon – if we can get there. Our spirits were considerably cheered at these promises; and we retired with bright hopes for the morrow. On the road today we were shown the Loco Weed – a small vine, belonging to the Leguminosae or Pulse family. It is said to produce a most distressing effect on horses when eaten by them. A locoed horse is apparently crazy, paying little or no attention to the commands of his master – characterized usually by a quiet stupidity. The weed is occasionally found in the desert about Pipe Springs but is said to be plentiful on the Colorado Ranches. Demott Park is a lovely spot: It is long and broad, surrounded by immense and dense groves of pine and quaking asp. The contrast between the deep green of the former, and the lighter tint of the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p260.jpg) 18 latter is remarkable. The climate here however is cold – An overcoat is not unpleasant in the evening. June 15 Started toward the Colorado, ac- companied by Bro. Isaac Brown and Joseph E Young. Stopped at noon at Wildcat Springs. Bro. Brown took us to the top of a hill from which we had a most advantageous view of this Grand, and in aspect, terrible Cañon. He showed us the Saddle – one of the highest peaks in the neighborhood, and which, he tells us marks the only possible route of descent into the Cañon. He left us, expressing as he bade us adieu, serious misgivings as to our rashness in attempting the descent. The chief fear is that we will suffer with thirst. We hope to find water at Buckfarms Cañon, where we propose making camp tonight, but as a precautionary measure we watered our horses before starting, and filled a keg and a Canteen – in all about 4 gallons. We reached Buckfarm Cañon – no water – and consequently a dry camp. Sat up ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p261.jpg) 87 late, baking or rather frying scones to take with us. To-day were surprised while riding gently along at a charge from a couple of Bulls. The Cattle here are as Wild almost as prarie buffalo. We are told they become at time exceedingly dangerous Our companion Bro. Brown, who is well experienced in such matters drew his pistol, but happily he was spared the necessity of using it the animals being driven off. He told us to take no chances with such beasts – the herders not infrequently have to kill them. June 16 Left Camp at 6.30 am. on foot, leaving the horses in charge of Bro Young. He is to drive them to Wild Cat Spring – about 10 miles back, every day till we return. We hope to be back tomorrow. Each man was provided with a satchel for specimens, a hammer, a rope, a pancake, and a handful or so of dried fruit. We carried 1 1/2 gallons of water – all we had after baking. Coats & vests and all unnecessary articles were discarded ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p262.jpg) 18 We thought we were near the Saddle, but reached it only after 4 hours constant and laboring travel. And from the top we have a most impressive – an indescribable view. The Earth here is gouged and fissured, – water – the geological chisel – has cut so deeply as to make one fancy the center has been reached. Well, we soon found Powell's Trail and started down. Much of the water had been lost by leakage, and we were compelled to measure accurately each man's portion. To keep the trail was a difficult task landslides and washes fallen trees & brush have obliterated it in many places The rocks are mostly sandstones, often times showing beautiful geode like clusters of Calcite crystals. Jacob's Ladder, or Jack's Ladder is one of the most difficult part of the road, but this we passed in safety. About a mile below we found a small spring – and nothing could have been more pleasing – Water – Water – clear & pure, and plenty of it – How we drank, held our hands in the stream, splashed ourselves – ah! thirst is the element which makes man appreciate ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p263.jpg) 87 water. At 7 p.m. we threw ourselves down on the sand on the shores of the Colorado River – It is a deep and rushing stream, and the ✓ rocky sides of the Cañon rise on either side to a height of 3000–5000 feet – terrible – awe-ful. We munched pieces of our dried scones and fruit; enjoyed a bath in the river, and lay down on the sand to sleep – without any covering – devoid of even coats & vests. We slept well. The aspect of those forbidding walls is more awe-inspiring by night than by day – Darkness adds a feeling of terror to that of awe. —June 17— Rose at first break of day. Spent some little time examining the shores of the river or rather the shore for we did not cross Colorado River at this place is sandy. Quicksand bottom is marked. Double currents are often seen – the water flowing up one side & down the other. We were told of this feature by Bro. Seegmiller who says at the ferry places the boat is carried by these double streams ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p264.jpg) 18 After travelling about 4 miles on the return we stopped to rest. As a precautionary measure we had brought along with us a few pounds of flour; this we mixed and baked on hot rocks, and it was indeed good. The return trip was over the same ground as the descent had been – though going up is somewhat harder than stepping down. At the foot of Jacob's Ladder I found the skeleton of the mule killed by the Powell Party. We reached the saddle at 34 p.m. and then had 4 hours hard travel to camp. Our endurance was severely taxed; but it seemed to us so much suffering would have been averted if water were but procurable. Reached Camp at 7 p.m. – as tired a crowd as you would wish to see. All seemed too tired to eat – we only wished water & rest. And we had both, though but little of the former. Yesterday & today we have walked 50 miles: but this says little of the hardships of the trip. Still we have been able to see the Grand Canon & study its formation & structure from the top to the bottom. My dreams tonight were of rippling springs and clear lakes. I was drinking & bathing.- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p265.jpg) 87 June 18 Rose early and started for water. Rode to Wild Cat Cañon and camped for breakfast at noon. The hill to be climbed on the way to the Park is a severe one. One of the horses, belonging to Bro. Nelson, became so worn out that he had to be left; we put the pack on the others. Reached Demott Park again in the early evening. Stopped at an Indian Camp on the way, and procured a haunch of venison. The brethren at the Park Ranch were delighted and surprised to see us back so soon; but more surprised than ever to hear of our successful trip. June 19 Sunday Spent quietly at the Park. We appreciate the day of rest. June 20 Bro. Nelson succeeded in bringing his horse into camp. He was left here. Bro Cronall killed a deer this morning. Travelled back to Ochre; took dinner at Bro. Naegle's. Stopped in afternoon at Bro. George Naegle's place, traded horses with Bro. Naegle. My ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p266.jpg) 18 riding animal is very tired as in fact all are; and Bro. George Naegle offered me a trade for a fine looking desert- pony, though wild and unbroken. I accepted. Bro. George Naegle had accompanied us to the Park intending to visit the Cañon, but turned back on hearing af the nature of the under- taking – he wisely considering himself unfitted for the task owing to a recent accident he had met with. In the evening we pushed on to Bro Naegle's lower place and camped here. June 21 Were favored with breakfast at the house. Then started toward Kanab. – a 40 mile ride with but one watering place – about 32 miles from the starting place. Met Bro D E. Woolley at Hardscrable on the road. Reached Kanab at night and were kindly treated by Bro Marrigee – the Tithing Office Clerk. Our animals were provided with hay and stabling. He placed his office at our disposal – we gladly accepted & spent the time till late writing letters. Today we met with an instance of Physical Endurance which to me ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p267.jpg) 87 appears remarkable. We saw an Indian travelling on foot across the Desert. He was going to Kanab he said – his horse had fallen ill. He was then loaded with a tolerably heavy pack. The idea of under- taking a trip of 40 miles afoot through an Arizona water without water or food (for he carried none) is appalling We offered him a spare mule which was in the party. He accepted; but after riding some hours – white stile 10-15 miles from Kanab he got tired of riding with no saddle. Said he "Indian heap tired – Indian walk." So he walked. One of our party, while posting some letters very late at Kanab saw the Indian – he had made the trip —June 22— Spent some time in early morning getting horse shod Etc; then started toward upper Kanab; visiting Crocodile Spring on the way. A very hard ride. We reached Bro. F. B. Woolley's place at night, and found there 2 of our former students were kindly treated. —June 23— Soon after starting this morning, my horse indulged in quite a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p268.jpg) 18 violent bucking exercise I doubt which suffered more – the horse or myself. I am not used to such antics and was badly shaken up The saddle I used was quite narrow in front, and the horse drove this by his jumping so forcibly forward as to bruise his shoulders and ruthers considerably. A singular thing. We drove on to Prest. Woolleys place and were kindly recieved and treated by Sister Woolley – the Prest. himself is not at home. Rested till afternoon; then went in to Asa Creek on the way to Panguitch. Camped on the bank of the Sevin – Enjoyed a delightful bath. —June 24— Made early started. Camped for breakfast below Hillsdale. Proceeded through Panguitch to Veder's Ranch. Camped —June 25— Proceeded toward Marysvale, which we hoped to reach by evening. Ex- perienced a storm in Circle Valley, which put out our Camp fire and washed away our dough for [-]we were then in camp preparing dinner. Went to a house some distance off, and were permitted to cook there. Travelled till near midnight, and then camped ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p269.jpg) 87 per-face, finding a good feeding place for our animals. No wood near however – so we made the best we could of wet grass for a bed —June 26— Sunday — Sun soon dried the grass and made our camp pleasant. We got wood from a house near by & were happy. Bros. Nelson & Pratt left the party today and travelled to Richfield. —June 27— Started for Richfield via Elsinore. By a fragment of a paper which accidentally fell into our hands today we learn that Prof Maeser and Bro. Keeler are travelling through the counties south of Provo, in the interests of the B.Y. Academy and that they have an appointment today at Elsinore. We went to the Bishop's house, and enjoyed a visit with the brethren. Reached Richfield at night, and were kindly viewed and treated by Bro. Nelson's Uncle - a Mr August Nelson. —June 28— Moved onward. Camped for dinner at Salina, then pressed on to Mayfield. Camped in the meadows ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p270.jpg) 18 below the town. Plenty of grass water and mosquitoes here. ——June 29—— Rode to Manti before breakfast. Stopped here to examine Temple Quarry etc. Bro. Pratt rejoined us here, and the party is together once more. We then drove on to Mount Pleasant, – the home of Bro. Allen one of our party. His folks kindly received and entertained us. So the first of our party is home. ——June 30— This morning the party disbanded, Allen stays here, Nelson goes to Moroni & the rest of us move northward toward Provo & Salt Lake City. We made a financial settlement and found the whole expenses of the party (excluding horse hire) to be only $50– about $10 apiece. This is remarkably cheap. We parted in good spirits. Shipped our specimens and outfit by train. Pratt, Caroll and myself travelled on, Took lunch at Indianola, at the residence of Bro Seeley. Stopped at night at a ranch about 10 miles farther down. My horse is suffering severely the results of his bruises. The shoulders are inflamed. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p271.jpg) 87 July 1 Made early start. Stopped at Warm Springs to rest our animals and eat breakfast; pushed on and about 2.30 reached Provo. And I am glad to be home. Bros. Pratt & Cronall hurry on to Salt Lake. It required but a short time to change my clothes and to look and feel like another person. Spent afternoon in resting, visiting friends etc; and spent the night in a sound sleep. July 2 Visited folks on the farm; found all tolerably well. Took my horse out and left him there to recuperate and be doctored by Pa for his sore & bruised shoulders Today I visited Sister Zella Webb, the young lady who has been so terribly afflicted by fire (See January 23 page 200) I find her but little if any improved in body. She had been living this weary time in a state often of maddening pain. The wounds heal but little if at all. Oh 'tis a dreadful thing; and yet there is a purpose in this as in all else. We hope ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p272.jpg) 18 to learn the explanation. The hot weather increases her sufferings; yet she bears all with wonderful resig- nation. —July 3—Sunday Attended Third Ward Sabbath School in morning, and addressed the school by request of the Supt. In the afternoon preached before the Stake assembly. —July 4 — The Nations' birthday. It was appropriately celebrated in Provo — a very impressive procession and programme. The Non Mormon people, or as they call themselves the Liberal Party refused to accept the importation of the Peoples' Party and celebrate the day together. In the evening attended Theatre. —July 5— Indulged in an evening ride – – a most pleasant experience. Riding toward the mountains, I saw the moon rise five successive times. —July 7— In the afternoon went with Bro. Driggs and family to his place by Utah Lake. He has a house there and a family living in it to care for the place. We had a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p273.jpg) 87 delightful time - Fishing, boating and bathing. I am afraid we did not retire till near morning, the lake scenery was so pleasant —July 8— Returned home very early, pleased highly with the "out." —July 10—Sunday Went to Spanish Fork by morning train to visit the Sabbath School. Did so – a pleasant and successful time. Addressed the school, also the afternoon meeting. Returned to Provo by evening train. —July 11— An incident occurred tonight which is significant, showing the spirit of our enemies who live among us here. A call from the School Trustees had been published for a meeting to elect a Trustee for the ensuing term. As usual comparatively few of our people were there. The Liberals however were out in force, and while our people were sitting on the outside of the building, enjoying the cool evening breezes, and waiting for others to gather, the appointed hour was reached; the Liberals ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p274.jpg) 18 stealthily entered the room; quietly elected the officers of the meeting, put in nomination a liberal can- didate for the office of School Trustee, and were on the point of taking the ballot (which would have been a legal action), when our party healing of the stratagem, hurried into the room and voted down the nominee, putting our own man in place. The trick was a sharp one – though happily unsuccessful. —July 12— Today I attended a specially called meeting of the High Council and Bishops of the Stake. Prest. F. D. Richards of the Apostles was present, and presented the topic of the present application made by the people of Utah for admission into the Union as a State. This is the fifth application of the sort made by the people since their settlement here, yet the present movement is by all means far more important and momentous than others of the sat have been. A Constitution has been procured to be submitted to Congress, embodying clauses forbidding polygamy; and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p275.jpg) 87 this is regarded by many as a partial denial of the principle. As such however I for one cannot regard it. However, we were informed today that the General Authorities approve & endorse the step is the most prudent under the circumstances. Thus, by all means we wish it success. To-day too I received a Testimonial from the Board and Faculty of the Academy on the subject of my withdrawal, and indeed it is highly prized. A document of the sort will probably be of value to me while in the East. As I was given an extra blank copy I embody it in my Journal. on the next page. At present I am not decided where to go, but I trust my course will be clear upon that point as it was on the ocassion of my last journey East. The Academy is appointed to open August 8 – no definite arrange- ments have yet been made for the conducting of the Scientific Department. This I am sorry to say, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p276.jpg) —Copy— BRIGHAM YOUNG ACADEMY, PROVO CITY, UTAH TERRITORY. JULY 12, 1887. [A Beehive with the words "HOLINESS TO THE LORD."] PROFESSOR JAMES E. TALMAGE. The occasion of your temporary withdrawal from the Faculty of this Institution, enjoins upon the undersigned the duty of giving expression to the high appreciation in which your servic[--] as a Teacher, your standing as a Scholar, and your char- acter as a Gentleman are held by this Institution in general, and by us individually. During the five years that our Scientific Department has been under your charge, it has not only developed from an almost embryonic condition to a leading feature in this Academy, but it has also attained an enviable reputation among similar institutions in this Territory. In accordance with the foregoing, we issue, therefore, this TESTIMONIAL With the earnest desire that you may be as prosperous in your future studies for the good of your fellowmen, as you have been useful in your past labors in the Brigham Young Academy. [Column 1] In behalf of the Board of Trustees:== A. O. Smoot President. Wilson H. Dusenberry Secretary. [Column 2] In behalf of the Faculty:== Karl G. Maeser Principal. Joseph B. Keeler Copy. [A sticker with a piece of fabric] ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p278.jpg) 18 —July 15— Visited folks on the farm. Found all tolerably well. —July 16— Was honored today with a "Testi- monial of Respect" for past service from the B. Y. Academy Polysophical Society. It is a printed document, and as I have a blank copy I incorporate it, pages 274-275. —July 17— Sunday By appointment Elder Glazier and myself went to Alpine as Home Missionaries. We addressed the regular Meeting, the Sabbath School and a Teacher's Meeting. Returned to Provo in evening. —July 18— Accepted an invitation from the Committee of Arrangements to deliver a short address on the occasion of the celebration of pioneer day in Utah (July 24) The subject assigned me is "Utah as it is." —July 22— Quite a remarkable case of poisoning through absorption came under my notice today. The patient was Sister Zella Webb, mention of whose terrible sufferings I have already made (See July 2" last) ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p279.jpg) 87 The attending physician had ordered the admixture of a very small quantity of the official preparation of Stramonium ointment to be mixed with the dressing for the wounds. In less than half an hour from the time of its application a high fever was manifest – – face dry and brawny, mouth parched, sensation of heaviness in head and dizziness, dilated pupils and a consequently indistinct vision, noises in head, pulse 125–130 per minute. The doctor stated that if the same amount of the extract as was applied to the burns had been taken in- wardly it would have produced a scarcely perceptable effect in a much longer time. 'Tis a remarkable case of rapid absorption. The most striking of the symptoms wore off in about 12 hours. —July 24— Sunday This is the anniversary of the entrance of the pioneers into Salt Lake Valley, but owing to its being the Sabbath all demon- strations in honor of the day are set for tomorrow. Con. page ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p280.jpg) —Copy— BRIGHAM YOUNG ACADEMY, PROVO CITY, UTAH TERRITORY. JULY 12, 1887. [A Beehive with the words "HOLINESS TO THE LORD."] PROFESSOR JAMES E. TALMAGE. The occasion of your temporary withdrawal from the Faculty of this Institution, enjoins upon the undersigned the duty of giving expression to the high appreciation in which your service as a Teacher, your standing as a Scholar, and your char- acter as a Gentleman are held by this Institution in general, and by us individually. During the five years that our Scientific Department has been under your charge, it has not only developed from an almost embryonic condition to a leading feature in this Academy, but it has also attained an enviable reputation among similar institutions in this Territory. In accordance with the foregoing, we issue, therefore, this TESTIMONIAL With the earnest desire that you may be as prosperous in your future studies for the good of your fellowmen, as you have been useful in your past labors in the Brigham Young Academy. [Column 1] In behalf of the Board of Trustees:— A. O. Smoot President. Wilson H. Dusenberry Secretary. [Column 2] In behalf of the Faculty:— Karl G. Maeser Principal. Joseph B. Keeler Copy. [A sticker with a piece of fabric] ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p282.jpg) 18 — July 24 Sunday — (Cont.) Today I went to fall [---] Spanish Fork by morning train, in company with a great member of the brethren from Provo, to attend the funeral of Patriarch Zebedee Coltrin – who at the time of his death, was the oldest member of the Priesthood on the earth. His life has been one of energy, faithfulness and suffring. Myself and Elders Maeser and Booth of Provo were kindly entertained by Bro. Jos Reese. Returned to Provo by evening train. Addressed the Third Ward meeting by call of the Bishop. — July 25 — Quite elaborate preparations had been made for the celebration of "pioneer day", in the form of a processional display, intended to present a contrast between Utah as it was, and as it is. Almost every branch of industry which is at all followed by ones people was to have been represented. But, word came of the precarious condition, and even dangerous state of the health of President Taylor's health, and it was deemed proper to dispense ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p283.jpg) 87 with all exercises except the Meeting Services. According to previous appointment I delivered a short address in "Utah as it is." Spent rest of day quietly. Attended theatre in evening. ——July 26—— Early to-day news was received that Pres. John Taylor died at 7.55 last night. The news is sad, but indeed far less startling than it might have been from the constant reports made during the last few weeks of his failing health. The cause of his death as stated by his advisers and companions is general dissolution of the vital powers, superinduced by the almost inhuman persecution and forced exile exercised upon him during the last two years and a half. Now, for the third time in the history of the Church, the people are called to mourn the loss of their leader, prophet, seer, and revelator. He has done a noble work – is a martyr in body & feelings to a God hating opposition and has now gone to receive his reward ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p284.jpg) 18 —July 29— Went to Salt Lake City to attend and witness the funeral services of Prest. John Taylor. The proceedings were impressive, and striking by orderly. The ✓ thousands of people in attendance were directed with a precision little short of the marvellous. Utah has seen few days of morning at all comparable to this. —July 30— Today I became impressed of with the wisdom of recording under the proper date any act of administering for the sick and such like ordinances. I have neglected doing such in the past. A sister inquired of me the date of an administration in which I officiated some time ago, and I was unable to give it In this connection, I might begin by referring to an administration in which I officiated in Sister Zella Webb, on Tuesday last, July 26. —July 31— Sunday Visited Second Ward Sabbath School ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p285.jpg) 87 in the capacity of a representative of the Stake Superintendency. —August 1— Election day: voted the Peoples' Ticket, including an affirmative vote on the question of the adoption of the proposed State constitution. Started today on a short ex- cursion long planned by Bro-Driggs and family and myself We went to Pleasant Grove, thence East to the mountains. —Aug. 5— The week has been pleasantly spent, and I have been con- siderably improved in health by the "out" Returned home tonight. —Aug. 6— Visited folks in the farm. Ad- ministered to Sister Zella Webb. —Aug 7— Sunday Elder Glazier and myself went to American Fork today in the capacity of Home Missionaries. We attended the Prayer Circle Meeting and ad- dressed the following:– Sunday School, Afternoon regular Meeting, and a Conjoint Meeting of the Improvement Associations at night. Returned home by late train. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p286.jpg) 18 Aug. 8 Today the regular session of the Brigham Young Academy opened for the twelfth academic year. I attended the exercises and delivered a short address in the capacity of a member of the Board of Trustees. I confess it was with peculiar, and almost regretful feelings that I saw the institution in progress and I taking no active part as an instructor; 'tis the first time for years that such an experience has been mine. —Aug 10— Today, Prest A O Smoot requested an interview. He pointed out the present position of the Academy and the disadvantages of intro- ducing a new corps of teachers, and urged that if not incon- sistent with my wishes and the counsel of authority under which I am acting in my present preparations to leave for the East, I should again forego that undertaking. I answered that my own desires and personal plans should be and would be held secondary in matters ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p287.jpg) 87 pertaining to so important an institution as the B. Y. Academy, and although I am now on the verge of starting – some of my packing already done – I would stop at once if so directed. I went to Salt Lake City by evening train. Tomorrow is the date fixed and set for the judicial execution of one Frederick Hopt, alias "Welcome," the convicted mur- durer of John F. Turner. The horrible crime was committed now seven years ago, but by miscarriages of justice, delay and postponements, the criminal has been saved from his fate till now. According to law executions in this Territory must be private- only the necessary officials being present. The law permits the Marshall however to call to his aid as many deputies (who act as peace officers) as he may choose, and in this way the favored few are ad- mitted. I was honored tonight with an invitation. I hesitated for some time, questioning myself as to whether, if I accepted it would ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p288.jpg) 18 be anything more than mere curiosity which prompted me so to do. I concluded however to be present, and thus add to my ex- perience in such matter. On signifying my wishes, I received from Marshall Frank H. Dyer an appointment and a commission as Deputy United States Marshall. This is a new dignity. Stayed at night at Valley House. —Aug 11— A lovely morning. About 9 a.m., in company with other "Deputy Marshalls (!!) I started for that pile of mud and adobes known as the Utah Penitentiary. At 12 m. active preparations for the fatal stroke were made. The condemned man was seated in a chain 36 feet from the muzzles of 5 rifles pro- truding from a tent erected for the purpose. At 12.40 the guns were fine. Death was instantaeous He died unflinchingly, still pro- testing that he ought not to be in his present position and would not be there if fair play had been accorded him in his trial. Justice in his case has been long delayed, but it is satisfied ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p289.jpg) 87 at last. In the afternoon I had a conversation with Apostle F.D. Richards and indirectly through him with others of the Twelve, regarding the proposed suspension of my Eastern trip. The authorities leave the matter in my hands, wishing however that I consider the interests of our Home Institutions as well as my own feelings in the matter. Returned home by night train. —Aug 12— The Board of Trustees of the B.Y.A. met today at the residence of Bro. H. H. Cluff- he being ill I attended. The Board passed a resolution requesting me to forego for the present my proposed trip East, and remain in the Academy I made a short speech, and before ✓ I hardly realized what I was about, and in fact in direct contradiction to the state of my personal feelings, I promised to remain. —Aug 13— So sudden a change in my plans -affects me strangely. Visited the folks on farm today. They all ✓ seem highly pleased. My friends congratulate me, and yet I feel ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p290.jpg) 284 18 disappointed. Spent most of day in unpacking, and preparing for work —Aug 14— Sunday Attended and addressed the Third Ward Meeting by call of Bishop. —Aug 15— Resumed labors in the Academy again. Change! Change!! Change!!! I think I shall never feel to make definite plans again. My position this year is "Professor of Sciences" – I am relieved from all extra and outside duties. Administered to the child of Bro. George Chonles. —Aug 16— Went to Salt Lake City by evening train to procure supplies for Scientific Dept. Returned to Provo same night. —Aug 17— Administered twice to the child of Bro. George Chonles. Aug 17 Assisted in again administering to Bro Chonles' Child. —Aug 20— Assisted in administering to child of Bro Chonles and also administered to Sister Zella Webb — ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p291.jpg) 87 —Aug 21— Sunday Attended Missionary Meeting at the Brigham Young Academy In evening, according to a previous appointment I went to American Fork and delivered a lecture on "The Habit of Intem- perance," under the auspices of the Y. P. M.IA. Stayed at the residence of Bro. Wm W. Jackson. Today I was appointed in conjunction with Elder Glazier to preach in Pleasant Grove. I missed the train however and as I had once already spoken in Pleasant Grove, out of my regular turn (May 15) I did not adopt any extreme measures to reach the place. —Aug 22— Returned to Provo by morning train. I have had a project in view for some time regarding the safety of the B.Y.A Laboratory at night.I have been long convinced that the place is not guarded as it should be. I proposed to the Board a week ago to enlarge my office so as to admit a lounge and my books, and then I would stay there myself. The idea was ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p292.jpg) 18 at once adopted, and acted upon and for a few days repairs have been in progress. All necessary goods and chattels have been removed from my home office, and I find myself tonight stowed away in a snug little corner room of the large warehouse, at present forming the temporary quarters of the Brigham Young Academy. Here I shall be quiet and alone, in little or no danger of interrup- tion in my studies and labors. This is a great contrast with the little room I have been occupying at Fathers' place up town. That was a frame front room, built originally as a store and standing on the main street. At times the situa- tion was anything but secluded and quiet. However I have spent many happy hour's there, and feel the sadness of a "good-bye" in leaving it. —August 23. —— Commenced boarding at the residence of Bro. Josiah Cluffs, situated very close to the Academy. It would be inconvenient to me to board ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p293.jpg) 87 so far from the Academy as Bro Drigg's residence, at which I have been staying since November 15 last. By the way, Bro Driggs and family moved yesterday from their former residence in the Third Ward, to a home in the Fourth Ward of the city, even farther from my office as at present located than their former place was. A change in my boarding place is not a tufling matter to me. My stay at Bro. Drigg's has been in all respects so pleasant and agreeable that I dislike the thought of a change. —August 24— Sister Zilla Webb to whom I have repeatedly made reference in my journal since the time of her terrible accident and the course of her fearful suffering appears somewhat worse tonight; so much so in fact as to cause her friends immediate alarm. I assisted in administering to her twice the secured time in cooperation with President Wilford Woodruff the Prest. of the Apostles ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F2_p294.jpg) 1887 I stayed with the family during the night. She rallied from the very low condition into which she had fallen before morning, and appeared somewhat better. —August 25— Administered to Sister Maud Wool- fenden, one of the students —Aug 26— In to-day's issue of the "Territorial Enquirer" appears a two-column article on "The Scientific Dept. of the B. Y. Academy." It is a flattering review of our facilities and labors, and I am deeply thankful that the Dept, is considered worthy of such praise —Aug 28— Sunday Addressed and presided at the B.Y.A. Missionary Meeting in morning. In the afternoon preached at the regular Stake Meeting by call of the Presidency. Also addressed the Prayer Circle Meeting. —Aug 29— Attended regular meeting of the High Council. End of Volume II ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p001.jpg) [following text written sideways on front cover] J. E. Talmage Privage Journal Volume III [following written on top front cover] September 1, 1887 [following written on bottom front cover] August 31, [---]9 ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p005.jpg) Private Journal Jas. E. Talmage Vol. III Commencing September 1887 at Provo City, Utah— Ending August 31, 1890 at Salt Lake City, Utah ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p007.jpg) —1887— Sept. 1." September 1" Volume II of "My Journal" is filled It covers a period of 3 years and 8 months (Jan. 1884 – Aug. 1887 inclusive), years and months of constant change in plans, occupation and surroundings; but was there ever Time not characterized by change? I find myself today snugly sconced in a little private office in the building at present occupied (though it is hoped but temporarily) by the Brigham Young Academy in Provo, Utah, and attending to the duties of my position in that institution viz – Professor in charge of the Scientific Department. I use my office also as a sleeping room, that I may be near my library and laboratory; and I take my meals at the residence of Bro. Josiah Cluff – situated within 3 minutes' walk of the Academy. My time during the day is well occupied in the labors of the Scientific Department, delivering daily lectures, (each 30 minutes) on Physics Chemistry, Geology, Descriptive Astronomy, Biology and Phonography, and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p008.jpg) 18 attending to the practical Laboratory Work connected with the same. My bodily exercise consists principally in walking before and after school hours, and in horseback riding. I find it advisable to keep a horse for that purpose. I would judge my position and surroundings calculated to inspire pleasure in the breast of an unambitious, or rather an unsel- fishly ambitious and contented individual. When Memory reverts to this time in the future, "a pleasant one – and one that ought to have been happy" will be the verdict. We seldom appreciate and enjoy the present as we think we did the past. Distance of time lends a halo of enchantment to our lives. Sept 2. Administered to the child of Bro. B.W. Driggs Jr. _________ Sept. 3. Attended the regular sessions of the Utah Stake Quarterly Conference, and the High Priests' Quorum Meeting in the evening. At night, attended the Theatre to witness an operatic performance by our home talent.________ Sept. 4 Sunday. Attended sessions of Conference again. In the afternoon addressed the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p009.jpg) 87 congregation on the subject of "Schools among the Latter-day Saints" by call of the Presidency. I was resustained by vote in my former ecclessiastical position as "Alternate to the High Council" and Assistant Stake Supt. of Sabbath Schools, and was reappointed a Home Missionary for the Stake.———— Sept. 6 Went to Salt Lake City by evening train to purchase materials for use in the Scientific Dept. Returned to Provo by night train.————— Sept. 7 Visited the folks on the farm. Pa is suffering considerably from Rheumatism Sept. 9 Went to Salt Lake City, and returned same night- on business connected with the Scientific Dept. While in the City today an interesting surprise befell me. I met a former student of the Lehigh University – a Mr Hanover – whom I remember as a Freshman at the time of my pleasant sojourn at that in– stitution. He is engaged in Assaying in Salt Lake City. I was in a great hurry, endeavoring to catch the train at the time of the meeting, and so our chat was a short one. I hope and expect however that we meet again soon. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p010.jpg) Sept. 10 Administered to Sister Smith, mother of Don Smith, one of our students. Sept. 11 Sunday In the afternoon addressed the regular Stake meeting for a short time on the subject of "Education". In the evening I spoke by appointment on the same subject before the Third Ward Meeting. Assisted in administering to Sister Zella Webb. Sept. 12 In the afternoon I attended the funeral services, and officiated therein as Chaplain, of Mr. Bee – a neighbor to us when we lived in town. He has been agreat and an imbecile sufferer for many years. In the evening I assisted again in administering to Sister Zella Webb and stayed at the house all night. She has been taken somewhat worse and appears to be sinking. Her sufferings are most terribly intense yet she bears them with heroic fortitude Sept 13. Sister Zella seems to have rallied from the extra attack of pain and weakness under which she has been suffering during the few days last passed. I stayed again by her bedside during the night. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p011.jpg) The spirit of peaceful resignation which is resting upon her is truly angelic. This has been with her ever since the admin- istration was performed upon her by Prest. Woodruff Aug. 24. She contemplates death as one would naturally think of a proposed pleasure journey. She preaches a strong sermon by her heroic endurance. Sept. 14 Sister Zella Webb has suffered so much, and longs for death so sincerely, that tonight, the President of the Stake and other elders were called and we dedicated her to the Lord for death if such be His Almighty Will. After the ordinance she seemed at peace from her pains. I staid again to watch during the night. Sept. 15 Staid again during the night at Sister Webb's. Zella's endurance is phenomenal. She is sustained by a higher power than mere physical strength. She has now gone 8 days without any nourishment at all. Sept. 16 Again we administered to Sister Zella – reconfirming her dedication. Staid again to watch during the night. Sept. 17. Watched again by the bedside of Zella during the night. She appeared to be very rapidly sinking. She felt that she was ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p012.jpg) 18 Sept. 17 dying, though she has had this present- must several tries before and such proved to be a mistake. Sept 18 Sunday In the early morning the friends of Zella were gathered about her couch, constantly expecting her to breathe her last. Yet again she rallied. In the afternoon I attended and addressed a meeting of the sabbath schools of the city, known as the S.S. Reunion. Staid again at Zella's during the night. Sept 19-20 Watched both nights at Sister Zella's side. She has been without nourishment now for 12 days – is reduced to a new skeleton, and yet she lives and suffers. Internal disorders, painful and dangerous have set up of late, so that the pain of her extensive burns terrible as that must be is of secondary importance. Sept 21 This is my birthday – 25 years old. May I be better in spirit on my next birthday. I have been setting up in the sick room now for 9 nights in succession, and have attended to my usual daily labor without interruption; but I am really growing somewhat alarmed over my condition. Sleep seems to have left me. For the last ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p013.jpg) 216 hours, I have not slept soundly at all, and have dozed less than 15 hours, or below 1/14. During that time my appetite has been seriously impaired – seldom I have eaten more than once, and never more than twice daily. I have sacrificed my rest to stay with Zella night after night, because I saw she and her devoted though worn-out mother felt more at ease if I were present, than if a stranger were called in. And again it is desirable that someone shall be on constant watch who bears the priesthood, and I find less than one man in three score who is able to stay awake at night in the sick room. I am fortunate in being able to do so; and if I can do the least towards giving that afflicted family ease, I seek to do so I trust my health will not suffer. Tonight I did not stay there; thinking I would best seek sleep. I was able to remain in bed in all less than 5 hours, and less than 1/2 of that time was able to slumber. 'Tis an abnormal state of excitement brought on doubtlessly by anxiety and nervous stimulation. It will take time to subside. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p014.jpg) 18 Sept. 22-23 Stayed both nights with Zella, and administered to her. She has been now 15 days without nourishment. Such endurance is wonderful. The Lord truly works in mysterous ways. Sept 24 This is Saturday, and having no funeral appointment I tried hard to sleep during the early part of the day, and under the advice of a physician took a heavy opiate. This brought on a two hours' slumber, from which I awoke with an excruciating headache ac- companied by a severe tooth ache - an experience I have never before passed through. During this sleepless spell my bodily weight has fallen off 15 pounds. I trust there is less danger than many of my friends seem to think and than I fear. Tonight again I staid at Sister Zella's Sept. 25. Sunday In the early morning I admin- istered to the child of Bro. F. Raile - a recent emigrant from Palestine - one of my friend, Bro Tanner's converts. Today an attack of sore throat made its appearance. This is an old affection with me. At the request ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p015.jpg) of the family I stopped all night at Sister Webb's. I cannot help but regard the opportunity of watching by the side of that dying girl as a great and blessed privilege. She has been to me a teacher. In her moments of worst agony she has display a a spirit of never failing fortitude and courage. Her nearest approach to a complaint has been "When will God grant me release, and call my spirit home?" Death to her is looked forward to as a most welcome visitor. She has talked to me many times of her glimpses of the other world, and regrets that we cannot all accom- pany her for our sakes. Her nature has been purged of everything gross and temporally weak. To me she appears as the purest and noblest being I have ever had the privilege of associating with. Sept. 26 Zella is rapidly sinking – dying without doubt of starvation. My sore throat has grown today very rapidly worse. I have been unable to talk aloud before my classes, and have occupied them in written reviews. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p016.jpg) 18 Sep. 26 (con) Tonight I retired early staying at the residence of Sister Tanner, that I could be easily reached if needed at Sept 27 Zella's. I was called at 3 a.m.; and found her suffering greatly. I administered to her, she seemed then easier; fell into a dose, but soon awoke in delirium. I have been again unable to talk so that I could be understood today and could not appear before my classes. Tonight I stayed at Sister Tanner's again, but rose and visited Zella during the nght though I did not stop. She lies in unconsciousness. A slower mode of death, a more gradual dissolution I cannot imagine Sept. 28. Throat better today. In the evening I called at the residence of Sister Webb, and found that Death had come to Zella's release at 7.30 p.m. She is now at peace. Yet, though her friends have been expecting, and in fact desiring her departure from this – to her a world of torture, – we seem sadly prepared for it, and the call strikes us with alarm and sorrow. Sept. 29. Zella requested before her death that as long as her body remained unburied ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p017.jpg) 87 it should not be left in the charge of strangers; but if it were possible the same watchers as had been on duty during the latter part of her illness should be present. This being so I took my turn tonight in watching by the remains of my departed sister & friend Sept 30 Today there fell to my lot the discharge of the saddest duty of my life. Since an early period in Zella's suffering, she has ever requested that if she was taken hence I should preach her funeral sermon. I have not before mentioned her request, as I had hoped and prayed to be spared the sad undertaking. I have felt strangely sympathetic with that dear girl, and to speak at her funeral cost me the keenest pangs of anguish. By the help of God I discharge the duty. Elder K. G. Maeser, & Prest. A. O Smoot added supplementary remarks. It was the intention of the family, after the services to remove the body to her former home — Payson. This was done on the evening train. I accompanied the remains, riding in the express car with casket, and taking charge of the same till it was deposited in the home of Zella's Sister — Mrs Stark. As [The following is written sideways in left margin] Mention should be made here of an incident which occured today as it may be needed for a future reminder. After the formal services were closed, Sister Alexander — wife of Wm Alexander, and Sister to my friend George Coray, asked of me a promise that if she died before myself, and it were possible I would preach her funeral sermon. I promised as requested. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p018.jpg) 18 Sep. 30 con this is the last night her remains will be above earth, I assumed the duty of sitting as watcher again. And under such conditions I cannot feel alone. There is an influence of peace about her body which I cannot but deeply experience Bro. George Smoot, to whom the young lady was engaged to be married at the time of her accident also accompanied the remains but did not feel equal to the undertaking of remaining at the house. October 1. The interment took place today at noon. Our last offices are filled. More cannot be done. She is at peace may it be undisturbed. "Dust to dust" "Ashes to Ashes" – but not Zella to dust, or my sister and friend to Ashes. – May God comfort her sorrowing family. I returned to Provo by evening train. Oct. 2 Sunday Presided at the B. Y. Academy Missionary Meeting. In the afternoon attended the Conference of the Mutual Improvement Associations. Oct 3. It is and has been my desire to do something – all that lies within my power though that be but little – toward assisting in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p019.jpg) 87 defraying the expenses connected with Zella's long illness and death. I have talked over the matter with several friends of the family; they coincided unfruitly; so today I opened a subscription owing such true friends as have been proved, and such only. It has thus far met a hearty response. Oct. 8 Went to Salt Lake City by evening to attend the Semi Annual Conference already 2 days in session Was present at morning and afternoon services, and returned to Provo by evening train. Oct. 9 Sunday. In the afternoon it fell to my lot to preside at the Stake Meeting, I being the only represen- tative of the High Council present. And the stake presidency being all away. The absence of all is explained by the fact that conference is in session in Salt Lake City; at which I would also have been present today but for indisposition, and so I, the least among the proceeding offices of the Stake ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p020.jpg) 18 had to take charge. In the evening preached in the Third Ward Meeting. Administered to the son and the grandson of Bro. Robt. J. Dugdale. Oct 12 Enjoyed a ride into Rock Canon today in company with Sister Tanner. In the evening presented to Mrs. Webb the result of my effort to raise her a substantial testi- monial of the regard of her friends in the shape of One Hundred and Forty Dollars ($140) in gold. She was so surprised as to be entirely overcome. May it do to her good. Oct. 13. Today the Executive Committee of the Academy met and fixed my salary for the year at $1400 with the promise if the year be a successful one financially that it be raised to $1500. Oct. 14 Went to Salt Lake City by evening train, and procured materials for scientific dept. Returned to Provo by night train. Tonight the term party at the Academy was held. I did not attend – I have grown ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p021.jpg) 87 to dislike dance-parties as they are usually conducted. Stayed at Sister Tanners – – my former boarding place – too noisy at the Academy. Oct. 15 Delivered a lecture before the County Teachers' Association on the subject "Collecting, and preserving Cabinets." ————— Oct. 17 Visited folks on the farm. Today I have suffered through a feeling of mental depression, and an presentiment of impending danger or evil I hastened on the farm tonight, but was pleased to find all well; though Mother has been under the presentiment of similar ill, but she felt the danger was over me. I left my horse there; an occasion al ride does me much good in health, but I am able to use a horse so little that I felt it wise to leave him on the farm to be cared for. Oct. 21 Delivered a lecture before the Poly- sophical Society of the Academy on "The Microscope" with lantern illustrations. This is the old lecture again. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p022.jpg) 18 Oct. 23 Sunday In the morning addressed the Missionary Meeting. In the evening Elder B. W. Duggo Jr and I preached in the Third Ward by appointment as Home Missionaries This is the first appointment of the kind since my being recalled as a Missionary this year. Elder Duggs and I are to travel together. Oct. 26 Delivered a special address before the students of the higher departments on "Cholera and Cleanliness" – a Sanity discourse. I would wish the Academy to lead out in such matters in the community; and surely reform in the direction indicated is sadly needed. Oct 28. Attended a specially called meeting of the High Council, appointed to sit on trial, but owing to the fact that a quorum was not present, the meeting adjourned. Oct 29 Administered to the child of Bro Summer Oct 30 Sunday In the evening addressed the First Ward Meeting by call of the Bishopric Oct 31. Attended regular meeting of the High Council. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p023.jpg) Nov. 2 Attended regular meeting of the High Priest Quorum. This is the first meeting of the Quorum for the past eight months, although the appointment calls for monthly sessions. Of course 'tis from this Quorum from which the presiding officers of the stake are chosen, and such members as hold these positions are often excusably absent; and many other members are old and infirm; but I fear we younger members take license from such justifiable absences. Nov. 4 Attended a trial meeting of the High Council, adjourned from Oct 28. I was appointed to fill the place of an absent regular Councillor, and it fell to the turn of the member which I held to be speaker on the side of justice. The trial lasted during the afternoon and evening, and the outcome again demonstrated strongly that justice is only to be secured through inspiration. As I arose according to the revealed order of proceedure to offer a summing-up address, a curtain seemed to be withdrawn from my eyes, and a feeling scarcely to be described, of an understanding of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p024.jpg) 18 circumstances beyond the evidence fell upon me; and in direct opposition to the intention nearest my mind on arising, I spoke contrary to the desires of the brother on whose side I was speaker. This opinion was held by the President in his decision and unanimously sustained by the council. If a High Council in this Church be composed of prayerful and god-fearing men, truth will be vindicated and justice will always be meted out. Nov 5 Visited the folks on the farm today; and by the advice of Father brought my horse down again. I have been without a riding animal since Oct 17: but an occasional ride is of such value to my health that I have decided to keep him animal in town. ______ ____ Nov 6 Sunday In the evening addressed the Fourth Ward Meeting in conjunction with Bro. Driggs, pursuant to our appointments as Home Missionaries. Nov 7 According to previous engagement tonight I delivered an address ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p025.jpg) 87 19 before the First Ward Young Mens', and Young Ladies' Associations in joint session assembled on "Self-Esteem" Nov 9 <8> Attended a called session of the High Council Nov 10 <9> Received message from Grandma at Pleasant Grove, by telephine, that her husband, Bro. Winters was very ill, and requested my presence. I rode over after School exercises; and found him some- what better. Returned to Provo same night, calling at the farm both going and coming. Reached home near midnight. Nov. 11 Delivered an experimental lecture before the Polysophical Society as "The Chemistry of a Drop of Water" Nov 12. Delivered the first of a series of two lectures on "Electricity" before the "Utah County Teachers' Association" Today's lecture was devoted to "Frictional Electricity"; and was accompanied by Experimental demonstrations. The Association met today in my lecture room at the Academy for the purpose. Nov. 14 Visited folks on the farm in company with Sister Tanner. – An enjoyable horseback ride. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p026.jpg) 18 Nov. 20 Sunday. Presided at and addressed the Missionary Meeting in morning. In evening addressed Third Ward Meeting by call of the Bishop. Nov. 20 Have been unwell for a day or so past – a severe attack of neuralgia and pains in the head, partly resulting I think from an accidental inhalation of Mercury fumes some time ago. Today I was unable to appear before my classes Nov 24. Thursday – "Thanksgiving Day" and of course a holiday. To me it has been a day of suffering. My face is swollen on left side very much. The Dentist says an ulcer has formed at the fang of one molar; so he sank an artesian well to remove the accu- mulation. I do not wonder that dentists are unpopular. Nov. 25 Better today. After all, dentists do some good in the world. Could not meet my classes however. Nov. 26 This was the date set for the second lecture of the series on Electricity before the Teachers Convention of the County, and in spite of my indisposition I gave it. The special ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p027.jpg) 87 21 topic was "Dynamic Electricity." Nov 27 Sunday. In morning Elder Duggs and myself rode to Lake View and there filled our appointments as Home Mission- aries. Returned to Provo and attended regular afternoon meeting. Nov. 28 Attended regular meeting of the High Council. Nov. 29 Attended a special Meeting of the High Council and sat in the place of No. 4 on a trial. Nov. 30. In the evening went to Salt Lake City on business connected with the Scientific Dept. Returned by the D&R.G. Midnight Express. Dec. 3. In December 1881, a friend and myself purchased an Optical Lantern and a few views for the purpose of assisting in public lectures. The friend (Bro. Coray) subsequently withdrew from the enterprise and I became sole owner. It was my intention to procure new views as rapidly as possible, and if prosperity favored the enterprise to make lantern demonstrations a feature of our work in the Academy. When I went East however, in August 1882 I disposed of the instrument to the institution ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p028.jpg) 18 No new views were procured during my absence; and many of the original set were destroyed in the fire. Since my return, I have been able to procure but one set, and through an accident in transportation, many of these h were broken. The old stock has been used so much, that a variety would be to all a great pleasure. The Academy finances are as usual low and a question which I asked the Treasurer as to the possibility of extending our collection, and resupplying those that have been destroyed, was promptly answered to the effect that no outlay in this direction could be at present risked. I then proposed to the Executive Committee that if they would purchase of me my set of "Bancrofts' History" and assumed the responsibility of my contract with the publishers for the remainder of the set (at present 26 vols are assured, price $5.00 per vol) I would purchase of the BY Academy the lantern and views at present owned, and promise to use as seem equal to the balance due me between the lantern and the Histories in procuring a new ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p029.jpg) 87 and improved lanterns and other views, which of course should be my private property, but I would lecture with the apparatus in the institution for the benefit of all. My offer was accepted by a unanimous vote of the Committee, and with the concurrence of the Academic Council and the President of the Board. This arrangement entails an immediate outlay on my part, whereas I receive no cash payment for the Histories – the credit being simply given me on my account. Further- more I am put to the task of clearing a couple of shelves in my library; and this is indeed a disagreeable duty. I am not able to use my books as I would like; but I love them as a miser loves his gold. Yet that magnificent set of books is devoted to a subject foreign to my special work and I would rather see the means used for more general good. Dec. 4 Sunday. Attended the Stake Con- ference of the Seventies in the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p030.jpg) 18 afternoon: and in the evening preached in the Third Ward by call of the Bishop. Dec. 10 I have been suffering considerably at intervals during the past month, and I fear such to be the result of an accidental inhalation of Mercury fumes through an ac- cident in the laboratory. I find myself unable to digest food easily if at all busily engaged for some hours after eating. As a trial, during the past week, I have scrupulously from taking anything into the stomach before night. The experience results in headache, and I feel it will be better to eat lightly during the day. Dec 11 Yesterday and today have been the days of the Stake Quarterly Conference. I attended all meetings. I was resustained in former positions. Dec 17 Went to Salt Lake City partly on business connected with the Scientific Dept; but mostly in the expectation of meeting Bro. J. M. Tanner who is expected home from his mission. In the latter hope however I was disappointed Returned to Provo by evening train ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p031.jpg) 87 Dec. 18 Sunday. By direction of the Stake Presidency I went today to Spanish Fork by early morning train and attended the conference of the Young Peoples' Mutual Improvement Asso- ciations. Addressed the morning meeting. Returned to Provo by evening train Dec 19. Received word that Bro. Tanner was confidently expected home tonight; so Bro. Driggs and family, Bro J. B. Keeler, some members of Bro. Tanner's family and myself went by the northbound evening train until the south-bound train was met – at Lehi Junction. We had the pleasure of welcoming my old friend home. He has been away about 3 1/2 years – in Germany, Turkey and various parts of Palestine. His mission has been an extensive one. Welcome! Welcome home! Dec. 21 Spent evening at the home of Sister and Bro. Driggs – at a special gathering in honor of Bro. Tanner's return. A pleasant time! His pleasure at reaching home again amounts almost to an intoxication – I could almost think an absence from home a blessing ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p032.jpg) 18 if attended by such pleasure on the return. I could almost envy him his joy. Dec 23. Closing exercises of the Academy today. All passed off quietly. And thus another half year has fled. I wonder if the wheels in the great clock of Time do always move with regular speed. Of late they seem to be to spin of if the main restraining spring was broken. In the afternoon, attended a Board Meeting of the B.Y.A Directors at which plans for future labor were discussed. It was decided to prepare a somewhat exhaustive article on the B. Y. Academy for early publication, and certain members of the Board and others (myself among them) were appointed to visit different parts of the stake in the interests of the institution during the holidays. Dec 24. In the morning had a conversation with my sister Sarah, and found with sorrow that a slight mis- understanding had arisen between her and our parents; and in a hasty moment she had home, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p033.jpg) 87 residing with a neighbor. I felt pleased to see that all could be straightened and took her home again in the evening. Dec 25 Sunday; and Christmas day. Spent in regular meetings as usual. Dec 26 Today is really Christmas as far as festivities are concerned. Went early on the farm and spent the morning and afternoon pleasantly with the folks Returned to Provo by afternoon and attended a Committee Meeting of the B. Y. A. Trustees. Attended regular monthly High Council Meeting in evening. Dec 28 Busily engaged yesterday and today in procuring data and preparing an article on the Academy for publication. Dec 31 Went to Salt Lake City by early morning train to obtain apparatus for the Scientific Dept.; & failed to obtain what was wanted. I have permission from the Board of Trustees to fix electric bells in the school building and these I wished to obtain Returned to Provo by evening train. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p034.jpg) 18 —January 1— Sunday Another New Year's Day! Another cycle of my life passed into eternity; – a year of few virtues and many sins I fear. I feel that the tempter has greater power than he has had before over the hearts of men. I see my own weaknesses in stronger light than ever before; and I wonder at the mercy of my God in tolerating such: and in ac- cepting me as a vessel in his hand. I see hypocrisy among my fellows all about me – and I am among the greatest of the hypocrites – A High Priest of the living God; and subject to the petty frailties – or rather let me say so easily succumbing to these frailties – is indeed hypocritical Self pride – personal ambition – love of praise – love of authority and position – these are among the weakest of my failings. And in spite of all My Creator blesses me ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p035.jpg) 88 with the love and confidence of my brethren and sisters. Most of them speak of me as an example worthy to be followed; but oh! if they could see me in as black a guise as I oft-times appear to myself! And yet, amidst this wealth of affection which I enjoy amongst my friends and which I regard as the greatest of God's individual gifts to me, aside from His Priesthood and name – amidst it all I say – at times I feel unloved and alone. In my earlier years I scoffed – yes, actually scoffed at the love of woman. I boasted in my mind that I could live without such; and that the frivolities which I beheld on all sides between the young of both sexes, were sins. And yet once I loved – – in spite of my theories; my views and resolutions (which by the way were personal ones – about which I never asked a word of counsel or uttered a syllable of prayer – I thought them too plausibly true) years ago I loved a noble and true ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p036.jpg) 18 Jan. 1. woman – and she was affianced to me; – then my Eastern journey and stay were given me – and not wishing to hinder a daughter of Zion in the fulfilment of her destiny, I asked her to accept release from our vows. Yet she remained faithful to me, and on my return, again I allowed my hopes to rise towards a happy home. These were again destroyed by the Counsel then given and since suspended – reviewed and again revoked – – that I should return East for another season of years. Well – she has married – and I am alone. Oh! at times as I sit in my lonely state – amidst my books and in the solitude I once thought so desirable – do I sigh for the cheer of home and the company of loved ones. I have at times feared that the Lord would not grant me the boon of wife and child – perhaps I am not worthy such. May He protect me from every hardening and corrupting influence. And yet "even will justice be done." ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p037.jpg) 88 Jan 1. Today Elder Driggs and myself went to Timpanogos Ward in the capacity of Home Missionaries and preached there. This appointment was made for Dec. 18" last, but by special direction of the Stake Presidency I was that day in Spanish Fork, and Elder Driggs remained at home We called on our folks, who live in this ward, and bade them a Happy Year. Returned home in the evening. Jan. 2. This is the day really celebrated as "New Years". We were kept busy at the Academy preparing an article in the interests of the institution. Jan 3. Today was set as the starting time of those appointed to visit the wards of the Stake in the interests of Education (see Dec. 23") Prest. H. H. Cluff and myself travel together. Elder Cluff left on the early south bound train on his way to Salem at which a meeting is appointed for tonight; and I would have gone with him, had I not, through a mistake in time, missed the train. My only way was to go by ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p038.jpg) road, so I took horse at noon and started. – A very disagreeable ride – mud, slush and ice, rain, snow, sleet, and wind! I arrived wet and very muddy!!! Found Bro Cluff at the residence of Bishop Evans, and here we stayed. In the evening we met with the people as per appointment. Our particular mission was to urge greater diligence on the part of our people with respect to education, and to establish if possible in each ward a ben- eficiary tuition fund to assist in educating the poor and worthy. In the Salem meeting we had a remarkable instance of the sheep following the shepherd – A very good spirit prevailed in the audience toward the laudable enterprise we suggested, and all seemed to favor it until the sub- scription price list was opened. Then the presiding officer led out with the enormous and liberal sum of $200 (Two dollars), his first coun- sellor flatly declined doing anything as he "was already educating ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p039.jpg) 88 his children anyway", the second coun- sellor did about the same thing; yet these three men had been sustained as the "Executive Committee." It was a natural result that the people should exhibit the same illiberal small souled feeling. I should remark that this present mission is really under the direction of the Stake Presidency – they having notified the bishops to call meetings etc. Jan 4. Bro Cluff proceeded to Payson, at which place an appointment is made for tonight; and I returned to Provo. My ride was worse than yesterdays – I will try to catch the train next time. I went to Payson by evening freight train. We held our meeting as per appointment. The spirit exhibited here was certainly more liberal than when we were last night – yet their is illiberabity toward this moment. A mans pocket is his tenderest spot. We stayed at the residence of Bishop Tanner. Jan 5 I am quite busy at home preparing for next term's work, so feel anxious to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p040.jpg) 18 be at home during the day if possible, I returned to Provo by morning train and Bro. Cluff proceeded to Santaquin. I attended Fast Meeting in the Third Ward during the morning, and by call addressed the people. In the afternoon, by special request, Elder Maeser and myself attended the funeral services of Sister Ella Lewis – – a young lady of esteemable qualities who was formally a student of the Academy. She was on a visit to friends, and a week ago was in perfect health; now she is a corpse. Her body was brought home this morning, by the train upon which I came – and thereon I met her folks and promised to speak at her services. In the evening went to Santaquin by freight train; and rejoined Bro. Cluff at the residence of the Bishop. We held our meeting as usual, and compared with other places the success was gratifying. The Bishop here is awake and alive, and of course the people are also. We slept at the residence of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p041.jpg) 88 Bro. Stickney – a friend of Bro. Cluff's. Jan. 6 We returned to Provo by early train. Our intentions were to proceed at once to Goshen, but as the Stake Priesthood Meeting is to be held in Provo tomorrow we thought it best to suspend the gospel appointment. A companion of notes between us and the other brethren who have been visiting other wards shows the same success – "As with the Priest, so with the people." Jan 7 Attended Priesthood Meeting in the morning. Jan 8 Sunday. been up Elder Driggs and myself had been appointed to preach as Home Missionaries in Springville today; but President Smoot revoked the appoint- ment and instructed me to go to American Fork in educational interests I requested Bro. Driggs to accompany and we went over by sleigh in the afternoon accompanied by Sister Driggs and Sister Tanner. Held meeting as appointed and I trust with good results. There seemed to be a liberal spirit among the people. After ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p042.jpg) 18 meeting we returned – the ladies visiting on the undertaking, which to me seemed somewhat rash. It was a very cold ride – the thermometer reading 11 below zero. Jan 9 Work recommenced in the Academy today for second term. Jan. 10 Attended a specially called meeting of the High Council in the evening to deliberate on matters pertaining to the Provo Live Reading Rooms. Jan 11. Paid visit to the folks on the farm during the afternoon. Ad- ministered to the Bro. Hamblin – a student. Jan 13. Delivered an experimental lecture before the Polysophical Society on "Static Electricity." Jan 14 Went to Salt Lake City to procure apparatus & supplies. By special per- mission from the Executive Committee I was permitted to purchase an outfit for the attachment of Electric bells in the Academy building; also a Barometer for my own use & that of classes, I had an interview with the President of the ZCMI. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p043.jpg) 88 Directors who own the building now used by the Academy, and received permission to sink an Artesian Well for use in the Laboratory Etc – the outlay to apply on rent acct. Jan 15 Sunday. This is the coldest day experienced here for a long time. Before sunrise the temperature was -17° F; and not above –5° F at noon. I attended missionary meeting in the morning, and regular stake meeting in afternoon. Attended the funeral of Bro. Jos. Gray a veteran in the Church. Jan 17 Work commenced on the well and the Electric bells in good running order. In the evening attended a special meeting of the Council to farther consider the Reading Room situation. Jan 18 This afternoon my horse fell on an icy part of the road while I was riding him. The fall resulted in a painful sprain & bruise on my right foot, but if there had to be a fall this was perhaps a fortunate one, as my leg might easily have been fractured ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p044.jpg) 18 Jan 20. Yesterday & today have had to dispense with shoes and walk with a stick. This evening I delivered a lecture before the Polysophical Society on Dynamic Electricity with experiments. Jan 22 Attended a reunion of the City Sabbath Schools in morning. In the evening attended and addressed the Third Ward Meeting. Jan 26 Assisted in administering to Bro Maeser, who is confined at home with a severe cold on his lungs. Jan. 28 Administered to Bro. Maeser again; also at Homer Bushman; one of the students. Jan 29 Sunday. Elder Driggs and myself preached in the capacity of Home Missionaries in Spanish Fork today I returned to Provo by evening train; Bro. Driggs coming later by was. Jan. 30 Attended regular monthly meeting of the High Counsil. Jan. 31 Attended a special meeting of the High Council together with the Bishop and the acting Priesthood of Provo to consider the reorganizing of the Beneficiary Fund to the B. Y. Academy, The results were pleasing. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p045.jpg) 88 Feb 3. Went to Salt Lake City on business connected with the Academy. Attended theatre in evening. Stayed at Valley House. Feb 4. Have been desirous for some time of visiting the Eastern shore of the Salt Lake for the purpose of making examinations and collecting specimens; and according to previous appointment with some friends I went to Kaysville, Davis Co. by early train today. Bro. Golden Kimball a former student of the Academy and at present Sergeant- at arms in the Council of the Utah Legislation accompanied me. We went from the depot to the residence of a Brother Smith – a grandfather to Bro. Kimball's wife. He placed his buggy at our disposal, and in other ways showed us marked favor. We went to "Syracuse" – a bathing resort by the Lake on the line of the Utah Central Railway and procured specimens. Returned to Bro. Smiths' at which place Bro. Kimball stayed, or rather to which placed he returned after taking me on to Kaysville. ————————————— —— Here in Kaysville, I called at the residence of a former student ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p046.jpg) 18 of the Academy, the present teacher for the District School in this town, and above all a very dear friend to me. It was not without previous thought that I arranged to stop in Kaysville, for I had intended and desired to make the call alluded to and this intention and desire I believe influenced me even more strongly than the "specimens," and "examination of the Lake shore" to make the present trip, for these pursuits could have been prosecuted at other and even more favorable times. But I wished to see my friend – Miss May Booth – a noble woman, devoid of the great blemish of artificiality so widely affecting our girls; a sincere woman, and above all a woman who makes the living of her religion the supreme object of her existence. Such is my opinion of her, as conceived from a long observation of her as a earnest pupils; though our as- sociations have never been other than those of teacher and student. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p047.jpg) 88 I had made the matter of my intentions toward her a subject of sincere prayer, and I felt that God approved my motives ; and this evening, I asked the lady the greatest and deepest question which man can ever propound to woman – of she would be my wife. Her positive answer was given me exactly in the way which I had of the Lord to accept as a sign of His approval – and I thank Him for this great gift. – the promise of a woman noble and true. My love toward her is no idle facination – it is a love founded on respect and esteem; and such I feel will lifve. The time of our union will depend upon circumstances; but I feel to urge that it shall not be long delayed. I returned to Salt Lake City by the night train; stayed again at the Valley House Feb. 5 Sunday Returned to Provo by early morning train. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p048.jpg) 18 Feb. 6 Today the Convention of the "People's Party," was held to nominate officers for the city to be voted for at the municipal election one week from today. I was honored with the nomination as Councilor from the Third Ward and I accept only on the counsel of the authorities; for I truly dislike political office. The question of preserving the ordinance pro- hibiting the sale of liquor within the city is at present deeply agitating the minds of the people, and it is desired by the Priesthood that such men shall be placed in office as are staunch upon this subject. Feb. 7 Went to Payson according to a previous appointment and delivered a lecture in the Meeting House under the auspices of the Y.M.M.I.A. on "Intemperance" illustrated by charts. Was kindly entertained at the residence of Bro. Huish. Feb. 8. Returned to Provo by early morning train. Feb. 10 Took charge of the students party – ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p049.jpg) 88 –– this was a task for me. All passed off pleasantly. Feb 12 Sunday According to previous ap- pointment Elder Driggs and myself went to Salem and officiated as Home Missionaries. Returned at night Travelled horseback. Feb. 14. Attended High Council Meeting Feb. 16 A lecture had been arranged for this evening in the Theatre under the auspices of the Provo Free Reading Rooms, the proceeds to be equally divided between the Reading Rooms and the Polysophical society, or rather the fund for procuring new views. This is the first test of the new optical lantern (See Dec 3" 1887) and it is in every respect a satisfactory one. My subject was "The Sun, Moon, and Stars." The audience was a flattering one, and the net proceeds amounted to about $3000. The prices were set low to admit all who were desirous of attending. Entries from Feb. 20 to March 5 inclusive were made after the latter date:– ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p050.jpg) 18 Feb. 20 Today, a painful accident befel me. While pouring molten slag from an Assay Crucible into the Mould, or rather after such had been poured, an explosion occurred, by which some of the fused material was thrown into my left eye. My first impression was that the eye was entirely ruined; the pain of course was intense. I called for assistance; and asked that the teachers of the Academy administer to me. They did so; and I received another manifestation of the power of the Priesthood; for the pain immediately ceased. It returned later but in the interval I revived from the effects. Dr. Milton H. Hardy and Dr. Walter R. Pike came as soon as they heard of my condition and examined the eye. They an- nounced severe burning of the lids and a gash on the ball of the eye about half an inch in length. I was told to keep away from the light, and not try to use the other eye. The pain continued intense during the day. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p051.jpg) 88 The evening of this date had been set as the time for the convening of the new City Council, as a member of which I was nominated by the People's Party – Feb. 6 and elected Feb. 13. I was taken in a blind condition to the Council Chamber, and there subscribed to the oath of office; and received the Certificate of election. Feb 21 Last night was a very miserable one; constant pain; and today was spent in the same condition I remained in my private office at the Academy all day, entirely unable to attend to work of any sort. The eye was very inflamed, and the only relief I experienced from the excruciating pain was by anointing and administration of the priesthood; and that never failed. I was under promise to lecture this evening in American Fork; but the arrangements were of course countermanded. I very unwisely insisted on staying alone in my room at night. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p052.jpg) 18 and the result was a rather disagreeable experience. Sleep was out of the question, and the night was long; but it came to an end. Feb. 22. This is a legal holiday – Washington's birthday; and of course school is not in session. This morning early Bro. Cluff – the gentleman at whose house I board – called at my room, and I gladly accepted his offer and went to his house to stay. Sister Cluff seems always happy when helping someone, and her kindness was almost without bounds. I was soon snugly ensconsed in a comfortable room – though I could not see a thing in it. Some days after this time, Sister Cluff informed me that on this morning I appeared really in a pitiable condition During the preceeding night according to the Doctors' instruction I had tried to prepare a poultice of tea-leaves, and steeped the leaves by the aid of a small oil stove. I had stained my clothes with the tea, and blackened my face with ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p053.jpg) 88 the soot. The day was passed in pain. At different times I was administered to by Elders David John, K. G. Maeser, Josiah Cluff; and B. W. Driggs, and in each separate occasion was eased for a time. The Priesthood promised me recovery, and also that the sight should be preserved; and I felt faith in the assurance. Feb 23. This day was the most severe of the whole experience. Of course I was still kept in darkness; and both eyes tightly bandaged. Oh! What must darkness forever be! Him I can sympathetically feel for the blind – and my brother Albert especially. He has been blind now over fourteen years; and yet he has learned the lesson of contentment and resignation This night was worst – the eye ball throbbing so violently as to be observed in motion through thick bandages; and it bled profusely. I had been compelled to remain in an upright con- dition since the accident; lying ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p054.jpg) 18 down always increased the pain. The physicians have dosed me heavily with morphine. Still the promise of the Priesthood is recog- nized. I was administered to by Prests. Smoot and John and Bro. Cluff. Feb. 24 Pain less severe than yesterday still unable to lie down; or to sleep without opiates. My friends are all expressing great sym- pathy; though by the physicians' orders they cannot see me. I feel the effect of their prayers. Admin- istered to today by Bros. Cluff, Driggs and Maeser. Each night some kind and sympathetic students comes to the house and stays with me. Bros. Hyrum Anderson and John Foote have thus far alternated in their kind vigils. The anxious attentions of Bro. and Sis. Cluff are deeply felt. Feb. 25. Inflammation apparently subsiding through the eye bleeds and discharges profusely. My ease is sure while and after the brethren administer ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p055.jpg) 88 Administered to today by Bros. Cluff and D. John. Bro. Nephi Savage a student kindly stayed with me during the night. Feb. 26 Sunday Was prayed for today in the Prayer Circles and also in Missionary Meeting; and the effects were realized. Considerably better today; though of course still in darkness. Was administered to by Prests. John and Cluff, and by Bro Josiah Cluff. Feb 27 Still better; able to eat with relish today. The doctors pronounce the improvement almost miraculous. I feel it so. I am a believer in Faith; but I think it should be accompanied by works also. For this reason I submit to the treatment of medical men of skill. My eye had to be freed from the foreign bodies – and this required works. I believe in doing all I can to help myself by my own labors as well as by the aid of others; and then ask the Lord to accept of and recognise the endeavor. Was administered to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p056.jpg) 18 by Bro. Josiah Cluff. Bro. Jno. Foote stayed with me at night. Feb. 28 Still improving; and thankful Unable to open the eye of course, but the swelling is subsiding. Sister Cluff is untiring in her attentions – bathing the eye at short intervals, and caring for me to the best of her strength. Every day some one comes down from the farm, Mother and my Sister Polly and Sarah or John has been down each day Feb 29 Leap year day! Still better. Able to slightly open the eye. Doctors still say it is scarcely a natural recovery. March 1 Still growing better and encourajed. Swelling so far down as to permit the eye to open slightly. Mar 2 & 3. Improvement very rapid these days. Am able to use the other eye, though I get a severe scolding frm the doctors when they hear of my uncovering the organ. May 4 Sunday. Bro. Cluff led me to the Academy today. I announced to the doctor my intention of going to the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p057.jpg) 88 School tomorrow and endeavoring to resume labors. He protested; but I feel it my duty – of course I shall try to exercise the greatest care; but the classes have been stopped and the students are losing valuable time. Mar 5 Went to the Laboratory; strength seemed to come to me as the classes followed each other; and although I intended but to take a few I succeeded in conducting the whole line of classes. At night I felt only naturally tired in consequence. It was a healthful fatigue – this night I slept well without opiates for the first time. But my greatest thanks are due for the clear way in which the benefit of this accident has been shown me. I cannot describe in detail even here in my private journal; but I have been made to know that if this mishap had not befallen me, a more terrible thing might have happened. Some day I may explain it farther. The ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p058.jpg) 18 Priesthood has repeatedly promised me that this accident and the suffering following it were for my good; and that declaration is understood and realized by me. This night the City Council met in regular session. I felt able to go and went. Bro. Farrer, a Councilor, led me to and from the Council Room. The important business of appointing city offices and considering reports was at- tended to tonight. Mar 6. At my post again stronger and better than ever, Eye still bandaged of course. Mar. 7-8. Am able to attend to all class work; and thankful for the ability Mar 9. I have been under promise to give the illustrated lecture with the new lantern on the "Sun Moon and Stars" before the students. As many of them will leave next week, this was considered the best time; and the lecture was given tonight. I did not go in the room till ready to begin and left as soon as I closed. I feel no ill results except natural fatigue. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p059.jpg) 88 Mar 10. Saturday – Able to be in my office all day, attending to work; and so, in spite of the doctors' prophecies I am nearing perfect recovery. For it thanks are due the Giver of good and to Him I render them. And then also I thank the Priesthood holders who have been untiring in my behalf; Bro. & Sis. Cluff who have been a father and mother to me and my many sympathetic friends. Mar 11 Sunday. Spent the day quietly. It would scarcily have been wise to attend meetings perhaps at least so brethren in position counselled me. Yesterday and today have been taken up in sessions of the Quarterly Stake Conference. The officers were resustained without change. Mar 14 This afternoon I went on the farm and visited the folks. They were delighted to see me and I them. Father was especially pleased – he had not been able to visit me while ill, and after having heard of the nature of the injury really ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p060.jpg) 18 was without hope that the sight would be spared. My brother Albert who has been in darkness for years was deeply affected. Returned home in evening early. Mar. 17 Saturday Another week of labor done; and without in- jurious result. Our half term is ended. Another session of ten weeks and the summer vacation is here. So passes time; apparently leaving more undone than it sees finished. Mar 18 Sunday. Presided at and addressed the Missionary Meeting this morning. Mar. 21 Visited folks on the farm. Found all tolerably well. Mar 19 Attended an adjourned meeting of the City Council. Mar 23 Visited folks on farm again, Administered to Bro. Newton Noyes – a student. Mar 24 Attended the afternoon session of the District Court. This had been the day set by the Judge for sentencing several brethren ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p061.jpg) 848 convicted under the infamous "Edmunds' Tucker" Act. – convicted of acknowledging and supporting their families! This is to the United States Government, a Crime! Among the prisoners was my friend and fellow laborer Bro. Maeser. He had pleaded guilty to the charge. His sentence was a fine of $30000. And the costs of prosecution. By special pressure brought to bear upon the judge through the gentile part of the community who entertain a respect for educational labor, he was spared imprisonment. In the afternoon, according to previous appointment I visited the City Cemetery with the other members of the City Council, to inspect the condition of the grounds and to plan for the future. At night I attended an adjourned session of the City Council. Soon after opening the Council went into an executive or a secret session and remained so till late. The topic was the Legion question – "shall ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p062.jpg) 18 drinking saloons be licensed in Provo? Some of the members have taken seats in the Council with professed intentions to show the acting officers in the Priesthood that Church and State are no longer one in Utah; and such members leave the pathway of their argument and desert the beaten track of logic frequently to make such assertions. The Church does not profess to direct the affairs of state:–but speaking of my own position as a member of the Council – I consider that I have a sacred trust to bear and honor – that of acting officially for the best good of the people; and if at any time and in any one direction my duty be not to me entirely clear, I have the right to seek advice from the source which to me is most promising; and if that be the channel of inspira- tion and revelation established by God – to that source I shall apply. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p063.jpg) 88 Mar 25 Sunday. By call of the Presidency I addressed the Stake Meeting this afternoon. Mar 26 Attended regular meeting of the High Council Mar 27 Attended an adjourned meeting of the City Council - another secret session, and another ventilation of views on the Liquor question. I addressed the Council tonight and opposed the movement to license saloons among us, on the grounds of its being illogical and improper to attempt to legalize crime, and again that the word of God and his Priesthood was opposed to the use of intoxicants. In con- clusion I urged that the question be submitted to a vote of the citizens. All members of the Council except myself favor the license system. The Executive officers of the City – Mayor, Marshall and Attorney are of one mind, that liquor must be sold under regulation in Provo – Mar 28. Visited Folks on the Farm. Father has sold his property in the City, and owns now the Farm only ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p064.jpg) 18 Mar. 30 Delivered a lecture before the Polysophical Society on "Mind in Animals." Mar 31 Visited Folks on Farm. In afternoon moved remainder of my books, specimens etc from the old home to my office in the Academy; as the possession of the property will now be taken by the present owner. April 1. Was present by invitation at a meeting of the Stake officers of the Improvement Asso- ciations with Elder Junius F. Wells of the General authorities of the Associations, discussing preliminaries to the establishment of Reading Circles and the prescribing of Reading Courses for the young People and other points. April 2 Attended reg a meeting of the High Council during the after- noon. By appointment it became my lot to act as speaker on the side of Justice. In the evening attended regular meeting of the High City Council ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p065.jpg) 88 April 3 At night attended adjourned meeting of the City Council. The question of liquor license was again discussed; and a resolution introduced to submit the question to a vote of the people. This was referred to the Committee on Judiciary. April 4. I had promised to deliver a lecture this evening in the Theatre under the auspices of the Free Reading Room Committee, and for the benefit of that worthy institution. The weather was very inclement – very rainy and bad: and the attendance was small. Subject – "The Infidels' Book" illustrated with views. April 5 In the evening met informally with other members of the Judiciary Committee of the City Council. April 6 Took the Chemistry and Physics classes on visit of inspection to several establishments in Provo. April 7 Saturday. Went by early train to Salt Lake City and attended ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p066.jpg) 18 meetings of the Conference. Returned to Provo at night. Then attended meeting of the Judiciary Committee of the City Council. April 8 Sunday. Addressed Missionary Meeting in the morning. April 9 Attended adjourned meeting of the City Council. The resolution pro- viding for the submitting the report question of licensing saloons to the popular vote of the people was referred to the Committee of the whole; and therein another edition of extreme views was indulged in The vote was taken and lost. This virtually grants license to sell liquor in Provo. The Judiciary Committe was in- structed to Forthwith draft an ordinance granting liquor license. April 11. Attended a special meeting of the High Council today – all day – Three of the Apostles were present – the special subject being the investigation ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p067.jpg) 88 of certain rumors which had been curculated against the members of the Council. Much was found to be unwarranted and unsustained. April 14 Went to Pleasant Grove today by horseback; visited Grandma. Then proceeded to American Fork Canon and made some Geological Examinations and collections. By this time it was near dark, so I went over to Alpine, and there visited Bro. Booth's family. Allowed my jaded horse to rest, and rested myself till about midnight and then rode home; - in all about 45 miles April 15 Sunday. Presided at and addressed Missionary Meeting during morning – Bishop J.P.R. Johnson of Provo today donated to the institution an elegant sacramental set. Addressed the Circle Meeting in the afternoon, and the First Ward Meeting at night. April 16 City Council met in adjourned session tonight – I was present. The ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p068.jpg) 18 topic was the License ordinance. I presented a remonstrance signed by 289 citizens protesting against the proposed change, but it was unheeded. A Bill was introduced providing for saloon license and reached its second reading; pending which Council adjourned till the 18th inst. April 18. This day had been selected in the Field Club meeting as the starting time on an excursion to Tintic. All arrangements were made to start this afternoon, and the party numbering 17 left for the South, but owing to the meeting of the City Council and the probability that the final vote on the license ordinance would be reached to night it was thought best that I be present. I attended the meeting – the bill reached its third reading; but after all was not finally acted upon. Council adjourned near midnight and at 1.15 am April 19 I April 19 took Denver and Rio Grande ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p069.jpg) 88 train to overtake the Scientific party Proceeded to Spanish Fork, and after some delay aroused part of the company – one wagonload and we proceeded to Payson where we found the other members of the party and on we went. Reached Utah Valley Iron Mines before noon; after examining and collecting here, we went on to Silver City and spent considerable time in the Dragon Mines and vicinity thence proceeded to Mammoth Hollow and camped. After supper we explored the Cave as usual and then came – bed; and it was a welcomed. duty. April 20. Kindly recieved by Supt. Ren[-] of the Mammoth Mine; we spent greater part of forenoon here gathering very valuable specimens thence we moved on to Eureka Here the party was right royalty received and treated by Capt. Day of the Bullion Beck Mine and Mr McChrystal of the Eureka. After spending some hours in the mines we moved on to Goshen, stopping ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p070.jpg) 18 at the Homansville Mills on the way. Ap 21. Rose early and drove to mouth of Santaquin Cañon After breakfast the party scattered over the hill gathering specimens, and at 11 a.m. we broke camp for home. Reached Provo late in afternoon after what is perhaps the most successful trip of its kind we have ever had. Ap. 22. Sunday. Was appointed today as a Home Missionary in Payson; but missed the train accidentally. I took horse however and reached that place in time. Returned home after meeting Ap 23. Attended City Council Meeting The final vote on the Liquor License Ordinance was taken, Bro. Hansen and myself being the only members voting in the negative. And now the measure is a law. Ap 24. I went to American Fork this evening by a previous appointment to deliver a lecture under the anspice of the Improvement ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p071.jpg) 88 Association; but found some mistake had been made in setting the meeting; one announcement being that the lecture would be this evening, and another tomorrow night. There was no meeting held. I returned home by midnight train. Ap 28 Went to Salt Lake City on business Returned at night. While in the City, Elder Norman who has recently been ordained a Patriarch, met me, and while shaking me by the hand pronounced over me a blessing. – That my testimony of this work should yet do good to thousands; that I should live as long as life was desirable; that knowledge and wisdom should be given me:– April 29 Sunday In the afternoon by call of the presiding officer I addressed the Stake meeting; and in the evening addressed the Third Ward meeting by call of the Bishop. April 30 Attended regular monthly meeting of the High Council. The meeting was a short one. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p072.jpg) 18 May 1. In the evening attended a special [--] called meeting of the City Council – called to consider applications from liquor sellers for license under the new ordinance. Three licenses were granted. May 4 Delivered an Address before the Polysophical Society. May 5 Attended the regular monthly meeting of the Priesthood of the Stake. The question of the policy of licensing the sale of liquor was brought up, and Prest. Smoot, as heretofore expressed his great objections to legalizing the traffic in any way. A motion was introduced that the Priesthood of the stake sustain the President in his policy against the liquor traffic. The feeling had risen so high that a High Councillor arose and spoke strongly against the motion. His objection however was the only one urged. All others voted in favor of the resolution. May 6 Sunday. By special appointment I went to Alpine today and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p073.jpg) 88 preached at the morning meeting in the interest of the Improvement Associations. Went to Pleasant Grove and spoke there in the evening on the same topic. Returned home after the night meeting. A forty mile ride today. May 7 Attended regular meeting of the City Council. May 12 Attended the meeting of the Conference of the Young Peoples' Improvement Association of the Stake, and addressed the congregation. May 9 (Omitted):– By special request I preached today at the funeral of Richard Mitchel, a young man, who was killed by an accident in the cañon a few days ago. May 20 Sunday. Went to Santaquin today and preached as a Home Missionary in company with Bro. Josiah Cluff. In evening, proceeded to Payson and spoke there in the interests of the Improvement Associations. We stayed at the residence of Bro. Huish. May 21 Returned to Provo by early train. In evening attended meeting of the City Council ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p074.jpg) May 25 Went to Salt Lake City. Returned same night. May 25 School closed today for the year under very favorable auspices. May 27 Went to Alpine today with an appointment to preach there in the evening; but the meeting was adjourned owing to the death of Elder R.T. Booth – a patriarch in the town. His demise occured in the early evening, and was really unlooked for. I was by his side at the time of his departure; and I note this as the first natural death I have ever witnessed. Bro. Booth is the father of May (See Feb. 4) and his death calls for a postponement of our plans, which were, that our union should take place on Wednesday next May 30. We do not hold the keys of life and death, and such occurrences are inevitable. I returned to Provo during the night. May 29 Went to Alpine and attended funeral services of Bro. Booth Returned same night. May 28 Attended regular meeting of the High Council ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p075.jpg) 88 June 2 Went to Salt Lake City to attend the exercises of the Young Mens' Mutual Improvement Association Conference. By previous appointment, I took part in the work by delivering a lecture at night in "Science in the Associations." Stayed at Bro J.F. Wells' June 3 Sunday Attended regular services of the conference, and returned to Provo in evening. June 4 In the evening, I attended the regular meeting of the City Council. The position of C[---] Alderman from the Third Ward is now vacant, owing to the resignation of Bro. B. W. Driggs the regularly elected incumbent. At the time of the election, many desired me to accept the position, but I declined to have my name proposed, thinking the duties of the office too engrossing for my time. When the Alderman resigned, I was again desired to consent to a nomination, which I declined and another man was offered the position by vote of a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p076.jpg) 18 majority of the Council, though much against the wishes of the people of the Ward which they lost no opportunity to express. The feeling was very high, and the gentleman in question formally declined to accept the office. I was informed tonight, and that by men in the Council who have been my opponents on many points, that I was again their choice. To avoid further discussion on the vexing subject at adjournment time tonight I consented to have my name proposed. The nomination was unanimously sustained and I was duly appointed Alderman. Thereupon I tendered my resignation as Councillor, which was of course accepted. Same evening I filed bonds of $1000 with the Probate Judge, Bro. J. C Graham and Jorgen Hansen kindly signing as sureties, and I took the oath of office. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p077.jpg) 88 June 10. June 10 Sunday By call of the authorities I today preached at the general Stake Meeting June 11 Attended City Council Meeting. June 12 Went to Sal Alpine in evening to meet May and start toward Manti. June 13. We left Alpine in early morning and proceeded to American Fork by team, thence to Nephi by Utah Central Train thence to Chester Sanpete Co. by the Sanpete Valley road; thence to Manti by private conveyance. We reached Manti at 5.40 p.m. and were accommodated with quarters at the Temple Boarding House. Here we met many old friends, and made a number of new ones. June 14. This day we made application for admission to the Temple — presented our recommends and passed in. The services of that holy place are too sacred to admit of comment – they are to me more and more impressive as they are witnessed. After the ordinances as all preliminaries had been satisfactorily arranged ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p078.jpg) [The following newspaper clippings attached over handwritten text] The Utah Enquirer. Friday June 15, 1888. Hymeneal Consummation. Yesterday, in the Manti Temple, Prof. Jas. E. Talmage and Miss Merry May Booth, were united in the holy bonds of matrimony. Miss Booth is the youngest daughter of the late R. T. Booth, who lately died at Alpine, and graduated from the B. Y. Academy in 1887, and has passed nineteen summers in this earthly probation. Prof. Talmage is well-known to the people for his integ- rity and untiring efforts for the public good. Though only twenty-five years of age, his name has became enshrined in the hearts of the people among whom he is constantly laboring for good. The event was celebrated very quietly, owing to the recent sad bereavement in the family of the bride. Our best wishes go with the young pair in their embarkation on the sea of matrimony and trust that their voyage may be smooth and pleasant; but should it at times be cloudy, we hope it will re- sult only in the better appreciation of the glorious sunlight of a Father's care. Though fools spurn Hymen's gentle powers, We, who improve his golden hours, By sweet experience know That marriage, rightly understood, Gives to the tender and the good A paradise below. Deseret News A Benedict Now. We have received a card on which is the following statement: "James E. Talmage and Merry May Booth, mar- ried at Manti, June 14th, 1888." There it is in a nutshell, in the Professor's terse and sensible style. Plenty of prosperity to the estimable couple. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p079.jpg) 18 such as procuring a marriage law license, and a certificate etc Merry May Booth and myself were married at the altar of the temple by Prest. Daniel H. Wells. We are sworn to each other for all time and eternity — May our Father help us hold our integrity toward each other forever. It is a momentous change in my life. Yesterday I stood alone — today blessed with a wife. We were greeted with the warmest congratulations and the best of wishes [---] by our friends. June 15. Started by stage at 5 a.m. on our return stopped at Nephi a short time — at the residence of Bro. Schroder. Reached Alpine by early evening. At Provo we were met by a number of friends and were informed that the Third Ward desired to tender us the honor of a reception and public greeting. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p080.jpg) 88 Owing to the very recent sad bereavement in the family of my wife however, it was thought by both of us proper to thank the kind friends who are so willing to show their respect, but to decline accepting the compliment. June 16 Spent the day quietly and pleasantly. June 17 Sunday. My appointment as a Home Missionary was today in Cedar Valley. Bro. A. L. Booth and myself started this morning from Alpine horseback to fill the appointment. We reached Cedar Fort by 10 am and were kindly received by Bishop Bennett and family. Preached at the morning meeting; and after dinner proceeded to Fairfield and preached there; then returned to Cedar Fort and held an evening meeting. Stayed at the residence of Bishop Bennett. The wind and dust have been very severe today. June 18 Returned to Alpine. In evening, my wife and I left and proceeded ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p081.jpg) [The following newspaper clipping attached over text in top left corner] Returned Home. Prof. J. E. Talmage and his bride re- turned to Provo Monday evening. The Third Ward proposed tendering the hap- py couple a grand reception, but in view of the recent death of the bride's father the reception was kindly declined. We bid Brother and Sister Talmage welcome home. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p082.jpg) 18 to Provo. Here we were kindly met by friends and taken to my old home — Bro. Cluff's. A happy reception. June 19. We spent the day on the farm with the folks. Jun 21 I went to Salt Lake City on business. In afternoon Bro. O. H. Berg of Provo and myself went to the Penitentiary and enjoyed a pleasant visit with several of the brethren who are there incarcerated for doing the will of their God. Returned to Provo same evening. Attended theatre, to witness the performance of Mr. Bandman but that gentleman being somewhat angry declined to appear and placed a substitute on the stage without in any way calling the attention of the audience to the fact. The Manager of the Theatre informed the audience and there was quite a scene. June 23 According to previous arrangements went today in company with Dr. M. H. Hardy, the County Supt. of Schools, to "Forrest Lake," in the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p083.jpg) 88 upper part of American Fork Cañon, at which place the teachers of the county are encamped in summer convention. We went horseback, and reached camp after a very dusty ride about nightfall. In the evening session – held around a blazing camp- fire – with logs as desks and tree trunks as seats. I delivered a short lecture on "Invention and Discovery. June 24 Sunday. As it was necessary that Dr. Hardy be again in Provo this evening, we were com- pelled to travel on the Sabbath day. We left camp near noon, passed over the mountains into Provo Cañon, thence home; arriv- ing in Provo about 10 p.m. June 25 Engaged to rent a house belonging to Mr. Richard Brereton of Provo. It is situated about a block from Bro. Cluffs so that our removal is not to a very great distance. It is a neat cottage, conveniently arranged; five rooms in all. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p084.jpg) 18 June 25 Con. Made arrangements today for cleaning and setting in order. – A very practical illustration of housekeeping and married life. Today also I met informally with some of the B. Y. Academy Trustees, and talked over the condition of our school. At the last General Church Conference, (April last) a "Board of Education" was appointed by the authorities and sustained by the people, with the duty of directing and encouraging the educational movements of the Latter-day Saints. The declared intention of this Board is to establish institutions after the pattern of the Brigham Young Academy in the various stakes of Zion; and also a general or central school in Salt Lake City. Undoubtedly, this is a grand movement, and if carried into full effect will place the educational affairs of our people on a much higher plane. It is the expectation ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p085.jpg) 88 June 25 Con. that Prof. Maeser who by the way is a member of this "Board of Education," will be called to a position of general supervision of these schools; and the general authorities have expressed their desire that I take a place in the Salt Lake City institution. A few days ago I was asked by a representative of this Board of Education, whether I would accept the position referred to if so requested by the proper authorities. I replied that in these matters I considered myself subject to the call and direction of the author- ities in the Church, and that I would respond at once. Our Board of Trustees, do not view the movement with full favor thinking that the interests of the Academy will in some degree suffer – it being relegated to the position of a Stake Academy – one among many – while the Central Institution is to be established in Salt Lake City. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p086.jpg) 18 The Trustees urge my remaining at the Academy at least during the ensuing school year, and offer me the position of Principal. The President of the Board directed me to prepare the Circular for the next Academic year. June 26. Busier than ever preparing for household responsibilities. Tacking down carpets, putting up stoves ect ect - Pleasant occupation? Yes, I suppose so; it is said that wise men always like the inevitable – they persuade themselves that the circumstances that be are the most pleasurable imaginable. I try to believe that I am wise in such matters, but at times I must confess that I feel very foolish. But I am happy and proud, and above all thankful to my God that such duties now rest upon me. June 27 In the morning sat in the Justice's Court. This is the first case brought before me in my new position. It was a case of intoxication ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p087.jpg) 88 Today, my wife and I accompanied by Sister Cluff started out on a purchasing expedition – in quest of furniture, household utensils etc. This was an initiation into a new field of action. We started out bright and early, and returned weary and late. We have a fair start in necessary fittings. We are furnishing a a plain manner the small kitchen, also a dining room, general living room etc. (all in one); and a cozy little front room called by my wife "the parlor," and by myself "the office and study room." – it serves for both; and one bedroom. In the evening according to previous appointment, I went to Springville to lecture there under the auspices of the Improvement Associations; on the subject of "Nature and Nature's God." I have been requested by the Springville people, since before the time of the accident to my eye, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p088.jpg) 18 that I should speak in that place on "Evolution," as a partial offset to the tendency of certain atheistical doctrine inculcated there through the teachings of a certain Dr. York. The subject was treated tonight according to my poor ability under the title first above named. I trust it did some good. Travelled horseback, and returned home after the meeting. June 28. Very busy arranging things in our home; and at night we moved in! So – here I find myself blessed with wife and home. We sincerely trust that God will listen to our prayer of dedication, and give the charge of our household unto the hands of the powers of peace and prosperity. June 29 Continued our household arrange- ments. I am at present very busy preparing the Circular for the ensuing year. The annual meeting of the Board of Trustees should be held tomorrow. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p089.jpg) 88 June 30. Owing to lack of a quorum, the regular meeting of the Board of Trustees was adjourned until Monday next. Another change occured today in plans for the future. Brother Maeser received word from the general authorities of the church, advising him not to tender his resignation as Principal of the Institution according to former intentions; and a second communication reached us from Prest. Woodruff, indicat- ing the desire of the apostles to call me to Salt Lake City at once. Nothing definite can at present be decided upon; the circumstances under which the church authorities are at present placed are such that they cannot be easily reached. July 1 Sunday. I had been appointed to preach as a Home Missionary in Lehi today; but by the directions of the President of the Stake I did not go to that place. I was directed to remain ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p090.jpg) 18 in Provo and to be present at an informal meeting of the Stake Presidency, High Council, Academy Trustees and several prominent brethren, to talk over the future of the Academy. This little gathering took place in the morning. The regret is general that any movement is in contemplation tending toward checking the work of the Academy, here, and such is the light in which most view the present action of the authorities In the afternoon meeting I spoke to the Congregation by call of the Presidency. Also addressed the Prayer Circle in evening. July 2. Visited folks on the farm. In the afternoon I attended the Board of Trustee's Meeting. It was thought best not to consider the draft for the new circular until something more definite is known respecting the future. The meeting adjourned subject to call. Attended City Council in evening ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p091.jpg) 88 July 3. Sat in Justices' Court in morning. – 1 case. In the afternoon, went to Salt Lake City according to previous arrangements to take part in the celebration of Indepen- dence Day tomorrow. Was met on the way by one of the Board of Regents of the University of Deseret; and was spoken to by him relative to becoming a member of the Faculty of the University. He expresses it as his desire and that of other members of the Board that such should be the case. Of course I could give no encouragement to the plans. This is the second time informal advances in this direction have been made. Stayed at the Valley House July 4. The Nations Birthday. At the request of the Committee I had promised to take part in the celebration of today by delivering a short address. I was met at the Walker House by members of the Committee ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p092.jpg) 18 July 4 Con. and taken to a carriage in the line of procession Today there was to be a gener al celebration of all creeds and parties. Such was the proposi- tion of the Liberal Party and it was deemed proper that the Peoples' Party accede. Such however is distasteful to me:– I cannot willingly mingle with the oppressors and persecutors of our people in raising the cry of liberty and freedom! Yet I can agree with them in all things that are just and fair. In the same carriage with myself – a carriage set apart for the speakers of the day, were Judge H. H. Benson of antimormon fame, Judge C. C. Goodwin – the present editor of the Tribune – the foulest of foul sheets – and Judge Zane – the present Chief Justice of Utah – the "Mission Judge" as he is called – he is so unmeaningly severe on all of our people who come before him. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p093.jpg) 88 The procession was a grand spectacle. The formal exercises were held at Liberty Park. Governor West was the President of the Day. Taking the part assigned me on the program as best I could I delivered a short speech – about 15 minutes duration, on "The Characteristics of a Free Man." As soon as the exercises closed we returned to the city. The two carriages containing the Governor, Marshall and the speakers were duly escorted back to the city by a platoon of Cavalry. And herein we were furnished with a striking exam- ple of the true meaning of honor and dignity. – To be guarded by an escort of horse- men under such circumstances, is certainly somewhat in the nature of an honor; but to be almost suffocated from dust as the result of the galloping and maneuvering of the guards is of a different nature. For my own part, I would have gladly ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p094.jpg) 18 dispensed with a degree or two of honor to secure a trifle more comfort. However, it was a grand affair. By great hurry I reached the train in time, and returned to Provo same evening. At night, accompanied by my wife, and my Sister Sadie we visited the public square and witnessed the exhibition of fire works. July 5. Went on the farm early, ac- companying Sister Sadie home,– she had been visiting Provo since day before yesterday. Occupied during most of the morning in the Justice's Court – several cases of ill conduct yesterday Men who talk so loudly of freedom show themselves slaves to themselves. July 6. Sat in Justice's Court in morning Then took my wife and Sister Cluff and family, on the farm and enjoyed a day's visit with our folks. Bro Cluff came up in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p095.jpg) 88 afternoon. We returned to Provo at night. Attended High Council Meeting at night. July 7 Sat in Court again in morning. In evening went to Salt Lake City accompanied by Bro. J. B. Keeler of the Academy, by special invitation and attended the reception given by the teachers of Salt Lake to a party of teachers from the East, now on their way to California. The reception was held at the parlors of the Metropolitan Hotel, and was a success. By request I delivered an address of welcome. Bro. Keeler and I stayed at the Valley House. July 8 Sunday. Bro. Keeler and myself returned to Provo by early morning train. By call of the Bishop I preached before the Third Ward Meeting in the evening. My wife became a member of that ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p096.jpg) 18 ward tonight. We are at present living in the First Ward, but it is thought best that I do not sever my connection with the Third Ward just at present, as our present location may be only a temporary one. July 9 Sat in Alderman's Court during the morning. In the evening attended the regularly called meeting of the registered voters of the city to elect a school trustee. July 10 Meeting of Committee on Fire Department from the City Council was held this night at our house to consider the advisability of establishing fire limits in the City. July 12 Board of Trustees of the Academy met today. I submitted the draft for the Circular prepared in accordance with instructions but owing to the changes now expected, the Scientific Department plans were cut down. July 13. Sat in Justices Court during great part of the day. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p097.jpg) 88 July 15 Sunday:– Went to Salt Lake City by morning train. Met some of the brethren connected with the Stake Academy and made an appointment to hold meeting with them tomorrow evening. Attended Services in the Tabernacle during the afternoon, and in the evening returned to Provo. July 16 Received a letter from President Woodruff who is the chairman of the Church Board of Education, stating that it was the desire of the authorities that I should move to Salt Lake City and labor in the school interests there. In the evening, I went to Salt Lake City, and was met by President Angus M. Cannon, the President of Salt Lake Stake of Zion, and the chairman of the Salt Lake Stake Board of Education; he conducted me along circuitous routes, and finally ushered me into a room in which I was surprised and overjoyed to meet several of the Apostles, – President ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p098.jpg) 18 June 16 Woodruff; Apostles Geo. Q. Cannon, and Jos. F. Smith, and several other brethren who have been in exile and hiding for so long. This was a joyous meeting to me. Thank God for it, and may the Al- mighty keep those martyrs secure. The matter of School interests was talked over at some length. I was informed that it was desirable on the part of the general authorities to establish an institution for higher education in Salt Lake City, and the Scientific branches should receive due attention and that I had been selected to labor in establishing such an institution. President Woodruff expressed ideas similar to those embodied in his letter to me, received in Provo this morning, though bearing date of July 11, " and I quote therefrom:– "It is " the general feeling that we " should have a first class institution " here, under Church auspices, " where sooner or later every " branch of learning can be taught ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p099.jpg) 88 " and acquired, – an institution that " will successfully vie with other " denominational academies and " colleges that are now in existence " or that may hereafter be established " in our midst. In acting upon " this matter, the Church Board " of Education felt to heartily endorse " the request of the Salt Lake Stake " Board as expressed in its " communication to us, that " you should be employed in the " capacity of Principal if it " should be agreeable to you, and " the terms could be made " mutually satisfactory. Should " you agree to take charge of " this institution we trust " that you will enter upon it " in the spirit of a missionary " as well as that of a teacher, " and while it is proper that " you should receive suitable " compensation, we sincerely " hope that this will not be " the ruling feeling with " you, or with anyone who may " engage in a similar capacity, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p100.jpg) 18 "but that it will be a labor of love "as well as one of remuneration." These lines from the President's letter to me convey the chief items of his conversation with me at this interview. The meeting was a pleasant one; the remembrance of it will live long in my soul. President Cannon directed me to proceed with the preparation of the Circular etc, and to meet with the Stake Board of Education on the following day at 10 a.m. As I desired to obtain some papers now at home I returned to Provo by late train (D&RG.Ry). June 17 Went to Salt Lake City by early Utah Central Train. Proceeded at once to the President's office, and there met the President and members of the Stake Board of Education. The Committee of the Uta Salt Lake Stake Academy, already in existence during two years, also met at same time and place; and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p101.jpg) 88 as the Salt Lake Stake Board of Education has been organized by direction of the General Church Board, it was thought that its functions in reality superceded and comprised those of the Salt Lake Stake Academy com- mittee, and the latter thereupon resigned all its authority and powers, also the property pertaining to the Salt Lake Stake Academy to the Stake Board of Education. This Board then proceeded to arrange for the coming year's session of the Salt Lake Stake Academy. I was duly appointed Principal. The matter of my salary was discussed; I was asked to name a figure, which I respect- fully declined to do. The Board then balloted, – the result was that the majority established the salary at $1800 for the coming year, the other named a lower figure. Being questioned upon the matter I suggested that the mean of all the ballots be taken; this was done, and it ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p102.jpg) 18 was decided that $1700 be my salary for the coming school year. The brethren seemed very anxious to allow more; but I am fully satisfied with the figure under all circumstances. After considera- tion of other matters pertaining to the future plans, the Board adjourned, after instructing me to prepare the Circular and place it ready for publication at once. I spent the afternoon and evening writing the Circular, and returned home by the night train, which should have reached Provo at midnight, but owing to delay it did not arrive till 3 a.m. July 18 Sat in Justice's Court during morning. July 19 Went to Salt Lake City by evening train according to previous arrangement, and read the Circular proof sheets. Returned by late train. July 20 Packing up Laboratory supplies – a terribly disagreeable labor. Filled ten (10) large boxes today and have not yet touched the Cabinet. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p103.jpg) 88 July 21 Went to Salt Lake City by morning train. Spent most of day searching for a suitable house – such is hard to find; rent is very high in Salt Lake City. Returned home by night train. July 22 Sunday. Quite unwell today – having lost rest lately. Administered by request to the son of Bro. Joseph Strong a neighbor of ours. The boy fell from the hay loft in the barn yesterday and received very severe injuries – July 23 Sat in Justice's Court, heard 4 cases. July 24 Pioneer day. No public demonstrations of any kind were engaged in in Provo. We passed the day quietly at home. July 25 Busy in Justice's Court the whole day. Tried last case - a drunk, at 10 p.m. July 26 Went to Salt Lake City by early train, and spent most of the day searching for a suitable house to rent. Engaged Bro. Pratt who is in the Real Estate business to arrange for me. Returned at night. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p104.jpg) 18 July 27 Justice's Court kept me busy again most of day. July 28. Spent early part of the day packing in Laboratory. In afternoon went to Salt Lake City and found that Bro. Pratt had engaged 3 Rooms for us.– Returned to Provo same night. July 29 Sunday. By direction of Prest. Smoot, I today addressed the Stake meeting in the Tabernacle. In the afternoon also addressed the Prayer Circle, and resigned as a member of it, this being, in all probability my last Sunday as a resident of Provo. Obtained from the Bishop of my ward a recommend as members in good standing for my wife and self. July 30. Sat in Justices Court most of the day. In the evening attended the regular meeting of the High Council, and by invitation of the Presidency addressed the council, offering my resignation as a member at the same time. July 31 Sat in Justice's Court during morning. – And all spare time was employed in packing! packing! packing! A sad experience – I am ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p105.jpg) 97 of the opinion that such strong medicines as moving away should be taken in moderate doses. We succeeded however in removing all of our effects to the car—ready to be shipped tomorrow. Went back home—to Sister Cluff's, and stayed there at night. In the evening I attended the High Priest's Quorum Meeting, and resigned my position as Clerk of the same. By invitation I addressed the quorum, and received in response the heartiest farewells, and good wishes from the brethren. Such expressions are deeply affecting. August 1. Finished up business in the Justice's Court. A couple of cases were still pending, but by mutual consent of all parties they were transferred to the court of another Alderman. Paid all fines etc. collected into the City Treasury, and received receipts therefor, amounting to $130. Settled all accounts ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p106.jpg) 98 in town. Made a hurried visit on the farm, and bade the folks goodbye. In evening attended a called meeting of the City Council, and made reports of my acts as Justice of the Peace, which were endorsed and accepted. My claim for services as Justice, amounting to $3880 was allowed. I then offered my resignation as a member of the Council, and the events which followed the reading of the same were unlooked for, but no less impressive. I had in no manner expected such warm expressions of esteem and regret in the Council, for I have been opposed in so many matters, by the majority of the members. But my most ardent opponents were the first to declare their good feelings. The "Utah Enquirer" of Aug. 3 says of the matter:— [The following newspaper clippings appear at bottom of page] The resignation of Alderman Talmage will be universally regretted. He was one of the few members of the present city council in whom the people have placed implicit trust. Besides, he was as efficient as trustworthy. The resignation of Alderman Talmage was read and accepted. Expressions of regret were made by members that un- avoidable circumstances required Alder- man Talmage's retirement. The gentle- man evidently had the good will of his associates, many complimentary re- marks being made concerning the gen- tleman's energy and ability, both as a Councilor and City Justice. Alderman Talmage responded in a feeling manner, and thanked the mem- bers of the Council for the kindness and courtesy he had received at their hands during his comparatively brief associa- tion with them. The Council then adjourned. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p107.jpg) Aug 2. My wife and I left Provo by early train this morning, and proceeded at once to our prospective home in Salt Lake City. Arriving then, we plunged at once into work — engaged men to haul our goods from the depot – set towork arrang- ing things, and by night had at least a table, some chairs, and a bed in place, so that we found it possible to eat and sleep. – A heavy day's work. Aug. 3 Rose bright and early and and continuted. By night all things began to look a little like home. And now for a brief description of our home. We have a part- 3 rooms - of a very fine house – "Vine Cottage" as it is appropriately called, situated on Centre Street, no 32 in the 17" Ward, overlooking the Temple, and most of the City, It is a fine location, commanding a beautiful view. Our rooms are small but cozy – A kitchen, which serves also for dining room and living room down stairs, – and a couple of rooms above, one ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p108.jpg) 18 serving as office and parlor, and the other as sleeping room. Each room is provided with closets and corner nooks; so we find ourselves snugly ensconced. I find insufficient room for books however, and have to make many shifts. Our things, including household goods, books, specimens, etc weighed over five thousand pounds. Aug. 4. Able to settle to work a little. Feel more at home. In evening we attended the Theatre. Aug 5. Sunday. By call of of the Stake President, I was taken from the audience at afternoon services in the Large Tabernacle, and addressed the congregation. Aug. 12 Sunday again. The week has passed without special developments – we are still getting settled. I have been busy in getting things ready for work at school. Aug 14. By invitation I was present at a meeting of the Stake Board of Education held this evening in the Presidents' office to consider ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p109.jpg) 88 matters connected with the Salt Lake Stake Academy. Aug. 15. Was present this evening at a meeting of the Priesthood and prominent men of the City held in the Social Hall to consider the project of building suitable quarters for the Stake Academy, and to adopt measures for the conducting of the institution. A most liberal spirit, and a strong desire to hasten the growth of the school were shown. Apostle Richards was present and spoke of the undertaking; also Apostle Geo. Q. Cannon – whose face is seldom seen at present in public assemblies owing to the efforts of our persecutors. Aug. 17 Went to Provo by early train; attended to some matters of business left unfinished at the time of our removal, and returned to Salt Lake same afternoon. Aug 20 According to a notice previously published through the papers ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p110.jpg) 18 I began today the examination of candidates for admission to the Academy. This is to continue during this week and part of next, between 10 a.m. and 2 p.m. Aug. 23. At the request of Bishop H.B. Clawson of the Twelfth Ward, this afternoon I accompanied him and attended the funeral services of a six year old son of Jas. T. Little and delivered the address. Services were held at the house of the bereaved parents. Aug. 25. At the regular meeting of the High Priests' Quorum of Salt Lake Stake I was duly received as a member. By call of the presiding officer I addressed the meeting. Sept 1 The week has been busily em- ployed in preparing for our opening in the Academy. The fitting up of my Cabinet arrangement of apparatus Etc. just received has been a great undertaking. This is the time of the Quarterly Conference in this ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p111.jpg) 88 stake. I attended the meeting today. At the evening meeting, held in the Assembly Hall by call of the President I addressed the meeting. Sept 2 Sunday Attended meetings of the Stake Conference today. By call I preached at the evening meeting. Aug 26 Sunday (omitted). Wife and I attended Ward Meeting this evening - 17 Want, presented our recom- mends and were duly received as members. Sept. 3 Monday – Our Academy opened today. The Stake Board presided at the opening exercises, and I was duly introduced as Principal. The main work of the day was the organization of classes. The attendance is most flattering - 215 and several more applications. Sept. 8 The week has passed favor- ably; work has gone on in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p112.jpg) a pleasing manner. Today I began a labor which is to be performed according to present appearances in a disadvantageous way. At the General Conference of the Young Men's Mutual Improvement Association held June 2 & 3 in Salt Lake City, a course of reading was planned for the Associations, to consist this year of five books; two of which – one on "First Principles of the Gospel" and the other on "Service" I were to be written, and the last named I was appointed to write Since then at various times plans for the prosecution of the work were presented, but as no definite arrangements were made for the printing of the work after it was prepared, I have not begun it up to date. Of course, the subject has recieved my thought and attention, and the general plan of the work is in my mind, but the execution is yet to be ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p113.jpg) 88 commenced. Today however I was informed that all preliminaries were settled, and I was literally dumbfounded to hear that the work should be in the hands of the printer early in October. This means to me for a time incessant labor – being already so fully occupied in school matters. The unsettled state of my affairs during the past few months have made the prosecution of the work almost an impossibility. Now however it has to be done, and that very quickly. Sept 14 Another week has passed in busy occupation and pleasing labor. Our Students' Society was organized today. Sept. 17 Wife and I received today patri- archals blessings from Patriarch Henry Norman – a former neighbor of Grandpa's family in England. It was by Bro. Norman's invitation that we received the blessings. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p114.jpg) Salt Lake City, Sept 17, 1888. A blessing given by Henry Norman, Patriarch, upon the head of James E. son of James J. and Susannah Preater Talmage, born in Hungerford, Berkshire, England, Sept 21, 1862. Beloved Brother James: – I place my hands upon thy head to give thee a patriarchal blessing, which shall be a comfort unto thee as long as thou shalt dwell live upon this land. Thou art like James of old and have the same faith and receive the same power because of the integrity of thy heart and because of the firmness of thy mind. God has preserved thee to come down upon the earth to do a mighty work for thyself, for thy posterity, and for the rising generation. Therefore, beloved brother, lift up your head and rejoice for God has been pleased with thee all the days of thy life; and that has been because of thy integrity and thy prevailing blood which is that of Ephraim and Abraham thy father. Thou shalt ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p115.jpg) 88 live until thou art satisfied with life; and the blessings of the Lord shall rest upon thee, temporal and spiritual, and thou shalt not lack for any good thing. Inasmuch as thou wilt seek to thy Father in Heaven in prayer, thanksgiving, supplication and humility, the Lord will open the vision of thy mind and reveal unto thee by His Spirit, such things as will make thee wise unto salvation, and be a blessing even to hundreds of thy pupils who will come to thee to be taught the ways of the Lord. I ask my Father to bless thee with health, life, strength, wisdom, knowledge, and that intelligence which comes from above; for this is thy desire and what you seek after, morning, noon, and night, and the vision of thy mind is open and God will give thee an abundance for thy benefit. When you received this Gospel, the angels rejoiced and were glad; because thou didst ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p116.jpg) 18 receive it with a pure heart and an honest mind. Because of the faith which thou hast received, and the prayers of thy father and mother who were faithful to the doctrines which they believed in, the Lord thy God has saved preserved thy life from danger, seen and unseen, by day and night, by sea and land and comforted thy heart. Thou hast sought a com- panion, one that the Lord has given unto thee by the spirit of revelation and the gift of the Holy Ghost, which shall be a comfort unto thee as long as you live upon the earth; and you will be unto her. This is thy blessing, and no power shall hinder thee from progressing. Take fresh courage from today, and thou shalt have power with God to overcome every spirit which tries to oppose thee in thy ministry. Thy mouth shall be opened and thy tongue shall be loosed to make many hearts rejoice and be glad. I seal these blessings upon ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p117.jpg) 88 thee, and seal thee up from danger seen and unseen, from evil and wicked designing spirit, and they shall have no power to gainsay thy word. I ask my Father to let thy guardian angel go where thou goest and be round about thee; these are the words of inspiration by the spirit of revelation and the gift of prophecy; and I seal you up my brother that you shall come forth in the morning of the first resurrection, with your own posterity and with those of your father's house that are with thee and with your an- cestors for you will have to do much in redeeming many who have gone behind the vail, in the due time of the Lord; for you are of a noble spirit, and you took your own choice to come down here to do these things. I ask my Father to take charge from today, and I seal these blessings upon you, and every blessing which ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p118.jpg) 18 thy heart desires in righteousness; and you will have the hands of the servants of the Lord prophets and apostles laid upon your head for further advancement in the kingdom of God. You will do much here in teaching thy sex this side of the vail; and then you shall go to a land far off, and gather many unto the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Many will rejoice to hear thy voice and many will receive thee and feed and comfort thee. And I say unto thee, take fresh courage for thou hast waited patiently for this blessing and it is given unto thee by the spirit of revelation and the gift of prophecy, Even so Amen and Amen." My Wife's blessing read as follows:– Salt Lake City Sept. 17th 1888 A blessing given by Henry Norman, Patriarch upon the head of Merry May, daughter of Richard T. and Elsie Edge Booth, and wife of James E. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p119.jpg) 88 Talmage, born in Alpine, Utah Co. Utah, Sept. 29, 1868:– "Merry May; I place my hands upon the crown of thy head in this house this afternoon according to thy desires and thy wishes and ask my Father to pour out His spirit upon you, His handmaiden, and me His servant. Thy heart shall be made to rejoice abundantly in weeks and years to come; because thou hast received the gospel with a pure heart and an honest mind; even as the Lord has directed thee; and thou hast done well in seeking to the Lord for a companion which shall be a great blessing unto you; for he is one that has sought to do good all the days of his life. I speak these things by the spirit of revelation and the gift of prophecy, for your good and comfort; and say you shall live as long as you desire to do good upon this land; only be faithful and humble and receive the counsel of your husband, who holds the priesthood of the Son of God, and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p120.jpg) 18 which will be the head of the house to teach and instruct you and even your family hereafter. For this is according to the order of Heaven, and the order of the Holy Priesthood, which God has revealed on the earth to His servant Joseph the Prophet and also to others that have come down to our day. Thou art like Sarah of old; thou hast chosen the good part, that will never be taken away and thou art a lawful daughter of Ephraim, and entitled to all the blessings of the gospel of Jesus Christ; and thou wilt live and receive thy blessings as thou art able to comprehend them; and the Lord will lengthen out thy days, weeks, months and years to receive these things. Therefore, beloved sister, lift up thy head and rejoice, for there was joy in heaven when you received the gospel, and you received it with an honest heart and a pure mind. I ask my Father to preserve thy life from sickness and death until you have accomplished ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p121.jpg) 88 your work on the earth, from all kinds of calamity which go abroad in the land; but if you are faithful these powers shall not come nigh you, and you shall live and battle with them all and do much good. You will be a teacher also bye and bye of your own sex, to teach them spiritual things as well as temporal; therefore, lift up your head and rejoice and seek to your Father, and prepare your mind for these things; for you are of a noble spirit and God has loved the integrity of your heart, because of the Priesthood you stand by and because of his faith and power, and you will be united with him and the power of the Lord will rest upon you. I ask my Father to strengthen thy weak body that it may become strong to bring precious seed unto the world to be a blessing to thyself and to thy posterity. I pray my Father to let His choicest ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p122.jpg) 18 blessings rest upon you; even the blessings of life and health and temporal blessings for your good and comfort; for you may have to go to those who need thee in their afflictions, and you will do it and no power will keep you back. I pray that you may never be deceived by any power or influ- ence that may come along, that you may always be on the right side, and that is the Lord's side; I seal these blessings upon thee, and seal thee up from danger seen and unseen, for thou hast chosen the good part in the eternal worlds, to come down here to do this work, even the work of the redemption of the dead along with thy companion, with thy father's house and thy posterity, and thy ancestors and many more that are faithful. Thou shalt come forth in the morning of the first resurrection with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and all the holy prophets and thy father's ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p123.jpg) 88 house, and the house of thy companion, those thou knowest in the flesh. If thou art faith- ful, thou wilt do a work for them; no power that is formed against thee shall prosper inasmuch as you take heed. Never look back: hold fast to your integrity, and you will live until you have accomplished this work, for these are thy blessings and I seal them upon thee by the gift of prophecy in the name of Jesus Christ. Even so Amen, and Amen Sept 21. My birthday here again; 26 years old today. Many and great have been the changes since last birthday anniversary.– This evening I delivered a lecture before the Students' Society on "A Peep through the Microscope" illustrated with lantern views. Sept 27 Administered by request to the child of Brother Willard Call, one of our students. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p124.jpg) Sept 27. On this day also, Bro. Josiah Cluff of Provo came to Salt Lake City on a sad errand. He is suffering with severe inflammation of the eyes, and came to place himself under surgical treatment. It was at Bro. Cluff's house at which I made my home from Aug. 23, 1877 until I left with my wife June 28, 1887; and it was his house at which I spent the period of my intense suffering from the accident to my eye in February last. Sister and Brother Cluff tended me as a father and a mother would, though the physicians gave but little hope of my recovery, and here now through the blessings of the Priesthood and the mercies of my God, I enjoy as perfect sight as ever, and Bro. Cluff is threatened with blindness. The primary cause of his affliction too, compared with my accident is as a mote to a mountain. Over a year ago, while washing hands and face in a small basin, a speck of metal – a scale from the side of the vessel – so small that the unaided vision could scarcely ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p125.jpg) 88 recognise it, entered his right eye. In a very short time that eye because highly inflamed, and the opposite one was affected sympathetically. He spent some six weeks in darkness, and then gained but temporary relief. His present relapse unto a danger- ous state of inflammation, causes me the greater thankfulness for my own miraculous deliverance! Bro. Cluff stayed at our house of course; and I feel a sympathetic interest in his welfare. Sept 29. Today, by request of the authorities I preached at the funeral services of Judge Zerubabel Snow, are influential man among this people, His funeral was a peculiar one. He was a staunch Latter-day Saint, though most of his family disavowed any belief in the tenets of our church. His associates at the bar acted as pall-bearers at the obsequies and J Prest. Seymour B. Young and myself were the speakers on the occasion. The services were brief though impressive. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p126.jpg) 18 Sept. 30 Sunday. By direction of the Stake President I today undertook a mission greatly against my natural inclination. According to a custom with the officials in charge of the Utah Penetentiary, services are con- ducted by the different religious denominations at intervals on Sundays; and today was set as the time for Latter-day Saint Services. I was sent to the Penitentiary as a minister of our faith. Five singers accompanied me; and I did the best I was able to do under the strange and extreme circumstances of the occasion. So many of our brethren are these incarcerated. I saw before me, dressed in the striped livery of the convict – though to them a uniform of honor – elders, seventies, high priests, bishops, presidents of stakes – and there also was our beloved Apostle George Q. Cannon, formerly counsellor to the First President of the Church – – all sitting elbow to elbow with convicted felons of every class. Oh, that such a thing can be in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p127.jpg) 88 this the land of the prophets, and the place of promise! Yet all is for the best. I have never spoken in public as I remember under such an influence – I felt that all was well; and yet I was bound in my thoughts and expressions. God bless the effort. Oct. 5. Today began the General Semi- annual Conference of the Church; and in order to enable students to attend we adjourned regular session at the Academy. In the evening the Sunday School Union met in a general assembly: and according to a previously accepted appointment I delivered a short address on the "Training of Sabbath School Teachers". On this date also I received from the Faculty of the Brigham Young Academy at Provo, a very touching Series of Resolutions on the occasion of my severing official connection with the institution. The document read:– ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p128.jpg) 18 –: Resolutions :– Adopted by the, B. Y. Academy Faculty. Provo City Utah. Whereas:– by the instructions of the General Board of Education for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter- day Saints, our brother and co-laborer in the cause of education, Prof. James E. Talmage, has been called to take charge of the Salt Lake Stake Academy; and Whereas, for many years he has been a member of the Faculty of the B. Y. Academy, and instruction of the Scientific Department; therefore Be it resolved, that the members of the Faculty of this institution acknowledge with appreciation the efficiency of his past labors and extend their heart-felt wishes for his future success and prosperity. Resolved that a copy of these resolutions be forwarded to Prof. James E. Talmage and the same he entered ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p129.jpg) 121 upon the Faculty Record. Respectfully:— Faculty {Karl G. Maeser Jos. B. Keeler, N. L. Nelson A. L. Booth E. B. Isgreen H. A. Anderson Oct 6. Attended regular conference meetings, and between times have been busy at the Academy superintending the arrangement of new desks etc. We have been honored with a great number of visitors at home — several of my wife's friends and my own Sister — Polly and her husband — they have been recently married and others; but my time at present is so fully occupied that I have had to absent myself from the company. My evenings are all taken up in working on the little book. Oct 7 Sunday Attended conference meetings during the day and the Young People's Conference in the evening. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p130.jpg) Oct 16. Work progressing as usual. By request today I administered to Bro. Done. His absence from school is an incalculable hindrance to our work; but we do the best we can under the circumstances. I have to conduct 12 recitations per day beside all general labor. Oct,17,18,19, On each day administered to Bro. Done. Oct 21 Sunday. By call of the authorities I today preached in the Large Tabernacle. After meeting visited Bro. Done and administered to him Oct. 29. Today I finished the formal work on the little book, the "First book of Nature". This task would have been a most pleasing one had I had spare time to devote to it. As it has been however the work has been done under great disadvantages, and I fear the imperfections will be very many. <(over)> There is yet much work to be done before I can consider my appointment fully filled – the proof-reading etc. will be laborious, and moreover will have to be done regularly and on time. Nov. 2 After the close of school, I took the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p131.jpg) 88 evening train (Utah Central) and went to Provo. Was met at the depot by by brother John with horses, and went at once to the farm. Met the folks all well and spent a pleasant evening. Stayed all night. Nov 3. Went down, to Provo early – A horse back ride! –ah: it was a treat. I have missed my horse so much since moving to Salt Lake City. Was very busy today attending to business; and returned to Salt Lake City by night train. By request I took part in administering to Sister Dunford an aged Sister of Salt Lake City. Last night (omitted before) I ad- ministered by request to the child of Bro. Cluff at Provo. Nov. 4 Sunday. By call of the Bishop, I addressed the ward meeting at night (17# Ward). Nov. 7 Was called to a meeting of the Executive Committee of the Academy to consider the present crowded condition of the institution. After mature discussion, and when it ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p132.jpg) 18 was fully ascertained that suitable quarters for all departments could not be found: it was decided to discontinue the Preparatory Dept. at the close of this term. The necessity for taking this step is to be regretted – but with our present accomodations, it is not possible to do otherwise. Nov. 9 Our first term closed today very auspiciously; but without any public exercises. Nov. 10 Very busy receiving applications for the new term. The arrangement of the term record is a laborious undertaking; and rendered especially so through the absence of Bro Done. The other teachers and myself have been laboring in the office during the last few nights until long past midnight. This night we remained in session, and 3 a.m. Sunday found us still at work. Nov. 11 Sunday Still we were compelled to work some little. 12 Resumed work; second term opened; very full in spite of discontinuance of Preparatory Department. In all, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p133.jpg) 88 over 125 applicants have been refused admittance through lack of room. Nov. 13. Bro. Done's illness continues. Through his overzealous nature and great anxiety to recover and resume his labors he has suffered a very serious relapse. In response to a telegram Bro. Joseph Noble of Nephi came to the city today to take some of Bro. Done's classes. Nov. 16 Delivered a lecture before the Students' Society on "Sun, Moon, and Stars", with lantern illustrations. Nov. 17 Today I finished reading the last proofs of "First Book of Nature" wrote preface and compiled table of contents; delivered all to the publishers and feel myself now free of my obligation – an obligation undertaken purely as a mission. God bless the little volume! May it do some good!! In the evening Wife and I attended the theatre. Nov. 24 Attended High Priests' Quorum Meeting Nov. 28 Tomorrow is the day set apart by proclamation of the President of the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p134.jpg) 18 United States as a day of Thanksgiving. We adjourned session of the Academy until Monday next. Dec. 1 Went to Provo. Visited folks on farm; attended to business in the town and returned to Salt Lake City at night. Dec. 2. Preached in Large Tabernacle by Sunday call of the President. In the evening by request I gave a lecture in the Ninth Ward on "Science and Religion." Dec. 6. Wife left today for a visit to her folks; and I am left alone – as I used to be. Dec. 7 Gave an address before the students' Society on "Scientific Topics of the Times." Dec. 13. Wife has been away a whole week – I used to boast of my independence, and say I always wanted to be alone – but I'll confess here that I think a married man without a wife a very miserable fellow. I shall be glad when she returns. I have been taking meals at the restaurant and am tired of the fare. I have not enjoyed a meal for a long time. She returns home tomorrow (D. U., ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p135.jpg) 88 Dec. 14 This evening a ball was held under the auspices of our Students' Society An attempt was made to arrange a party of its own kind – to be strictly in accordance with the directions of the Priesthood and of a high order of excellence. Unprejudiced observers pronounced the gathering a model one in all respects. I feel thankful and proud of the success. Dec. 16. Sunday. By direction of Bp. Tingey, I preached this evening at the Ward Meeting. Dec 17 Took part in administering to Sister Fannie V. Young; one of our students; and to Sister Clara Price a friend of Miss Youngs – Dec 18. According to previous request and promise I delivered a lecture this evening on "Sun Moon and Stars," in the Seventh Ward under the anspices of the Improvement Asso- ciations. The lecture was illustrated with lantern views. Dec 21. This was the day set for adjourn- ment of our Academy for Christmas Holidays. It is planned that we ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p136.jpg) resume work January 7. At the closing exercises a very effecting scene occurred. I had just sat down after making the official announcement of adjournment, when a young lady student of the Academic Dept. arose and addressed me in a very pleasing speech presented me in behalf of the students with an elegant silver mounted pickle dish, castor and napkin ring. She had just taken her seat when another student arose, and in the same manner presented Bro. Willard Done with a beautiful lamp. A third student gave Bro. Nelson a superb photograph album; and another presented Bro. Noyes with a fine toilet set. The spirit exhibited in this act is indeed gratifying. I feel thankful to be associated with such a class of students. As a matter of principle I feel somewhat opposed to the practice of gift-making from students to teachers, because I know that many students are under heavy expenses, but the cheering feeling accompanying the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p137.jpg) 88 presentation in the present instance, precluded any response but that of a deeply appreciative acceptance. This evening, Dec. 21 had been set by previous appointment for a lecture before the Young Peoples' Associations of Mill Creek. Bro. Winder, one of our students and brother to the president of the Mill Creek Mutual Improvement Association called for me in the early evening, and took me out. The lecture was largely attended, and I hope some good was done. The subject was "Stimulant and Narcotics." After the lecture, I was returned home by the President. Dec 22. Went to Provo by early train. Attended to business during the day; visited folks on farm. Returned to Salt Lake City by evening train accompanied by my brother Albert, and my Sister Sadie. Dec 25 Christmas Day. Spent the day quietly and pleasantly at home Dec. 28 Went to Provo. The Executive Committee of the B. Y. Academy has consented to let me have the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p138.jpg) 18 Chemical Balance and accessories on account of unpaid salary. I packed the instrument and took it back to Salt Lake City with me at night Dec. 29 According to a promise previously made by me to the authorities of the Mutual Improvement Associa- tions, I left today in company with Asst. Gen. Seupt. M. H. Hardy, Stake Supt. George H. Brimhall (of Utah Stake) and the President and Secretary of the Ladies' Associa- tions of same stake – and went to Pleasant Valley, at which place we arrived safely about 7 p.m. The occasion was the District Conference of the Associations; and the proceedings were begun by a concert and entertainment, conducted in a very creditable way by the local talent. Bros. Hardy, Brimhall and myself stayed at the residence of Bishop Ballantyne of Schofield. The weather seems to me severely cold –19[-] F. tonight; the sudden change from the comparatively ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p139.jpg) 88 mild climate of the valleys making the intensity of cold keenly felt. Dec. 30 Sunday Morning meeting was held at Pleasant Valley Meeting House; the time being mostly devoted to hearing reports from resident officers. We all attended. In the afternoon, as per previous arrangements, the second meeting of the conference was held at Pleasant Valley; and at the same time I delivered a lecture at Schofield on "Alcohol and Narcotics." In the evening, the officers held meeting at Schofield, and I delivered the same lecture at Pleasant Valley. At each place I was the recipient of one of the deepest pleasures which it is possible for one ordinarily to experience. Three brethren came to me after the lecture, two of them with tears flowing, and earnestly thanked me for the information given; and promised to abandon the use of liquor and tobacco in the future. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p140.jpg) 1888–18 My joy on such an occasion, could be augmented only if I fully knew that such resolutions would be unbroken. At night I stayed at the residence of Bro. Page, a Councillor to the Bishop of Pleasant Valley. The other brethren remarried at the Bishop's house. Dec. 31 We rose early; all the members of our party met and we made a hasty visit to the "U. C" Coal mine. After this we took train and proceeded homeward. Salt Lake City was reached at 5.30 p.m. 1889 Jan. 1 This is the beginning of another cycle in the course of Time. Many, many changes have occurred since the last New Year's Day. Today I am in my home, with my wife. Sincerely I can say "Thank ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p141.jpg) 89 God for the change since the last anniversary of this event, and may His blessings and favor continue over me and mine." The first day of this year was marked by a Solar eclipse though not quite total at this place. Jan. 3 Fast-day. I attended the Fast- day Meeting in 17" Ward and addressed the assembly. Ordinarily I am not able to attend these meetings in the Ward, as I am busy at school. We usually hold a meeting of the kind however at school. Jan 5. Attended the Stake Priesthood Meeting, and addressed the Meeting by call of the Presidency. Jan 7. Work recommenced today. Holidays are over. Jan 9. By previous appointment I today night delivered a lecture on "Stimulants and Narcotics" before the people of the Sixth Ward, under the auspices of the Improvement Association. Jan 10. By previous agreement I lectured tonight on "Stimulants and Narcotics" in 17th Ward. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p142.jpg) 18 Jan 11 Administered to Sister Josephine Horne by request. Jan. 13. In the evening, I attended by invitation the Fifteenth Ward meeting, and addressed the assemblage. Jan. 15. According to previous appointment, I this evening delivered a lecture in the First Ward, under the auspices of the Improvement Asso- ciations of the Ward. Subject:– "Stimulants and Narcotics." Jan. 16. Lectured this evening, under direction of the Improvement Asso- ciations in Fourth Ward. on the subject of "Loves and Hates." Jan. 19 According to arrangements previously made, I went this evening by train to Bountiful, Davis Co., and delivered a lecture under the auspices and direction of the Ward authorities, on "Stimulants and Narcotics." I was very pleasantly received and entertained by Bro. John H. Barlow, whose son is a student at our Academy. A somewhat humorous experience fell to my lot this evening. Of course I am personally unacquainted in these northern wards, and when ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p143.jpg) 89 I came into the Meeting House, and it was learned that my name was "Talmage", some very innocently asked if my father had not yet arrived, thinking that because I had no beans on my face, I was not the one appointed for the lecture. Where one good brother broke out with "Why bless me! You are only a boy"! I felt a keen relish of pride and satisfaction. I am thankful to God for the privilege of being called a Mormon boy. I staid all night at Bro. Barlows Jan 20. Sunday. By invitation of the Bishop ric, I remained in Bountiful today. I attended the Ward Priesthood Meeting in the morning, and by request, addressed the brethren on the subject of Latter-day Saint Schools. Then went to Sunday School; and in response to a question was brought to speak in the Theological Class. I was also called to address the school. In afternoon, I addressed the regular Ward Meeting; and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p144.jpg) 18 returned home to Salt Lake City by evening train. Jan 21. Delivered a lecture this evening under the auspices of the 15th School District on "Mind in Animals." Jan 23. Lectured under the auspices of the Improvement Associations in the Second Ward on "Stimulants and Narcotics." Jan 25. By previous appointment I delivered our experimental lecture this evening under the program of the Students Society of our Academy on "Electricity." Jan 28. By previous appointment, lectured this evening in the Eleventh Ward, on "Alcohol and Narcotics." Feb 1. Today witnessed the close of school for the term. Public exercises were held appropriate to the occasion and all passed off pleasantly. We are thankful for the evidences of success. Feb 3. Sunday. Preached in the Large Tabernacle by call of the President Our Third Term of school reopened today under very favorable auspices This evening, according to previous ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p145.jpg) 89 appointment, I lectured in the Third Ward on "Science and Religion." A very unpleasant experience fell to my lot this evening. The meeting house in the Third Ward is small, and it was filled to overflowing. I was unavoidably a few minutes behind the time set for the opening, and had no opportunity of looking around and arranging matters of convenience before the lecture. All windows were closed; and as the lecture progressed, the air of the room became so foul that the lamps all burned dull. The janitor was unable to get out, and the windows could only be lowered from the outside; so we had to bear it. I made the lecture short, but I suffered considerably. Foul air is deadly; and I need all the pure air I can ordinarily get, being closely confined within doors during the day. Feb. 5. By previous arrangement, I delivered a lecture this evening, under the auspices of the M. I. A. of the 19 Ward. on "Stimulants and Narcotics." ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p146.jpg) 18 Feb. 6 In accordance with the request of the Improvement Associations of the 21st Ward, I lectured this evening under the auspices of that associa- tion on "Mind in Animals." My experience tonight was strange and instructive. I have felt seriously ill during the day – partly I am sure, from the effects of last Monday night's experience in the Third Ward; and soon after the closing of school, I was compelled to hasten home and retire. I rose from bed, just in time to reach the Meeting House in time to lecture; and was feeling very ill at the time of beginning. I requested the brethren sitting on the stand to sustain me with their faith and prayers, knowing that without divine support I could not fill the appointment. The first ten minutes of my lecture were marked by intense suffering; then a brightness and a sensation of peace came over me – as a mist lifts itself into impalpable air before the sun's rays – and I spoke far more fluently than usual. I really enjoyed the lecture myself; and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p147.jpg) 89 I reverently acknowledge the hand of God in the matter. Feb. 7 Lectured this evening in the Fifth Ward, on "Stimulants and Narcotics." Regarding these frequent lectures:– –I am indeed pleased to be of use and service in the grand work of Mutual Improvement, though I feel at times that too much crowded into a short space of time. Of late I have been out so much, and have been so fully occupied in other ways, that I have had too little sleep for my good. Feb. 9. In response to an invitation from the officers of the "Woman's Suffrage Association of Utah," I today appeared before the convention of the Association and delivered a short address on the topic of the hour. This is a new role for me to fill. Feb 10 Today, an event occurred, which Sunday to me is a great and deeply appreciated blessing. By invita- tion I met with certain brethren composing a Prayer Circle, and was admitted a member. Since ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p148.jpg) 18 severing my connection with the Circle at Provo, in consequence of my removal from that city, I have not had the privilege of meeting with any organization of that kind. This Circle meets Sundays at 11 a. m, and is presided over by Elder Edward Sudgrove. In the evening, according to previous appointment, I visited the meeting in First Ward, and addressed the congregation. Feb. 11 Delivered a lecture in the Fifteenth Ward, under the auspices of the Improvement Association on "Stimulants and Narcotics." Feb. 12. Lectured in the Tenth Ward under the auspices of the Improvement Association;– Subject:– "Mind in Animals. Feb. 15 Delivered a lecture before the Students' Society of our Academy on the "Physiology and Hygiene of the Mind." Feb. 19 By invitation, I met this evening at the President's Office with the officers of the "Deseret Sunday School Union." This organization ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p149.jpg) 89 has undertaken to prepare outlines of lessons for use throughout the schools of Zion; the lessons are to be in leaflet form, one for each Sabbath; and the subject to be treated during the present year is "The Life of Christ." Elders George Reynolds, Willard Done and myself have been selected as a Committee to attend to the work, and tonight we were duly installed. I feel that at present I have about as much labor as I can well and properly attend to; but still accept this labor in addition cheerfully, hoping that strength will be given me for the occasion Feb. 20. Delivered a lecture under the auspices of the Eighteenth Ward on the subject of "Good for Nothing." Feb. 22. A holiday:– the anniversary of Washington's Birthday. The inter- mission was appreciated by myself:– I am very busy and this day was devoted to miscellaneous work. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p150.jpg) Feb 23 Attended the High Priests' Quorum Meeting. I had been appointed as a speaker for the day; but owing to a most severe affiction of the throat and lungs – preventing my talking audibly at all – I was compelled to ask for excuse and release. This attack I think is due to so much night lecturing of late – though I have tried to exercise average care. I trust it will be but a temporary ailment. Feb 24 Sunday. This day is one to be remembered in the history of our people. Two days ago, Apostle George Q. Cannon, who had been sentenced to imprisonment for acknowledging his wives as women of honor and virtue, was released from the Penetentiary having served his full term and sentence. His return to liberty was pleasantly celebrated by his friends, and the people generally. But today, he attended the Sabbath Services in the tabernacle, and addressed the congregation. President Wilford Woodruff ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p151.jpg) 89 was there too and he also preached. In all six of the apostles were present – an event not known for a long time. The President's stand was opened – it has been closed since the commencement of the exile of our leaders, some four years ago. The building was filled to overflowing. This evening I had been appointed to preach in the 21st Ward, but owing to my severe hoarseness, the appointment was postponed. Feb. 27. Today we moved from our temporary residence at No. 32 Centre St. to No. 86 Centre St. I dislike moving very much; but in this case feel that our condition has been bettered. We have been subjected to considerable annoyance and inconvenience of late owing to scarcity of water. Beside that, we have but three rooms and two of these are up stairs, which circumstance is annoying and even injurious to my wife. At No. 86 – our ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p152.jpg) 18 new home, we have it is true only three rooms but they are more commodions than those we have been tenanting – and they are all on the ground floor. Again, we have a cellar, and a summer kitchen in addition; and a stable – so that I can bring my horse up. We are blessed with a water pipe at the door; and the rent is $11.00 per month: instead of $14.00 as at our former residence. But the moving was disagreeable. March 2. I had accepted an appointment for today, at Logan – to lecture under the auspices of the Brigham Young College; but as my hoarseness is still severe Pres. Cannon telegraphed the authorities at Logan that I could not come I attended the Stake Priesthood Meeting – we were favored with a sermon from Apostle Cannon Mar. 3 Sunday. Stake Conference. Attended meetings. Mar. 4. Stake Conference continued in consequence of which our school ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p153.jpg) 89 was suspended. At the meeting today I was proposed and sustained as a Home Missionary for the Stake. Today too my horse "Prince," was brought up from Provo. I have missed my horse, and have found great need for him in the past, but had no place to keep him, and so could not bring him up. Mar. 5 Visited the Electrical Establishments of the city with classes of students. Mar. 9 Visited Glass Works with students. Mar 10. Sunday. Preached in the Large Tabernacle at the regular afternoon session by call of the President. In the evening attended and addressed by request the meeting in the Twenty-first Ward. Mar 11 Visited the Electric Light Works with the students. I feel grateful for the marked favors extended to our classes by the superintendent and other officials of these works. Mar 13. Today the Library heretofore known as the Salt Lake Stake Library, which has been closed for some time ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p154.jpg) 18 was reopened, now under the auspices of our Academy. The books and other properties have been duly transformed to the care of the Academy. This will doubtlessly be a mark of great advantage to the Academy. Formal exercises were held on the occasion of the opening. I offered an address as part of the program on the subject of "Libraries." Mar 14. By request, I today administered to Sister Josephine Horne. Mar 15. Tonight according to previous appointment I delivered a lecture – the second and last of the series – on "Electricity." Apparatus illus- trating most of the modern applications of the science was fitted up and operated. We had electric lights, gas lighting apparatus, electric bells; burglar alarms, electric motors; electroplating etc. Mar 16. The "Herald" – a morning paper gives an extended account of the lecture last evening. It states that such a demonstration has not before been seen in the city. I am ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p155.jpg) 89 glad to note the appreciation of the effort. Mar 17 Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle, and afternoon service as usual. In the evening by appointment I preached in the Third Ward as a Home Missionary, in company with Elder Wm Wood Jr. Mar 22. I was glad today to receive a gentle word of counsel from Prest. Geo. Q. Cannon of the quorum of the Twelve Apostles regarding my public labors. He stated the authorities who had noted my frequent lectures etc. of late felt that I was laboring too hard; and I was authorized to use his (Bro. Cannon's) name in declining any appointment of the kind. I feel thankful for this. My labors this winter have at times seemed to me very heavy; but I have endeavored to respond to every call in the cause of Mutual Improvement, which circumstances would permit me to do. On this counsel, however, I can do so with propriety. I cancelled two lectures partially arranged for the near future; and declined an engagement for another lecture – all under Mutual Improvement Auspices. This will assist me much I know. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p156.jpg) 18 Mar. 24 Sunday – During the morning, by appointment I filled an appointment as a Home Missionary in the German Saints' Meeting. Of course, I spoke in English, a report being taken and afterward read to the Saints in their native tongue. Attended Sacramental Meeting as usual in the Tabernacle during the afternoon. In the evening, I spoke in the Twelfth Ward, ac- cording to previous appointment, on "Atheism and Idolatry". Mar. 27 After school hours took the Geology class on a trip. In evening attended the Home Missionary Meeting, and was set apart to act as a Home Missionary in the Stake under the hands of Prest Angus M. Cannon, and his Counsellor, El. Jos. E. Taylor, the latter being month. Mar. 29 Delivered a short lecture or address in answer to a question before the Students' Society. Mar. 30 At the invitation of Bro. Lambert, the father of one of our students, I today accompanied him and his son ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p157.jpg) 89 and a friend on a trip to the West Mountains. We spent greater part of day examining formations and collecting specimens. Reached home at night, after a journey of over 45 miles. Mar 31 Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle as usual during morning. and regular meeting in afternoon. In the evening attended the Nineteenth Ward meeting, and on presentation of recommend obtained from the Bishop of 17" Ward, my wife and I were received as members of this the 19" Ward. This evening also was the occasion of the division of the 19" Ward, a portion of the region formerly covered by that Ward being now constituted as a new Ward, the Twenty second. At this meeting for the first time in my experience in the church, I witnessed a dissenting vote against a nomination of the Priesthood. Elder Alfred Solomon was proposed as Bishop of the ward now newly created, and one young man – Wm Ridd by [-] name ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p158.jpg) 18 cast an opposing vote. When question[-] as to the cause, he explained that he had a personal ill feeling against the nominee. So do personalities creep in, in our devotion to the cause of God. April 4. Assisted in administering to James Cobb, by request of Prest Cannon. This day also, I was honored with an interview with Pres. Woodruff, and several of the Twelve, on School matters. April 6. The Annual Conference of the Church opened today. I attended meeting morning and afternoon, and in the evening, the Priesthood Meeting was held, at which I was also present. The instructions have been most timely and applicable. The Spirit of God was with the assemblies in rich abundance. Apr. 7 Sunday – Attended Conference Morning and afternoon, and the Sabbath School Meeting at night. In the afternoon the congregation was seated according to Priesthood and Membership in Solemn Assembly, and the General Authorities were voted upon by each ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p159.jpg) 89 quorum separately, and then by the congrega- tion at large. The Presidency of the Church was reestablished, Wilford Woodruff President, George Q. Cannon First Counsellor, and Joseph F. Smith Second Counsellor. Apostle Lorenzo Snow becomes the President of the Apostles, the quorum con- taining now nine apostles. There was no dissenting vote throughout the vast assembly though there were from twelve to fifteen thousand people present. Apr 8. Conference continued. I attended meetings morning and afternoon. In the afternoon the conference adjourned. Apr. 9. Today a convention of school Boards and teachers was held in the Social Hall during forenoon, Pres. Woodruff presiding. Matters of general interest to the School officers were discussed, and various committees appointed to suggest courses of preceedure in particular lines of work. Prof. Maeser, Prof Tanner and myself were appointed an Examining Board for all Church Schools. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p160.jpg) 18 the role being established that no teacher can be engaged in any Church School who does not hold a certificate of Authority from the Board. In the afternoon, the Board of Exam- ination met and made preliminary announcements for the annual examinations. April 10. Our Academy resumed session today, having been suspended since Friday last – April 5, on account of Conference. April 12. Attended regular session of the Students' Society, and delivered an address on the "Characteristics of Longfellow's Poetry". The third term of the Academy closed today. April 13 In the afternoon, Bro Lambert, a student of our institution, and I, proceeded horseback to Cottonwood, visiting the Paper Mill and other places of interest on the way. the ride was a hard one – wind and dust very bad. April 14 By appointment Elder . J. Young and myself preached in the Fourth Ward as Home Missionaries in the evening ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p161.jpg) 89 meeting. We felt that the meeting was an impressive one. April 15. School reopened today, the last term. The attendance is small, owing to the lateness of the season. The term ends June 21 – much later than schools usually run here. Today I sold my horse. This is a step which I felt in duty bound to take, for although a horse is to me a source of great delight, and also of material use and advantages, the expense attending the keeping is great, and I am endeavoring to save all means possible just now, hoping to be able to take my brother Albert to New York that his eye may be operated upon during the coming summer. I do not think people often consider the expense attending some of these luxuries. I have kept careful account of all expenditures for many years, and have made an extract of all outlay on account of my horse since purchasing one. April 14 1887. The total, including buying price, saddle, keep etc. is $225.20. From this should be deducted $75 – received ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p162.jpg) 18 in trading the horse first bought for another in 1887 (May), leaving a gross outlay of $150.20 I sell the horse now for $1450– so in my case the horse pays for himself within $1020.– This of course is a fortunate sale, but the outlay is indeed great. April 21 Sunday:– By appointment, Elder E. S. Wright and myself went to North Jordan Ward and preached as Home Missionaries. We went by morning train and returned in evening. April 24 Attended Home Missionary Meeting in evening. April 27 Attended the regular monthly meeting of the High Priests Quorum, and by previous appointment delivered an address on "Religion and Science". April 28 Sunday:– Attended Prayer Circle Meeting in morning: and in the afternoon the regular Stake Meeting in the Large Tabernacle, at which, by spe call of the Presidency, I addressed the assembly. April 30 Tuesday:– This day has been designated by Proclamation of the President of the United States, as a National Holiday it being the centennial anniversary of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p163.jpg) 89 the accession of George Washington to the Presidency of the United States. A proclamation to the same effect was duly issued by the Governor of the Territory of Utah: and a recom- mendation from the Presidency of the Church, and from the Stake Presidency followed. The day was observed in an appropriate way by our people, in the form of Special Services at the Tabernacle at the appointed hour. I attended. May 2. The General Board of Education for the Church met today. The Board took action in conferring degrees upon Professors Maeser, Tanner and myself – the three members of the Examining Board appointed April 9". Prof Maeser received the degree and title of "Doctor of Letters and Didactics" (DLD.): Prof. Tanner that of "Doctor of Mathematics & Didactics" (DDM): and myself the title of "Doctor of Science and Didactics." (DS.D). This is an honor highly appreciated. It is a declaration to the people that ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p164.jpg) 18 those who are competent to judge place confidence in our poor ability. And to me personally this is a pleasing fulfillment of a promise made to me on the occasion of my going east in 1882. The General Authorities of the Church, in setting me apart for the mission, told me not to go or to wait for any title or distinction from the institutions which I might attend; but to come back to the hive as soon as I had collected the honey for which I went. I was promised that higher honors should come to me by this course than through any other. True the way seemed open to me there to attain the Doctorship; but I returned through the mercy of God, though to remain there and take the alluring prize was a temptation. Now the distinction comes to me and is evidenced by a diploma bearing the name of Jesus Christ upon its face, and attested by the signature of the Prophet of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p165.jpg) 89 God on earth (Pres. Woodruff, the president of the General Board of Education.) Such recognition has never before been given to scholars anywhere on earth. The diplomas were retained for the affixing of seals etc: and some little time may elapse before we receive them. I shall copy mine if possible when received for which purpose I reserve space here:– Copy– Holiness to the Lord. The General Board of Education of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints, To all to whom these presents may come Greeting:– Know Ye That:– Satisfactory evidence having been brought before us, that Professor James Edward Talmage Is a High Priest in full standing ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p166.jpg) 18 and fellowship in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints, and that he has pursued to a successful completion, theoretically and practically, the various branches of a liberal education in Theology, Science, Letters, and the Arts. We do therefore declare him the said James Edward Talmage, to be a Doctor in Science and Didactics (D.Sc.D.) Unto all the schools of the said Church. In witness whereof, we have caused this Diploma to be signed by the President and Secretary of this Board, and to be Sealed and issued, at Salt Lake City Utah, on this the second day of May Anno Domini, one thousand, eight hundred and eighty nine. In behalf of the General Board of Education Wilford Woodruff President Seal George Reynolds Secretary ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p167.jpg) 89 May 4, Attended monthly Priesthood Meeting = of the Stake during morning. May 5 Sunday. By appointment, Elder Harry A. Young and myself went today to West Jordan as Home Missionaries. We travelled to Bingham Junction by train, thence afoot to West Jordan. Meet with the Sunday School, and by request each of us addressed the school. Regular meeting was held at 12 am. we filled our appointment, and returned home same evening. At night, I attended the meeting in Nineteenth Ward May 8. The "Deseret News" of tonight contains an editorial with comments on the recent act of the General Board in conferring degrees. As it was published by authority having been first read to and sanctioned by Prest. Woodruff (so says the editor – and I can testify to the same having been present in the President's room when it was read) I entr enter the article in full, on next page (160). ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p168.jpg) 160 [Column 1] DESERET EVENING NEWS. PUBLISHED DAILY SUNDAYS EXCEPTED, AT FOUR O'CLOCK. PRINTED AND PUBLISHED BY THE DESERET NEWS COMPANY. CHARLES W. PENROSE. EDITOR. Wednesday, - May 8, 1888. [Column 2] A NEW FEATURE. AT A meeting of the General Board of Education for the Church, held on Thursday, May 2nd, a new and important step was taken. It was determined that, in connection with the general educational move- ment recently established, degrees should be created and diplomas is- sued in conformity with them Three have already been created and bestowed, as follows: Doctor in Letters and Didactics the title to consist, as elsewhere, of the initial letters—D.L.D. A diplo- ma in this degree has been issued to Professor Karl G. Maeser. Doc- tor in Science and Didactics—title D.S.D.—diploma issued to Professor James E. Talmage; Doctor in Math- ematics and Didactics—title D.M.D. —diploma issued to Professor J.M. Tanner. Everything connected with this important educational movement being of intense interest to all Lat- ter-day Saints throughout the world, that the reader may be in- formed in detail regarding it, we here insert in full a copy of the diploma issued to Brother Maeser, the two others being similar in every respect except in the matter of name and title, and the character of the ecclesiastical office of the holder of the document: Holiness to the Lord. The Gen- eral Board of Education of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter- day Saints. To all to whom these presents may come, Greeting: Know ye, that satisfactory evi- dence having been brought before us, that Professor Karl G. Maeser is a High Priest, in full standing and fellowship in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and that he has pursued to a suc- cessful completion, theoretically and practically, the various branches of a liberal education in theology, science, letters and the arts. We do therefore declare him, the said Karl G. Maeser, to be a Doctor in Letters and Didactics (D.L.D.) unto all the schools of the said Church. In Witness Whereof, we have caused this diploma to be signed by the President and Secretary of this Board, and to be sealed and issued, at Salt Lake City, Utah, on this the second day of May, Anno Domini, one thousand, eight hun- dred and eighty-nine. In behalf of the General Board of Education: WILFORD WOODRUFF, [SEAL.] President. GEORGE REYNOLDS, Secretary. [Column 3] It is needless perhaps to state that it is the desire of the General Board that the titles associated with the degrees shall be recognized and used in the schools and among the people. It will be observed that didactics is included in each degree. This is necessarily the case, the training of teachers being a chief and important part of the calling of those receiving these diplomas. The three gentlemen upon whom the newly created degrees have been conferred, Professors Maeser, Talmage and Tanner, constitute the Examining Board which will pass upon the qualifications of all appli- cants for teachers' certificates and diplomas. A thorough and com- plete academic curriculum has been adopted by the General Board for the government of the examiners. Those who pass an examination under it will be entitled to the degree of Bachelor of Didactics (B.D.) This fact will doubtless prove a healthful stimulus to young people who con- clude to adopt teaching as a profes- sion. The title of professor has been used with unwarrantable freedom by persons who have not been in- trinsically entitled to it. Within the system which is the subject of the present writing, it will only be used by those who fairly earn it by obtaining the academic diploma. The develop- ment of this movement, as it pro- gresses, will doubtless cause the fact to dawn upon the minds of the young that it will be unnecessary for them to go east, except perhaps in special instances, in order to ob- tain an education that will meet the general requirements of life. So far as we are informed, there is a distinctive and notable feature connected with the diplomas issued under the Church system. They are, we believe, the only documents of the kind extant across the face of which appears the name of Jesus Christ. The inauguration of this move- ment among the Latter-day Saints marks the dawning of a brighter day for the education of the youth of the people of God on the earth. The diplomas are the handiwork of T. W. Clayton, the noted pen- man. It is doubtful whether that skilful artist ever executed anything that did him more credit. The doc- uments are so well done that they would be pronounced things of beau- ty by the most fastidious connoisseur. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p169.jpg) 1889 May 10. This evening I received an unexpected call to accompany Apostle John W. Taylor to Bear Lake Stake. Prest. A. M. Cannon of the Academy Board gave his consent. This necessitated the countermanding of an appoint- ment already made for me to lecture in Ogden on Sunday night next. May 11. Left with Apostle Taylor by early Utah Central train and went thereon to Ogden. Then took Utah and Northern train and went to Nic Cannon's Idaho. Here we stayed all night. May 12. Went by Oregon Short Line to Montpelier, at which place we arrived about 12.30 p.m. We were met here by Bro. Spence who drove us rapidly to Paris; we were taken to Prest. Budge's house and went from there to meeting. By call of Bro Taylor I addressed the congregation during the afternoon. Bro. Taylor also spoke. After the regular services, the funeral rite of Bro. Jones an aged elder were conducted. Bro Taylor spoke also on this occasion. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p170.jpg) 18 May 13. Conference continued. By direction of the authorities, I addressed the meeting during the morning, and Apostle Taylor spoke during the afternoon. After meeting we visited the house of Bro. Robinson, and administered to his wife. Then we were taken by team to Garden City, at which place we held an evening meeting. Bro. Taylor was feeling ill, and I had to speak. We stayed together at the house of Bro. Cook. May 14 Rose early. Bishop Kimball of Meadowville took us across the mountains to Logan, at which place we arrived about 5 p.m. Luckily a freight train was first about to start for the south. I boarded it leaving Bro. Taylor in Logan. Taking the late passenger train from Ogden I reached home about midnight. This trip has been to me a most instructive and impressive one. To travel in company with an apostle of the Lord and to receive his counsels and instructions ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p171.jpg) 89 along the way is a blessing greatly to be prized. Bro. Taylor is a man of God; his words are words of inspiration; his influence is a holy one. He is unlearned in matters of worldly knowledge, yet his wisdom is plainly apparent. I am thankful for his company; and hope that I may long remember his instructions. May 15 I learn today that certain members of the Academy Board of Directors are feeling that my recent absence was improper. Of course they attach no censure to me for going. I was called by the proper authority; but they seem to think that my school work is a mission in itself, and I ought not to be called on other errands. I was told not to consider this as a precedent for future calls. This day the Academy Board met to consider preliminary steps for our next school year. By unanimous vote, the name of the institution was changed from "Salt Lake Stake Academy" to that of Latter day Saints College. The ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p172.jpg) 18 reasons for such a step are strong. There is in Salt Lake City an incorporated institution, known as the Salt Lake Academy; and the confusion arising from the similarity of name is great. Again, under the Church Educational system, there are many new institutions being established, and nearly all are named "Academics" it is the intention of the general authorities to make the institution in this stake a leading one for zion, and hence the propriety of the name College. May 19 Sunday. Attended all meetings regularly:– the Circle meeting in morning at which it fell to my lot to be mouth; the regular taber- nacle service in afternoon; and the 19th ward meeting in evening. May 21 .This day is one to be forever remembered. At 11.20 p.m., under very auspicious circumstances, a son was born to us. I know not how to express the thankfulness I feel for this great gift of God. He is a fine boy; and moreover, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p173.jpg) 89 my beloved wife passed the ordeal with great faith and in comparative safety. Less than three hours before the time of birth she was able to be out in the open air. All went so well; and though her sufferings were intense yet she bore all bravely. A son! – born to us under the covenant of the Priesthood – tis a blessing of which I feel hardly worthy. May our Father give us, the child's parents, wisdom to guide and instruct him aright! May. 23 Attended a meeting of the Stake Board of Education, for the purpose of discussing the circular of the institution (L.D.S. College) for the coming year. May 26. Through press of unavoidable Sunday circumstances, the Board of Examiners for church schools were compelled to hold a brief session today; at which the propositions for examination of candidates for certificates were discussed. All is yet well with wife and child. No serious symptoms have as yet ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p174.jpg) 18 manifested themselves and we feel that all is prosperous; for which we are sincerely thankful. May 29. This being the eighth day of my son's age I gave him today his blessing and a name. The name is Sterling Booth Talmage. May 30. Went to Provo by early train in the fulfillment of a previously made appointment to attend the examination of candidates for Certificates as Instructors in church Schools. The written exam- inations have been conducted already; the Examining Board now attend to practical and oral work only. I examine in:– Grammar, Composition, Georgraphy; Hygiene and Spelling. In evening Bro. Josiah Cluff provided a conveyance, and we went on the farm; friends folks all fairly well. Returned home late. I stayed with Bro. Cluff. May 31. Examinations continue June 1 Final work in examination done. Today the figures denoting efficiency were collated. Returned home to Salt Lake City by evening train. Bro & ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p175.jpg) 89 Sister Cluff, and son, accompanied me. Found all favorable and well with Mamma and baby June 2. Sunday. Attended meetings of the Annual Conference of the Improvement Associations. June 8. Saturday. Went by morning train to Saltair – an establishment by the Lake shore, at which Salt is prepared. I went to study the processes of salt manufacture, and was rewarded by marked success. Supt. Nephi W. Clayton went out also, especially to assist in the matter. Two of my students accompanied me. We returned home by early evening train. June 9 Sunday. In morning attended Prayer Circle as usual, and by appointment administered in consecrating the oil. In afternoon, attended Tabernacle services, and by call of the Presidency I preached to the Congregation. In evening, according to previous appointment, I preached as a Home Missionary at the Second Ward meeting. Elder Frank Hyde had been appointed to accompany me, but was unable so to do. June 11. In the evening attended a concert at the Tabernacle, gotten up for the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p176.jpg) benefit of the sufferers in the terrible Johnstown floods and fires. This disaster is an appalling one; and the cause calls for aid and sympathy from all. I am glad that our people respond so liberally toward aiding the distressed. June 17 For a long time past, I have been engaged in inquiries regarding my brother Albert's sight. He has been blind since October 1873 owing to an accident. One eye has been entirely removed, and the other through sympathetic affection is entirely blind. Last winter, I brought him to Salt Lake City, and had his eye examined by Dr. Pratt, who is of the opinion that an operation of Irid[--]ctomy would result in good. Dr. Henry D. Noyes of New York is regarded as among the highest of his profession, as an Oculist, and I wrote to him. Tonight an answer was received recommending that I bring Albert to New York at once. June 19 Had an interview with President Woodruff, Cannon & Smith, the First Presidency of the Church regarding the advisability of taking Albert back. They counsel me to go and go at once. I began ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p177.jpg) 89 preparations at once, and wrote to the folks at Provo to have all in readiness for a start within a few days. This day too, marked a somewhat un- looked for event. I have, for some time, been in correspondence with a Dr Rowley of Westford Mass. who is an Assistant Professor in the Chicago University – called usually the Correspond- ence University of Chicago. Our inter- course has been of a scientific nature Then again, I am personally acquainted with Dr Bailey, the Professor of Chemisty in the same institution, and have been in correspondence with him for some time. This gentleman was my instructor in Chemistry, while I was a student in the Lehigh University. Today I received a letter from Dr Harkins of the University (President) stating that the Council had accepted the recommendations of these two Professors, and had satisfied themselves as to my attainments while at Lehigh University and Johns Hopkins University, and of the original labor in Chemistry done while here, and had resolved, that I was in all respects worthy of the degree of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p178.jpg) 18 ''Doctor of Philosophy" (Ph.D.) Further, that after this action was perfected by the Council, but before the vote was cast that the degree should be bestowed, a technical objection was raised, owing to a rule of the institution that no one could receive the degree of "Doctor of Philosophy" unless he already holds the degree of "Master of Science" or "Master of Arts." But the University Council having voted upon my worthiness for the higher degree, thereupon Conferred upon me the degree and title of Master of Science (M.S.); and afterward, bestowed the degree of Doctor of Philosophy (Ph.D.) The diploma for the former degree is issued; and of the latter will be given as soon as I forward a Thesis. This is an unlooked for honor. The Ph D degree being the highest title conferred in the field of Science. I value such distinctions in the one way in which degrees are valuable – they are an evidence to the public at large that men who are capable of judging consider the recipient worthy and able. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p179.jpg) 89 June 20 Today marked the close of the school year. The event was celebrated in a very pleasing way – students and teachers went in a body to Calder's Gardens a fine pleasure resort situated a few miles south of the City, and spent the day in pleasure. We returned home in early evening. June 21. A very busy day. I was today blessed by Apostle Richards for my trip, and set apart as a Missionary. My blessing was a very strong one; and in its fulfilment I have the completest faith. I was told that I should have joy on the journey; that my brother and I should be blessed in ways least expected: that we should be protected; that all who aided us shall be blessed; and all who seek our injury shall find their own injury. I laid the matter of the recent action of the Chicago Institution before Apostle Richards, and Apostle President Geo Q Cannon: they counsel me to accept the proffered honors; send all needed fees, and secure the diplomas. They congratulate me; and promise me use and good from the distinctions. I shall endeavor to follow their direction. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p180.jpg) 18 June 22 Went to Provo by early train, and brought Albert back with me at night to Salt Lake City. By direction of Apostle Richard, I applied to Pres. Smoot to designate some one to bless Albert for the journey and operation; and Elder James E. Daniels so officiated. June 23 Sunday. Today we started, my brother Albert and I, leaving Salt Lake City at 6 a.m, and proceeding as far as Ogden on the Utah Central Ry, thence by the eastbound Union Pacific. On the way to Ogden we met Apostle Lorenzo Snow, on the train, and he gave us as- surances of his faith, and blessed Albert for the journey, promising him safety and benefit. Our object in leaving home and travelling today (Sunday) is to reach New York with the least possible delay, not knowing how long we will be detained there. June 24 Continued riding; without any remarkable variation. Arrived at Council Bluffs at 9 p.m: and at 9.40 we started for Chicago via the "Chicago, Milwaukee and St. Paul" Ry. Constant riding is tedious under any and all circumstances; but I sympathize very deeply with Albert to whom ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p181.jpg) 89 the monotony is unrelieved by any sight of scenery or person. June 25. Arrived at Chicago at 2.15 p.m. After getting a lunch, (for which we had to pay an extortionate price, thinking we had but little time, and therefore could not go farther to seek a cheaper and a better place, whereas, as we afterward found, we really had several hours to spare.), we applied at the office of the Chicago and Atlantic Ry, to the Supt. of which road I had letters of introduction from friends in Salt Lake City. We were fortunate in securing reduced rates to New York. We enjoyed a walk through part of the city, and at 7 p.m. left Chicago via the Chicago and Atlantic Road for New York. June 26 Still going. A stormy dismal day. There are many degrees in the provisions made for the comforts of travellers, and the accomodating dispositions of the officers on the different roads. And in each of these t respects, the train upon which we now are is least pleasing. Owing to some delay along the road during last night, our train has been late all day, and to make as good time as possible, our car was hitched to a fast freight train, and we experience a considerable shaking up. But this is ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p182.jpg) 18 all right. It gives variety, and variety is spice. June 27 Arrived in New York at 8.15 a.m. Went at once to the N. Y. Eye and Ear Infirmary corner 2nd Avenue and 13 St; and presented the letter which I had received before leaving home from Dr. Noyes. Albert was admitted; and after he was comfortably settled, being able to leave him, I went to Dr Noyes' residence; and he appointed tomorrow as the time for an examination. Fortunately I procured a room in close proximity to the Infirmary, at the house of Mrs. Pressel, 314 East 13th St. The room is a tiny one; and it is high – a sky-light room they call it. June 28. Took Albert to Dr Noyes' office at 233 Madison Avenue, early this morning. He made a careful examination of brother's eye; and decided to perform an operation; but did not hold much hope of immediate benefit. The operation of Iriductomy was performed at 3 p.m. The doctor's lack of faith does not weaken mine at all. I shall not feel that the blessings of the Priesthood are unfulfilled if my brother does not see at once. I firmly believe that he will see; whether this is the time, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p183.jpg) 89 and this the place I cannot tell. This I know, that we have done all we could to secure the blessing, as far as following the means provided and counselled by the servants of god is concerned. If aught more can be done by way of works, I feel eager to do such as soon as its nature is known to me. I feel hopeful. I left Albert resting quietly in bed after the operation, and feeling comfortable. June 29. Albert is feeling well in health today. He suffers no pain. I spent day in visiting Libraries and Museums. In the evening, in company with a Mr. Pratt of San Francisco, whom I had the pleasure of meeting on the train between Ogden and Omaha, I attended a comic operetta performance at the justly renowned Casino theatre. June 30 Sunday. In morning I attended the Catholic Cathedral; also the St. Thomas' Episcopal Church; and in the evening the Ashbury Methodist Church. In after- noon I visited Central Park and there witnessed a free open air concert, such as is prepared weekly for the benefit of the poor. This and several other smaller parks are great attractions ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p184.jpg) 18 and blessings to the people of this great city. July 1. Went to Brooklyn, and then met for the first time a Mr. Joseph Branson whose home is in Germantown Philadel- phia Pa: and with whom I have had considerable correspondence in the matter of exchanging minerals. We made an appointment for a visit to a few places of interest before I start home. Albert is still improving, able to be up already; and all bandages off his eye: but thus far no improvement in his sight. July 2. A very rainy day. Yesterday was same in fact. I spent most of day in the libraries, of which there are so many in N. York. In the afternoon stayed at the Infirmary for some time, and there read to the inmates of Albert's ward. July 3. Visited museums and Eisner and Arnend's Chemical Establishment; making some purchases in the latter. July 4. The Nation's birth-day; but a very rainy one here. I went early to Central Park and examined the collections of Natural History Specimens. The menagerie ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p185.jpg) 89 is a very intensive one. Spent part of the afternoon in the Metropolitan Museum of Art; and then went to the Eden Musee, at which place there is a very large collection of Wax models. July 5. Spent the greater part of the day in quiet rest. Have not been feeling well in body of late; the heat here is great and the general state of the atmosphere very, very, oppressive. The papers daily report death from this cause. But yesterday a child died in its mother's arms while on the street cars: and the other day I saw a street car horse fall dead on the track with no apparent warning. The New York "World," a journal of wide circulation, has established a "Sick Baby Fund" to provide for the care of suffering infants, for it is among these little innocents that the most fatalities occur. July 6. According to a previous appointment with Mr. Branson (see July 1) I went this morning by early train via the Central Ry. of New Jersey to Phila- delphia. Mr Branson met me there ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p186.jpg) 18 and we went to his home in Germantown, a suburb of Philadelphia. Here I spent a very pleasant time until noon, examining his large collections of mineralogical treasure, and securing several specimens for exchange. In the afternoon, we were joined by a friend of Mr. Branson, named Mr. J. C. Lightfoot, and we took train to Eddystone. There we visited the large Granite Quarries, owned and operated by Mr Deschong to whom I secured an introduction. Here we found Zoisite, Leidyite, Chabasite, Beryl, Orthoclase, and Tourmaline. After collecting a number of fine specimens, and securing others through the courtesy of Mr. Deshong, we took evening train back to Philadelphia thence to Germantown. By in- vitation of Mr Branson I stayed at his house. July 7 Sunday. Although the Sabbath day, we made a visit to Mr Lightfoot, our companion of yesterday. His collec- tions of minerals are large and choice. He gave me a number of specimens ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p187.jpg) 89 In the evening I returned to New York July 8. Visited Central Park again, and spent most of forenoon in the menagerie. I suffered (?) a slight attack of the Collector's fever today. Have been gathering specimens of all sorts, and while looking at the animals in the Park Zoological collection I felt a desire to get a specimen of hair from the rarest creatures, to mount for microscopic examination. I made my strange request to the superintendent, and it was granted. A workman was sent with me, and we literally bearded the lion in his den; and pulled hairs from the tiger's tail. We visited all the rare animals and I rejoice in a big collection. Albert is progressing nicely, and we hope to be able to leave New York at an early date. July 9 Visited some of the city courts. In after- noon went to Brooklyn, and passed a few hours of wonderment in Greenwood Cemetery, that gorgeous metropolis of the dead. In the space of little more than an hour I witnessed the arrival of eight funeral processions. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p188.jpg) 18 July 10 Spent part of day in packing specimens, so that we may be ready to start home as soon as the Doctor thinks it wise that Albert should travel. The condition of health in New York just at present is a very sad one. The air is so foul, heavily laden with poisonous vapors and unhealthful emanations, that there is little wonder of the populous cemeteries. I learned authentically that today a babe died in its mother's arms on the streets today; and yet the temperature is not excessively high. The public parks are breathing organs to the city. July 11. By instructions from Dr Noyes, I took Albert this morning to his private office at 233 Madison Avenue. He made a careful examination of my brother's eye and advised that we go home at once. He says Albert has recovered as far as recovery has gone, with phenimenal rapidity; and he recognises the value of our mountain air at home, as conducive to brother's general health. I hastened ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p189.jpg) to procure tickets etc; and at 6 p.m we were embarked on the ferry boat connecting with Ontario and Western Ry. We left on the train at 6.30. The line lies alongside the Hudson, and the beauty of the scenery is almost beyond comprehension except by the aid of present vision. In regard to my brother-his sight is at present not improved; but the operation advised by President Woodruff has been successfully performed. I know of nothing more we can do and my faith in the fulfilment of the promise of the j[---]thoor is as strong as ever. July 12 Continued riding. The scenery about Lake Ontario is beautiful in the extreme. The waters were so still, and the vessels riding on its bosom looked like some gorgeous birds. At 1 p.m. we reached Niagara Falls-the world's wonder in cataracts. Crossed suspension Bridge, changing cars to the Ground Trunk line and entered Canada. Here British laws prevail; edicts are posted up by order of "Her Majesty". Things ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p190.jpg) 18 seem to have an English flavor. "Her Majesty's" Inspector came around and examined our valises. At Port Heron we crossed the river on the ferry; the train entire. Albert's condition seems to improve with the journey. July 13. Reached Chicago at 8.30 a.m. Had a breakfast, and walked around the city a little; then took the Chicago, Milwaukee and St Paul at 2.30, and continued westward. July 14 Sunday. Arrived at Council Bluffs at 8 a.m. Then with little delay we changed to the Union Pacific, and went bounding on again July 15. Travelled all day. Arrived at Ogden at 9.30 p.m; took passage on the Utah Central and reached Salt Lake City at 11.30. And I am home again; somewhat unexpectedly to the folks. Found all well; wife and son feeling very finely. Oh; I am sincerely thankful to be home once more. July 16. Took Albert to Provo by early train; thence by private conveyance to the farm. The folks are overjoyed to see us; and though they weep that Albert does not see, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p191.jpg) 89 yet they recognise that all has been done that we know how to do. I returned to Salt Lake City by evening train. July 17. Went to work without delay in the Laboratory. July 21. Sunday. Have been busily engaged since reaching home, at the College. Today I attended meetings as usual, Prayer Circle in morning and the Tabernacle Meeting in afternoon. July 27. Week has passed in busy occupation. Today I attended the High Priests' Meeting during forenoon; and in the afternoon was present at a specially called meeting of the Bishops and others to consider the condition of affairs pertaining to the coming election for Territorial Legislators, and other officers. July 28. Sunday. By appointment went to Draper, and officiated as a Home Missionary. My companion – Elder Cowans, for some reason could not accompany me. I attended Sabbath School, and spoke; and also the afternoon meeting; Was pleasantly entertained at the home of Bp. Stewart. Returned to Salt Lake City by evening train. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p192.jpg) 18 July 31. Attended Home Missionary Meeting in evening. Aug. 1. This being the first Thursday of the month, it is the regular Fast Day. Wife and I attended the Nineteenth Ward Meeting, and took one little sow, and he was blessed there, Elder Carlson being month. By request I officiated in blessing several children and confirming members who had been recently baptized. Aug. 3. Attended the monthly Priesthood Meeting of the Stake, and by call of the President I addressed the meeting. Aug. 4. Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle in the morning; and Tabernacle Services in afternoon. In evening, Elder Joseph Wells and myself officiated as Home Missionaries in the Sixth Ward. Aug 56 Today by formal appointment the Latter-day Saints' College opened its session for the fourth academic year. The attendance at the opening was unusually large in consideration of the heated season of the year. The authorities of the college, both Faculty and Board, consider this too early a date for the opening, and had ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p193.jpg) 89 previous to the issuing of the Annual Circular, decided on a later date; but the wishes of some members of the General Board were consulted with the result named. Many patrons decline to send their children while the weather continues so warm. The present summer has been and continues to be, unusually dry and warm. Aug 9. This day marks the close of the first school week of the year; and a most successful and profitable week it has proved. The students are of a high grade; many of them are graduates of other institutions, and several are practical and experienced teachers. Aug 11. Sunday; Attended meetings regularly; prayer circle in morning; Tabernacle Services in afternoon, and Ward meeting in evening. Aug. 18 Sunday:– Attended Prayer Circle in morning and assisted by consecrating the oils. In afternoon by call of the President, I addressed the Tabernacle Meeting, and in evening officiated as a Home Missionary with Elder Thorup in the 21" ward. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p194.jpg) 18 Aug. 21 Today a painful duty fell to the lot of my fellow teachers and myself, we having to attend the funeral of a last year student of our College. Bro. Henry Brown was the name of the deceased; he lived in South Cottonwood; and while a student endeared himself to teachers and associates by his unassuming and quiet obedience. Our regular teachers went, all, to South Cottonwood this afternoon. By request I preached the funeral Sermon – Bros. Done and Nelson also spoke briefly. We returned home in the evening. Aug. 23 Wife and son went away today, to pay a visit to the folks. So I am to be a bachelor for a while. It is expected that they will stay some weeks. Aug 25 Sunday:– Elder Samuel W. Richards and myself were appointed to speak in the capacity of Home Missionaries today at Brighton Ward. I was unable to see Bro. Richards before today; and relied upon meeting Bishop Schoenfelt of Brighton, and going out with him. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p195.jpg) 89 At 11.30 however he had not come as expected, and seeing there was so little time to spare, I started and walked to Brighton. It is but a comparatively short distance – 6 miles or so. Bro Richards was not there. I rode home with Bro. Gold. Aug. 28. By special invitation I joined of ladies and gentlemen and visited the Saltair Salt Works on the shore of the Salt Lake. The party comprised Presidents Wilford Woodruff, George Q. Cannon, and about twenty-five others. We went by special train, leaving the city at 2.15, and arriving home at 5.30 p.m. The preparation of salt from the lake water is a grand success, and is I believe the forerunner of chemical industries of wide range founded on the composition of the lake water. On the way, I enjoyed an extensive conversation with both Prests. Woodruff and Cannon, and learned from them many points of interest and importance. They give me reason to hope, that at some future time, the specimens at the Deseret Museum may be placed subject to our College. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p196.jpg) 18 Aug 30. This evening dedicatory services were held at the building to be occupied as the Latter-day Saints' Seminary of the 18th Ward in this city. By special appointment I took a small part in the exercises by delivering a brief address. The event marks the progress of our "new education". Aug. 31 Attended Priesthood Meeting in morning. This was really a combination of the monthly Stake Priesthood Meeting, and the monthly High Priests' Quorum Meeting. Sept. 1 Sunday. Today the Stake Conference convened. I attended all meetings morning afternoon and evening. The best of spirit prevailed. The time was occupied mostly by the Presidency of the Church, and the Apostles in giving timely and necessary instructions unto the people. Sept 2. Conference continuing we adjourned school session today. By call of Prest. Woodruff I addressed the assembly for a short time during the morning services. Attended afternoon meeting. In the evening, as in duty bound, I attended a Primary Meeting ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p197.jpg) 89 of citizens of the Third Municipal Ward, to consider the subject of choosing and sending delegates to a Convention of the Peoples' Party to be shortly held. I was elected one of the said delegates. Now this is a division of our activity in which I would much prefer not to work practically; but I recognise the duty and necessity of being actively alive to such requirements. The non- "Mormon" element, the "Liberal Party," as they style themselves, are making all efforts, fair and foul to gain political control of the city at the next municipal election – to be held in February next. Sept. 5. Tonight at 8 o'clock, I attended the convention above referred to. The meeting was held in City Hall, and consists of 94 delegates. When the elections for permanent offices of the convention were held, I was elected Chaplain, and officiated as such, at the opening and closing of the meeting. Sept 6 Attended an adjourned meeting of the Peoples' Party Convention; officiated ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p198.jpg) 18 as Chaplain. The business thus far transacted has been mostly prelimi- nary in its nature. A committee is now appointed to draft a form of platform of party principles. Wife and babe are still away; have been gone now two weeks. I am informed frequently by letter, and learn with deepest joy that they are well. I live in solitude just now; only come home to sleep. Go to my office usually at 6 to 6:30 a.m, and come home in the evening between 8 and 11. My health has been and is far from good. In fact I am slightly alarmed at some symptoms. For two or three weeks my appetite has failed, and such to me is very unusual. I take dinner (6 p.m.) at the Valley House Hotel; but usually do not eat at all during the day until that time. I am able to attend to work however, and such goes on well. God is truly blessing us in our labors. Sept 7. Attended another session of the People's Party Municipal Convention, and officiated as Chaplain. In executive session I ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p199.jpg) 89 made a short speech on the duties of delegates Adjourned until the 12" of September Sept 8. Sunday:– Attended meetings as usual,- Prayer circle in morning, Stake meeting in afternoon, and 19" Ward meeting in the evening. At the last named gathering I addressed the assembly by call of the presiding officer. Sept 7 (Omitted above). Administered by request to Bro. Isaac J. Hayes. Sept. 12. Attended the adjourned session of the Municipal Convention. The time was mostly consumed in an executive session with discussing the proposed Declaration of Principles of the Peoples' Party. Sept. 13 Attended meeting of Municipal Convention again; subject – same as last night. Sept. 15 Sunday:– Attended meetings. In evening went by appointment in company with Elder Parry and officiated as Home Missionary in First Ward. Sept. 16. Wife and boy came home tonight; well and happy. Had not expected them so soon but most happy to have them home again. They had been gone since Aug. 23– ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p200.jpg) 18 Sept. 17. Attended an adjourned meeting of the Peoples' Party Convention. Time was occupied in discussing the proposed "Platform of Principles," which was finally adopted. The convention adjourned near midnight sine die. Sept. 20 At the regular weekly Faculty Meeting of the instructors of our College held today, Bro Willard Croxall in behalf of the teachers presented me with an elegant g silk umbrella as an evidence of good will. Tomorrow is my birthday, and it is in commemoration of this that the kind act took place. Such a mark of esteem toward such an unworthy object is deeply gratifying. May my Heavenly Father aid me in meriting the good feelings which my friends and associates so kindly show toward me. Sept. 22. Sunday:- By appointment Elder Orson Woolley and myself were to speak as Home Missionaries today. I took the early morning southbound train, but being misinformed as to the location of the ward, I left the railway at Draper instead of at Sandy. No conveyance was sent to Draper to meet the missionaries, whereas the Bishop of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p201.jpg) 89 South Jordan was in waiting at Sandy. Bishop Stewart of Draper kindly furnished me a house. I rode to South Jordan; and met Elder Woolley there, he having come by private conveyance from Salt Lake City. We addressed the meeting, and returned home each by the road of his coming; Bro. Woolley going direct, I proceeding to Draper by horse, thence home by rail. Today I had an instance brought to view of sincerity in deeds as in words. Bro. George W. Beckstead of Riverton met me at South Jordan, and we engaged in conversa- tion regarding the affairs of the time. He seemed very much exercised over the portents of our enemies gaining political power in Salt Lake City this coming election. Although not a resident of Salt Lake City, he expressed himself eager to aid in any way; and upon learning that the so called "Liberal" party had been guilty of casting fraudulent votes in the past, he pledged himself to me in the sum of $200 as reward for the conviction of anyone found voting illegally at the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p202.jpg) 18 next election – in February next. This action I was requested to report to the proper authorities. Sept. 23. In the evening I attended a lecture on "Health" by Mrs. Dr Longshore Potts, at the Salt Lake Theatre. Sept. 25. This evening I attended a special meeting of the Peoples Party Delegates who assembled in the capacity of a Caucus to discuss matters pertaining to the coming election. Sept. 29. Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle in morning; and it being my turn, I addressed the meeting and also officiated as mouth in the circle. Attended regular Tabernacle services in afternoon. Assisted in administering to Elder Shepherd, a neighbor of ours. This is Wife's birthday. She begins her twenty second year. Oct. 4. Today the Sixtieth Semi annual Con- ference of the Church opened. Our College adjourned session last evening, the intermission to continue until conference closes. I attended meetings Went to the "Utah Exposition" or Fair, and arranged apparatus for the Sugar Company's exhibit. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p203.jpg) 89 Oct 5. Today was kept busy making an alyses of Beet Root Juices submitted in competition for the prizes offered by the Deseret Agricultural and Man- ufacturing Association. For this purpose I had been selected by the Association. In the evening I attended Priesthood Meeting. Oct 6. Sunday. Attended Conference meetings morning and afternoon, and the Sunday School Meeting in evening. At the morning session the officers of the Church were proposed, and sus- tained by the vote of the congregation. Elders Marril Lund, and Abraham H. Cannon were selected to fill the vacancies existing in the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles. Oct 7. By request I today delivered a short address before the Utah Women's Suffrage Association. Oct. 13 Sunday. Attended regular meetings morning and afternoon. In evening by appointment I officiated as a Home Missionary in company with Elder Elias Morris in the Fifteenth Ward. Oct 18. This evening the Students' Society of our College for began its sessions ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p204.jpg) 18 for the current school year. The organization meeting was a most pleasing affair. I took a small part on the program by delivering a short address on the subject, "Science and Art." Oct. 20 Sunday. Today in company with Elder Wm McKay I went to Herriman Ward. There we officiated as Home Missionaries. We returned home in the evening. Oct. 23. By request in company with Elder Driggs and Bishop Booth of Provo. I went this evening to the First Ward and spoke at the Political Club of the ward. The special subject under discussion and considera– was the school affairs of the territory. The meeting was small; but those present were extremely enthusiastic The night was very stormy. We were all wet through from the rain. Oct. 27 Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle and Tabernacle Services as usual. In the evening, Elder Hyrum Groesbeck and myself preached as Home Missionaries in the Fifth Ward. The meeting was an inspiring one. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p205.jpg) 89 Nov. 3/'89 Sunday:– Attended meetings as usual. Item omitted:– On Wednesday evening last, Oct 30, I attended the regular meeting of the Home Missionaries of the Stake. Of late, there are few topics discussed in meetings except politics. I shall be happy when the approaching election (February next) is past: then perhaps we will get time to think of our religion somewhat more fully. Nov. 7 At the meeting of the Students' Society of the College, I this evening delivered a lecture on "The Air we breathe" with numerous experiments. The audience was large, and apparently deeply inter- ested. Nov. 10 Sunday:- By appointment, Elder Marino Pack and myself preached this evening in the Tenth Ward; as Home Missionaries A pleasing meeting. Nov. 15. This evening a Students' Ball was held by our students. I attended, at as I felt in duty bound to do; though I remained but a short time. The influence of the school seemed to be carried to the dancing hall, and the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p206.jpg) 18 result was gratifying. I am thankful to be associated with so noble a class of students; the influence of the Spirit of God is felt about our institution,– – His institution in fact, and many and great are the evidences of Divine favor which we receive. Nov. 17 Sunday;- By call of the Presidency of the Stake, I addressed the Tabernacle congregation today. Prest. George Q. Cannon spoke after me. In the evening, by request I visited the Fourteenth Ward Meeting and there spoke. Nov 23. This day I appeared as a witness in the Third District Court before Judge Anderson. The circumstances are briefly these;- The anti-"Mormon," elements here in Utah have been exerting themselves to their utmost capacity to rob the people of their rights as citizens. An effort of extra strength in this direction is being made in view of the approaching city election, at which the opposition party hope to gain control of the city offices, and especially of the municipal treasury. Of course the so called "Liberals" ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p207.jpg) 89 are eager to prevent the naturalization of Mormon citizens, and for some time past all Latter-day Saints who have applied for recognition as citizens have been ordered by the Court to stand aside. An investigation has been instituted, based, it is true on the application of a particular individual – Moore by name – but it is in fact an arraignment and trial of the whole church. The testimony of apostates, and of loudly avowed enemies of the people has been received by the courts. Alleged exposures of the sacred ceremonies of the Endowment House, blood curdling tales of "blood atonement" practices, loud wails of priestly despotism and other lies have been daily served on the judicial table. The lawyers of "our side" have placed a number of witnesses before the court, to testify to facts. One such witness – Elder C. W. Penrose, the editor of the "Deseret News" is now in prison whither he was committed because of an alleged contempt of court in declining to answer a question as to the number of his wives. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p208.jpg) 18 What all this has to do with the application of Mr Moore for his papers of citizenship is indeed hard to discover. Well, among others I was called as a witness – the particular points asked of me being as to the nature of the teachings given by me to classes in Theology in the Brigham Young Academy, and the Latter-day Saints' College. I went upon the witness-stand trusting in the Lord, and without any thought as to what I should say; and He truly aided me, and gave me words. The crossexamination was rigid and every attempt was made to confuse my testimony; but I trust that the truth was clear. Nov. 24. Sunday. Attended meetings as usual, the morning prayer circle however being omitted, as it has been since November 3" owing to the removal of the endowment house at which these meetings were formerly held. I trust this suspension of prayer circle meetings will not be prolonged; for I feel that the prayers of the people are necessary in this ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p209.jpg) 89 epoch of trying scenes. At the Tabernacle Services in the afternoon Pret. G. Q. Cannon was among the speakers. He delivered a powerful discourse on the necessity and effects of continual revelation. In the evening, Elder C. Livingstone and myself preached in the 16" Ward as Home Missionaries. Nov. 28. This day having been designated by proclamation of the President of the United States, and the Governor of Utah Territory as a day of Thanks- giving, we observed the same by a formal adjournment of college session. Among the Latter day Saints, it is not customary to hold religious services on this day, as is done by most other sects, the reason of which omission, I am not able to state. Nov 27 Attended regular monthly meeting of the Home Missionaries. Nov. 29 <30> Attended High Priests' meeting. Today the decision was rendered by Judge Anderson in the Third District Court in the case of the application of Mr Moore and others to become citizens (See Nov. 23 last) ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p210.jpg) 18 As was expected from the general tons of the Judge's remarks during the trial, and his radical rulings on points of difference the decision is adverse to the "Mormon" applicant, but it is far, far more extensive in its injustice than was expected at all. It is to the effect that no Latter-day Saint need apply for citizenship. Whether he has taken endownments or not is not to be inquired into: if he is a Mormon, he is not considered fit to become a citizen of this great Republic of Liberty. Judge Anderson has officially declared that a man may indulge in sexual crimes with impunity: such would not affect his "good moral character"; applicants of such a class can be readily admitted, and will be welcomed as citizens; but believers in the work of God are debaned. I am filled with a feeling of profound sympathy for the perpetrators of such outrages. I do not grow angry; God forgive them; I am sure Satan has so blinded their eyes that they know not what they do. I know however that ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p211.jpg) 89 a day of reckoning must come. My sole fear is that the Latter day Saints may be less energetic and faithful than the Lord expects them to be; but of the eventual triumph of the work of God, I have no moment of doubt. Dec. 1. Sunday. By special request I visited the Sixteenth Ward Sabbath School this morning and deliverd a lecture before the Theological Class on "Marriage." After this, Elder Arthur Stayner and myself went by private conveyance to North Point Ward – about 7 miles from the city, and there we preached as Home Missionaries. The day was a very unpleasant one – rain and wind abounded; and the ward being so very scattered, but few persons were present – only ten (10) and they equally divided as to sex occupied the auditorium; yet a richer portion of the Spirit of God I seldom witness, than was manifest in that little meeting. By request of Bro. Stayner, I spoke first, occupying about 40 minutes, and dwelling mostly on Prayer. After, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p212.jpg) 18 I had finished Elder Stayner spoke about the same length of time and on the same subject. After meeting, we took lunch at the residence of Bishp Bishop Reed, and then we returned home. Dec. 7 By request I today attended the regular fortnightly session of the Salt Lake. County Teachers' Institute, and delivered a brief lecture on "Method in Study." Dec. 15. Sunday Attended regular meetings, and among them I am happy to say, the weekly prayer circle which to-day resumed. We meet now in a private house, a room in which has been prepared, and which was today dedicated for the purpose. In the evening I attended the twenty- second Ward meeting, which convenes jointly with the Ninetenth Ward; and by direction of the authorities I addressed the meeting. The subject upon which I felt led to speak was one upon which my mind has of late so largely dwelt – the necessity of cultivating a spirit of forbearance toward our enemies. Dec. 16 This evening a political meeting was held in the 19" Ward – my ward; ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p213.jpg) 89 and, as usual on such occasions I made no preparations for going; but during the evening the President of the Assembly came in person to request my presence; so I went. The proceedings were, as is common, loudly enthusiastic, even tumultuous at times. I was called on to speak: and I fear lest I tended to dampen the ardor of the meeting, for my words were of the soothing, rather than of the inflammatory type. I feel that there is danger in the noisy turbulence of present feeling on political matters. Nearly every speech to which I listen is of the stirring kind; and the necessity of stirring the people into their duty is freely admitted; but it is an easy matter to dethrone reason while so doing. Last night two boys of opposite political parties began a quarrel, and one of them – August Edler by name, a Liberal, stabbed the other. I trust there will be no more such scenes. I pray for calm and quiet and I stay away from political gatherings generally and have already declined over a score of requests to visit wards and speak. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p214.jpg) 18 Dec. 18 Attended Home Missionary Meeting in the evening. Dec. 19 This evening at the close of school an unexpected incident occurred. The present term ends tomorrow, and today marked the close of regular class work. Just before the benediction was to have been pronounced, one of the students asked permission to read a poem which had been composed for the occasion. Miss Aretta Young, one of the students of the academic de- partment then read the following, which was her own production:– A Souvenir From the Students of the L.D.S. College to their teachers; With the Compliments of the Season. 1. Soon we part, but not with sadness, Will we bid the short adieu, For so soon will be our meeting Dearest Teachers here with you; In our absence will be changed, Seasons of the fairest joy; Days wherein will be rich blessings Tempered not with base alloy. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p215.jpg) 89 2. Christmas with its holy greetings From the angels far above, "Peace on earth, good will to mortals." Sung in hymns of sacred love; With its treasures and sweet tokens From the inmates of "sweet home," Greetings from the absent dear ones Who are called afar to roam 3:- — — Ere we meet again, this "Old Year," With its smiles, and with its tears Will be dead and kindly burned In the grave of slumbering years; Ever fairer than the last With the halves of bright future And the wisdom of the past — — 4:- We will see and feel these changes And our souls will fill with prayer: We will pray for you, dear Teachers, And upon the Zephyrs Fair, The blessings breathed will float to heaven, To the Father up above, He will hear, and will return them On the wings of his great love 5. — .. — As a token of the blessings ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p216.jpg) We will breath at Christmas tide; as a token of the greetings When the gray "Old Year has died, And the new in youthful freshness, Comes without a trace of care Accept, we ask, these living garlands With this incense pure and fair. 6:– As an emblem of the harvest We will gather some fair day, From the seeds which you are sowing, Teachers, take of us, we pray these rich fruits, ay! golden treasures Which the husband-men of earth Ever garner in the storehouse As the gems of brightest worth. 7:– They will breathe the fervid wishes That within our warm hearts dwell; They will breathe these silent blessings, That fond lips can never tell; They, the fairest works of Nature, Gathered from the humble sod, Now enshrine a benediction from your students to our God. Composed by Aretta Young S. L. City, Dec. 19, 1889 In behalf of the students ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p217.jpg) 89 An interesting program of literary and musical exercises was then carried through in a very creditable manner. Such an expression of brotherly and sisterly affection on the part of students toward their teachers, is impressive. And so appropriate too – flowers and fruit, life, freshness, vigor, beauty, plenty, happiness and love all sym- bolized in that good gift. It was a refined and delicate spirit that planned and suggested such. I am thankful for such students, honored to be associated with them; and on some occasions I have said, and oftentimes have I felt, that I would willingly pay my tuition fees for the lessons that I learn from the students of my classes. At the appro- priate moment in the reading of the poem, six young ladies entered on either side of the teachers' stand, whereon was seated the entire Faculty, and each of the young students bearing a crystal basket filled with beautiful flowers and rich fruits. So much better than boughten baubles though of great price. I cannot help weeping as I think of it. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p218.jpg) 18 Dec. 20. This was the closing day of the term. Public exercises, appropriate to the occasion were held, commencing at 11 a.m. They were encouraging. Prest. Geo. Q. Cannon, and a number of the Stake Board were present. We are struggling for want of a suitable building; but we do the best the circumstances allow. Dec. 21. A meeting of the General Board of Education Examiners was held of today, Bros. Maeser, & Tanner, and myself – the entire Board being present. Dec. 22. Sabbath:– Attended usual meetings; Prayer Circle in the morning, Tabernacle Services in the afternoon; and in the evening, by appointment, I preached in the Eleventh Ward as a Home Missionary. This day at sundown, began a General Fast which has been proclaimed by the Presidency of the Church. The Fast is to extend through 24 hours – until sunset tomorrow; and the prayers of the saints are asked in behalf of our enemies, especially the officers of the government. We are not to pray for their con- demnation, nor for speedy judgement, but that their eyes may be opened, that they may have spiritual light to see ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p219.jpg) and understand the true position of this people. So many, and so vile are the evil reports which are circulated concerning us, and which come before the officers of the land in their official capacity, that the intervention of the Lord must be invoked to overrule the affairs for good. Dec. 23. This is the special Fast Day. An ap- propriate time indeed, for it is the anniversary of the birth of the Prophet Joseph Smith. Special Family Prayers were held among the families of the saints; then at 9 a.m. block meetings were held in the various wards; and at 10 a.m. regular assemblies in the several ward houses; then at 12.30 Prayer Circle Meetings were held in the usual places, and at 2 the ward meetings were resumed. I attended all meetings; and the day has been a Feast Day to me. The interest manifested by the Saints in these gatherings has been general. In our ward – the Nineteenth, which for the present is united with the Twenty-second, the house was so crowded that two overflow meetings had to be held ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p220.jpg) in the rooms of the school house. A quiet, sincere spirit has characterized the proceedings. I have faith that great results will follow for the good of this people. Dec. 25. Christmas Day. Wife, son, and I all left home this morning by early train, and went south to Lake View. There we were met with a train by folks from the farm. Spent the day pleasantly with Father, Mother, and all the rest. Dec. 26. Stayed all day with the folks. Since I was down last Father and my youngest brother George have been very ill. Pa says he felt that he would soon die, and did not desire to recover, but just while he was at the worst, Elder Norman of Salt Lake City; a friend of the family and a Patriarch in the church, arrived to visit the folks, and through his administrations both Father, and George were healed. Dec. 27. We started early from the farm; went to Provo; spent some little time there visiting friends; then took the freight train; and went to Pleasant Grove, where we visited Grandma. This is the first time I have seen ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p221.jpg) her for a long time – since before my marriage. Bro. Winters – her husband, died recently, and she is left alone. Her health is very uncertain. In the evening we took train and returned to Salt Lake City. Such "outs" as these are of severe effects upon children; I cannot approve of taking babies on visits; the excitement and worry incident to seeing so many new faces, are of necessity infurious. My little Sterling has been in high glee all day; his health is of the best, thank God; yet I see clearly that he is tonight in a state of unnatural excitement. By count, we find that this day alone, he has been fondled and petted by over fifty (50) strangers. Dec. 28. Attended regular monthly meeting of the High Priests' Quorum. It was an interesting session. Most of the testimonies borne were upon the efficacy of the recent Fast Day observance, and the good spirit which prevailed in the meetings of that day. Dec. 29 Sunday. Attended all regular meetings ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p222.jpg) Dec 30 & 31 Busily engaged in office work. -1890- January 1- Wednesday:- Another year is here. Last New Year's day, as a distinguishing feature of the time I wrote "To- day I am in my home with my wife" (see page 132, this book); now I can say "with wife and son. Thank God for them; they are blessings above earthly reckoning. My child; my boy: my son! And such a son! He seems the very impersonanation of all that is winning and sweet; and his health is good. I see so much illness about us; it is a sickly time: young and old are alike affected: yet the good God blesses our house with such exemption and is withal so kind and merciful, that I feel we are not of those whose sins go before them to judgement. Surely I suffer nothing as an atonement for my sins Today however I filled a sad duty in attending the funeral services of Elder Francis Cope; a man of great ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p223.jpg) 1890 worth in the community, and a member of the Stake Board of Education; consequently a man with whom I have had considerable dealing. He was an illustration of our Creator's noblest work – an honest man. His funeral was largely attended, all classes uniting to pay to him their last respects. Jan 2. Fast-day. Wife, son, and I all went to the morning fast meeting; and participated in most enjoyable exercises. The testimonies borne were of the heart-finding kind. Some of the sisters spoke with a force and simplicity that belong only to the elo- quence of heaven. Jan. 4 Attended regular monthly meeting of the Priesthood of the Salt Lake Stake of Zion. Busy most of day in preparing for the reopening of school which occurs on Monday next. Jan. 5 Sunday. Attended regular meetings. At the Tabernacle services today, a most inspiring sermon was delivered by Elder B. H. Roberts, one of the First Presidents of Seventies. His theme was the loyalty of Latter-day Saints, and their reasons for considering the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p224.jpg) 18 Constitution of the United States to be a Divine instrument. Such misrepre- sentation as this people is made the subject of is phenomenal. Indeed the eyes of the world seem blinded by prejudice to all concerns of our church. As an instance in point:- On Nov 23 last, (see page 198) I testified as a witness before the District Court. The Chicago Tribune, a daily journal of note commented upon the testimony, and made many misstatements. Acting under advice, I wrote a letter to the Chicago Tribune, stating facts, and asking a publication of the same, by way of an endeavor to establish the truth. That paper, instead of publishing the communication, sent the same to the Tribune of this city, the vilest newspaper on earth. I verily believe the Salt Lake Tribune published part of the article, with abusive comments, on Sunday last, Dec. 29, 1889, leaving out however certain facts of great importance. The Deseret News published the article in full on Tuesday last, Dec. 31. Again: the New York School Journal ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p225.jpg) 90 a paper which I have warmly sup- ported by recommending the same both privately and publicly to teachers and pupils, declared that the de- velopments of the 'Court invesigation before referred to, clearly proved that there were several organized bands of murderers in the employ of this Church. Such statements are to be read in the schools of the land. Is it a wonder that the people of the world grow up with deeply rooted prejudice against the principles of eternal truth? Jan 6 College resumed session; this marks the beginning of the second half year. Jan 7 In evening, I attended a meeting of the Stake Board of Education. Two of the members of this Board have been taken away by the hand of death – Bishop Jas. Watson, and Elder Francis Cope. Their places have been filled with Bp. Taylor and Elder Naisbitt. Jan. 11. I had accepted an appointment to go to Provo today and there deliver a lecture before the Utah Co. Teachers Association. An appointment was also ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p226.jpg) 18 made for me tomorrow as a Home Missionary in Mill Creek; and on Monday next I was to lecture before a students' society at the University of Deseret. Yesterday and today, however, I have been quite indisposed, and Prest. Cannon, fearing a worse attack has countermanded all such appoint- ments. Jan 12. Sunday:– Attended Prayer Circle Meeting. but refrained from other meetings. Jan. 19 Sunday:– Have been generally unwell during the week but still able to remain at work. Attended all regular meetings today. Jan 20 According to previous appointment, I today night delivered a lecture on "The Theory of Evolution" at the University of Deseret, under the auspices of the Delta Phi Society. The subject, and the nature of the audience caused me to depart from my usual course in lectures, – I wrote and read the address; mainly that there may be no uncertainty to my expressions. While speaking extemporarily, a person is liable by a slip to say the opposite of what he means. It is easy to omit a "not" or ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p227.jpg) 90 a "no", and so cause misunderstanding. Jan. 23. At night I attended a caucus of delegates, to canvas the names of nominees for offices in the city, to be voted for at the coming municipal election. At a Primary Meeting held in the 19" Ward, on Monday evening last, I, among others was elected a delegate. These political calls - are positively painful to me. Jan 24. Delivered the old time lecture, "The Birth and Growth of the Earth," this time under the auspices of the Students' Society. The illustrations were produced by the lime light, and with dissolving view effect - the finest illumination that I have ever enjoyed. Jan. 25 Attended High Priests' Quorum Meeting, and by call of the President, I addressed the meeting. Today also, we inaugurated a [--] teachers' class meeting, composed of teachers of the college, and designed to hold weekly sessions for the purpose of aiding us in our study. Jan 26. Sunday:- In the forenoon, by request I attended the funeral of Elder Robt. Ford, a brother with whom I have had but little acquaintance. His wife ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p228.jpg) 18 especially desired that I should speak at the services; and this I did. The funeral services were conducted at the Eleventh Ward Meeting House. Bro. Ford died from injuries received from a fall while laboring in the temple in this city. He lay unconscious several days. Attended Prayer Circle as usual; and in the afternoon by direction of the authorities I addressed the Taber- nacle meeting. Attended ward meeting in evening. Jan 29. Attended monthly Home Missionary Meeting. The session was short – consisting merely in roll call and the receiving of reports, after which meeting adjourned to enable the members to attend a grand ratification meeting called to confirm the nomination for city offices by the Peoples' Party. Politics seems now the predominant passion. Feb. 1. Attended monthly Priesthood Meeting. Feb. 2. Sunday: Attended all meetings as usual. Officiated in consecrating the oil at Prayer Circle, and addressed the Thirteenth Ward Meeting in evening as a Home Missionary in company with ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p229.jpg) 90 Elder Lewis M. Cannon. The ward authorities have a rather unusual custom – that of taking the signatures of the speakers at each meeting. Feb 5. By request, I today assisted in ad- ministering to Sister Edith Knowlton, daughter of Bishop Clawson: also to Sister Camilla Cobb, one of our teachers; and also to my wife. There is much illness at present among the people. A species of influenza – sometimes spoken of as the Russian Influenza because it was first reported a few months ago in the towns of Russia – commonly called La Grippe has made its appearance here. From dispatches from other places however, we have reason to feel thankful for our com- parative immunity. Feb. 9. Sunday.- Attended all meetings. In the evening I addressed the meeting in the Nineteenth Ward. Feb. 10. This is the day of the election of municipal officers for Salt Lake City. Unprecedented interest has centered on the issue. Both parties – the Peoples' Party, and the Liberal Party have been ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p230.jpg) training for months past. In the matter of the registration of voters, the proceedings have been infamous – all members of the People's Party finding it very hard to get their names at all on the lists. Hundreds of names already listed have been stricken off without a shadow of justification. Efforts have been repeatedly made by the "Liberal" authorities to get personators in place of absent, removed, or deceased voters; and hundreds of non- residents have been registered. The papers of the time have given full accounts. Today however the battle is to end for the present. The Liberal Party have boasted of their intention to steal the city; and in their confident hopes have failed even to try to cover up their infamy. Whatever changes the Peoples' Party prefer against them they straightway admit, and boast of their perfidy. Thus, in consequence of the irresponsibility of the Liberals, and their open efforts to enrich themselves at public expense, the Peoples Party have spoken of them as Carpet-baggers – and at once they adopt the Carpet Bag as their emblem, and even set it above ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p231.jpg) the country's flag. The People's Party proved that hundreds of men had been brought from the Railway Camps, Mines, from Ogden, Denver, and Iowa to vote here today; and such arrivals have gone about the streets with badges upon their breasts declaring their home. Our enemies have learned that peace is a principle of our faith; and not fearing retaliation they have been bold to make any assault; One of the pre-arranged tricks of election was to get their (the Liberals') votes, early polled, then to obstruct the other voters in the exercise of their rights of franchise. The People felt it their duty to strive for all their rights; and the call was made for voters to be early at the polls. I went before 5 a.m. and found a hundred already there. When the polls opened, fully 300 men were in line. Many were in position at 12 last night, and remained there till voting began at 7.45 am. Feb 11 The result of the election is known, and – the Liberals have succeeded in stealing their way into power. This city, the central city of the land of the Saints, the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p232.jpg) 18 seat of the First Presidency of the Church is now in the hands of the enemy. The Lord's Will will be done. He doubtlessly has his reasons for what is. Perhaps this will teach us humility – and liberality. As a people, we are not entirely free from bigotry, or intolerance. If we are made better by the experience then all is indeed well with us. Feb. 14. At the Students' Society, I delivered a short address on the writings of Edwin Arnold. Feb. 16 Sunday:– Attended meetings as usual. " 22 Attended regular monthly meeting of the High Priests' Quorum. Feb. 23 Sunday:– Elder Samuel Priday and myself were appointed to go to Bluff Dale today in the capacity of Home Missionaries. By a misunderstanding as to time of departure we failed to catch the south-bound Utah Central train leaving at 7.10 a.m., by which we should have gone. We took the 10.30 Denver & Rio Grande train to Draper, and walked thence to Bluff Dale, a distance of 3 1/2 miles. The walk was through snow and mud; but we were amply compensated by the enjoyable experiences of the meeting, at which a spirit of true worship was strongly manifest. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p233.jpg) 90 We returned to Salt Lake City by evening Utah Central train. I was met at the depot by Elder Niels Empey Counsellor to the Bishop of the Thirteenth Ward. He drove me at once to the meeting house in that ward, where I addressed the congregation according to prevoius appointment. Feb. 26. Attended meeting of Home Missionaries in Social Hall, at 7.30 p.m. Today I received a very kind communication from Elder George Goddard, a prominent elder, and a veteran in the church. The contents of the letter showed that Bro. Goddard counted me among his friends; it was a letter of brotherly criticism, calling attention to certain defects in my manner of public speak- ing especially as exhibited at the Thirteenth Ward on Sunday evening last where Bro. Goddard was a listener. He referred principally to my failure to make my entire audience hear. I notice now that my attention has been called to the fact, that I often fall into a quiet way of speaking, entirely unadapted to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p234.jpg) 18 large audiences. To call my attention to such points of needed improvement, is the doing of a true friend. Feb. 27. Since the time of my removing from Provo to Salt Lake City, I have been earnestly endeavoring to secure a home of my own; but thus far the desire has been unfulfilled. Renting houses is expensive and unsatisfactory; but it has been in the past my only alterna- tive. Property in Salt Lake City has been raised to fabulous prices; the place is said to be undergoing a boom. In many cases the cost of land is fifty times greater than it was a few years ago In but few places in town can lots be obtained at less than $1000 per rod front, the usual depth being 10 rods. I had almost given up hope of getting a home at all. Brother Soren Iverson, father to one of our students, expressed to me his desire to have us as neighbors, and offered me a piece of land, 2 rods by 10 rods for the sum of thirteen hundred dollars ($1300). The President of the Stake advised me to purchase, and today I agreed with Bro. Iverson ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p235.jpg) to purchase the piece. It is situated in the Second Ward – not my whole choice as to location but still it is a pleasant and healthful neigh- borhood. I shall try to build as soon as possible. Feb. 28. By request I today officiated with Elder G. Wells in administering to Ardell Cummings, the daughter of Bro. Melvin Cummings of the 18" Ward. Feb. 29 Attended monthly Priesthood meeting March 2 Sunday. Today the Stake Conference convened. I attended meetings morning and evening. In the afternoon I remained at home [---] charge of the baby, thus enabling my wife to attend meeting. I feel that I acted rightly in so doing: though, I was called for by President Cannon from the public stand, and as I learned in the evening, it was the requ desire of the authorities that I should have spoken during the afternoon. After the evening meeting, Bishop Orson F. Whitney and myself adminsited to the child of Bro. Melvin Cummings ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p236.jpg) 18 March 3. Took part with Elder John Alford in administering to the child of Bro. Abbott, a neighbor of ours. Today a contract was made between Bro. Jas. W. Eardley and myself, by which he is required to build a house for me at once. We have planned a small, cozy home—6 rooms with accessory closets, pantry etc. If the weather be favorable, the house is to be finished by early May. [The following is written sideways in left margin next to previous paragraph] By direction of the Authorities, I addressed the assembly at today's session of conference. March 8 According to an appointment of long standing I this day went to Provo, and there, delivered a lecture on the "Theory of Evolution" before the County Teachers' Convention. The convention, after listening to the lecture asked permission to publish it. Because of the importance of the subject and the ease with which misunderstandings arise as to a speaker's intentions, I read the lecture from notes. Took lunch with Bro. Keeler, visited a few friends, and returned home by evening train. Bro. Keeler has been deprived through death of his babe: oh how thankful we should be that our precious boy is preserved from serious illness. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p237.jpg) 90 229 March 9. Sunday:– In the evening, by previous invitation I attended the Fourteenth Ward Meeting, and addressed the meeting. Owing to a misunderstanding on my part respecting the time of meeting, I was late in reaching the meeting-house. An elder was speaking as I entered, but, I being expected, he closed abruptly as I came upon the front. Such a circumstance – the know- ledge and consciousness of having interrupted another in a sermon served to unnerve me. I felt well but still constrained while addressing the people. March 11. By request, and previous agreement, I tonight attended the Improvement Association Meeting in the Second Ward, and there addressed the people. No formal subject was announced, but my remarks were devoted to "The privileges of a Latter-day Saint March 16 Sunday:– Attended meetings as usual. In evening, Elder Samuel McKay and myself preached as Home Missionaries in the Ninth Ward. Through the great kindness of Elder Mervin Woolley-the son of Bishop ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p238.jpg) 18 Woolley, wife and baby were taken down to the ward, where they stayed till after meeting. Mar. 22. Wife and boy left today on a visit to friends. It is expected that they will be away some weeks. By evening train, I went to Logan, to fill appoint- ments for the Cache Stake Young Mens' Improvement Association. Elder Junius F. Wells of the General Superintendency went by same train. Arrived near 11 p. m. I stayed at the house of Apostle Moses Thatcher. Mar 23 Sunday. Was taken early to the house of Elder Seth Langton, which I under- stand is to be my head quarters while in Logan. Attended morning, afternoon, and evening services. In the afternoon I delivered a lecture on "Atheism and Idolatry". In the evening Bro. Tanner lectured on "Life of Moses". The attendance at the conference was large, and the general spirit manifested was a good one. I have been quite ill since leaving home; hardly felt able to speak this afternoon, but by the help of God I filled the appointment. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p239.jpg) 90 231 Mar. 24 Returned to Salt Lake City. In afternoon I had an interview with Pres. Woodruff, and Pres. Smith regarding school matters. Mar. 26. Attended Home Missionary Meeting in evening. Mar. 27 By request I today assisted in administering to Sister Ardell Cummings, Wife of Bro. Melvin Cummins. The lady has been suffering in mind greatly of late; fears the giving way of her reason, and at times thinks she is about to die. She manifested con- siderable faith; and I feel that the administration was accepted, and will be for her good. Mar. 29. Attended regular monthly meeting of the High Priests' Quorum. A number of the brethren spoke all of whom were aged; and the spirit shown and felt there was very strong and benificent. The veterans of our people are passing away rapidly; and it is a privilege to hear them talk. Mar. 30. Sunday:- Attended meetings as usual. By appointment I addressed the Prayer Circle Meeting during morning. April 1. In evening I delivered a lecture ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p240.jpg) 18 before a joint meeting of the Improve- ment Associations of the Nineteenth and Twenty-second wards; on "Atheism and Idolatry." The meeting was a large one: the spirit was a good one, and I trust that benefit will ensue to all April 4. The sixtieth annual conference of the church convened today; and in con- sequence the session of the college was suspended. I attended meetings both morning and afternoon. The spirit manifested by speakers and hearers was strong. I look for great results from this conference. April 5. Conference continued; I attended all meetings. At the morning and afternoon sessions several of the General Authorities spoke, all treating upon timely and present topics, with force. No long speeches were made; no startling doc- trines announced; all good solid every-day religion. I have seldom wit- nessed so full a spirit of sincerity and of power as is manifested in this conference. At night a general Priesthood Meeting was held in the large Tabernacle. I was called to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p241.jpg) 90 233 follow Bro. Maeser in speaking upon matters connected with Church Schools. Bro. Maeser is rapidly becoming aged in appearance, though in spirit he is as young as ever. He is the pioneer of the new education among the Latter day Saints; and the younger teachers have much to do to keep up the high standard of excellence which he has set us in energy, and indefatiguable endeavors for the cause of education among the youth of Zion. April 6. Sunday Conference still. Morning and afternoon meetings were largely attended. Instructions were timely: and they seemed to strike an answering note in the hearts of the people. It has been a time of great rejoicing among the saints. Conference adjourned at evening. At night a general Conference of Sunday School officers and mem- bers was held. I was called and addressed the meeting on "Grading of Sabbath Schools." April 7. Today a meeting of the General Board of Education was held; ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p242.jpg) 234 18 and by invitation the members of the Salt Lake Stake Board of Educa- tion met jointly with the General Board. The affairs of the Latter day Saints' College were discussed. Among other things it was decided to establish a Normal Department in connection with the college, the same to be recognized by the General Board as the Central Normal Institute of the Church. This is a gain of prestige and of responsibility to the institution, and a great increase of labor unto myself. April 11 Wife and son returned home today. They have been away, visiting relatives since Mar. 22. Both are well; and I am thankful for their safe return. Apr.1[-] <12> Today the deed was signed and sealed, conveying the piece of land upon which I hope to live, (See entry for Feb. 27, 1890). The tract is only 2 rods wide, by 10 rods deep, yet I feel that it is enough. I am thank- ful for it; and hope the home thereon will be one of peace and comfort. Building has been begun. In fact, the roof was com- menced today. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p243.jpg) 90 April 20 Sunday:- By appointment, Elder Benj. F. Cummings and myself went today to North Jordan, sometimes known as Taylorsville, and there officiated as Home Missionaries. We returned to Salt Lake City by evening train. Ap. 22 Assisted in administering to Elder Wm Perkes, a neighbor of ours April 25. Attended a meeting of the Salt Lake Literary and Scientific Association, to membership in which I was honored with an election in October last. The business of the meeting pertained mainly to the disposal of certain pieces of real estate owned by the Association. Reference was made, however, to the advisability of changing the manner of directing the affairs of the Deseret Museum. The meeting was held in the Gards house; about 50 persons were present and as is so commonly the case with meetings of the sort, every avenue of ventilation was closed. The air became unbearably foul, and I was so overcome by it as to almost faint. I hastened home and lay ill during the entire night. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p244.jpg) 18 April 27 Sunday. Attended usual meetings. At the afternoon Tabernacle Services today Prest. George Q. Cannon was the speaker. His discourse was a powerful one, adapted alike to our own people, and to strangers. He dwelt especially upon the ultimate salvation of all mankind, except the sons of perdition – after each has paid the penalty of his own mis- deeds. So different is this doctrine from that of the Universalists on the one hand, who teach that all men will be saved through the ability of our Father to inflict punishment upon his erring children; and of the majority of Christian sects on the other hand who preach the endless torture of fire and brimstone. Pres. Cannon explained the meaning of "eternal punishment"; that it is God's punishment, endless in its existence, yet persons will be condemned to it for varying terms of time; punishments will be suited to the offences; and after the penalty has been paid, each will emerge therefrom to a state of glory far surpassing his expectations. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p245.jpg) 90 God, our Father has good gifts for his children. I observed a number of strangers and visitors among the con- gregation, sitting with deep attention. The sermon must have carried hope to many a one. In the evening, I officiated as a Home Missionary in the Seventeenth Ward. Elder Charles Wilcken was appointed with me but he being away from the city was unable to attend. The spirit of the meeting was calm and serene. April 29. Went to Ogden by afternon train to see Bro. Richard Haag, a former student of our College, and now an instructor in the Weber Stake Academy. I had pre- viously written to him, and had as- certained that he was free of engage- ment for the coming school year, and I have recommended him to our Board. He gladly accepted the proffered position. Afterward I was greatly surprised to find that the Principal of the Academy, and several members of the Board of Directors considered the action a wrong one, and even accused myself and our ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p246.jpg) 18 Board of wrong actions in offering inducements to a teacher of another institution. This news was brought to me by Bro. Haag just as I was leaving on the night train for home. He stated that his Stake President, his Bishop, and his Principal in the Academy all advised him to remain there. I thereupon told him that in my opinion he should remain there until otherwise instructed. I returned home same night. April 30. During early morning I reported the result of yesterday's visit to Ogden to the Board of Directors; the President thereupon reported matters to the First Presidency of the Church. Pres. Woodruff expressed himself as very desirous of avoiding misunderstanding and trouble between brethren, but that from our statement of the case, and Bro. Haag's letter to myself, it was clear that we had acted in good faith. He thereupon counselled that I return to Ogden with a member of our Board, and endeavor to conciliate parties, adding that Bro. Haag must be left free to act as he chose. Elder William ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p247.jpg) 90 B. Dougall, Secretary of our Board, and myself went to Ogden by afternoon train and endeavored to find President Shurtliff, to whom a telegram had been previously sent. We failed to find him; but later we found two members of the Weber Stake Board, and Bro. Haag, to whom we delivered our message. Bro. Haag decided at once to come to Salt Lake City. Elder Dougall and myself returned to Salt Lake City same evening. May 1. Reported result of yesterday's visit, to the Presidency. On this occasion as on other pre- vious ones, I have had the pleasure of speaking with the authorites in relation to the future of our College. It is the intention of the General Board of Education, as also of the General Authorities of the Church to erect a commodious building as soon as possible, and then to place the College on a higher plane. Some little uncertainty exists regarding the title of a site, and this will delay action a short time. If present ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p248.jpg) 18 plans be followed, however, we may confidently hope that the next school year will be the last which we will pass in our present crowded and inconvenient position. I referred then to the officers stating in answer to questions from Pres. George Q. Cannon, that I would greatly like to be relieved of the Principal- ship, being allowed to confine my labors mainly to the Scientific Department. I think such a change will be made at the time of the institution's reorganization. May. 2. Attended the Students Society during the evening, and delivered a short address upon the "Labor demonstrations on May-day, 1890." May 3. Attended monthly Priesthood Meeting. May 4. Sunday. By appointment I went to the Penetentiary in the afternoon and there addressed the inmates. A choir of seven voices was present. The position is a difficult one—to see hundreds of brethren in convict garb, and not be allowed even to nod to them. A very orderly meeting was held. In conversation with the Guard [The following is written sideways in left margin] Once before I filled an appointment of this kind, Sept. 30, 1888. See page 118 this volume. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p249.jpg) 90 after the services, I learned that the Latter-day Saints' appointments to preach to the prisoners are filled far more promptly than are those of any other sect. The officer said that all prisoners look forward with pleasure to "Mormon Sunday". He stated that other ministers seemed to fill the appointments, when they filled them at all, as a matter of form, appar- ently having no concern in the spiritual welfare of the people. Then again, our people send always as many singers as are permitted to enter, some of them good lady vocalists, and the sound of lady voices is pleasing to the prisoners. I doubt if any other prison can be found throughout the world, with such a company of inmates. History grows apace in these mountains. In the evening, by call of the Bishopric, I addressed the meeting of the 19" and 22" Wards – combined. May 10 Today I conducted a party of students – members of the Field Club Organization of our college – 14 in number – on a trip to the mountains and canyons ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p250.jpg) 18 of the neighborhood. We left the city at 5 a.m; and went to Big Cottonwood Canyon; there we visited the Deseret Paper Mills, roamed over the hills captured a number of [---] specimens, then went to the Germania smelters, examined the apparatus, studied the processes, gathered samples, and hastened home; arriving again in Salt Lake City at 7 p.m The day has been profitably and pleasantly spent. May 11. Sunday. Attended usual meetings except Prayer Circle. At the home for this I was called to attend a special meeting of the Executive Committee of the College. In the afternoon I assisted, with several other brethren, in administering to Bro. Starley, a veteran in the Church. May. 18 Sunday. By appointment, Elder Arthur Stayner, and myself went today to Granger Ward, and then officiated as Home Missionaries. Returned to Salt Lake City by evening. We travelled in a private conveyance of Elder Stayner's. In evening, by special and previous request. I addressed the Meeting in the Seventh Ward. I was so ill before ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p251.jpg) 90 and during the meeting as to very seriously fear my ability to get through the duty acceptably. Was administered to after the meeting by Bishop Thorne and others. May 21. In response to an invitation of long standing, wife, baby, and I went today to Elder Lorenzo Young's and enjoyed a visit with himself and his family. He is a venerable gentleman, and a veteran in the cause; now, however, confined to his bed through debility. Though his body is weak, his spirit is as fresh as ever. May 22. Today the Commencement Exercises of the College took place. The affair was a very pleasing one. May 23. This day had been set as Field Day for students of the College. It was spent at Calder's Farm. Instructor Done had charge of the arrangments. I went down with wife and son in the afternoon. The pleasure of the occasion was somewhat dampened by the news of the death of Bro. Martin Jensen, a student who had been in attendance at school until two days ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p252.jpg) 18 ago; there he was attacked by an affec- tion of the throat, from which he died last evening. After arriving at the pleasure grounds I appointed a Committee from among the instructors and the pupils, and a series of resolu- tions of condolence and sympathy was adopted by the students in mass meeting just before the hour for dismissing. After arriving in the city, by a spontaneous movement among the students, a meeting was held in the College Hall, and an impromptu program rendered. I made an address on "College life" Then came the "Good-bye's" – I cannot get used to them. Year after year the experience comes; and it is ever as heavy as before. Separation from students is like separation from one's own family. May. 25 Sunday:– By request I spoke today at the funeral of Sister Ann Llewellyn, wife of Bro. H. E. Llewellyn of the 16" Ward. I had not the pleasure of a personal acquaintance with the deceased or her family; In afternoon, by call of the Stake authorities, I spoke at the Tabernacle services. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p253.jpg) 90 245 May 26. By appointment I went by morning train to Provo, and there conducted certain parts of the examination of Church School Teachers. Had a six hours uninterrupted session. Returned home in evening. Elders Maeser, Tanner and myself ordained two of the graduates Bros. to the office of Elders. I officiated as mouth in the first case and Bro. Tanner in the second. May 27. Spent the greater part of the day at our new house, (See entries under Feb. 27 1890; page 226; and March 3. 1890 page 228). Several delays, incident to the bad weather, and the scarcity of building material have occurred in the course of the construction of the house, and the day named in the contract for its completion is now three weeks gone, and the house is far from being finished. We had calculated on moving to our new home tomorrow, but the house is not ready for occupancy. May 28. Today we moved. Our furniture and household goods generally were taken to the new house, and there ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p254.jpg) 18 stored in one of the unfinished rooms. We accepted a very kind offer of Bro. Iverson, our neighbor, and the gentleman from whom I bought the land, and took up our abode in a room of his house. Attended Home Missio May 29. Busily engaged in arranging house- hold effects. The painting in one room was finished today, and we im- mediately brought in the furniture. We stay nights at Bro. Iverson's, and take our meals at restaurants. May 30. Continued in the good but dis- agreeable work of home fixing. May 31. In morning I attended the monthly meeting of the High Priests' Quorum. This night we passed at home, in a house which, by the kindness of the Lord we own, as stewards. Now for a brief description of our abode. The land is 2 rods wide, by ten rods deep. A narrow strip, it is true, but I have a right of way for a wagon road on the side. The house is of brick, outside, lined with well seasoned adobies. The arrangement of the rooms will be seen from the ground plan:– ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p255.jpg) 90 [Illustration of a six-room house floor plan] Up stairs, two small bed rooms, with a closet in each, also a good sized lumber room are arranged. Transoms are arranged over all the doors: the windows are large, and ventilating flues are introduced wherever ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p256.jpg) practicable. The house can be thoroughly ventilated with little trouble. An electric burglar alarm system is in operation, connections being made with every outside door and window. This I have introduced, principally to illustrate the action of such a system to students who may visit me. We are not wealthy in worldly goods (thank God for it) so have no special cause to fear burglarious assaults. Electric door bells and call bells are also arranged. I rejoice in the prospect of having a little room for my own use as an office or study room, with a bed room adjoining. I could ask for no better accomoda- tions than this house promises to afford. From my soul I thank God for his mercies to me and mine, in providing such an abode. There is much to be done yet; the ground is unfenced and bare; a garden must be prepared; a fence erected, trees planted, flowers and lawn started and much more. But I feel that pleasure will attend all such attempts to improve our home, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p257.jpg) 90 for in it we hope to live till the Lord sees fit to call us else where. I am heartily tired of renting a home. The expense and labor of moving from place to place is very great, and to me, indescribably dis_ agreeable. Since our marriage (23 months ago) we have paid out for rent along Two-hundred and seventy-three dollars ($27300), and the actual [-]nttay for moving furniture etc. amounts to near forty dollars ($40-.) And for this amount, the accommodations received have been very meagre. I cannot at present name the expense of the home we now occupy, as it is not finished, but shal be able so to do before long. May the Lord look in mercy on our abode and bless it to our good, and to His glory. M. June 1. Sunday. Wife was suddenly taken ill this morning; just as I was pre- paring for meeting. Her indisposition I think, results from the over work of the past few days, and the change in drinking water. A well from which ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p258.jpg) 18 our neighbors procure their water furnishes a very impure fluid. I have analyzed it before movin here; as we do not use it at all for drinking purposes- only for laundry and cooking We get drinking water from an artesian well about half a block away. This water is very hard, but for purer than the surface well on the next lot. May was better at noon; but it seemed best that I remain at home instead of attending meeting. I regret the necessity of my so doing; both because of the suffering of my wife, and for the loss of the sabbath services. Today witnesses the Annual Conference of the Young Men's In- firuement Associations, and it is a disappointment to me not to be present. .. Attended the evening meeting, which was held in the large tabernacle. June 3. Today the second annual convention of the officers of the Church Schools was held in the Social Hall. It was a quiet but eminently successful affair. A deep and lasting enthusiasm manfists itself in the actions of the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p259.jpg) 90 people generally toward Church schools. It is gratifying to see the movement spreading as it is doing. The "new educa- tion" is a growing fact among this people. June 6. Received a message, during the forenoon, from Prest. Woodruff requesting my presence at a meeting to be held at 3 p.m. in his office. I attended. The meeting was composed of the First Presidency of the Church, Bishop John R. Winder, Pres. George Reynolds, Bishop Orson F. Whitney, Elder Franklin S. Richards, Elder C. W. Penrose, and myself. The object of the meeting was to con- sider the advisability of preparing and publishing a true history of Utah and new people. Some time ago an anounce- ment was made by C. C. Goodwin, the "Tribune" editor – a man whose acts have proved him to be an insane in his hatred of our people, was about to write a history of Utah from a professedly anti-Mormon standpoint. Hearing of this, one Dr. George (or John) O. Williams suggested the propriety of preparing a history of Utah from a Mormon point of view, to counteract ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p260.jpg) 18 in some degree the ill tendency of the first named. This Williams deserves to secure the right to publish the pro- posed Mormon history of Utah. At today's meeting, all of the bretheren expect the First Presidency, and in addition to three already named, Apostle Abram H. Cannon, were appointed as a com- mittee to consider the matter, especially us to the reputation and character of this Dr Williams. Bp. J. R. Winder is the chairman of this committee. Meetings are to be soon called to consider the matter more in detail. June 7. Another week has closed. We have been leading a semi-camp life in our house, the carpenters, painters, and plasterers almost filling the house. We hope to be safely settled within a reasonable time. June 8. Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle, and by ap- pointment officiated as spokesman in prayer: This is the first time I have attended Circle Meeting for six weeks, each time having been lawfully detained, as well be explained under dates of five preceeding Sabbaths. I can conscientiously say, that ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p261.jpg) 90 within my recollection I have never ,through personal negligence absented myself from these Prayer Meetings. In the evening, by previous appointment Elder Rich and W. Young and myself preached in the Twentieth Ward in the capacity of Home Missionaries. At the Prayer Circle Meeting this morning, a wonderful case of healing through the administrations of the priesthood was reported by one of the brethren. A young man named Argyle of Davis Stake was run over by a team and load of hay some time ago. His bodily injuries were very serious, several ribs being broken, and other dangerous in- juries received. He was brought to the Deseret Hospital in this city for treatement, and the physicians gave no hope for his recovery. Some of the brethren ad- ministered to him; his bones rapidly knit, the injurious effects disappeared, and he has now gone home well. June 9. Elder W. Croxall, an instructor in the College, and myself called on Bro. George Freeze, a student of the institution who has recently met with a painful accident. He was using a hay fork ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p262.jpg) 18 and through mishap dropped the tool, one prong of which penetrated his right foot, in the middle of the instep, going nearly through. Since the injury he has been in a feverish state, and symptoms of blood poisoning have shown themselve Elder Freeze-the father of George,- Elder Croxall and myself administered to the sufferer, I being mouth. June 10. Administered again to Bro George Freeze in conjunction with his father, I being mouth. He has improved considerably since last evening, for which improve- ment, God is to be thanked. Bro. Freeze-George's father-informed me of a wondrous manifistation of the power of God, which had revently come under his observation. An employee of his-Bro. Gerber-is suffering the results of a severe rupture. A very serious falling of the intestines took place recently; Bro. Gerber went to a physician-Dr Richards,-one who claimed at one time to belong to this church-; the doctor wished to reduce the rupture by cutting, saying that such was the only way to gain relief: the sufferer asked to be first administered to: the doctor stated ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p263.jpg) 90 that such might do for old women but he had no use for it. Gerber refused to be operated upon and sent for some of the elders who came and administered to him, the result of which was a speed reduction of the disarranged parts. Arrangement had been made to receive him at the hospital; he drove there himself, and reported that he needed no quarters. Today the text of the decision of the Supreme Court of the United States in the church cases was first published though it was rendered several days ago. The court declares the confiscation of church property a constitutional and proper pro- ceeding. The court kept the matter under advisement over a year; and now but a ba[-]e majority of the judges sustain the action. It is a serious thing; the highest judicial tribunal of the land supports the robbing of a church, and that church too, the one which even they call the "Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints" On hearing of the decision I felt unpleased to say to some friends who were present "that act has hastened the end. This nation cup of iniquity is fast filling; surely the Lord will soon say "Enough!" ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p264.jpg) 18 June 15 Sunday:- Attended meetings as usual. By appointment I addressed the Prayer Circle Meeting during the morning. In the evening, wife and I attended the Second Ward meeting, presented our Certificates of Membership in the Nineteenth Ward of the church, and were received as members of the Second Ward. This is the third ward of which we have been members since our arrival in Salt Lake City; I sincerely hope we shall be enabled to remain settled here for a time. By call of the Bishop -L. G. Hardy – I addressed the evening meeting. June 18. Attended a meeting of the "Committee on History" See (June 6, p. 251). June 19 Attended another meeting of the "Committee on History." The Committee made a report to the Presidency of the Church, and reveived a message in reply to pro- ceed according to its best judgement. The Presidency promises to sanction any arrangements entered into by the Com- mittee. June 20 Enjoyed a two hours ramble in City Creek canyon with Bro. Well and Croxall, in search of insects. We were very suc- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p265.jpg) 90 Caseful. I have had thus far, but lilttle vacation rest June 21 In the morning attended a meeting of the Deseret Sunday School Committee reading and arranging the Lessons. Sun Feb. 19, 1889: page 140 In the afternoon attended a meeting of the Stake Board of Education, called to consider the advisability of seeking other quarters for our college during the coming year. There is good reason for believing that the Social Hall property will be condemned by the city authorities in order that the alley on the north side of the Hall may be widened to the dimension of a street. June 22 Sunday. In accordance with a suggestion from Pres. George Q. cannon, to whom I applied recently for comment in an important matter I went to Payson today. The exact nature of my business will perhaps be explained later. Took dinner at Sister Webb's. By evening train I returned north, stopping at Lake View, and visiting the Freks. Remained there all night. I was very glad to see them, and they ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p266.jpg) 18 appeared equally pleased with my visit by good fortune my two married sisters, Alice and Polly, were visiting home along with their families so that the gathering was a general one. I found all fairly well. Father is crippled however from Rheumatism, and the severe affects of a rupture; Ma has been seriously ill, but is recovering. Albert's sight has under gone no improvement as yet. Mother has worried a great deal over the absence of my brother John, who left home about seven weeks ago. I have been greatly concerned over the matter, but have refrained from mentioning it here until I could cite facts. It appears that John's actions had proved very annoying to Father; and Father is of a very irritable nature; he had repeatedly told John to go off, as he was tired of his actions etc; and on the occasion re- ferred to John went, and has not yet re- turned. Soon after his departure I learned of him being in Salt Lake City, and found afterward that he had got em- ployment there. He has visited us at our home in Salt Lake City once. Yesterday, as I was expecting to see the folks today, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p267.jpg) 90 and being desirous of giving them correct information as well as being anxious on my own account concerning John's welfare, I visited the establishment where he is employed – A. Keyser, Lumber, Grain, and Wool Dealer, Corner 2" South and Third West streets, Salt Lake City; also his Boarding House, which is kept by Mrs. Price, corner 2" South and 4" West streets, City. Both his superintendent, and his landlady gave good reports of him, praising him for his regularity and diligence. I do not at all approve of John's course, but now that he is away from home, I earnestly hope and pary for his safety. The boy's ambition is now aroused, while he was on the farm he showed but a bad ambition. The experience may do him good; he has thus for not with great success in procuring fairly remunerative employment; I hope this prosperity will not intoxicate him. The folks were overjoyed to learn of his welfare. I spent a very happy evening on the farm; mostly engaged in searching old family records, and gleaning items of information respecting the genealogy of the family. One point I will give ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p268.jpg) 18 space to here to insure its preservation. Father states that my Grandfather once had prepared, a very extensive extract from the Parish Register of Ramsbury, Wilts, England – the home of our family. This was in the hands of Rev. John Hawkins, Vicar of Ramsbury. The record was never obtained from him, and when he died it was taken possession of by the Rev. Mr St[-]ton, who was son-in-law to Mr. Hawkins. This Mr St[--]ton afterward became Vicar of Great Bed[---]in. June 23. Returned to Salt Lake City by early train. June 24. Attended a meeting of the Stake Board of Education – adjourned from June 21. June 25. By previous appointment, I went this morning by early train to Farmington, Davis Co.; and there met Bro. Daniel Miller a former student of the L.D.S. College, and with him, a member of other gentlemen forming a company which has been organized to develop the natural gas of that region. I went with them to the springs, south west of Farmington, and there tested the escaping gas. I undertook to make an analysis of the gas for the company. Returned to Salt Lake City by mid-day train. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p269.jpg) In the evening, I attended the regular monthly meeting of the Home Missionaries of the Stake. The proceedings were very impressive. A number of topics were dwelt upon, but the prominent ones had bearing upon the present position of our people, their duties, and their future prospects. Brother W. W. Riter, a wealthy man, and a person of wide experience, expressed his belief, that in the near future, Latter-day Saints would be excluded from many lines of employ- ment, and many sources of supoort would be cut off from them. Elder Aurelius Miner, an attorney of long standing in the church, stated that, as affairs were now developing, it was not im- probable, that, unless the Lord inter- vened our enemies would accomplish our total political disfranchisement, and would follow this by measures even more harsh; perhaps by making the best oath or qualification for taking licenses to transact any line of busniess. We know not what the future will bring forth; but no severity on the part of our enemies could occasion much surprise after what has been done. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p270.jpg) 18 June 26 In the afternoon I received notification of a specially called meeting to be held in the Social Hall at four o'clock, and was invited to be present. The meeting may with pro- priety be called a secret one, the business of the hour not being of a general nature. Pres. George Q. Cannon presided. The question announced for discussion was - Is it advisable for the Peoples' Political Party of Utah to maintain its organization in the face of assured defeat at the polls through the criminal actions of their opponents; or shall the Party be dis- organized: or shall the Party divide and take places in the ranks of the national parties (Democrats and Republicans) of the day. A free expression of opinion was called for, and such was given. Some advocated the joining with the national parties; others preferred remaining neutral for a time, but the majority of the speakers res[---] the maintaining of the Party in an organized form at all hazards. This last view was eventually carried unanimously. I spoke upon the subject in a brief manner. The national parties have each an unsavory record today; they are nuclean; the People Party is a party of principle, and would be stooping from its lofty position in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p271.jpg) 90 affiliating with either. Pres. George Q. Cannon, in speaking, predicted that the day would come when the votes of the Latter-day Saints would be courted by the national parties. June 27. Wife and I attended Theatre to witness an entertainment by the Home Dramatic Club. June 28. Today I learned the decision of Pres. Woodruff on the subject that constituted the cause of my visit to Payson on Sunday last (June 22, see page 257); and the explanation to which I forbore giving at the time. (See entries Sept. 11 to October 1, inclusive, 1887 this book, pages 4 to 12) During portions of the years 1886 and 1887, I was present much at the house of Sister C. J. Webb in Provo, owing to the terrible accident that had befallen her daughter Zella. To this young lady's intense sufferings, and the forti- tude with which she bore all, previous refer- ence has been made in my Journal. I took as active a part as I did in min- istering to her wants, at her mother's and her own request, and because Zella appeared to place confidence in me. Bro. Maeser was almost as constant in his visits as was I. For some time before the date of her accident, which occurred, September 12, 1886, Zella had been engaged to be married to a young man of Provo, Bro. George Smoot, a son of President ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p272.jpg) 18 A.O. Smoot of Utah Stake; but during the year and two weeks that marked her lin- gering agonies, his demeanor toward her became cold and distant, and by many acts he convinced her of a change in his heart. All this time, the young girl was drifting toward her grave, and was pining for love, and manly protection. Some time before her demise, on several occasions in fact, she declared that she preferred death to living to fulfil her promise to George. Zella left with her mother a death-bed charge, that unless George Smoot radically changed his course of life, he should not be sealed to Zella in the Temple of God. Again, she expressed a desire, that if such could be done with the sanction of the proper authorities, she should be sealed to myself. The subject has been very dear to my heart from the first; I have felt deterred however, from taking steps in the matter, by a desire to avoid even the appearance of depriving George Smoot of a blessing, whose right and prerogative I considered it to be allowed all op- portunities. He married some months after Zella's death, without making any provisions for Zella's work. A short time ago I received a letter from Sister Webb, who is desirous of attending to her daughters temple ceremonies. I applied to Bro. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p273.jpg) 90 George Q Cannon, of the First Presidency, and was counselled by him to write to, or, better to see Sister Webb, and request her to write an explana- tory letter to Pres. Woodruff. For this purpose I visited her at her home in Payson on Sunday last. I carried back with me a letter from her to President Woodruff: this I delivered; and the decision of the President, - whose exclusive right it is to give and seal the sons and daughters of God to each other, – is to the effect that of right Zella should be given to me. I am profoundly affected by this action: I am thankful from my heart. I feel willing to make any needed sacrifice to effect an early consummation. Immediately I wrote to Sister Webb, to whom an official notification has been already sent, to make arrangements for an early visit to the Temple. Great indeed are the mercies and blessings of the Lord to me. June 28. Same date as above:– Attended the regular monthly quorum meeting of the High Priests. June 29 Sunday: By appointment, Elder Thorup and I visited the Bulterville Ward, and there officiated as Home Missionaries. We travelled by buggy, and returned home after the meeting. Note. All entrives from June 30 to July 26 were made after the latter date from notes and memoranda ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p274.jpg) 18 taken during the time by my wife June 30 Rose early feeling ill. Tried to wear off the feeling by work. Went early to my labratory and labored at scientific work until even- ing. The office and laboratory in which I work at the Social Hall is a poorly ven- tilated room – I have often suffered greatly from the foul air, during school sessions, and I find that during vacation the conditions are far worse; for the large rooms of the Hall are shut closely most of the time – they are used on Sundays for meetings and are closed during the rest of the week except for an occasional evening meeting; and when I open my office it is im- possible to keep the foul air of the other rooms from finding an entrance. One realizes such things after the ill effects appear. This evening, after quitting my office, I found myself scarcely able to stand; intense pains in the head soon man- ifested themselves, associated with nausea and extreme lassitude; and I was soon convinced that I had poisoned myself with foul air. My body, I believe was ren- dered specially susceptible to such ill influ- ences through over-work, for I fully realize that I have of late neglected taking the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p275.jpg) 90 rest of which a hard years' labor placed me in such need, and for which the vacation is provided. I have been trying to crowd work into vacation which in no way belonged there; and at the present time am under promise to make two laborious and extended analyses, – one of Natrual Gas, and the other of Mineral Wax. I realize now after reflection, that to under- take such work, or to attempt any other fatiguing labor during vacation is wrong; my duty to myself mentally and physically, and to my calling demands that I shall take full and complete relaxation from mental toil, and from sedentary confinement, associated with pleasing recreation during the vacation months. For this purpose vacations are provided; and we (teachers) are un- grateful and even sinful in making improper use of such time. "As thy day thy strength shall be," is a promise to all earnest workers in a good cause; and I have realized its fulfilment at every turn in my labors. During the past school year, when, at times, I felt knew that more than the work of one rested on my shoulders, I felt the hand of the Lord sustaining me with a power that was unmistakable. The year closed successfully; ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p276.jpg) 18 God's chief prophet on earth – Pres. Woodruff pronounced the work that had been done "very good", and gave it the sanction of this blessing. But for such sustaining power, the work of the year could never have been done. I know to whom the honor and glory of the success belongs, and to Him I joyfully render it. But vacation came; I strove to labor rather than rest; and I feel that the Lord disapproved of my course, and withdrew His support. Alone I could not stand a day; and illness has over- taken me. But to return to the events of the day; - it was with difficulty that I reached home. I immediately retired, filled with the somewhat gloomy con- viction that a spell of perhaps serious illness was settling down upon me. Early in the evening I was called up by the Bishop of the ward – Leonard G. Hardy; I responded though feeling loath. I assisted him and others in administering to a young son of Brother Iverson who is threatened with diptheria. Then the Bishop took me to the District School House, there to attend a School Primary Meeting for the purpose of electing delegates to a Municipal Convention soon to be held. But few citizens were ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p277.jpg) 90 present. I was elected Chairman of the Meeting. The object of the gathering was fully under- stood by those present; there was no need of speeches or long harangues; nominations were quickly made and acted upon without opposition; and in five minutes from the time of my elevation to the chair, the meeting adjourned. I hasted home, and to bed. The night proved one of great suffering to me. I scarcely slept at all; pains in head and bowels were intense. I recognised all the symptoms of a severe case of Typhoid Fever. July 1 By previous appointment I should go by morning train to Farmington, there to meet the Company interested in the Natural Gas occurrences, to make collections of the gas for analysis. I rose from bed suffering greatly and feeling entirely inadequate to the task of the journey. Realizing however that the company were awaiting me, I made the attempt. The apparatus was already at the depot. I felt as if in a half-dazed condition while gone. However we successfully collected the gas; and after a tedious two hour's wait at the Far- mington station, I took train for home. I left the vessel of gas at my office; answered ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p278.jpg) 18 a couple of pressing letters and went home. I immediately took to bed. Later in the day I was administered to by Elders Thorup, and Franklin V. Young. I experienced some relief, but passed a very restless night suffering greatly. The fever is asserting itself rapidly. I have little faith in the doctors of today, and feel to rely upon the administrations of the Elders. I ought to have confidence in such means, for I have never been healed of any serious disorder by other means. July 2. Feeling considerably worse: fever is high. Realizing that my condition was a serious one, I sent for Elders to administer to me. Was administered to by Elders K. G. Maeser and Franklin V. Young, and later in the day by Elders Sterling, Christensen, and Collett who were sent for that purpose by the authorities. July 3. Fever rising. Was administered to early in the day by Elder Maeser, and Elder James Stirling. In the evening, Elders Joseph E. Taylor and C. W. Penrose of the Stake Presidency called and administered to me. All the brethren who have thus far officiated in the ordinances of the Church upon me have exercised great faith, and have promised me great blessings. I feel great ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p279.jpg) 90. faith too; indeed, the administrations of the Priesthood are all in which I have confidence and faith; yet, after an administration, however strong and acceptable it may have seemed, I do not feel at present that answer- ing confidence which tells me that I shall soon recover. The will of the Lord be done. July 4. Independence Day! Liberty's natal day. Great preparations have been made for a grand public celebration in the city; but self and family are debarred from attending. For this in itself I am not sorry. of late years, celebrations in honor of liberty mean little more than noise and tumult, and with such I have no sympathy. In health I am worse today. Was admin- istered to by Elders Croxall, Nelson, and the two Brothers Haag. Later in the day, I was administered to by Elders Musser and Thomp; then by Elders Nelson, Noyes, and Alfred Booth. In the afternoon President George Q. Cannon called, and adminis- tered to me in connection with his nephew, Bro. Lewis M. Cannon. The President's administra- tion and blessing were strong ones, and, as in almost every instance of the ordinance being performed upon me, I experienced great [The following is written sideways in left margin] Late in the afternoon I was administered to by Elders Franklin V. Young and Alfred Booth. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p280.jpg) 18 July 4 (contud) satisfaction and temporary relief, yet without any conviction that I would soon recover. Pres. Cannon spoke favorably of my consulting a physician of our own people, so I sent for Dr. Chas. Wilcox, who, it is true has had but limited practice in his profession, having very recently graduated from a leading medical college, but he has a spirit which is congenial with mine, and I think will take as much interest in administering to me as an Elder, as in giving medicine as a physician. Pres. Cannon sought to do me a favor by sending Dr Seymour B. Young to attend me, but Dr Wilcox had already come and had taken charge of the case, so after a friendly visit and a consultation with Dr Wilcox he withdrew. Before saying anything with regard to the doctor's treatment, it would perhaps be well to describe my own state of mind at the time. A deep, unmistakable conviction has settled upon my mind that I am smitten unto death. I do not feel that I shall ever rise from this bed. This feeling is not associated with despair or even despondency. I have long thought that I should hail joyfully the day of my release from the troubles of this world, and as that day seems to me now very near I am mostly saddened at the prospect of leaving my little family in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p281.jpg) 90 unprovided for as to their future susten- ance; in fact I would leave them now with heavy debts to meet, occasioned by building and preparing our home. Yet I know "the Lord will provide." Another cause of sadness at the prospect of my early departure from this life, is the consciousness that part of the Temple Work for the dead is yet unfinished. In fact but very little has been done, and wife and I had made all arrangements to accompany Sister Webb (read entry under June 28 page 263) to the Temple, three days from the present time, there to spend some weeks in work for the dead. And there is another feeling in my heart which saddens me greatly, – Though impressed that I am soon to leave this life, I have not the consciousness that it is a kindly call from my Heavenly Father which is to take me hence; I feel rather that He will permit my death than that He wills it. I think perhaps, that through my indiscretion I have placed myself subject to the powers of evil, and they are permitted to afflict me, and perhaps to take my life. It seems to my mind, that death would be a happy event if it was the result of a fatherly call from Heaven to "come home." My prayers are earnest and sincere that the Lord will spare my life yet to do a good work in Zion. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p282.jpg) 18 July 4 con. Now to return to the Doctor. Dr Wilcox came without delay, carefully diagnosed my case, and pronounced it a severe attack of Typhoid Fever, associated however with another most painful complicaton:– as I found myself constipated in bowels, I took a strong purgative. Of this the Doctor approved; but the very violent action of the bowels which followed resulted in a protrusion of the intestine, which, in my weakened and feverish condition I was unable to reduce, and as a result I am afflicted with a painful and severe attack of the Piles. This affliction causes me incessant pain. The Doctor began immediately to treat me for the fever. Though I was in a semi-delirious state some of my faculties seemed strangely acute, and I had a comprehension of the object and purpose of each of the Doctor's medicines. I recognised that he was treating me skillfully, and that such treatment must tend to mitigate the dis- order, and to prolong my life. This, I confess, caused me temporary displeasure; for with the conviction that I was appointed unto death, I had no desire that life with my intense suffering should be prolonged a single day. However, I slept after the Doctor left and awoke feeling somewhat refreshed. I am told that my delirium became very marked during the night. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p283.jpg) 90 275 July 5. Fever high. Delirious part of the time. Was administered to by Elder Edw. Snelgrove, the President of my Prayer Circle. Felt refreshed after the ordinance, still my conviction as to the outcome is the same. Dr Wilcox came – he is very attentitve. He brought with him Dr Joseph S. Richards, one of the most experienced physicians in Salt Lake City. He approved of Dr Wilcox's treatment. They turned special attention to the Piles trouble, from which I get scarcely any relief. Dr Richards pronounces the case the worst he has ever seen. He deeply sympathized with me for the pain which he said he knew I suffered. The doctors proposed to chloroform me and try to reduce the tumors. At first I objected to the chloroform, saying I would bear the pain rather than take an anaesthetic. The physicians however stated that the shock would be more than I, in my weak condition, could likely bear, and they would utterly decline attempting the operation without chloroform. I submitted; and seemed to feel no after effects of the anaesthetic. This fact agreeably sur- prises me for I have always dreaded anaesthetics, and feared ill results from them. The Pile tumors fell as large as before within half an hour of the time of the operation. Passed a delirious night. The amount of food taken up to present time is insignificant. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p284.jpg) 18 July 6. Sunday. Delirious a great portion of the time. Was administered to by Elders Snelgrove, Lam- bert, Burbridge, and Williams, all members of my Prayer Circle; assisted by Bro. Cronall. Delirium left me, and I felt greatly comforted after the administration. The doctors lay great stress on the im- portance of my taking stimulants. They first prescribed brandy; but this I felt I could not take; then they ordered wine; Pres. Cannon when he was here also recommended me to take wine, so we procured some good Dixie wine, but even small doses cause me such profuse nose bleeding that I have to desist. As a last resort, the doctors prescribe coffee; and this I take every hour. July 7. Fever still growing. Was administered to serveral times during the day; first by Elders Jensen and Bassett of my own ward; then by Bishop L. G. Hardy, and Dr Wilcox; then by Elder F V. Young and Patriarch Lorenzo D. Young; then by Elders Taylor Woolley, and Moroni Woolley and Dr Wilcox. The visit and administration of Patriarch Lorenzo D. Young is especially to be remembered. Bro. Young has been an invalid for years, often confined to his bed for weeks at a time; yet he made the great exertion of coming to me. I feel the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p285.jpg) 90 faith of my friends bearing me up at times like a wave of the sea, and oh! how unworthy of this support do I appear in my own eyes. This was the day on which wife and I had planned starting for the temple; we have had to change these plans. My name has been forwarded however, with the request that it be remembered at the altar in prayer. In the evening I was again chloroform- ed and operated upon for a reduction of the piles. The reduction was successfully accomplished but proved of little avail, as they fell immediately afterward. July 8. High fever and delirium. Was administered to by Elder Penrose of the Stake Presidency, and later by Bishop Hardy, Counselor Jensen, and Dr Wilcox. Was chloroformed and operated upon again for piles; without avail. Patriarch Lorenzo Young sent a small quantity of ointment; it is the only thing, aside from consecrated oil, that has afforded me the least relief from the truly sickening pain. It is more comforting than all the doctor's prescriptions. July 9. But little change in my condition. Pain of piles almost incessant. Administered to by Elder Croxall and Dr Wilcox; later by Bp. Hardy and Elder ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p286.jpg) 18 Jensen his counsellor; then by Pres. Chas. Penrose of the Stake Presidency; and at night by Bishop O. F. Whitney and Elders John Nicholson and Franklin V. Young. Could I wish for greater faith and spiritual support? Oh! that it may avail before the Lord. As I occasionally need attention during the night, and wife and sister are always fatigued from their arduous day labors, it was thought best that someone stay at the house during the night. Bro. Heber Iverson, our neighbor stayed this night. July 10. Another operation under chloroform, with little if any good effect. The doctors concluded that nothing can be done for these horrible piles till the Fever is broken. They give me the consolation that I must bear the Piles for a couple of weeks yet, by which time they hope the Fever will be overcome. Was administered to by Bishop Hardy and Dr Wilcox; and later by Bishop Hardy alone; he kindly remained at the house all night. July 11. Still delirious. Was administered to by Dr Wilcox and Elders Harry Young and Willard Croxall. The two last named remained at the house during the night. Although the conviction of an early death hangs over me still, yet I call eagerly ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p287.jpg) 90 and trustingly for the administrations of the Priesthood. To that power alone do I look for a possible recovery and restoration to life. Perhaps the Lord will be moved upon through the prayers of His annointed ones to grant me life; though as yet I feel no assurance that He will. July 12. Was administered to by Pres. Jos. E. Taylor of the Stake Presidency. Cousin Chas. Howe and Bro. Harry Young remained at the house during the night. There seems to be little change in my condition July 13. Sunday. Was administered to Pres. Elias Morriss, Dr Seymour B. Young, and Dr Wilcox. Felt cheered and comforted. But for the ordinances of the Priesthood, I would soon become despondent. Bros. Musser and Adams of the First Ward kindly stayed with us during the night. July 14. Still feverish and delirious. Was administered to by Bros. Snelgrove and Edgar Howe of my Prayer Circle; and later Bros. Maeser and N. L. Nelson. Thank God for the comforting influences of His Priesthood! Cousin Chas. Howe stayed all night. July 15. Passed a day of great pain and suffering. In the evening Bishop Hardy called and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p288.jpg) 18 July 15 (con.) administered to me alone. After the ordinance he sat by the bed, fanning me in silence for ten minutes about; then he arose and some- what abruptly administered to me again, and left the house. I was deeply impressed with his administration; and soon feel into a calm sleep, from which I awakened with a conviction deep and not to be doubted that I shall recover from this illness and shall live. I know that the Lord has been moved by the faith of my friends, and perhaps by my own feeble prayers, for I have felt to pray sincerely. My gratitude knows no bounds. This feeling within my heart is so convincing as to admit of no shadow of doubt. I am sure that the Lord will permit me to rise from this bed and resume my work among His people. oh! may I fully appreciate His mercy. When the doctor called I told him of the new knowledge that had been given me; he expressed his joy; adding, that from a medical point of view I was now in the most critical and dangerous stage of the disease; near the crisis in fact. It would matter not to me if my infirmity were many fold what it is– with the God-given conviction which is now within my soul, I could not despair of life ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p289.jpg) 90. I informed the doctor that I would continue his medicines, for I believe they are administered in the proper spirit, and with skill; and that I would be as conscientious in following his instructions as to diet and [-] actions as before — and he will never have a patient who will follow directions more closely than I have in the past — yet the outcome is known to me whether I take medicines or not. Indeed I have great cause this day to rejoice. The pain of the pile tumors is not de- creased. The Lord seems to intend that I shall run the entire course. There is to be no miraculous and instantaneous healing, yet His power is none the less apparent. I shall be well again, though the road to recovery may lie through a sea of pain. Perhaps my Father desires to test my faith under a long siege perhaps to make this great lesson in my life the more impressive. Right gladly will I welcome every pang of pain; for I know it comes from Him; and every throe is a partial expiation for the indiscretion that has tended to invoke this disease. July 16 Pain intense; fever high: but spirits are as light and cheerful as the birds. A number of brethren of my Prayer Circle called in the evening, [The following is written sideways in left margin] Bro. Croxall remained to assist during the night. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p290.jpg) 18 and after an earnest prayer, they administered to me twice, promising me refreshing sleep, comfort, and recovery. Every word that was uttered found an echo of faith in my heart. the brethern were Elders Burbridge, Corbett, White, and Edgar Howe. I was also administered to by Bishop Hardy and Elders Hansen and Soren Iverson. Bro. Adams kindly remained during the night. July 17 But little change in my condition. Fever still raging, and pains severe. Was administered to by Elders Snelgrove, White, Lewis, and Williams, all of my Prayer Circle. July 18 Fever running its course. This is the stage of the disease at which great care has to be exer- cised lest the intestines be ruptured; and ac- cording to the doctor's instructions I have not left my bed for five days; have not turned over in fact. It is not a particularly pleasant experience for me. Was administered to by Elders Junius F. Wells and Edw. H. Anderson; and later by Pres. Jos. E. Taylor of the Stake Presidency. July 19. Still progressing. Feel cheerful. Was adminis- tered to by Bishop Hardy. July 20. Sunday Feeling much better. The doctor thinks the crisis of the disease has been passed. With his consent I left bed today; sat in chair for 10 minutes. Was by that time eager ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p291.jpg) 90. to lie down again. I find myself extremely weak; am unable to take a step or even to stand up alone. Was administered to by Elders Geo. C. Lambert, Hyrum Groesbeck, and Bro. Davis Jr. of my Prayer Circle, and Bro. Jas. Dwyer. Later Bro. Andrew Jensen called, but too late to take part in the ordinance. The brethren administered to me specially for relief from piles pain. I slept well during the night, freer from pain than I have been during the illness before. I speedily realized the blessing of the administration. July 21. Much better; fever abating: mind clearer; pain from piles almost entirely gone; appetite quick- ening. I feel today like a new person. Sat up in chair about 20 minutes. Was adminis- tered to by the Bishop. July 22. Awoke feeling bright and much improved. Pain is slight. Ate well in morning. During forenoon the Doctor came, and proposed another reduction of the tumors, thinking that my improved condition would cause such a reduction to be permanent. As I was feeling so well it was thought best to attempt the operation without chloroform; to this sug- gestion I gladly assented for I have a horror of anaesthetics. The operation was successfully accomplished; such pain however I have seldom ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p292.jpg) 18 if ever, before experienced. I was completely pros- trated; stimulants were administered to revive me. The tumors fell again within ten minutes, so that the entire suffering proved unavailing. I was in great pain during the day. No Elders called today to administer to me, great as was my need. July 23. Still suffering from yesterday's operation. I think the effects of chloroform would not have been one tenth as severe upon me. Appetite is gone and a feeling of utter prostration is upon me. The doctors have been consulting as to the advisability of operating upon these tumors with the knife. Pres. Woodruff in some way had heard of this partial intention on the part of the physicians; and today he sent a message by Bro. Maeser that he did not wish any operation of the kind performed upon me. Bro. Maeser arrived while Dr Wilcox was at the house, and delivered his message in the following blunt manner, "Pres. Woodruff says he is opposed to Bro. Talmage's being dissected." I should say that the Doctor had already abandoned the idea of such an oepration, at least in the immediate future, and had concluded, seeing that the pile tumors caused me comparatively so little pain, to await my con- valescence in the hope of improvement through ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p293.jpg) 90. natural causes. I desire no radical measures to be used. Was administered to by Bro. Maeser in early morning; later by Bro. Maeser and Dr Wilcox; and in the afternoon by Patriarch Henry Norman and cousin Charles Howe. July 24. Anniversary of the first settlement of these valleys; Pioneer day. No formal celebration exercises are to take place in the city, though many country towns have announced their programs. Today I am much better. I improved after each of the administrations yesterday, and this morning I feel that the ill effects of the last operation are mostly overcome. Ate well in morning and enjoyed food. Was most surprised and pleased today to receive a visit from Bro. Josiah Cluff of Provo, who made use of the holiday by leaving the celebration ceremonies at Provo, and coming to see me. I appreciate his good feelings. He says that while I was at my worst, the news was borne to Provo that there was scarcely any hope of my recovery. My friends there united in prayers for my behalf. Oh! blessed indeed am I! what is more to be prized than the supporting faith of sincere friends! How unworthy do I feel. I was able to sit up part of the time ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p294.jpg) 18 while Bro. Cluff was present. He returned home by afternoon train, carrying the news of my improved condition. Yesterday and today I have taken no medicines. I feel that hy- giene treatment is all that is now needed if the continued blessing of the Lord can be secured. July 25. Awoke feeling much improved. Appetite good, and digestion apparently perfect. Rose at 11 o' clock, and dressed – first time for 25 days. Remained dressed till 8 p.m. sitting up most of day; lying down occasionally. Felt able, so ventured to sit at desk and write, or rather scrawl, a letter to the folks at home. Am careful to guard against a backset, but my improvement is so rapid that I can scarcely realize it. July 26. This morning near 4 o'clock, when all in the house were quietly sleeping, a burglar or burglars endeavored to break into the house. The attempt was made to raise one of the front windows, which had been left partly open for ventilation purposes, but the electric burglar alarm did good service. Before the window had been raised half an inch the alarm rang out so loudly as to speedily awaken everybody in the house. On first awakening, I forgot my illness, and strove ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p295.jpg) 90. to spring out of bed; but from my weak condition I staggered backward almost helpless. The women however, – Wife and Sister Sadie, proved fully equal to the occasion; they went from window to window, seemingly very anxious to catch a sight of the would-be robbers. By their aid, and the help of a cain I got to the parlor, and adjusted the windows. Evidently the alarm caused the burglars to abandon their purpose, and to make a hasty departure. I feel now fully repaid for the expense of putting in such a system. At the time I planned it, I had little expectations or fear of burglarious attacks, for we have few loose valuables, and I keep no money at the house; but I desired to have access to a burglar-alarm system mostly for the sake of illustrating the same to students. However it has filled another and a good purpose. The city is at present infested with desperate men, and house- breakings and high-way robberies, oftentimes associated with great violence are of very fre- quent occurrence. Had such characters got into our house, we could have offered but a weak defense, and bloodshed may have resulted. We are thankful for the protection. Rose early feeling well. Remained dressed ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p296.jpg) 18 all day, lying down at intervals. Was able to sit at desk a couple of hours, in pieces, and write my several pages of my Journal. At night felt no fatigue – only a pleasing and healthful tired sensation. July 27 Sunday. Passed pleasantly. Received many calls from friends: all of whom are astonished at my rapid improvement. The doctor says it is scarcely natural. Yes it is natural; my recovery is through the mercy and power of God, and Nature is but the expression of Divine Will. My rapid recovery is not usual however! The doctor talks about its being a result of my strong constitution, temperate life etc:- all this may have a bearing, but I am getting well as a gift from God. The kindness of friends during my illness is almost indescribable. All who have shown me favors could not be named. Some have been mentioned already as helping us by sitting up nights while such attention was needed. I should specially name Bro. Soren Iverson, our good neighbor; he and his family have ever been ready to render us aid in going on errands- and these have been not a few-in tending the body when the women were specially busy and in numberless other ways. They have done so much to smooth our rugged path. Also ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p297.jpg) 90 Bishop Hardy, and his Counsellor, Bro. Jensen, and the good wife of the latter. This lady, among other kindnesses cooked us soups, chicken Etc, and brought to the house; these I relished when I felt unable to taste ordinary food. Also Sister Aretta Young – one of my students. She has been an almost daily visitor: bringing with her always a calm and gentle influence that was very encouraging. She was always ready and eager to assist in the house, whenever she was with us. Also Sister Emma Goddard, formerly a student at Provo. She came and labored diligently in the housework for days; and brought with her on every occasion, her characteristic influence for good. Her heart has been softened-almost crushed it seemed at one time, with trouble. It was her brother – Charles Nield, who died by his own hand in such a shocking manner, a few months ago. [-] Also my many students who have sent me such handsome flowers-oh! those flowers have done so much to cheer me and comfort those about me. Flowers are like mes- sengers of comfort and peace. Beautiful floral gifts have come from Sisters Aretta Young, Aggie Sharp, May Dallas, Ida Savage, Katie Thomas, Emma Goddard, Laura Hyde, and the young ladies of the Second Ward. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p298.jpg) 18 July 27 (con). Also great favors have been received from Bro. Willard Croxall; and for a few days while he was in town, from Bro. Willard Done. Numerous others have shown their sympathy and good feeling in various minor ways. July 28. I seem to be growing stronger every hour. When I first got up, it was with difficulty that I could take a single step. I needed a cane and someone to lean one. Today I can walk easily with a cane. I even ventured out of the house for the first time. I jocularly remarked that I saw the necessity of getting a sworn statement from those of my friends who saw me while I was ill, to con- vince others of my friends that I have been ill. I don't feel like a sick man. Was up from 6 a. m. till 9 p. m. Spent day pleasantly in reading; writing up my journal, and in mounting and studying specimens of butterflies and moths, which fly in great numbers about my window. I cannot chase them myself; but a young man who lives near captures them for me in the net: then brings them to me to be killed and mounted. These will prove valuable in the College. July 29. Improving still. I eat and drink, read, write, and sleep; and so the day passes pleasantly, and it would seem, somewhat lazily. Had a number ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p299.jpg) 90 of insects brought to me today. These I mounted for study. With wife's assistance I walked to a neighbor's house – Bro. Iverson's, and admin- istered to Bro. Heber Iverson, who is suffering with a fever. Already I am playing the part of the well person, visiting the sick. July 30. Still getting stronger. Sister Sadie went home today. She has been a great assist- /ance to us. In the afternoon felt so well that I accepted an invitation from a friend and took a buggy ride to the Social Hall. I took the type-writer home, so that I can attend to neglected correspondence at intervals. In the evening Uncle Edgar called, accompanied by Aunt Julia, and took Wife, Son, and Self for a pleasant ride around the Park. Came home feeling much refreshed. July 31. Spent most of day writing letter. Feeling im- proved. Aug. 1 Spent day as usual. Attended to a great amount of mail matter. In the afternoon, by kindness of Br. Iverson his son drove me in a buggy to the Social Hall. I brough my microscope and accessions house for use. Aug. 2. Spent most of day in preparing and viewing microscopic mounts. Feeling well. Am gaining flesh rapidly. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p300.jpg) 18 Aug. 6. Since the time of last entry I have been steadily improving in strength. In the afternoon, wife, son, and self left on the south-bound train and went to Lake View. There we were met by some of the folks with a conveyance, and thence conveyed to the farm. Here we were welcomed by Father, Mother, and the rest. It has been recommended to me by those competent to advise, and has been ordered by the doctor that I take an "out" in the cam[---] away from the dust and turmoil of the city. The wisdom of this counsel I fully recognise and today's journey is a preliminary step toward a canyon trip should such seem desirable; though I believe the farm will be a good place to recuperate my strength. My wife and my boy need such an out fully as much as do I. May has been sickly for some time – the result of her incessant labors during my illness. While I lay between life and death, and since that impressive time until the present, she has been to me a ministering augel. Her attentions have been far greater than could be expected or asked, even of a wife. She seemed to suffer with me, and in ministering to my wants she appeared to relieve herself. Her whole nature seemed ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p301.jpg) 90. to be concerned in my welfare alone. Often did I tremble for her safety of health, but she heroically conquered weakness till I was nearly recovered. I feel utterly un- worthy of such consideration as that dear woman bestowed upon me. God bless her for her goodness; and save her from con- sequent suffering if such be not against His will. Sterling too, my darling son has been ailing of late. The heated season seems to seriously affect him. The present as a time, and this dusty city as a place are poorly adapted to foster good health in children. The city papers announced recently as a not unusual occurance the burial of eight small children in a single day. I trust the change of air and Father's good treatment with mild herbal remedies will prove of benefit to my sweet son and his darling mother Aug. 7 Spent quietly on the farm. Several of the folks are kind enough to chase and catch butterflies and other insects for me; these speci- mens I then kill and mount. Wife feels ill today; and our boy seems unchanged in health. In the evening father took me a' fishing – in his fish ponds. He has ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p302.jpg) 18. tried the raising of carp, and I consider his experiment a success. His fish vary from one to two pounds in weight, and are in excellent condition. I have become almost an enthusiast for the carp as a food fish; the flavor of which is to me delicious. I had not tasted carp before coming here. I have before fished with such ease as this evening. A chair was provided for me at the corner of the feeding pond; this was supplied with cushions for seat and back, and in this I sat while father sat near to replenish the bait and untangle the line whenever pass necessary. Aug. 8. Passed as yesterday. Wife is still ill; father and I administered to her at her own request. Baby is about as usual. Aug- 9. Nothing of note. Am leading a lazy life; have thrown aside all thought of mental work. I read a little – very little; sleep a fair amount and eat a great deal. Mother, kind soul, seems determined to feed us well; and we enjoy farm luxuries every day, in the shape of abundance of fresh milk, and plenty of curd from same (this latter is to me an agreeable substitute for meat), also new-laid eggs: vegetables of many ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p303.jpg) 90. kinds, mutton killed yesterday by ourselves, and carp every morning. I am gaining in flesh and strength every day. Aug. 10 Sunday. Spent quietly. Wife is better today and Sterling is fast regaining his formal pleasing vivacity. Sister Alice with her husband and children came today to visit us. Bros. Oscar Vance and Wilford Booth, both old students, and the latter a brother to my wife called also. Aug 12. Yesterday and today have been spent in usual manner. My insect boxes are fast becoming full, thanks to the energy of friends. I cannot chase the flying beauties but I can care for them when once in the net. Wife May is not so well today. Father and I administered to her. Our boy gets better every day. Aug 14. Several of the folks accompanied me today on a visit to Sister Polly – Mrs. Downs, – who lives about two miles from Father's. She has recently given birth to a son; both are doing well. Father and I then drove to Pleasant Grove and visited Grandma. She is suffering greatly, mostly from lung affections, and diopsy; her death has been expected for some time, and the event seems indeed near. She pre- sented me with a large Family Bible and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p304.jpg) 18 Aug. 14 the most prized of all being a copy of the first edition of the Book of Mormon. This was formerly the property of her husband, Bro. Hiram Winters now deceased. While at Grandma's we met Elder Lewis Harvey of Pleasant Grove, who witnessed the presentation of the Book of Mormon above spoken of, and who related the following incident; — that on one occasion while Joseph Smith sat translating the plates, a strange personage entered the room and inspected the plates. This being, Joseph declared to be the Apostle Paul.* I had never before heard of the incident and know not if it has been published. Bro. Harvey named Uncle John Young, and Patriarch Zebedee Coltrin as authorities for the statement. We left Grandma apparently cheered by our visit. On the way home Father related to me the following incident as told him by Hiram Winters shortly before his death. Father Smith — the prophet's father, came once to Hiram Winter's house while the latter was suf- fering a slight despondency caused by the poverty-stricken condition (with respect to worldly riches) in which he and all others of the church found themselves. To cheer Bro. Winter's spirits, Father Smith assured him that the [The following is written sideways in left margin] *On Aug. 30. 1890 I related this incident to Elder George Reynolds, and asked his opinion therein. He knew of no confirmation, though the story is often told. He suggested that it be not spread by repetition from myself. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p305.jpg) 90 church did not really lack money; that there were tons of gold stored away which he himself had seen. He said he accompanied his son Joseph the prophet, and one other elder (either Oliver Cowdery or Sidney Rigdon) when the plates were given into the keeping of the angel, after the translation of the Book of Mormon had been completed. Joseph the prophet had been commanded to take the plates again to the Hill Cumorah, but as to the further disposi- tion of them neither he nor his companions knew anything till they arrived at the Hill. There they saw an opening like a tunnel on the hill side, and at its entrance stood a personage who beckoned them in. All entered, and soon found themselves in a spacious room, within which was a table bearing a number of books of plates, resembling the Book of Mormon plates. Some of these the elders were permitted to read, and the gift of in- terpretation was given to each, that he fully understood the characters. In the room were piles of gold, mostly or all in bars of dif- ferent lengths, and each stamped as if once used as a coin. A sword that had hung over the door as they entered, was now taken down by the angelic personage in charge, and was placed by him upon the table, [The following is written sideways in left margin] Aug. 30. 1890. Elder George Reynolds told me he had heard a somewhat similar account and thought it well founded. He added that Joseph Smith seemed to know the place of deposit of other ancient records than the Book of Mormon, and that the Prophet had on one occasion consulted with Apostle John Taylor as to the advisability of bringing forth and translating other records. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p306.jpg) 18 unsheathed except its tip. Upon its blade the elders read "This, sword of Laban, shall never more be sheathed till the kingdoms of this earth become the kingdoms of our Lord." The brethren were then conducted to the entrance to the tunnel, and turning round they saw only the continuous hill surface. I know not if this be authenticated or published. Aug. 15. Influenced by a letter lately received from Bro. Willard Done who has been left in charge of affairs at the college during my absence from home, my presence is needed in the City, to aid in the preparations for reopening of school which is to take place two weeks from Monday next. Wife and Parents are united in the belief that I am not strong enough to resume work; but I feel it a duty to return, and shall endeavor to exercise all possible care. I am sad in thinking of leaving wife and son, and especially as May is ill. Father and Mother will well care for her I know, and they promise to advise me promptly of any change. Sister Sadie kindly consents to accompany me and "keep house" during May's absence. Sister and I went to Salt Lake City by evening train. Arrived home safely and found all things in good order. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p307.jpg) 90 Aug. 16 Spent good part of the day in attending to small matters of business. Feeling well but weak. I cannot yet walk far. Aug. 17 Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle; and was highly gratified at the privilege. Made a short address thanking the brethren for their aid during my illness. Then I attended afternoon meeting and partook of the Sacrament of which privilege I have been denied since June 29. Much to my surprise I was called to the stand. Elder McDonald, formerly of St. George, but now of Mexico spoke first, and then at the request of Elder Prest. Daniel H. Wells I was requested to speak. My sermon was short – only 17 minutes; but I felt well during the time, though much fatigue with the effort. After meeting I consented to accompany Sis. Aretta Young and her sister on a visit to their grandfather, Patriarch Lorenzo Young, who left his bed and came to me in my illness. On reaching the depot, however, I felt so weak and ill that I was compelled to abandon the project and return home. A couple of hour's rest restored me. Aug 21. Days pass with considerable uniformly; my health is improving steadily – I should say my strength is improving, Have heard twice from May and learn that she is better and that the baby is well, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p308.jpg) 18 Aug. 24 Sunday. Have received several letters lately from Father and from May, from which I learn that wife has been quite ill, though I was repeatedly assured that no specially dangerous symptoms had shown themselves. This morning I felt an unaccountable impulse to go to her, and I left by evening train Arrived at farm about dusk and found Wife very weak and ill –she has suffered greatly; her ailment has been "Mountain Fever", or more properly "Typhoid-Malarial Fever;" and has kept her bed for several days. The disease I am sure has fallen upon her as a consequence of her incessant attentions to me during my illness and a cold which she contracted while in that weakened condition. Oh! it is acute pain to me that she suffer through her devotion to my wants. May God listen to the prayers and administrations that have been made in her be- half, and give her peace. Father and I administered to her during evening. Her rest was very broken during the night. Our boy is well, hearty, and saucy. He was overjoyed at my presence. Aug. 25. May seemed better this morning. With her consent I went to Payson by morning train, and visited Sister Webb, and her son-in-law and daughter, Bro. & Sis. Stark. Returned to the farm by afternoon train. Found May greatly improved; Father thinks the Fever has passed its crisis, and that she will soon recover. Heaven grant that this may be so. I administered to her before retiring; her sleep was better. Aug 26. May seemed better still. I returned to Salt Lake City by morning train. Father, who went to Pleasant Grove ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p309.jpg) 90. last night, met me at the station of that town, and informed me that Grandma is very low. Her death may occur at any time. She is resigned, and looks for the event with some eagerness. Aug. 27. According to arrangements agreed upon yesterday before I left home, Sister Sadie, who has been at home with me since my return (see p. 298 (Aug 15), went home to the farm there to assist during May's illness. I will be alone for a time; taking my meals at the restaurant, and sleeping at home. Spent the day at my office, busy– preparing for the reopening of the College– on Monday next. In the evening I attended the regular monthly Home Missionary Meeting, and by my own request I addressed the meeting, testifying to the manifestations of the power of God in my recent illness. Aug 29. Yesterday and today have been busily occupied in office work. Today the first meeting of our Faculty for the coming school year was held. Also was held a meeting of the Church Board of Examiners. Bros. Tanner and Cluff came home and stayed with me during the night. I hear through letters from home that Wife is improving though but slowly. For any im- provement I am grateful. Aug. 30. Attended monthly High Priests' Quorum Meeting. In the afternoon I received a telegram from Father calling me to the farm to see May. Owing to negligence on the part of the Telegraph Co., the despatch did not reach me till 4.35, –just 35 minutes after the departure of the south bound Union Pacific train. However, I took the late Denver train, and went to Lake View, then walked to the Farm. I found Wife very weak from the severe fever, which indeed is still raging within her. Father does not consider her in a particularly critical condition, though of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F3_p310.jpg) 1890. course, all disease is dangerous. I am thankful for the chance to be with her, even for a few hours during her time of affliction, and regret the necessity of being away at all. I administered to her, and she felt relieved. The night was a restless one to her, but we all feel encouraged. Our darling son is well, and apparently happy. Mother and Sister Sadie are tired almost to illness; Father is as usual; the rest are well. Aug. 31. Sunday. Passed most of the day by May's side. She suffers greatly, but bears all pain without a murmur of complaint. I know I was not nearly as patient as is she. God bless her; she is a noble woman. Sunday night was a painful period to her. Sometime after midnight she requested that she be administered to; this was complied with, and the blessing of speedy relief follow[--]. The crisis seems to have been passed. We pray for her quick recovery. The End Private Journal Volume III: August 31, 1890. J E Talmage Salt Lake City Utah ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p001.jpg) Beginning:- 4 September, 1.", 1890 J. E. Talmage Private Journal Volume IV Ending:- July 26 1891 ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p005.jpg) Private Journal of James E. Talmage Volume IV Commenced, September 1, 1890. at Salt Lake City Utah; Ended, July 26, 1891, at Rome, Italy. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p007.jpg) 1890. Sept. 1. Volume III of my Journal was filled yesterday. It extended from September 1, 1887 to August 31, 1890 inclusive, — a period of exactly three (3) years. In opening my fourth volume I am located at Salt Lake City, in our home at 333 E. Seventh South St. This morning I returned to the city from a visit to Father's farm, at Lake View, Utah Co. at which place my beloved wife and baby boy are, the former lying seriously ill from Malarial Typhoid fever, the latter, well. I would have remained there till my wife changed in health, had not my duties sum- moned me back. I confidently hope for her speedy recovery. Her present illness is the result of untiring devotion to me, her un- worthy husband, during the period of my recent illness, from which I have been restored by the power of God. May the same power operate for her quick relief. The Latter-day Saints' College of this city, of which I am Principal and Professor of Science, opened its session for the fifth academic year today. I was not present at the opening exercises as the train from the south did not reach the city sufficiently early. The work of the day went well; the attendance is large and the [The following is written sideways in left margin] In returning home this day, I went to Pleasant Grove in company with Father; called upon Grandma who is at present very low from dropsy and lung disorders. Then took the morning train for Salt Lake City. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p008.jpg) 18 prospects for a successful year decidedly good. Sept. 2. Received letter from Sister Sadie, with post- script enclosed from Father, both stating that Wife is in fair condition, showing favor- able symptoms and prospects for recovery. This is comforting. May God grant a continuation of such to full and perfect health. This afternoon I received a request from Mrs. Brixen, wife of the Proprietor of the Clift House Hotel in this city, asking me to call upon her brother-in-law, Martin Brixen, who his very low from Typhoid Fever. I called with Bro. Done, and later in the evening I called again with Bishop George H. Taylor. In the latter visit we administered to the young man: he fell asleep under our hands, and continued resting for some time. The Brixen family is divided in Church matters; Mrs B., her sister-in-law, Miss B., and the young man Martin profess membership, but the lady's husband, Mr. Andrew Brixen is not a believer. He is not at all hostile however; on the other hand, he welcomed the Bishop and myself, and aided in clearing the room for our administration. Sept. 4. Fast-day; it was observed by appropriate exercises at the College; Apostle Heber J. Grant ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p009.jpg) 90 3 attended the exercises and instructed us on fasting as an observance of the church. I learn with pain that Martin Brixen seems no better. This evening I received a letter from home – from Father, stating that May is but little changed in health since last word. He says the fever does not abate. This is painful to me, though my faith is strong. I shall endeavor (D.V.) to visit her tomorrow night. Sept. 5. This day marks the close of the first week of the present school year. The week has been a prosperous one; the outlook for the year is good. This evening I went by train to Pleasant Grove; there was met by Father, and with him I went to Grandma's house. Grandma is very low; still suffering from dropsy and lung disorders of a severe type. From a purely human point of view, it is difficult to see how she survives. Father did not think it proper to leave her, so he remained in Pleasant Grove, and I drove with horse and buggy to the Farm. There I found my wife very weak and low. Father said that he felt puzzled at the persistence of the fever in her case; it should, in the natural course, have begun by this time to abate. The ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p010.jpg) 18 Sept. 5, (con.) cause of its persistency appeared plain to me after a short talk with May. I found her in great distress of mind, seemingly the re- sult of painful mental hallucinations. In the course of semi-delirium incident to the fever she was impressed with the idea that a terrible calamity had befallen our little family: that I had proved untrue to her, and that my supposed perfidy had been publicly ex- posed through the papers; she, herself, had read the accounts she said; I had been severed from the Church, and had been disgraced before the people. In consequence, as she thought, there was no home for her in future; our pros- pects were blighted; our fond hopes all destroyed. To add to her distress, she thought her babe, our darling son, was dead. My poor dear wife! I can to some extent realize, through the experiences of my own recent illness, the mental anguish she must have suffered! My presence, and my as- suring promises that all was well did much to comfort her. A striking characteristic of these "fever fantasies", as shown in my own case, is the inability to distinguish between the supposed and the real. I questioned Wife somewhat closely as to the origin of her troublous impressions; she answered, that soon after I left her last, she had received a "visitation" from certain per- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p011.jpg) 90. 5 sonages, two or three in number; shadowy in form, uncertain in appearance; they declared themselves messengers from Heaven sent to acquaint her with sad news. They sought to destroy her confidence in me as her husband; charging me with crimes, which even I, with my innumerable weaknesses have been never guilty of. I told her they were lying spirits; their tidings were false; before my Maker I can declare that never have I had a thought that was untrue to my wife. Wife and son are my dearest earthly possessions; may they be my treasured Heavenly possessions too! True spirits, messengers from above, do not seek to kill confidence in wife toward husband; they deal not with lies. She soon felt convinced, yet repeatedly referred to the vividness and depth of the impressions. I believe the circumstance to be a cunningly devised plan of the Evil One to destroy the life of my pure and trusting Wife. She is of a noble soul; Satan would like to take her from earth. May our Father protect and guard her! I administered to her; she seem revived: slept fairly well during the night. Our boy is well; he seems fatter and heartier every time I see him. The rest of the folks are fairly well; May's mother, Sister Booth, stays on the farm. Sept. 6. Remained with May the greater part of the day. She is improving, for which God be thanked! ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p012.jpg) 6 18 Sept 6 (con) Late in the afternoon I drove to Pleasant Grove according to Fathers request of last evening. I found Grandma scarcely if at all changed in health; she suffers greatly and earnestly longs for death. Elder Lewis Harvey, Father, and myself administered to her. Father is feeling ill tonight, and as Bro. Harvey kindly promised to remain by Grandma during the night, Father returned with me to the farm. We found May somewhat better. Father regards the subject of her mental sufferings in a very serious light; he be- lieves they would have killed her if not soon relieved. I administered to her. Sept. 7. Sunday. I remained with May. She is better; took more nourishment to day. I administered to her. Sept. 8. Still remained with Wife. Yesterday and today have been set as the times for the Stake Con- ference of the Salt Lake Stake; according to custom the regular school sessions of today have been ordered suspended, to afford to students an opportunity to attend the Con- ference meetings. I considered my place of duty to be by Wife's side. I drove to Provo during the morning, and procured some things for house use. Sept. 9. Father kindly drove me to the Lake View Switch in time for morning train, by which I hoped to reach Salt Lake City in time for ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p013.jpg) 90 7 classes in school. The train however was nearly two hours late I left May still more improved in health. As her fever abates she feels her weakness the more keenly. I administered to her before leaving. Arriving in Salt Lake City, I went at once to the Social Hall and there took up work. A message was conveyed to me from Pres. Angus M. Cannon, requesting my presence at the funeral services ot Martin Brixen (See p. 2, Sept. 2.), the young man having recently passed away. I hurried home, changed clothing and hastened back to the Clift House, at which the services were appointed to be held. Bishop Whitney, a Mr. Hall of another church, and myself were the speakers. Bishop Taylor of the 14" Ward pre- sided. Sept. 10. Received a short letter from Father, bearing the news that May's condition is still one of improvement. He says she is still extremely weak, but her fever seems to be abating, and she is able to take more nourishment. This is comforting news, The rest are reported well. Sept. 11. No farther news from home, so I feel that Wife is still improving, it being an agree- ment between Father and myself that I should be promptly notified of any unfavorable change: ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p014.jpg) 18 though if all be well I may not hear at such frequent intervals. I hope to visit May tomorrow. Sept. 12. About 2' o clock I received a telegram from Father urging me to come to May at once as she was very weak. This news was a sad shock after the favorable report of the immediate past and my fond hopes of finding her better today. I took the evening Union Pacific train, having first obtained permission from Pres. A. M. Cannon, to remain with Wife a day or two next week, if such seemed necessary. Father met me at Lake View Switch. Arriving at the farm I found Wife still weaker, though my faith is unshaken in her ultimate recovery. I administered to her, and remained with her during night. Her sleep was broken, the phantoms of her mind troubling her greatly. Sept. 13. My dear wife is slightly improved in health, though the fever still rages. She sat up a couple of hours today. The night was, as is usual, marked by broken slumbers and troubled dreams. Our darling boy and the rest of the folks are fairly well. May's mother still remains on the farm and greatly helps in caring for her daughter. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p015.jpg) 90 Sunday, Sept. 14. I fasted until evening. Such I have done frequently of late in the hope of gaining greater blessings in behalf of darling May; I have long known the efficacy of simple fasting and earnest prayer before the Lord; and I feel that but for the direct help of God, my wife cannot survive. I administered to her during morning; and at noon we sent for Bishop Wentz of the Timpanogos Ward, and his Counsellors, Elders Loveless and Meecham. These brethren came and, after holding prayers, they together with Father and myself administered to May. The ordinance was performed in an earnest and trustful manner; my faith was greatly strengthened thereby; Wife was revived, and declared herself much better. In the after- noon Bro. Maeser, and May's brother Alfred, came from Provo to the Farm. We all joined in administering to her: then Bro. Maeser counselled that we hold prayers and after that again unite with him in the ordinance, this was done; May seemed still better. Great and priceless are the powers and blessings of the Priesthood! But for that power I would not now be in the flesh; and but for that I believe my beloved wife would have already passed away. Father is very devoted in medical attendance upon ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p016.jpg) 18 May, and I have perfect confidence in his treatment; but he joined with me today in suggesting that another physician be called that May's friends may be assured that all possible efforts were made in her behalf. To this suggestion, however, she and her mother, as also her sister and sister- in law who visited her, stoutly objected. Elder Maeser approved of the position taken, saying that he felt all the medical aid that could be given was now being extended to her. I feel myself that medicines will do her but little good; the Lord alone can heal. This evening I felt greatly relieved in spirit. Sept. 15. Under counsel from Father, also from Elder Maeser I concluded to remain with May for the present. Her condition today is still better; she takes ample nourishment; and sleeps much, this too in a much more natural and composed way. Her delirious fancies have not entirely left her, but she is today far better able to control them. I administered to her frequently today. Sept. 16. Still remained with May. Father was away last night– at Pleasant Grove; he returned today and reported that Grandma was in an improved condition. Her great endurance, and her powers of rallying are wonderful. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p017.jpg) 90. Wife showed other changes for the better today She is drowzy, or actually sleeping most of the time, but her slumber is of a quiet kind. This evening Bishop Peter Wentz called, in company with his good wife. The Bishop with Father and myself prayed with, and administered to May. Bro. Wentz feels very hopeful for her. Sister Wentz kindly offered her services in assisting to attend May at any time. Sept. 17 Wife passed a comparatively quiet night; this morning she seemed still better. Considering my apparent duty, I bade her and the folks good-bye and went to Salt Lake by morn- ing train. Father kindly drove me to the switch; the train, unfortunately was two hours and forty minutes late, so that I did not arrive at the Social Hall till 12.30 p.m. I took classes after school hours, however, to make up as much as possible for the deficiencies caused by my absence. Had I considered only personal impressions and selfish desires, I should have remained with Wife; my presence seems to be of good effect upon her, and it grieves me to the soul-depths that I am forced to be away from her while she suffers so; for when I was ill she was seldom from my side. May the Lord guard her and comfort her! That He will, I have great faith. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p018.jpg) 18 Sept. 18. I awaited impatiently the arrival of the mail from the south, and was relieved by receiving a letter from Father. He informs me that May is somewhat stronger than when I left, though she seems still troubled and fretful. He fears her constantly dis- turbed state may bring on a return of fever. I shall endeavor to reach her tomorrow, Friday; till then I can but pray that the Lord will deal kindly and mercifully with my beloved wife, and give her peace. She has sacrificed so much for others; has borne so much for me; her nature is so mild; her spirit so pure; her hopes and ambitions so guileless, that I can ask with great faith for her recovery. Today I forwarded her name again to the Prayer Circles, and to the Temples at Manti and Logan, that she may be remembered at the Altar of the Lord in the Holy Order of Prayer. The Lord is mighty; He will I feel yet heal her wholly. Father informs me that my son and the rest of the folks are fairly well. Grand- ma is but slightly changed; what alter- ation there is however, seems to be in the direction of improvement. I am eager for tomorrow evening to arrive; then I go to May. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p019.jpg) 90 Sept. 19 Went by afternoon train to Lakewood; was there met by Father, and taken to the farm. To my great joy I found May better in health. She appears more natural, and generally more rational. She slept but little, however, during the night, being in an almost constant condition of rambling in mind. The other folks are usually well. Administered to May. Sept. 20. Spent the day with May; she seems considerably improved; we are all encouraged. She has taken a fair quantity of nourishment, and gives promise of returning strength. I administered to her, the effect, through the mercy of the Lord being marked for good. The night was passed quietly; this fact is of great import, for any period of mental distress is injurious to her. Sept. 21 Sunday: May appears stronger and better. The day was passed quietly. She slept well during the night. This is the anniversary of my birth. Twenty- eight years of age! Sept. 22. May appeared still better this morning. I left by early train and, reaching Salt Lake City proceeded at once to the labors of school. Administerd to May before leaving. I am suffering today from a severe cold and debility resulting from late exposure and loss of sleep. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p020.jpg) 18 Sept. 24. Have heard from home twice since I last left; each time the news was that Wife was improving slowly. For this I am devoutly thankful. This evening I attended the regular monthly meeting of the Home Missionary Quorums. The principal discourses touched upon the subject of Labor Unions, which have of late years grown to great magnitude; and during the immediate past have invaded even the usually peaceful region. Less than a week ago, a "strike" occurred on the part of the Street Car employees; their grievance being that they were required to clean the machinery at the close of the day's run. Ac- cording to current reports, near 150 men refused to work; the Street Railway Co. refused to recognize their organization or "Union", and straightway proceeded to fill the places of the strikers with other men. In the course of their remarks at the Home Missionary Meeting tonight several brethren reported some startling facts. It was shown that many Latter-day Saints are among the "Union" members in various branches of the Federated Trade's Associations; these men place themselves at the mercy and under the direction of men who are their avowed haters and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p021.jpg) 90 enemies in religious and political matters. A rule of the Associations forbids any Union man to work with a non-union laborer on penalty of heavy fine; and in some cases elders in the Church had refused to labor with other elders who were perhaps in destitute circumstances, but who had not identified themselves with the Unions. Another rule makes it a serious offense for a Union mechanic to give instruction to any per- son-even his own son or his brother, until the apprentice has taken the novitiate degree in the Union order. The men refuse also to allow more than a certain pro- portion of apprentices, – one learner to ten workmen for example; this they claim will prevent the too rapid increase in number of skilled workmen. During a conversation with Elder Don Carlos Young, after the meeting had adjourned he told me, he being Temple Architect, that some of the brethren had been ordered by their Union officers to cease work on the Temple, till certain conditions were complied with. Has it come to this! that the building of temples is to be controlled by profane unbelievers? Union organizations are assuming gigantic pro- portions: their existence will give use ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p022.jpg) 18 Sept 21+(con) to many complicated problems in Social life. Is this the "mark of the beast" without which it is soon to be im- possible for men either to buy or to sell? The power of concerted action is great: the "striking" of men in a body may prove of detriment: is it a powerful weapon in their hands, but they seem to use it so carelessly: to unsheath and brandish it for so slight a cause. Sept. 26. Friday. This evening after school closed I took train for Lakeview; was there met by Father, and thence taken to the farm. I found my dear wife still weak and languid, but nevertheless very much better than when I saw her last Her sufferings have been and are great. To add to the pain and weakness directly dependent upon the fever, a large sore has appeased in the small of the back. Apparently this was caused by a bruise; now it has taken the appearance of a "fever sore." I administered to May Sept. 27. Spent day with May. By d[--]t of persuasion, and on her part great perseverance, we suc- ceeded with God's help, in getting her up, and for a short time out of doors. At night she seemed much improved; showing of course a healthful fatigue. Administered to her. My spare time I employed in demonstrating ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p023.jpg) 90 microscopic views to the folks, I having taken the microscope and slides down for that purpose. They all seemed interested and instructed, and to demonstrate under such conditions is a joy to me. We examined a number of prepared "mounts"; then took a lot of common objects – ditch and pond water, milk, blood, starch etc. Only my dear brother Albert – he could not see these wonders. Patiently he sat alongside the others; listening to their enthusiastic descriptions of what they saw; when the matters under discussion were more than ordinarily interesting to him he interposed a question occasionally. Ah! inscrutable are the ways and pur- poses of God! For years that boy has never seen the sun; and yet, and yet – yes all is well. He bears his trial manfully. Sept. 28. The Sabbath! I spent it in attendance upon my wife. I yearn to again partake of the sacrament, but I feel that at present my place is by her side. Today she is still better; Sat up a great part of the day: was taken out-doors twice. The Lord be praised for her partial recovery. My boy, Sterling, is well and hearty. My sister Sadie is ill however; indeed she shows serious symptoms of Typhoid Fever. I ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p024.jpg) 18 trust she is not to suffer from that dread disease. Indeed she has already suffered much through it; for about the time of my illness she was making preparations to enter the marriage state. Gladly she postponed her proposed nuptials, to attend me; as I recovered she resumed preparations, only to soon again suspend them, this time to aid in attending May. She deserves blessing for her wiling sacrifice and unselfish devotion. Yet with her, God's will be done. Administered to May. Sept. 29. May still farther improved this morning, and Sadie still very ill. I left by early train and reached Salt Lake City shortly before 10 o'clock. Administered to May before leaving. October 3. Friday. Have heard from the folks once since I left them; the news was that Wife was still improving, but that sisters Sadie and Susa were ill. I fully expected to hear last evening, but getting no word I was the more anxious to go down tonight. Took the Union Pacific train, which was delayed two hours and a half in starting, and which reached Lake View at half past nine at night. I walked to the Farm: there found May better, but not so markedly so as I had hoped to find her. Her strength is returning but very slowly; yet I feel that ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p025.jpg) 90. her improvement is sure, and that all is well with her. She still suffers pain; this at times is very severe. In some way not fully known, she received a bruise in the small of the back: this has inflamed and become very sore. At present the wound if half an inch deep, and considerably larger than a silver dollar piece. I found our boy hearty and well. My sisters are both ill however, each showing symptoms of Typhoid Fever. Sadie appears to be im- proving, and Susa to be growing worse. Oct. 4. Remained with the folks. May sat up a great part of the day; was able to walk a few steps without our assistance; and she sat at table and ate lunch with me. I am thankful to God for her improvement. My Sisters remain in about the same state of health. Father has been seriously ill of late; today he drove to Pleasant Grove, and returned with the information that Grandma is somewhat better. This evening an impressive incident occurred, and the outcome of which drew expressions of sincere gratitude from my heart. Our darling Sterling is not often allowed in the room with his Mamma lest he worry her. Tonight however, [The following is written sideways in left margin] By request I administered to wife and Sister Susa. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p026.jpg) 20 Oct. 4 (con) at Wife's request he came in, and was play- ing upon the floor. In the course of his travels he found a basket which was set behind a chest of drawers, and in which a bottle of poisonous lotion. This preparation is used in attending to May, and with a view to safety, Mother Booth had set it way in the basket as described. I chanced to look toward the boy just as he raised the bottle to his lips, he having removed the cork. I sprang to his side and seized the bottle: then to ascertain whether or not he had tasted the stuff, I ran my tongue within his mouth, and recognized no taste to suggest that he had taken any. No symptoms to the contrary were afterward developed, and we all felt that the child had been pro- tected from an imminent danger. My quick movements, and especially the unusual exploration of his mouth cavity seemed to amuse the little fellow hugely, he seemingly considering it all as fun; and for hours afterward, his tongue would be stuck out at me in roguish mockery whenever I came near him. He is very quick in learning. I administered to May tonight. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p027.jpg) 90 October 5. Sunday: Yesterday, the Semi annual Conference of the Church was appointed to open in Salt Lake City. I greatly regretted my enforced absance from the Conference, but felt that my place of duty was with my suffering ones. Today however, as all seemed to be improving I decided to return. Walked to the switch at Lake View, and there took train. The train however was late: I did not reach Salt Lake City till 11.30 a.m. – too late for the morning meeting. I went home, changed my clothing, and then hastened to the Prayer Circle Meeting, and by appointment officiated at the Altar. We prayed for the sick, and among them my dear wife. This is the first opportunity of attending Circle meeting since August 24. Then I attended afternoon session of Conference, and partook of the Sacrament. Of this privilege I have been deprived until today since August 17; and that was the only occasion since June 29. The Conference meeting this afternoon was an impressive one. The attendance was so great that an "overflow" meeting was held in the Stake Assembly Hall, and then many hundreds of people were unable to gain admittance. At the tabernacle President Wilford Woodruff, and Apostle John Henry ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p028.jpg) 22 October 5 (con) Smith were the speakers. They spoke forcibly upon the necessity of union and love among the Saints. At my request after the meeting, Brother Heber Iverson, a good neighbor of mine drove me in his buggy to the residence of Patriarch Lorenzo Young, whom I have longed of late so much to visit. We found the venerable patriarch in an improved state: he was sitting up, and able to walk. He seemed pleased at our visit. In the evening I attended Priesthood Meeting in the Tabernacle. This was the largest body of the Priesthood that I have ever at one time seen. The meeting was a spirited one: the duties and responsibilities of the holders of the Priesthood being strongly dwelt upon. Several of the Apostles testified to the union at present existing in their quorum. Oct. 6. Attended Conference morning and afternoon. The same good spirit prevailed. I feel that this day marks an epoch in the history of this Church and of this great Government. The articles of faith were read and unanimously adopted as the belief of the Church. Then followed the reading of President Woodruff's recent manifesto, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p029.jpg) 90 issued Sept 24 last; and remarks and an important motion followed. I append following extracts from the printed reports of the morning services. President Woodruff, Said: I will say, as the question is often asked, "What do the Latter- day Saints believe in?" we feel dis- posed to read the Articles of Faith of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and should there be any strangers present, they may understand our faith in this respect. The question is often asked, "Do the Mormon people believe in the Bible?" so the principles that are read will show our faith and belief appertaining to the Gospel of Christ. The articles were then read by Bishop Orson F. Whitney. They are here introduced: ARTICLES OF FAITH Of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints 1. We believe in God, the Eternal Father, and in His Son Jesus Christ, and in the Holy Ghost. 2. We believe that men will be punished for their own sins, and not for Adam's transgression. 3. We believe that through the atonement of Christ all men may be saved, by obedience to the laws and ordinances of the Gospel. 4. We believe that the ordinances are: First, faith in the Lord Jesus Christ; second, repentance; third, baptism by immersion for the remis- sion of sins; fourth, laying on of hands for the gift of the Holy Ghost. 5. We believe that a man must be called of God by "prophecy, and by the laying on of hands," by those who are in authority, to preach the Gospel and administer in the ordinances thereof. 6. We believe in the same organiza- tion that existed in the primitive church, viz.: apostles, prophets, past- ors, teachers, evangelists, etc. 7. We believe in the gift of tongues, prophecy, revelation, visions, healing, interpretation of tongues, etc. 8. We believe the Bible to be the word of God, as far as it is translated correctly; we also believe the Book of Mormon to be the word of God. 9. We believe all that God has re- vealed, all that He does now reveal, and we believe that He will yet reveal many great and important things pertaining to the Kingdom of God. 10. We believe in the literal gath- ering of Israel and in the restoration of the Ten Tribes. That Zion will be built upon this continent. That Christ will reign personally upon the earth, and that the earth will be re- newed and receive its paradisic glory. 11. We claim the privilege of wor- shiping Almighty God according to the dictates of our conscience, and al- low all men the same privilege, let them worship how, where or what they may. 12. We believe in being subject to kings, presidents, rulers and magis- trates, in obeying, honoring and sus- taining the law. 13. We believe in being honest, true, chaste, benevolent virtuous, and in doing good to all men; indeed we may say that we follow the admonition of Paul, "We believe all things, we hope all things," we have endured many things, and hope to be able to endure all things. If there is anything virtuous, lovely or of good report or praiseworthy, we seek after these things.—JOSEPH SMITH. Apostle Franklin D. Richards. Said: Beloved brethren and sisters, I move that we, as members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter- day Saints in General Conference assembled, do accept and adopt these Articles of Faith which Bishop Whitney has now read as the rule of our faith and of our conduct during our mortal lives. It may be thought that it is super- fluous to offer it; but it must be borne in mind that we have a rising generation since this was last pre- sented to us, that are coming to years of judgment and understand- ing; and we wish to have all old and young, rich and poor, bond and free, that have faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and in these articles to have a chance to express it by their vote, if they wish. The vote to sustain Brother Rich- ards' motion was unanimous. President George Q. Cannon Said: President Woodruff, as doubt- less the members of the Conference are aware, has felt himself called upon to issue a manifesto concerning cer- tain things connected with our affairs in this Territory, and he is desirous to have this submitted to this conference: to have their view or their expressions concerning it, and Bishop Whitney will read this document now in your hearing. Following is the manifesto as read; OFFICIAL DECLARATION. To Whom it May Concern: Press dispatches having been sent for political purposes, from Salt Lake City, which have been widely pub- lished, to the effect that the Utah Com- mission, in their recent report to the Secretary of the Interior, allege that plural marriages are still being solemnized and that forty or more such marriages have been contracted in Utah since last June or during the past year; also that in public dis- courses the leaders of the Church have taught, encouraged and urged the continuance of the practice of polygamy. I, therefore, as President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, do hereby, in the most solemn manner, declare that these charges are false. We are not teaching polygamy, or plural marriage, nor permitting any person to enter into its practice, and I deny that either forty or any other number of plural marriages have during that period been solemn- ized in our temples or in any other place in the Territory. One case has been reported, in which the parties alleged that the marriage was performed in the En- dowment House, in Salt Lake City, in the spring of 1889, but I have not been able to learn who performed the cere- mony; whatever was done in this mat- ter was without my knowledge. In consequence of this alleged occur- rence the Endowment House was, by my instructions, taken down without delay. Inasmuch as laws have been enacted by Congress forbidding plural mar- riages, which laws have been pro- nounced constitutional by the court of last resort, I hereby declare my inten- tion to submit to those laws, and to use my influence with the members of the Church over which I preside to have them do likewise. There is nothing in my teachings to the Church or in those of my associ- ates, during the time specified, which can be reasonably construed to in- culcate or encourage polygamy, and when any Elder of the Church has used language which appeared to con- vey any such teaching, he has been promptly reproved. And I now pub- licly declare that my advice to the Latter-day Saints is to refrain from contracting any marriage forbidden by the law of the land. WILFORD WOODRUFF, President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p030.jpg) 18 Oct. 6(con.) President Lorenzo Snow offered the following: "I move that, recognizing Wilford Woodruff as the President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and the only man on the earth at the present time who holds the keys of the sealing ordinances, we consider him fully authorized by virtue of his position to issue the manifesto which has been read in our hearing and which is dated September 24th, 1890, and that as a Church in General Con- ference assembled, we accept his declaration concerning plural mar- riages as authoritative and binding." The vote to sustain the foregoing motion was unanimous. President George Q. Cannon Spoke in reference to the manefesto, giving the reasons for its having been issued by President Woodruff. A synopsis of his discourse could not be given an adequate idea of it. His remarks were of such vital importance that it is deamed better to await a full report of them, which will shortly be published. President Woodruff, Who had been deeply affected dur- ing the presentation of, and action upon the official declaration, also expressed himself on the same sub- ject. His remarks will soon appear in full, the same reason for not giv- ing a synopsis applying to his dis- course, as well as to President Can- nons. This manifesto has caused much comment among the Saints. Some regard ths step as one of retrocession; others look wise and say "I told you so." Since ths document was issued I have prayed for light as to its true import; and I see in it nothing but good for this people. The people of the world are God's children as are we, and they too must be tried. This official act takes away the oft-made excuse – that the countenancing of plural marriage as a religious practice is so an- tagonistic to the present proprieties of society, that this people cannot be tolerated until they cease that practice. Now it is officially declared that the practice is suspended: now what will the people of the world say? In their comments following the reading of the manifesto today, President Cannon and Woodruff stated that. surely the Adversary was not pleased with the act; for since the day of its issue, unheard-of lies have been circulatory and every attempt seems to be made ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p031.jpg) 90 to neutralize the effect of the document What will the Devil say now? He has never been at a loss for words. He will have his in abundance, Poor Devil! Oct. 8. Received word from Father to the effect that May is still improving, though the process seems a very slow one. Susa is still very ill; Sadie is better. Oct. 11. The week has closed without bringing any farther news from home. I trust all is well. I had hoped that Wife would have been able to be moved this week; but in his last letter father advised a farther wait. Oct. 12 Sunday Attended Prayer Circle, and afternoon meeting. At the latter, by call of the authorities I addressed the assembly. I spoke but a short time however. Apostles Abraham Cannon, and Heber J. Grant were the other speakers. Oct. 13 Received letter from Father informing me that May is still better. Oct. 14 Received letter from Wife, saying that she will probably be able to come home at end of present week. This is joyful news. I trust that the weather, and all else will be propitions; and that she will improve by the change. Susa is still very ill, and Grandma no better. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p032.jpg) 18 Oct. 18 Went to Provo by early train. I was delightfully surprised to find Wife in a buggy at the depot awaiting my arrival. She left the farm three days ago, and has been since in Provo. Her health is improving. Our boy, however, is ill; today he is feverish and fretful, and apparently in pain. His ailments are perhaps the result of teething experience, and I trust will not prove serious. We all left on the 4.20 p.m. train; arriving in Salt Lake City at 7 o'clock. Bro. Jos. Nelson one of my fellow teachers met us at the depot with a conveyance and soon took us home. Wife seemed to stand well the effects of the journey. Her fatigue was not excessive though her sufferings are still severe. The weather has been pro- pitious, and all friends seemed eager to show us kindnesses. I am deeply thankful to be again at home with my little family. Wife and son have been away now ten and one half weeks. Oct. 19 Sunday. Wife is today feeling well after the journey of yesterday. Son Sterling is still ailing. I attended Prayer Circle, then returned home and remained rest of [The following is written sideways in left margin] At night I administered to wife and son. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p033.jpg) 90 day with family. Names of both wife and son were placed on the Circle altar. In evening I attended meeting in Second Ward, and by call of the Bishop I addressed the meeting. After meeting, Bishop L. G. Hardy, and Elders Jensen and Hart accompanied me home and there administered to May and Sterling. I felt strong faith during the per- forming of the ordinances, and I feel that good results will speedily follow. Oct. 21. In company with Elder Jos. Nelson I today administered to Bro. Hyrum Beckstrand, one of the students, who is suffering from a mild attack of typhoid fever. Oct 21. This day also I entered into an agreement with the "Juvenile Instructor" Co. of this city to publish a book of specified dimensions on "Domestic Science." The subject of providing suitable text books for use in our Church Schools is an important one. In Domestic Science classes we have at pre- sent none at all, and in many of the classes books written in the spirit of the school system of our people are a necessity. Several months ago I was appointed by President Woodruff to write such works as I could do on service; and after consultation with ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p034.jpg) 28 18 Oct. 21. Gen. Supt. Maeser, "Domestic Science" was chosen as the topic of greatest need just now. My plans were to have written the little work during the past summer, but my illness prevented this being done. The labor thus far has been accomplished by a great effort during several weeks past, I have been working from 4 o'clock or 5 o'clock in the morning . At present the MSS. is more than half done, and as there is need for speed, the work having to be out from the press by New Year's, arrangements have been made for its publication. After asking for and recieving proposals from several of our "home" publishers, the proposition of the "Juvenile Instructor" Co. was accepted by advice of the Presidency, conveyed to me through Secretary George Reynolds. At my request, a com- mittee was appointed by the Presidency to hear portions of the work read. The arrange- ments with the Instructors office are that the Co. print and finish an edition of 3000 copies of the work, which is to be octavo size, not to exceed 300 pages; cuts to be furnished at my direction; book to be sold retail at from 80 cts. to $1.00 per copy; I to receive $250 for the copyright. These arrangements are to me entirely satisfactory. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p035.jpg) 90 Oct. 25. Called to day on Bro. Hyrum Beckstrand; Elder Jos. Nelson and I administered to him The week has ended. Wife has been improv- ing, though but slowly, during the entire time; son is still very ill. I think, that during the time of his mother's illness the boy has been surfeited from kindness, and is suffering the results of over-feeding. He has had so many kind uncles, and aunts, cousins and grandparents, and each has had something for him. I trust he will soon improve. I am thankful for wife's good condition Oct. 26 Sunday. In morning I attended Sunday school in the Second Ward, and by request of the Superintendent I addressed the school. Then attended Prayer Circle meeting, and by appointment officiated in consecrating the oil. Remained home during afternoon with wife and son: the former is still im- proving the latter still ill. Oct. 29. This evening I was excused from the regular meeting of the Home Missionaries of the Stake because of the illness of my son. I was under appointment from the Stake Presidency to visit the Penetentiary on Sunday next; and was under request to visit Ogden as a political speaker on Sat. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p036.jpg) 18 next. From these appointments I have been excused, without asking for an excuse. I am thankful for the opportunity of recovering at home during the time of illness Oct. 31. This afternoon a committee composed of Dr Karl G. Maeser, Elder George Reynolds and Elder John Nicholson met and examined the Mss. (as far as completed) of the little book on "Domestic Science". Chapters were read from each division. Nov. 1. Was privileged to read the opinion of the Committee referred to in last item regarding the little work. This is what was said:– "To President Wilford Woodruff, and members of the General Board of Education:– We have examined the manuscript of Dr J. E. Talmages proposed new book entitled "Domestic Science," having perused some of the chapters of each division of the subject embraced by it. We unhesitat- ingly express it as our judgment that the book will be admirably adapted for use in the Church Schools. It presents a valuable array of useful scientific truths, explained in simple and attractive language. Such a work ought also to have a wide dirculation outside the school- room, as it belongs to the class of literature which properly comes under the head of "popular science". Respectfully, Your brethren, K. G. Maeser, Ggs. Reynolds This afternoon according to previous < Jno. Nicholson> appointment the Church School teachers of Salt Lake District (comprising the city and stake of Salt Lake, and of Davis Stake) met and organized a District Convention of ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p037.jpg) 90 Teachers. I was chosen as Chairman for the ensuing year. Elder Done is Secretary. October 30 (Omitted) Today I attended the funeral of Miss Flora Asper, a former student at the College. She withdrew a very short time ago, through an attack of Typhoid Fever; and soon passed away. By request Elder Done and myself, from among her teachers spoke at the services. Bishop Barton of the 19" Ward, and Elders Watson and Wallace also spoke. Nov. 2. Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle as usual. In the afternoon wife and I visited Patri- arch Lorenzo Young. He administered to our son Sterling before we left. Our boy is still very ill but we hope for the best. Nov. 4. By request I today attended the Funeral services of a little child of Mr Roundy, living at 515 East 1" South Street, City of Salt Lake. The relatives are not members of the Church, yet they feel in sympathy with our people. The request was that only singing and prayer should be engaged in as the parents desired brief services only. After I arrived at the house, I found that I was expected to conduct the services. This I endeavored to do, offering the prayer at the house, also the dedication at the grave. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p038.jpg) 18 Nov. 4. (con) This is election day, for choosing a delegate to Congress. I voted for the People's nominee, John T. Caine. Great efforts are being made by the opposition party to carry the election by fraud. Nov. 9 Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle and Taber- nacle meeting, Wife and son are improving in health for which I am thankful. Nov. 14 Delivered a lecture before the Students' Society of the Latter-day Saints College on the subject "An hour with the Insects", illustrated by many stereopti[-] views. This is the first public lecture outside my classes, delivered by me since my illness. Nov. 16. Sunday. Yesterday I received word from Pleasant Grove to the effect that Grand- mother had died Friday Nov. 14, at 5.30 p.m. The funeral was set for today. I went to Pleasant Grove by morning train and there attended the services which were held at her late residence. Bp. J. Brown conducted the services. Father was there, also Sisters Sadie and Polly, my Aunt Annie, her husband and children, Aunt Julia and Cousin George. We have long looked for Grandmother's demise; she has suffered much and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p039.jpg) 90 has ansiously and eagerly awaited death. I feel that all is well. In the afternoon I attended meeting in the Pleasant Grove First Ward, and there by call of the Bishop addressed the congregation. Returned to Salt Lake by evening train. Nov. 23. Sunday. Another week has gone with- out particularly eventful happenings to me personally. Today I attended Circle Meeting, afternoon Tabernacle Meeting, and evening Ward Meeting. Wife and son are improving in health. Yesterday and today I took part in administering to Bro. Malcolm McKinnon, one of our students who is very ill. Nov. 24. Again administered to Bro. McKinnon. Nov. 27 Thanksgiving Day, so set apart by the President of the United States. By request I today attended the funeral services of Bro. Arthur Wood, a former student of our College. I spoke at the funeral. In early evening called on Bro McKinnon, and administered to him. Then visited the Meeting House in our own ward, at which a Thanksgiving Festival was in progress. By request I addressed the assembly. Wife and son attended ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p040.jpg) 18 also; wife gave a recitation there. Indeed I have cause to be thankful on this day of Thanksgiving; Self, wife, and son again restored to health after long and dangerous illness. Nov. 28. This day, in response to a petition of the students has been established as a holiday. I spent the day in work around home. There is much to be done in es- tablishing and improving a new home, but I am deeply thankful for my home, and the opportunity of so laboring upon it. Nov. 29. In morning I attended the regular monthly meeting of the High Priests' Quorum, and by call of the President addressed the assembly. In evening I accompanied Elders Jensen, Leach, and Wheeler, all of the Second Ward, to the house of Bro. Caine, counsellor to Bp. Hardy. Bro. Caine is ill of Typhoid Fever; we administered to him. Nov. 30 Sunday. Attended morning Circle Meeting. afternoon Tabernacle Meeting, and evening Ward Meeting in Second Ward. At the last named meeting, by call of the presiding officers, I addressed the meeting. Between afternoon and evening ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p041.jpg) 90 meetings I was called upon to take part in a number of administrations to the sick. Bp. John Tingey, and Elders Davis, Burbidge, Lewis, Jacobs, and Burbidge Jr, and myself, all of our Prayer Circle, administered to Sis. Vinnie Burbidge, Sis Mary Burbidge, Child of Bro. Burbidge, Sister Sarah Groesbeck, all of the 17th Ward. Elder Leach and myself then administered to Bro. Caine of the Second Ward; and Elders Done, and McKinnon and myself to Bros. Mal- colm and Peter Mckinnon these two being students. Indeed there is much illness abroad; but the faith of the people seems strong. Dec. 1 Administered in company with Elder Done to Sister Sarah Groesbeck and little Willie Burbidge. Dec. 2. Elder McKinnon and I administered to his son Malcolm. Dec. 3. Administered alone to Bro. Alfred Caine; then Elder Done and I administered to Miss Lizzie Crismon, and Bro. Malcolm McKinnon both students. Today I appeared by subpoena before the Third District Court of Utah, Judge Zane presiding, and gave testimony ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p042.jpg) 18 in a case of alleged poisoning of animals. The analyses in the case were made by me in September and October 1889. Dec 4. Administered again to Bro. Malcolm McKinnon; the young man suffers greatly. This day also I admnistered to wife; she has falled a victim to severe cold which has affected her throat and head. In consequence she has been confined to bed. Dec. 5. Again administered to wife; she is somewhat better today. Dec. 6. Attended the regular monthly Preisthood Meeting of the Stake. The attendance was good, and the topics presented were timely. One of the main subjects was the establishment of Theological classes as subsidiaries to Church Schools. The wisdom of this movement impresses me deeply. The initiatory steps were taken by the First Presidency, who ad - authorities on the matter. Since the inauguration of the Church School movement, schools have been estabal- lished with great rapidity; altogether too fast it would seem, since com- petent teachers have not yet been ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p043.jpg) 90 found for all of them. I have felt that it would be better to more fully sustain the institutions already established, till they obtain a firm foothold, than to estab- lish more and neglect them. Indeed I have had apprehensions lest in the system there would be many failures, illustrating the "survival of the fittest;" but upon this point I have held my peace, think- ing that perhaps I took an extreme view, till recently, in conversation with Prest. Geo. Q. Cannon, I found his views even more pronounced than mine. The establishment of Theological classes will greatly aid the cause. This day I administered to Bro Malcolm McKinnon. Dec. 7. Sunday. By appointment I this day visited the Utah Penetentiary, in the capacity of a "minister" and there held services with the inmates. This is a position I have filled on two occasions in the past; yet it becomes none the less trying. Our Elders who visit there, are not allowed to speak of the things nearest their hearts, their tes- timony of the Gospel; indeed, I am in- formed by the authority who sent me ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p044.jpg) 18 there that the W. S. Marshall had already intimated that the "Mormon" speakers were preaching "Mormonism", and that such practices must cease. I strove to keep within bounds today, confining my remarks to the general principles of Christianity. The Marshal was present in person, and at the close of the ser- vices expressed himself to me as well pleased. Five accompanied me as choir. On the way home, we stopped at the house of Bro. Lorenzo Young to cheer him with a hymn. In the evening, Elder Barrell and I officiated as Home Missionaires in the Twelfth Ward. After meeting, Elder Willard Done and I called upon Bro. Caine, and Miss Lizzie Crismon, administering to both of them. Then we called upon Bro. Malcolm Mc Kinnon. Dec. 8. Administered to Bro Malcolm McKinnon. Dec. 9. Attended a meeting of the Stake Board of Education at which Prest. George Q. Cannon was present. The subjects considered had reference to the future of the Latter-day Saints' College. I spoke of the crowded and ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p045.jpg) 90 embarrassing state of the institution. The sense of the meeting was that the Board should proceed forthwith to organize and incorporate. In the afternoon I attended a meeting of a Committee from the Salt Lake Literary and Scientific Association, ap- pointed to consider the present condition of the Deseret Museum, and to take steps for the improvement of the institution. Of this committee I am a member. Dec. 10. Administered to Bro. Malcolm McKinnon. This young man still lies very ill. Dec. 11. Took part in administering to the child of Bro. Done also to Bro. Alfree faine, and to Bro. McKinnon. Dec 14 Sunday. Administered to Bro. Done's child, also to Bro. Malcolm McKinnon. Attended meetings as usual. Dec. 15 Took part in administering again to Bro. McKinnon. Dec. 19. This is the date set for the closing of the first term, at the College, and by a preconcerted agreement the teachers provided a party for the students, at the Social Hall this evening. It has been customary in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p046.jpg) 18 the past to hold public exercises at the close of the term, but this procedure was omitted this time. The part was an eminent success. All seemed to enjoy themselves greatly. During the evening, the students by their chosen representa- tives threw open the folding doors, leading from the main hall to the staged and there displayed the chairs of the Faculty, each filled with an elegant portrait. Myself and Instructors Done each received a portrait of Pres. Woodruff; Instructors Nelson, Walters, and Haag were the recipients of portraits of Pres. Joseph F. Smith, and Sister Cobb received a beautiful lamp, and set of China plates. The presenta- tions were made by lady students of the respective departments, each in a neat speech. Such expressions of esteem are deeply affecting. May the Lord preserve the feeling of mutual love between pupils and students. Dec. 20 Administered to Bro. McKinnon and to Bro. Alfred Caine. Dec. 21 By appointment, Elder Wm Binder and myself officiated as ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p047.jpg) 90 Home Missionaries in the Fifth Ward. Dec. 23 Went with Bro Junius F. Wells to a point near Draper, Salt Lake Co, and there took temperature and other data concerning the Hot Springs at that place. Collected samples of water. Returned to the city by evening train. Dec. 25. Christmas day. A "green" Christmas indeed it is, it is not colder than is usual in October. No snow has yet fallen. Administered twice to Bro. Caine; he is lying very ill. Dec. 26. Late at night I was called to Bro. Caine's house; other elders gathered. We ad- ministered to him, and afterward formed a line around his bed, and each (there were six (6) in all) adminis- tered according to age. I have faith that he will recover, yet from a purely human stand point his death seems almost certain. Dec 27 Again visited and administered to Bros. McKinnon and Caine. The latter is very low. In evening wife and I attended the Theatre. I am thankful that she is again out with me. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p048.jpg) 1890. Dec. 28. Sunday. Attended meetings as usual. Administered to Bros. McKinnon and Caine. Dec. 29. Was called in early evening to visit Bro Caine we administered to him. An hour afterward I received word that he had passed away. So it is; inscrutable are the ways of God; Bro Caine has had the continued faith of his friends, and in almost every case he has seemed to respond to ad- ministrations: yet he has grown steadily worse; the physicians admit that his case has sorely puzzled them; and at last he has gone. This evening my Mother, and my Sister Sadie came from Provo to Salt Lake City to visit us. We feel honored in the event; Mother has not been in the city for near 14 years. They are both well, and report the folks at home as tolerably well. Dec. 31. Yesterday and today I have been busy in office. For several days past I have been feeling ill; today I was com- pelled to go home. Bro Done called and administered to me, and I experienced great relief. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p049.jpg) 1891 Jan. 1 Thursday, January 1,"– The year just closed has been one of mighty events with respect to the world in general, and especially as regards this people. Who can foretell the events of the dawning year? "Be ready!" is the most wholesome advice. Attended Fast meeting in morning: in afternoon Mother, Wife, and I attended the funeral services of Bro. Alfred Caine. Tis a heavy cross indeed that has fallen upon the family; yet they seem to bear it bravely. Sister Caine has shown herself a heroine. By request of the Bishop, I offered the dedicatory prayer at the grave. Jan. 4. Sunday. By appointment, Elder Spencer Clawson and I attended the 18" Ward Meeting, and there preached as Home Missionaries. The evenings experience was in one respect a repetition of one that has fallen to my lot now many times — the meeting house was so full of foul air as almost to overcome ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p050.jpg) 18 me. I was prostrated; and after reaching home retired without delay. Jan 5. Today the second term of school opened under favorable auspices; Owing to the prevalence of illness and for other causes, it was thought best to receive fewer pupils. Our limit has therefore been lowered from 250 to 200. Jan. 6. By previous arrangement, I this evening delivered a lecture before the Improve- ment Association of the Fourteenth Ward; subject – "Atheism and Idolatry." Jan. 10. Salt Lake District Teachers Association assembled today. I attended and presided. By appointment, I this day delivered a lecture before the Association on "Collecting and preserving of Cabinets." Jan. 11 Sunday. Owing to repairs and changes now in progress in the Heating apparatus at the Tabernacle, services were held this afternoon in the various ward meeting houses. By request I attended meeting in the Fourteenth Ward, and there preached. Attended Circle Meeting as usual, and had the pleasure of being the means of introducing two new members, Elders Willard Done and John Walton; both are fellow teachers ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p051.jpg) 91 of mine. In the evening, attended Ward meeting in Second Ward. Apostle F.M. Lyman ws the speaker; his counsels and instructions were very timely. Jan. 14 By appointment I this evening del- ivered a lecture before the combined Improvement Associations of the 18th Ward on "Atheism and Idolatry." Jan. 15. This afternoon, Sister C. J. Webb of Payson and myself proceeded by train to Logan. The object of our visit will be understood from the entry in Journal Vol. III p. 263, June 28, 1890. Preparations for such a trip were being made at the time of my serious attack of illness, during the last summer; and many and diverse circumstances have seem- ingly conspired to prevent the consum- mation of the object until the present. We arrived at Logan about 9 p.m was met at the depot by Bro. Douglas M. Todd and by him taken to Brother Lufkin's residence, at which place we were hospitably entertained while we remained. Jan. 16. Early this morning, Sis. Webb and I applied for admission to the Temple, we were received, and attended to the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p052.jpg) 18 Jan 16 (con.) work which we came to do. Sister Webb took endowments for her deceased daugh- ter Zella; the sealing ordinance followed; and now, by the authority of the Holy Priesthood, I may call dear Zella mine. If I forfeit not my right then I may hope to live with her in eternity. Great and glorious are the blessings of our Father; my heart overflows with thanks for the blessings of the House of God, and for the great gift which this day has fallen to me; the theme is too sacred a one to be spoken of at length even here. I was able also to attend to work for one of my deceased ancestors, and to direct work for two others. In the afternoon, Bro. Todd took me to the Agricultural College, where we were received courteously by Presi- dent Sanborn and several of the Professors. In the evening, according to previous arrangement, I delivered a lecture before the Polysophical Society of the Brigham Young College, on "The Sun Moon and Stars" illustrated by stereopticon views. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p053.jpg) 91 Jan. 17. By early train, Sister Webb and I returned to Salt Lake City; by afternoon train she proceeded to her home in Payson. Jan. 18 Sabbath. Tabernacle meetings were again dispensed with, and worshipping assemblies were called in the Ward houses. By re- quest I visited the Ninth Ward Meeting House, and there addressed the people. Jan. 19. Began the rearrangement of specimens in the Deseret Museum of which in- stitution I have been given charge, at least temporally. Jan. 20. By previous appointment I this evening addressed the people of the Second Ward under the auspices of the Mutual Im- provement Associations. I had chosen a subject, but upon arriving at the meeting house, a request was made that I speak upon "Atheism and Idolatry," which I did. Jan 24. Today the little book referred to under dates of Oct. 21, and Nov. 1, last, (this book pp. 27 and 30) left the press. Its publication has been greatly delayed owing to him- dances in procurring illustrative cuts; and the cuts that were at length procured, were of a very poor order. In other ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p054.jpg) 18 Jan 24/ (con) respects the little work is of neat and orderly appearance. It comprises 331 pages in all, octavo size. The typography is good, the binding serviceable. The book is bound in two styles, cloth and leather; the former is sold at $1.00 per volume; the latter at $1.25. As I felt it to be proper I [-]have decidicated the work to Bro. Maeser, in the words:– Dedicatory To Karl G. Maeser, D. L. D., General Superintendent of Latter-day Saint Schools, and Pioneer Teacher in Such Schools; To whom the Author, in common with all the youth of this people, owes so much, this unpretentious volume is respectfully and affectionately inscribed As was stated on page 30 (this book) the MSS. was examined by a Committee appointed for the purpose, and a report was made to Pres. Woodruff. The first Presidency issued an endorsement of the work; which was accompanied by one from General Superintendent Maeser. These documents bear date of Dec. 1, 1890: ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p055.jpg) 91. and have been already published. They appear however in the fore part of the book; and are as follows DOMESTIC SCIENCE. The following endorsements of the work speak volumes in its favor: SALT LAKE CITY, Dec: 1, 1890. TO ALL CONCERNED: With the growth of our Church school system, and of the Mutual Improve- ment Associations among our people, the need of text-books specially adapted for use under those organizations becomes very apparent. A short time ago Dr. J. E. Talmage was requested by us to prepare a work of medium size and scope on subjects of practical and scientific interest; and as a result he has written a small volume entitled "Domestic Science." A committee appointed to examine the book has heartily endorsed it as a worthy work representing an extended array of useful facts expressed in simple but forci- ble style, and imbued throughout with the spirit of our religion. We take pleasure in recommending the little work to our people as well adapted for use in our Church schools, also in the Mutual Improvement Associations, and for general reading. Your brethren in the gospel, WILFORD WOODRUFF, GEO. Q. CANNON, JOS. F. SMITH. ____ PROVO CITY, UTAH, Dec. 1, 1890. The study of "Domestic Science," recognized as an essential feature of edu- cation, has received in this work of Dr. J. E. Talmage such a thorough and sys- tematic treatment as will entitle the work to the careful consideration of all educat- ors; I earnestly recommend it, therefore, to all our Church schools for adoption. KARL G. MAESER, D. L. D., Gen. Supt. L. D. S. Schools. I am hopeful that the little book will prove of value; that it may be the means of accomplishing some good. It has been written with that object. Jan. 25. Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle, but re- mained home rest of day, having been ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p056.jpg) 18 excused from a Missionary Appointment, because of my boy Sterling's threatened ill health. However, he is better today. Jan. 28 Attended regular monthly meeting of the Home Missionaries. Jan. 30. According to previous arrangement I this night went to Provo, and delivered a lecture before the Polysophical Society of the Brigham Young Academy on the subject of "Atheism and Idolatry." I felt great pleasure in again being present at my old home. The spirit prevailing there is so congenial, I could almost believe I had not left the institution at all. Stayed with my friends and benefactors Brother and Sister Cluff. Jan. 31. Returned to Salt Lake City by early morning train. I went yesterday to Provo with the intention of spending today hunting, not for game so much as for speci- mens; however, I learned that but few birds are now to be found, so I returned home. Attended monthly High Priests' Meeting; and spent remainder of day in the Museum. I have been installed as Curator to the Museum; and though my time is very fully occupied otherwise, yet ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p057.jpg) 91 I hope to be enabled to devote sufficient attention to affect the rearrangement, and classification of the specimens. For many years the Deseret Museum has been devoid of a scientific director; and the value of the collections has materially lessened because of loss or displacement of labels, and lack of classification. The Deseret Museum is the possession of the Salt Lake Literary and Scientific Association, of which I am a member. Some time ago it was proposed by President Woodruff to transfer the whole collection to our College, but a difficulty was found in the conditions of the charter governing the Association. I well remember, years ago, the great assistance received from a former curator, the venerable Prof. J. L. Barfoot; and how then I felt, that, could I but be privileged with ever so humble a post in the Museum, how fully would my ambition be gratified. Now the posi- tion of chief officer is given to me, and I accept it reluctantly because of other pressing duties. It is my desire that the Museum shall grow; such an institution if devoid of growth is dead. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p058.jpg) 18 Jan. 31 (con). I propose therefore to issue bulletins from time to time, calling for specimens, and giving instructions for their collection and preservation. Bulletin No 1. left the press today. It bears the signatures of the entire Board of Directors of the Literary and Scientific Association. It bears date of Jan 29. Feb. 1. Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle. Then attended by invitatiion the afternoon sacrament meeting in the Third Ward. I addressed the congregation; In the evening, Elder Carlson and I officiated as Home Missionaries in the Sixth Ward. Feb. 2. Spent most of day in Museum: today the institution was reopened to the public. This day was a holiday in school affairs. An attempt is to be made under direction of the Presidency of the Church and the Board of our College to change the weekly holiday from Saturday to Monday. Experience has demonstrateed that many students study on the Sabbath day to prepare for Monday's lessons, and many others come unprepared in their lessons. Farther, students who go to their homes in ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p059.jpg) 91 adjoining towns at the close of the week are compelled to leave home on the Sabbath evening or be late at school on many days are lost from school work because of conferences, general and local, which require the suspension of regular exercise on Mondays; if Monday be the regular weekly holiday no such losses will occur. At all events, the experiment is a worthy one. Feb. 4 After school hours, Bros. Done and Nelson and myself went to the Penetentiary and had the privilege of seeing Bro. Hans Jesperson, and Bro. Aaron Hardy; two martyrs for conscience. Our inter- view was brief. They report the health of the brethren in prison as fairly well good; though some few are ill. Feb. 7 According to previous appointment, I today went to Logan for the purpose of delivering a lecture before the Temple Association. I took the morning train, which became belated before reaching its destination, so that I was nearly an hour behind time. However, Pres. Merrill requested me to proceed. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p060.jpg) 18 Feb. 7 (con). with the address and this I did. My subject was "The Theory of Evolu- tion". The privilege of speaking before such a body of students as those of the Temple Association and of speaking in such a holy place, is deply appreciated. I was kindly entertained during my stay in Logan at the home of Bro. D.M. Todd. Feb. 8. Sunday. It had been my intention to return home this morning; but, at the solicitation of several I remained in Logan. During the morning, I attended the Missionary Meeting at the Brigham Young College; and had the pleasure of there speaking the students. In the afternoon, I attended the Tabernacle sacrament meeting; and by request addressed the congregation: Bro D. M. Todd also spoke. I was requested to speak again in the evening; and the Stake Presidency directed the suspension of the regular ward meetings and called a general meeting in the Tabernacle. I spoke by request during the whole of the time. I am thank- ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p061.jpg) 91 ful for the privilege of meeting with the Saints in Logan; and thankful for the opportunity of addressing them. May the Lord bless the words spoken that they may be productive of good. Being desirous of reaching home as soon as possible, I took the night train, leaving Logan at 11 p.m. Feb. 9. After travelling all night I reached home in safety soon after 5 a.m. Found all well. Spent most of day in museum. Today I received a payment of money from Bro B. W. Driggs; this I immediately paid to Bro. J. W. Eardley, the contractor and builder of my house. This removes my indebted- ness to him. The circumstances attending the matter have been extremely distressing to me. Over a year ago Bro. Driggs borrowed means of me, promising to re- pay the same on demand. When the debt for my house became payable, I applied for the money; but Bro. Driggs was unable to meet the ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p062.jpg) 18 Feb. 9. (con) request, owing to his means being "tied up" in real estate deals. Thus the debt has gone till today. Bro. Eardley has been very indulgent and for- bearing in the matter; and Bro. Driggs has paid him a very liberal interest for the time the debt has been running. At present, I am out of debt for my home; thank God for this! True my house is not finished and furnished in all particulars; but it is a goodly home and the Lord has given it. Of late I have been greatly reduced for lack of means; indeed I have had to solicit loans to pay my fare on lecturing tours; yet I feel rich – wife, son, and home! and a name in the Church of God. May the Lord in mercy keep from me all that is inordinate in the craving for worldly wealth. There is much in this world that is better than money. Feb. 11 Took part in administering to Sister Jensen and Sister Graham, both of second ward. Feb. 13 Took part in administering to ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p063.jpg) 91 Brother James Hansen, a neighbor. In the evening I delivered a lecture on "The Force of Cohesion" before the Students Society." Feb. 15 Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle meeting. There attended Sacrament Meeting in Second Ward; and, by appointment of the Bishopric I addressed the meeting. Feb. 16 At request of Bro. Junius F. Wells, I today accompanied him by train to Draper; thence by team to the Hot Springs. There we gathered samples of water for analysis. Secured also some specimens of birds. Returned to Draper and there took evening train to Salt Lake City. The ride from the Springs to Draper was a particularly dis- agreeable one as we had to face a storm of sleet, beating so forcibly as almost to lacerate the skins of our faces. The horses became almost unmanageable. However, we reached home without serious hindrance. A peculiar fall of finely divided mud occurred at Salt Lake City this evening. Indeed the snow was covered with a grayish layer. The material came evident- ly from the alkali flats near the city. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p064.jpg) 18 Feb. 22 Sunday. By appointment Elder Morley and myself officiated as home mission- aries in Sugar House Ward. Wife ac- companied me, and after meeting, by invitation we took dinner at Bro. George Crismon's. On the way home we called on Bro. Lorenzo Young. Feb. 23. Today was spent as a legal holiday in commemoration of the birth of Washington. I spent most of the day in the Museum arranging spicemens. Feb. 25. Attended the monthly meeting of the Home Missionary Quorum. Feb. 28. Attended a combined meeting of the High Priests' Quorum, and the general priesthood of the Stake called for 11 a.m. today. I was unexpectedly called by the Stake Presidency to the position of Superintendent of religions and theological classes in the Salt Lake Stake of Zion. After this meeting another was called, comprising the Bishopric of the several wards of the stake and a few other invited persons. I was requested by the Stake President to attend. The question of the appointment of Home Missionaries at the ensuing ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p065.jpg) 91 Stake Conference was discussed. Several of the former missionaries were released. When my name was proposed, an objection to the appointment was raised by a kind hearted bishop (Bishop Elias Morris) who stated, that to his knowledge, I was greatly overworked. It was finally decided by Pres. Cannon that my name be retained on the list, but that I be permitted to make appointments for myslef in missionary labor in connection with another office to which I was called, viz. that of Sup- erintendent of religious classes. I feel that I have more on my hands than I can well attend to; yet, if the authorities wish to give me more work I cannot well refuse. March 1. Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle as usual, and also morning afternoon and evening sessions of the Stake Conference, which began at 10 a.m. Very pointed and practical instructions were given by many of the authorities; and en- couraging reports were made by Bishops and other officers of organiza- tions within the stake. At the evening meeting, by call of the Presidency, ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p066.jpg) 18 I delivered an address on educational topics. I ventured to prefer against some of the parents of the Latter-day Saints a charge of apathy in matters pertaining to the education of their children; and I called upon the people to take early steps toward es- tablishing religious classes according to the directions of the general author- ities. After the meeting I asked Pres. Geo. Q. Cannon if I had overstepped at all the bounds of propriety. He answered that he sanctioned all I had said. March 2. Attended conference meetings morning and afternoon. Today the general and stake officers were sustained by the people. I was re- appointed a Home Missionary in the Stake; and was also sustained as "Superintendent of classes for the religious instruction of the children of the Latter-day Saints." In this capacity Elder Willard Done was sustained as my assistant. After meeting, Pres. Geo Q Cannon of the First Presidency called upon me at the museum. He ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p067.jpg) 91 expressed great pleasure at the appearance of the Museum exhibits; and then he proceeded to talk about the new position in which I have been placed as Stake Supt. of the religious classes. He declared it to be his belief that I am overworked; and he held hopes of an early respite for me. March 5. Today I was much surprised to receive from the Secretary of the Royal Micro- scopical Society of London, England, a communication stating I was elected as a Fellow of that society (F.R.M.S.) on the 18" of February last. I have had opportunity of meeting at different times several of the Fellows of that august body; they have seem much of my work in microscopy; and have in their possession a number of my slides. By invitation I sent to some of the Fellows mounted specimens of Utah insects etc; these preparations have found their way to England, and in recognition of the work as also by the recommendation of such of the Fellows as are personally acquainted with me, the honor of Fellowship had been bestowed upon me. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p068.jpg) 18 Not desiring to take a hasty step in so important a matter, I sought counsel of the Presidency of the Church as to my action. The counsel was that I accept the position at once. This means more than would appear at first sight. To be a Fellow of the Royal Microscopical Society, means that I hold communication with others of the Society; that I receive and entertain such Fellows as may be travelling through Salt Lake City; it may mean farther that I visit London and attend meetings of the Society. I hardly feel that my circumstances and financial standing warrant me in assuming so much; yet all of these subjects were talked over by the authorities, and I was told to accept the proffered honor. This counsel I shall follow, trusting that all will be well. Surely the Lord permits honors to fall upon His unworthy servant with great rapidity. President Angus MCannon of the Stake Presidency was present when the letter reached me. He immediately sent word to the "Deseret News" asking that mention be made of the occurrence, and in this evening's ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p069.jpg) 91 issue the following appeared:- JUST RECOGNITION OF MERIT. Dr. James E. Talmage, head of the Latter-day Saints' College in this city, was notified today by the secretary of the Royal Microscopical Society, of London, that he was, on the 18th of February, 1891, elected a fellow of that scientific institution. This is an ex- alted honor which has been bestowed upon only a limited number of scien- tists in the United States. Dr. Talmage has met, at different times, members of the society as they were passing through this city on their travels in pursuit of pleasure and knowledge. They have examined some of his personal microscopical work and expressed much satisfaction with it. He also complied with a request to furnish the institution with specimens of Utah insects. These associations evidently led to his being admitted to fellowship, which involves the ap- pending to his name of the letters F. R. M. S. We hartily congratulate our Dr. Talmage upon this new recognition of his attainments as a scientist. [Journal resumes] March 8. Sunday:– Attended Prayer Circle and afternoon Sacrament Meeting as usual. By call of the authorities I addressed the assembly. Of this call I received notification yesterday; it being reported to me by Bishop Clawson, that the renowned African explorer, Henry M. Stanley would attend the Tabernacle services, and the general and Stake authorities desired me to speak on the occasion. Such previous notification ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p070.jpg) 18 does not lead to special preparation on my part; my short experience in years has taught me that nothing but divine inspiration, to which the holders of the Priesthood are entitled would produce proper effect in speaking to the saints in a worshipping capacity. Things are different in a lecture; for such I think full preparation, even to detail is encumbent; but in a worship meeting, one should speak as he is moved upon by the Holy Ghost. His preparation should con- sist in the cultivation of the spirit of humility and earnest thought. The congregation this after- noon was unusually large; evident- ly it had been noised about that the distinguished Mr Stanley would attend the services. March 9. In the evening wife and I attended a lecture by Henry M. Stanley, the re- nouned explorer; subject "Experiences in Africa." March 12. Took part in administering to Bro. Jas C. Orr, one of our students, and to Sister Main. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p071.jpg) 91 March 14. Attended and presided at a "Teachers' Convention" of the Salt Lake District. Began labor as Superintendent of Religion Classes in the Stake by issuing a Circular Letter to the several Bishops, calling for information regarding the various wards. March 15. Attended meetings as usual. Addressed the Prayer Circle Meeting. In the evening Elder Done and I attended meeting in the First Ward, and officiated as Home Missionaries, speaking in the interests of the Religion Classes. March 16. Had an interview with the Presidency of the Church, relative to plans for the coming school year. I laid before them the necessity of providing a more extended teaching force; and called attention to the fact that I cannot consistently undertake to conduct a Normal Department another year, if I am still unrelieved in other departments. I asked that a competent instructor in Normal training be called to our Faculty. The name of Benj. Cluff Jr. at present Assistant Principal of the Brigham Young Academy of Provo was mentioned by the Presidency ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p072.jpg) 18 in this connection. I should welcome Bro. Cluff here, if he can be released from Provo. I had hoped to be relieved of the Principalship of the College before the opening of another school year (See record of May 1 1890); but I am now informed by the brethren that I will probably be expected to retain the position for another year; by which time it is hoped the Central Education- al Institution of the Church; the Univ- ersity of Zion in fact will be organ- ized. That institution will largely sup- plant the Latter-day Saints' College. I offered to abdicate in favor of Prof. Cluff as Principal should he be called to the City; but such was not considered favorably it being deemed advisable to make as few radical changes as possible just at present. March 18. Attended a meeting of the First Presidency of the Church with D Maeser, General Superintendent of the Church Schools, relative to the matter of Prof. Cluffs proposed call to Salt Lake City. Bro. Maeser recommended that, inasmuch as Bro. Cluff had been ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p073.jpg) 91 already selected to fill the position of Professor of Pedagogy in the University of the Church it would be well to have Prof. Cluff in the city as soon as possible. To this good reason was added that of Bro. Cluff's own desire that if it was in contempla- tion by the Presidency to call him to Salt Lake City at any early day, that he be called at once. President Woodruff decided to call Bro. Cluff at once; the letter was written before the meeting adjourned; as also was one to Prest. A. O. Smoot of Utah Stake, asking that Bro. Cluff be released from the Brigham Young Academy at the close of the present school year. March 19. By request of the Bishop of the Twelfth Ward, I attended this evening a meeting in that ward composed of the leading brethren to consider the matter of Religious Instruction to the young. Preliminary steps were taken, and another meeting was appointed for an early date. March 20. Went south by evening train; spent the night at Fathers farm. I learned several ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p074.jpg) 18 days ago that Father was feeling greatly distressed in mind as also in body; and at this, the first possible chance for leaving the City I hastened down. He feels sadly troubled over the condition of his farm; he having no water right to his land, and being unable to rent irrigation priveleges. I have endeavored to assit in these matters in the past; and on this occasion, finding him in trouble I promised to assume a debt of $100, for which Father is responsible; and to pay him $25.00 per month as long as he needs it and I am able to provide the amount. I wish I could do more to assist my parents. March 21. Went to Provo; had an interview with President A. O. Smoot, whom I found feeling bad toward me because of the Temple Work done Jan. 16, last (See pp. 45; 46 this book.). He believes a misrepresentation was made to the authorities in the matter, else they would not have ordered the work done. I explained to him my position in the matter, and offered to meet him for farther explanation at any time. I ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p075.jpg) 91. deeply regret that there should be the least ill feeling on so sacred a matter, and I trust that all will be satisfactorily settled soon. After leaving Pres. Smoot's office, I called on Prof. Cluff, Prof. Maeser, and Bro. Keeler. I find that a very strong feeling of opposition to Cluff's removal exists here. By request, Bro. Cluff and I ad- ministered to Bro. Sessions, and to Sister Harrison, both of the Truth Ward Prom. I stayed at night at my old home- Bro. Josiah Cluff's. March 22. Sunday. Went by morning train to Bingham Junction; thence walked to Sandy where I found Bro. Willard Done awaiting me, and together we filled special Home Missionary appointments on the matter of Religion classes. After meeting, Bro. Coova drovno to Bingham Junction; there we took train to Salt Lake City. In the evening Bro. Done and I filled a previously made appointment on "Religion Class" business at the regular evening meeting in the Eleventh Ward. God sanctify the labor. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p076.jpg) 18 March 23. Elder Willard Done and I attended this evening a meeting in the Twelfth Ward, called by the Bishopric of that ward to mature plans for the proposed religion classes. March 24. Attended a Meeting of the Stake Board of Education; also had a conference with the First Presidency of the Church, relative to school matters. In all probability, the curriculum of studies in the Latter-day Saints' College will be considerably augmented next year. It is now probable that Bro. Benj. Cluff will remain in Provo another year; the people there felt so much opposed to his removal, that Prest. Woodruff saw fit to rescind the counsel calling him to Salt Lake City. At the Board Meeting today I urged the necessity of other and more commodious quarters being provided for the college next year; and I feel that beneficial changes will be made. March 28. Attended Priesthood Meeting of the Stake, with which the regular session of the High Priest's Quorum was com- bined. In the afternoon, according to pervious apporintment, Bishop Heber Bennion of Taylorsville took me by ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p077.jpg) 91 buggy to that Ward. There, in the evening I delivered a lecture on "Atheism and Idolatry". The meeting was a pleasant one; in spite of a very inclement slate of the weather, the house was well filled, and the audience proved to be an appreciative one. At the close of the lecture, by request, I made a brief explanation of the Religion Class move- ment, and set an appointment for a special meeting on the subject two weeks hence. I was entertained at the house of Bishop Heber Bennion. March 29 Sunday. In the forenoon, Bp. Bennion drove with me to Salt Lake City; on our arrival we immediately repaned to the Tabernacle, and attended the ceremonies attending the funeral of Counsellor Daniel H. Wells, who died six days ago. In his death, the people have lost the society of a man of God. Brother Wells was a veteran, to whose memory it would be difficult to pay a surplus of praise. The services at the Tabernacle were impressive; the stand and organ were elegantly draped in white; the casket also was pure white; flowers and living plants ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p078.jpg) 18 lent great beauty to the house. The service turned with well-deserved honor to the illustrious dead. In the evening, Elder Thomas Holt and I officiated in the Second Ward as Home Missionaries, with the special topic of "Religion Classes" as our theme. The spirit manifested at the meeting was a good one. I pray that the labors may be acceptable to the Lord. Administered to my son Sterling who seemed slightly ill this night. April 2. This being the first Thursday of the month, was, of course observed generally among the people as a fast day. As is customary with us at the College, we held services appro- priate to the day in place of the regular Theological exercises. Today, apostles J. H. Smith, and Anton H. Lund met with us, and gave high encouragement and valued instruction to the students. These fast meetings are among the most glorious assemblages that I attend; the spirit of peace is in- describable. I am thankful for the privilege of mingling in such. April 4. Saturday. Today the General Conference of the church began session I attended meetings morning and afternoon. The time was ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p079.jpg) 91. occupied solely by the general authorities Presidency, Apostles, and First Presidents of Seventies. The instructions were of the most practical kind; admonitions to greater diligence in all matters pertaining to duty being many and strung. In the evening I attended the General Priesthood Meeting; at which the same spirit of earnest, administion and counsel prevailed. April 5. Sunday. Conference continued. I at- tended morning services, but owing to misdrepintion, - caused I think by the poor ventilation of the building, I was compelled to leave the afternoon meeting very soon after its opening. I was likewise unable to attend the Sunday School Conferense in evening. April 6. Attended meeting. Conference adjourned today. The session has been a most impressive one. April 7. Attended a meeting of the Board of Examiners; which was held at my office. Bro. J. M. Tanner tendered his resignation as a member of the Board, owing to his intentions of going east to remain a term of years. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p080.jpg) 18 April 8. Today there occurred an impressive incident at the College. For some time past, great annoyance has been experienced from repeated stealing of small articles and money. I have felt on several occasions to make the matter a subject of earnest prayer; asking that the guilty party might be discovered for the general good. After consultation with one of the First Presidency of the Church, and with the authorities of the Board of Education, I resolved to set a trap. The plan was laid this morning. I took coins, marked them in the preserves of certain of the other teachers; then dipped them in a chemical solution which would leave a stain on the skin if light fell upon the skin after contact with the money; the coins were then placed in a purse, and the purse was put in the pocket of a lady's jacket, hanging in the ladies' dressing room. After a time, the money was missed. I caused the lady students to be called together, and asked all to consent to a search. The young ladies decided by a prompt vote to submit to any proper test. The teacher examined the money of all; the marked coins ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p081.jpg) 91. were not found; but one piece bore a slight, very slight stain of Silver Nitrate, and I judged it to have been in contact with the coins in question. There followed a careful examination of the hands of each girl; one of them showed faint chemical stains. This young lady fell under immediate suspicion; I questioned her privately, but she stoutly protected her innocense; however a search revealed the missing money in a place at which she had been seen immediately before the investigation. However, she still declared herself innocent; I led her into the sunlight, in the presence of the teachers, and caused her to stretch forth her [illegible] hands; the dark stains of the chemical substance in which the coins had been immersed soon developed, declaring at once her theft, and her falsehood. I sent at once for the girl's father; he soon came; and the girl herself confessed the deed; she acknowledged also other acts of the same nature. Her father, a very estimable man, was awe-struck; he at once paid to the losers all money that his daughter ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p082.jpg) 18 confessed having taken. Prompt action seemed to be called for; so I publicly announced the girl's expulsion, and endeavored to make the lesson im- pressive on the others. Later, I reported the action to the Board of Directors, and received their sanction. I acknowlege the Hand of God, in answer to prayer on the occasion; the means of planning the detection of the erring one was to me an inspiration, I had never before heard of the method: it was successful: may the result be to the good of the girl as to that of all witnesses. April 9. Attended a meeting of the Stake Board of Education, and had interviews with the Presidency of the Church in regard to the position of the College for the ensuing year. I made an urgent request that more commodious quarters be pro- cured for the institution, and that an appropriation be made for procuring additional apparatus. On each of these points a favorable reply was given. April 10. Attended and presided at the monthly meeting of the Church School Convention for the Salt Lake District. By appointment ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p083.jpg) 91. I conducted a class in "Mind Studies." This evening, on reaching home, I was made the subject of a great surprise; the entire Normal class, 24 students in all - were awaiting me, and bade me joyous welcome as I entered the dining room. All sat down with me to supper; after which pleasant recreations and entertaining diver- sions occupied the time till near midnight. The students presented me with a large photograph of the class, which will be treasured among my things of value. Such a demonstration of good feeling was to me very affecting; thank God for the confidence and good feeling of such young people. Oh! that I may become more worthy of their good feelings. April 12. Sunday. An appointment was made for me to visit Taylorsville today, in the capacity of a special missionary on the Religion Class matter; but, by advice of the Stake Presidency, Bro. Done, and Bro. Walton were sent in my stead; it being deemed advisable that I remain in Salt Lake City to accompany certain scientific men to the Tabernacle. I did so. Prominent among the scientific visitors ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p084.jpg) 18 April 12 (con). was the famed minerialogist, Dr Foote of Philadelphia. He seemed much interested in the services. In the evening Elder John J. Walton and I officiated as Home Mission- aries in the Fourth Ward. A very good meeting was held. April 14. Captain Willard Young and I went to Provo by early train and there met with Dr Maeser, and Prof. Cluff in the capacity of a Board of Examiners. Bro. Young and myself returned to Salt Lake by evening train. April 16. A meeting of the Board of Directors of the Salt Lake Literacy and Scientific Association was held at the Gardo House, at which I was present by visitation. A subject of great & special interest to me was brought up. I having been installed as Creator of the Deseret Museum, and feeling that I could not successfully build up two collections, transferred the whole of my cabinets, minerological, geological, etc. to the Museum with the sanction of the Museum Committee. The Board today recognised the transfer, and voted that I be paid twenty-five hundred dollars ($2500.00) for the collections; also that five hundred dollars ($500.00) ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p085.jpg) 91. be paid me for services up to date, rendered as Curator. This is to me a very gratifying act; I had not looked for such liberality; but accept it thankfully. My time and attention have been devoted to the Museum without any definite arrangements as to pay; and the cabinet was transferred in good faith, because there it could be made of greater use. The payment of the amounts named is to be made at intervals; I am not to expect the means at once. April 18. In the evening, by invitation, wife and I attended a meeting of the Club known as the "Theodorika". It is an association of young people, formed for the purpose of gaining knowledge on the principles of the Gospel. This particular session was held at the residence of Mrs. W.B. Dougall; it was a very pleasant affair. I delivered an address on the subject of the "Supposed atheistical tendency of modern science." After the formal exercises closed, social enjoyments were particpated in until near midnight. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p086.jpg) 18 April 19. Sunday. Elder Walton and I went to Draper and there officiated as Home Missionaries, on special Religion Class business. Returned same evening, after a very pleasant and successful meeting. April 26 Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle during morning, and, by appointment officiated at the altar. Attended afternoon sacrament meeting as usual. In the af evening, Elder Walton and I officiated as Home Mission- aries on special subject of religion classes at the Seventh Ward. April 29. After the close of College exercises, Bro. Nelson and I drove to Salt Lake at the Salt Works. There we collected speciments, notably the Artemia Fertilis or Brine Shrimp, some of which I desire to mount for microscopial study. May 1 By petition of the students, this day – May day was observed as a holiday. A number of students from the Scientific Classes together with myself made an excersion to the West Mountains. Wife accom- panied us. We were engaged the whole day. The day was a very successful one. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p087.jpg) 91. May 3. Sunday. By appointment, Elder Holt and I went to Sugar House Ward to officiate as Home Missionaries but, on arriving there we found that a change had been made in the hour of meeting, so we returned. In the evening wife and I attended meeting in our own – the Second– Ward. By call of the Bishop addressed the meeting. May 5. Today I had an interview with Presidents Woodruff and Cannon, of the First Presidency of the Church, relative to a matter about which I have already had a conversation with the other member of this High Quorum, Pres Joseph F. Smith. On March 5 last (See p. 61), when I accepted the distinction of F. R. M. S., I was told by the authorities that it would be well to honor the position in every proper way. The meetings of the Royal Microscopial Society are held monthly, the last of the season taking place in June. This last meeting the Presidency counsel me to attend this year; it is to be held in London, June 17: and I will of necessity have to leave home before the close of the present month. The ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p088.jpg) 18 cost of such an undertaking is to me a very important item: I told the Presidency in answer to a question from them that I am willing to meet all the expenses if they direct em so to do; but the Brethren voted to appropriate $350.00 as an aid to me in the matter; I to bear all additional costs. For this most liberal act I am deeply grateful; the "out" will be, I trust, beneficial to my health: the experience will be a valuable acquisition in my labors and the opportunity of visiting the home of my childhood, and gaining genealogical information etc, is more than a temporal and temporary bles- ssing. Surely the Lord through His Servants is good to me. May 6. Attended a meeting of the General Board of Examiners of Church Schools. May 7. This was the day for the monthly Fast Meeting; a more than ordinarily in- teresting time was enjoyed at the College: nearly 30 of the students rose up voluntarily and testified of the power of the Spirit of God. Bro. Maeser called while the meeting was in progress; he was deeply impressed by the prevailing influence. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p089.jpg) 91. May 8. At the evening, I delivered a lecture before the Students' Society of the College on "The Theory of Evolution." May 9 Attended a meeting of the General Board of Examiners of Church Schools. At this session the examination of Elder Willard Dove a candidate for academic graduation was com- pleted. He has passed his examinations with distinction, and will receive the degree of Bachelor of Didactic (D.B.) the first to receive such by examination under the Church School system. May. 10. Sunday. Attended Prayer Circle, and, by ap- pointment, officiated in consecrating the oil. In the evening Elder Walton and I officiated as Home Missionaries in the Tenth Ward. The meeting was a very enjoyable one. May 9. (Addition). On this day the President of the United States, Benjamin Harrison, visited Salt Lake City in the course of his trans- continental tour. The city did him great honor; he was received with ceremony; a committee of citizens met him at the border line of the Territory; the city was gaily bedecked; a grand procession was held and speech making indulged in. President Harrison and party were taken in charge ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p090.jpg) 18 by prominent anti-mormons who guarded the party jealously, and manipulated them lest the full and true condition of the people here should be brought to their notice. Pres. Harrison went far out of his way to announce his determination of dealing severely with certain classes of this community. May 10. Sunday. By appointment, Elder John J. Walton and I officiated as Home Missionaries in the Tenth Ward May 17. Sunday. Went to Provo Bench (Lake View) by early train: was then met by Father. Remained with the folks on the farm during the day; obtaining items of information to aid in searching for geneal- ogical records on my proposed Eastern tour. In the evening went to Provo, and by previous appointment officiated as lecturer before the Y. M. M. I. A. Conference of the Stake. My subject was "David, King of Israel." Stayed with my old friends, Bro. and Sis. Cluff. May 18. Returned to Provo Salt Lake City by early train. May 19. Applied for a Life Insurance Policy in the Equitable Assurance Co. of New York, for $5000 payable to Wife and son in case of my demise. Not being well ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p091.jpg) 91. provided with means, I have taken this step after mature reflection and seeking for counsel. I feel now that provision has been made for the family in case of my being called home, so that wife may not want, and son may not be deprived of an education. May 21. Commencement Exercises of the College were held today. A pleasing program had been prepared, and was pleasingly rendered. Sixteen students graduated in the Primary Grade, or Junior Course of Normal Training. Seven received certificates in special branches. President Wilford Woodruff and Prest. George Q. Cannon were present. Many of the addresses by students were of excellent merit; and the kind feeling expressed through all toward the teachers was very marked. By direction of the general Board of Education, this day was made the occasion for the bestowal of the first degree in the regular course in the Church School Service. Brother Willard Done, one of my fellow laborers in the College, has passed all the examinations in the Academic Course in language, and [The following is written sideways in top left corner] The Policy Certificate afterward received was numbered 533728. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p092.jpg) 86 18 recommended by the Examiners as worthy to receive the Diploma. Presidents Woodruff and Cannon of the General Board of Education appointed me to perform the ceremony of bestowal; and I had the pleasure of conferring upon my highly esteemed fellow teacher, Bro. Done, the degree and title of Bachelor of Didactics (D.B.) and of appointing him a Professor of Language unto the schools of the Church. This day also, I took part with Apostle Jn Henry Smith, and Elders Willard Young, Willard Done and Jos. Nelson in administering to Sister Lucy Cobb Ivins, daughter of Sister Camilla Cobb the lady Superintendent at our College. The young Sister is suffering from derangements incident to Child-birth. The fact seemed clear to me as I officiated at the administration that she was to be called home. After a short interval she died. Later in the day, Sister Camilla Cobb the mother of the diceased called at my office, and by request Elder Done and myself administered to her bestowing upon her a blessing. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p093.jpg) 91. May 22. Very busy in preparations for my in- tended departure. A social reunion of students and teachers was held today at the College Hall; a repast was provided and an entertaining program was carried through. In the evening a dancing party was held in the Eighteenth Ward Hall. I visited the ballroom for a very short time, and by request delivered a short address This day also, I was set apart for my journey under the hands of Apostle Abraham H. Cannon, and Elder John Jaques. A great blessing was bestowed upon me:– That I should be blessed and prospered on my journey; that success and profit should follow my associations with learned men whom it would be my lot to meet; that I should be the means of allaying prejudice toward this people; that I should find aid in securing genealogical records of departed relatives and friends; that I should protected and preserved, even though I be called to encounter sickness, pestilence and trouble; and that I should return home safely. I received also a ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p094.jpg) 19 Missionaries Certificate, learning the sig- natures of the First Presidency of the Church, authorizing me to preach the gospel of Salvation and administer in all the ordinances thereof throughout my travels. May 23 Very busy preparing for departure, I have been desirous of taking with me specimens of the Brine Shrimp "Artemia fertilis" from the Great Salt Lake. Bro Nelson, one of my fellow teachers kindly went to the Lake today to catch some of the tiny crestaceans. He returned however without specimens, the recent rains having apparently driven the shrimps unto deep water. I have to content myself with taking specimens which have been out of the lake now a couple of weeks. The chances of getting them to England above are very slim. So this is my last night at home! The thought of leaving home; saying adieu to wife and son are hard. May 24. Sunday. Left home in morning. My darling boy clung to my neck and begged "Don't go Papa, don't go"; and Wife wept and bade me God speed! Oh, should I not be grateful to my Heavenly Father for such ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p095.jpg) 91 a wife and such a son! Surely my God is very good to me. If left to my own feelings I would be almost deterred from leaving home; and this too in spite of my love of travel and exploration; ah: my married life has already changed many of my former ruling passions; love of home and family is very strong within me now. I always loved home: but in reality, from the time of my leaving home to go East in 1882 I had no home until I married. I started from Salt Lake City on the Rio Grande Railway at 9.50. a. m. At Provo I was met by Bro. Wm Patten, Sister Sadie's husband, who brought word from the folks on the farm that all is well. He brought me also three living horned lizards, ("horned toads" as they are usually called). Travelled all day with but little of special interest occuring; except the wonder of modern travel which is no longer a surprise. Seated on cushions of velvet, or reclining, at night, on comfortable beds, we are swept along a mile a minute, with ease and comfort. May 25. On awakening in the morning, we found ourselves among the clouds; cold it ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p096.jpg) 18 was too; snow on the ground and more still falling. Found good use for the thick clothing and the heavy overcoat, which thoughtful Merry May insisted on packing within easy reach for me. Our road lies through a very picturesque region. Early in the day we reached Tennessee Pass; the highest point on this part of the road, which according to the guide books is 10418 feet above sea level. We stopped, a few minutes only at Leadville: I would enjoy an opportunity of visiting the place, because of its mining and metallurgical importance. The "Royal Gorge" well deserves its name: it is a mighty chasm: forming the theatre of tremendous forces. During the morning I talked with two of the passengers, specifically, and had opportunity of bearing testimony to them of the truth of the gospel. HTey were Mr. G. W. Barnett; of 159 South Water St. Chicago; and Mr E. Shorrock of Liverpool England. They were both much interested in the Mormon question, and asked many well- meaning questions. Mr Barnett seemed to be a man of great experience, and to be generally very well informed, yet he was surprised to learn that the Latter-day Saints were classed as Christians. He did not know that we believed at ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p097.jpg) 91 all in the Bible. The gentleman was very fair and kind in his remarks. He kindly drew out for me a suggestive [---] of travel for the continent of Europe, he having made the tour. At 1.30. p.m. we reached Pueblo, Colorado; here I disembarked; and found myself under necessity of waiting until 9.35 at night for the next train. I travelled about the town: and visited many places that promised interest. The smelting and refining works, of which class of establishments there are several here were all of interest. Spent several hours in the public Library. Visited also the large building, not yet completed, known as the "Mineral Palace", it is to be used for a display of native minerals; and promises to be a gorgeous thing. Pueblo shows evidences of rapid growth; just now however, the train is very muddy and dirty. Left as 9.35 p. m. on the Atchison Topeka and Santa Fe road for Chicago. May 26. Awoke on the plains of Kansas; large, rolling and beautiful How great a contrast with the awe-inspiring scenery of yesterday morning. In the evening we reached Kansas City; stayed here long enough ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p098.jpg) 18 to get a good meal at the elegant depot dining rooms. May. 27. Reached Chicago early during day. Having a couple of hours to spare here, I visited several museums and other places of similar interest; all, however on a small scale. At one such institution I was surprised to find several hideous characters in wax, bearing labels of "Brigham Young and his twenty wives"; also of Jno D. Lee and other so called Mormon celebrities. The figures are appropriately placed in a special room designated as the "Chamber of Horrors," Left Chicago at 1.30 via the Erie Road for New York. In the afternoon I enjoyed a con- versation with Mr J. D. Edwards of Rochester, Indiana. He seemed earnest in enquiring about the Latter-day Saints. As with others whom I have met on the journey, I promised to send him publications of the church on my return home. Dined tonight on the car. A special dining car is run; and it is splendidly fitted. The charges for meals served on the train are high: yet such is not to be wondered at; and the meals are certainly good. I enjoyed my dinner very much: aside from the actual bodily diet there was much food for ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p099.jpg) 91 reflection in the possibility of eating under show such circumstances. While eating we were travelling at the rate of 55 miles an hour. Think of it! a hotel on wheels: a dinner 50 miles long!! May 28. Continued travelling. On this part of the journey I have no sleeper berth; and this is the part of the road where such accommodations would be the most appreciated. The Erie road is well fitted but, as I experienced on the trip east, two years ago, the accommodations are not equal to those of other roads: at least in the class of ordinary travel; and the officials of the road are far from being obliging. Arrived at New York at night. Stayed at the Cosmopolitan Hotel, to which I was directed by friends at home; it is situated at Corner of Chambers St. and West Broadway. [The following is written sideways in left margin next to above paragraph] by rail, according to the official tables:— Salt Lake City to Pueblo Col:— 631 miles Pueblo to Chicago 1092 Chicago to New York 989 Salt Lake City to New York 2712 miles May 29. Rose late: was very tired yesterday. Spent greater part of day writing letters etc; the weather being very wet and disagreeable I was not able to get about town much. Arranged Steamship ticket at the Company's offices: received Passport from Washington: In evening attended Palmer's Theatre and witnessed the comic opera "Tar and Tartar," May 30. Rose early: went aboard vessel, the good ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p100.jpg) 18 steamship "Alaska" of the Guion Line of ships: commanded by Capt. Murray. Hon. Jno. W. Young; his wife Mrs Luella Young, Miss Marine Price, and Bro. C. S. Burton came aboard to bid us a good voyage. Their visit was a very pleasing occurrence. Elders Fred, and Sid Clawson of Salt Lake City are aboard, on their way to Europe to fill missionary appointments. I am thankful for their companionship. We sailed from New York at 10.30. a. m: all prospects favorable. Day passed pleasantly without any serious symptoms of sickness. Bro. Fred Clawson became very sick before night. I enjoyed my meals very much. May 31 Sunday. Not feeling so well this morning; meal- time was not at all welcome. At 10.30 a short church service was held in the Salon after the ritual of the English Episcopal Church. The service was read by the Purser; there was no sermon, and scarcely any singing; and after the reading came only the collection. At noon the log was posted showing us to be in 40º59" N. Lat. and 66º.12' Long. W. By noon today, the close of the first day's travel we have covered 354 miles. The Alaska is a magnificent boat: nothing has been spared in providing for the comfort of passengers. The Main saloon is elegantly fitted; the table is [The following is written sideways in left margin] Have thrown away bottle after bottle of the Salt Lake Water containing the Arte[-]sia fertilis (See May 23: p.88 this book) as the creatures died. At the time of setting sail but one solitary specimin remains alive. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p101.jpg) 91. supplied with the best of food; and in variety equal to that offered at the finest hotels. Yet to me the fare is not tempting, it is not easy to obtain plain substantials everything is of fancy preparation; many of the dishes are decidedly English. Wild duck and venison served up today were of "high" flavor; indeed so high as to be decidedly sickening to me. Feeling very much disturbed in stomach, I indulged today in a glass of Bass' Ale, the first I have drunk since I was on the ocean before, fifteen years ago. It had a quieting effect upon me. This evening I enjoyed the pleasure of writing a long letter to Darling Wife; though I know not what time must elapse before I find opportunity of starting the missive on its way. Many times since leaving home I have regretted that May was not with me; yet I felt before starting that it would be better for her not to come. I am now all the more assured that things are best as they are. I know she would have suffered greatly from sickness, and in her present weak condition the results may have been disastrous ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p102.jpg) 18 I see some on board, women especially, who appear to be seriously ill. June 1. Sea rough: vessel pitching badly; waves washing over deck, and wind fierce. I enjoy the tumult of the elements as I enjoy other instances of the grand in Nature. Early in the day I wrote an acknowledgement to Sister Aretta Young for a most affecting tribute received from her on the eve of my leaving home. It was a Manuscript Book of Poems entitled "Fallen Leaves and Faded Flowers," dedicated to myself. Aretta is one of the Lord's choice spirits; she has received for reasons known to the Almighty an afflicted body; yet her mind is strong and her spirit pure. Years ago when she and I first met, she as a pupil in the B. Y. Academy Provo, I as her teacher, she confesses to have felt a strange repugance toward me; which finally gave place to a feeling of an opposite nature. It became possible for me to afford her some little assistance while she was at school; and these little acts she has magnified, till she considers herself indebted to me; whereas I have done nothing worthy of more than passing thanks. On the other hand Aretta has ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p103.jpg) 91. placed me under obligations because of the encouraging examples she has afforded me through her patience in suffering. Earnestly I can invoke Heavens choice blessings over my Sister. This evening I was very, very sick. The Brothers Clawson are in the same condition. They are eager to reach land. June 2. A very rough day: wind: fog: and rain. Sick again: and very sick at that. Dared not venture into the dining saloon: but contented myself with a "bite" on deck: said "bite" serving afterwards as food for the fishes. June 3 At noon today, according to the ship's log we were in N. Lat 45º.48" and in W Long: 41º 29' having covered in the last 24 hours 376 miles. Today we had clearer weather: some little sunshine in fact, the first we have experienced since leaving port. And today I am worse in body than I have been at all. At breakfast, I contented myself with taking a copy of the Bill of Fare as a sample of the ship provision for passengers. I was unable to eat. Spent most of time on deck. The Bros. Clawson and I [The following is written sideways in bottom left corner] Bro. Sid Clawson came to inform me that a whale was seen today very near the ship. I greatly regret not having been able to witness the sight: I was in bed most of day. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p104.jpg) 98 18 met and conversed with a gentleman whose card reads "Rev. Willard T. Perrin N. E. Conference, M. E. Church." At present he is travelling, but for some time past has been stationed in Massachusetts. He asked many questions regarding the gospel; but seemed well satisfied with things as they are. Enough has been revealed; enough has been taught to save all men; such is his doctrine. He promised to write to me as soon as his address is fixed, so that I can send him some of our Church works. June 4. Still worse in body. This I write as I lie propped up with pillows in the 3 x 6 box called a ship's berth or bunk. Unable to sit up for any considerable length of time; so I was compelled to remain below deck most of the time. Endeavored to eat a little, but the stomach entirely refused to received food; for 72 hours now past, I have been unable to keep even water on the stomach. The Brothers Clawson have been very kind to me; one of them has been very ill but is recovering now; and each of them shows great attention in my illness. June 5. Still sick. Barely able to go on deck at all. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p105.jpg) 91. Aside from the distressing nausea of sea- sickness proper, I experience a severe pain in the stomach; and my good friend and brother Dr Clawson fears gastric fever may set in. Last night under his advice I took a very little Claret Wine; but it was very soon rejected by vomitting. Today I took a small quantity of good Champagne with a cracker; and this was the first to remain in the stomach for 4 days past. The Elders Clawson administered to me by my request. They came often, to see me, and the Doctor brought his guitar and mandolin and played for my entertainment. Remained in bed the greater part of the day. Bro. Sid Clawson brought me word that the Captain thinks we will sight land tomorrow; this is good news to me; for the entire voyage has been a season of suffering to me. As I reflect upon my own condition, I cannot greatly wonder at my illness, for the change in surroundings has been so radical and so sudden. My present state is a change from a sedentary to a roving life; from a life of mental labor to one of almost entire inactivity; from the great altitude of Utah to the sea level; from the pure mountain air to the fogs & mists of the ocean. Yet I am ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p106.jpg) 18 thankful that all is as well as it is; and I am thankful that Dear Wife is not called on to endure this condition; she has ample suffering beside. I make this day's entry as I lie in bunk. June 6. Feeling much better this morning. Rose early; that is comparatively so, being on deck at 8.30, and for several days past having been in bunk until much later. The improvement in my condition today is magical; and I attribute it to the blessing of the Lord as bestowed through the administration of the Elders yesterday; for then my symptoms were very serious and distressing. Ate moderately about 10 a.m; and again at 1.30; and was ready for another meal at 6. Stayed on deck most of the day. At 3.30 this afternoon the celebrated Cragg family of acrobats, who are among the passengers, gave a highly entertaining acrobatic performance; a col- lection being taken up to be used it was announced "in aid of English and American Charities." Late in the afternoon we passed a school of whales, 9 of the monsters being counted about the ship. Several could be seen in different directions spouting simultaneously. I obtained some excellent views of the creatures, by the aid ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p107.jpg) 91. of a field glass. Late in the evening, commencing at 8 p.m. a Vocal and In- strumental Concert was given in the Saloon of the Vessel. D Fred Clawson by request rendered mandolin selections, which were received with very great favor. The Concert perform ance was creditable throughout. Collections were made for Charity Here I must give space to a very important item of our journey, which ma[---] with propriety have been mentioned several days ago, but which I have intentionally post- poned mentioning until this time. When we were about to sail from New York on Saturday last, Elder Jno. W. Young of Salt Lake City and Elder Martineau of Logan Utah came aboard and stated that a Swedish family named Peterson, and a German girl, Fraulein Hazelmann were to sail with us, being returned to England by order of the Custom Officers of New York, be- cause, it is alleged they say they believe in polygamy, though they do not expect or intend to practice it. This is a subject of very serious reflection; that one's belief and opinion shall be made a criterion of eligibility for residence on American soil; and yet America has been called the Asylum of the nations; the land of liberty, and the home of the free. ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p108.jpg) 18 June 6(con) The Elders Clawson and myself have visited the family and sister referred to, in the Steerage quarters several times on the voyage; they reported themselves, as best we could understand them as all well, though we could see that they were not very comfortable. Our visits there have not been taken in good part by the Steerage officials, who seem in no way willing that the condition of that quarter of the vessel should be investigated by Cabin passengers. We have worked together in taking fruit, and food, which we have ordered from the Cabin stewards, osten- sibly for ourselves, to these Steerage friends. For a few days now past I have been so sick as to be unable to visit them; but the Clawson Brothers have been de- voted to the good people. The Peterson children have been ill, – threatened with whooping-cough. They seem very much pleased with any little delicaces we take them. Brother Clawson and I have conspired to get all the good things we can for our friends. We cannot purchase provisions on board; but as Cabin passengers we are entitled to any reasonable supplies, and by ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p109.jpg) 91 103 "tipping" the stewards and waiters we have been able to secure liberal allowances; and we have "tipped" liberally in the interest of our friends. There have been some humorous phases in our method of procedure too. My Berth was No. 80; the Bros. Clawson occupy Nos. 341 and 342. All the attendants on my side of the vessel know that No. 80 has been very sick; indeed they have much concerned in my case, and have repeatedly urged that I consent to their sum- moning the ship's doctor. But the wonder seemed to grow that a man could be as sick as No. 80 certainly was, and yet be able to eat as No. 80 seemed to be able to do, at least judging from the orders for supplies which No. 80 sent in. When I have been unable to walk around, everything ordered has been sent to my state room; and by good fortune, the other berth (79) in the same room is unoccupied; if that were filled by a stranger I would probably experience trouble in pilfering food for hungry people. All the time No. 80 has been unable to eat at all; indeed the sight and even the thought of food ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p110.jpg) 18 June 6. (con.) nauseating to him. When able to travel around the ship however, the good Bros. Clawson and I have proceeded somewhat after this fashion. First it should be remembered that their rooms and mine are on opposite sides of the vessel; consequently we are attended by different waiters, and are in the care of different stewards. Early in the morning I would go to No. 341-2: there one of the Clawsons would ring for their attendant, of whom they would order a supply of sandwiches, pickles, and fruit: and by slipping a sixpence or a shilling into the good servant's hand they would secure a liberal lot. As the attendant was leaving, I, a visitor in that part, would ask him to bring me a bite too, so that we all might eat together. When this was secured and carefully wrapped up, I would go back to my own berth, and after a very short interval would receive a highly appreciated visit from my two good friends who live at No. 341-2. Then I ring for my waiter; tell him I feel a little better; give him a good "tip" and ask him to bring us something good to eat, – enough for 3 so that we could all eat together. This secured and stowed ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p111.jpg) 91 away in our pockets, we go on deck; look as sick as possible, and ask the deck steward to bring us two or three soft boiled eggs apiece; some cold meat, some cold chicken, a few slices of bread and butter; a plate of sandwiches, a dish of crackers and cakes, some oranges and apples, and perhaps a few other things by way of variety. If the good steward looked at all surprised at such an order from sick men, who were compelled to eat a bite on deck because they were unable to go below, a shilling slipped into his hand set all such matters at rest. When supplied, we became at once sensitive to the draught and the breeze so we sought out a quiet nook on the leeward side of a deck-boat, and then we added the good things to our pocket stores, – perhaps eating a trifle as a matter of show. Then we go down to the dining saloon, and if able we eat for ourselves; at all events we fancy we could nibble at little on deck, so we get the table waiters to pass us such things as can be easily carried; and these we take with us above. Now, with our loads we go down the Steerage passage, and then; oh! the glad smiles that greet us ----- new page (MSS229_S1_B1_F4_p112.jpg) 18 June 6 (con.) from those for whom are practice this half- deception. It is worth any effort, to see those children enjoy the bits. The steerage passen- gers are supplied with food in abundance, but it is not of a tempting kind; and not likely to arouse appetite in sickness. June 7. Sunday. Early this morning (3 o'clock) we touched at Queenstown Ireland. Here we mailed letters home. Oh! that we could receive word also; I yearn to get a line from home. Th